not really a question but i did want to let you know (since i chickened out of saying it in the tags when i rb) that i saw the first post with affirmations from kirk, spock and mccoy the same day that i also had a dream thay mccoy was swearing at me, telling me that im not allowed to commit suicide. and he wasn't screaming or anything, so it was actually weirdly healing and like...helpful. and seeing your art after that was an amazing addition too, i kept revisiting it through the week because that week was particularly heavy and it really lifted my mood
(sincerely hoping this ask isn't too weird)
hey brandy!! i'm so sorry it took me so long to respond to this ask but please know that it's not at all too weird or anything like that.
it means so, so much to me that the things i make could help lift the weight off your shoulders a little. i'm so glad that the affirmations found their way to you when they were needed and i mean it when i say it's the biggest honor i could ever imagine, to have my stuff be a source of comfort to you. please have this bones who wants you to know that you are worth the struggle and you deserve to be okay, and he is so, so very proud of you 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵
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It irritates me alot when people say that making medic more compassionate is ''missing the point of his character'' when he is literally shown to be in the comics.... did you miss the part where he showed concern for both sniper and miss pauling's well being in comic 5 and 6.
His actions are a combination of genuine attachment + clinical interest and these things do not cancel out one another. He is always pushing boundaries and going against the grain and i think this is what led to him losing his license in the first place. He felt stifled by the rules imposed on him.
He is shown to be extremely passionate so it makes sense that he would use his endless fascination with medicine as a way to show his affection. He loves his friends so he will find a way to make them borderline indestructible. Malpractice is his love language.
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ANNIVERSARY ART HELL YEAH!!!! YEAR THREE EVERYONE GIVE IT UP FOR YEAR THREE 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
i can’t believe LN2 came out three years ago, it helped me through a lot during these past few years and introduced me to a safe space to throw my art and ideas at people im glad it still has me at a chokehold. thank you LN2 <3
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As Thanks, I offer you a gift
Teheheheh
There is absolutely no way that you drew me something after already having done me the honor of buying a commission from me?? Oh, I am FLABBERGASTED! Utterly SMITTEN!! Look at this little guy, y'all! He is most precious and I will treasure him for the rest of my life ;///0///; 💖💖💖💖💖
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Yandere Xiao as an idea devastates me to my very core. I think the self loathing he’d experience would be near debilitating.
There’s the concern for your safety paired with such intense longing he knows he shouldn’t allow to fester. Yet he indulges in checking up on you, in itching that ever present paranoia that whispers imagery of you down dead in a ditch somewhere.
At the end of the day, it’s all excuses and Xiao isn’t oblivious, especially not when his feet are weighed down heavily as he watches over your sleeping form, carefully scrutinising the rise and fall of your chest.
Is that a breath?
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…That one definitely was, but just in case, let’s watch for another.
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That next was a bit shallow, perhaps a trick of the eye? He needs to see another to placate the fear of losing you.
It’s a cycle that continually plagues him some nights right into near dawn’s rising.
Staying away eats at him like he were at the mercy of a swarm of locusts that conjure up ill fated deaths that could easily befall mortals such as yourself.
Yet the guilt that manifests whenever he’s nearby is on equal levels of excruciating.
On his own, non Yandere Xiao already deems himself as unworthy of harbouring such inappropriate feelings when he sees himself as little more than a weapon.
In Yandere form? That sentiment is doubled.
However, if you were to be gravelly injured, it’d be enough to incite a knee jerk reaction where you’re locked away in a serenitea teapot of his own he personally attained in that ‘just in case’ fantasy he, in his best efforts, seldom dwelled upon.
Even if you loved him back, I think he’d struggle to believe you. The same can be said for Non Yandere Xiao. Except with Yandere Xiao, he reasons it to be a lie, a method of manipulation you’re attempting at employing. If not, then it’s false, a fake love birthed from pity (something he innately despises, but markedly doesn’t blame you for in the slightest, only himself as always) for his extremities that lead him down such a dark road.
It would take a lot for him to believe otherwise.
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