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crescentmoonrider · 2 months

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still workshopping a watermark so ill probably change it up in the future, but not posting anything ive been making was making me sick, so

anyway marcus law gardening weirdo beyondian plants

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floofyeldog · 7 months

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So, uh, that chapter was pretty interesting, huh?

#man these characters just cant seem to catch a break #rudy is so patient #i feel so bad for him #and Tobias is going to go back home and find his brother all slugded or missing #i am sure thats going to go great for his mental health #Rudolph ghost eyes #tobias ghost eyes #ghost eyes webtoon #my art #i couldn't find a good photo for the restraining order paper so i had to make work with what i found #i think its pretty funny tho #my post #my artwork #tobias schneien #rudolph richardson #i have just realized i put rudys middle name instead of his last name... oh well im sure he would have written both of them anyway #floofyeldog stuff

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curioscurio · 7 months

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I finally decided to finish Steven Universe Future and its a little scary how much I identified with Steven this time around. Who am I kidding it was like looking in a mirror. . I have got to move the FUCK out

#i fell off of my therapy appointments but once i find a new one i dont even need to talk i could just show her the 2nd half of SU future #and say this is how i feel. its so stupidly exactly how i feel at its core. the childhood trauma ptsd. the self loathing. GOD the self loat #ing.#i dont have a connie though. and my family kind of sucks. and uh its not an era of peace and uh things are bad from all angles #this is why i gotta move out and back with people who are healthier for me to live with. man im struggling a lot with my health and unemplo #yment. not just my mental health anymore but my physical health too.#i just gotta. keep a stable job and make sure my mom or my brother dont have mental breakdowns and help my brother with his kids and #sorry yall who read my tags its dire out here

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8-rae-rae-8 · 3 months

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I will make my GravesRoach obsession YOUR PROBLEM

#GravesRoach #worlds best cod ship #not taking criticism !!!!!#its a what if situation #what IF roach didnt die #he wasnt shot fatally #ghost was (unfortunately)#you can survive a shot to the abdomen and being burned alive #not happily #but you can #and Graves nursed him back to health and sort of integrated him into shadow company without any sort of opinion from the others #“Graves is bad” “graves likes hurting them”#IVE DONE MY CHARACTER STUDIES BITCH THAT MAN HESISTATED EVERY STEP OF THE WAY

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peach-plushi · 21 days

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How i look at the black mold forming in the corner of my room

#asa mitaka #chainsaw man #is this bad for my health #its like coming from the ceiling LOL

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bardicious · 9 months

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Just to be clear, my issue with people is not that some dislike Strange New Worlds, or the Witcher. But I do think some people take canon too seriously. And often times even misunderstand canon to the point of it being their subjective interpretation of it.

Like, the issues I've seen spouted with these two shows are hardly ever objective and when they are... it's just really not that big of a deal... like, you don't have to dedicate your life to something you dislike. Maybe this is just cause I grew up with comic books, but... it's just really not worth your time to complain about something as trivial as shows.

#Where No Man Has Gone Before and Then Some #star trek #A Bard A Witch A Witcher And A Witchy Princess #witcher #netflix witcher #strange new worlds #I mean - listen - its not that I dont get it #I did the same thing years prior and it was really bad for my mental health #Im not saying dont have criticisms #write a review with all your laments! its super valid and gratifying #but dedicating your life to this is not the answer #mmmm - yes I know i've written this same post before - idk #I hope people will not see it as an insult tho - just think about whether you're life is benefiting from your rage to something #so inconsequential

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bandtrees · 3 months

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sadly kicks a rock

#babbles #negative #dont check on ex friend you blocked for being secret homophobe worst mistake of my life #i was having a very nice night but i did that and now i wanna go in the ground #its been a bit over a year since that and apparently nothing has been learned. man #i have cool awesome friends presently i am far happier with than i was with the uwu wholesome Nice Christian but as easy as that is to say #still fucked me up preddy bad and i thought i was more over it than i was but it was pretty catastrophic to my mental health when it happen #(everyone say thank you mp100 for being the thing that took over my brain to get me outta that)#anyway (data expunged) Change and grow as a person.#i go to sleep now honk shoo goodnight all my friends i love you soooooooooo muches

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ozymoron · 3 months

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reading posts that come across my dash and sitting for a minute to debate with my mental disorder if not reblogging this will mean a hell portal will open beneath my feet and i will suffer for eternity for my lack of action or if its all good and i can just scroll on by (its usually the hell portal thing)

#⚠️#personal #having ocd makes making moral decisions so fucking hard for no reason #cause ill see a post thats like info or seems important and like i can tell its that kind of post just by skimming it st first and somethin #clicks in my brain that just tells me if i dont share that post everyone will know and think im a horrible person #regardless of what the actual post is about #i need like a handbook on how to make proper moral decisions #cause like yeah i do care about things i try to share stuff about things i care about and believe are important but sometimes i dont have #the energy to read long as posts and my brain twists it to make it out that people will know and i am the bad guy #idk my ocds telling me even saying this makes me a bad person #the fact i even struggle with this #sometimes i think im not built for social media but really i think social medias not built for people like me #maybe i should get help for my ocd but the idea of describing all the shit going on in my brain to someone just makes me feel scared #cause like i dont know when to draw the line at making something a problem i should actively have a hand in helping #how much is too much when do i stop #<- in regards to my own mental health like the mental exhaustion that can come from it i hope this makes sense #like some things you gotta invest like emotional shit into and like sometimes im just tired and i come on here and im faced with one of #those posts and i just have to debate with myself what the fuck im supposed to do #this is more a me issue than anything i need to sort this shit out with some mental health professional or something #cause like i dont want to have people think i dont care about these things i do and ik pressing reblog takes like no energy but idk man #im not even sure if some of the shit i reblog is cause i care or is just an ocd compulsion #i feel like most times its both #i cant help but think im the problem here i want to be on social media its just so draining having my mind repeatedly hound me for not like #showing enough care (reblogging more posts) about a certain issue online #idk im so tired of it all im so tired of my mind i wish i didnt have ocd #vent #so funny right after i posted this i scrolled down and one of these posts was rigjt beneath it and the debate happens all over again #lord i need to get out of here

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noose-lion · 9 months

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If mind readers existed. (And thoughts were criminalized) I'd be in jail.

#it sometimes really does feel like I have a whole other person up there that I have to be like 'ah ah ah no no no'#i used to feel so bad about my thoughts man like when I was little id cry #nowadays its more like a mild inconvenience that sometimes triggers a depressive rut #intrusive thoughts #mental health #jester lore #jesters privilege #jester's ramblings

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knightlas · 1 year

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ohhh.... . . clu cking bell......

#kasey nash i love y ou u #i dont have the energy to start full l on kasey posting the way i wanna rn but just know. im always doing it in my head #which is where the 2099 machine is of course #i do really need to draw her someday is the thing #like imagine the health benefits #im never gonna get over how funny that first panel is btw. the TIGHTEST little butt ive ever seen #sm2099 #spider-man 2099 #sm2099 (1992) is so good like #i want to recolor it so bad its not even funny but its so good #one o these days i gotta make that post abt worldbuilding in 2099 bc.. . .hehe.... hehehehe........ <-the thought haver #especially in issues 5-8... gettin silly w it #anyway. side note just such a big fan of tiny miguel here #mfw u r literally just little shapes being carried away </3 goodbye pal

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chanstopher · 1 year

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i’m literally gonna start blocking everyone who is being obnoxious about chris and making all these insane assumptions about his health and well being.

#like you’re not his doctor you’re literally watching him be tired during award season it happens to everyone every year.#if it’s bad jyp will do something about it my god #stop putting that shit in my tags why are you trying to spread fear and assumptions when you’re not his doctor you don’t know anything #also there are ppl who are going to panic over this stuff and you’re carelessly filling every tag possible with your opinions #he’s a grown man a full adult under a company that does care for its idols health so stop #deciding YOU know more than them

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vaugarde · 5 months

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getting shots today (hes so brave)

#echoed voice #spike #moms been worried abt his vaccines bc hes so frail that shes worried itll be too much to risk #but they cleared him for some today so fingers crossed #man. between cricket and his own health being so frail i havent had a chance to just be with him alone #even if its the vet its nice to just be alone with my puppy #i feel bad he slipped through the cracks :(#i haven’t neglected him but definitely spent less time with him alone as a result of everything

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bunnyb34r · 5 months

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I know I should just block (and not OPEN) tags and posts ab '24 but my brain is stupid and likes to be informed even if it makes me worse

#marquilla #im not even joking when i say this next election makes me wanna kms so bad. im fucking terrified and i feel like we already know what's #gonna happen. not bc people arent voting or organizing i mean bc of how far the right has gotten and how angry they are that a #dem won so theyre gonna show up in droves and it's like god i wish we could idk have some safegaurds in place??? like oh idk you #incite an insurrection you Can't run for president?? but also that wouldnt fully stop shit bc florida has its own neo nazi running and #theres more behind him in the wings. but like idk man i just get so fucking suicidal thinking ab the future #and my drs. are like well then dont look at the news??? 'i sure dont' mkay thats great (not) but um i CAN'T not watch bc i need to #be informed i need to know. and they're like well then stop worrying ab it til election day?? LIKE THAT HELPS #so i just dont bring it up. and i just spiral and have breakdowns in the shower and think ab making a will and shit yknow normal stuff #bc this is fine! just dont engage! stop worrying it's like a year away! it MIGHT get better! idk Join in your community then??#like yes yes thats a start but with what fucking energy when im bedbound most of the time im not working and that doesnt stop these fascist #s like me helping the community garden would be good for the community and probably my mental health in general BUT that doesnt deal with #the actual fear that makes me wanna Kermit #like it really fucking feels like all i can do is pray and hope god somehow intervenes (rapture anyone?) and that things do go well and #that the outright outspoken nzis don't win but like I really just wanna die man #i know the outcome more than likely will not directly affect my life bc im white. cis passing. and can go back in the closet regretfully #but like that doesnt reassure me any bc i have friends and loved ones and generally just give a shit ab other people and how this WILL #affect them directly and that terrifies me. it really feels like we cant ever have a moment to just exist yknow??#idk man i just wanna die bc im so scared haha how fun (: how normal (: this is fine. everything is fine.

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popissue · 3 months

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ppl will be like oh im so crazy im so feral im just a fucked up little creature that craves violence but could all of these same folks listen to an ocd individuals worst intrusive thoughts without recoiling and accusing them of being a terrible person ... idk pookie !

#as someone who has stumbled across many fucking people that felt like they needed to idk #exaggerate their own experiences w mental illness to make me feel... less alone? or really make themselves feel less alone #not sure which #but its this weird type of cherry picking like which mental health issues ppl are actually okay with accepting in another person #idk man i just think ppl dont realize how far behind we really still are lol #for the most part i just dont pay mind to a lot of it but sometimes the memes have me sitting here like :)))) bc damn #ill never know what its like to not be in a constant state of managing my symptoms & in a lot of situations ill just never win #bc some ppl will misunderstand and misrepresent me no matter what i do or how i present myself #and you'd think there would be more understanding sometimes atp #idk random venty bc my anxiety and intrusive thoughts have gotten so bad recently #void

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stellarhistoria · 5 months

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sighs really quietly

#man i dont want to sound rude but every time i wake up theres always some bad news about all this with palestine #i care!! i do!!#but at some point after being around it so much im going to be desensitized and i don't want to be #i dont want to resort to apathy about something horrible so my mental health can recover #but if its all i see every day when i just want to write and laugh with my friends? idk.#sorry.#idk how much I'll be here.#Ren writes ooc tag.

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sinfulforrest · 10 months

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I fucking hate linguistics so so much I just wanna implode in on myself right now ghhhhhh I don't know how I'm meant to write like 1900 more words of absolute nothing but I guess I'll have all night to figure it out :'L

#forrest speaks #uni talk #thus begins the all nighter and god help me because i havent done an all nighter like this in over half a year #i will stay awake from fear of failing and my spite towards this cursed form of english xD #i wish i wasnt mentally ill and that i did my work on time man this year has fuckin sucked for my mental health #granted im doing way better than before and dont wish to leave this mortal plane anymore which is amazing #but i just wish i had felt good like this all year and that the stuff that set the bad headspace stuff off never happened #mmm its just a very bittersweet feeling i guess..idk #anyways..im gonna try and write some more now and see if i can get any closer to the minimum word count x3 #i WILL spite through this and if i fail it then i know ive tried my best and im at peace with that

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