#its late and im sleep deprived dont mind me

[acewhowantsspace]

Tag yourself, I'm sarcastic asexual friend

[cherry-colored-petals]

Context: me and Esther (@mixed-kester) were discussing about our yanderes from Ansy's Pen Pal event on @throwaway-yandere (gonna fix the tag with it soon oops)

Anyways I think Esther doesn't want to be with Dorian but I am perfectly fine with not having Wanderer yet hahahaha God help me if he finds out—

[s0apmactav1sh]

Part 2 of Widowed!King!Price x Devoted!Knight Reader.

Knight!You who suddenly finds yourself wandering the castle during the night after your conversation with Price unable to stop the words that were constantly repeating within your mind. Why had the king seemed so interested on why you hadnt any body? Did he not appreciate your willingness to deprive yourself of the love and touch of another so you wouldnt worry more about them than him?

Of course you were constantly distracted now, letting guards you sparred with take you down so easily all over being stuck inside your own head. And this wasnt sitting right with King!Price who was wondering why his prized knight now suddenly couldnt beat the other royal guards like you used to.

King!Price who ends up calling you to a meeting in his chambers. Forget the throne room or his royal office. His chambers were where he'd like to speak to you. And like the loyal soldier you were, you were there on the dot entering in after he gave you permission. Other guards and servants around the castle certainly found this strange but it was by the request of your king.

King!Price who doesnt even allow you to speak your reasons. He's just so disappointed that youve lowered your standards. Thats not what a knights meant to do and he makes sure you know that in the most humilating way possible. By having you on your knees looking up at him while he smiles down at you, your head tilted up by the grasp he has on your hair. And its not to be mean, no Price could never. Your his prized knight after all.

"Wheres that devotion gone? Have you suddenly lost it. Is that why your letting those pathetic guards beat you down?"

At that he can see the shame that washes over your face. He wasnt meant to see or hear about your faults. You were meant to be perfect in his eyes no matter the cost. Didnt he understand that the only reason you were acting the way you were was because of him. Your loyalty and devotion for your king ran as deep as the oceans and nothing could change that. So how could you make it up to him? How could you get rid of that disappointed look in his eyes that was practically like the devils glare to you. By offering yourself to him.

"No. My king. Please my devotion and loyalty still lays in your palms. Take what you need of me. Leave me as nothing more than filth if you please, just dont be disappointed in me."

And as those words came tumbling from your lips King!Price knew he had you. He would always have you. Even if any others came along and tried having you for themselves he knew your eyes would always stray back to him because he was your god. You worshipped the ground he walked on, took in his words like water and kept the sight of him embeeded in your brain just for a reminder that he was your king.

Plus who was to blame him when he accepted your offer of yourself? He had already been without a warm body in his bed for a few months because of his late husbands death. What did it matter that he filled that empty spot beside him with your body instead. What did it matter that he filled himself with your cock at the end of every day to make up for the months without any relief.

And like the devoted knight you were, you complied with his ever ask. If he needed you youd remove yourself from your duties, replacing yourself with a capable knight to continue them to rush to him and give him exactly what he wanted. Which more than likely was your cock in his hole while he worked, relaxed or even when he was "napping". You would always come running and he knew it.

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Am have this Ig? Does it tie in with the last part not at all. I literally need to sleep 😭 its been nearly 3 days without and im barely able to register whag I wrote. Ill make a part 3 in a few days thats just smut for this.

@rodolfoparras

[stevie-petey]

ive been feeling a little stug deprived but i cannot for the life of me think of a blurb idea so,, hit me with a blurb you've been wishing to write about stug :3

anon u also stumped me like i KNOW i have blurbs ive been dying to be asked about but suddenly my mind is blank ,,,, pls take this silly thing my brain managed to concoct

enjoy !

"one more loop around the block before i take you home?" steves voice rasps out, husky from lack of use. neither of you have spoke much as he drives the two of you around hawkins. its been at least an hour now; music plays softly throughout the car and the windows are rolled down to let in the early june nights cool breeze.

you lean your head against the passenger seat and listen to freddie mercurys smooth voice as he plays over the speakers. hes become one of your favorite artists thanks to steve. "i dont want to go home just yet."

steve grins, he knew youd say this, and you smile at the knowledge that he knows you so well.

his fingers are wrapped lazily around the steering wheel as he takes a slow turn back towards downtown hawkins. you watch his movements, illuminated by the lamp posts that spill light onto the otherwise dark wooded street. its late, the first monday of june and the last day of your junior year.

it had been steves last day of high school, and all he had wanted to do was spend it with you in his car, driving in circles around your small town.

you close your eyes and allow the moment to seep into your bones. youre in steve harringtons car, there are crickets outside as he drives you around the town the two of you met and grew up in, and youre in the car with the boy that you love and you know that he loves you, too.

"you still with me, angel?"

you hum. "im still here, honey."

"your eyes are closed."

"im enjoying the moment," your eyes remain closed and yet you can feel the smile that steve flashes your way. you can hear it in his voice, you can feel the shift in the air.

the car slows down at one of hawkins only stop lights. steve looks over at you and feels a heavy wave of affection roll over him. youre curled into yourself in the passenger seat, your hair spills over the headrest as you close your eyes, and its rare that he gets to see you so relaxed. "i can take you home if youre tired."

"but i love driving around with you," you mumble, feeling sleep beginning to crawl over you. but steves car is warm and smells like home. "one more loop, please?"

again steve feels affection caress his face when he hears your words. youve only curled further into yourself and your eyes are still closed; steve knows you really are struggling to stay away now. its late, he knows he should get you home soon so you can sleep, yet steve cant bring himself to deny your request.

"one more loop, but then im taking you to bed."

you giggle, happy youve won, but you try to argue some more anyways. no one else has ever been able to match your wit, so you revel in the quips you share with steve. "fine, its the first day of summer. dont be such a grandpa."

steve laughs, his voice is still husky and you can feel it drape over your tired body. "angel, weve got all summer to drive around this stupid town."

weve got all summer.

"promise?"

more crickets chirp and the car begins to drive once more, the stoplight now green. freddie mercury sings about the love of his life and how he doesnt want her to hurt him. your question of a promise joins alongside his pleads, and steve understands.

"i promise." he reaches for your hand and you feel his soft lips press against your palm. hes slow with the kiss, as if hes sealing his promise with it, and your body fizzes at the touch. "now lets get you home."

you bring the hand that hes holding to your face and nuzzle against it, too tired to respond with words. you simply nod your head and keep his hand there as a content sigh escapes you. steve has to bite his lip, scared he'll say the three words that terrify him.

youre everything.

youre his everything.

but steve has all summer to tell you this.

so instead he drives you home, taking the long way just so his hand can rest against the dip of your cheek for an extra few minutes.

[vexingwoman]

Uh not actually here to hate but to say thanks???? Ive been thinking alot on my self expression and trying to figure out how to word it, and seeing some of your comments with other people really helped to put in perspective what I was trying to come to terms with. Ive always struggled with my gender but acknowledge fully that I'm biologically female. (Stay with me here till the end please i know lol) I genuinely dont care what pronouns I'm called either and none have ever felt right if I'm honest and nothing I've read or tried has been adding up for me over the years to help me feel any better.

Kinda realizing over the past year or so that I just have this deep ingrained idea from being surrounded constantly my whole life in a woman hating environment that I just have a *really* heavily masked hatred for what general society treats women as and was trying to remove myself from it hoping itd somehow save me from the terrible shit we all go through daily. And it just made me feel even more alienated doing that to myself. Its been a long time of coming around to this and I know how it sounds but I dont wanna consider any of my time wasted. I dont remember what it was but something you said to someone in a long ass comment fight clicked for me and rn I'm sleep deprived and wont even remember what it was in the morning either but I feel like some kind of weight has been eased off me. Im doing my best to unlearn the sexist misogynistic bs ive had shoved down my throat my whole life that made me think being a woman was something to be shameful of and better off without.

Its been hard trying to look into this radfem community and find someone who didn't immediately just insult and exclude ppl that werent already on the ball agreeing. Basically I appreciate your ranting with strangers. Amd indulging some of their curiousity as clearly as you can+defining everything you say constantly so I dont get lost in a whirlwind of hard to understand metaphors. Idk you get it. Something clicked and i dont feel ashamed for the time gone bc I know it was heavily influenced by the oppression of all things normal-human-womanly around me. I hate that we're all so tied into these stereotypes. Its painfully hard to unlearn. Thanks for the help. Have a fat block of text as thanks cause I'm not sure how to sound as genuine as I feel rn. Have a nice day and an even better tomorrow. Im gonna get some sleep now💀(stayed up WAY too late painting lol) bye!

This is so wonderful to hear. I know how dreadful it is doing serious introspection and making yourself aware of how deeply and unconsciously your internalized sexism runs. I’ve been there, and I know it’s even more difficult to deconstruct the subtle sexist attitudes which have been ingrained into to us since birth. Often it seems as hopeless as chasing smoke, because some of our internalized sexism is so deep that it’s invisible, and worse, inarticulable.

Some women will never think on these subjects beyond their surface level—will never dissect their preferences, will never concede that their choices are influenced by sex-based socialization, will never seriously reflect on why they are so desperate to identify out of womanhood. And in a strange way, I sympathize with these women, because I understand that it’s easier to shut your eyes and convince yourself that you were born in the wrong body than it is to open your eyes and acknowledge how much sexism has seeped into and corrupted our own minds.

Basically, I’m proud of you for putting yourself through the pain of deconstructing your own internalized sexism. You are better for even attempting it, and I hope you continue to do so.

P.S. I know exactly which long-ass comment fight you’re referring to, because I only put myself through that once. At least someone benefited from the literal month I spent arguing with that stranger. They blocked me, so unfortunately I can’t even go back and analyze the conversation if I ever wanted to. I would love to know what you took away from it, if you ever do remember.

[thecultofmalcom]

So. Its out. This is obviously pretty awesome sauce (sorry not sorry jas) and like.

wow.

so it started, middle/late 2011, almost 12 years ago. Some silly little university kids making a stupid horror puppet show. Becky Sloan and Joseph Pelling, creating Dont Hug Me Im Scared. What a way to start of the 2010s huh.

After a series of short videos, created for the Kickstarter, the sequel was created. Tony The Talking Clock was he spectacle of 2014 tumblr, eventually winning the most coveted title a fictional outcast could probably get, ‘Tumblr Sexyman.’ The fandom at this time was WILD, with the whole IceHell genre and the ‘Paige x Tony’ fanatics. Not to mention that kids react video.

At this same year, my personal skrunkle scrimblo came around. The Love Cult was introduced by the ringleader Shrignold, worshipping a stone who they fed gravel. Nobody knows why or how the living FUCK they managed to start a cult like this, but here we go. This was the first time the gang was seen outside, and this circled around Yellow Guy (whos a pig??)

Along comes 2015, introducing the absolute LEGEND, COLIN. THE. COMPUTER. Legend in the making, stupid self absorbed fucktwat, and the computery guy!! Also, the outro was a bop. By now, the DHMIS community had grown a fanbase, the watch count of the series so far over 3 Million!!1!

AND NOW. THIS IS WHEN SHIT GETS REAL!!

dhmis five. the talking point of every internet kids trauma. This episode was about being helfy!,2 Joined by the silly goofy Healthy Band, duck guy and yellow (red guy, whered he go?) learned all about why you shouldnt eat food from a strangers plate!! What made DHMIS special was its unsettling gore, which was shown perfectly in the scene where duck gets his. organs took out! graphically! Awesome!

then the finale came. dhmis 6, 2016, 6. years ago now. 6 whole years. introducing the harsh reality of the real world, the absoloute CHAD which we call Larry, Lars, Larson, Lamp Guy, THE LAMP1!11 Teaching (drunk, on drugs, sleep deprived, who knows?) yellow guy all about the wonderful dreams you can have, including eating a drink, buying a hat, losing your friends and drowning in oil of course! This episode was what made this whole puppet show a real nightmare. skrunkle yellow guy gets (unfortunately) mind-tortured by all the teachers, including the saxaphone. still really wanna know how to buy a canoe. At the end, we finally found out who was the brains behind all of this, none other than yellow guys DAD himself, ROY. This is why, perhaps, this whole fever dream nightmare was based around June 19th Fathers day. This is what, we all though, the end was. 5 years of youtube wonder, Becky Joe and Baker created a phenomenon that shocked the internet in perhaps a million different ways. But the positive feedback was overwhelming, woohoo!

By now, the improvement was MASSIVE. as shown below :

And now. This is when we all thought it was over. Until 2 years later, in 2018, all hope was lost. Until those 2 words,

WAKEY WAKEY!!

this was a 30 second short trailer for the DHMIS Pilot, showing at the 2019 Sundance film festival!

This is where it gets a bit weird, because not only is the original Wakey Wakey deleted, the full thing was never shown anywhere else. the only surviving footage of this was the bad quality pirated videos , with those 2 girls laughing thunderously in the background. A new sexyman, MEAN STEVE (🤤, sorry not sorry) WAS INTRODUCED! WE ALL WANNA SEE HIM IN HIS FULL METAL STICK GLORY! But nah we didnt get that. We didnt get a show, which we all because suspicious of.

well. thats what we thought.

2020. the year of the corona. no hope, isolation. until a lovely woman named Becky Sloan posted a lil thing on her instagram. ‘Were making a tv shooowwww! 📺👀📺👀📺👀📺👀’ AND THIS IS WHERE IT GOT WILDER AWESOMER EPICER!!! WE WAITED AND WE WAITED AND WE FINALLY GOT SOME CONFIRMATION! THIS WAS AWESOME! it got picked up by a charity project by the name of BFI YAC,, hoping to pick up on small industries work! AND IT DID!

time went by, still no show. we all thought it was over, cancelled, whatever.

2021 ROLLS PAST.

FILMING WAS WRAPPED! IN THE TIME WE WERE ALL GRIEVING AT THE THOUGHTS OF NO TV SHOW, THEY WERE WORKING ON IT THE WHOLE TIMEEE!!

‘WAKEY WAKEY’ as the fandom called it at the time, was coming!

now we wait. until FEB 25 2022. They finished the final sound recording. It was all done, we were all waiting for that special day, June 19th

, Fathers day. , 3 months ago.

and what did we get?

FLY.

THE TRAILER FOR THE NEW SHOW, PREMIERING CHANNEL 4 IN SEPTEMBER!! OH !EM GEE!

Now, we were all anticipating for the new series, we waited EXTREMELY PATIENTLY for this, 4-5 years no less. Honestly we shoulda won an award for the most patient fandom at this point.

SEPTEMBER 2022!

WE GOTTA GET THINGS READY FOR THS BIG DAY! BIG DAY! THE TRAILER WAS OUT! COMING SEPTEMBER 13TH!

but then, disaster struck! ohh no!

HRH Queen Elizabeth fell ill and kicked the bucket. Obviously , this meant not only is the country in ruins now lol! (fuck liz truss basically) But the show (we thought) was in jeopardy! (not really) The 10 days of mourning began, and the All 4 Website announced that the show would be slightly delayed, but coming this month.

THIS MONTH! NOW! FRIDAY 23RD, 2022. THE BIG DAY HAS ARRIVED! 6 SHINING BRAND NEW EPISODES, PREPARED FOR THE BIG TV DEBUT FRIDAY 30TH SEPTEMBER!

THE IMPROVEMENT, BY NOW WAS STUNNING AWESOME EPIC!! LOOKLOOKLOOK!

this new series, which is 1 day old!! fresh new awesome! is AMAZING! 3 WHOLE HOURS FULL OF OUR FAVE TRAFFIC LIGHT TRIO!

(Yes. we know, you still find red guy sexy.)

(AND COLIN. AND THE LAMP. AND A BIT OF TONY TOO!)

JUST THREE OF THEM! CLAYHILL HAD, UNFORTUNATELY, SHRIVELLED UP OR SOMETHING! (I RECKON)

this was obviously a sign that Wakey Wakey is now Lost Media. But we got this! all thanks to that one silly dumb stupid epic 3 minute long short on youtube, made by 2 people, in their free time, DONT HUG ME IM SCARED!

This post is basically, appreciation for Becky Joe and Baker, and the fandom, and everyone who helped in the making of this phenomenon!

Along the way, we’ve encountered our askblogs, most notably @sketchbook-and-tony-adventures !! And the awesome, probably most noted artists of DHMIS tumblr, the epic awesome amazing @amii-stuff @frootrollup? whats the username again? @hecklefreckled & @bernold ! Obviously more as well but i honestly dont remember the usernames :/ And our epic news sharer @creative-time !! Thanks you guys! And some awesome others, like @creechurfoundincheckerboardvoid @dhmispaint and the bezzie mate @xzumichannn !! Woohoo! Thank you guys so much, without this crazy massive fandom, we probably wouldnt have even got this far, crazy right!

So far, the best moments of this 2011-2022 era for me have been

- ‘Where are all you nasty clockfuckers! did you finally fuck that clock?’

- Sketch has a small face

- LisWeegee Adventures In Lurning dubs

- Whoever the heck that spanish dhmis gacha person is!

- That one ‘No bitches’ meme with shrignold :

- My amazing askblog i could never be bothered to do!

- Whoever that tiktok guy is

- “FREELANCERS DESERVE TO DIE!”

- Money Man. Deserves to be a sexyman fr!

- “BYE GUYS! I LOVE YOU!”

- Hearing the first few seconds of the first episode intro. those bells man. something, a feeling im never gonna feel again. ever. something i could experience only once.

The only bad thing. LAMPS SOBERED UP?? WHERED THE DRUGGIE INSOMNIAC VOICE GO?

Anyways. I love yall your all awesome, were finally trending on tumblr again, and we all have worms in our brain!

What have we got to look forward to now?

- DELTARUNE NEW CHAPTERS, 2023? The finale will probably be ready for 2027…

thats literally it. sorry. Hazbin Hotels coming to tv? i guess? lol.

this is obviously a national highlight of 2022 🥱 well no. Its internationally an internet milestone. duh!

LONG LIVE DHMIS!!

[honestlyitsjustsam]

I hope you don’t mind me asking but what is your head cannon on wake-up times for the protocol? Like who’s an early bird and who has to be drug out of bed at noon? Love seeing your little headcannons and ideas in the Val tag!

oh i dont mind!! and im glad you like seeing my posts :3 sometimes i feel like i spam them too much asdfgasdfasdfg

GOD ITS LONGER THAN I IMAGINED IM SORRY

okay so i believe Skye and Sova would def be early birds, the type of birds who also would go for a morning run together and talk about healthy life style... yuck crazy people

Chamber would be up early and would make sure he gets enough sleep and does his morning beauty routine or else he has eyebags and he will eliminate anyone who mentions them...slowly

Brimstone may be up early as well because he likes to meet the agents and its funny for him to see them all sleepy and messy asdfghj then they wake up fr and he makes them waffles and pancakes (mostly for Kj but shhhh)

Astra would be up early as well, she likes the quiet time before every agent is up so she can focus on her yoga and mindful exercises. oh and also she looves watching morning shows on TV which are all about gossip, she loves making fun of the concept and the people in it

Sage def is an early bird as well, i imagine she would wake up and after her meditation and a shower, def would make tea for herself and be tranquil with the day

Breach seems like the type to wake up whenever he pleases, like if he had a fun night and went to bed late he will wake up around afternoon but for a change, if he went to bed early he might wake up at noon, dont think he would be up early usually unless its Sova’s turn to make breakfast i feel the same for Reyna tbh, her waking up routines change whenever she wants to

i dont think Cypher and Viper would sleep..like at all. insomnia is a terrible thing and they both have inner demons which keep them up late at night. so until they cant function properly, they dont sleep which causes them to be up in the morning when everyone is just up. they might think these two are early but in reality they didnt even go to bed yet.

i think kj would sleep at late but wakes up early, she is the type of a person who is content with 4-6 hours of sleep. like it doesnt bother her, she may feel fatigue due to her late night hardworks but that tiredness isnt about the lack of sleep she gets.

raze on the otherhand would again work hard until midnight but sleep until midday as well to a point where kj would need to bring her breakfast because she missed it..My girl isn't sleep deprived; she simply enjoys sleeping.

Neon would be up early as well, but only because she doesn't sleep late; she sleeps at 10pm and wakes up at 9am. She also enjoys running and prefers to do it alone, so since Skye and Sova would be up at 6am, 9am is an ideal time for her.

even tho kayo is powerful, i believe kj would make a charging pod for him asdfghjsdfg like he wouldnt need to sleep but he needs his radianite core to be recharged so he would plug himself in and rest

i believe omen however does not need to sleep, like ever. he doesnt get tire because he doesnt have flesh or a nerve system so he really doesnt need to do anything at night but knit. omens existence is a little bit confusing to me but i see his body as a idk some sort of unstable material plus shade ig idk idk (but he never says no to bigspoon Cy and wake up next to him...)

i think Phoenix might wake up early as well because he looks like he enjoys life and wants to be alive truly, his job is to go and get his gf first because jett tends to be lazy in the mornings and if you dont wake her up she might go and sleep the whole day. so a kiss on the lips is enough for her to wake her up, then they go and visit their bf

yoru has to be the one Phoenix and Jett drug out of the bed, i always thought the dimentional drift to tire him so whenever he has fatigue he just dozes off and wakes up like 20 hours later, his lovers are worried for him :(

fade is a laaazy person, she wakes up late and whenever she wants BUT on sundays she has to be up early because hey sunday breakfast!! a sacred tradition for generations and then she will probably bother Cypher and wont leave him until he eats his breakfast

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

for assumptions (idk if youve posted about this or anything) but:

teeny tiny

also hyper and sleep deprived at the same time

has a blue backpack

sunburns easily (or freckles idk)

likes dogs

chaotic academia or cottagecore grunge

plays soccer or field hockey

loves tree houses, but not tree swings

has probably said you too when asked to enjoy the meal at a restaurant

solely uses baby body wash (yk the yellow one by j&j)

has a palm tree in the front yard

sorry if this is stalkerish i swear my mind is just very vivid

OOOO YAYAY!!!

I… may be a littleee teeny tiny but not too small!!! >:( /lh im 5’2 so its shorter than most of my friends but at least im over 5’-

I *am* hyper and sleep deprived at the same time howd you knowwwww xD speaking of which ive been waking up at unholy hours of the morning lately which is super weird and exhausting- but it gives me more time to write so 🤷‍♀️

I do have a blue backpack!!! well, sort of- its an oikawa backpack so its blue and white hehe

yeah no I totally sunburn easily- this is why I dont go outside LMFAOO- (i mean I live in a desert that almost never has clouds in the sky, if I went outside with my skin I would look like a lobster)

I love dogs <3333 I have a dog! his name is higgins and I am now showing you a picture bc he’s lovely <3

hmmm so I dont really have much of an aesthetic, just whatever’s comfortable, but I aspire for both of those!!!

I used to play soccer but I am now extremely out of shape and dont play any sports haha- left defense we stannnn

I love both tree houses and tree swings!!! tree swings do get old after a while tho and ive never had a tree house-

YEAH I ACCIDENTALLY SAY YOU TOO AT RESTAURANTS ALL THE TIME HAHAHDBFN-

uhhh so the truth is I just use whatever body wash is available, I dont really stick to a type or brand

uhhh no palm trees in the front yard but like 5+ in the backyard (I had to check for this ngl xD)

this isnt stalkerish in the slightest hehe I really enjoyed answering this ask!! (well I mean its odd how you were constantly right… 🤨 /j) hehe tysm for participating!!!!! <33333

[fictionfixations]

Wilbur & George Ghost Hunting (Sam & Colby[?] Video)

aAaa

i watched a ghost hunting thing (this is spoilers and me in my sleep deprived mind lol ig ?? the videos like a few weeks old but its really late so no link haha, thumbnail sobs and its 4 am i watched it at like 3)

oddly enough my favorite part of it was them doing the estes method, wilbur specifically, besides the flashlight section where they were asking questions in the tunnel

i just find it really interesting

i think basically

you get blindfolded and you hear these things that the ghost tells you through something that im not 100% sure of but i think you put headphones on so you like i think only hear what the ghost is saying in answer to someone else outside asking questions and you have to say those but youll hear it more likely without faking it due to sensory deprivation

its terrifying

no but they were actually going somewhere with when wilbur was doing it compared to george so like holy fuck?? anyway i have school today so i should sleep but i cant because yknow woo but like ill probably have a test today sobs i kinda wanna almost try writing something in my sleep-deprived mind with ghost hunting but like i dont know anything ive only just been introduced to new shit because yeah no phasmophobia doesnt have the most recent stuff like this one thing i forgot the name of but dont wanna ruin my search history with ghost hunting shit currently thats really cool in how to communicate without the spirit box with yes-no, numbers, emojis- i think i just learned that the spirit box might be cycling through words that the ghost can use but i dont know how that works or how the ghosts can see that? i dont know D:

but then theres stuff like the cat ball that lights up when something touches it

like a sensor

and theres a music box that plays music when it senses movement and shit bro its slightly conflicting with my ghost hunting knowledge from phasmophobia sobs with like haunted possessions thingys aaa

[lostacelonnie]

It sure is the new year & somehow im still tired and way busier than i would like. So uh. Sorry this took me a bit to get to. The first time i read your response i thought you'd said you were watching bocchi which confused me because you had already. But im glad you are enjoying bofuri. She's such a chaotic disaster character. Ohh i think i feel you on that my brother in law & i have like. Opposing autism vibes & coexisting with him when we share apace is exhausting. I hope school is going well for you! Yeah like. Honestly sometimes ill chat with people at a theater but mostly just. Please do not. Im just there for a film. Love the communal effort to just. Understand your teacher what a time that must be. My parents did teach to cook a bit. I learned spaghetti & a basic taco recipe from them. But i learned a lot from there so i had a bit of a spring board to go off. I hope you have a fun time learning to cook stuff i enjoy it immensely. Even with all the dishes it can make. Honestly schools are just. Weird if anything. Liminal space adjacent but in a way neither good or bad. Im sad i missed getting to pull her i want ruan mei but due to bad storms my internet was out, which also contributed to late response, for the last days of her banner. So i have to save for her re run. I am so normal about her & stelle(lying). I finally finished the argenti quest but had to level & gear himeko & welt. Got kafka on my console account from her banner & it gave me e1 bailu when i hoped for clara. Ohh so its like a character growth/change type thing. As the story progresses & they change they gain new herscherr forms. I think if my understanding is right. Or right as it can be for something not fully explained? I miss manaria & the gang already. Can only tide myself over with other villainess shows til it returns. Or i read more. Dungeon meshi at least has an airing anime adaptation now which means i can see my favorite fail girl marcille in animation. I will remember that & look to the community for help as needed if i pick noita up thank you for the tip. I too want himeko to be fine & alive so i sympathize with the hi3 fans. I dont remember if she's getting off on penacony or not if thats been said. But penacony definitely has some characters i want. Oh okay damn i always wondered about her floating. So thats one mystery solved. Wait seele has just. Basically a good dog aura? Oh so kiana mei & bronya have the most extensive lore? What about uh. Durandal? I feel like ive seen that particular polish phrase before whats it mean?

HI HELLO its been 20 years which im SO FUCKING SORRY about...... my life has decided to just Not give me a break recently. and understandable akdfkgjksj i should really continue watching it but ah.... so busy. and Tired all the time. actually got to skip school today bc i was so sleep deprived i thought i was sick but then i slept for another 4 hours and i feel so much better now. should be studying [have 8 exams coming up until the end of february.......] but i also Need to chill for a bit. agghhh. and oh understandable!! it really is just like that sometimes. school, as i said, is. psychologically torturing me but im actually not in that much pain so yeah!! and thanks also. i hope my teachers let us catch a break soon. at least ive recently picked up baking to destress so at least im not about to become the joker. and REAL LIKE i also dont mind talking with people in public places from time to time but i usually just wanna mind my own business. and yeah its SO funny but also im surprised how nice all my classmates are about helping others. like. if we had to cooperate to create a message with my old classmates everyone would just instantly start making fun of each other for not knowing something. OOOH COOL....... when i have more time i should learn to make some spanish dishes. went to gran canaria with my mom recently and god ive missed their cuisine SO much. god yeah schools are like another dimension to me ngl. they work based on different rules then the rest of the world. AND AUUGHGH PAIN...... good luck with getting her on future reruns tho!!! same with being Totally Normal. and hey congrats on all that!!! i also ended up doing argentis quest and luckily didnt have time with fighting him thanks to clara who makes it extremely easy. generally shes always carrying me. finally got to trailblaze lvl 65 and i only have my clara team at lvl 80 rn so i should probs work on kafka etc but i hate grinding mats...... hell on earth. oh well. and yeah more or less!!! tho it also depends on the person and circumstances, as some people will get new authorities, some will kind of. get closer to their current one? and some people might even give up their herrscher authorities with time. but yeah honkai loves to retcon itself so its kinda blurry sometimes. I MISS EVERYONE TOOOOOO and i started watching reborn as a villainess some time ago but ah. didnt have time to continue. i ALSO started watching dunmesh and ALSO didnt have time to catch up with it but im SO excited for it bc ive only watched 3 eps but love it already. if you ever Do pick up the game then good luck!! its as brutal as it is fun to play. himeko protection squad forever....... i should finish penacony when i get the time and motivation. wasnt too interested in any chars at first but acheron stole my heart....... so would sparkle if she wasnt so Racist for no reason. yes seele Does have a good doggy aura SHDKFJKS even The Great Herrscher Of Sentience cant say no to her. shes so sweet and i love her. and yeah basically!!!! since theyre effectively all the protags, even if kiana is the "main" one. AND I WILL VERY EXCITEDLY TELL YOU LITERALLY ALL DURANDAL LORE AS I KNOW IT BY HEART BUT ALSO LITERALLY DONT HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY TO WRITE IT ALL DOWN RIGHT NOW SO ILL TRY TO GET THAT DONE BY YOUR NEXT MESSAGE. so well both have time to write our respective stuff. and oh polska gurom is a misspelled version of polska górą [since its pronounced almost the same] which more or less means poland on top. its used ironically most of the time and i LOVE saying it

[ego-fifth]

30:30 with Joe

Hey, how’s it going.

Just wanted to say straight up, im doing this to do my, quarterly? mind flushing. To get back on track, to look at the larger picture and not get distracted.

Lately, ive been stressed. Or is the smart watch that makes me think I am stressed, and deprived of sleep (and myself saying im deprived of my own money).

I mean look.

I was really hoping that being a person that works with information and concepts will bring joy to my life. But the caution there is that you would need to learn managing these concepts or be at their mercy from getting stressed on them not being managed properly.

At work, I have an additional responsibility to become a better model or example for the other colleagues. At work-work (inception style), I have to be the sharpest product manager there is, that knows what is on top of every topic relating to our application. That is very stressful.

Maybe its just my expectations, maybe that really isnt my boss' expectations but it sure does help us as a team that I am "a little more than a meter from the top". That steals the joy from knowing that I am not at the top-most of things.

Maybe I need to be a little more clear on the intention of what I am writing now no?

I need to find out exactly why am i pissed.

And this could stem from work, not delivering my best. From my other work responsibility of being a leader, it felt like I have to prove something. But do I? Can I just keep being myself, and focus on adding value rather than establishing supporting poles? Makes me remember the theory of kicking the cat. Story goes that a man gets scolded in the office. The man goes home pissed, and lashes out on his wife. The wife also troubled by the lost of things going on, lashes on her kid. The kid, confused on why he got scolded also lashed out and kicked the cat. The cat gets hurt, but them animals dont have the concept of putting the stress on others. It ended with them, the hurt and somehow as pets would still love us despite our bypasses. This story just shows that the actions that happened in between the man and the cat couldve been avoided if you just went on straight on kicking the cat. Of course that is also cruel, but the lesson there is that no one deserves to get whip of your stress. Bear your cross and get stronger.

I guess this is a reminder, pain is there to bear, to get stronger, to be better to get to the next level. Otherwise, there is no point. There is no challenge to be won, to be celebrated.

But then I would rebutt, that I am not doing things fast enough. Or fulfilling them enough. Maybe you are doing too much with your capacity. You cant be superman. Acknowledge your limits and assess where you are in the map and target the next milestone. You are bound for a long long long time of disappointment if you try to target a far goal when your capacity is also miles away from that. That is the target, but not the immediate goal.

Eat the elephant. One bite at a time.

Dont get too frustrated. Enjoy the challenges. Create the solutions. Plod, reflect (things like this), and carry on.

Wrting really does wonderful thing. Ive been doing this since highschool/college. And it sure has helped me alot.

Its funny that I do this with myself. Rather than with another person. Maybe my standards are too high (for other people, and too low on myself, hyprocritical sure). And this also signifies how hard it is to find friends as you grow older.

Hey.. are you getting jealous with? Dont sweat it man. Where you placed yourself is a rockbed. Might not give you lots of resources at the moment, but it secures you whatever happens.

Now lets asses again. What is the most important thing right now? Not work. Not work-work. Not even PLDT. Not you not being able to enjoy your time or your resources. Not your colleagues. Not your friends (they are also busy with their lives). Not your commute. Definitely not money is the issue now (time maybe is).

What's important is your sanity. Your peace of mind. Your mindset. Your hope. Your partner, your bestfriend. Your family. Your son's health. Your purpose. Your health. Your contribution to the community.

Ask yourself, is this worth getting stressed over. Is this worth hiring a worker and spending money on that worker just to stress over and get angry at something that almost has no value or meaning to your larger purpose?

What you have is limited. Your presence. Your time. Your experience.

So, did I have an awesome weekend? Not really. But this tops the cake for me, a little time with myself to assess things. Not escaping via gaming. Not escaping by working.

Celebrate that you had a lot of sleep and time to recover. Celebrate the streaks you have with learning German language. Celebrate the streaks of doing a routine to keep yourself healthy. Celebrate that you are being a good example. Celebrate that you have gone so far.

You are fine. Just keep walking. There is far more opportunities and experiences awaiting for you in this brief moment called life. Contribute as much for the world, dont think of yourself, think of giving value always.

Dont mind the scold. Its nothing personal. It's for your individual improvement. Not everyday is christmas.

Dont mind the lapses. Mind the solutions. Mind the next steps.

Dont mind the alarms being manifested by anyone on to you. That is their fire alarm, not yours. Dont be an enabler. Dont be a fixer.

Be a leader! Be strong, if not for yourself, but for your partner. You rest, but dont you quit! We have alot of experiences that we still need to experience.

So go be bold, be fearless, be unstoppable. Enjoy the fucking weekend! :)

[universeonmain]

I cant wait for my semester to start so I can write so many queer essays about how THCT was both the best and worst show ever?? How it had lots of good potential and lots of good plot points but was overshadowed by western ideals of what it's like to be gay and that really ruined the show for lots of people. Like I understand that theres a lot of stuff that's excused in thailand but majority of those things dont fly in other western countries (I get it, some countries arent there yet with certain views about things and they have different values, mine isnt the shining example of the most accepting). But thct was a good show for having an openly gay main character who didn't take any shit that was thrown at him and a character struggling with internalized homophobia whose only means of allowing himself queer feelings is through gay shows, the comedy aspect of this show kinda downplayed both characters which is why we got what we got. I get that people's heart flutter when they hear "i dont like [insert gender here], i only like you" but when you drop obvious signs that ton was a queer kid, you cant just negate his (at the very least) bisexuality. And had this show been a bit longer, we wouldnt have had issues with pacing, like was supposed to be happening throughout an entire school year?? Semester?? How is chon able to take so much time away from school to be able to go back home??? It's a good show but it clearly wasnt made with a queer audience in mind and wasnt written by queer people. This show could have been a masterpiece had it been made through a more queer perspective

tldr: I am way too invested in a show that wasnt made for queer people in mind and isnt that deep but isnt it tho?

[mjhashj]

i want someone to look at me like im valuable and tell me things that remind them of me and love my flaws and insecurities and wish they could spend as much time with me as possible and feel genuine joy and adoration and safety when they about me and i want to feel these things for them too i want to love and be loved

[trinisgayforkimberly]

Wildmoore prompt

Ryan gets hurt -Sophie freaks out/addresses her feelings towards her.

Thanks for the prompt, nony! I enjoyed this one so hopefully yall like it too. y'all already know, sorry for any mistakes. Leave me a prompt if you wanna, they inspire me to actually put something out there. anyways 7 weeks is a long time and i dont know how im going to survive without them.

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There’s this rage deep within her. She can’t escape it. Can’t stop herself from needing a moment alone in this depressing hospital, away from the worried stares. The bathroom is empty, thankfully, when she gets there. She sniffles and clears her voice; the noise, in the otherwise quiet restroom, echoing back. She slides herself into an empty stall, the silence surrounding her sitting heavy on her chest. She thinks she should be out there, searching for whoever’s done this, but her legs don’t will her out of this hospital; the urgency in apprehending the stupid motherfucker who did this gone as he had already been caught. Killed, really; Sophie having shot a bullet through his head as she saw Ryan’s falling form. She had been too late, her eyes widening in horror as she saw the blood seeping from Ryan’s frame. It all plays in her mind again, trying her best to remember every little detail, looking for the moment where she had made her mistake.

Except every time she replays it, the outcome never changes. She’s still here. In this stupid hospital bathroom stall, trying her best to keep her tears at bay. She feels herself lose her breath, the much needed oxygen disrupted in its destination as she chokes on a sob. Her pain instantly turns to anger as she lashes out, her hand swinging at her side, hitting the stall wall with a loud bang. The contact stings, but it’s better than the storm brewing in her chest.

Sophie understood the risks of the job. She should know, she risked her life every day as a Crow; risks her life any time she joins Batwoman and Batwing out on the field. So she knows, she’s aware of the dangers. Hell, they’ve even had close calls before, those nights taken in stride as they all pile up at The Hold Up, drinking and laughing and enjoying a life they know they are lucky to live.

But this feels like too much. Like the world is crashing down around her and she’s left picking up the pieces. No matter which way she looks at this, she knows she can’t change anything. And it terrifies her because she wasn’t even aware of this desperate need for Ryan to be okay.

It was no secret she and Ryan had a “thing”. An unspoken thing, but a thing no less. Sophie had gotten used to the longing stares across the room, the warm tingling sensation enveloping her body in a way she didn’t even know posible. Used to the long nights in the Batcave sitting across each other as they laughed over the dumbest thing, their sleep deprived minds finding everything and anything hilarious. Used to the small touches against her back every time Ryan passed by her, fingers ghosting over skin like some teasing game.

Sophie sort of realizes she’s just been standing in a stall crying her eyes out. She groans at herself, grabbing some paper so she can blow her nose. She’s all stuffy and she’s sure what little remained of her makeup was messily spread across her face. Great.

There’s a ding that catches her attention, one of her hands grabbing her phone from her pocket as the other finishes wiping her nose. She wipes at teary eyes, blinking the slight blurry vision away, before she reads her home screen.

Luke: are you okay?

Sophie is quick in her reply, sending out a small ‘I’m okay’ before she pockets her phone again. She quickly uses the restroom, sighing heavily when she ends up in front of the restroom mirror, her hands quickly coming up to brush at the small unruly hairs. There are bags under her eyes, she notes, quickly swiping her fingers underneath her eyes. The task at hand seems hard to complete, her arms feeling heavier than usual, before she lets them fall on top of the sink. Her shoulders sag as a small cry bubbles from her throat.

She feels exhaustion seep into her shoulders, her eyes stinging, and her heart sitting heavy in her chest. She thinks the one thing she regrets the most is not telling Ryan. She had waited for what? Now all she had were what ifs. Daydreams of all of their maybes. Something sinks and curls in her stomach, and she feels like she’s about to throw up.

---

Ryan is alive. Alive. There’s this slight release of pressure - she’s not exactly sure where the release comes from, just notices that her body in general feels lighter. She’ll still feel better after she’s seen Ryan, after she’s laid eyes on her and feels her heart beating against her hand. She needs proof.

Luke paces in front of her, his need to help getting the best of him as he mutters to himself under his breath. Sophie has half a mind to ask him what he’s saying, to assure him Ryan was fine, she was alive, but she stays silent. Just keeps watching him, making sure he doesn't stray into anyone’s way. She figures he has enough on his plate as it is, seeing as Mary was still on the run with Alice and keeping them in the dark. Ryan almost dying was not exactly the best addition to an already stressful situation.

It takes another hour and a half before the nurse comes out, politely leading them towards the room where Ryan resided in. Sophie stops in the doorway, watches from a distance as Luke shuffles awkwardly to Ryan’s bedside, a frown deeply set on his face as his eyes scan the smaller woman’s body. Sophie could hardly tell anything was wrong despite the small cut on her lip and the bruise near her left eye. She takes a step further, slowly inching her way into the room, blinking away at the tears threatening to slip out.

“She’s okay.” Luke states, nodding his head almost as if to solidify the statement. If he said it out loud, it meant it was real - Ryan was okay. Alive. Sophie nods her head, words dying on her tongue as she steps closer, her hands close enough to grab one of Ryan’s in a delicate hold. The warmth of Ryan’s skin comforts Sophie more than she realizes, so much so she lets out a shaky breath she seemed to have been holding. Tears fall from her eyes in relief as she sucks in another shaky, shallow breath.

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She’s asleep when she feels an insistent tapping against her forehead. It annoys her, causing her to lift her hand to swat at the offending object. She was tired, was she not allowed to sleep? But after a couple seconds she jumps up, sitting up much too fast, her back protesting the sudden movement. Her eyes scan her surroundings before they stop on Ryan’s bleary eyes blinking up at her. She’s awake.

“Ryan?” Sophie whispers, worried being too loud may burst what may be a dream. There’s a pained grunt as a response, brown eyes blinking closed before tiredly opening again. Sophie stands before she leans over Ryan, her hand cupping Ryan’s cheek delicately, her thumb brushing softly against the bruise adorning her face.

“Are you in pain?” Sophie rasps, finding her voice. “I can go get the doctor.”

The hand in hers tightens, so Sophie stays, her eyes roaming Ryan’s face, afraid she’s going to miss something. Sophie watches as Ryan struggles to breathe, her face twisting in a pained grimace. Sophie furrows her brows with concern, her hands ghosting over Ryan’s abdomen where the white bandage wrapped around Ryan’s middle hid. Sophie hits the nurses button and it’s not long before two nurses walk in and take over caring for Ryan. Sophie doesn’t get to say much else as she watches Ryan fall asleep while the nurses work around her.

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Sophie finds being patient extremely difficult. Since she’s being honest, the urge to shake Ryan awake to talk to her, to be reminded that Ryan was alive and stable, was strong and only quelled by the fact that she knew Ryan needed all the rest she could get, her body working to heal the wound in her abdomen. Luke leaves after a few hours, promising to take care of himself before coming back with a bag of their things.

So Sophie waits and waits. Ryan’s heart monitor the only constant sound in the room. She tries to busy herself with something, keep her hands moving or her brain working on something. Very little catches her attention, though, and she finds herself right back where she started. Staring at Ryan’s sleeping form as she lets her mind wander, heavy sighs falling from her lips every so often.

“Soph-” Ryan’s weak voice rings out into the empty room. Sophie sits up, her eyes finding deeper brown. There’s this small floating feeling that swoops through her stomach and up her chest, her cheeks warming as she lets a small smile play on her lips. She lets one of her hands grip one of Ryan’s, cradling it like a delicate flower, like she’s afraid she’ll break if she squeezes too hard. Ryan seems to crave a different contact, though, because Sophie feels Ryan curl her fingers tightly around Sophie’s, a small tear escaping Ryan’s deep brown eyes.

“You’re safe,” Sophie promises, her free hand traveling up Ryan’s torso until she’s cupping her face. Ryan lets out a small whimper before she lifts her other hand to grasp Sophie’s arm. “I have you.”

There’s a couple minutes of silence. Ryan seems to just let her face lean into Sophie’s touch while Sophie just took a second to stare at the woman in front of her. There’s an awed look across Sophie’s face, her thumb grazing soft skin as she lets her eyes trail down from Ryan’s eyebrows, past the deep bruise, to plump lips with a small cut near the corner of her mouth.

“I love you,” Sophie whispers into the space between them. Ryan’s brown eyes seem to snap into focus, deep brown eyes searching her own for something Sophie can’t quite place. “I love you, and I refuse to have you die and not know that. I’m done with the games, Ryan.”

Sophie wants to close the distance, finally feel Ryan’s lips against her own, but she holds back, allowing herself to read Ryan as she gives her time to process her words. Brown eyes stare back at her, so many emotions storming them Sophie can’t tell anything apart. It’s all just swirls of deep brown and a longing Sophie feels deep within her. She shifts closer, sitting on the edge of her seat as Ryan takes a deep breath.

“I love you too.” Ryan croaks, trying her best to clear her throat, but failing as she tiredly lets her head fall back against her pillow. Sophie lets out a small relieved cry before she finally leans down and brushes their lips softly. The kiss is soft and slow, just the first step to an ever evolving relationship, and it makes Sophie’s heart race in her chest.

Ryan is alive. Sophie sits back and feels the weight lifted off her shoulders, feels her lungs take in their first full breath in what felt like months. She makes sure her hand is still intertwined with Ryan’s. Only letting go when the nurses needed to get through, but otherwise keeping her in arms reach. And when Ryan inevitably falls asleep, her mind seems to focus on one thing: Ryan is alive.

[beezverse]

@the-splodge has given me prompting time to dump

Team B.E.S.T. was amazing i love them. Something i love about their team is how you could tell from the beginning how they would crack if they did. From the beginning it was grouped Etho with Bdubs and Skizz with Tango, if there was a falling out you knew who would go with who. Even though you knew that though, it still hurt when it finally happened. Also a thought, there had to be this thought that crossed Skizzs mind at least once when he was red of if B.E.S.T. ever actually cared for him considering how many times did Bdubs go red? And he kept getting brought back. Yet when Skizz went red, he was just out of the group, no hope. That can be two things one of which he already knew they wouldnt bring him back, probably cause theyre getting to late game (still would have to be a thought of them never caring before shaking it off with a "no its just late game") or you can think of him every night for some time going "tonight. Theyll bring me back tonight. They have to!" And just having that hope squashed every day. Anyway time to the next subject!

Now onto things about the Mooners. First, imma talk about Grian cause i have some stuff. He lost his soul then stopped sleeping? He keeps getting confused with reality and doesnt fully know whats going on around him? This man doesnt know who he is anymore from a mix of the fact he doesnt have his soul anymore and the fact he isnt sleeping. This man is 100% losing his sense of self and reality because of two events that happened a bit too close together. Cause like imagine losing your soul, youd have to lose a sense of self, right? So imagine ya start feeling off and you dont fully know who you are and it gets worse as the days pass and then you decide "yeah, ill voluntarily stop sleeping for as long as the moon is big" you lose a bit of a sense of reality, right? Then things happen and you dont know if its happening or if its a hallucination or not like blocks flying, your friends look changing, and a mob starting to laugh at you. Poor man. Also i 100% believe he thinks Ren and Doc killing him was a hallucination he does not think that happened thats why he didnt care like at all and at most was like "ooo cobwebs" he cant fully feel like that happened so to him? It didnt. It happened to him and he knows that but he also doesnt feel it really happened. Hes doing greattttt. More stuff cause new episode. Grian being so sleep deprived his Watcher self is starting to affect him and stuff so he starts Watching Mumbo. Also "i am you" yeah Mumbo has Grians soul so technically he is! Anyway next Mooner on the chopping block? Why the good ol' Mumbo Jumbo of course! Now this bitch just stole a soul so on that front hes feeling a bit off but otherwise hes fineeee. Hes also so tired he constantly feels as though he could pass out but shhh who cares the moon told him to and he loves the moon and this is the only way to stop the moon from punishing all of Hermitcraft for commiting the sin of ignoring her. Oh maybe thats why its a cult. More stuff from what happened today!!! Mumbo, in response to Grian being like "i am you" was all like "ive been thinking about this" he knows he has Grians soul he has been thinking about it and he is wondering if him and Grian are technically one in the same. Anyway some Mooner Scar thoughts! I havent watched any of his recent videos so sorry but yeah. He is the most energetic out of the three im talking about and no one gets it how is he like this what the fuck. He is ready for crime and thats about it. Look at him go! I dont have many Scar thoughts just he is constantly on the verge of a crash and hes doing great

Next things on the chopping block! Last Life Scar! God this poor poor man, nothing worked out for him huh? A tragedy. He had an ally for what, half a episode? Who then died and was the first Red and only red for a good while. He just kept trying to sell things and it wasnt really all working out for him. He goes red because he helped all the last reds become yellow and now hes alone again. The contracts he made never really helped him. At all. Like poor guy right? Nothing went his way and he still tried. And god he died in the water tube thing and the only reason he died was he double guessed himself. Cleo i think made it to the top without sprinting at all while swimming because she just kept going but Scar double guessed, opened his inventory, and tried to prepare his pickaxe and even hit the wall a bit. If he didnt double guess he would have been yellow for a bit longer. Quite sad huh? And then we have Last Life Joel and how he went bonkers like did you see that man? He did so well im proud of him he got top five. He just went on offence when he became the Boogeyman for the first time and never left. Probably cause he was red cause he failed so badly but shhhhh. He cured himself. Technically. God i love how he got his kill then died like damn L dude that must suck. God im attached to this creature of a man. Just... Look at him go, he either fails miserablely, somehow succeeds, or fails successfully. He is a disaster and i am here for it

Anyway that should be everything god this is long im sorry i dont know how to make the cut thing so oops. Also hope this is all coherent, this is multiple days of typing and i havent read back

[simpfortheseven]

Hey I hope you're doing well please take care of your health and also feel free to not do this request if it feels like too much but if you don't mind can you please do a hc for the om brothers when mc is sleep deprived and needs the bros to cuddle her to fall asleep? Thank you so much!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Obey Me: MC who is sleep deprived, so the bros cuddling them to get them to sleep/MC asks for a nap and cuddles

Yall know what time it is. Its time for me to finally answer at least one of my Asks that have been sitting here for a long long time. Im sorry for thw wait^^ I finally got into therapy, So im feeling a lot better💖 Im also sorry this took so long, my school recently went online due to ✨rona✨ so I forgot to answer this. Anyways! I wrote about a gender neutral MC for this and there are no triggers except lots of cuddling and soft touches.

Did this for the lovely @luminouslydark ^^

Lucifer

After getting done with his work at around 1am (early for him but ya know), He went by your room to make sure you didnt go to the attic check on you

He found you tossing and turning, which surprised him a little. Hadnt he sent you to bed a few hours ago?

You heard him open the door, and looked at him softly. "MC, youre supposed to be asleep."

"I cant sleep," You said softly. "I.. Can you hug me? Just until I can fall asleep?"

The dark haired demon was surprised. You were asking him for cuddles? He wasnt normally asked for that.

He didnt complain, however. He went over to you, wrapping his arms around you. His hands found their place around your waist, gently holding you against his chest. You could hear his heart beating, soft and rhythmic. His warm embrace and the soft beating of his heart eventually lulled you to sleep.

Mammon

This man, oh boy.

We all know he bursts into your room whenever he wants. Well one night, he decides its a great idea to run into your room at 1am to talk about how great it would be to make money off of 'those dumb videos humans are always watchin'!'

When he runs in, it scares the hell out of you (hA get it). You jump up, which makes Mammon jump to.

"Hey, Human! Youre supposta be asleep!"

"Thats hard to do when crazy people like you always run in!"

"Jeez, ok ok. im sorry,"

"It will take more than an apology to make it up to me." You open your arms, looking up at him tiredly.

Lets just say that he went r e d. This man, hes just a blushing awkward mess. "Uh- Well, I mean, of course you wanna cuddle with The Great Mammon!"

He sat next to you wrapping his arms around you all flustered. His heart was rapid, which made you smile. You let your eyes close. The avatar of greed however stayed awake, not caring how tired he was. He wanst going to miss a moment of holding you.

Levi

The purple haired Avatar of Envy tended to play video games late into the night. Of course, he found a new game on Shteam (i dont know what its called there), which means he had to download it on his phone and to run to your room to tell you about it (You got the yucky otaku to leave his room, Congrats!)

He burst in the door, "MC!! WAKE UP!!" You were already awake, so you sat up. Hw was a little surprised you were awake. "GUESS WHAT??"

"What is it, Levi?" You asked curiously.

"A NEW GAME CAME OUT, ITS GOT -bla bla game stuff-!!!"

"Oh that's awesome, Levi!" You smiled at him sleepily.

"Right!" He smiled happily. "I want to play it with you, can i?"

"Hm.. I'm really tired, Levi. But you can cuddle me and play at the same time if you want?" You knew you wouldn't be able to get him to cuddle if you said it was because you couldn't sleep.

He awkwardly sat on your bed, your head finding a place on his chest as he "played his game". In reality, he was just internally screaming.

Satan

Getting the avatar of wrath to cuddle you to sleep was easy enough. You knew he would most likely be up late reading, so as you carefully climbed over his mountains of books to reach his bed, you sat on his bed.

This shook the blonde demon enough to make him look up from his book.

"MC? What are you doing?"

"Satan, i'm super tired and can't sleep.. Could you cuddle me?" You asked quietly.

"Ah," He nodded, scooting over a little and patting the space next to him. "You need to sleep, MC. Its imporant to your health."

You laid with him, letting him wrap his arms around you. He kept reading ad you slept, his soft heartbeat helping you drift off to sleep.

Asmo

Spa day had alwags been a great way to relax for the two of you, spending time with you always helped Asmodeous relax. But maybe you started relaxing to hard.. You started to fall asleep while doing face masks.

"MC!" the strawberry blonde shook your shoulder. You bolted awake. "No wonder you looked so dreadful! You havent been sleeping, have you?"

"I havent been sleeping well, no," You said quietly.

"Then this calls for some beauty rest!" He scrubbed off the face masks before making you lay down in his huge bed. He of course laid down with you, cuddling you and playing soft binaural beats to help lull you into a deep rest.

Beel and Belphie

The oranged haired demon had (once again) snuck to the kitchen. You had wandered down there looking for him, part of your tasks with lucifer and you could always count on Beel to sneak you a piece of whatever you ate. Soon enough, you saw him eating out of the fridge.

"Beel?" You went over. He didnt turn, just handed you a slice of pizza. "Cmon, you know Lucifer will kill us both if you eat all of it."

"I know," He said, turning to face you. "Im just so hungry.."

Before you could speak, a voice chimed in from the doorframe. "You guys are to loud," Belphie was there, cow pillow in hand.

"Oh sorry," Beel said. "MC, lets go eat in my room." you nodded, Beel leading you towards his room. It was only after you were already laying down did you see Belphie had followed. You tilted your head, but Belphie just plopped down ontop of you. Beel put his arm around the two of you, eating his pizza quietly.

After you finished your slice, you could hear Belphie soft snoring.

"You should sleep. You look tired. And dont worry, I'll get Belphie up in the morning." Beel said, nodding at you. Being sandwiched between them, you didnt have much of a choice. You slowly drifted off, Belphies snoring lulling you to sleep.

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sorry this took so long and they kinda suck ;-;