I've been up and working since 3am
And lemme tell you something
I want a nice peaceful lunch to myself at a nearby diner. And I'm gonna get it.
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ISH MY BIRFDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
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Til we met again, my dears! Hope you have a great month as well! -- Jean
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i'll figure it out, i think.
i graduate in about 3 and a half months, my family keeps reminding me this is my last year, the grand and glorious senior year.
my friends tell me about the colleges they're applying to. we celebrate every time someone gets accepted. i squeeze my fear back into it's cage so nobody sees it. i haven't even considered college.
it feels impossible, the fact that there's more beyond high school. how am i supposed to cope with the life ahead of me that i didn't expect to see? how am i meant to deal with life past what I've planned?
i've barely aged a day past 13. I'm scared, and I'm dependent, and i don't feel ready for what's ahead of me. i can't stop looking at what's behind me.
but, maybe it'll all work out. i'll get a job, and i'll buy a car, and i'll move out - if the cost of living gets any lower - and I'll go to a community college, probably. I'll go clubbing and I'll meet people and I'll have bad sex, swear it off completely, and then have more bad sex. and I'll go grocery shopping and I'll shovel the snow off my driveway and I'll call my mom to tell her how good I'm doing on my own. i'll have someone to kiss and spend my time with, and i'll figure it out.
i'm sure.
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Happy Sunday little loves
Grandma has to travel for work this week, and I'm a little nervous.
It's funny how easy it is to encourage other people, but then I struggle to take my own advice.
Sometimes doing things that scare you can be a good thing. It helps you grow as a person.
It sure is hard to be brave sometimes though.
I hope you all have a wonderful week ahead and that you are able to overcome any challenges that come your way
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okay I'm gathering you all in front of a warm bonfire the stars are out and there's a meteor shower. we're roasting marshmallows and making s'mores and telling spooky stories and funny stories and there's a guitar being passed around.
we're drinking warm drinks out of thermoses and every now and then we have to shuffle around because the smoke from the fire is getting in our eyes. I'm giving hugs to anyone who wants one. we're having a wonderful time and all is right with the world.
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I've been trying to live my life following this flow chart. But the problem with doing it scared is that it causes me anxiety until the "it" in question is complete.
Today the "it" was sending a fb message to someone I'd really like to be irl friends with. But now I'm just anxiously waiting to see if they message me back. And overthinking the message I sent.
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GREAT GOOGLY MOOGLY, THE NEXT BOOK 7 UPDATE FOR THE JP SERVER IS SET FOR MARCH 1ST.
HOW WE FEELIN LADS!?!?!
AHHHHHHHH NOOO I'M NOT READY, I thought we'd be getting the fourth anniversary first and then Sebek's birthday and then maybe some more episode 7, I didn't -- I didn't think it'd be Friday --
oh god and they're rerunning the story cards, they didn't say this was the final part but it feels like...maybe the penultimate chapter? could the end of episode 7 finally be looming in the distance?! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO
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i grabbed the wrong size for my razor and now this 🥲 rip it's fine *screams*
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Ghost cuddling with Soap when his anxiety gets really bad, so bad that he's genuinely crying and dead silent. He knows Soap is horribly overstimulated, and Ghost's room has always and will always be sensory safe for both of them.
So they cuddle on those rare nights, when Soap's hit his limit and just needs to cry in someone's arms, because Ghost's the only one who understands.
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