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sukunasbow · 5 months

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safe haven.

pairings: spencer white x fem!reader.

warnings: not yet proof read.

in which your boyfriend sneaks into your room to forget his issues at home.

your house is completely silent, aside from the low melody of crickets echoing through the window in your bedroom.

you can’t seem to fall asleep, so you’re currently stuck staring at the ceiling, your phone resting on your stomach. you don’t even know what time it is, all you know is that you have school tomorrow morning and you’re going to be exhausted.

“psst.” a deep voice snaps you out of your trance, your heart rate increasing in panic.

“what the fuck?” you gasp, tossing the blanket off of your body and sitting up to face the window, taking notice of your boyfriend. “what are you doing here?!”

“help me get in!” spencer ignores your question with a roll of his eyes.

“not until you explain yourself! it’s so late! if my parents—”

“something happened with my mom.” he interrupts you.

you don’t even need to hear the full story. you know how shitty his mom treats him. you feel your heart squeeze at the memory of the last time you were at his house and how disrespectful his own mother was to him. “here.” you breathe out, tip toeing to your window and holding out your hand, helping him enter your room. “how’d you even get up there?”

he brushes some dirt off his hands, letting out a shallow breath. “stole your neighbour’s ladder.” he shrugs.

“what?!” you whisper, “you better put it back before the morning, spence.”

“i will, chill.” the blonde quietly laughs, kissing your cheek and grabbing your hand, leading you back to your bed.

you chew on your bottom lip, contemplating your next question as the two of you cuddle up together in your bed. “seriously, though..” you start, shuffling onto your side so you can face him. “do you want to talk about it?”

his gaze shifts away from your eye contact. spencer sighs, reaching under the blanket and holding your hand, giving it a gentle squeeze to try and keep himself calm. “can we just enjoy each other’s presence?” he mumbles, “or whatever it is that people say. you know, like all that cheesy couple stuff.”

you let out a small laugh at his awkwardness. “of course. whatever you want.”

#ppl keep requesting spider/spencer so here’s this for now #this is short and there’s honestly nothing special abt it just thought it was cute #x reader #fanfic #fanfiction #heartbreak high fanfic #heartbreak high x reader #hbh x reader #spencer white x reader #spider x reader #spencer white

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introspectivememories · 1 year

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buggy who turns to shanks one night after they've reunited and says softly, with indecipherable look in his eyes and says, "i'm not in love with you anymore." and shanks, shocked beyond belief, heart aching with a want he didn't even know he had, with a need he hadn't even realized was there, thinks quietly to himself, i didn't know you ever were

#i mean like obv buggy is fucking lying to himself #but he hopes that if he says it to shanks' face he'll get over it #but honestly how do get over a near lifetimes worth of love #(you don't)#and shanks who didn't even know loving buggy like that was an option until buggy said smth is devastated #because of course he loves buggy. what else has been a constant in his life but buggy?#but he didn't realize that be /in/ love with buggy was an option. and shanks who has always taken buggy's words at face value #doesn't refute them. he sits in his heartbreak and tries not to mourn the loss of his love #benn and cabaji are so fucking sick of them #buggy the clown #buggy one piece #op buggy #shanks #akagami no shanks #op shanks #shuggy #shanks x buggy #one piece #1k

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grondds-and-roses · 2 months

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Do you ever just sit down and think about how Eren and Armin hate themselves so much, but Mikasa loves them both like breathing?

#the self hatred that Eren and Armin have for themselves isn’t talked about enough #like nobody hates them more than they hate themselves and it is honestly so heartbreaking #eren jeager #eren yeager #armin arlert #mikasa ackerman #eremika #shiganshina trio #attack on titan #aot

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chinelacanta · 5 months

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(i dont) love you like i did yesterday

SAKADRAGON BRAINROT!!!! tysm @haunteddelusionalonepiece for the little sakadragon amoeba that now lives in my head <333

(marine dragon’s hair is inspired by @/mangyraccoon ^_^)

#HHNNNN I HAVE. MUCH TO SAY ABT THIS PAIRING #YOU THINK AT FIRST ITS JUST CRACK BUT THEN #THE STORY SEEPS IN #BITTER EXES MY BELOVEDS #also i love the fact that dragon’s type is. chainsmoker who’s a little mean #i respect that honestly #oughghgh i dislike akainu. but #i can learn to like him from the dragon ship lenses #ive written so many stories abt them in my head. its insane. im insane #dragon and sakazuki who thought ‘he’s it for me’ only to die a thousand deaths of heartbreak #im going to kms #what.. what is their ship 😭#monkey d dragon #akainu x dragon #sakadragon ???#akainu sakazuki #one piece #my art!!

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j2badwolfclevergirl · 6 months

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Guys, new season of Heartbreak High just dropped (in my opinion the superior and Australian version of Sex Education) and fucking Netflucks is giving it no promotion and it ended on a cliffhanger so please watch it to try and save it if we even still can it's got such good characters and amazing representation please

#heartbreak high #heartbreah high season 2 #please watch this show #help me try and save it #its honestly so fucking good and it cant end on a cliffhanger like this

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pedro-pedrito-pascalito · 2 years

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we love men showing emotion

#the mandalorian #din djarin #pedro pascal #myedit #honestly so heartbreaking #grogu means the world to him

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sockdooe · 2 months

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“Shiro, there’s no need to thank me.”

“I know…but I want to.”

#voltron #shiro #takashi shirogane #voltron shiro #sockdooe’s art #digital art #princess allura #allura #allura Voltron #the fact that shiro didn’t give allura the most heartbreaking hug after reviving him is terrible #AND WHEN SHE DIED #smh #they deserved more man #honestly love shallura btw but you can read this as either so #this was intended to be platonic but shrugs idc #ignore that it’s like sketchy this was supposed to be like a doodle piece

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mobius-m-mobius · 9 months

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Most purpose is more burden than glory. And trust me, you never wanna be the guy who avoids it ’cause you can’t live with the burden.

LOKI APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 | for @dailyloki Day 6 : Favorite Quote

#mobius #loki #lokius #lokiweek2023 #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #owen wilson #tom hiddleston #dailyloki #a hundred of his to choose from most of which i've happily giffed before but in all honestly this one's it for me #my good friend scar tissue the delivery of which has haunted my every waking moment for over a month now 😔#his story was the most heartbreaking realization of how alone he's been at the tva... who knows if anyone had ever paused before then #and because of it he's been made to carry so much resignation and sadness simply by remembering a little bit of who he was #and wants to be! his eyes were so weary during the time theater remix it was like looking at a completely different character 😭😭#never stop being surprised by owen's talent but god this scene will stay with me forever it's a level i've not experienced before #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs

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shapoklak · 2 months

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#rykter #these are so fun to make #honestly im not ready for season 3 heartbreak #but also i need it to be out NOW #rykter nrk #matherik

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 3 months

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childhood friend!sugu vs childhood friend!toru

YOU’VE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE .

thank you for saying this anon i’ve been thinking of it a lot actually. i’m morally and legally binded to choose childhood friend!sugu no matter what because he’s literally……. my favorite Ever. and i think the inherent devotion of the childhood friend trope blends soooo well with his natural devotion. his protective urges. etcetc. i have wayyyy too many thoughts about childhood friend!sugu 😭 but it mostly boils down to him wanting to be by your side forever. he wants to make you happy and he wants to protect you and he knows you so well that he doesn’t trust anyone else to love you like he can. he’s selfish and he wants you to lean on him more than he wants anything for himself.

childhood friend!toru though….. i feel like he would be your estranged childhood friend. that makes most sense to me :3 like, you met when you were really really young, and ended up playing together in an empty park. he was a brat, kind of quiet, and you were just sweet, y’know? you were the closest thing to a friend he had as a child. then you ended up moving away, he never got to say goodbye… and you meet again as adults. you don’t remember him — it was just so, so long ago — but he remembers you. he remembers you a little too well.

so now you just kinda have to deal with this tall, handsome, cheery man who keeps talking to you like you’re best friends even though you literally don’t remember him…. he’s sweet though. a little annoying, but sweet. he has a soft spot for you. i think having anything remotely close to a childhood friend makes him feel human in a way he can’t help but crave.

sooooo. overall!!! both are good :3 i will always be a childhood friend!sugu truther before anything else but childhood friend!toru has sm potential..

#THANK YOU FOR THE QUESTION MY ANGEL #the childhood friend trope is my Absolute favorite i’ll never get tired of talking abt it :3 #childhood friend!sugu is the most devoted sugu btw #that’s a very tough thing to say but. it’s true #honestly it’s a toss up between a specific brand of cult leader geto and childhood friend sugu…#buuuuuut . like.#i think childhood friend sugu would do Anything to see you smile. he’s so devoted to you.#you’ve been the center of his world before he knew who he was or what he wanted #so . like. when he thinks of the future he just sees You. all he wants is to be with you #…….. when i think abt it . he’s literally just yuuta isn’t he 💀💀💀#the geto/yuuta parallels keep haunting me somebody helpppppp T_T #BUT I LOVEEE CHILDHOOD FRIEND!TORU I THINK HE . could be . so fun :333 #he keeps pouting about you forgetting him and calling you his bestie so you assume you were really close #… then you eventually find out that you only played together like . four times.#but those few few hours are still precious to satoru because he was always so isolated #it’s a little heartbreaking!!!! the idea that to you he was just a quiet boy all alone in a park.#but to him you were the closest thing he had to a friend……..#i’m just imagining him waiting for you in the park all day. after you move. and he just waits and waits and then goes home.#………….#ok nevermind i’m making myself sad #.. but anyway . i think that kinda plot would be interesting because it gives reader an insight into satoru that no one else has #to you he’s still a quiet boy in a park. who looks a little lonelier than he should be #i love him T_T #ask tag ✩

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samanthamulder · 2 years

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Ray Wise in Secrets From Another Place: Creating Twin Peaks

#almost like a comet <333 #twin peaks #tv #*#i watched this last night and then i cried for an hour.#the way they all speak about the show's decline is so heartbreaking honestly #idk man. every once in a while i just get so overwhelmed by the love i have for twin peaks i can't even tell you #where would we (21st century serialised television) be without her....

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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I think it's only natural to feel anger when somebody isn't "taking your advice" or listening to you about their mental health or what will help them. People want to help people, and the anger comes when you are perceiving somebody as not being receptive but...

It can be a selfish impulse to say that your opinion about their illness is the only thing they need. It isn't about you, even though the advice you give is given by you.

Nobody deserves to suffer, this is true. But, also, nobody deserves to be forced to do things that either won't help or won't be genuine. If somebody isn't taking your advice, there's a reason for it (maybe it's not a good enough reason for you, but this isn't the point). It's okay to be disappointed or angry, but it's not going to help to lash out at them. That is only pouring water onto a grease fire.

#mental health #mental health advocacy #sometimes you DO need to freefall without a parachute. sometimes the 'just get better! ☺️' mindset that's given to us will slowly kill us #the whole 'if you take my advice you'll be free from your illness 😇' saviour complex is honestly something that would have killed me #because it wasn't coming from a place of genuinely helpfulness or what would work for *me*...#...those pieces of advice came from the mindset of how to make everybody else comfortable...#...because it minimized the fact that i was (am) fucking insane and unwell and ill and debilitated...#...the advice came across as sinister because it wasn't about me despite addressing my insanity. it was ABOUT everybody else #and i just got done watching a heartbreaking video about somebody else's decline and i don't want them to suffer...#...but i also don't want to be the cause OF their suffering. my advice for them would be unhelpful i think...#...so i am still heartbroken and sad and maybe angry but that... isn't their fault. they are SUFFERING and VISIBLY so...#...i want their suffering to end in any way that will actually help *them* and not my ego y'know...

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elderwisp · 7 months

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