#inner realms exploration

[shamanflavio]

Shamanism: A Journey Through the Mind, Body, and Spirit Connection

Shamanism, a spiritual practice that spans across various cultures and epochs, serves as a profound testament to the universality of human psychobiological experiences. Through the lens of Winkelman’s (2002) research, we can understand shamanism not merely as a cultural artifact but as a manifestation of innate brain processes, representational systems, and psychophysiological dynamics inherent…

[slytherinslut0]

Mattheo Riddle. | We Are Done

Info: Mattheo calls things off during a nasty fight where you were only expressing your concern for his safety, putting an end to your months-long complicated fling. When he inevitably gets hurt and finds himself in the hospital wing as a result of his recklessness, you pay him a little visit, eager to get your revenge.

Word count: 5k

Tags: 18+, SMUT, Toxic Behaviours, Sadism, Masochism, Intense Bloodplay, Restraint, Dom!Reader, Sub!Mattheo, Begging, PIV, Sexual Punishment, Praise Kink, Degradation Kink, Humiliation.

A/N: went all the way to the depths of hell for this one☠️

The journey from the bustling opulence of the Great Hall to the clinical confines of the hospital wing unfolded like a protracted soul-search, nearly forty minutes of introspection that could have singlehandedly redefined the word regret.

A seething turmoil churned within, its intensity drawn solely from the arid kindling of memories involving your ex fling, Mattheo Riddle. Despite the passing week of newfound solitude, the inner maelstrom showed no fucking signs of abating.

The recollection of your fleeting intimate moments swarmed you, a ceaseless loop that played out in the theater of your mind--like an unresolved holodrama with seemingly no fucking end.

His imprint stained every fragment of your life; in the solitude of the shower, mental echoes followed the course of water, little rivers reminding you of the ones tracing intricate paths down his sculpted physique. Within the shared space of the common room, the mental tableau featured his fingers engaging in an intimate ballet, leaving the taste of his lips lingering in your mouth as they ever-so-dominantly stifled your lusty sounds.

And somehow, that wasn't even the worst of it. Oh, not even close. It was during the nocturnal realm that the memories unfolded their cruelest chapters.

In the shroud of night, it transcended beyond the mere visual replay of his figure dominating yours, or the sensory exploration of his hands traversing the curves of your body. It wasn't just the recollection of his teeth sinking into your neck that lingered. No, the intricacies of your mind wove a far, far more nuanced tapestry.

Nighttime summoned forth the vivid recollection of the encompassing warmth emanating from his broad chest, the haven discovered within the embrace of his strong arms, and the fragrant allure of his messy hair, intertwining with the visceral memories of each intimate encounter. His burning gaze that had seared into your consciousness was more than a mere look; it was an indelible mark, haunting the very core of your thoughts with the echoes of shared passion.

These were the nocturnal specters that besieged you behind closed lids, engaging in an unwelcome dance as you wrestled with the elusive embrace of sleep. These very memories, like a relentless blacksmith, stoked the inferno within, leaving behind the most acrid, bitter residue on your tongue--a taste of anguish and betrayal.

The haunting question echoed through the corridors of your thoughts: why had he subjected you to this intimate claiming, an emotional prison woven with shared intensity, only to abruptly extinguish it with the cold finality of three, sad little words.

"We are done."

And thus, even after the amount of passing time, all it took was a single sideways glance exchanged between Pansy and Draco during their spirited debate over impending assignments to inspire the catalyst for your abrupt departure. With a forceful clatter, you slammed down your fork and pushed up from the table, commencing a determined march into the unknown.

Their speculative gazes undoubtedly trailed your abrupt exit, but you paid no heed. The entire school was privy to the fact that you and Mattheo were done, seemingly officially this time--terminated by a colossal spat prior to one of his ludicrous nighttime escapades in the forbidden forest. Mattheo's hospitalization, a testament to the recklessness that marked him and his band of fools, left him nursing scratches, cuts, bruises, and a sizable gash on his lower abdomen.

Pansy's calls faded into the periphery as you strode away, your indifference resonating louder than any response could convey. The world around you blurred into inconsequential background noise, drowned out by the burgeoning tangle of spite that commandeered your thoughts. Initially relegated to the forefront, this resentment had now metastasized, occupying every crevice of your headspace.

The recollection of his outburst haunted you, a violent reaction triggered by your attempt to dissuade him from venturing into the forbidden forest. Advising caution, you found yourself confronted with accusations of control and a stifling of his fucking freedom. Hurtful words cascaded from his lips during that argument, culminating before he recklessly endangered himself in the perilous forest. All the moments of vulnerability you shared with him, surrendering yourself without reservation, only to be met with his callousness when you were simply trying to safeguard him.

And as the embers of revenge blazed within, so did the deafening roar for closure. The need to settle the score and the yearning for resolution thrived in the wake of an emotional maelstrom.

‘We are done’ felt insufficient—it couldn't conclude there. You wouldn't fucking allow it.

Approaching the hospital wing doors, a surprising fortitude replaced any expectation of your confidence wilting under the imposing pressure. Strangely, a heightened anger welled within you, as though Mattheo Riddle were the sun, each step forward intensifying the scorching heat enveloping you. With a decisive gesture, you flung the door open, your breath held in suspense as your eyes canvassed the beds. Yet, he remained conspicuously absent, amplifying the frenetic flutter in your heart into an unrestrained whirlwind.

"Miss? May I help you with something?"

You pivoted sharply, eyes ablaze, as if embers sparked from your gaze. "Mr. Riddle. Mattheo. Where is he?"

The nurse swallowed, brows furrowed in confusion, but she cautiously gestured toward the hall, taking a step forward. "We moved him into a private room yesterday. His father requested it. Third door to the left."

Your eyes rolled involuntarily as you turned away,  a silent commentary on the absurdity before you. Suppressing the impulse to scoff required a fucking Herculean effort--of course, his father would demand a private room for him. The bloody entitlement was as predictable as Mattheo's suffocating arrogance.

As your determined march neared its end, you found yourself standing before the designated door, caught in a tumult of fear and fury. Fingers trembled, folding in waves in a futile attempt to expel the excess energy coursing through your veins. This ritual had proved futile throughout the previous week, and it yielded no different results now. A frustrated exhale escaped through your nose as you charged through the doorway, propelled by a relentless surge of emotion.

Mattheo Riddle's vulnerability exceeded all expectations as he lay in his opulent private chamber. Shirtless, his body displayed a cruel artwork of black and blue hues, stretching beyond the healing gash on his abdomen. A chaotic tapestry of scratches adorned his shoulders, arms, neck, and the once flawless canvas of his face, now disrupted by a thin, blistering line over the bridge of his nose. A swallow lodged in your throat as you beheld him, a striking portrait of agony that rendered him almost unrecognizable.

"Why the hell are you here?" He stared at you, expression vacant. "Can't you comprehend simple instructions?"

With a cool, unwavering gaze, you shot back, "And miss the chance to witness your glorious downfall? Not a fucking chance, Riddle."

Mattheo clenched his jaw, exhaling sharply as he adjusted against the sheets. "You're insufferable."

You sneered, advancing with measured steps. "Coming from you, that's a compliment."

Advancing, you scrutinized his form, taking in the mosaic of fresh scars that adorned his skin. Arriving at the bedside, your gaze drifted downward, noting that beneath his waist, he was clad only in boxers. A scant, white sheet was the sole guardian of whatever remained of his dignity.

Mattheo's snarl reverberated in the room. "If you're here to extend your fucking pity, please, spare me."

A sharp retort escaped your lips, your eyes dancing with a hint of amusement. "Oh, I'm not offering pity...though you do present quite the pitiable fucking sight, I'll give you that."

"Then what the fuck do you want?" Mattheo's voice carried an edge, his eyes narrowing with impatience. “I told you, we are done.”

A pregnant pause filled the room as you let his question linger, a mental reel replaying the relentless week of torment he had unleashed upon you. Your gaze lingered on his tousled chocolate curls and once-enticing plush lips, forcing yourself to traverse the memories of months marked by a tumultuous dance between pain and pleasure. The realization hit like a sledgehammer--all those moments, the highs and lows, seemed to have led to an abyss of pure fucking nothingness.

A furrow etched your brow as you looked down at him. "It's unbelievable that I let myself get ensnared into feeling something for you."

"Your feelings were your own choice," he quipped, his head falling back with an air of indifference, eyes drifting to the ceiling. "Don't blame me for your poor judgment."

Your frown etched deeper lines on your face, the surge of anger unmistakable. "Regardless, you still manipulated me like a fucking puppet."

"Amusing how complaints disappeared when you were screaming for more every damn night," he retorted, lids fluttering with evident irritation. "Your anger's just a cover for the fact that you'll have to find a new playmate now...have fun chasing those highs, princess, but I promise you'll only end up disappointed."

Your jaw dropped in disbelief, gaze narrowing into a potent mix of anger and hurt. "You're a real fucking prick, you know that?"

Mattheo regarded you with eyes that seemed to hold nothing but emptiness. His silent response coaxed your hands to curl into tight fists, and your chin to tremble with the pressure of boiling blood. You hadn't come here for him to treat you like a mere specter, to act as if you were invisible, as if you were nothing--something you knew you had never been. And still weren't.

"Answer me," you hissed, your voice shaking with a blend of frustration and desperation.

He remained silent, his gaze an unyielding anchor in the stormy sea of your emotions. The void in his pupils became increasingly maddening, an inscrutable abyss that left you grappling with the uncertainty of what the fuck he was even thinking right now.

"Answer me, Riddle." Your demand sliced through the air, a fervent plea for any sign of acknowledgment.

But he remained stubbornly mute.

Your chest surged with frustration, the world momentarily blurring in your escalating anger. "Say something, damn it!"

It was only when the sting of his skin met the back of your hand, and red streaks of blood marked your knuckles, that you realized you had slapped him, reopening the scab on his cheek. Yet, that wasn't the shocking part--though it certainly played a role--what truly stunned you was the quiet, wanton moan that escaped Mattheo's lips, his lids fluttering while his body tensed against the bed. In awe, you gulped.

And then, a peculiar, wicked force stirred within, a voracious entity feeding on the months of torment he had subjected you to. Something that hungered for more.

So, succumbing to its dark allure, you withdrew your hand and unleashed another sharp, resounding slap across his cheek. Blood painted his face, and Mattheo groaned, fingers clutching at the sheets as his hips thrust into the air, his arousal blatantly revealed beneath the fabric. Spellbound, you observed as he collapsed back onto the mattress, his eyes fluttering open, holding a gaze that teetered between vulnerability and desperation.

Between the conflicted expression in his eyes and the pulsating bulge between his legs, the sinister impulse within you deepened, intertwining with a more primal sensation. One unmistakably identified as pure, unbridled lust.

"You fucking like that, don't you?" You breathed, your lips twisting into a sadistic grin.

"Are you trying to hurt me, princess?" Mattheo's intense gaze focused on you, alternating between his increasing arousal and your exasperated expressions. "You'll have to put in more fucking effort than that..."

"Hm." You hummed, grin widening. "If you insist."

You locked on to Mattheo's gaze, feeling empowered by the way his normally stoic expression was now clouded with a burning need. With a coy smile, you swung your knee onto the hospital bed, letting your skirt ride up around your hips and exposing your panties. His brown eyes lingered between your legs, and you could feel the heat of his gaze against your skin as you climbed over him, straddling his strong thighs. He tensed as his eager cock twitched beneath you, silently begging for more.

The power dynamic between you had shifted so drastically in this moment. Mattheo Riddle, famed for his cunning and ruthlessness, was now completely at your fucking mercy. It was an intoxicating feeling, knowing that you had the power to make him feel truly vulnerable.

"So weak," you spat, a wicked grin spreading across your face as you dipped your hips just enough to skim the head of his cock. The sight of his full-body convulsion was mesmerizing, and the shaky breath that left his lips told you everything you needed to know.

You could tell he was still in pain, but there was something else there too--desperation.

"Poor boy," you murmured, running your fingers down the curves of your own figure, taking pleasure in the sensation of your own heat as you slipped your hand between your thighs, caressing yourself. "This is what you want, isn't it?"

Mattheo's eyes fluttered closed, his mouth falling open in a low groan. It was clear he was entranced by the sight of you touching yourself, and the way your words dripped with sinful seduction only added to his lust.

"Yes," he gritted out through clenched teeth, his hips bucking up to meet yours. "This is what I want."

"Look at you...so fucking needy..." you clucked your tongue and chuckled, extending out your free hand and running it along the wounded flesh of his chest, digging in with a little more force than you'd intended, judging by the groan that left his lips and the blood that split through the scab. "You're such a pathetic mess, Matty...it's almost too easy to control you like this..."

"Go to hell." His jaw tightened, a vein throbbing in his temple as he recognized the truth in your words. "You don't control fuck all."

"Oh, is that right?" you snarled, leaning forward and pushing your hands into his stomach, pressing down on his wound with added force, now. His face twisted in pain, and he let out a strained grunt. "How about now?"

Your heart was thundering with adrenaline, and while you had undoubtedly expected him to be furious at you for causing him harm, as he met your gaze, you saw something else entirely. There was a desperate need in his eyes, a yearning for more of the pain and pleasure that only you could provide. His lips were parted, his breaths coming in short gasps as he struggled to contain the sensations coursing through him. Despite the pain, there was a sense of longing that tugged at your heartstrings, filling you with a powerful desire for more of this intoxicating mixture.

"More," he whispered, his voice low and husky with need, barely above a breath. "Do it again."

"Oh, I don't fucking think so..." you sneered, your cunt clenching involuntarily at his request. But you were determined to make this man suffer. To humiliate him just as bad as he'd humiliated you, time and time again. "If you want something, you’ll have to ask for it nicely…I want to hear you beg for me."

Mattheo grunted again, bucking his hips, trying to grind back despite the pain of his injuries. Finding that impossible, his hands went to your waist, gliding up and down your thighs as he attempted to move you faster along his member, craning his head forward to get a better view. You scowled and smacked him away.

"I don't recall extending an invitation for your touch," you asserted, a glacial edge to your voice. "Why would I want your hands on me? After everything you've fucking done?"

His fingers balled into fists, exhaling when his head fell back against the pillow. You could feel him aching below you, already entirely fucking anxious to get inside of you. But then, he was still, hungry eyes trained on yours as he waited for your prompt.

"That's better," you purred, and found the next words coming out before you'd even thought them. "Good boy."

Your hips moved sinuously against his, a deliberate motion that left him breathless, his fists tensing against the desire to seize hold of your flesh. The surge of power was intoxicating, a heady blend with the fervor of your overwhelming desire and simmering rage. More than ever, your yearning for him to suffer consumed you. With a wicked grin, you lifted your hand to your lips, sensually running your tongue along the length of your crimson-stained fingers, sucking off the remnants of his blood. The sharp note of copper lit up your palate, sending a delightful shiver through your being.

"Mmm...you taste so good." You met his gaze between the long licks of your digits, his taste coating your mouth. "Wanna try?"

Mattheo remained silent, his gaze tracing the movement of your tongue as he moistened his lower lip. You enveloped one of your fingers with your lips, emitting a soft hum as you sensually cleaned it, gliding it in and out with deliberate slowness. Finally, you withdrew it with a wet pop, eyes rolling in dramatic effect.

Mattheo's jaw constricted, the sinews in his forearms taut from the tension in his fists. "Please..."

But you, unfazed, dipped your fingers back into the trail of blood leaking from his gash, adorning your skin with a bold red hue before returning them to your mouth.

"Mm, not good enough, I’m afraid..." you murmured, eyes twinkling with sadistic satisfaction. "You'll have to do much better than that, big boy..."

A growl echoed in Mattheo's throat while he gripped your thighs, pushing you down onto his swollen cock. His own hips thrust up against you, seeking any friction, any pressure at all from your heat. Frowning, you slapped his hand--and to your amazement, he pulled back, averting his gaze.

"These hands of yours are growing quite fucking insolent," you observed with a sly smile. "It's high time we addressed their rude misbehaviour."

A sinister grin etched across your lips as you shifted, smoothly extracting your wand from its thigh strap. With a deft flick, you summoned restraints, securing Mattheo's wrists to the metal headboard. His lips parted, eyes smouldering with desire, pulsating beneath you as the tightness closed around his wrists. Once finished, another few flicks ensured the door was locked, and the room was cloaked in a silencing charm.

"Much better," you said, tossing your wand aside. The gleam in your eye was almost maniacal as you reveled in the exquisite agony you were causing him, feeling a sense of power and control that you had never experienced before. "How's that feel, hm? Ready to utter those pleas for me, Riddle?"

"You're going to regret this, little witch..."  he spat out through gritted teeth, his gaze locked onto yours. "Nothing you could do to me is worse than the fate that awaits you when I get out of here…your days are fucking numbered."

Involuntarily, you clenched at his threat, a sly smirk playing on your lips as you dipped your fingers back into the pool of blood emanating from his wound--and with a decisive move, you seized his jaw with your free hand, thrusting your bloodied fingers past his teeth before he could voice a protest.

"Now isn't the time for your futile threats, Mattheo," you husked, tilting your head. Your fingers pushed forcefully into his throat, emphasizing your point. "Look how fucking pathetic you are...if only your friends could see you now...big tough guy, bound and gagged by his own bitch…it’s beautiful, really."

Abruptly, you withdrew your fingers, leaning back to assess your handiwork. His wrists were securely bound, a vivid red imprint gracing his skin, while his mouth shimmered with the subtle traces of his own blood. It was a tableau of perfection--humiliating yet exquisitely so. The image of him squirming against the taut restraints, his chest rising and falling with each desperate breath, compelled your hand between your legs. Sliding up your skirt, you explored through the delicate lace of your panties, skimming eagerly over your clit.

"Fuck," you murmured, glimpsing his mouth, “you look perfect like this."

This was retribution, and as you teased yourself while admiring the pathetic sight of him, thoughts buzzed with the torment he'd inflicted--the scalding intensity of his erratic behavior, the icy indifference he wielded, treating you with disdain, unfounded accusations of infidelity, and the frigid distance he maintained. The searing resentment flared as you recollected the havoc he'd wreaked upon your life.

It was months of emotional manipulation. A pattern that was impossible to acclimate to. His cycle of hot and cold, the relentless mistreatment, the baseless accusations, and the moments of aloofness, all preceding his inevitable return, pleading for your affection--this was the culmination of his deeds. More than anything, this was the reckoning he deserved.

"Come on, princess..." he muttered, eyes wide and pleading. "For Godrics sake, please...fucking please..."

A grin creeped across your lips, your heart leaping with excitement. You'd finally fucking broke him.

"There we go, Matty...that wasn't so hard, was it?" You purred, inching backwards along the length of his thighs, reaching out to pull the cover from his waist in an excruciatingly slow fashion, exposing his black briefs. "I love hearing you beg for me...you're being such a good boy..."

Mattheo's response came in the form of an exaggerated huff, and his eyes locked onto yours, silently pleading for your touch to alleviate the burning desire between his legs. Your grin expanded, reveling in the palpable tension.

"You want me to fuck you, Matty? Do you think you fucking deserve that?" You cooed as you caressed his erection through the fabric, glaring at him while he jerked and shook from your touch. It was incredible, watching him trying to thrust into your fist, whimpering, head lolling while you sped your ministrations. "Do you think you fucking deserve me?"

His groan reverberated, his body twitching beneath the firm clasp of your fingers. His lids fluttered, and his head arched back in a nearly imperceptible shake of denial.

"You never fucking deserved me, did you?" Your frustration at his silence echoed in the air as you delivered a sharp crack across his face, prompting a gasp from him. "Fucking answer me, Mattheo!"

"No!" he finally hissed, his knuckles whitening as his entire frame tensed. "Fuck! No! I didn’t…”

"That's right, you didn't…” you laughed, shaking your head. The sinful delight coursing through you at his torment was undeniable. "At least you can finally fucking admit it...a tiny step towards what might pass as progress, I suppose."

As Mattheo huffed, not daring to meet your eyes, you sighed, finally feeling as though some of your anger had dissipated. Not by much, but by enough. Granting him the smallest percentage of mercy, you wrapped your fingers around the waistband of his boxers, freeing his needy, throbbing cock--the length of his smooth heat springing back and slapping against his belly, a low groan leaving the depths of his throat as it did.

You clenched at the sight, the pool of heat in your abdomen expanding throughout your entire body now, your mouth practically watering at the mere vision of him. Just when you thought this whole thing couldn't get anymore perfect. Gods, he was undeniably fucking delicious.

"Tell me what you want, Mattheo..." you said, wrapping your fingers around his cock, slicking the bead of precum around the head, twisting your wrist as you stroked him. "Tell me what you need."

His eyelids pressed together in bliss as he panted, the rhythmic movement of his throat visible with each swallow. In the throes of pleasure, he surrendered himself to the intensity of your touch, the heat enveloping him in a cocoon of sensation.

"You..." was his only reply, head snapping back and forth, thighs tensing, cock twitching. "Please-fuck-"

"You like that?" you purred, biting your lip. "You like when I jerk your cock like this? Hm?"

Mattheo's jaw was slack with desire, his voice laced with breathy need, "yes..."

"Yeah?" You purred, tightening your grip, increasing your pace as you stroked him, leaning down slightly to spit on the tip, slicking your saliva along his shaft. "Who else could make you beg, huh? Who the fuck else can make you this fucking hard?"

"Fuck-" he choked, chest rising and falling in shallow bursts, you could tell he was close. "No one-princess-fucking no one..."

"Mhm...that's fucking right, Riddle..." smiling, you threw your head back, your other hand resuming its motion on your clit, teasing yourself as you continued stroking him. "You know you can't fucking live without this...I don't know why you have to make things so goddamn complicated..."

"Fuck," he hissed, sputtering your name, "please, fuck me, please. I fucking need you."

"Shit...you're just spoiling me now," you mewled, your pussy clenching undoubtedly at his words. "Such a good boy...so eager to please me, hm?"

Mattheo released a long, exasperated sigh as you released him, shifting yourself closer. With a swift motion, you shimmied your panties to the side before you aligned his cock with your dripping core--the moan that escaped your throat was deep and lengthy as you sank onto him, feeling every inch of his hard, aching cock stretching you wide, filling you up with ease. Mattheo's body lifted from the bed in response, a sound somewhere between a sob and a scream escaping his chest as you enveloped him to the hilt. Leaning forward, you placed your palms on his stomach, shifting your weight to the heels of your hands as you began to slide up and down his shaft.

"Fuck," you breathed, lids fluttering. "I missed this cock...shit, you feel so good..."

Mattheo's only response was a string of shameless, guttural moans, his eyes rolling to the back of his head as he surrendered to the potent mix of pleasure and pain. His body writhed beneath yours, his abdominals tightening in response to your movements. You panted heavily, bouncing up and down on his cock, taking pleasure in every inch of him slamming deep into your wet, eager pussy.

With each movement, you drove Mattheo wild with desire, listening to his moans grow louder and more intense with each passing moment.

Having control was entirely different--you were able to drag him into you, squeeze him tight with your walls while you slowed your pace, slam down onto him and make him howl. You watched him struggle below you, realizing he was trapped at his peak--and you were happy about it. This. This was close to what he deserved.

"I fucking hate you," you growled, the depth of your emotion evident in every word. "You embedded yourself into every part of my life and now you want to just fucking end things? Just go back to being fucking strangers? Over nothing?" Your voice cracked, the words flowing from your lips without restraint as you continued to ride him, hips moving in an untamed rhythm. "Why do you always fucking do this to me? Fuck-why?..."

Between his deep groans, his shuddering gasps as his wrists fighting their resistance, he managed to shake his head, his noises only growing louder the harder your rode him.

"I...I'm..." the words were forced through barred teeth, his eyes pleading for mercy. "I'm fucking sorry."

"Are you mine, Mattheo?" Your voice was strained with exertion, sweat growing on your forehead. "Were you ever fucking mine? Or was it all just a big game to you?"

"No,” he stammered, almost wincing. "No!"

Unable to resist the intense sensations coursing through you any longer, you brought your fingers back to your clit, setting a frenzied pace as you massaged the stiff nub with the pads of your fingers. You could feel Mattheo pulsing inside you, could feel his overly urgent need to cum, but right now, all that mattered was your own pleasure. As you worked yourself toward climax, your breaths grew ragged, soft moans escaping your lips as your body responded to your own touch. The pressure inside of you was building with each passing moment, urgent and insistent, and you knew that you wouldn't be able to hold off for much longer.

"Say it," you panted, eyes rolling and body trembling as you slammed down on him again and again. "Tell me who you fucking belong to."

"Fuck-fuck..." he grunted, teeth bared, eyes squeezed shut in concentration. "Please, princess...you keep squeezing me like that and I'm going to fucking cum-"

"If you want to cum, you'll fucking say it, Mattheo-" you practically moaned, entire body quivering with excitement. "Fuck-say it..."

A string of whimpers slipped past Mattheo's lips, his fists balled so tight it looked almost painful. "Fuck--you! I'm yours, fuck..."

Every word leaving you was a curse, and between every word was a strangled moan, resonating through your throat as you worked your clit fasting, fucking yourself on his cock harder.

"Gods, Matty, I'm going to cum," you moaned. "I'm going to cum on this thick fucking cock-fuck..."

Without being able to hold off any longer, you shattered, your hips jerking and twitching in an erratic rhythm, free hand digging into the flesh of his chest as you clenched and pulsed around him, forcing another onslaught of pleasured whimpers to leave his throat before he too reached his high--the tight heat of your orgasm sending him over the edge, twitching and thrashing beneath you as you continued riding him through your collective highs, not beginning to slow until the aftershocks began to rumble through you.

And after you stalled, you allowed yourself a moment to regain composure before you wearily eased yourself off him, releasing a prolonged breath--with a cautious movement, you reached over and gathered a sampling of your intertwined cum on the pads of your fingers, briskly bringing them up to his lips.

"Taste what I did to you," you murmured with a smirk, relishing in his groan against your flesh. Methodically, you glided your fingers against his bottom teeth, leisurely pulling them from his mouth. "Tastes good, doesn't it?"

His breaths lingered in the air, an unspoken acknowledgment of his silence, his eyes seemingly unable to leave your form. With deliberate movements, you leaned over, deftly undoing the restraints that bound him. As you meticulously adjusted your appearance back to its usual state, a mask of calm control, your gaze shifted towards the door, a calculated glance.

"May your recovery be swift, Riddle," you uttered with a tone that held a hint of farewell. "Until next time."

[mstase]

☾ you find happiness when you are..

moon in the houses

MOON IN THE 1ST HOUSE: you find the most joy in being able to freely convey your emotions, forming connections with others, nurturing those around you, recharging in solitude, making independent choices, and trusting your instincts.

MOON IN THE 2ND HOUSE: you experience happiness when you achieve financial stability, can provide for yourself and loved ones, feel secure and worthy, possess numerous assets and possessions, maintain control, and are surrounded by comfort and familiar things.

MOON IN THE 3RD HOUSE: you experience the most joy when expressing your feelings through writing or speech, having someone to talk to, engaging in conversations with siblings and friends, participating in meaningful discussions, reading, learning new knowledge, and feeling stimulated.

MOON IN THE 4TH HOUSE: you find happiness in emotional security, having a safe haven, feeling protected, receiving comfort and nurturing, earning praise from your family, fostering positive relations within your family, and feeling a sense of belonging and acceptance.

MOON IN THE 5TH HOUSE: you experience the greatest joy when expressing your childlike nature, being surrounded by fun people, engaging in creative hobbies, enjoying freedom from responsibilities, expressing yourself dramatically, and feeling recognized and accepted.

MOON IN THE 6TH HOUSE: you find the most joy when you’re productive, sticking to a stable daily routine, offering help to others, accomplishing tasks, receiving recognition for your efforts, maintaining a healthy body, solving problems, and keeping your home well-organized and tidy.

MOON IN THE 7TH HOUSE: you find happiness in companionship, cultivating deep emotional connections, maintaining balanced and fair relationships, mutual understanding, empathizing with others, feeling nurtured, feeling accepted, and having a reliable person to lean on.

MOON IN THE 8TH HOUSE: you find the most joy when you can trust and feel trusted, express intimate emotions, be vulnerable, feel a sense of safety, have secure financial matters, discover secrets, know what motivates people, and establish deep connections with others.

MOON IN THE 9TH HOUSE: you find happiness in mental stimulation, embracing change and variety, experiencing freedom of thought, exploring different places, expanding your knowledge, seeking wisdom, trying new things, embarking on adventures, daydreaming, and learning about diverse cultures and foreign subjects.

MOON IN THE 10TH HOUSE: you find joy in receiving recognition for your career, maintaining a positive reputation, gaining approval from the public, witnessing progress, pursuing a career that resonates with your emotional needs, feeling validated, earning trust, and emotionally connecting with others.

MOON IN THE 11TH HOUSE: you find happiness in forming friendships, establishing connections with like-minded individuals, embracing individuality, feeling involved in a group or community, sharing innovative ideas, helping others, bringing people together, and nurturing harmony within your social circles.

MOON IN THE 12TH HOUSE: you find the most joy in solitude, connecting with your inner self, valuing privacy, residing in a peaceful environment, engaging in artistic pursuits, escaping into imaginative realms, daydreaming, and exploring the hidden things in life.

[hoseoksluna]

ROSÉ | jjk

pairing: boyfriend!jungkook x wine!oc

genre: smut

word count: 5.7k

summary: on your first dinner date, your boyfriend brings you a small gift—too bad you're too horny to appreciate it.

pinterest board: wine

warnings: a bit of drunkenness, a mention of inner child healing, oc teases jungkook and oc is horny as fuck, dom/sub dynamics, wine!jk, provider jk..., daddy issues, punishment, spanking, food used during intercourse, oral sex (f. and m. receiving), dirty talk, a mention of a sex toy & a mention of a plushie in a sexual context, raw sex, brattiness, jk and oc smoke together

note: OH GOD—IT'S FINALLY HERE. SLFJSLDFJS. A REQUESTED DRABBLE about wine!oc and jungkook. this was so fucking fun to write and i was so hot and bothered from this that i had to take a break............ yeah uhm anyways, I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS. ENJOY READING AND LEMME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ANONYMOUSLY IN MY INBOX. I NEED YOUR THOUGHTS. PLS AND THANK YOU. ₊˚⊹♡

side note: jk in the first pic made me fucking die. and other things....

The rosy pink nectar has, undeniably, gone to your head. 

Your empty wine glass is illuminated by the setting sunlight spilling past your shoulder, reaching its yellow, warm fingers to the tips of your boyfriend’s that rest lazily on the white cloth of the table. You’re woozy, in a lighthearted mood—so much that even the world has lost its heft and all you can sense is the sluggish process of your absorption. You’re engrossed in the way the spring coalesces with the beginning of summer—in the warm evening wind ruffling your curls, tickling your bare shoulders, in the darkening hues of the sky, pinks and violets, in the gray smoke of Jungkook’s cigarette interlacing with the slightly sultry air. You can see it in his eyes, the unfolding of it all. And perhaps you’re tipsy or perhaps you’re just brazenly and foolishly falling in love, because you’re aware that if the man weren’t sitting in front of you, none of these things wouldn’t have caught your attention in such a devastatingly profound way. 

He has made you feel so safe. By simply and beautifully laying his feelings bare. To you and for you. Created a haven for you to dwell in, for you to grow in and explore all the dark and light corners of you that have merely seldom seen the face of the sun. How could you not indulge in a little bit of alcohol, when you’re protected in that place of security? Let your girlishness swim a little, refresh herself, enjoy herself?

You’re glowing. You always had been, but your shimmers have gained a new intensity to their twinkles, keeping Jungkook’s liquid stars warm and taken care of inside of you. Their blunt points have carved you into someone else entirely, too. Joyous, cool-headed and absolutely and irrevocably self-assured. Fearless. And his hands have reached deep within and caressed the head of your inner child, healing her and washing her clean, giving her everything she ever lacked. Love, attention, care and validation. Whenever you remember that you never wanted him to get a glimpse of your soul, bile rises in your throat and your stomach hurts.

He saved you. Healed you. Through and through. Gave you his control.

It stirs your never-ending awe that he has managed to do this in a month, and you want to celebrate it. You think now is quite the perfect occasion for it as it’s your first dinner date since you’ve become exclusive. Having spent most of your time at each other’s places fucking, partying and fucking some more, it’s nice to be out, alone with him, that is—and it’s nice as fuck to be out with your boyfriend. The sex has become so different with the label and the rawness of his feelings. And the thing about Jungkook that gets you the most, that strengthens the realm he invented for you, is that once his emotions overflow, the stream of its wine doesn’t stop pouring. The moment he confessed his love for you, ever since then you sense it expressed in everything he does—in the way he greets you in the day, in his tight, burning embrace, in the tenderness with which he holds your hand or kisses it, the relentless, great thought and consideration he puts in the choices he makes for you on the daily. Whether it’s the fatuous things he buys you that mean the world to you, the way he never neglects bunny and incorporates her in everything you do together or… the sex. 

Fuck, the sex alone has taken over your life so vividly and drastically that it consumes your brain. There, in that environment, is where the wine of his emotions is the raciest. He’s not ashamed to cry, letting those liquid pearls trickle down your collarbones, quenching the thirst of his liquid stars as he fucks you dumb and enjoys every second of it. He’s not afraid to be loud either. To talk you through your orgasm with even more care and detail than you were accustomed to in the past. 

He’s become boundless. And it’s the most attractive thing you’ve ever seen in your life. 

God, you’d be crazy not to let yourself fall for him—

“I got you dessert,” Jungkook husks, digging his fingers into the pocket of his pants while his other digits draw close to his mouth. He takes a drag of his cigarette, crinkling his eyes so the smoke wouldn’t get into them and you beam at him with a fire that’s more scorching than the sun’s ever been in centuries, heart doing somersaults at the thought of him thinking of you and spending money on you again. And, also, at how hot he looks while he smokes.

Your love language must be gift-giving. You don’t know what else to connect it to, the joy that envelops your entire being whenever he gives you something. It doesn’t even have to be expensive, nor does he have to pay for it at all. Drawings have become your favorite keepsakes—drawings of his Miffy bunny, drawings of flowers, of you. You’ve hidden them away in a box along with everything he’s ever brought you, except the white bunny ring because you wear it daily and one small, particular drawing that you’ve put inside your glittery phone case. 

A cutesy marker sketch of him and you. His arm around your shoulders. Bunny sitting on your laps in the middle, as if she were your own child. Cheeks big and bubbly, pink and twinkling. Your curls the way you wear them; his mullet. A perfect depiction of the pair of you. You gaze at it every single day—prefer to now put your phone face down because of it. 

You’re tracing it now with the pad of your finger as you wait for him to reveal your mystery gift to you. The bulby heads, the cheeks, Miffy’s ears. Jungkook puts out his cigarette, puffing out the smoke, away from you, and once he’s done, he taps the back of your hand. Turns it over and spreads out your fingers, inserting, at a snail's pace, something round but slender at the same time, smiling adoringly at you. 

What a sight to behold. It steals, fleetingly, your attention away from his hand. 

Slicked back mullet, twinkles taking laps in his soft eyes, blushed cheekbones and stretched, pouty mouth, shiny with his liquid love. Long neck that you’d like to devour now, the broadness of his shoulders and chest that could come second as a plain, dark beige shirt accentuates his hard work at the gym. 

Oh, fuck. Your nipples pebble against your carmine tube top. 

Jungkook withdraws his hand and with blurry eyes, you look at the thing he placed in your palm. 

Chupa Chups. Strawberry and cream. 

Your mouth parts and it’s a concoction of a gasp and a sound of endearment when the realization that he got you a lollipop sinks in. Your heart flips and does a head stand. Lips round into a pout, drunk eyes softening, its twinkles growing in size and light. It’s like he gave you something golden, when in fact it costs a few wons, but to you it’s exactly that. Something so precious. 

You give him an air kiss, bouncing in your seat in joy, fingers already destroying the wrapper. “Thank you so…”

Your brows furrow as the wrapper remains intact. You do a bad, bad job of picking at the tape around the slender stick, your long manicured hands absolutely useless—and the cause of your frustration. You puff out an angry gust of breath, trying harder to get to the sweet delight and it’s at that moment that your boyfriend takes it from your hands with a deep chuckle. 

“You silly boo, this is how you do it.” Jungkook pinches the wrapper around the stick and he merely, in a few swift motions, twists the ball until it lets go. He scrunches it in his fists and throws it away in the ashtray. Smirks smugly, leans his elbows on the table, draws close to you. You mirror his position, get to him almost nose to nose, and his smirk deepens, tongue darting out to lick across his lips. You do the same, eyeing the round pinkness in his hand, the sexual attraction and its tension soaring high between you.

Without your hands, you could put it in your mouth, mimic the way you do it on his own tip and make him lose his mind a little bit. It’s right here, an inch away and you dip your head towards it, a magnetic pulling drawing you naturally to it. Sense his gaze on you, sense his delight, sense the flashback glimmering across the wholeness of him. But before you could wrap your lips around it, he moves it out of your reach. 

“No,” Jungkook murmurs, breath slightly ragged, holds it up in front of your face, watches as you go cross-eyed a little bit. Hums at the sight, quietly enough for only you to hear. “If you want it, ask for it nicely.” 

His puffy lips being so close to you, you desire to kiss him—cheeks flushing a deeper shade of pink, his oh-so-loved dominance fucking with your drunkenness and your brain, body altogether. You tip your head to the side, flutter your lashes, make your eyes big and smile at him as sweetly as you can. 

He coos, validating you, and it is a force that makes you feel safe enough to submit to him like a small animal to its father. Safe enough to want to get under the table and make him feel really, really good, too. 

“Can I have the lollipop, please?” 

He groans, still quietly, and your panties drench immediately. You widen your eyes at him, feeling your slick, pursing your lips to scold him silently. He just laughs, amused by it all, and the sound of his joy fills you with elation.

One that darkens, when he asks, “Where?” 

You lick your lips, taking in the question, struck by it. Letting your mind wander, the places where you want it, except your mouth, is on your nipples and your clit. Nicely sweet and sticky—for him to clean up, for him to enjoy. Your dewiness soaks the material of your panties and your body begins to yearn for any kind of friction. You’re not sure whether you’re able to stick around in your chair, acting as if nothing’s wrong—acting as if you’re not stupendously horny. 

“In my mouth.” 

Jungkook makes a noise of appreciation and you’re so frustrated by all those sounds he makes that you want to dig your nails in his arms and make him pay for it. Even more so, when he plunges the lollipop into his mouth and his lips pucker around it, inciting the butterflies in your tummy to go absolutely fucking berserk. You place your hand on his bicep, nails ready to attack, but then he pulls out the treat with a pop, angling it at your mouth. 

“Open.” 

You thought he stole it from you, but he did no such thing. He wetted it for you, like a father for its child. You’re stupefied to the point that you don't even realize that you’re leaving a mark on the linen material of your seat. 

You do open your mouth for him, however. 

He twists the ball on your tongue, expecting you to close your mouth around the stick, but you don’t. No, you swirl that muscle around the candy, deepening your gaze, smirking. Jungkook stills, clenches his strong jaw. Darkness flicks across his eyes and he narrows them. First warning. 

You pretend you don’t see it. 

Closing your mouth and encasing your hand around his, you move the lollipop to the side of your cheek, acting as if it were his dick. And when you bob your head once, Jungkook tugs on the stick, wanting to pull it out, but you don’t let him, keeping it caged between your teeth. It only drives you to bob your head again.  

“Stop,” he says, voice calm, deep and serious—terribly deadly. Withdraws his hand and leans back, watching you with a predatory gaze, one that makes you even wetter. “Or we’re going home.” 

That’s exactly what you want. Instructions clear. 

You open your mouth and do a show of swirling your tongue around the ball, only this time you flick the muscle against it. Jungkook grips the table, knuckles white, and you laugh, which you soon realize was a grave mistake. 

“You think it’s funny?” he questions you, staring you down with a look that should frighten you, but it merely turns you on. You suck on the lollipop, the dulciness of strawberries suffusing your senses. “I’ll bend you over this fucking table, lift up that slutty little skirt and spank you in front of everyone.” 

You pull out the candy with an exaggerated pop. Scowl at him. As though his words didn’t affect you the way that they did—as though you’re not squeezing your thighs together, trying to gain that friction you so desperately need. “Why are you so angry?” 

He looks away for a moment, laughing silently. Nods his head at your wine glass. “You finished with your wine, baby?” 

It’s this pleasantness that you hear in this voice that spreads goosebumps across your skin. Feigned sugariness—the sunlight right before the clouds come in and thunder strikes; the calm before the storm. 

Good thing you’re dressed for the rain and ready to sing in it. 

You nod your head and Jungkook clicks his tongue, grabs you by your hand whilst he pulls out his wallet. You accompany him as he walks over to the bar, black card ready between his fingers. Waits to be noticed. Gives you a look over and fixes your skirt, pulling the hem down. 

Pays for you. Smiles down at you as he pockets his wallet. 

And then, he drags you to his car. 

Perhaps it’s the fresh air, perhaps it’s the briskness in his walk and the tight hold around your hand, but all intoxication evaporates from your body, leaving only your stained elation and neediness. You can’t help your smile. Think it must be sewn in at this point. By his own diligent fingers. 

A wind blows in, pulling your hair to your front and Jungkook pins you against his car. Tits squished against the passenger side, elbows pressed together. Eyes wide, you check your surroundings and find no one in sight. Only swaying trees, buildings of apartments, lamps illuminating the dark street. You relax right away, trusting Jungkook that he’s on the lookout and knows what he’s doing. 

He grinds his hips against your backside and you moan at the feeling of his hard length. With his free hand, he brushes your hair to one side and begins to pepper kisses along the curve of your neck, nuzzling his face in. Hovers his lips above your ear when he says, “You feel how hard you made me with your little show?” You nod, quickly, wanting more of him, wanting him inside of you. Push your hips back; twirl them in slow circles. Jungkook hisses. “I guess you really do want that spanking. Where’s your lollipop?” You show him your hand, where your treat remains uneaten and dry. He takes it from you and you turn your head in time to see him sink it into his mouth, placing it on the side of his mouth like you did. “Get inside the car.” 

Jungkook opens the door for you and forces you in, closing it with a harsh thud. As he rounds the vehicle, he makes eye contact with you and your tummy flips in response. 

Fuck. 

Nothing happens in a millisecond once he’s seated, but then he grabs your cheeks, squishing them in the way he likes, and kisses you hard, lollipop in hand. Moving his mouth against yours, his tongue only briefly greets you before he pulls away. “Naughty fucking girl. You’re lucky that I love you because otherwise…” He doesn’t finish his sentence with words, but with another kiss, breathing against you, grunting when it’s you this time that slips the tongue inside, playing with him the same way you played with the dessert he got you. “Fuck, you’re gonna be the death of me. I’m gonna put you in your fucking place, make you remember how to behave in public. You’ve forgotten, haven't you?” 

You don’t have time to react, you merely bite your lip so hard that it aches. Jungkook pushes you back and yanks your leg between his, lifting your skirt. Then, he hovers his palm above your ass, the other forearm resting on the top of the seat, lollipop dangling near your head. He hides his smirk behind his effort to flatten his lips. 

And when he spanks you, you don’t roll your eyes back and rasp like your body naturally wants you to. No, you hold the eye contact and you take the pain, letting it course through your body, reveling in it. He doesn’t say anything as he keeps going, alternating between slapping your now reddened cheeks and the back of your thigh. Doesn’t even stroke the skin to alleviate the burn. He solely bores his gaze into yours, his cock rock hard against your leg. Another set of words are exchanged, silently, deeply, teaching you your lesson in tandem with the hits, burying it to a great depth inside you. 

And then he finishes with a nasty kiss, but his hand resumes causing you pain. You’ve lost count of how many spanks you’ve taken. 

It’s like you’ve woken up from a trance. It reverberates throughout your entire body and it’s now that you allow your body to vocally react. You whine, rounding your mouth in a pout, so different from the one on the dinner date. And you remember your manners—perceive how wrong it was to tease him, even though a good half of you still takes delight in it. 

“It hurts,” you whisper, nudging your lips against him and he gives you your last spank—the hardest of them all. The infliction makes you flutter your eyes shut and Jungkook brings them back to him by caressing his knuckles down your flushed cheek. 

“Good, you remember how to behave now?” he asks, halting his movement, such piercing intensity in his irises that drive you to nod your head. “That’s my good little girl.” Taps the side of your thigh. “Let Daddy make it better now.” 

You open your legs for him and Jungkook pushes your soaked panties to the side, revealing your little bedewed seashell. He hums at the sight of her, pops the lollipop back inside his mouth. Collects your arousal by swirling the pads of his middle and ring finger around your hole, eyes flicking from your pussy to your own, groaning when he comes into contact with your swollen clit, rubbing slow circles. You whimper, bucking your hips, needing him to go faster, needing to come. 

Jungkook shakes his head, disapproving. “You take what I give you or I’ll stop.” Lifts his hand to express the gravity of his threat and you help, wrapping both hands around his and putting it back on your bundle of nerves. He chuckles at your desperation, giving you the same circles, though now firmer. 

Waves the lollipop near your lips. You open your mouth, instinctively, and he plunges it into your mouth for a mere second before he pulls away, growling at the sound that comes out. He does it again, fucking you with it in a way, just to hear that pop and he’s so pleased with it that he sinks those two fingers inside your heat, fully, in one ego. Keeps them there. Teases you. Hovers the lollipop out of your reach and you decide to fuck with him back. Darting out your tongue, you whirl it around the flat side and he swears, moaning, giving to you at last. 

He latches his mouth onto your neck, starting the drill of his fingers. “Fuck, you’re so hot.” 

He picks up the speed so rapidly that you scream, squeezing your eyes shut, the pleasure permeating your body so vastly that you quiver all over. Grab a hold of his hair, pulling on it and then—

Then, he withdraws his fingers. Ruins your orgasm. 

You pant, trying to catch your breath. “Please, Jungkook, please—”

He nudges his nose against yours. “What, baby?” 

“I need to come, please.” 

Jungkook tuts, kissing you once. “I thought we could play.” Plunges the lollipop into your mouth to wet it. Shows it to you, just to see you go cross-eyed again. Moans. “Where do you want it, hm?” 

Ever the angel that makes your fantasies come to life. You wrap your fingers around his hand, butterflies swarming in your tummy. Lead him towards your still clothed breasts. “Here.” Take him to your drooling pussy. “And here.” 

Jungkook makes a sound of approval. Descends his fingers a little lower, to your other hole, circles it. “What about here?” 

You giggle, but you shake your head. The idea may be intoxicating, however reality is much different. There’s a risk to putting any sweetened food inside, one you don’t want to deal with. 

Jungkook smiles at you, pushes your seat back and slides it in the same direction. Crawls over you and you feel so feminine, so sexy underneath him. Nipples perked under your top, breasts full and spilling. You arch your back towards him and Jungkook drags his thumb from your bottom lip, to your chin, neck, the dip of your collarbones until he reaches the hem of your Tom and he tugs it down so harshly that you can’t contain your very own concoction of a gasp and moan. 

Lollipop in mouth, one hand propped by your head, the other squeezes your breast hard, nearing it, fingers pinching your nipple. Makes the flesh as red as your ass. You can tell he likes the view by the way he coos, but then he wipes all your thoughts away, when he sucks hard on the candy and swirls it around your stiffened nub, gaze flicked to yours to watch your reaction. 

The pleasure is so vivid, so dizzying—and for him, you let it paint your face in all its colors. Brows scrunched, bedroom eyes, mouth parted, puffing out desperate breaths. Jungkook sucks it again and smears his saliva around your other nipple, taking his time, slapping the ball once against it, making you hiss. 

“It feels so good,” you murmur, sinking your fingers into the longer length on the back of his hair, bringing his mouth to yours. You kiss him with a verve that causes him to groan. You swallow that sound, satisfied. 

He grins at you. “I bet.” 

Dips his head and envelops that sugar-coated nub with his warm lips, sucking it hard. His groan spreads there, deepens there and you arch your back even more, pulling his head to your other nipple so he can do the same thing. Join your other hand to his hair and do whatever you please—turn his head side to side, from one nub to the other—and he lets you, giving you, momentarily, his control. You feel your essence soaking the seat beneath you and you thank the heavens that the fabric is one of leather. You lift his head and try to push it down, but he won’t budge. Stares you down instead, lustfully. 

“Where do you want me?” he asks, a wrinkle between brows. “Be a good girl and tell me.” Pops the lollipop back in his mouth.

You sigh, kissing him once on the side of his neck, using your tongue. Make sure you’re looking at him as you reply, “On my clit.” 

He moans, eyes woozy, finger on the stick as he sucks the candy, clefts of dimples on either side of his cheeks. You palm his length, your own digits rounding across his tight balls and he whisks his irises back, grinding into your hand. “You want a lickie?” 

“Yes, so bad, please.” 

He hums and kneels before you, kissing your clit once in greeting. Then, he flattens his tongue and licks a fat stripe across your whole femininity—from your slit, to your swollenness. Hands on your hips, index curled around the lollipop, he holds you steady, prevents you from meeting him, as he stimulates you like this. Up and down, tongue rolling, eyes fixed on you, devouring you. And when he stops to suck your clit, he taps your mouth once with the ball of the lollipop. The act of sucking on something while you’re getting pleasured like this almost throws you over the edge, your body coated in a layer of sweat, but Jungkook withdraws in time. Presses the delight in the middle and rubs small circles, just to prepare you for the big thing. You become so whiny, so loud that his eyes grow in size, watching you in awe. 

To reward you for such beauty, he rapidly strums it from side to side, causing you to nearly levitate, but he pins you down. Wetting it and placing it back down, grunting at the aftertaste of you mixed with the sweetness. 

And he can’t resist. Can’t hold back. The wrinkle between his brows deepens when he tastes you, licking you all over, tongue stopping occasionally its feast to flick at your clit before he swallows you whole. Grunts, sucks, licks. Eyes closed to savor the taste. The pressure in your core heightens, even more so when he lifts your legs, greedy for the side dish in the form of your other hole. You’re so close that you might burst. 

“You taste so fucking good, baby. So sweet. Come on my tongue, please, I want more of you.” 

He wants more of your taste. 

You come so hard that your orgasm takes you to an open sea, your body floating on calm waves, to and fro, eyes rolled to the sky—to the sunroof—seeing nothing but the elegance of the twinkling stars and deep purple clouds. 

“That’s it, baby, so good. That’s my little girl.” He slaps the side of your thigh, bringing you back to him. “Listening so well, learning her lesson, coming so hard. I’m proud.” 

His words alone could make you come again, but you’re distracted.

Jungkook unbuttons his pants and pulls out his manhood. Stroking himself, he lines his tip at your mouth. He doesn’t even have to tell you to open up—you do it yourself. Holding it at the base, he stuffs your throat right away, a guttural chuckle emitting out of his mouth when you gag. He pulls out to where you’re comfortable having him and you begin to bob your head, like you did with the lollipop. 

“Yes, suck it like that, my love. Daddy loves it when you do that.” 

His precum on your tongue, the way he’s holding himself, the position and his words—you moan around him, so out of your mind, so fucked out. And when he fucks your mouth, it turns you on so much that you go cross-eyed. 

Jungkook pulls out quickly, as if the sight of it alone was about to make him come. A string of your saliva from his tip drips onto your chest and he slides into your mouth again just to poke your cheek, just to mimic what you did with the lollipop. You whine, liking it so much, to the point that he drills this tender place of yours until he can’t take it enough. 

“Turn around.” You try to, but your legs are jelly. He manhandles you to the position he wants—on your knees, tits against the leather, arms around the headrest, the formerly abused cheek against it. “Hold onto it. Too bad we left bunny at home, huh?” 

Jungkook runs his cock across your pussy and you grind against it, needing the friction after the way he used you. You whimper for him. “She’s probably wondering where we are right now and why we’re taking so long.” 

“I’ll make it up to her.” He presses his length against your clit, encouraging you to use him back. “Rub your pussy like that on me, fuck.” He moves so it’s his tip that stimulates you. You ride him harder, moaning loudly against the leather. “You can make it up to her, too. Can ride her like I know you can. With a vibrator between your legs and hers, hm? How you like the sound of that?” 

You’re so close you could come in a second, but you don’t want it like this. You need him inside of you. “Shut up, I’m literally gonna come like this. Fuck me.” 

He fists your hair. Pain shoots up your scalp and he ruts into your heat. Fully. Until his pelvis collides with your ass. You scream. 

Lips by your ear. “Is this how you talk to your Daddy?” He begins to pump into your little tight hole. Mercilessly. The leather squeaks, a horrible, rapid sound that you can only faintly hear because all that your senses can focus on is his cock. “Your Daddy that loves you so much?” 

You come, pathetically. Sea and waves, palm trees that sway. Your legs tremble, but he keeps going, mouthing the shape of your ear. 

He tsks. “I’m gonna tell bunny on you. Maybe I’ll be the one who gets to fuck her while you watch.” He gives you a hard stroke, one that is followed by rapid thrusts that scramble your brain. “She’ll be so disappointed to hear how bad you’ve been, but I’ll make sure to tell her how hard I fucked it out of you.” 

Lifting you from the leather, he kneads your breasts, placing the lollipop in between and holding it up by squishing them. 

“Come on, get your lollipop.” He bounces your tits in his hands, signalizing you that he wants you to do it with your mouth. 

But you can’t do it. You come, majestically, your senses leaving you and wafting in the stuffed air of the car. Boneless, you sag in his arms. 

Jungkook coos. “You come so well around me that I’ll be good to you. You’re just a cockslut, aren’t you, baby? You just can’t help it, hm?” He puts the lollipop inside your mouth, chasing his so-needed release. 

It doesn’t take long for him to find the footsteps into that bliss that you left in your wake. He holds you like this, against him, tits spilling over his forearms as he jackhammers into you so hard that your whole body bounces, shakes and reacts to each grunt, to each whimper, to each kiss he presses onto your skin. 

With the little of the brain you have left, you decide to talk him through it—because he fucks you so good. 

“Come for me, Daddy, yes, please, fuck. Fill me up with your cum. I want it so bad, I want to feel you—” His cock twitches in you, but he continues, sloppily. “Yes, so good. That’s it. Come for your little girl, Jungkook.” A loud groan. A tight hold. A spurt of his cum inside your walls. You whimper and he fucks it deeper into you, giving you more of his liquid stars. “Jungkook, oh fuck, Jungkook, oh yes.” 

And it’s that never-ending litany of his name that helps him chase his high to the fullest. He kisses your neck hard in gratitude for helping him come, marking you, marking this memory. 

You stay like this for a little while. Sweaty, sticky, spent, breathing hard—lungs synced. 

A warm announcement sneaks to your heart, one that screams it into the drowsy skies once Jungkook pulls out of you, turns you around and, stealing your candy, kisses you. 

An announcement that you’re deeply and irrevocably in love with him. 

“You sounded just like me.” He finishes your lollipop for you, chewing the small bulby head as he dresses you and his cum spills onto your panties. 

Your smile is dopey, satisfied and you’re ready for sleep to take you, but Jungkook gets out of the car for a smoke. You think you need one, too, after what you’ve experienced together, and so you follow him out into the night on wobbly legs. 

He leans against his car, a cigarette in his mouth, one hand cupping the fire as he flicks his lighter to life. You wait until he puffs out the smoke into the air before you fold into the side of his body, stealing his cigarette and inhaling it, giving it back to him. 

Jungkook pats your head, rubbing your scalp, chin propped on it. “I didn’t mean what I said. You were perfect. I’m not telling shit to bunny, I promise.” 

You smile, fondly. Didn’t take his words seriously, not at all, but you’re grateful for the reassurement regardless. It’s just role-play, nothing else. 

“I know, baby,” you say, softly, massaging his stomach, going as far as under his shirt to feel his bare skin—ever so innocently. 

“I wanted to fuck you the moment you sat down. You’re just my little helper and because of that I’m glad we’re going home with my cum in your panties,” he whispers, placing the cigarette on your lips, so you can take a drag. “You deserve every drop.” 

You feel that familiar ache rooting in your core again, but you don’t think you can take another round. Jungkook lifts your chin, making you look at him. Twinkles, bigger than the ones of the stars up above, living in his soft eyes. That cute nose. Those pouty lips. His silky, dreamy heart that looks out for you and puts you first. 

The three words that you’ve never told him before rise up your body and you think now is the perfect occasion to say them. 

“I love you.” 

Wetness coats his eyes and the twinkles broaden, saturating them with an unfathomable, fulging light. He flicks his cigarette away, presses you closer to him and with his now free hand, he cups your face. Kisses you. For a long, long time. 

“I love you.” 

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[spirit-of-phantom]

URANUS AND HOW YOU EVOKE CHANGE

uranus, the planet of innovation and disruption, invokes change through sudden breakthroughs, unconventional thinking, and radical shifts that challenge existing norms, inspiring progress and revolution in various spheres of life. its influence prompts unexpected awakenings, urging societies and individuals alike to embrace originality, break free from conventions, and embrace forward-thinking approaches to create groundbreaking transformations.

aries / 1H: sparks ideas of self image and identity, promotes individuality and independence in personal matters, sudden and bold changes on how one presents themselves to the world

taurus / 2H: disrupts traditional values and financial systems, innovation in material and personal resources, challenges stability and security regarding one’s own worth and values

gemini / 3H: intellectual breakthroughs and communication within immediate surroundings, need for adaptable thinking in everyday interactions, changes in local community dynamics, education, and siblings

cancer / 4H: disrupts traditional family structures and the concept of home and roots, seeks progressive approaches to domestic life and emotional security, changes in the family environment and inner emotional foundations

leo / 5H: innovations in creativity, entertainment, and self-expression on a personal level, encourages unconventional approaches to hobbies, romance, and children, challenges traditional notions of ego and individuality in personal pursuits

virgo / 6H: stimulates advancements in health, work routines, and service to others, encourages unconventional methods in daily habits and workplace dynamics, provokes changes in technology related to personal wellness and efficiency

libra / 7H: disrupts traditional relationships and partnerships in a one-on-one context, emphasizes the need for fairness and justice in personal interactions, changes in personal unions, contracts, and open enemies

scorpio / 8H: transformative changes in shared resources, intimacy, and psychological depths, innovations in joint finances, sexuality, and occult matters, challenges traditional views on the use of power in personal transformation

sagittarius / 9H: stimulates unconventional ideas in higher education, travel, and personal beliefs, emphasizes the need for freedom and exploration of personal philosophies, changes in personal journeys, spirituality, and worldviews

capricorn / 10H: disrupts traditional structures in career, public reputation, and authority figures, encourages innovations in long-term goals and aspirations, challenges traditional values regarding personal ambitions and societal roles

aquarius / 11H: reinforces its own energy as uranus rules aquarius, encourages radical social changes and humanitarian efforts within personal networks, sparks innovations in personal connections, technology, and communal involvement

pisces / 12H: stimulates imaginative and spiritual breakthroughs in personal realms, encourages unconventional ways of compassion and empathy on an individual level, changes in personal introspection, artistic expressions, and dreams

© spirit-of-phantom 2023

[boring-brooklyn-babe]

Jupiter's Placement and Where Your Luck Is🍀

Jupiter is often called the planet of luck, expansion, and abundance, and its placement in the natal chart can show where someone might experience more opportunities and good fortune in their life.

Feel free to apply these to your natal chart, transit chart or solar chart :)

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Jupiter in the first house brings major luck in the area of personal growth and self-discovery. Generally, this placement also gives an optimistic outlook on life.

With Jupiter in the second house, you can expect lot's of luck in the financial sector. Whether it's a raise, a lottery winning, or a good investment, Jupiter's got your back when it comes to building wealth.

Jupiter in the third house gives you luck when it comes to networking, writing, speaking, and sharing your ideas. Can also indicate good relationships and luck with siblings and neighbors

Luck with Jupiter in the fourth house is related to home. This placement brings good fortune in the areas of home, family, and emotional fulfillment. Jupiter here will bring you safety and security.

With Jupiter in the fifth house you can expect luck in the areas of creativity, romance, and fun, whether it's falling in love, creating a masterpiece, or just having a good time.

Jupiter in the sixth house is all about luck in the areas of job opportunities, daily routine, and recognition for your work. This placement also suggests a desire to serve others and enjoying it.

Whether it's finding your soulmate or deepening your connection with your current partner, with Jupiter in the seventh house, you can expect partnerships and personal relationships to be harmonious and fun.

Jupiter in the eighth house is here to help you evolve and transform in the areas of sex, power rebirth and shared resources. Whether it's a major financial windfall, a spiritual awakening, or a deep healing experience, Jupiter is here to help.

Jupiter in at home in the ninth house, which both support expansion and exploration. Luck comes in the areas of travel, education, and spirituality. The universe might throw a life-changing trip your way or a profound spiritual experience to help you broaden your horizons.

Jupiter in the tenth house will shine a light on your career and public image, bringing success to them.

With Jupiter in the 11th house, you're like the Oprah of your friend group, always sharing your abundance and lifting others up. Your luck often comes from your network and social connections, so don't be afraid to put yourself out there.

Lastly, with Jupiter is in the 12th house, your luck can be found in the the subconscious and spiritual realm. You have a deep inner wisdom and intuition that can guide you to success, but it requires you to trust yourself and let go of fear and doubt.

[obsidian-pages777]

Pick a Card: Message from Goddess Circe for Confidence and Shadow Work

Left top [Pile 1] Right top [Pile 2], Left Bottom [Pile 3], Right Bottom [Pile 4 ]

Goddess Circe, a mesmerizing figure from Greek mythology, captivates with her enchanting sorcery and transformative powers. Known for her mastery of potions and spells, Circe is a symbol of feminine mystique and empowerment. Often depicted as a sorceress living on the mystical island of Aeaea, she weaves magic to shape destinies and challenge the perceptions of mortals and gods alike. Her story embodies the complexities of power, desire, and the journey of self-discovery.

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The Magician (I):

Circe's message is embodied in The Magician card. Like the Magician, she encourages you to harness your personal power and embrace your innate abilities for transformation. You have the tools at your disposal to manifest your desires and shape your reality. Trust in your intuition and tap into your inner wisdom to wield your magic wisely.

Special Message: Area [Friendships]: As you journey into the future, cherish the friendships that uplift and support you. Surround yourself with people who inspire you to be your best self and who celebrate your successes and stand by you during challenges. Cultivate meaningful connections based on shared values, interests, and mutual respect. Remember that friendships are a two-way street, so invest time and effort into nurturing these valuable relationships and be there for your friends as they are for you.

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The High Priestess (II):

Circe's second message comes through The High Priestess card. She reminds you to listen to the whispers of your subconscious mind and honor your intuition. There are hidden depths within you waiting to be explored, and the High Priestess invites you to trust in the mysteries of the unseen realms. Embrace the unknown and allow your intuition to guide you on your journey of self-discovery.

Special Message: Area [Love]: As you navigate the path of love in the future, remember that authenticity is key. Embrace your true self and seek connections that honor and celebrate who you are. Be open to new experiences and allow yourself to be vulnerable, knowing that genuine connections are built on trust and mutual respect. Trust in the timing of the universe and have faith that love will find its way to you when the time is right.

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Death (XIII):

Circe's third pile message is reflected in the Death card. While the image of Death may seem ominous, it symbolizes the inevitability of transformation and rebirth. Circe teaches that change is a natural part of life, and sometimes, old structures must fall away to make room for new growth. Embrace the process of shedding the old and embrace the opportunities for renewal and transformation that lie ahead.

Special Message: Area [Family]: Your family dynamics may undergo changes in the future, but remember that love and communication are the pillars that hold relationships together. Cultivate open and honest communication with your family members, even during challenging times. Embrace forgiveness and understanding, knowing that every family has its unique journey filled with ups and downs. Focus on nurturing the bonds that matter most and cherish the moments you share with your loved ones.

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The Star (XVII):

Circe's fourth pile message is embodied in The Star card. Like the Star, she offers hope, healing, and guidance in times of darkness. No matter how challenging your journey may seem, there is always a guiding light to lead you forward. Trust in the universe's benevolent wisdom and have faith that brighter days are on the horizon. Allow Circe's magic to illuminate your path and inspire you to dream big.

Special Message: Area [Health]: Your health is your greatest asset, and investing in self-care and well-being will pay dividends in the future. Prioritize habits that nourish your body, mind, and spirit, such as regular exercise, nutritious eating, adequate rest, and stress management. Listen to your body's signals and seek professional guidance when needed. Remember that small, consistent steps toward wellness can lead to significant improvements in your overall health and vitality.

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[astroeleanor]

🔮✨🪄🕯Zodiac Placements of Witches & Occultists (Spellwork Abilities in Astrology)🕯🪄✨🔮

1H Pluto, Mercury, Neptune, Lilith, or Moon

• PLUTO: Pluto rules transformation, power, and the underworld. With 1H Pluto, you possess a natural understanding of the cycles of death & rebirth, making you naturally skilled at transformative magick & rituals that involve significant inner work.

• MERCURY: Mercury's influence is linked to the ability to communicate with spirits, receive messages from the spiritual realm, decipher omens, understand the language of the stars (astrology) & manipulate energy.

• NEPTUNE: Neptune in the 1H, can symbolize highly intuitive individuals who have a strong connection to the spiritual realm. With this placement, you are likely to be drawn to practices that involve altered states of consciousness, such as meditation, divination, mediumship, astral projection, and developing your psychic abilities.

• BLACK MOON LILITH: Black Moon Lilith in the 1H represents someone who embraces their darker, more primal instincts. If you have this placement, you may be drawn to witchcraft that involves reclaiming your personal power & working with shadow aspects of yourself.

• MOON: The Moon’s in the 1H enhances your emotional sensitivity & intuition. Having this placement means that you might be deeply connected to your inner self & the cycles of nature. You are likely to be skilled in practices that involve emotional healing, nurturing & working with lunar cycles.

SCORPIO, Cancer, Pisces in the Big 3

• SCORPIO: Scorpio is one of the most witchy Zodiac Archetypes. If you have this sign in your Big 3, you may be naturally drawn to the occult & have a deep-seated need to explore the mysteries of life & death. Plus, Scorpio’s archetype of the alchemist & sorcerer embodies the ability to transform and transmute energies, which is an important skill in witchcraft.

• CANCER: Cancer, ruled by the Moon, is deeply connected to the cycles of nature & the rhythms of life. Cancer is the Moon Child & Hearth Keeper. With this sign in your Big 3, you may have a strong connection to the Moon, which enhances your ability to work with lunar cycles and perform rituals that align with the ebb & flow of nature. The Cancerian archetype is also centered around nurturing, protection & home-based magic–add onto that Cancer's natural intuitive abilities. All of these characteristics make you skilled at rituals that involve healing & protection.

• PISCES: Pisces is another sign closely associated with witchcraft. The Piscean archetype symbolizes those who are natural empaths. have a strong connection to the spiritual realms & psychic sensitivity. These gifts come in handy with practices such as divination, dream work, and spellcasting. The Piscean archetype is also that of the mystic, marked by a fluid approach to magic, often drawing upon a deep sense of compassion to heal and guide others.

8H or 12H Placements

• 8H: The eighth house governs themes of death, rebirth, and the occult. If you have personal planets in this house, it can indicate a natural interest in and aptitude for witchcraft or other esoteric practices. Having 8H placements can symbolize a deep understanding of the cycles of life, being skilled at transformative magic, shadow work and working with the energies of the unseen realms––embodying the archetype of the occultist or alchemist.

12H: If you have twelfth house placements you may be naturally attuned to the hidden aspects of life, spirituality or the esoteric. This area of the birth chart represents the unconscious mind & hidden knowledge, so if you have any personal planets here you might be skilled in practices that involve accessing spiritual insights, such as meditation, dream work, astral projection & mediumship.

Pluto/Neptune aspects to Sun, Moon or Chart Ruler

PLUTO ASPECTS: Pluto aspects to the Sun, Moon, or Chart Ruler can indicate being drawn to practices that involve significant inner work and transformation, such as shadow work, energy manipulation, and other forms of intense, transformative magic.

NEPTUNE ASPECTS: As a planet, Neptune can enhance your psychic abilities, intuition & connection to the spiritual realm. With Neptune aspects in your chart, you may be highly sensitive to the energies around you or develop a natural talent for practices that involve altered states of consciousness.

SAGITTARIUS, Virgo, Gemini or Capricorn Placements

• SAGITTARIUS: Sagittarius can be defined as the Seeker and the Shaman. Ruled by Jupiter, the Sagittarius Archetype symbolizes the quest for higher knowledge or occult insights. The concept of traveling & mentors is also associated with both Jupiter & Sagittarius–in this case it can involve traveling to other realms (astral projection) and working with spirit guides.

• VIRGO: Virgo, ruled by Mercury, embodies the archetype of the herbalist and healer. Virgos’ detailed nature (Mercury) & connection to the earth element, can symbolize the ability to efficiently work with herbs, plants & natural remedies. Virgos thrive in earth-based practices, healing rituals or creating potions and elixirs.

• GEMINI: The symbol of Gemini, the Twins, represents duality & balance–which can symbolize Gemini's ability to balance the material & the spiritual, the light & the dark. This understanding of duality is beneficial in magic, where equilibrium is necessary to achieve desired outcomes. Plus, Mercury's rulership over Gemini contributes to their aptitude for spellwork/witchcraft.

• CAPRICORN: The Archetype of Capricorn can symbolize having a deep respect for tradition. This characteristic can translate as excelling in practices that involve ancient wisdom & rituals passed down through generations. The rulership of Saturn over Capricorn also suggests a profound understanding of the natural & supernatural laws (Saturn=structure) governing the universe, plus the patience & discipline necessary to master complex magical rituals and practices.

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[astrojulia]

From the Underworld to the Surface: Your Connection to the Unseen World

I want to acknowledge that my perspective on this topic may be biased, but I'd like to share the reason why I write these kinds of posts, like I always like to point my point of view to other people who wants to know a little more. Pluto represents the underworld and themes related to death. Growing up in a family with umbanda as our religion, I learned to connect with the unseen world through the dead. I believe this is a common experience for many Brazilians, and our intuition and divination practices are closely tied to spirits, ancestors, and other intangible forces.

In this post, I aim to explore the connection between our intuition and the spiritual realm, using Pluto and its placement in the different astrological houses as a lens. In my view, Pluto's influence is highly relevant to spirituality and the mysteries of the unseen world.

Pluto in the 1st house: You have a natural inclination towards detecting subtle energies and hidden truths in your surroundings. Your piercing intuition allows you to see through facades and uncover what lies beneath the surface. You are someone who is not content with superficial explanations and always seeks to uncover deeper layers of meaning. Even when you are by yourself, you may experience a sense of being guided by an inner voice that communicates without words. This voice is your intuition, which can be both directive and forceful. You may feel a sense of urgency when your intuition speaks to you, as if you are being pushed to take action. You are a powerful agent of transformation, both for yourself and for those around you, and your presence can be both unsettling and captivating.

Pluto in the 2nd house: You have a heightened sensitivity to psychic energies that can manifest as inner voices or thoughts. These voices may have a distinct quality that feels different from your own internal monologue, and you may sometimes struggle to discern whether they originate from within yourself or from an external source. They sound alluring, almost sensual. You may have a natural talent for divination or other forms of psychic exploration, and may be drawn to exploring the mysteries of the unseen world, it’s like you want to make the “underworld” tangible in your life. At times, this sensitivity can be overwhelming, but it also gives you a unique perspective on the workings of the universe and the nature of reality.

Pluto in the 3rd house: You have a powerful extrasensory perception that allows you to pick up on subtle energies in your immediate environment. This heightened awareness can be both a blessing and a curse, as it may cause you to feel overwhelmed by the thoughts and emotions of those around you. However, it also gives you a unique ability to tune into the underlying currents of communication and receive information from unexpected sources. You may find that insights arrive to you at unexpected times, such as through casual conversation, overheard conversations, or even through automatic writing or other forms of divination. Your ability to access hidden information can be a powerful tool for personal growth and understanding, as well as for navigating the complexities of the world around you.

Pluto in the 4th house: Your psychological foundations are deeply intertwined with your intuitive and psychic abilities. You have a natural magnetism that attracts subtle energies and hidden truths, and may find yourself drawn to exploring the mysteries of the spiritual realm. Your connection to the unseen world is supported by a team of spirit guides who are always ready to offer protection, guidance, and warnings as needed. You may have a strong sense of home and family, and may feel a deep connection to your ancestral roots or the traditions of your culture. However, you may also experience intense emotional upheavals or power struggles within your family or domestic sphere, which can be a catalyst for personal transformation and growth. Through your connection to the spiritual realm, you have the potential to gain profound insights into the workings of the universe and your place within it.

Pluto in the 5th house: You have a potent creative energy that is deeply intertwined with your psychic and intuitive abilities. Your artistic expression is a powerful channel for receiving messages from the divine, and you may find that your most inspired works come from a place beyond conscious thought. You have a natural connection to the energy of children, and may receive profound insights or messages from the young people in your life. This may be especially true when it comes to your own inner child, which retains a deep connection to the spiritual realm and may have a powerful impact on your intuition and clairvoyance. Through your creative pursuits and connection to the energy of youth, you have the potential to tap into a wellspring of spiritual wisdom and insight that can guide you on your path of personal growth and transformation.

Pluto in the 6th house: Your psychic abilities are intimately connected to your role as a healer and servant. You have a natural talent for providing support and guidance to those in need, especially during times of crisis, illness, or fear. In these moments, you may find that you tap into a deep well of knowledge and wisdom that goes beyond your years, and that you are able to channel this energy to provide comfort and healing to others. The divine may work through you as a soul physician, using your unique talents and empathy to help others navigate the complexities of the human experience. However, you may also be challenged by intense power struggles or dynamics in your work environment, which can serve as a catalyst for your own personal growth and transformation. Through your connection to the energy of service and healing, you have the potential to access profound spiritual insights that can deepen your understanding of the interconnectedness of all things.

Pluto in the 7th house: Your psychic abilities are deeply intertwined with your relationships and partnerships. You may find that your intuition is reflected and amplified through the people in your life, including friends, loved ones, and even business partners. These individuals may unknowingly serve as channels for messages from the divine, providing insights and guidance that you might not otherwise have access to. You may have a natural ability to tune into the energies of others, and may find that your own psychic abilities are enhanced through close connections with others. However, this can also be a challenging placement, as you may be prone to power struggles or intense emotional dynamics in your relationships. These struggles can be a catalyst for personal growth and transformation, allowing you to deepen your understanding of your own intuition and the ways in which it is intertwined with the energy of those around you. Through your connections with others, you have the potential to access profound spiritual insights and deepen your understanding of the interconnectedness of all things.

Pluto in the 8th house: Your psychic abilities are at the very core of your being. You have a natural talent for tapping into the hidden and unseen realms of existence, and may find yourself drawn to spiritual practices and beliefs that explore the mysteries of life and death. Your body may serve as a vessel for a wide range of intuitive experiences, and you may find that you are able to communicate with spirits and entities from beyond this physical plane. Relationships are a particularly powerful arena for your psychic abilities, and you may find that your romantic connections lead you on a journey of transformation and self-discovery. However, these relationships can also be intense and challenging, and may require you to confront and overcome your deepest fears and insecurities. Through these experiences, you have the potential to access profound spiritual insights and deepen your understanding of the interconnectedness of all things. You are a natural explorer of the unknown, and your psychic abilities can lead you on a journey of discovery that transcends the physical world.

Pluto in the 9th house: Your psychic abilities are strongly linked to your higher mind and your quest for truth and understanding. You have a natural curiosity and an insatiable desire to explore the mysteries of the universe, and may find that your psychic abilities are enhanced when you engage in philosophical or spiritual pursuits. Your connection to the unconscious is particularly strong, and you may find that you receive prophetic visions or insights that provide guidance and wisdom. You may also have a natural talent for interpreting symbols and uncovering hidden meanings, and may find that you are drawn to divinatory practices such as tarot or astrology. Your spiritual journey may be marked by profound experiences that challenge your beliefs and transform your understanding of the universe. Through your connection to the higher mind, you have the potential to access profound spiritual insights and unlock the secrets of the cosmos.

Pluto in the 10th house: You have a powerful sense of intuition that feels like guidance from a parental figure or authority figure. This intuition may speak to you in a forceful, almost threatening voice, urging you to take action and make changes in your life. However, this psychic voice can also serve as a valuable source of insight and guidance, pointing you towards your true calling and helping you achieve your greatest aspirations. In this way, your intuition can act as a messenger from your future self - the version of you that has already achieved success and fulfillment. By listening to your intuition and trusting its guidance, you can tap into your own innate wisdom and potential, and make your dreams a reality. This placement can also indicate a strong connection to the collective unconscious, and a desire to use your intuition to serve others and make a positive impact on the world.

Pluto in the 11th house: You may have a strong connection to the collective unconscious, and receive intuitive insights through the medium of nowhere, making you prone to Claircognizance. This intuitive message can feel electric and charged with energy, as if you are receiving psychic revelation directly from the universe. You may have a natural ability to see into the future or to receive visions that offer glimpses into the unknown. Your intuition may also be geared towards using your insights to help others and make a positive impact on the world. In this way, your intuition can act as a powerful tool for change, helping you to manifest your vision and create a better future for yourself and those around you.

Pluto in the 12th house: You have a powerful psychic ability that allows you to see through the surface and delve into the deeper layers of others' souls. Your intuition is not limited to any specific medium or channel; it is a constant companion that energizes and guides you through every social interaction. Your empathic ability is universal, and you can easily tap into the emotional state of others. This ability allows you to connect with people on a deeper level and offer comfort and support when they need it most. You may also find that you are drawn to helping others through your work or volunteer activities. In addition to your empathic ability, you are also gifted with visions and prophetic dreams. Your intuition can manifest in different forms, and you may receive messages through symbols or metaphors. You have a natural inclination towards the esoteric and spiritual realm, which can bring you profound insights and revelations.

Sources:

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[7] GARGATHOLIL. Depth Astrology: An Astrological Handbook - Volume 1: Introduction. Smashwords Edition, 2014.

[8] GARGATHOLIL. Depth Astrology: An Astrological Handbook: Volume 2: Planets in Signs. Smashwords Edition, 2014.

[9] GARGATHOLIL. Depth Astrology: An Astrological Handbook: Volume 3: Planets in Houses. Smashwords Edition, 2014.

[lunar-witches]

Types of Dream Work

Dream Journaling: Keeping a dream journal is the foundation of dream work in witchcraft. It involves writing down your dreams as soon as you wake up, even if you can only remember a few details. This practice helps you remember your dreams more vividly, identify patterns or recurring themes, and develop a deeper understanding of your subconscious mind.

Lucid Dreaming: Lucid dreaming is the ability to become aware that you are dreaming and to control the dream. It can be used for manifestation, healing, and exploring your inner world. To practice lucid dreaming, you can use reality checks, set intentions before you go to sleep, and practice visualization techniques.

Astral Projection: Astral projection is the practice of leaving your physical body and traveling to different realms or dimensions. It can be used for spiritual exploration, connecting with spirit guides, or receiving messages from the universe. To practice astral projection, you can use meditation, visualization, among other journeying techniques. It's important to practice caution and preparation, and work with an experienced practitioner or teacher if possible.

Dream Incubation: Dream incubation is the practice of setting an intention before you go to sleep to dream about a specific topic or question. It can be used for divination, problem-solving, or spiritual exploration. To practice dream incubation, you can use visualization, affirmations, or ritual to set your intention.

Dream Interpretation: Dream interpretation is the process of analyzing the symbols and messages in your dreams to gain insight into your subconscious mind. It can be used for spiritual growth, self-awareness, and problem-solving. To practice dream interpretation, you can use books, online resources, or work with a dream interpreter or witch.

Dream Protection: Dream protection is the practice of protecting yourself from negative energies or entities that may enter your dreams. It can be used for spiritual protection, emotional healing, or to prevent nightmares. To practice dream protection, you can use visualization, affirmations, or protection spells or talismans.

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[crystalsenergy]

8th house and spiritual experiences 🌌🕯️💜🖤 - the good & the bad (Sun to Pluto)

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Sun in the 8th house (Sensitivity to Spiritual Transformation):

With the Sun in the 8th house, individuals have a heightened sensitivity to spiritual transformation and the depths of the unconscious mind. They may be naturally drawn to explore the spiritual and mystical aspects of life.

Spiritual Experiences: These individuals often have profound spiritual experiences that involve personal transformation and rebirth. They may undergo a spiritual awakening that leads to a deep understanding of the interconnectedness of all life. The 8th house energy can facilitate a sense of merging with higher consciousness.

Depth of Spiritual Exploration: With the Sun in the 8th house, individuals are driven by an insatiable curiosity to explore the depths of existence beyond the material world. They are naturally drawn to esoteric and mystical teachings, seeking to uncover hidden truths and spiritual insights that lie beneath the surface. This placement fosters a sense of urgency to understand the mysteries of life, death, and transformation on a profound level.

Sensitivity to Energies: Sun in the 8th house bestows an acute sensitivity to energies and entities that exist beyond the veil of the physical world. They may have vivid spiritual experiences, such as encounters with spirit guides, profound dreams, or out-of-body experiences. This heightened sensitivity allows them to bridge the gap between the seen and unseen realms.

Unearthing Hidden Realities: These individuals possess an innate talent for unearthing, discovering hidden spiritual realities. They are not content with superficial answers but are relentless in their pursuit of uncovering the concealed aspects of their own consciousness and the collective unconscious. Their heightened sensitivity allows them to penetrate the veils of illusion and reach into the hidden chambers of the soul.

Fearlessness in the Face of Darkness: Sun in the 8th house individuals are unafraid to confront the darkness within themselves and in the world around them. They possess a unique fearlessness when it comes to diving into the shadowy corners of the human psyche. This courage enables them to explore their own unresolved issues and confront the fears that often hold others back from spiritual growth.

Transformative Power: The 8th house is associated with transformation, rebirth, and regeneration, and when the Sun is placed here, it infuses the individual with a potent transformative power in their spiritual journey. They have the capacity to undergo profound inner shifts, shedding old identities and beliefs to emerge as spiritually evolved beings. This transformative energy can be harnessed for their own growth and the benefit of others.

Magnetic Attraction to the Occult: These individuals are irresistibly drawn to the occult, the mystical, and the metaphysical. They may find themselves naturally attuned to practices such as astrology, tarot, energy healing, or shamanic rituals. The hidden aspects of spirituality hold a magnetic appeal for them, and they may become skilled practitioners in these esoteric arts.

Connection to Others: Their sensitivity to spiritual energies also extends to their interactions with others. They have an empathetic connection to the spiritual experiences and journeys of those around them. This enables them to provide support, guidance, and healing to others on their spiritual paths.

Mystical Illumination: At their best, individuals with Sun in the 8th house can experience moments of profound mystical illumination. These moments may feel like a merging with divine consciousness or a deep connection to the universal source of all existence. This illumination serves as a guiding light in their spiritual quest, offering clarity and purpose.

Challenges (the bad)

Egoic Attachment to Spiritual Experiences: There is a risk that individuals with Sun in the 8th house may become egoically attached to their spiritual experiences. They might use their heightened sensitivity to spiritual matters as a means to gain a sense of superiority or as a source of personal validation, which can hinder genuine spiritual growth.

Power Struggles in Spiritual Groups: These individuals may be drawn to spiritual communities or groups where power dynamics and control issues can be prevalent. Their sensitivity to power struggles may lead them to become embroiled in conflicts or manipulative situations within these contexts.

Overemphasis on Dark or Taboo Spiritual Practices: Due to their intense interest in hidden or transformative aspects of spirituality, they might be drawn to dark or taboo spiritual practices that can be harmful or exploitative. This can lead to negative spiritual experiences and a potential descent into destructive spiritual paths.

Obsession with Death and the Afterlife: While their sensitivity to the mysteries of life and death can be profound, it may also lead to an unhealthy preoccupation with mortality and the afterlife. This obsession can hinder their ability to live fully in the present moment and lead to anxiety or existential crises.

Manipulative Use of Spiritual Insight: Like Pluto in the 8th house, individuals with this placement may possess deep spiritual insight, but they could misuse this perception to manipulate others who are vulnerable or in search of spiritual guidance. This can lead to ethical dilemmas and harm to others' spiritual journeys.

Spiritual Arrogance: There's a potential for these individuals to develop spiritual arrogance, believing that their understanding of spiritual matters is superior to others. This can alienate them from genuine spiritual communities and create a sense of isolation.

Avoidance of Personal Shadow Work: Their sensitivity to the unconscious can lead to a temptation to bypass personal shadow work or unresolved psychological issues. They may use spiritual experiences as a means to escape facing their own inner challenges, hindering their spiritual evolution.

Challenges of the Shadow: While this placement grants incredible depth and spiritual insight, it also comes with challenges. The depths of the unconscious can be both enlightening and daunting, and individuals with Sun in the 8th house may grapple with their own inner demons and psychological complexities. It's crucial for them to engage in ongoing shadow work and self-reflection to navigate these depths.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Moon in the 8th House (Spiritual intuition):

Moon in the 8th house individuals possess a strong sensitivity to their own spiritual intuition and the unseen energies that shape their spiritual path. They may have a keen sense of emotional and spiritual interconnectedness.

Emotional Intensity in Spiritual Pursuits: Individuals with Moon in the 8th house approach their spiritual journey with a remarkable emotional intensity. Their emotions are intimately intertwined with their spiritual experiences, often leading to profound emotional and spiritual transformations. This depth of feeling allows them to connect with the spiritual dimensions on a visceral level.

Intuitive Insight into the Unconscious: These individuals possess a heightened intuition and psychic sensitivity that allows them to tap into the unconscious realms with ease. They may have vivid dreams, psychic experiences, and a strong inner knowing that guides them in their spiritual quest. Their intuition serves as a valuable compass in navigating the hidden aspects of spirituality.

Empathy for Others' Spiritual Journeys: Moon in the 8th house individuals have a natural empathy for the spiritual experiences and emotional struggles of others. They can intuitively sense the emotional undercurrents in their relationships and offer emotional support and guidance to those on their spiritual paths. This empathy fosters deep connections with like-minded souls.

Embracing the Dark and the Light: This placement encourages individuals to embrace both the light and the shadow aspects of spirituality. They are unafraid to confront their own emotional wounds and the darker aspects of their psyche. This willingness to explore the depths of their own consciousness leads to personal growth and spiritual enlightenment.

Cycles of Emotional Transformation: The Moon is associated with cycles, and in the 8th house, individuals may experience profound emotional and spiritual transformations in cyclical patterns. These cycles of inner renewal and rebirth mirror the transformative energies of the 8th house and deepen their spiritual understanding with each cycle.

Spiritual Healing Through Emotional Expression: They have a unique capacity to use emotional expression as a means of spiritual healing. Engaging in practices like journaling, art, or music can help them process their emotional and spiritual experiences and facilitate profound inner shifts.

Nurturing the Soul: The Moon's nurturing energy extends to the soul for these individuals. They have a deep desire to nurture and care for their spiritual well-being, seeking solace in practices that offer emotional and spiritual sustenance. This may include meditation, prayer, or spiritual retreats.

Mystical Connection to the Divine: At their best, Moon in the 8th house individuals can establish a mystical connection to the divine. They may experience moments of profound emotional and spiritual union with the universal source of love and wisdom. These moments of divine connection provide them with deep spiritual fulfillment and purpose.

Challenges (the bad)

Emotional Turbulence in Spiritual Pursuits: Individuals with Moon in the 8th house may experience intense emotional ups and downs in their spiritual journey. These emotional fluctuations can lead to inner turmoil and difficulty maintaining a consistent spiritual practice.

Attachment to Emotional Drama: There's a risk of becoming overly attached to emotional drama or intensity in spiritual experiences. They may seek out chaotic or emotionally charged spiritual situations, which can be draining and disruptive to their well-being.

Struggles with Emotional Boundaries: These individuals may struggle with emotional boundaries in spiritual contexts, leading to emotional overwhelm or vulnerability to manipulation by others who recognize their emotional sensitivity.

Fear of the Unknown: Despite their depth of emotional understanding, they may have a fear of delving into the unknown realms of spirituality. This fear can hinder their ability to embrace new spiritual experiences and concepts.

Emotional Vulnerability in Spiritual Pursuits: Moon in the 8th house individuals may find themselves emotionally vulnerable in their spiritual pursuits. Their sensitivity can make them more susceptible to emotional turbulence and upheaval, especially when confronted with the intense energies of the unconscious. It is important for them to cultivate emotional resilience and self-care practices.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Mercury in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Hidden Spiritual Knowledge):

Mercury in the 8th house suggests a sensitivity to hidden spiritual knowledge and the ability to communicate about spiritual topics with depth and insight. These individuals may have a natural gift for uncovering hidden truths.

Intellectual Depth in Spiritual Inquiry: Individuals with Mercury in the 8th house possess a keen and probing intellect that drives them to explore the hidden dimensions of spirituality. They approach spiritual matters with an analytical mind, seeking to uncover the underlying truths and mysteries that often elude others.

Communication as a Tool for Transformation: Mercury's influence in the 8th house highlights the transformative power of communication. These individuals have a unique ability to articulate their spiritual insights and experiences, making them effective conveyors of esoteric knowledge. They can inspire and guide others on their spiritual journeys through the power of words.

Sensitivity to Symbolism and Esoteric Language: Their sensitivity extends to symbolism, metaphors, and esoteric language often used in spiritual teachings. They intuitively grasp the deeper meanings behind these symbols, allowing them to connect with the profound wisdom embedded within spiritual texts and teachings.

Psychological Insight into the Unconscious: Mercury in the 8th house fosters a profound understanding of the human psyche and the workings of the unconscious mind. They may excel in fields like psychology, psychoanalysis, or depth therapy, using their intellectual acumen to delve into the hidden recesses of the human soul.

Gifted in Uncovering Hidden Truths: These individuals are gifted in uncovering hidden truths and exposing secrets, both within themselves and in the world around them. Their intellectual curiosity and intuitive insights enable them to unravel mysteries and bring the hidden into the light.

Mystical Insight through Communication: Their communication skills can lead to mystical insights during moments of deep reflection or meditation. They may receive profound spiritual guidance or epiphanies through the act of verbalizing their thoughts or engaging in meaningful conversations.

Teaching and Sharing Spiritual Wisdom: Mercury's presence in the 8th house encourages these individuals to share their spiritual wisdom with others. They may become teachers, mentors, or writers who convey complex spiritual concepts in a clear and accessible manner.

Challenges (the bad)

Overintellectualization of Spirituality: Those with Mercury in the 8th house may be prone to overintellectualizing spiritual matters. They may become overly analytical and skeptical, which can block them from embracing the more intuitive and mystical aspects of spirituality.

Compulsive Need for Spiritual Knowledge: Their thirst for knowledge can become compulsive, leading to information overload and spiritual materialism. They may collect spiritual information without truly integrating it into their practice or personal growth.

Difficulty Expressing Spiritual Insights: While they may have deep spiritual insights, they might struggle to effectively communicate their experiences or understanding to others. This can lead to frustration and isolation in spiritual communities.

Cynicism and Skepticism: Their analytical nature may lead to cynicism and skepticism toward spiritual teachers, practices, or traditions. This skepticism can hinder their ability to trust and fully immerse themselves in spiritual experiences.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Venus in the 8th House (Spiritual Connections):

Venus in the 8th house indicates a sensitivity to spiritual bonds, deep connections, and the transformative power of spiritual relationships. These individuals may seek profound spiritual experiences through their connections with others.

Spiritual Experiences: These individuals often experience deep, spiritual connections with others, which can lead to profound experiences of love and transformation. They may explore the spiritual dimensions of love and relationships, seeking to merge their hearts and souls with others on a spiritual level.

Deep Emotional Connection to Spiritual Experiences: Individuals with Venus in the 8th house approach their spiritual journey with a deep emotional connection. They seek to understand the spiritual dimensions of love, intimacy, and human connection. For them, spiritual experiences often involve a profound sense of emotional bonding with the divine and with others on a spiritual level.

Transformation Through Love and Relationships: Venus's influence in the 8th house highlights the transformative power of love and relationships in their spiritual growth. They may experience profound inner shifts and personal evolution through their connections with others, especially in romantic and deep, soulful relationships.

Sensitivity to the Mysteries of Love and Desire: These individuals possess a heightened sensitivity to the mysteries of love, desire, and passion. They are drawn to explore the spiritual dimensions of these intense emotions, seeking to uncover the hidden truths and transformative potential within them.

Embracing the Dark and the Light in Relationships: Venus in the 8th house encourages them to embrace both the light and the shadow aspects of love and relationships. They are unafraid to confront the complexities, vulnerabilities, and hidden desires that often lie beneath the surface in their connections with others.

Healing and Transformation Through Intimate Connections: They may find that their relationships serve as catalysts for personal growth and spiritual awakening, allowing them to release old wounds and patterns.

Empathy and Compassion in Spiritual Relationships: These individuals have a natural empathy and compassion for the spiritual journeys of others, particularly in the context of relationships. They can deeply connect with and support their partners or loved ones on their own spiritual paths.

Challenges (the bad)

Attachment to Sensual Pleasures: Individuals with Venus in the 8th house may be prone to attachment to sensual pleasures and material comforts, which can distract them from their spiritual pursuits.

Emotional Turmoil in Relationships: Their sensitivity to deep emotional and transformative experiences in relationships can lead to intense emotional ups and downs. This emotional turbulence can disrupt their spiritual practice.

Materialistic Approach to Spirituality: There's a risk of approaching spirituality from a materialistic perspective, seeking spiritual experiences for personal gain or a sense of beauty and luxury. This can hinder their genuine spiritual growth.

Difficulty in Letting Go: Venus's attachment to beauty and harmony may make it challenging for them to let go of attachments and embrace the impermanence often emphasized in spiritual teachings.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Mars in the 8th House (Spiritual Empowerment):

Mars in the 8th house suggests a sensitivity to spiritual empowerment and the use of spiritual energy for personal growth and transformation. These individuals may harness their inner strength for spiritual pursuits.

Spiritual Experiences: Individuals with this placement often find empowerment through spiritual practices and may engage in transformative experiences that require courage and determination. They may use their spiritual energy to overcome obstacles and challenges on their spiritual path.

Passionate Pursuit of Spiritual Truth: Individuals with Mars in the 8th house approach their spiritual journey with a fiery and passionate determination. They are driven by an intense desire to uncover the profound truths that lie beneath the surface, and they tackle their spiritual pursuits with vigor and enthusiasm.

Action-Oriented Approach to Transformation: Mars's influence in the 8th house highlights the transformative power of action and personal will. These individuals believe in actively engaging with the hidden dimensions of spirituality, using their energy and drive to effect meaningful change within themselves and in the world around them.

Courage to Confront the Shadows: Mars in the 8th house individuals possess the courage to confront their own shadows and the darker aspects of spirituality. They are unafraid to delve into the depths of their psyche, addressing unresolved issues, and facing their fears head-on as part of their spiritual growth.

Fearless Exploration of Taboos: Their sensitivity extends to the exploration of taboos, forbidden knowledge, and the boundaries of conventional belief systems. They approach these subjects fearlessly, seeking to challenge and expand their understanding of spirituality.

Sensitivity to Energetic Shifts: They have a heightened sensitivity to energetic shifts and power dynamics in their spiritual experiences. This sensitivity allows them to perceive subtle changes in energy and empowers them to actively participate in the transformative process.

Sensual and Mystical Spiritual Experiences: Mars's influence can lead to sensual and even ecstatic spiritual experiences. They may find that their spiritual encounters are deeply rooted in physical sensations, leading to a sense of union with the divine through the body.

Embracing the Warrior Archetype: Mars in the 8th house individuals often resonate with the warrior archetype in their spiritual journeys. They view themselves as spiritual warriors who confront challenges and obstacles with courage and determination, ultimately emerging stronger and wiser.

Challenges (the bad)

Aggressiveness in Spiritual Pursuits: Those with Mars in the 8th house may approach their spiritual journey with excessive aggressiveness or a competitive spirit. This can lead to conflicts within spiritual communities and hinder inner peace.

Power Struggles in Spiritual Groups: Their assertiveness, when used in excess, can sometimes lead to power struggles within spiritual groups or communities. They may clash with others over leadership or control issues.

Impulsivity in Spiritual Practices: They may be prone to impulsive or reckless spiritual practices, seeking intense experiences without considering the potential risks or consequences. This can lead to spiritual burnout.

Challenges in Achieving Inner Calm: Their innate restlessness and drive may make it difficult for them to achieve the inner calm and stillness often sought in spiritual practice. They may struggle with meditation or contemplative practices.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Jupiter in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Spiritual Expansion):

Jupiter in the 8th house signifies a sensitivity to spiritual expansion and a desire to explore the depths of spirituality and transformation. These individuals may have a natural inclination toward spiritual growth.

Spiritual Experiences: These individuals often embark on spiritual journeys that lead to personal expansion and a deeper understanding of life's mysteries. They may seek wisdom in the spiritual realms, exploring different belief systems and philosophies. The 8th house's transformative energy can lead to profound spiritual growth and enlightenment.

Expansive Quest for Spiritual Wisdom: Individuals with Jupiter in the 8th house embark on a grand and expansive quest for spiritual wisdom. They possess a natural curiosity and thirst for knowledge that leads them to explore the profound mysteries of life, death, and transformation.

Optimism in the Face of Spiritual Challenges: Jupiter's influence in the 8th house fosters an innate optimism, even in the face of spiritual challenges and the exploration of the shadow aspects of existence. They believe that there is always light to be found in the darkest corners of the psyche and the spiritual journey.

Embracing the Mysteries of Life and Death: Jupiter in the 8th house encourages individuals to embrace the mysteries of life and death with open arms. They have a deep fascination with the cycles of birth, death, and rebirth and may explore spiritual practices that delve into these themes.

Empathy for Others' Spiritual Journeys: These individuals possess a natural empathy and understanding for the spiritual journeys of others. They are often sought after as spiritual guides and mentors due to their ability to provide encouragement and wisdom.

Sensitivity to Synchronicities and Signs: They have a heightened sensitivity to synchronicities, signs, and meaningful coincidences in their lives. They view these occurrences as guidance from the universe and are adept at interpreting their spiritual significance.

Seeking Wisdom & Diverse Spiritual Traditions: Jupiter in the 8th house individuals often explore a wide range of spiritual traditions and belief systems. They are open to learning from diverse sources and may synthesize their spiritual beliefs from various philosophies.

Generosity and Compassion in Spiritual Endeavors: Their expansive and benevolent nature often leads them to engage in acts of generosity and compassion as part of their spiritual practice. They may support charitable causes or engage in volunteer work to make a positive impact.

Challenges (the bad)

Excessive Idealism: Individuals with Jupiter in the 8th house may have a tendency to idealize spiritual concepts or teachers. This can lead to disillusionment when reality does not meet their high expectations.

Overindulgence in Spiritual Experiences: Their expansive nature may lead to overindulgence in spiritual experiences, such as excessive meditation or seeking out gurus and retreats. This can lead to imbalance and neglect of practical life and responsibilities.

Dogmatism and Self-Righteousness: They may become dogmatic in their spiritual beliefs and adopt a self-righteous attitude, believing that their spiritual path is the only correct one. This can lead to conflicts with others who have different beliefs.

Lack of Discernment: Their optimism and trust in others, when used in excess, may lead to a lack of discernment, making them vulnerable to manipulation or exploitation by unscrupulous spiritual figures.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Saturn in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Spiritual Discipline):

Saturn in the 8th house individuals have a sensitivity to spiritual discipline and the importance of structure in their spiritual pursuits. They may take a disciplined approach to their spiritual path.

Spiritual Experiences: These individuals often find spiritual growth through structured practices, such as meditation or rituals. They may seek to master their spiritual path through patience and commitment. The 8th house's transformative energy can lead to profound spiritual discipline and growth.

Disciplined Approach to Spiritual Growth: Individuals with Saturn in the 8th house approach their spiritual journey with discipline and dedication. They have a structured and methodical approach to personal growth and transformation, viewing spirituality as a path that requires commitment and effort.

Sensitivity to the Depth of the Psyche: Saturn's influence in the 8th house fosters a sensitivity to the deep layers of the psyche and the hidden aspects of the self.

Embracing the Challenges of Transformation: These individuals view challenges and obstacles as essential components of the transformational process. They are willing to face the darkest corners of their own psyche and explore the shadow aspects of existence with courage and perseverance.

Practical Application of Spiritual Insights: Their sensitivity extends to the practical application of spiritual insights in their daily lives. They are interested in integrating their spiritual beliefs into their actions and behaviors, striving for a harmonious alignment between their inner and outer worlds.

Resilience in the Face of Spiritual Challenges: These individuals possess a remarkable resilience when confronted with spiritual challenges and setbacks. They do not easily give up or become discouraged, viewing difficulties as opportunities for growth and learning.

Challenges (the bad)

Rigidity and Fear of Change: Those with Saturn in the 8th house may have a fear of change and a tendency to resist the transformative aspects of spirituality. They may be overly cautious and resistant to new spiritual experiences.

Rigorous Self-Judgment: Their critical nature can lead to rigorous self-judgment in spiritual practice. They may be harsh on themselves, believing they are not progressing fast enough or living up to their own expectations.

Fear of the Unknown: Their fear of the unknown and a desire for control can hinder them from embracing the mystical and unpredictable aspects of spirituality.

Spiritual Austerity: They may lean toward spiritual austerity, denying themselves joy and pleasure in the belief that the pain is necessary for spiritual growth. This can lead to a lack of balance and a sense of deprivation.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Uranus in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Spiritual Awakening):

Uranus in the 8th house suggests a sensitivity to spiritual awakening and a desire to break free from old patterns and limitations in the pursuit of higher consciousness.

Spiritual Experiences: Individuals with this placement may experience sudden spiritual awakenings that lead to radical shifts in their perception of reality. They may be open to unconventional spiritual practices and may explore innovative approaches to their spiritual journey.

Quest for Spiritual Liberation: Individuals with Uranus in the 8th house have a strong desire for spiritual liberation and freedom. They seek to break free from traditional or conventional spiritual beliefs and explore new, unconventional paths to enlightenment.

Sensitivity to Radical Transformation: Uranus's influence in the 8th house fosters a sensitivity to radical transformation. They are open to sudden and profound shifts in consciousness and may have experiences that shatter their old belief systems, leading to a redefinition of their spiritual identity.

Innovation in Spiritual Practices: These individuals are pioneers in the realm of spirituality, often embracing innovative and cutting-edge spiritual practices. They may explore technologies, alternative healing methods, or avant-garde spiritual philosophies in their quest for spiritual growth.

Sensitivity to Universal Consciousness: Their sensitivity extends to the interconnectedness of all beings and a sense of universal consciousness. They may have experiences of expanded awareness and interconnectedness that lead to a deep sense of unity with the cosmos.

Sensitivity to Paradigm Shifts: They have a heightened sensitivity to paradigm shifts and collective consciousness evolution. They may be at the forefront of societal changes and spiritual movements that challenge the status quo.

Embracing the Unconventional: These individuals are unafraid to explore unconventional and uncharted spiritual territories. They are drawn to the mysterious and the unexplained, seeking to push the boundaries of their spiritual understanding.

Sensitivity to Energetic Shifts: Their sensitivity allows them to perceive subtle energetic shifts and changes in their spiritual experiences. They may have intuitive insights into the energies at play in the spiritual realms.

Empathy for Outsiders: They possess empathy and understanding for outsiders and those who feel marginalized in conventional spiritual communities. Their open-mindedness makes them accepting of diverse spiritual paths and beliefs.

Challenges (the bad)

Restlessness in Spiritual Pursuits: Their restlessness and desire for freedom may result in a lack of commitment to any one spiritual path. They may flit from one spiritual practice to another without finding deep inner connection.

Inability to Ground Spiritual Insights: While they may have sudden and innovative spiritual insights, they may struggle to ground these insights in practical ways or integrate them into their daily lives.

Resistance to Structure: Uranus's resistance to structure may hinder their ability to establish a consistent spiritual practice, leading to sporadic or unconventional approaches to spirituality.

Challenges in Finding Stability: One challenge they may face is the need to find stability and grounding in their spiritual pursuits. Uranus's influence can sometimes lead to a sense of restlessness or a constant quest for the next spiritual breakthrough.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Neptune in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Mystical Connection):

Neptune in the 8th house signifies a sensitivity to mystical connection and the desire to merge with the divine and the spiritual realms.

Spiritual Experiences: These individuals often have profound mystical experiences that involve a sense of oneness with the universe. They may be drawn to spiritual practices that facilitate a deep connection with the divine and the unseen realms.

Intuitive Connection to the Unconscious: Individuals with Neptune in the 8th house have an innate and intuitive connection to the unconscious mind and the hidden realms of existence. They may possess heightened psychic abilities and a natural affinity for dream analysis and symbolism.

Mystical Experiences: Neptune's influence in the 8th house often leads to mystical experiences and encounters with the spirituality. They may have moments of profound spiritual insight and union with the universal consciousness, transcending ordinary reality.

Sensitivity to Spiritual Healing: These individuals are sensitive to the healing power of spirituality. They may explore alternative healing modalities, energy work, or holistic practices as part of their spiritual journey, often with a focus on emotional and soul-level healing.

Empathy and Compassion: Neptune in the 8th house fosters deep empathy and compassion for the suffering and struggles of others. They are drawn to service-oriented spiritual practices and may work in fields that involve supporting those in crisis or experiencing emotional challenges.

Dissolution of Boundaries: Their sensitivity extends to the dissolution of boundaries, both in the physical and spiritual realms. They may have a fluid sense of self and a capacity to merge with others on a spiritual or energetic level.

Artistic Expression of Spirituality: These individuals often find artistic and creative outlets for their spiritual insights. They may excel in music, visual arts, poetry, or other forms of artistic expression that convey the ethereal and transcendent aspects of spirituality.

Sensitivity to Spiritual Illusions: Neptune's influence can lead to sensitivity to spiritual illusions and the potential for self-deception. They may need to discern between genuine spiritual experiences and delusions or escapism.

Intuitive Guidance: They rely on intuitive guidance and inner knowing in their spiritual pursuits. They may trust their inner voice and intuition to lead them on their path, often making choices based on a deep sense of spiritual guidance.

Sensitivity to Collective Unconscious: These individuals are attuned to the collective unconscious and may have a deep understanding of archetypal symbolism and universal themes in spirituality. They can tap into the wisdom of the collective unconscious for spiritual insights.

Challenges (the bad)

Escapism Through Spirituality: Individuals with Neptune in the 8th house may be prone to using spirituality as a means of escaping from the challenges of reality. This can lead to a lack of grounding and practicality in their spiritual pursuits.

Illusions and Deception: Neptune's influence may lead to illusions, self-deception, or susceptibility to manipulation by charismatic but unscrupulous spiritual figures.

Difficulty in Discerning Reality: They may struggle to discern between genuine spiritual experiences and fantasies or delusions. This can lead to confusion and a lack of clarity in their spiritual journey.

Overidealization of Spiritual Teachers: They may overidealize spiritual teachers or gurus, placing them on pedestals and failing to recognize their flaws or unethical behavior.

SENSITIVITIES (the good)

Pluto in the 8th House (Sensitivity to Spiritual Transformation and Power):

Pluto in the 8th house indicates a sensitivity to spiritual transformation and the exploration of spiritual power and the unconscious mind.

Spiritual Experiences: Individuals with this placement may undergo intense spiritual transformations that lead to a deeper understanding of the hidden forces at play in the spiritual realm. They may seek to harness their spiritual power for personal and collective growth. The 8th house's transformative energy can lead to profound spiritual evolution and the exploration of the mysteries of existence.

Profound Spiritual Transformation: Individuals with Pluto in the 8th house undergo profound spiritual transformations throughout their lives. They are drawn to experiences and practices that lead to inner rebirth, often through the process of shedding old layers of the self.

Sensitivity to the Mysteries of Life and Death: Pluto's influence in the 8th house fosters a deep sensitivity to the mysteries of life, death, and rebirth. They have a fascination with these themes and seek to understand the cycles of existence on a profound level.

Sensitivity to Energetic Shifts: Their sensitivity extends to perceiving subtle energetic shifts and power dynamics in the spiritual realms. They may have a heightened ability to sense the energies at play in their own lives and the lives of others.

Spiritual Regeneration and Rebirth: Their spiritual path often involves cycles of regeneration and rebirth. They may experience moments of spiritual death and resurrection, leading to a deeper understanding of the eternal nature of the soul.

Sensitivity to Power and Control: They are highly attuned to power dynamics and issues of control, both within themselves and in the spiritual realms. They may be drawn to spiritual practices that empower them to overcome personal limitations and gain greater self-mastery.

Sensual and Mystical Spiritual Experiences: Pluto's influence can lead to sensual and mystical spiritual experiences. They may find that their spiritual encounters are deeply rooted in physical sensations and a sense of profound unity with the universe.

Exploration of the Unconscious Mind: These individuals are drawn to explore the depths of the unconscious mind and the hidden recesses of their own psyche. They may excel in psychology, psychotherapy, or depth-oriented spiritual practices.

Challenges (the bad)

Obsession with Control: Individuals with Pluto in the 8th house may become obsessed with control in their spiritual pursuits, seeking to manipulate spiritual energies or outcomes. This can lead to ethical dilemmas and power struggles.

Fear of Transformation: Paradoxically, their sensitivity to transformative energies may lead to a fear of personal transformation. They may resist letting go of old patterns and embrace change.

Attraction to Dark or Taboo Practices: Their fascination with the hidden and taboo may lead to an attraction to dark or potentially harmful spiritual practices. This can result in negative spiritual experiences and psychic wounds for them or others.

Involvement in Manipulative Spiritual Groups: Their deep desire for transformation may make them vulnerable to manipulation by spiritual groups or leaders who promise rapid change (be careful with this) but exploit their vulnerability.

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astro notes: the 12th house 🫧

The 12th house in astrology delves into the realm of spirituality, subconscious, and hidden aspects of our psyche. It encompasses spiritual beings, religion, spiritual forces, artists, creative people, writers, hospital patients, prisoners, monks, religious people, volunteers, dreamers, and charities. This house represents our inner secluded world, where we retreat, tap into realms beyond the physical, and derive what is within us to bring into reality. It's associated with empathy, mental and spiritual states, seclusion, and the bed.

Dreams, endings, the subconscious, secrets, addictions, intuition, instincts, the unseen realm, shadow self, imagination, afterlife, hidden aspects, healing, secret enemies, fears, fantasies, sleep, hidden activities, illegal work, self-undoing, spirituality, misfortune, isolation, sorrow, retreat, and surrender are all domains of the 12th house.

The 12th house is often seen as a place of challenge and resistance, where we confront our deepest fears, illusions, and limitations. It's associated with loss, escapism, and closure, as well as the need for withdrawal and privacy. This house also symbolizes the afterlife and the subconscious mind, representing the hidden desires and memories that influence our behavior and choices.

In traditional astrology, the 12th house was referred to as the "bad spirit" house because Saturn, the diurnal malefic, rejoices here. It was associated with enslaved people, foreign places, asylums, prisons, witches, and attics. The 12th house is where we confront our ghosts—symbolizing not only the dead but also the unmemorialized, the forgotten, and the repressed aspects of our lineage and past.

Working with the 12th house involves acknowledging and navigating the hidden aspects of our psyche, confronting our fears and limitations, and embracing spiritual growth and healing. It's about following ghosts, allowing contact with them to change our social context, and using imagination to contend with uncertainty.

The planets placed in the 12th house signify areas of life where we may experience excess, release, or hidden influences. Venus is considered exalted in the 12th house, representing abundance of love and transcendental experiences, while Ketu's qualities of isolation and detachment align with the themes of the 12th house. The 12th house is also related to karma and karmic debts, reflecting the consequences of our past actions and the need for spiritual growth and liberation.

Overall, the 12th house invites us to explore the depths of our psyche, confront our hidden fears and desires, and embrace spiritual transformation and healing. It challenges us to release the past, confront our inner demons, and find peace and closure within ourselves. follow for more astro insights like this and support me over on yt @quenysefields or instagram sensualnoiree

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Venus in the 10th house

⭐️Venus in the 10th house: Illuminating the Path to Professional Passion⭐️

In the realm of the natal chart, Venus graces the 10th house with her radiant presence, infusing the sphere of career and public image with her unique charm and allure. Here, amidst the dynamic landscape of professional pursuits, Venus invites you to explore the depths of your ambitions and aspirations. Imagine a canvas painted with the colors of ambition and drive, as you navigate the pathways to success with grace and elegance. With Venus in the 10th house, your career becomes a reflection of your inner values and creative vision, a platform to share your gifts and make a meaningful impact on the world.

Whether you’re a trailblazing entrepreneur, a visionary artist, or a compassionate leader, Venus encourages you to shine brightly in the public eye, to embrace your unique talents and contributions with confidence and authenticity.

But Venus in the 10th house goes beyond mere external recognition; it speaks to the journey of self-discovery and personal fulfillment. As you ascend the ladder of success, Venus reminds you to stay true to your heart’s desires, to lead with integrity and authenticity, and to never lose sight of your inner compass amidst the demands of the outside world. With Venus as your guide, your career becomes a sacred dance of passion and purpose, where every step forward is infused with beauty and meaning. Embrace the journey with open arms, and let Venus illuminate your path to professional fulfillment and beyond.

Venus in the 10th house exudes a magnetic allure that captivates those around you, drawing them into your orbit with ease. This placement infuses your professional endeavors with charm, grace, and an undeniable sense of charisma.

Imagine a spotlight shining down on your career path, illuminating your talents and achievements for all to see. With Venus in the 10th house, you effortlessly command attention and admiration in your professional sphere, leaving a lasting impression wherever you go. Whether you’re presenting a project in the boardroom, leading a team to success, or showcasing your creative talents on stage, your innate charm and poise set you apart from the crowd. People are naturally drawn to your magnetic presence, eager to bask in the warmth of your energy and expertise.

But it’s not just your outer achievements that capture people’s attention; it’s the way you carry yourself with confidence and authenticity. Venus in the 10th house encourages you to embrace your unique gifts and talents, allowing your inner beauty to shine through in everything you do.

In essence, Venus in the 10th house infuses your professional persona with an irresistible allure that leaves a lasting impression on all who encounter you. Embrace the power of your magnetic presence, and watch as doors open and opportunities abound in your career journey.

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Quick Pick: Messages From Your Person

Hello, my loves! It's been way too long, but I'm finally back (hopefully for a long time) with a new reading as well as a bit of a rebrand. Today's reading is focused on messages from your person (kind of in the realm of a future spouse but generally a long-term partner) but I think for some of you it may come across as a current partner as well.

This is a pretty experimental reading for me. I want to start including an 'energy check' of sorts to help you better figure out if a pile is for you or not. I've done 'channelled' messages before but I felt weird about them so I've decided to give it a try again. The message aspect of this reading is just a free-flow writing of the cards that were pulled. And of course, I decided to play around a little bit more with my graphics. I'm always open to feedback, so I'd love to gather your thoughts on the set-up and reading itself.

Elle 🌿

P.S. I'm trying to re-do my masterlist but can't locate all my old pacs easily. If you come across one, I wouldn't mind if you send me the link. 🙏

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Disclaimer: When reading tarot, my aim is to focus on self-reflection and seeking guidance. The readings you'll find here are designed to add a pinch of fun and entertainment to your day. While I might sprinkle in some advice that hopefully vibes with you, please remember that these insights aren't a substitute for any professional advice you might need-- after all, you know your journey best! For any love-related or future-focused readings, consider them captivating musings exploring possibilities. Divination inspired stories even. I can't predict the future but I do hope to add some enjoyment and insights into your everyday. Lastly my darlings, please take from these readings what resonates with you most, be it some, all or none, and leave the rest. 🌟

PILE 1

Note: Pile 1 your pile gave me absolute hell the first time around 😭. I was writing/channelling the message and the energy literally just gave way at one point, I was flabbergasted 🫨. Anyway, the second pull was much clearer, but I included notes I felt were important from the first pull in the post-reading notes section.

Your Energy:

Going through an awakening. A need or call for self-reflection. A new cycle is beginning. You must face what you are running from within, but you must also be patient. Rely on your inner strength. Needing to learn more about yourself before doing/trying something different. Potentially finding yourself in part of a mentorship. Connecting with people similar to yourself. Navigating regrets. Needing to let go of the old you. Needing to ground yourself.  A strong energy of needing to look within yourself. It is time to prepare yourself for your next journey.

The Message:

Can you let the past go? We’ve been through so much, the both of us, on our own and together. Why do you hold on to it when our future is waiting for us? I know I hurt you and I apologize. You didn’t deserve any of the pain I caused you. I don’t blame you [it felt like there was a specific reason but I couldn’t get the specifics] but I feel lost without you. I could tell you why, I want to, but words mean nothing without action. You know my story. My relationship with my mother, how that shaped me. You know I love the attention of it all, having everyone’s eyes on me. Makes me feel good.. makes me feel. But no one else’s attention mattered like yours did. I felt most close to myself with you. Please, please let go of that version of me you’re holding onto in your head. I’m taking space because I need to heal. I need to heal my relationship with me first before I can heal it with us. This isn’t goodbye; just so long for now. I’m taking time to put that me in the past too and find myself and what I want from this life. I mean it’s simple really, I want you, us. I want to give you the good life you deserve, but I need to fix myself first. Give me the self-love I deserve.

Post-Reading Notes:

There’s a mature, sad regretful energy. Someone on a journey of self-exploration. Two hurting souls who met at the wrong time. One of you may be further along in your healing journey or you’ve both healed parts of yourself and your relationship that the other one hasn’t healed yet.

First Pull Notes:

One of the first things that came to mind for me is a dark night of the soul… I haven’t heard that term in so long and I’ve completely forgotten what it means, but for someone in this pile, I feel like that may resonate a lot. Going through a tough time. Blow after blow. Your higher self or inner wisdom is trying to reach you. Introspection before a new beginning. An ending of something you don’t want to let go of?

Big things are happening in your life, and significant changes are taking place even though it might not seem that way right now. Lots of air energy. Gaining mental clarity is super important for you right now. Breakup vibes? You two are like opposite sides or motivations of the same energy. Holding on when you know you should let go. This is definitely your person (one of the cards literally says ‘You’re my person’).

PILE 2

Your Energy:

For some of you are at the end of suffering but lying to yourself about the truth of the outcome, while for others you’re running from the mistakes made along the way. Maybe it's both. You’re still grieving all that is lost, be gentle with yourself. Hard work and consistency may await you but keep at it. Adventure is closer than you think. You’re on the brink of success. Moving forward hurts, but you must. Your person (or something you've been romanticising) is waiting for you. You just have to be brave enough to step through the gate. Opportunities are coming your way. If you're interested in floral hobbies or embroidery go for it.

The Message:

I hear you. I haven’t given up on you. I hear the songs you play for me, I hear the songs of your heart. You’re my love, my soulmate. We were meant to be, you and me. You’re not crazy or insane, or any other term you demean yourself with. You’re my everything. I can feel your soul even though we’re apart. If I close my eyes hard enough, I can feel you there. I can see your sparkling soul mirroring mine... sad eyes, bright smile, you leave me in awe. I know you call to me, and I’m sorry I’m not there. Don’t hate me for it, please. I’m leaving behind all that has been holding me back… the same as you. I’m sorry it’s so lonely. I want to meet. What do you say? Impromptu trip to the tropics? Somewhere cold? I just want to escape the world with you and lie in your arms. You’re my home. I sit in your energy and let it guide me your way. But I do need time. Please be patient with me. I haven’t abandoned you. I’m finding me, for you. I dream about you so often and being the kind of person you’d inspire me to be.

Post-Reading Notes:

"I need you to run to me, run to me, lover." (Run by Hozier, the chorus specifically. I know the song is supposed to be a metaphor but I'm suggesting it at face value). A very healing energy to your person's messages. Your person could also fantasise about you a lot... in a non-x-rated 18+ kind of way. It was mentioned on one of the cards but that part of the card felt awkward in the rest of the cards. They’re possessive, it doesn't seem like in a negative or extreme way but again, that's not something that was strong or clear. There’s something to do with the attention of others. They just want to be yours completely… Honestly, a submissive yet dominant kind of energy. A protector and/or provider (take that as you will) who is absolutely smitten with you and will do anything you say.

I don't typically read for it, but one of the cards had twin flame written on it. It could also be symbolic of mirroring each other in your personal journeys in life.

PILE 3

Your Energy:

Powerful yet solitary energy. A new chapter of your life. Accomplishing a big goal. Moving to a new location. Creating a good foundation for yourself in preparation for what comes next. Balancing your energies. Sleep issues. Struggling with anxiety or managing thoughts after a traumatic event. Celebration. Having security. Authoritarian role or vibes.

The Message:

Okay, I can do this: I can’t get you off of my mind. I’m constantly thinking of you, viewing your content, trying to set myself up to run into you. I know it’s silly, especially since you hurt me. Who pines after the person that hurt them? Well, it wasn't meant to be mean. You’re just so mysterious I can’t ever read you and it or you make me nervous. I’m always worrying about what to say. I want to talk to you but opening up to others is hard. I’m afraid I’ll start crying or you’ll hear my voice crack. You’re my person. I’m sure of it. You’re everything I’ve hoped for in a person, everything I dream about before I go to sleep at night. You’re doing so well for yourself, but I want to spoil you and be there for you. Not always materially. I know you can cover that for yourself. But being there for you and spending time with you… I heard you were seeing someone. I hope it’s not true and even if it is, I hope it doesn't last. No, I’m not sorry. I’m going to work up the courage to reach out to you soon.

Post-Reading Notes:

Oh Pile 3, you’re so intimidating to your person. Secret admirer vibes. I definitely think you’ve got a very serious or professional energy and an intimidating appearance. That may especially be true if you’re taller than average for your demographic/s. The energies here feel very balanced or neutral (not heavily feminine or masculine) on both your end and theirs.

PILE 4

Your Energy:

Such a beautiful light-hearted energy. There’s such a beautiful and hopeful energy in this relationship here but it’s also possible someone or something is working against you right now. A very important decision is being made. Someone could be trying to take something from you, but keep going. You’ve got this incredible power/energy to you. Vows are super important, be it making them with someone else or making a vow to yourself to gain or achieve something. Collaboration. Having everything you need to succeed. There could be challengers coming your way but you're strong enough to overcome them.

The Message:

I’m sorry. I don’t know, that was immature of me. I swear it wasn’t like you thought but don’t worry I’m going to do better. Honest. You know, I dream about us being together and growing old. I dream about our kids. They’re so stinking cute. We’ve still got growing to do, ok, or I’ve still got growing to do. Please talk to me. You know I hate it when you give me the silent treatment. I know I disappeared on you and that wasn’t cool. I just get so… I care about you a lot. I don’t want to see you hurt. I want the best for you. I know I act all big and bad but I’m a softie at heart. That fight was weird. I don’t like it. It wasn’t like us. It meant nothing I know. Would you pack up and run away with me if I asked? I hate the distance between us right now. Im always listening to our playlist. I know I acted like I'm uninterested in something serious but I am. I want you. I miss you. I want to spoil you and give you everything you deserve. Just give me a chance. Please hear me out.

Post-Reading Notes:

The vibes while doing the reading felt like very young vibes? There’s a youthfulness there. Someone who either is actually young in age or hasn’t grown up emotionally in a certain aspect. It felt like they did something prideful that was hurtful to you and you two are in a disconnect during the moment captured in the reading. It didn’t feel like a serious fight. More so when you’re upset with someone and acting like you’re madder than you really are (your vibes) and the other person is sweating and begging you to talk to them again (their vibes).

Also, idk why but Peter Parker kept coming into my head 🕸️. I’m not feeling to analyse it so take it as you will.

[venusiancharisma]

Neptune Con't -Neptune Aspecting Each Planet...

With this post, you're going to refer to my previous and next posts with the signs (this post focuses on Neptune's relationship when Aspecting other planets, vs the posts that explain the zodiac signs. It will give further insight into the neptunian realm of your ethereal/spiritual side and how it can be used to captivate.

Neptune's aspects to other planets in a natal chart can provide insights into a person's spirituality, intuitive nature, and connection to the ethereal realms. These aspects influence how the qualities of Neptune interact with the characteristics of the other planets. Here's an overview of Neptune's aspects to each planet in a natal chart:

CONJUNCTIONS NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Conjunction Sun: This aspect suggests a deep and intuitive connection to one's sense of self. Your identity and spirituality are intertwined, and you may have a strong desire to explore spiritual and creative pursuits. There can be a dreamy quality to your personality.

Neptune Conjunction Moon: This aspect enhances emotional sensitivity and psychic receptivity. Your feelings and intuition are closely linked, leading to a deep understanding of your emotions and a rich inner world. However, you might need to guard against emotional escapism.

Neptune Conjunction Mercury: This aspect enhances intuition and imagination in your thinking process. You might have a natural talent for creative communication, but there's a potential for confusion or difficulty in focusing on concrete details.

Neptune Conjunction Venus: This aspect heightens your sensitivity to beauty and harmony. You might experience a romantic and artistic approach to life, but be careful of idealizing relationships or situations to an unrealistic degree.

Neptune Conjunction Mars: This aspect blends spirituality and action. You could be motivated by higher ideals and might find outlets for your energy in creative or humanitarian pursuits. However, there's a risk of feeling drained by unclear goals.

Neptune Conjunction Jupiter: This aspect indicates a strong spiritual quest and a desire for growth and expansion. You might have a natural sense of faith and a willingness to explore different belief systems. However, be cautious of over-optimism or impracticality.

Neptune Conjunction Saturn: This aspect can create a tension between spiritual longing and practical responsibilities. You might seek structure and stability in your spiritual pursuits, but there can be challenges in reconciling these opposing forces.

Neptune Conjunction Uranus: This aspect combines the ethereal with the innovative. You might have unconventional insights and a visionary approach to change and progress. Be mindful of sudden shifts that might disrupt your spiritual balance.

Neptune Conjunction Neptune: This aspect intensifies Neptune's influence in your life. You are highly attuned to the spiritual realm and may have extraordinary psychic abilities. However, there can also be challenges in distinguishing reality from illusion.

Neptune Conjunction Pluto: This aspect suggests a deep transformative process involving spiritual growth and regeneration. You might undergo profound spiritual awakenings, but there could also be intense internal struggles to overcome.

Neptune Conjunction Ascendant: This aspect enhances your ability to connect with others on an intuitive level. Your appearance might have an otherworldly quality, and you might attract people seeking your guidance or healing presence.

Neptune Conjunction Midheaven (MC): This aspect can influence your career path and public image. You might be drawn to artistic or spiritual vocations, but there's a need to balance your idealism with practical considerations.

SEXTILES NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Sextile Sun: This aspect enhances your sense of self and creativity. You may possess a natural ability to align your identity with your spiritual insights, leading to a compassionate and understanding nature.

Neptune Sextile Moon: This aspect enhances your emotional sensitivity and intuition. You have a strong connection to your inner world and may experience vivid dreams and psychic impressions.

Neptune Sextile Mercury: This aspect enhances your communication skills and imaginative thinking. You might be able to convey complex spiritual ideas in a relatable manner, making you a skilled communicator of intangible concepts.

Neptune Sextile Venus: This aspect enhances your appreciation of beauty and harmony. Your relationships and artistic endeavors are infused with a sense of spirituality and compassion.

Neptune Sextile Mars: This aspect enhances your energy and motivation. You might be drawn to creative or humanitarian pursuits, channeling your energy into activities that have a deeper meaning.

Neptune Sextile Jupiter: This aspect enhances your sense of faith and expansion. You possess an innate wisdom and may find joy in exploring different spiritual philosophies and belief systems.

Neptune Sextile Saturn: This aspect enhances your ability to combine spirituality with discipline. You have a practical approach to your spiritual pursuits, grounding your ideals in a way that can lead to long-term growth.

Neptune Sextile Uranus: This aspect enhances your innovation and spirituality. You might experience sudden insights and revelations that contribute to your personal growth and understanding of the world.

Neptune Sextile Neptune: This aspect intensifies Neptune's influence in your life. You possess a strong connection to the spiritual realm and may have profound insights into the mysteries of existence.

Neptune Sextile Pluto: This aspect enhances your transformative journey. You have a deep understanding of the cycles of growth and change, often experiencing profound spiritual shifts.

Neptune Sextile Ascendant: This aspect enhances your intuitive and compassionate presence. You have an ability to connect with others on a soul level, often providing comfort and guidance.

Neptune Sextile Midheaven (MC): This aspect can influence your career path and public image in a positive way. You might find opportunities to express your spirituality through your professional pursuits.

TRINES NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Trine Sun: This aspect enhances your sense of self and creativity. Your identity is aligned with your spiritual insights, leading to a compassionate and empathetic nature.

Neptune Trine Moon: This aspect enhances your emotional sensitivity and intuition. You have an easy flow of psychic impressions and may experience vivid dreams that provide guidance.

Neptune Trine Mercury: This aspect enhances your communication skills and imaginative thinking. You possess a natural ability to convey complex spiritual concepts in a relatable manner.

Neptune Trine Venus: This aspect enhances your appreciation of beauty and harmony. Your relationships and creative endeavors are infused with a sense of spirituality and compassion.

Neptune Trine Mars: This aspect enhances your energy and motivation. You are drawn to creative or humanitarian pursuits that align with your spiritual values.

Neptune Trine Jupiter: This aspect enhances your sense of faith and expansion. You have an optimistic outlook and may find joy in exploring different spiritual philosophies.

Neptune Trine Saturn: This aspect enhances your ability to integrate spirituality with discipline. You can ground your ideals and spiritual insights in a practical and sustainable manner.

Neptune Trine Uranus: This aspect enhances your innovation and spiritual insights. Sudden flashes of inspiration contribute to your personal growth and understanding of the world.

Neptune Trine Neptune: This aspect intensifies Neptune's influence in your life. You have a deep and innate connection to the spiritual realm, often experiencing profound insights and visions.

Neptune Trine Pluto: This aspect enhances your transformative journey. You possess a deep understanding of the cycles of growth and change, often facilitating powerful spiritual shifts.

Neptune Trine Ascendant: This aspect enhances your intuitive and compassionate presence. You naturally connect with others on a soul level and may offer guidance and comfort.

Neptune Trine Midheaven (MC): This aspect can influence your career path and public image positively. You have opportunities to express your spirituality through your professional pursuits.

SQUARES NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Square Sun: This aspect can create internal conflicts between your sense of self and your spiritual inclinations. You may struggle to find a clear direction and might be prone to self-deception.

Neptune Square Moon: This aspect can lead to emotional confusion and a tendency to be overly influenced by others' feelings. You might struggle with boundary issues and difficulty separating your emotions from others'.

Neptune Square Mercury: This aspect can create challenges in clear communication and critical thinking. You may have difficulty discerning facts from illusions, leading to misunderstandings and confusion.

Neptune Square Venus: This aspect can lead to idealized romantic notions and unfulfilled desires. You may struggle with unrealistic expectations in relationships and may need to learn to see partners and situations clearly.

Neptune Square Mars: This aspect can create struggles in asserting yourself and taking decisive action. You might find it hard to set clear goals and boundaries, leading to potential confusion in your pursuits.

Neptune Square Jupiter: This aspect can lead to over-optimism and a tendency to bite off more than you can chew. You may need to be cautious of taking risks based on unrealistic beliefs or incomplete information.

Neptune Square Saturn: This aspect can lead to conflicts between your desire for spiritual growth and your need for structure and stability. You may feel torn between responsibilities and your inner yearnings.

Neptune Square Uranus: This aspect can create inner tension between your need for stability and your urge for change and liberation. You may struggle to find a balance between the old and the new.

Neptune Square Neptune: This aspect intensifies the challenge of distinguishing between reality and illusion. You may have a hard time grounding your spiritual insights and might experience confusion about your spiritual path.

Neptune Square Pluto: This aspect can lead to intense inner struggles and transformative experiences. You may undergo powerful spiritual shifts, but they may come with a significant amount of inner turmoil.

Neptune Square Ascendant: This aspect can create confusion in your relationships and how you present yourself to the world. You might have difficulty asserting your identity and dealing with others' perceptions.

Neptune Square Midheaven (MC): This aspect can create uncertainty in your career and public image. You might struggle to find a clear direction in your professional life and how you want to be perceived by others.

OPPOSITIONS NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Opposition Sun: This aspect can create inner conflicts between your sense of self and your spiritual inclinations. You may grapple with a sense of identity and purpose, needing to find a way to align them.

Neptune Opposition Moon: This aspect can lead to emotional fluctuations and a struggle to discern your own feelings from others'. Finding emotional balance and boundaries might be a challenge.

Neptune Opposition Mercury: This aspect can create confusion in communication and decision-making. You may experience difficulty in distinguishing facts from illusions, leading to misunderstandings.

Neptune Opposition Venus: This aspect can lead to idealized romantic notions and challenges in forming balanced relationships. You might need to work on seeing partners and situations clearly.

Neptune Opposition Mars: This aspect can create struggles in asserting yourself and taking decisive action. You might find it challenging to set clear goals and boundaries.

Neptune Opposition Jupiter: This aspect can lead to over-optimism and a tendency to take on more than you can handle. Finding a balance between your desire for expansion and realistic expectations is important.

Neptune Opposition Saturn: This aspect can create conflicts between your need for spiritual growth and your need for structure and stability. You may feel torn between your inner yearnings and responsibilities.

Neptune Opposition Uranus: This aspect can create inner tension between your desire for stability and your urge for change and freedom. Finding a way to balance these conflicting energies is crucial.

Neptune Opposition Neptune: This aspect intensifies the challenge of distinguishing between reality and illusion. You may experience periods of confusion and uncertainty about your spiritual path.

Neptune Opposition Pluto: This aspect can lead to intense inner struggles and transformative experiences. Your spiritual journey may involve facing your deepest fears and undergoing significant shifts.

Neptune Opposition Ascendant: This aspect can create challenges in your relationships and how you present yourself to the world. Struggles with asserting your identity and dealing with others' perceptions may arise.

Neptune Opposition Midheaven (MC): This aspect can create uncertainty in your career and public image. Finding a clear direction in your professional life and how you want to be seen may be difficult.

QUINCUNX NEPTUNE + PLANETS:

Neptune Quincunx Sun: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your sense of self and your spiritual inclinations. Balancing your personal identity with your intuitive insights may require conscious effort.

Neptune Quincunx Moon: This aspect suggests a need for adjustment between your emotions and your spiritual awareness. You may need to find ways to integrate your psychic impressions with your feelings.

Neptune Quincunx Mercury: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your communication and thought processes with your intuitive insights. Finding a balance between logic and intuition is important.

Neptune Quincunx Venus: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your approach to relationships and aesthetics with your spiritual values. Striving for harmony between idealized notions and realistic expectations is crucial.

Neptune Quincunx Mars: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your assertive actions with your intuitive inclinations. Finding a way to balance your energy with your spiritual insights is necessary.

Neptune Quincunx Jupiter: This aspect suggests a need for adjustment between your beliefs and your spiritual path. Striving for a harmonious integration of expansion and inner growth is important.

Neptune Quincunx Saturn: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your responsibilities and your spiritual yearnings. Finding a balance between discipline and inner exploration is crucial.

Neptune Quincunx Uranus: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your desire for change and your spiritual insights. Finding a way to balance innovation and inner wisdom is necessary.

Neptune Quincunx Neptune: This aspect suggests a need for adjustment within your own spiritual journey. Striving for clarity and discernment between reality and illusion is crucial.

Neptune Quincunx Pluto: This aspect suggests a need to adjust your transformative experiences and your spiritual growth. Balancing profound shifts with inner harmony is important.

Neptune Quincunx Ascendant: This aspect suggests a need to adjust how you present yourself to the world with your spiritual inclinations. Striving for authenticity and intuitive presence is crucial.

Neptune Quincunx Midheaven (MC): This aspect suggests a need to adjust your career path and public image with your spiritual values. Finding a balance between your professional goals and inner growth is important.