#imallexx fanfiction

[jamesmarriottistrilingual]

Happy Pride Month

Sometimes I think I was born backwards - Tord🎸 - Wattpad

Exposing the cringe fanfic I wrote last year that even JKR is terrified of.

[topsshaggerwillne]

“We Watch: These Men Want To Be Bigger”

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bonus because I think they’re cute

[foliea]

Eboys x Intro

Eboys Episode 4 - “We Rigged A 2000 Player Kahoot Game”

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bonus Will & Alex’s reactions to Will winning

[whereyoustand]

First Kiss

Could I request something bout having your first kiss with Alex? (imallexx) thank you ❤️

Summary- You have your first kiss with Alex after he lists the things he loves about you.

Warnings- Short, My terrible writing, Swearing

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Alex doesn't remember when it started.

He doesn't remember when he started to notice all the small things about you. Your habits and features.

It started off small, your smile. He loved your smile. All the different types. Your shy smile when someone compliments you and you don't belive it. Your watery smile when your overwhelmed with emotion. Your kind smile when you're trying to make others feel better.

His favourite was your wide smile you would make when you've finished laughing at something and your still beaming at it.

Oh, your laugh. It was music to his ears. He loved it when you would laugh so much that you'd snort or cry. Although you considered it embarrassing, Alex believed it was so beautiful.

He loved how kind you were. Always helping others and putting them before yourself. You never said a bad word about anyone and tried to see the brighter side of everything.

Alex bought it up with George once you left after staying for lunch.

"Mate you couldn't be more obvious!" George snorted as he collected he plates.

"What do you mean?" Alex's eyebrows furrowed.

"You clearly have a thing for Y/n." George exclaimed.

Alex's eyes widened and he felt his breath get caught in his throat. "I do not-" He stuttered out.

"Sure mate. Well, if it means anything; I'm sure they have a crush on you too." George patted his back and stood up. "Look I know I'm on washing up duty but I'll do it in the morning, I'm shattered."

"Yeah, right, okay mate. Night." Alex smiled tightly. He ran and hand over his face to hide his distraught.

"Yeah, just make a move soon. They'll move on otherwise. G'night!" George exited and made his way to his room.

Alex sighed and thought about George's words. Maybe George was right, maybe Alex should make a move. But what if George was wrong and you was just being kind.

A knock inturrupted his thoughts. Alex glanced at the clock, it was coming up to midnight. Who'd be at their flat at that time at night?

Alex wondered over and opened the door. He didn't expect to see you there with bags under your eyes with tars threatening to spill.

"I know it's late," You started, playing with your fingers. "But I had to tell you something."

Alex's eyebrows furrowed.

"Sorry, I'll go! I shouldn't have woke you." You turned to walk away but Alex grabbed your wrist.

"I like you." He said quickly. "Like, a lot. I know you probably don't like me back but I just wanted to be honest with you. I think you're funny and unique and beautiful. Your smile brightens up the room and your laugh is the nicest sound I've ever heard. I know you don't think so but it is."

"Alex?" You whispered.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that-"

"Kiss me." You breathed out.

"What?" Alex stuttered. You slowly walked towards him and looked up at him. You leant foreward and your lips met. Alex froze not knowing how to react before he melted into the kiss. Alex had read those Tumblr post where they say fireworks go off and you feel feel electricity run through your veins, this wasn't like it. This loss was a forest fire, it made him feel warm inside and more alive. He felt like he could do anything and he felt like the best man in the world.

Once you pulled away, it took a while for the forest fire to die down.

"I like you." Alex whispered again unable to form any other sentence.

"I like you too." You smiled looking up at him.

Alex looked at your smile. It was soft and content. A smile he hadn't seen before. The smile felt like it was for him and only him.

NOTE: ALL WILLNE AND COMMENTARY CREW IMAGINES WILL BE POSTED ON MY NEW ACCOUNT @willxolenney

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I just saw I had 350 followers on this account?????? omg y'all come through! send me an ask about your day or something random. I wanna know you guys better <3

[florencewritez]

The cycle

AN: hope yall doing good, i am tired and listenting to kids by mgmt and only kids by mgmt.

WC: 1543 Words 

WARNINGS: lowkey toxic relationship but lowkey the point. alexs jumper gets ruined

"I can't wait to do this again." That's what he'd said the last time we broke up, messing with his hair and casually scrolling through his Instagram. I'd rolled my eyes at the time, saying it was the last time he'd ever see me long enough to say a word to my face. He didn't even look up from a screenshot of a football match, barely even hummed.

At the time, I'd believed my words, pushing past a very confused Alex holding two cups of tea, mumbling an apology before I slammed the front door closed and fell to my knees crying. I hadn't stopped crying till a deliveroo driver had to awkwardly sidestep past me and asked if I was waiting for the food. The taxi drive home had been silent, only noises being my sniffles and incessant typing on my phone.

Y/n: I broke up with George for real this time.

Will: You always say that

Will: By the way did you spill tea on Alex? He's very upset about some expensive hoodie being stained or something

At the time I'd left Will on read, sending Alex a half hearted apology with a few hearts and clicking off my phone. It was then the taxi man turned in his seat and asked if I had had a rough day. I just nodded back, sniffing extra loud for dramatic effect. Yes, I had the worst rough day ever. First, George forgot we had a date, again, and I had to go to his flat to remind him. Then it turned out he'd forgotten to book the damn restaurant and we had to just go back and order takeout. It started with a simple comment of "Maybe we'd be eating actual Italian food and not fucking dominos if someone had remembered to book the restaurant," and spiraled into an extremely heated and quick argument that I can't remember half of. It was just spitting words in each other's faces, not meaning any of them, a crappy movie playing in the back. At one point, Alex came home and attempted to solve things with reason. Of course, such things aren't welcome during stupid fights and he quickly made himself busy with 'editing' in his bedroom.

By the time I'd stumbled in my apartment door, giving a half assed explanation to my very stoned roommate, the idea it was over cemented itself in my head. This time, I'd told myself, biting my lip till it bled, this time I'm not going back.

Easier said than done considering we're in the same friend group and have to consistently film together.

James: Hey y/n, Will wanted me to ask you to come over to his today to film if you're free

Y/n: Yeah I'm free. What's he need me for?

James: Probably a reddit video knowing him though the fact he asked all of us over is a bit suspicious, not to mention he made me text you instead of doing it himself

Y/n: What do you mean he asked everyone over?

James: Haven't you seen the groupchat? Alex, George and Mia said he asked them too. Knowing Will he'll need us for two minutes and then abandon us to edit or something

Y/n: Oh how lovely :)

And now I was here, sitting on Wills couch in between a very scared looking Alex and my ex of two days, listening to Will explain his video idea in great detail. I wish I could lie and say I was listening ever so carefully and definitely not hyper focusing on how George's fingers kept brushing against me accidentally as he moved to drink, wasn't taking notice of ever slight movement of his leg, inching ever so closer to mine. Every so often I'd dare flicker my eyes to his, always at the exact moment he happened to be looking my way. I'd just stick with Mia I told myself, hand curling into a tight fist and gulping, Mia would understand.

"Right so I'm going to film quickly with Mia first because she has to mind her nephew later, can't be late. Shouldn't be too long though so no one get any ideas and leave," Will announced, stating a wiggly Alex down at the last part. Mia stood up, saying she was fine with that. I gave her a pleading look, begging her to stay, to make an excuse and make someone, anyone else, go first. She only gave me a guilty smile back, following Will up the stairs, patting the watch on her wrist. Of course Will chose to film the one day Mia wasn't free for the day.

As soon as they were gone, Alex and James shared a look and quickly excused themselves to the kitchen, Alex nearly tripping over himself as he scurried away. Great friends I have.

For a moment, an awkward silence filled the air, heavier than any scientist thought possible. I gulped and tried to subtly move to where Alex had been sat before but only managed to make a disgustingly loud noise as the leather squelched under me. Curse the summer heat and it's strange sweat noises.

George looked at me properly for the first time, stupidly perfect blue eyes settling carefully on mine. "You look nice."

I squirmed. "Thanks. New skirt."

"Yeah I know, I bought it for you last week." Ouch. I physically cringed and heard George sigh beside me. "Can we talk?"

Crap, the true signal the cycle wasn't over yet. There was always the beginning, crazy and wild and perfect, the pinnacle of a young couple in love in the city. Then came the coziness, nights out turning into nights in and bars turning into movie nights. After that came the fizzle down period, usually lasting for about two weeks before one of us snapped and said it was over. A week later, someone would say can we talk then two minutes later it was back to heavy making out and laughter as the cycle begun again.

Of course this time would be no different, what was two days ago me thinking? This thing with me and George had been going on for nearly three years now, pissing off friends and fans alike with our mysterious relationship status. Still, it suited us pretty well huh?

So, I let out a breathe and nodded, curling my legs under me as I turned to face him.

"Okay fine," I agreed, resting my hand on the couch just near enough his for him to notice. "But only if we take it seriously this time."

He nodded, smiling softly for the first time I'd seen that day, lips turning up at the end and my stomach went all dopey, any hesitation melting away. He'd always have that effect on me it seemed.

"I'm sorry for forgetting about our date, I've just been pretty stressed lately with my upload schedule and stuff and it slipped my mind. It won't happen again." Of course it won't. Every-time we broke up, we never repeated the mistake again. Maybe one day, we'd run out of mistakes to make and things would be the perfect couple we wanted to be.

"And I promise I'll be more reasonable next time something upsets me. We should have mature conversations about stuff like this, like normal couples do." And I would if it meant never feeling that strange tightness that had filled me the past two days without him. One day, we'd get it right, I was sure.

"So does that me-" I cut him off with a quick peck to the lips, laughing when his eyes widened.

"Will you be my boyfriend George?" He didn't reply and only repeated my peck, my hands coming to rest in his hair as I deepened it to something more. "Do you think we'll actually make it to the end?" I asked between kisses, mumbling dangerously close to his lips, having swung my legs over his already.

"Jesus Y/n we haven't even been dating for two minutes yet, might be regretting my decision already." I chuckled, knowing that was his off handed way of saying 'yes of course'. I leaned back in, feeling his hands pull my waist closer before we heard an extremely loud sigh.

"Right next time you break up, wait until I put on something cheap yeah?" Alex groaned, turning back around and walking straight back into the kitchen, carrying two cups of tea again.

I couldn't help but burst out laughing, leaning my for head against George's and relishing in the warmth that came with the contact.

"You know there's a new club open near here. We could go later?" His hands somehow found themselves intertwined with me. It was the same thing over and over again, the same old cycle.

I smiled. "My roommates gone for the night, you can stay at mine after."

It was the same cycle over and over and I lived for it, every part of it. One day, we'll get it right and maybe most of the excitement comes from wondering it this is the time we do everything perfectly. A spark in his eyes reminds me I won't care anyways.

I'm addicted to the cycle as long as it's with him.

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I know you can relate.

[raggedy-dxctor]

Forgetting Something | Vikram Barn

Prompt: Person A is about to leave for work [or insert any other suitable event/place]. Person B asks them if they’ve forgotten anything, and Person A gives them a kiss. Person B turns red and opens their hand to reveal Person A’s keys/wallet/etc., saying “I meant this, but thanks.”

"Morning, babe" Vik greeted with a warm smile as you as you walked into the kitchen, an exhausted expression painted on your face. "Morning, love" You smiled tiredly, walking over to him and placing a sweet kiss on his cheek.

"I need to record with he boys in about two hours, will you be ok here or do you wanna come with?" He asked you, wrapping his arms around your waist and placing a soft kiss on your lips. "Hm, i think i'll stay here, i might get some decorating done" You thought aloud, wrapping your arms around his neck as you leaned into his chest. He let out a content sigh as he nuzzled into your neck, causing you to giggle. He pulled his face away from your neck and a goofy grin replaced the content smile.

You started laughing aagain, cupping his cute face on your hands and kissing him on the lips. He kissed back, a smile adorning his face. As he pulled away, you noticed his eyes. So perfect and so full of adoration. Your heart practically burst as he basically swooned.

"I love you Vikram Barn" You breathed out, your thumb caressing his cheek. He chuckled and leaned into your hand, a calm smile illustrating his face. "I love you too, Y/n L/n" He replied, basically breathless from admiration. He started swaying to the distant hum of the music, so you joined in, his arms wrapped around your waist and yours around his neck.

Three hours later, Vik was rushing out the door to go to work, he had fallen asleep on the sofa, with you cuddled up next to him, watching a Netflix movie. "I think you've forgotten something, Vik!" You shouted, running to the door as he dashed outm He turned around, confused, slowly walking back, a confused look on his face.

Realisation dawned on his face as he ran up to you, placed a small, loving peck on your cheek and spun around again, ready to run to the meeting place. "No! I meant this!!" You yelled as he took off down the street. Your hands opening to reveal his keys and wallet. Shock burst onto his face as he ran back, taking the keys and wallet out of your hands. A cheeky smirk was evident on his face as he came up with another idea.

He placed a kiss on your lips and squeezed your behind before sprinting away, throwing you a devillish smirk. A blush errupted on yoir face as you snorted, retreating back inside. You leant agaonst the wall and sighed, before bursting into a fit of laughter.

funfact: i've been watching the sidemen since 2014 and Vik has always been my main favourite <3

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[neraidaastrid]

Prompt list-July 2020

Requests are open so please request a prompt and a character❤️

“You look.....wow...”

“Please....I can’t loose you too”

“Stop acting as though I’m gonna break!”

“I love you more than words can explain.”

“”I’m more powerful than you could ever imagine.”

“Come back! Please....”

“No, it’s too soon.”

“I promise you, i will get you back,”

“Is it seriously that hard to leave me alone for 5 minutes?”

“Stop pretending you don’t care!”

“I can see right through that facade.”

“Is it possible for a woman to be any prettier?”

“Did you invite me here to be a distraction?”

“I expected more from you...”

“Again and again you let me down and I’m sick of it!”

“I just want to be happy....”

“Why is it so hard for you to let people in!”

“You’re an idiot, you know that?”

“You’re lucky you’re my bestfriend,”

“You’re lucky i love you.”

“No, I’m happy that you’re happy, but when i see everything you have, your home, your boyfriend, your kids, your life, it makes me feel so alone that i wanna die!”

“If i see something I haven’t seen before, I’ll throw a dollar at it.”

“Oh go back to staring at yourself!”

“Do you ever just shut up?”

“If you wanted me dead, I’d be dead.”

“Oh you were so much more fun when you were asleep.”

“You know I can’t sleep without you by my side.”

“Dear diary, a chipmunk asked me my name today, I told him it was joe, that lie will haunt me forever.”

“I heard my name, all good I hope.”

“Well, in case you haven’t figured it out by now, I’m a sociopath.”

“You can survive without a spleen!”

“It’s where your boyfriend whispered to you that he loved you.”

“Have I ever told you how much I love you?”

“So, this is your girlfriend....?”

“She’s not my girlfriend.....”

“He’s not my boyfriend......”

“Can you like, leave?”

“Are you able to ever just be quiet?”

“I love you like I’ve never loved anyone before.”

“You ignite this spark in me.”

“I don’t think we could ever be just friends.”

“My parents are going to hate you.”

“We are friends, I don’t like you like that.”

“I’m not letting you leave!”

“Stay..... for me....”

“When are you going to learn that you aren’t in control of me!”

“Just go! Everyone else does!”

“Don’t you believe me?”

“I don’t trust you as far as I can throw you, and I’m weak.”

“Fine. Have it your way.”

Must have been the wind- Alec Benjamin

Stay- Gracie abrams

Mean it- Gracie abrams

Obsessed- Dan+Shay

Jokes on you- Charlotte Lawrence

Call me in the morning- Billy Lockett

Addicted- Kelly Clarkson

Secrets- One Republic

A thousand years- Christina Perri

My immortal- Evanescence

Rest of us- Blake Rose

Demons- Alec Benjamin

Because of you- Kelly Clarkson

Story of my life- One Direction

Heartbreak girl- 5sos

If you leave- Meredith Brackbill

Waves- Dean Lewis

You should be sad- Halsey

From the ground up- Dan+Shay

Speechless- Dan+Shay

Close your eyes- Dan+Shay

She will be loved- Marroon 5

Love Ain’t- Eli Young Band

Ghost of you- 5sos

La Vie En Rose- Louis Armstrong

When I was your man- Bruno Mars

Mr brightside- The Killers

Photograph- Ed Sheeran

Kiss me- Ed Sheeran

I wish- Declan J Donovan

Moral of the story- Ashe

I heard goodbye- Dan+Shay

I blame you- Aidan Martin

Tell me it’s not over- Starsailor

I hope- Gabby Barrett

Moving Along- 5sos

The book of you and I- Alec Benjamin

Gone- Blake Rose

19 you+me- Dan+Shay

Long sleeves- Gracie Abrams

Nothin’ like you- Dan+Shay

Dancing with you ghost- Sasha Sloan

Before you go- Lewis Capaldi

So cold- Ben Cocks

Hold on- Chord Overstreet

Lego house- Ed Sheeran

Perfect- Ed Sheeran

Out of love- Alessia Cara

What we had- Sody

Dancing on my own- Callum Scott

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fanfiction and other stuff..

hello! hi!

i’ve dabbled in a little bit of fanfiction writing for will over the last few weeks and i’m aiming to post a couple in the next week or so but i just thought i’d put it out there that i also like to discuss headcanons and small situations/scenarios between him and the reader and if that’s something people are into then my inbox is open to receive anything you want to chat about... 

if you maybe wanted to check out what my style of writing is/what kind of writing/requests i can do then you can check it out over on my main blog to get a rough idea? @secret-rendezvous1d. xx

[topsshaggerwillne]

“We Watch: Weirdest Sugar Daddy Video...”

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bonus gif of James and Alex that i think is cute

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Shop~ Bluesdank x reader

ship: Bluesdank x reader

Word count:681

Henry sits staring at the screen in admiration. he'd been watching her for a few months now, never failing to miss a stream, whether it be at 2 pm or 2 am. He was entranced by her every move, from the way she danced to the way she sang. He never thought he could crush this hard on someone he'd never met, then she came along. She being a popular 17 year old streamer by the name of Y/N L/N or Y/T/N, she had amassed over 700,000 twitch followers with her bubbly personality and amazing voice, henry had been watching her (and crushing on her) since 50,000. She seemed like an angel sent from above and to him she was. She was currently singing a song she wrote called 'i wish you were mine' heavily inspired by someone she longed for. "so lads, I'm gonna do some singing even though it's like 1:30 in the morning but I roll that way" Her voice was heaven to him, he laughed at her dorkiness. "This song is called 'i wish you were mine', unfortunately, written by me when I was in a sad mood, about knowing ill never meet let alone date the guy I have a huge crush on, he is a fellow twitch streamer tho." This made Henry incredibly sad but it was to be expected, she was popular, pretty and charismatic. He decided to listen to her beautiful melody and drown in his sorrows.

Every time, I see you I wonder why, why, why can't you be mine,

He stared at her at the girl thinking the same as him.

Even through a screen, I sit and sadly scream, wondering why, why can't you be mine,

You sit out there in your beanie, I wonder if there's a teeny, tiny chance, we could meet,

You sit out there in your beanie, I wonder if you ever see me, and wonder why, why can't you be mine,

It sounded faintly like him,  'if only' he thought, She sang so beautifully and he listened so intently. "That's a wrap on that lovely song and this Livestream, unfortunately" She sighed. "Only for a while tho, I'm gonna go to the local and get some peng munch" She threw up the okay sign and giggled. Man, that giggle could send him to heaven and back. "And yeah, ill be back in around half an hour, follow my twitter for updates and yeah ill see you guys in a little bit, thank you for joining!" She giggled and turned off the camera. He decided he may as well do the same thing, he grabbed his skateboard and jacket and headed out.

Your P.O.V That Livestream took a lot out of me, especially that last song, I was getting emotional back there. It was about this streamer called Bluesdank, I've had a crush on him since forever. The day he followed me back I nearly cried, I never had the balls to message him though. I'd catch all of his streams whether they where at 2 pm or 2am, speaking of 2 am, that was the time I arrived at the shop. My skateboard was slow but the shop wasn't that far thankfully. When I got inside I headed straight for the sweet section in classic Y/N fashion.

Henrys P.O.V I headed straight for the sweet section obviously. When I got there I heard a faint hum of a song I knew behind me. I couldn't pinpoint which song though. I chose what I wanted and turned around, I saw a girl with Y/H/C and a beanie on. She was dancing, and then I heard what song she was singing. The song.

No P.O.V "You sit out there in your beanie, I wonder if you'll ever see me and wonder why" She sang. "Why can't you be mine" They sang in unison, she slowly turned around. And sure enough, there was his longtime crush, dancing in the middle of his local at 2 am, wearing his merch no less. Their mouths dropped open simultaneously "Bluesdank?!"  "Y/C/N?!"

[lochnessmister]

Read my Half Ironic James x Alex Fanfiction

https://www.wattpad.com/698353017-little-pink-triangle-alex-x-james-x-chapter-one-x

Read it please I can’t say I’m proud but R E A D I T

[damn-behzinga]

Hurt Me Once

Alex Elmslie X Reader

summary- Alex knows what his partner has been getting up to

warnings- angst, my terrible writing, cheating, heartbreak

part of the Ben Platt Writing Challenge

listen the the song

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Alex was driving himself up the wall. You were up to something and he didn't know what.

It started out as small things.

You were always quick to respond to his texts but lately it was hours before you'd respond, at one point it was a whole day until you responded. You also just spent less time with Alex. You particularly made sure all the times you were hanging out it was Alex's flat or out somewhere. Your flat had suddenly become off limits. Also, Alex had noted how you were taking every 'buisness call' outside.

It all made him feel cold- almost lonely.

He had talked with George about it. All George really had to say was, "They're your partner, mate. Not mine."

Alex had rolled his eyes at the advice. George did actually provide some ideas. Offering to leave the flat for a bit whilst the couple talked it out.

Alex had agreed. Once you were on your way over, George left to give the two of you some space.

As you took a seat on the couch, Alex was quick to sit opposite you in his living room.

"Everytime," Alex whispered, fumbling with his hands, trying to figure out how to break the ice. Yet, you knew exactly where the conversation was going. "I would look at you, I could tell you weren't happy. And do you know what's worse? I think I let myself forget how to read your face because I couldn't bare the idea that you're-" Alex let out a dry chuckle and dragged a hand down his face. He stood up and paced back and forth.

"Al, you have to understand-" You tried but Alex interrupted.

"Do you even know what dates you went on with who?" He asked, stopping abruptly. "Because after a while, surely they must- I don't know- mix?"

"Alex." You warned, crossing your arms.

"Sorry, I forgot that you don't care about me any more." Alex scoffed, mimicking your actions.

"Alex. I you're such a good guy and-" You said, voice full of guilt.

"Don't pretend. Don't pretend to love me." Alex whispered, tears slowly falling as he turned to face away from you. "I don't think my heart can take it. Love isn't you pretending. If you loved me at all, you'd be honest with me. You have so many choices right now. I have none, just tell me."

"Alex, I'm sorry." You whispered, head down.

Alex bit his lip, eyes darting around the room, desperate to focus on something.

"Do you know what's really bad?" Alex's voice was hushed, finally turning to look at you. "Is I can't get angry or mean or whatever because I can't hurt you. When I gave you my heart, I made a promise that I would never hurt you. So, I'm sorry." He shrugged lightly.

You blinked at Alex. "What? Why are you sorry?"

"Because I'm disappointed that you're not the person that I fell in love with at that bar. Because I don't forgive you. I probably will soon as much as that kills me inside but I love you too much to not forgive you." Alex swallowed the lump in his throat.

There was a silence between the two of you. Alex felt like he was drowning.

"Do I wanna know who he is?" He asked.

You shook your head. "It'll hurt you more." You said honestly, fiddling with your thumbs.

"Can I ask why?" He asked, running a hand through his hair.

"I fell in love with him." You replied.

Alex simply nodded.

"Just-" He sighed. "Just don't hurt him like you hurt me."

You nodded and stood up, making your way to the door.

"I hope we can remain friends." You stated.

"I don't think so." Alex frowned. "You're gonna need to rebuild this trust."

Your smile was tight as you wandered out the door.

Once George returned about half an hour later, he wasn't surprised to see his roommate curled on the sofa sobbing into his hands. He was more disappointed. George did look after Alex. He gently comforted his friend without even knowing the details.

You had just broken Alex's heart. George wasn't going to dive into that just yet.

[florencewritez]

Euphoric

AN: have a good day <3

WC: 6431  words

WARNINGS: consumption of alcohol, cursing "Mia, babe I genuinely don't know what I'd do without you," I told her as she carefully applied another white dot above my eyebrow to the row she'd already done. Mia only smiled, squeezing my cheeks a little more and telling me to keep my eyes closed or she'd poke them out. Begrudgingly, I did as she asked, tearing my eyes away from the stunning red look she'd given herself earlier. When the Glastonbury Festival started approaching quicker and quicker and me and Mia still had nothing planned, it had been Will who suggested who went as a pair. Angel and devil. Of course, we had to jump on the idea, we'd never pass that photo opportunity. That had been around four weeks ago. Now, it was only around an hour before our group would leave for Glastonbury and I finally felt the festival excitement bubbling in my stomach. Clearly, it bubbled out too, making me squirm a little, as Mia scolded me for moving and again repeated her empty threat of poking my eye. I only giggled. Mia was the least likely person to poke someone's eyes out, let alone mine. She knew it too because when I peeked my eye open, I saw her soft smile, eyes crinkling and making a single star she'd stuck on fall off. By the time we arrived, I was sure they'd all be gone."All done! You can look now."

"Finally." She playfully smacked my arm and handed me a hand mirror. The girl looking back at me felt like a different person. Roségold shimmery eyelids with a small line of white streaking through the glitter. Pretty highlight covering my cheeks and nose, like I'd captured the very essence of a rainbow on my face, complete with two white strokes at the top of my nose. And to top it all off, the white dots above my eyebrow, complete with little jewels in between each dot. Somehow, I actually did feel angelic, more than I had when I'd actually put the wings on that were supposed to be the trademark angel piece. Mia truly had worked wonders. "I can't believe this is really me, you're makeup skills are underrated," she snorted and sat down beside me, tilting the mirror to check her hair, hand tucking a spare curl behind her ear, lips turning up into a smile. "It's payback for styling my hair, don't undersell yourself either y/n." Will's voice echoed down the hall, telling us we were leaving to catch the bus soon and I smiled at the dark-haired girl beside me. I could already feel the music pounding through my veins, the adrenaline pumping through me after the fairground. I'd been attending festivals with Will and our friends since we'd moved to London together, having grown up together as neighbours and decided to pursue YouTube together. Some of my best memories in recent years were spent in a random field usually used for dairy farming, screaming lyrics to a song I didn't know I knew, clinging to someone's wrists as we jumped up and down to the beat. The inevitable headaches were always worth the feel of the moment, not to mention the pictures dotting my wall of the before and after that always made me smile when I woke up. George, Will, Becky, James, Aria, even a few random strangers always greeted me, either pissed out of their mind or suffering a severe hangover. However, whilst Mia's face did make an appearance in several non-festival pictures on my wall, this would be the first time we attended a festival together. She'd only started dating Will a little over a year ago and at the time, she hadn't quite been welcomed to the group enough to join us for festival season. Now though, after nights spent together with our group at clubs or nights out and a lot of sleepovers with just me, her and Aria, it'd be a sin to not bring her. I turned to face her, excitement flashing in my eyes and took her hand in mine. Mia smiled back at me, squeezing my hand. "I can't believe this is the first festival we'll spend together Mia, it feels long overdue." "The first of many right?" I saw a flicker of anxiety pass through her eyes and knew she sometimes felt she didn't fit in our group, even now. I understood where she was coming from, it was always hard to find your footing in such a tight-knit group of people who'd known each other for ages, but truly, everyone loved her just as much as the others. Especially me. "Of course. You're one of us now." She wrapped her arms around my shoulders in a short tight squeeze, our perfumes mixing together for just a second. It was a sweet moment, my best friend hugging me close, but I couldn't help but tease her. After all, it was Will she was dating. "Though if I have to watch you and Will make out I will puke, that's too much for me. May I remind you I knew him when he was a square little lad in a diaper." Mia rolled her eyes, pulling me to my feet. I was reminded of the silver heels I was wearing on then when I stumbled forwards, grateful for her being there to make sure she caught me. "Oh please, it's not me and Will anyone is worried about. Can we talk about you and Alex?" She winked. I flushed pink, (which probably looked rotten combined with the highlight) and Mia grinned, her tongue peeking through the gap in her teeth. Alex. At first, when Will started blowing up, dragging me along from almost being featured in his videos, he started making a lot of new friends that I had never met before for the first time in our lives. Before that, we'd always had the same friend group, even through the awkward high school years where friend groups were extremely messy. One day, he'd managed to drag me to a bar with his new friends, despite my complaining, and that's where I'd met Alex. Or rather, where we met each other. Stupid swooped hair with eyes that rewrote my definition of blue eyes the very first time my eyes met his. It had been Alex who managed to integrate me into Wills new group and Alex who remained the closest person in our group to me even to this day. Alex who, along with George, my favourite mask-wearing bloke, I moved in with once Wills place got a bit cramped. And of course, Alex who all my friends liked to tease me about dating. Of course, they did the same to him, probably worse considering the boys were usually a bit dirtier mouthed with each than with the girls, but I was the only one who turned red all the time. Probably because they were right mostly. When Mia prodded about the way I looked at him, my efforts to say there was nothing to prod at were all lies. When James would wink at me when Alex would pull me in closer on nights out, always downing whatever drink was in front of him before I could glare. When Will sat me down one day, patting my knee, and asked if I liked him, he saw past my eye rolls and dramatic head shakes. Most of all it was George who brought it up, always finding a way to shove at least five comments a day about our relationship and giving me the look when I'd mumble a comment back. Because yes, of course, I liked him. I had a stupid school girl crush at the same age I got blackout drunk and could legally do drugs in some countries. Alex was the nicest person I'd ever met, always treating me with such kindness and respect. Some nights I'd pass out by my desk when editing, exhausted from the hectic schedule I forced myself to follow. When I'd wake up, my video editing would be finished and there'd be a sticky note by my head, something that would make my heart beat a little faster, with his signature and a small heart. Not to mention the blanket thrown over my shoulders that smelled faintly of him. That was just one of the many things Alex did for me regularly without ever asking for anything. Yet, something deep inside me screamed to not do anything about it, screamed it was purely platonic on his side. Alex would constantly chatter about what a great friend I was, how much he loved me as a friend. For some reason, him friend-zoning me accidentally hurt a lot more than if he hated me. At least then there was a chance he'd see me as something more than a best friend, even if it was a mortal enemy. Mia cleared her throat and I snapped back to reality, laughing awkwardly. "There's nothing to talk about Mia. We're just friends." If Will hadn't called again, I would have been in for a lot of questions and yet another speech begging me to just tell him. Instead, she just sighed and rugged on my arm. "We'd best be going before his head explodes." "That'd be a sight to see. He doesn't deal well with stress you know," I told her, walking out of my room with our arms interlocked. "Did you know during our GCSEs, I found him out my back in the wet dirt, mumbling algebraic formulas?" "Ay, y/n are you telling that bloody GSCE story again?" Will called, peeking his head out from around the corner. His festival sunglasses were perched in his hair and I couldn't help but giggle.  "I'm sorry Will, it's just so fucking hilarious." "To be fair Will," Mia said, holding back a laugh, "it's pretty funny." Neither of us could hold back our laughter and finally cracked when his glasses slid down his face. Will groaned and told the boys waiting on the couch behind him we were bullying him again. I heard James say he probably deserved it, followed by Georges laughter and Alex's giggle. "Are they ready yet?" Aria called, having arrived with James already ready way before me or Mia had even started. Mia let go of my arm and walked ahead to the living room, posing at the doorway. Aria gasped and said she'd looked gorgeous and Will said the same, snaking a hand around her waist. Gross. Still, no matter how gross I called Mia and Will sometimes or how much I insisted nothing was going on between me and Alex, it didn't stop me from smiling like an idiot when he stopped giggling, calling me pretty. Schoolgirl crush. That was all that was. We'd finally piled onto the coach awhile after before pictures already filling my camera roll and only two videos on my Instagram story. One of me recording when Mia was doing my makeup and the other just our group leaving me, George and Alex's apartment to get the coach simply titled 'it begins'. Once on the coach I came to the startling revelation everyone expected me to sit with Alex, the couples all pairing up and Becky insisting she absolutely had to sit with George. My eyes stared out the window, surprising heavy despite not doing anything yet. "You alright?" Alex asked, poking me in the ribs as the coach finally started, several cheers erupting around us. I couldn't help but smile back, nodding my head. His eyes didn't stop looking worried so I opened my mouth. "I'm fine, don't worry Al. I'm just tired for some reason." "To be fair, you and Mia were up half the night talking about today. I warned you to sleep you know, don't blame me." I giggled remembering how he'd come into my room several times to warn me and Mia to get some sleep. Back then we'd only waved him off, saying we were having girl talk. Now, I wished I'd listened as a yawn escaped my throat. "See?" "Fine, you win. I should have slept earlier last night. I'll be fine when we get there, the pure adrenaline will be enough to keep me up for the entire festival." He didn't look convinced. "It takes around an hour and a half to get there you know." "I'm aware." "Go to sleep, I'll wake you when we arrive. Promise." At first, I was going to deny and say I'd be fine, ask his opinion on the latest Star Wars movie so I could listen to him ramble again. However, as another yawn escaped me, I smiled and nodded, telling him he'd better wake me up when we arrived. "Of course I will, I need someone to go on rides with me. We both know the others are pussies." I smiled, eyes closing without me telling them to. "Of course they are. We're the only brave ones on this bus. We'll ride all night." Alex raised his eyebrow but I was too tired to care, leaning my head on the bus window. The loud rattling actually helped ease me into sleep and the last thing I remembered before waking up was hearing a snippet of James and Arias conversation behind me, laughing about some joke I didn't understand. Gross couples. "N/n, mate, everyone else is waiting outside. Can you please wake up." It was dark for a bit, my dream ending before it really begun because of Alex's voice cutting through the cloudy landscape I'd arrived in. Whatever I was lying on was warm and I nuzzled in more, sleepily asking for five more minutes. Alex chuckled and poked my cheek. "We've arrived you know. The first festival of the year? The one you're usually most excited for?" I had no idea what he was talking about till the wings I had on ached against my back. Shit. The fucking festival. I jumped up quickly, too excited to be embarrassed about the fact I'd somehow ended up sleeping on Alex's instead of the window and smiled. "Everyone else is outside yeah? Do I look okay?" It was then I noticed the pink on Alex's shoulder, sticking out a lot against the light blue denim. Crap, my lipgloss. I opened my fanny pack, white to match my outfit of course, and searched for that stupid tube of lipgloss I'd brought to retouch it later. Of course, I hadn't planned to wipe it off completely on my friends' fucking jacket before I even got off the bloody coach but hey, at least I was prepared. Finally, I found the blasted thing, under my purse, phone, portable and a small bottle of vodka, of course at the very bottom and pulled it out, holding it like a sacred Egyptian jewel.Then there was another problem. "Crap, I didn't bring a mirror. How am I supposed to apply it now? Wheres my blasted phone?" Again, I started to scramble through my bag. Alex gently grabbed my wrist, stopping me from shoving my hand around. "I can do it for you, it can't be that hard. I've watched you do it to yourself like a million times."I paused. For some reason, that sounded like the worst best idea ever. I sucked my teeth for a moment before nodding. "Go on then, it's a challenge." I tossed the tube onto his lap and turned my face towards him, urging him to do something before I did. He unscrewed the tube, a focus in his eyes I'd only ever seen when he was working a video before and then gently placed his hand on my cheek, leaning in. I parted my lips as he carefully did his best to apply an even layer of sheer pink, so close I could feel his breath on my face. I gulped, moving closer to him subconsciously, hand gripping his thigh. "I think I'm done," he whispered, pulling the lipgloss down but still not moving back. In fact, I felt his hand tighten into my hair, tugging it slightly. My eyes darted from his eyes to his lips. "Thanks," my voice was barely a whisper, more of a gasp honestly, and still neither of us leaned back. I wondered if his eyelashes were always this dark or he'd changed overnight. "Oi lads, I'm going to have to start driving to pick up the 2 o clocks now. Are you okay back there?" The bus driver suddenly called, peeking his head out of his seating area. I snapped back into my seat, zipping my bag closed as Alex cleared his throat, standing up. He told the bus driver we were fine, that I'd lost a contact and then we scrambled off the bus, pulling oh hands back at even the slightest contact. The moment my feet touched the grass, I was swooped away by Mia and Aria, both smirking at me, eyes wide. "What?" I asked, my voice a lot more bashful than I meant it to. "What was that?" Aria asked, Mia nodding behind her. Arias's hand was resting on my shoulder, Mia grasping at Arias in a small human centipede. "What was what?" Completely inconspicuous, they'll never know. "Dude, James told us he'd seen you and Alex nearly kiss Alex on the bus," my eyes widened and I was quick to ask how he'd possibly seen that, bus windows weren't the easiest to see through. "He went back on to tell you and Alex to hurry up and instead found you knee-deep in a shift session," Mia exclaimed, a giggle in her tone. "Nothing happened. I just asked him to put my lipgloss on because I didn't bring my mirror." Both of them raised their eyebrows and slowly nodded. "Nothing happened," I repeated slower, making sure to make eye contact with both of them. They seemed to let it go, at least for now, and Becky's voice cut through the air and her arms were thrown over Aria and Mia's shoulders. I laughed at their surprised faces smiling at Becky who already seemed to have cracked up the drink she'd brought in her fanny pack. "Come on girls, let's go in before the boys yeah? The real show doesn't start till tomorrow when performers come so I say first stop the pier yeah? I want some candy floss." Becky looked at me, hoping I'd take her side so she'd get her damn candy floss and I complied, laughing and throwing my head back as I threw my arm over Mia's other side. "I'm down for some 1pm candy floss. Feel like we're going to have a lot of that this weekend ay?" Becky whooped again as Mia and Aria agreed and we all started to walk towards the entrance, Mia yelling for the boys to hurry up and follow before they got lost. Still, even as I laughed at another joke Becky told, posing for a video Mia was taking as we entered, I couldn't help but let my mind linger to that bus seat, to my wet lips of floss, to crystal blue eyes, to what could have happened. I tossed my head over my shoulder, hoping to see Will or George or James or even the fucking busman to distract myself but of course, instead, I met the same stupid blue eyes. He stopped talking and looked at me, I took a deep breath and then James nudged his side and Mia squeezed my ribs and the moment was over. God, this stupid tension had to arrive now, didn't it? Couldn't have waited till after festival season? Still, nothing a bit of alcohol couldn't help drown out, right? Right? "Are we going to go on the rides today lads or are we waiting for that madness till tomorrow?" George yelled over music playing, the night being relatively old at that point. Aria and James said they were heading to their tent now so they'd pass for now, as did Mia and Will after Mia persisted a little. Becky tucked her arm into mine and asked if I wanted to go to our tent yet since we were sharing and I thought it over, biting my cheek. The air still smelled like candy floss, as did Becky's breath and probably mine, though there was a slight sting that I put down to the few shots I'd downed so far, not enough to be pissed just yet. That was for Saturday night. I thought it over for another second before shaking my head, pulling back for Becky's grasp. "Actually Beck, you go ahead. I'm going to stay back with Alex," I turned and gave him a small smile, finally meeting his eyes for the first time since the incident and he smiled back. "He owes me a few hundred rides to live up to his earlier words, right Al?" "That's right. You can go back too if you want George, you keep yawning on me." "Yeah, I think I'll pass on watching whatever the fuck that's going to be you're right, I'll make sure Becky gets back to her tent fine. I'll wait with her till you decide what you're doing yeah?" I didn't ponder on what George meant and only let out a whoop, promising Becky I'd get back fine. She smiled, her nose scrunching and she pressed a kiss to my cheek before nodding at George to go. I watched her go with him, a few close encounters with people already puking on the ground from a really bad-or good-night depending on your perspective. I jumped when I felt someone take my hand until I realized it was Alex, his voice close to my ear, making me shrink away. "So Will and that are already boning huh? Think they could have waited till tomorrow to settle in at least." I snorted and pushed him away, gagging at that thought. "Jesus Alex please refrain from giving me that image. Will is still twelve years old to me. Not to mention little Aria with my man James." "Your man James? I'm offended I thought I was your man." There he goes again, that stupid your man joke. Still, it did make me smile genuinely, even if I rolled my eyes to hide how my face was so bright. I took his hand and let it rest over my shoulder, pressing a soft kiss to it as we walked towards the flashiest ride. "Of course you're my man. My favourite man. But you currently aren't riding anything so I think you're a man backing out of his promise," I carefully evaded a man pissing, his poor girlfriend looking disgusted beside him, still keeping my eyes on Alex beside me. "Then let me prove it to you, three rides on this bastard. Unless you're too scared?" I chuckled, stopping to take his other hand and lean up, glaring me eyes threateningly. "Alex Elmslie, you're fucking on. The first to chicken out this weekend has to do what the other says." He thought about it for a moment before nodding, returning the glared eyes. "Okay, then y/n l/n. First challenge is this. Oh, and by the way, I'm not going to lose." Oh, it was definitely on. The last day arrived quicker than anyone wanted to and before I knew it, my suitcase was packed again, ready for the coach that would pick us up tomorrow. Still, there was one more night to enjoy and especially one last performance. Becky put her phone down, sighing as she tucked her hair behind her ear again. "Babe, we have to go soon. Billies performance will definitely be packed and I don't know about you, but I want to be as close as possible." I smile back, finally satisfied with my last day look. A simple soft pink makeup look complete with a light pink dress and flats. Flats made it a lot easier to hop around. "I'm ready Beck, just waiting for the others to show up at this point. You definitely told James and Aria to meet us here right?" Becky nodded, checking her phone again but her eyes rolling at the lack of new messages. I considered just going to save a spot for our group with just Becky until there was a yell outside asking if they could come in. A few moments later, James Marriotts face peeked through the now unzipped hole of our tent, a smile on his face. After another second, Arias's face appeared on top, face covered in pretty blue glitter. "You ready to be going then? Mia will kill me if we don't get a good spot." James tilted his head, a serious tone to his not really a joke-joke. "Oh I know," I edged towards the tent door, smiling. "She's been raving about this performance for weeks now. If she doesn't get to see more than a bean from a distance, she'll have all of our heads." Aria laughed and they both stood back, letting me step into the warm air. Ah, England's summers, surprisingly warm most of the time for such a known shit weather country. "Alex wouldn't shut up about it last night either to be fair though I suspect at least half of that was due to the drink." Becky followed me out and shared a glance with the couple. Aria licked her lips and looked away. Becky seemed to stifle a laugh, disguising it as a slight cough. I narrowed my eyes at James, hoping he'd crack and eventually he did, sighing. "Y/n, we were wondering if that stupid competition thing was still going on." I raised my eyebrows, falling into step with the trio as we headed for the stage she was performing at in an hour. "Yeah, we decided to keep it going till the festival was over. Why, would you like to join?" I teased, receiving unimpressed grunts from the whole group. Aria piped up next, seeming to take a long time in what she said next. For some reason, I felt like I wasn't going to like what she had to say. "It just feels like it's delaying the inevitable or something, that's all." "What's the inevitable?" "You and Alex getting married and having six children, three dogs and a cat." Becky chirped up, giggling. Aria and James laughed along with her. I could tell that I'd turned red and unfortunately, no makeup could cover that mess, which made everyone laugh a little harder. "I don't like Alex, we're just friends." "N/n, we were all there that night last year. Plus, there's behind such a weird vibe with you two lately, not to mention the way you look at each other all the time. Like bloody puppies or something." Aria tells me and this time, my face pales. That night a few months ago. It had been just another late night out at the club, some music playing in the distance as we all had a chat and chugging back as much as we could consume without dying. I decided to be brave and asked Alex to dance, tugging him to the floor before he could refuse. At first, we'd just been messing, twirling and more so stumbling around the place, clinging to each other for support as the world seemed to spin. It'd been just as I fell forwards the DJ announced they were starting romance hour, the music switching from stupid random beats to the soft vocals of Billie Eilish, singing about ocean eyes and falling from a height. Neither of us moved, my arms remaining wrapped around his neck as they had to stop me from falling, Alex's softly placed on my waist. "I like this song," I told him, leaning up to his ear on my tippy toes so he could hear me. "Me too, Billie's proper class." I snorted, falling back onto my heels. "It reminds me of you actually, this song," Alex tilted his head, pulling me in a little closer. "Because your eyes are blue are so pretty. You know, the first time we met the first thing I noticed was how pretty they were, even before I thought anything about how soft your hair looked. Will had to nudge me back to reality. Felt like everything just suddenly made sense." My words were slurred, heavily influenced by tequila and the heaviness starting to fall over my eyes. Still, I felt his lips press against mine, felt how it was better than any drink or drug. Perfectly moulded together, as though it was meant to be. I pulled him closer, fingers curling into his hair and he gripped desperately at my dress, his fingers able to be felt through the stupid fabric.When we'd pulled back, the song changed and I suggested we headed back to our friends, didn't look him in the eye. He agreed and we never spoke of it again. I had assumed our friends hadn't seen, that we'd been swallowed into the crowd as just another couple making out to a song. The look on my friends face at that moment told me otherwise."I just thought none of yous had seen that," I stammered, eyes looking to the ground so I didn't have to meet their eyes. "Of course we did, you were only a few feet away. Honestly, after that, we'd all just assumed you were dating in secret until this challenge thing." James explained, pointing to the girls to back him up. Both of them nodded, Aria looking slightly guilty and Becky just grinning.Great, everyone thought I was shagging my stupid crush. "Well we aren't, that was just a drunk mistake. Me and Alex are just friends, I promise." None of them looked convinced and I decided to pretend nothing had happened, saying we should hurry before all the good spots were taken. They didn't mention how I'd just moved on and agreed, breaking into a conversation about how excited they were instead. Even though I joined in, laughing when James told a joke or agreeing with Becky when she'd waffle, nothing could erase the strange feeling in my stomach. I couldn't quite decipher what it was, nervousness, guilt for lying about not liking Alex maybe, perhaps just pure excitement from seeing Billie. Whatever it was, it settled deep in my stomach and didn't go away, even as the others joined us at the spot we'd found. In fact, it only worsened when Alex landed beside me, whispering that the next challenge was to sing louder than the other, his hand resting ever so slightly on my shoulder. This would be a long night. My throat ached, begging for the relief I refused to give it as my voice croaked out the lyrics to bellyache like I'd be shot if I didn't. Alex gripped tightly at my wrists, both of us jumping up and down like idiots. I could hear Mia behind me, most likely on Will's shoulder and somewhere in front of me, George was laughing at Becky and James' awful slightly drunk dance moves, Aria most definitely recording to laugh at when they had sobered up. The rest of the world didn't matter at that moment and I pulled my wrists away from Alex's wrist to hold his face, laughing at his expression when I squeezed it. The song came to an end, turning into only loud cheering and instrumental as I croaked out that he looked extremely stupid. He pouted more and I laughed more, a slight snort coming out. The vibe of the audience changed when Billie sat down, announcing she'd be singing an oldie. Everyone got even more excited and couples linked together like magnets, arms around necks and eyes on eyes. I rolled my eyes at the gross displays of affection, letting my hands drop to rest on his shoulders. The first chord of the song played and I felt both of our bodies freeze, my throat becoming suddenly sore. Oh. It was that song. Of course, it was. Everyone else was too occupied to notice how we both stopped singing, how I opened and closed my mouth a few times before deciding to keep it shut. Except, of course, Alex and his stupidly perfect blue eyes, squarely focused on my own. "Al, we need to talk." No, we didn't, why did I say that. Shut up. "Okay." Great, no going back now. That'd make it worse. I cleared my throat. "You don't remember this but I can't pretend it didn't happen anymore. There was one night awhile ago, we were both very drunk. We had a moment and kissed. Everyone actually thought we were dating for ages." "Wait you remember that?" I nodded, swallowing harshly. If anyone had asked why my throat was suddenly dry and closing in, I'd have blamed hayfever. That would have been a lie. "N/n, I've been waiting for you to talk about it for ages. I thought you'd forgotten." My heart stopped, mind still doing cartwheels to try process the pure idiocy that was currently radiating off of both of us. Billie hit the chorus at the same time Alex leaned down ever so slightly, lips just grazing against mine for a moment as if testing the waters. I didn't hesitate to press my lips back against his, more full of emotion and present, saying everything my lack of worlds could never. I could hear the crowd cheering and clapping, the song ending, our friends whooping, but all I focused on was my heartbeat pounding out of my chest, his heartbeat against mine. When I finally pulled back, my eyes remaining closed for an extra beat to process what just happened, I saw him smile. Some people liked to say blue eyes were overrated and I used to find myself agreeing with them. Why so many love songs about boring old blue eyes, the most common eye colour, and not the mysterious browns and mesmerizing green? But at that moment, I understood. It felt like I'd seen him again for the first time but also met eyes with someone I'd known forever at the same time. A mixture of nostalgic warmth and crazed excitement wrapped into a crystalline package. Ocean eyes. And I understood. Mia threw her arm around my neck and yelled that this was our song, swinging me around. I chuckled, pulling her in closer by the waist and allowing her to tug me away. Alex didn't mind, turning around to talk, or rather shout, at Will, cheeks slightly tinted and a certain buzz in the way he laughed that wasn't there ever before. Pretty. "So," he said, arm around my shoulder and Ferris wheel slowly reaching the top. "What do you think about telling our friends we actually are dating this time?" I shrugged, nuzzling closer to the soft fabric of the hoodie he'd thrown on, probably leaving flecks of glitter that would never go away. He wouldn't care. He never cared about stuff like that. In fact, I think he had the right face for makeup. Maybe he'd let me do his makeup if I asked for a video, a festival look and q+a wrapped into one. The smell of cotton candy wafted up from above and somewhere below, I could just about hear Becky screaming on some ride. "They can figure it out themselves. Probably already have knowing our friends. Same with the fans honestly. Alex didn't answer, rubbing circles on my arm with his thumb instead. My body let out a shaky happy sigh. "Look, we're at the top now. Stopped for just a moment too." I peeked one eye open and smiled at the pretty sight before us, the lights of the rides mixing with phone flashlights and distant concert stages, smells of food stands, drink, weed, the sound of faint music, screams, laughter, happy yelling. Of course, the prettiest sight to me was the shimmering stars high above us, our interlocked hands resting on his chest. As I heard Becky let out another shriek, I was reminded of something from earlier that weekend and smile cheekily, sitting up to properly look at my boyfriend. God that felt to think without it being imaginary. "You know, technically you stopped singing before me which means you lost our game." "That sounds fair to me. So, whats my challenge then?" I pretended to think, finger tapping my chin as if I didn't already know exactly what I was going to say. "You have to be the one to tell Becky shes staying with George tonight because you're staying with me." He raised his eyebrow and turned a bright shade of red. I only smiled wider. "You lost the game, Al, those were the rules." "I haven't lost anything actually, I'd say I won a lot today," he held our interlocked hands up. And, if I wasn't so very in love with him, I would have puked. Because I was, I just rolled my eyes and made him promise to not back out. He insisted he wouldn't and walked straight over to Becky the second we were off the ride. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't just a bit more embarrassed than him suddenly when Becky gasped and grabbed my arm, giving it a slight shake and congratulating me on moving from big fat crush to a big fat relationship. The next Sunday, new pictures dotted my bedroom wall and my Instagram feed. There was a few that overlapped, a group shot by the pier, picture of me and the girls all on a ride, Becky laughing so hard alcohol shot out of her nose, me and Will recreating the same photo we did every year, but most were only on my wall. Me and George taking a shot at the same time, arms interlocked, James watching on with pride. Aria and a random stranger who happened to be wearing the same shoe hugging. Me and Mia in our outfits, laughing so hard we cried or spilling drinks on ourselves. A lot of Will and me simply existing together, whether it be dancing or screaming on a ride. Strangers I found interesting. But most were of Alex. A shot someone snapped when we were on the Ferris wheel. Selfies from just about every location at the festival. And of course, my personal favourite, the one James took on the bus on our way home, when this time when he applied my lipstick, I immediately ruined it with a kiss that told our friends everything they needed to know. When I sat down by the edge of my bed to admire my handiwork, years of photos mixing and telling a story, Alex grunted slightly and woke up from his sleep. He sleepily asked if I'd like to make brownies in a bit before pressing a kiss to my cheek, resting his head on my shoulder. His shampoo filled my nose and the soft material of his jumper pressed against my skin. God, I was ever so glad I understood why there were so many songs about blue eyes.

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