#krisbaek angst

[cosmiclatte28]

Autumn in my heart (krisbaek) (chanbaek)

One shot - angst/fluff

Krisbaek -chanbaek

Warning : mentions of kris wu, will bring you back memories of our best "chicken nae style anya" brother 🤧🤧

(Posted on wattpad before, so yeah this is my original work)

Enjoy

The picturesque scene of red and orange trees cannot fool the dull and somber race of falling leaves pulled by the gravity. Be honest, autumn is depressing. See the falling leaves, dying every time a gush of cold wind tingles. Baekhyun hates seeing the piles of dead leaves on the ground, he feels like the trees are selfish that they let the leaves die in order to survive.

The clock strikes six when Baekhyun has put on his tailor fitted Pea coat from Schott's. Tonight, his favorite fragrance from Clean accompanies him. He inhales his favorite floral woody musk mixed with a slight hint of fresh soap and gets himself ready as his smart watch rings with a caller ID he loves dearly. His lover has rung him up saying he is downstairs waiting for him to take his time. Baekhyun makes his last tuck on his Pea coat and he pockets his phone as he slipped his feet to his leather boots and Baekhyun makes sure to kiss his corgi good bye before keeping the key in his pocket and slightly run to meet the waiting prince; his waiting prince!

The elevator ride almost killed Baekhyun; he frowns whenever the door opens and what greets him are the foreign faces of his neighbor from other floors; after pressing the close button five more times, Baekhyun finally reaches his destination. With his crescent eyes he scans the whole room and finds his prince in no time. His fashion and his tall body make him easy to spot.

"Kris! I'm here, let's go!" Baekhyun clings into the taller man's arm and giddily drags him out of the warm lobby. The early cold wind harshly welcomes them outside; Kris clears his throat and pulls the brunette closer. He takes in his small hand, holds it firm in his big hand, and pops it nicely into his toasty pocket of his Burberry trench coat. "It's starting to get cold," Kris smiles.

Baekhyun blushes, even when Kris had done this for three consecutive autumns, his heart will always beat like it was his first time. He did nothing though and just follow his long legs that bring them to a place Baekhyun knows a bit too much.

"Usual place Kris?"

The tall blonde man nods and after walking through the busy streets, they found themselves in a restaurant district. Baekhyun's stomach growls when the delicious smell of his favorite food can be smelled from a meter. They sit down on their usual chairs, place the same ordinary menu; a Hawaiian pizza slice for Baekhyun and a Pepperoni for Kris. Though Kris never agrees that pineapple goes with pizza, he never speaks his opinion out loud to Baekhyun, he just can't. Try and say that to a man who really enjoys it and do you dare see his heart breaks? No Kris doesn't want to break his heart; it's the last thing he wanted to do to Baekhyun.

Dinner is amazing. Over two slices of giant pizza and soda, they exchange stories, laugh over new jokes, and secretly treasure this sweet moment. They end their pizza date with a split bill and with the warmth of a full stomach. The two men make their way out of the bright, fragrance road and move to another crowded and romantic district.

Baekhyun told Kris about a new milkshake shop opening in here in Gangnam, and Kris will do everything that brings a smile to Baekhyun's face. With Baekhyun standing close by his side, Kris naturally slides his arm to hug Baekhyun's slim waist from the side as he reads the menu in the TV from the queuing line.

The café is full of sweet couples, the atmosphere here is so warm and comfortable, Kris knows this will 99% become their favorite hangout place.

"We're so sorry, but we sold the second last cup already... We only have one left for the special house favorite's chocolate," the man with a name tag reading Yixing, smiles apologetically to the two sweet couple across him.

Baekhyun runs his eyes to the TV screen to look for another substitute, but Kris was faster.

"No problem, an extra straw will do. How much for the last cup?" Kris hands Yixing his card and swipes the bill.

Baekhyun squeals deep inside his heart, how Kris could always do a new sweet action every time they go out?!

"You sure don't want anything else?" Baekhyun asks when Kris lets go off his straw after a good five sips.

Kris shakes his head and raises his thumb to wipe a trace of chocolate from Baekhyun's lips, "No, you can have them all. It tastes good and I know you like them so much." Kris kisses his thumb and cleans the chocolate from Baekhyun's lips.

Baekhyun playfully punches Kris, "What's into you?! Why are you suddenly this sweet!"

Kris laughs it off and rolls his eyes, "Because I am a nice boyfriend? Come on admit it—" Baekhyun shuts him off with a quick peck "—I'm going to have heart attack Baek, if you are making that a habit."

After making a loud sip to ensure he leaves nothing on the bottom of the glass, Baekhyun and Kris step their foot out of the lovely café. They freeze when they see people carrying umbrellas and celebrating something.

"The first snow!" Both men choir and giggle upon welcoming the cold winter!

Baekhyun reaches for a folded umbrella he had brought in his pocket and this time takes the lead to pull the giant closer and tries his best to raise the umbrella to his height. Kris cannot oppress his gummy smile and allows Baekhyun do his thing.

"I am not taking care of a sick giant again, that's why I read the weather forecast earlier and they predicted the first snow the fall. Turns out they were accurate this year, come Kris let's walk under the first snow!" Baekhyun sneakily places his hand into Kris' coat and the taller simply holds his hand.

They have fun for a moment under the first snow, took some pictures and updated their social media platforms.

"The snow is falling harder, shall we head home?" Kris worries for their health. The two men are responsible for their working days, falling sick is something they can't afford.

Baekhyun does not refuse; along their careful steps on the slippery grounds the two men don't stop talking at all. They will find new topics whenever they seem to come to an end. Tonight is a good date night. Their date night ends with Kris ushering Baekhyun back to his Apartment room.

"Good bye Kris, thank you for tonight!" Baekhyun shakes his wet umbrella.

"No problem Baek, I'll be going now,"

"Wait—" Baekhyun runs to his room and returns not long after it, he gets on his tip of toes and wraps a warm red scarf over Kris "—take that with you, it's my winter present. Stay safe okay and call me when you got home." Baekhyun buries his face on his chest as he hugs him tight.

"Thanks honey, Good night." Kris steps back and waves his hand.

Baekhyun wiggles his hand in panic, "Oh take the umbrella! And please just grab a taxi!" Baekhyun pushes his umbrella to Kris' hand.

Kris chuckles and tousles Baekhyun's soft hairs, "Yes sir! I can take care of myself—" Kris winks and Baekhyun rolls his eyes. The tall blonde makes his stealing move and kiss the plump lips of Baekhyun before finally going back home.

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Sun rises and sets, moon shines and hides, the world rotates and time runs. Their love for each other blooms, although their relationship has ups and downs, the two can overcome the big waves and sail their ship to another calm ocean. A calm sea will never make a skillful sailor, and one day the biggest wave crashes to their ship, and Baekhyun feels like he is forcefully drowned into the dark deep grief of heart breaks.

The road is crowded, well at least there are cars speeding in the road, and his sparkly eyes are fixed on a "sweet" scene in front of him. Yeah sweet if the people you saw were someone you did not know, or your best friend; but seriously not sweet if it's your boyfriend you saw over the road holding hands with another pretty boy, wrapped in an expensive suit looking all lovey dovey with your man. Maybe Kris did not know or see Baekhyun on the other side of the road, but Baekhyun cannot mistake that man as someone else. His eyes turn red; Baekhyun fetches his phone and takes the speed dial to call Kris. He waits for a moment with his eyes fixed on the two men across him.

The pedestrian traffic turns green, and Baekhyun sees the two of them walking to cross the road. He quickly hides himself in an old payphone box while still listening to the waiting tone and keeping an eye on Kris. When Kris made it with the sweet smiling guy to the same street as Baekhyun's he swears his call just was sent to voicemail. Kris also presses his screen earlier, hufth he didn't even hesitate to reject his call. Insteaad, Kris looks so happy walking with this new man. His jealousy and suspicion completely take over him, he leans over the small phone box and stares at his screen emptily.

"Sorry, busy can't pick up your call." Kris' message appears in his notification bar.

Baekhyun swallows the lump stuck in his throat; disappointed and angry the lonely man runs back to his apartment. He was planning to buy dinner and surprises Kris in his office for working overtime. If his vocabulary for overtime means having a walk with another man, heol Baekhyun won't bother coming to see him.

Baekhyun locks himself in his room and cries his heart out, his stomach grumbles, but his heart aches more. Baekhyun ignores all of the calls and messages in his phone. Thirty minutes later he wipes his eyes and after ensuring his heart he needs to do this: Baekhyun texts a number.

"Soo, you're right... I'm coming to the dinner tomorrow. What's his name again?"

This time Baekhyun regrets not listening to his friends when they warned him about his boyfriend playing fire behind his back. Baekhyun is too naïve and blunt to realize Kris has slowly changed. He was not as sweet as he used to, he got busy, and he rarely picked his calls. At first Baekhyun simply forgive him; thinking he must be busy with his works, turns out Baekhyun is living blindly.

The tall blonde man enters his apartment and paces his room nervously while sticking his phone to his ear. He bites his lips when the line beeps but no one seems to answer the call.

"Pick up. Pick up Baek.... Please... I'm worried sick..." Kris ends the waiting and jumps to the message room. He sends more messages asking if Baekhyun is okay, why is he not picking up calls, and why is he not reading his messages.

Kris feels guilty rejecting Baekhyun's call earlier, but he cannot pick the call there when he thinks his coworker has a big crush and is flirting with him. Kris cannot bring himself to answer the call and crushes the cute man's dream. Yes, Suho, his co-worker is lately clinging on his side, and Kris cannot lie and say he's unattractive. Suho is a calm and nice man, good with works, and Kris finds it hard to keep his heart stable when he's around.

Kris thought he saved Suho from crying in the streets, when in reality his real boyfriend is the one crying on the busy streets... by himself. Poor Kris doesn't know this.

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The next morning, Baekhyun did not bat an eye nor reply any of his messages. He muted his number and prepares for work. As he sprays his perfume, the front door beeps open and a tall man he used to love, but now hates, shows up with a bouquet of yellow flowers on his hand.

"Good morning sunshine! What's with the cloudy face?" Kris extends his hand to give Baekhyun the arrangement.

Baekhyun looks at his sickening handsome smile and walks to take his working bag. "Nothing. I'm tired of work and this life full of lies."

Kris frowns, "What do you mean?"

Baekhyun just hums an "I don't know" tone and occupies himself with packing his lunch and laptop.

Kris walks to the kitchen table and picks Baekhyun's phone, he scrolls through the notifications and shakes his head, "WOW! You haven't open my text, not a single one! Why?" he sounds confused.

Baekhyun is the type to have his phone on his nose almost every second, what's with leaving Kris unread?

Baekhyun snatches his phone, "I fell asleep earlier yesterday after you said I shouldn't come and have dinner with you, since you're taking overtime."

Kris sighs, "Come on Baek, you're acting like this just because I denied your offer to eat dinner together?" Baekhyun walks away.

"Don't act so childish. We can always have dinner together tonight or other nights." Kris snaps.

Baekhyun keeps his cold face on; he takes his lunch and working bag, and slips into his shoes. Kris shadows him all over the place.

"Really? Then why did you cancel it yesterday?" He wears his shoes and holds on to the door knob.

"I had a sudden meeting." Kris lies quickly.

"Oh so now you call walking with another man without companion, while acting lovely is your definition of meeting. To me I call that a secret date mister!" Baekhyun stomps his foot, "Now go! Leave! I am tired of your lies!!" Baekhyun exits the room, but Kris holds a grip of his hand.

"but..." Kris is cut off by Baekhyun's loud voice, "For your information Kris, I saw you with my own eyes walking with a man and rejecting my call." Baekhyun raises his tone and his face turns red. He breaks his hand free and rushes to the parking lot.

Kris runs after Baekhyun, but luck must've left him today for the lift closes before he can reach him. Baekhyun is clearly mad and fed up, for he is not trying to do anything to clean up the misunderstanding.

Their day goes on differently, Baekhyun is still absorbed in his sadness and pain, while Kris... Kris thinks today's problem will end like any others. His day is smooth and the man from yesterday even offers him coffee. Upon seeing Kris busy checking his phone; waiting for someone to call or chat; Suho asks him, "What's bothering you?"

Kris thinks for a while, should he tell Suho what actually happened, but what if things get more dark and dangerous? After some consideration, Kris decides to use the help chance. He told Suho what happened yesterday and earlier this morning. Suho just laughs and comes up with a solution, "I can help you clarify this... Give me his number, I'll talk to him."

Kris denies that idea at first, but after some more convincing words from Suho, he gave up Baekhyun's phone number to Suho. He thought maybe Baek would listen to Suho.

Sure, Suho's idea was not completely wrong, Baekhyun answers his call in a friendly manner and he did not blame Suho for anything. Baekhyun listened to all of Suho's kind and sincere explanation, but his heart still cannot easily forgive Kris for doing it.

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Baekhyun dresses up nicely in his bomber jacket, and puts on his cap to hide his puffy eyes. He takes his steps to greet his date tonight, the man Kyungsoo told him about. Park Chanyeol, son of the CEO of Eve's corporation: Korea's first leading group in food supply, while Kris is the son of the second leading group.

To put it into words, Chanyeol is a man of daydream. He is everything you expected when meeting a living prince charming. He talks in his deep voice, his choice of words are amazing, his fashion taste is casual yet daydreaming, his manners are polished as perfect as one can be, but no matter how nice and perfect Chanyeol is, his heart cannot stop comparing him to Kris. Kris is not as perfect as him, Kris is more of the clumsy type and silly. However one thing for sure, Baekhyun likes Chanyeol's jokes better than Kris'

His choice of place for a first meeting is way beyond expectation. Baekhyun would have dressed up properly if he knew Chanyeol is bringing him to a secluded private restaurant. Baekhyun seals his mouth tightly about this date, yet Kris knows.

He comes home with a bright smiling face, Chanyeol had just dropped him off from his Mercedes-Benz G65. Baekhyun secretly smiles to himself and wraps his jacket tighter as he enters the lift to reach his house. He can't stop humming small tunes while taking his light steps.

With a big surprised face, Baekhyun takes a step back when Kris greets him in his stern voice.

"Why are you here?" the shorter man sounds annoyed. His mood totally jumped from hype to down.

Kris raises his brow, "Am I not allowed to visit my lover? Beside I came here to check if he's here yet, since he ignored my calls and texts." Baekhyun makes his way to the kitchen and fills himself a glass of water, "Well, sorry but I have someone to see tonight," Baekhyun shrugs his shoulder.

Kris joins him to the small kitchen, "Yeah and I just found out my boy, without my acknowledge, went to meet another man and came home—" he glances at his watch, "—late, my boy came home pretty late. It's 10!"

Baekhyun finishes his glass of water, and slams his cup a bit too hard, "So what? I'm big enough to come home whenever I want and I can take care of myself."

"Who's that man? How are you sure he is someone good?" Kris elevates his tone.

Baekhyun takes a deep breath and speaks out loud clearly, "it's none of your business! Even I did not know who the man you're with yesterday was and I did not ask you anything! I did not interrogate you Kris Wu!" Baekhyun spits those words in one breath, he tosses his jacket then locks himself in his room. Kris knocks on his door relentlessly and all he gets is silence.

Silence from the loudest man is the scariest thing

Baekhyun wakes up with heavy head, puffy blood shot eyes, and a runny nose. He forces himself to leave his bed and calls in for a day off today. He has called Chanyeol last night and told the new man everything, something in his heart screams that Chanyeol can help and Chanyeol will not hurt him like Kris did. With his beloved corgi walking beside him, Baekhyun opens his door and freezes when he sees Kris sleeping uncomfortably on the floor.

"Babo-ya," Baekhyun scoffs in his mind and leaves the tall giant on the floor. He makes himself a glass of tea and gulps an aspirin down his dry throat. He takes his time writing a short note and sticks it on Kris' free arm. He bends to place a soft kiss on his temple, probably his last, and Baekhyun secretly leaves.

Kris wakes up from the pain his back screams for sleeping on the floor, he yawns and stretches then looks around and realizes he had fallen asleep when begging Baekhyun to open the door. He sees the post it on his arm and he quickly reads it. His brow scrunches as the line gets down, and finally they widens and his mouth fell. Kris lost his sense of touch, hearing, and sight... he feels like a thunder just hit him and he's drowned in his emotions. He slowly sits on the sofa, and re-reads the nicely written letter. He makes sure to not miss any single word or get the wrong idea. But no matter how many times he checks the letter again, the words don't change.

"Baekhyun wants us to end it here," Kris speaks to himself, the tall blonde quickly searches the house. Hoping to found the man he was looking for, he needs to discuss this with Baekhyun. Seriously they did not need to break up over a silly matter!

"Baekhyun-ie, what do you mean? We can talk about this... where are you?" Kris puts on his shoes and coat.

"We don't have to discuss anything Kris. We're not meant to be, I realized we're not made for each other. Our parents don't even support this relationship we had for three and a half years. It's over Kris, go get that man and I will go my way." Baekhyun explains as best as he can.

"No, We need to meet. We're not breaking up over phone. I don't consider our relationship over just because you decided it by yourself. We need to meet." Kris grips his phone hard.

"I can't Kris, I'm no longer near you. Bye," Baekhyun said.

Kris hears the faint background sound and damn that man is in the airport, where the hell is he going now without telling him.

Baekhyun turns off his call and sadly stares at his wallpaper. It's a picture of happy Kris and Baekhyun laughing under the mistletoe from their last Christmas.

"Are we ready to go?" Chanyeol's deep voice resonates beside him. Baekhyun groggily nods and copies his steps to the boarding gate. Baekhyun takes one last heavy breath; yes he is leaving Korea and Kris behind. This is what his family wants, this is for the best.

Baekhyun comes from the leading electronic cooperation in Korea; turns out his parents had made an agreement to make Baekhyun and Chanyeol an official pair. Simply said his parents arranged his marriage with Park family for the sake of their business. The Byun family does not have a good history with the Wu family. Both Kris and Baekhyun had been trying their best to keep their boat sailing despite the harsh wind made by their own families, but Baekhyun has had enough. The two used to think if they are together, they can fight their families and live happily ever after, but that's too good to be true.

Now, his family has made a lot of agreements with The Park family, and that explains why Baekhyun is sent to leave Korea with Chanyeol the night when Baek reported Kris' actions. His father used the situation to break them apart, and he partly succeeded. Baekhyun is now seated on the first class flight to Britain, with his future fiancé (That's what his parents insisted).

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The loving couple separated without a clear ending, Kris still lives his life to the fullest he can, but everything is pointless when Baekhyun is not in his life. He did not date anyone, he still holds on to the belief that Baekhyun is still his boyfriend, and he is still committed to that man he loves.

Suho has tried a lot of things to set Kris up with a new date, but none of them seems to win his heart. Kris only attends the blind dates Suho made, just to respect his kindness and attention. Suho himself has won the heart of the cute guy in the milkshake shop Kris and Baekhyun once visited, Yixing. Suho was close with Kris because he needs help with winning the cute dimple man's heart. The night when Baekhyun went home with Chanyeol, Kris was actually waiting for him to explain everything. Kris wanted to tell Baekhyun that he doesn't have to be jealous of Suho, for Suho has his heart and eyes for another man. Fate did not let him explain anything that night, and the next day Baekhyun was already gone from his life.

Kris changes into a cold and quiet man, while Baekhyun has opened his heart to the new man with him. Baekhyun realizes Chanyeol shares a lot of things in common with him. Knowing the new tall man with elf ears is easy and they get along so well. They spend a good two years in England, and they have to return to Korea when the working contract for Chanyeol ended.

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Their plane touched down on the land of Korea, where the leaves are starting to fall and the winds getting colder. Baekhyun sighs it's once again autumn, He always hates autumn.

Chanyeol feels for having to check the office and sending Baekhyun home by himself. Baekhyun did not mind, instead he is happy he can have his time alone here.

Baekhyun takes the taxi to a park he missed. A small park with benches for couples to seat and enjoy the falling leaves with the big Han River across them. He breathes in the autumn leaves and slightly smile when he the memories he made here with Kris slowly floods his mind. A small tug is felt in his heart, how is that tall blonde doing? Baekhyun walks and walks then sits at one of the empty benches, his hand traces the old wood and smiles when his eyes caught a small scribble that managed to be intact even when seasons has changed.

He traces the craving and secretly hides his smile when the memory comes back in his mind.

The writing of Kris and Baekhyun in a big heart, deriving from four years ago. He remembered craving their names cheesily on a park bench when the first leaf fell. Baekhyun scoffs when he realizes a lot of things he did with Kris is associated with autumn.

He closes his eyes for a while and finds himself awaken in surprise when a familiar voice greets him,

"Baekyun?" the voice sounds unsure, "Baekhyun?! It's really you?" this time it sounds surprised and a bit happy.

Baekhyun opens his eyes and gulps when the same man he left without news is here again infront of him. The man he shared love, the man he secretly hates and loves, the same man who used to be the happiness of Baekhyun. He looks different! He definitely lose weight, his hair is now plain and boring brown, his eyes no longer offers the star and galaxy Baekhyun used to spent his time gazing. His voice didn't change though, still the same deep voice that never fails to make him tremble.

"Kris, well... yes this is me." Baekhyun sheepishly admits it's him.

"It's been a while," Kris opens his mouth. He takes the empty spot beside Baekhyun.

"Look Kris, I don't have much time," Baekhyun dares himself to face him and holds his tears back. He almost breaks down in tears when he once again sees the man he loves in front of him.

"I know it was hard for both of us, but that was the best for us. This is the best for us." Kris stays quiet despite wanting to kiss Baekhyun and tell him everything he kept to himself for a good two years, but no he wants to listen to Baekyun. He reflected for two years and he wanted to make up all his bad mistakes.

"Fate doesn't let us be together... our family hates one another... we can't... we just can't be one Kris." Baekhyun bites his lips and holds his tears back. His heart is breaking right now when he sees the broken look in Kris' eyes. When he first saw Kris sitting beside him, he swore he saw a glint of hope in Kris' eyes but now Baekhyun completely destroys it. He hates him for one again hurting Kris, but this is for their own goods.

Baekhyun can no longer holds his tears, he breaks down into tears right beside Kris. The brunette hides his face in his hands and his shoulder moves as he expresses all of his bottled up emotions. Something glints under the last rays of the sun and Kris moves closer to Baekhyun's side. He bravely takes Baekhyun into a hug and he brings his thumb to wipe the crystals falling over Baekhyun's smooth cheeks. Kris cannot speak a word, his mouth goes mute all he knows is his life is completely dark now without Baekhyun. It was dark already before when he left, but now when he clearly said that... Kris feels like dying.

"Good bye Kris," Baekhyun stands up and walks to leave the broken hearted man. He turns one last time to see his unrequited love; Baekhyun forces his sweet smile, "Thank you for the memories." Baekhyun takes quick steps to leave the park and Kris. A strong wind blows and makes the piles of orange dried leaves fly around and when it's over Baekhyun is completely not anywhere to be seen.

Kris closes his eyes and memorizes the last words from his love, he left him completely now. Baekhyun left his presence, his world, and his hopes. Kris fishes his jacket and pulls out a velvet box, he snaps it open and a simple diamond ring is shining there. Well, he's been carrying this around since Baekhyun left, he wanted to propose to him whenever he got the chance to see Baekhyun , but turns out his ring finger is occupied already with the same diamond ring he had in mind will fit his slender finger. Kris keeps the ring again in the box and he pockets it again in his left chest. He lets his tears run through his face as he walks along with the last falling leaf.

He leaves the love of his life with tears and thousand of memories. Kris smiles bitterly when he remembers how Baekhyun always hates autumn. Turns out all memories with Baekhyun are prominent in autumn: Baekhyun's least favorite season.

flashback <<<

"I hate autumn Kris, can you imagine how selfless the tree is, letting the leaf die so it can live longer." Baekhyun pointed to an almost bald tree.

Kris pinches the cute cheeks of Baekhyun, "Well yes the trees are selfish Baek, but did you see how sincere the leaves are? I'm sure the tree did not want the leaves to die, instead I think the leaf sacrifice itself so the tree can live," Baekhyun cuts him, "But why Kris? Why must the leaves die for the tree?"

Kris holds his lover's hand tighter in his jacket, "Because my Baekhyunnie, that way the tree can survive the harsh cold winter and make new leaf later on spring. That way the leaf and the tree are once again together!"

Baekhyun nods his head, "Woah that's a better theory! You should definitely be the one telling our kids bed time stories later on!" He cheerfully pecks a kiss on Kris' lips and blushes.

"Just like love, you must sacrifice for the one you love." Kris leans in for another kiss.

"I love you Kris, now and forever!" Baekhyun leans his head on Kris' strong and wide shoulder.

"I love you most Baekhyunnie, I'll be like the leaf in autumn!" Kris whispers to his world; Baekhyun

The two men in different place share the same memory tonight.

As the moon shines and the first snow falls they secretly whisper each other "I still love you."

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Summary: Imagine me and you (I don't)  Author: jijek 
Length: oneshot Status: Complete Genre: actor/director au, angst, drama, break up broken forever, abuse, psychological Sidepairing: krisbaek 
Rating: NC17

Admin Shiba: this isn’t a conventional fic but I don’t know why but it really made a huge impression on me when i first entered the fandom. it’s absolutely fantastic, give it a chance! It’s best listened to while listening to Happy Together by The Turtles. also take the warnings seriously! 

[leh-rin]

Tags: Angst, Drama, Romance, Highschool AU, Mafia AU

Side Pairings: Hunhan, Kaisoo, Krisbaek

Length: Chapters

Incomplete

Summary: Baekhyun was the gossip of the school. But Chanyeol knew his eyes told a whole different story.

Comments: This story is really cool as in unfolds! Unfortunately the author hasn’t updated in awhile so ; - ; But give it a try but it might not be your taste o3o.

[baekyeol-fics]

[Submission] Title: Perfect

Author: fictionwrites

Length: one-shot

Status: completed 

Rating: PG-13 (for strong language)

Genre: songfic

Summary: Chanyeol has always been falling in love with Baekhyun, and Jongdae believes in their happy ending. 

(optional) Reason for submitting: It’s my first fic! >_<

Admin notes: this was very cute~ keep up the good work! - admin shiba

[AFF]

[baekkyhunnie]

You’ve Taken So Much

Word Count: 1278

Warnings: Character Deaths, mentions of suicide, angsty af.

Pairings: KrisBaek, ChanBaek, ChanDae

"Chanyeol," Baekhyun sighs, pressing his smooth lips against Chanyeol's cheek. "It's Okay Baek, I can wait as long as you need me to. Anything for you." Baekhyun smiles, kissing his lips softly. "Thank you Chanyeol." He says a tall man, Chanyeol's older brother Kris walks in, catching the eyes ok Baekhyun. "Would you like to watch the movie with us, Kris?" Baekhyun asks, batting his eyes.

Baekhyun stared with wide eyes at the taller man. "Chanyeol!" He shrieked," Are you stupid?" he questioned staring at the bloodied man, He reached a hand out towards Chanyeol watching as the older man flinched away slightly. Chanyeol hunched, his breathing erratic, blood dripping from his large hands. Baekhyun watched in horror as Chanyeol slid down the wall of the art studio, his eyes running over blood ridden glass that was scattered about the studio. "I waited," Chanyeol began, "I waited 5 years, I waited so long, for so so long, I just wanted you to love me back, I wanted you to see me as a lover, I waited patiently for you to tell me who it was." "Chany-" "shut up Baekhyun! For once just shut up and let m talk!" Chanyeol screamed, coughing violently after. Baekhyun watched in silence as the man came undone, bottom lip quivering, hands drenched with blood. There was so much blood. The once brave, strong tall man was replaced. The man that sat at Baekhyun's feet was a pile of rubble, nothingness, a bag full of hollow bones. The only strong thing about him was his grip on a tan wool scarf. "I was so in love with you, but you chose him, my own brother. You chose Kris. You let me believe, for 5 years! You let me think I had a chance!" Chanyeol sobbed, his skin was sickly, sweat dripping from his head. "It took me 2 years to move on, you took so much from me, you took my love, my brother, my heart...You took all my attention for 7 years! You took who I was, you chewed it up and spit it out for seven years! Then," Chanyeol whispered, voice hoarse," Then I found him." Chanyeol's hand limply waved around the studio, gesturing to the sketches of a very ethereal being. "I found him, Jongdae Kim, the love of my life, the man I knew that loved me, the man I knew I loved. It took me two more years to marry him, 2 years of him painting my artwork, 2 years of him decorating my house beyond recognition. My small house began to feel like a home! It took 2 years of him burning toast and making the worst coffee ever to realize I wanted to marry him. I was in love with him and his vegan cafe addiction for two whole years. He said yes, he said yes and I had never been happier. He made me better, he insisted I invite both you and Kris over more often even though he hated that you guys drank. He helped me realize the flaws in Park Chanyeol and not just others. He let me know when things would be okay and when I should worry. He told me he loved me no matter the timing. Whether it be in the studio working away, walking through the house trying to find my car keys, or laying in the snow pretending we were small kids, despite being 26. He showed me things, shared himself with me and god I love him for that, for showing me how to live. " Chanyeol silenced himself with a bloody cough, he wiped away the excess blood on his chin with an already bloody palm. "Chanyeol, I am sorry." Baekhyun pleads, sitting down avoiding stray pieces of glass. His voice cracked slightly as he remembered what happened. "Can't you leave me alone now?" Chanyeol groaned in agony, hitting his head against the unfinished art wall. "Can't you let me die in peace?" He yelled Baekhyun flinched in fear. "Chanyeol, we have to get you to the hospital, you've lost so much blood." "Ironic, you didn't say that to Jongdae." the room fell completely silent. "I remember that night, crystal clear, you should've been thrown in jail for what you did. All I wanted was a happy ending! You took mine!"

"Jongdae, let me go with, it's late." Chanyeol watched his husband scoff as he put on a hat and a pair of matching mittens. "Channie, It's right across the street, I'll be fine and when I get back we can finish our art wall, just like you wanted, okay?" Jongdae said, taking Chanyeol's tan wool scarf from the coat rack wrapping it around his neck. "I just have-" "A bad feeling, but you shouldn't now hush. I love you and I'll be back." Chanyeol sighs in defeat kissing his husband passionately. Jongdae sighs in the warmth pulling away. "I love you too," Chanyeol replies, matting down the scarf pressing a light kiss on Jongdae's neck.

"It was supposed to be a quick trip there and back. At that point, I just wanted to hold my husband and cuddle him while we watched his favourite drama series again and drink our drinks from the vegan cafe. That's what I was expecting." "What I wasn't expecting was to have a drunk you at my doorstep slurring an apology of some sorts."

A loud thud resounded from outside causing Chanyeol to spring up from his white couch, something Jongdae miraculously shoved into his apartment claiming "it was aesthetically pleasing and comfortable and the two simply just go together." Chanyeol swung the door open meeting Baekhyun, who was sobbing drunkenly, apologizing for something that Chanyeol didn't hear, because he was too focused on the scene behind Baekhyun. He shoved Baekhyun into the snow, sprinting in bare feet towards a limp figure, slipping on an iced road, Chanyeol's knees were dripped with blood and scratches once he reached the man lying limp. "Oh god! Dae!" he yelled,  "Someone call 911!" He yelled holding his husband close to his beating heart, the cold wedding band digging into his finger as he squeezed his husband close.

"he was pronounced dead the next morning," Chanyeol sobbed, blood pouring from his self-inflicted stab wound into what seemed to be the main artery, at least to Baekhyun it seemed as such. Bakehyun's eyes wandered around the room taking in the sketches of Jongdae surrounded by glass. "Chanyeol, you've just gone mad! Killing yourself isn-" "Shut up!" Chanyeol roared, "You don't know what it's like waking up without your other half every day! every time I wake up and look in the mirror or at that godforsaken white couch I see him, I see him on me, I see him burning toast and making shitty coffee every day! Everything here is him! You don't get it! Now Leave! What more do you want!?" He screams Chanyeol's lips quiver slightly blood spilling freely from his mouth, blood from his stomach drenching the scrapped sketches of Jongdae. Chanyeol was dying fast. "Just let me be! Go, Baekhyun! you've taken enough!" "Chanyeol I'm-" Chanyeol's eyes fluttered shut before he whispered for the last time. "I hope, one day you get to feel our pain." Baekhyun watches Chanyeol sigh his last breath. He sobs. Baekhyun sobs as he calls 911. He sobs when he explains to Kris everything that happens. He sobs when Kris goes to work. He sobs when Kris doesn't come back.

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[Krisbaek] Under the Heat of the Moon

Title: Under the Heat of the Moon 
Pairing: KrisBaek (Baekhyun/Kris)
 Genre: Wolf AU, ABO, Romance, Smut, Light Angst, Pining
 Rating: M (NC-17
) Warnings: Rimming, overstimulation, mating, blood 
Length: 6,431 words 
Summary: Baekhyun thought he grew out of his first love years ago, but his mind and his body never really did cooperate.

A/N: Written for zaikenhuo over on my Baekhyun Prompt Meme!

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[shipsonknees]

To write love on his arms [ChanBaek] (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/AaR2nuNsqF Después de ocultar en tu cuerpo un secreto que te aterra revelar, un abrazo no podrá arreglar tus problemas. Aunque nunca se sabe; puede que llegue alguien que te calme con solo tocarte. TWLOHA es una organización que promueve el conocimiento y el apoyo hacia las personas implicadas en la "auto-destrucción", depresión, adicción y suicidio. También representa un objetivo: creer que una mejor vida es posible. Tu historia es importante. No dudes en pedir ayuda. Advertencia: Angst, hurt/comfort, depresión, auto-flagelación, desórdenes alimenticios. Menciones: ChanBaek, HunHan, TaoRis, KrisBaek, Kaisoo, entre otros.

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Summary: Baekhyun keeps writing a letter to his bestfriend even though his bestfriend never respond. Author: baekmesomeyeol Side Pairing: Chansoo, Krisbaek Length: Oneshot Status: Completed Genre: PG-13 Rating: Fluff, Romance, Angst Warning: Character death 

Admin Z: Ik I post a lot of character death and y’all probably don’t like them…but it’s not me...i just somehow stumble upon them...and they are actually good (angst is good ok) :(

[cosmiclatte28]

EXO one shot collections (ot12) (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/ZCkq7dud68 Requests are posted here! OTPs stories!! Kaisoo Chanbaek and others! crack pairs are also found here. Please feel free to request stories and pairings. I will try my best to fulfill your dream :) Be it pictures, mood boards, or just sentences... feel free

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Summary: Chanyeol lived to kill vampires. He took pride in being one of the best. But when you throw Baekhyun and murder into the mix, Chanyeol starts to question what he knows. Author: theworldwithkaisoo Side Pairing: Kaisoo, Kristao, past!Krisbaek Length: Twoshot Genre: Romance, Angst, Vampire au, Enemies to lovers, Soulmates au Rating: NC-17 Warning: Minor character deaths, Mentions of blood, Biting 

Admin Ellen: When you add vampire and soulmates into the mix my heart is yours.

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Summary: Baekhyun is 27 and his chance of finding Mr. Right Guy seem to be nearing zero, he doesn’t want to get old alone, he wants…family. So he makes the hardest decision and submits for surrogacy.  From friends to lovers to best friends. Deep inside Chanyeol knew he never stopped, couldn’t stop, loving his best friend, he had to let go so he did and it was for the best…Right?  Author: nanaxyu  Side Pairing: Krisbaek Length: Oneshot  Status: Completed  Genre: Romance  Rating: NC-17

Sequel: Forever, you are My Everything 

[thechanbaeklibrary]

Summary: Chanyeol is no immortal but he is living in different worlds and in different times. Sometimes he sees the world in black and white, but mostly in full colours. He remembers them all but amongst all the memories, the realms, the worlds or even those times that existed where there is no time, there is one memory that serves its way into a different one; a unique path - away from the others. There is that one moment where he failed to show his love and it sparked the fire to start the end of every beginning of every world.  Author: nestine  Side Pairing: Slight Chansoo, Slight Krisbaek   Length: Chaptered  Status: Completed  Genre: Romance, Fluff, Angst  Rating: PG-13

Admin Z: Honestly, I’m confused with this fic. But the stories are really good though, especially the last chapter.