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okay now this is getting out of hand who gave stan mabel's sweater
there's a time traveler on the loose and they keep giving the youngins of new jersey accessories that arent supposed to exist yet
i dont think he likes pink
anywayyy reblogs appreciated as always, or like it or just scroll past it but if you want anyone else to see this you're gonna have to reblog :>
also i did one of little ford if you're interested shdfksdhkuh
insanity is once again below the cut
what was i DOING the scale was all off
"duhhhh uhhh whats hair"
i figured it out eventually like i always do
gave him a face, it is enrichment
did NOT know what i wanted the pose to be
eventually decided on this despite wanting to give him little dino hands instead because i cannot dra w hands
colored without shading
also i drew most of this with my cat sitting on my shoulders
my back hurty
#gravity falls#gf#gf fanart#gravity falls fanart#gf stan#gravity falls stan#grunkle stan#stan pines#stanley pines#stan gravity falls#grunkle stan gravity falls#stanley gravity falls#connor draws#anyway jesus fuck thats enough tags#sorry im trying to like actually get my art out there 😭#you can probably tell im still learning poses and shit if you're a good artist and you have any tips to stop glaringly fucking up#my ask box is open#lil stan#lil stan twins
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Excuse me im just gonna spam all of these over here...(part 1 [yes there's more])
#sketch#digital ilustration#loonatics unleashed#loonatics fanart#loonatics#tech e coyote#rev runner#lexi bunny#ace bunny#slam tasmanian#danger duck#redraw#looney tunes#??? do i tag that too??? idk tecnically its a looney tunes show :|#they're so hard to draw too i wasnt ready to have to learn (and still habing to practice) how to draw in the looney style (how do i call it?#tech x rev#gotta love how half of the fanart i've drawn is just ship art of those two too#main reason i got into the show in the first place (kind of also the only thing that kept me watching...)#they're the best#if you're wondering by the way why they look so different its cause i made my own AU/take on the show#i most noticeably made slam a pup and a clone made by tech#and i swapped ace and lexi's ancestor/great grandparents?#the runners are pretty much the same (peak character design)#and duck and tech are mixed#do i tag as an AU?#au#I ALSO CHANGED THE POWERS OF TECH (and made the others be able to do more things)#tech can heal inmediately and can use his blood/idk to heal others#if rev runs fast enough he combusts into fire which lets him fly and do cool fire stuff#and i cant add anymore tags so the rest will be shared for another day..
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#starting over#you are not alone#you are not stuck#you are not your past#you are not a failure#you're not too old and it's not too late#lifelong learning#you are not your mistakes#self compassion#new dawn new day#you are enough#healing#recovery
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Tip for adult artists if your focus is improving your anatomy and drawing bodies that feel more grounded in a space, genuinely one of the best exercises for that is to draw smut.
You don't have to post it. Hell, you can burn it when you're done for all it matters. But hardly anything will give you more of an understanding of a realistic human body interacting in 3D space when you smush two or more of them together.
#art advice#18+ art#obviously not the only way to go about it#but I definitely learned more from drawing smut than from gesture drawings alone#if you're adverse/repulsed by images then non-sexual intimacy would work just fine#I'll admit references are hard cause I hate searching for irl stuff#but worst case scenario 3D model poser apps can help you find the general positions of things and you can pose however you need to#at this point I've been practicing construction a lot so I can just draw from my own understanding of anatomy#and I'll fill in the rest by using reference which can often just be my own photos or looking at my own hands/mouth/etc#added bonus is if you do it enough that embarrassment goes away eventually#but don't be upset with yourself if you are painfully shy at the start that's perfectly normal#ok sorry this turned into a ramble#artists of tumblr#demirambles
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and now as a sidenote, it's time for mimi rambling/ PSA ! (which might sounds dickish here and there)
I've seen an absolute sudden increase in "daily [characters] blog"[which consist, for those who don't know, of drawing a certain character or thing everyday (or trying to)] and as somebody who's been posting daily for over 2 years (if you ignore small breaks i took on rarer occasion here and there) I feel like I'm in a position where I can say things about these kinds of blogs.
if you're the owner of one of these kind blogs or think about making one, this message's for you
to current owners of such blogs:
do not FORCE yourself to draw/post everyday, much less MULTIPLE TIMES a day
even though it's the goal of these kinds of blogs, do not tell yourself that just because it has DAILY in the name, you NEED to post everyday. Use queue if needed, don't post if you don't feel like it.
You're going to burnout sooo quickly if you just draw slop because you don't want to skip a day, no one LIKES slop posts made just to fill in the day, trust me, i have many! No one is going to hunt you down for forgetting a day or even mention it to you or anything! (or at worse if you know you'll have a period of innactivity, make a post about it to your followers that you can later delete if you really want)
Don't try answering requests as soon as possible just because you don't want to "disappoint" people or whatever! you owe people nothing, and especially not a "quick reply", again, you'll burn out if you force yourself into doing people's request
also this might be more of a personal opinion, but, please keep it to posting once a day (or like twice if absolutely needed), if you're just going to post a ton a day, might as well just post to a main where you just so happen to also post daily (also lazier posts made only because you want to rush multiple drawings every day are just bruh.)
to people considering making one of these blogs:
honestly, don't. You want to challenge yourself into drawing everyday? Do that on your main blog! You have too many doodles/art and want to post it all? Post it on your main! Don't put yourself under the limitations of having a blog specifically for DAILY posting, especially for a SINGLE character. Even if you love a character, you WILL get bored/burned out/just out of ideas for what to even draw with only ONE character
Sure it's cool and everyone else is doing it, but you're also putting yourself under unnecessary stress and limits. Not only your art, but yourself will suffer of these limits eventually
You trust and know yourself enough to know you WILL post daily on that blog? AND won't let it take so much over your life and schedule that you feel terrible when you don't post/decide to abandon it? Then make one, who am i to stop you ig
You wanna make one on a whim because everyone else is doing it and it looks fun? But you don't know if you're going to actually hold up to posting everyday? Yet again, don't. Don't make one. Just post on your account, let people know you by your username, not because of some gimmick (like I mean, ppl know me as (starving-)mimi, not as "daily dst funny" or whatever, do you really want to be only known as "that person who draws [character] everyday" and not as yourself? If you do then ig go make one, but I think it's much nicer to be recognised for who you are than to be just known as "that person who draws a character daily")
tl;dr: don't put yourself under the curse of silly daily posting on a whim just because everyone else is doing it and it's the current trend, and don't post slop art just because you don't want to skip a day POST SLOP BECAUSE YOU WANNA TORTURE PEOPLE WITH IT BHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA cough, i mean. cough.
this might all seems very obvious, but i think people don't realise that daily posting isn't always as fun as it seems :')
TL;DR FOR THE TL;DR post daily cuz you got too much stuff to post that is just too good to all dump in a single post, not just because everyone else is doing it and you find the people daily posting cool and want to get in on the trend
#dst#wilson#dst wilson#maxwell#dst maxwell#mb for the wall of text#also can y'all at least try being funny if ur gonna copy my daily posting thing smh#this tumblr ain't big enough for the 3954389 daily posting blogs of us#seriously tho if ur going to post like 5 times a day on a DAILY blog learn what a queue is and just queue stuff for the next day#you're doing yourself a favor by just queueing stuff instead of dumping it all onto the tags#“oh but i'm not like everyone else. i won't burn out” shush yes yes you will#obviously the things i say might apply to myself too and it's just the pot calling the kettle black here#but eh#“mimi you have no right to complain about slop post all you do is post slop” QUIET my slop is of the finest quality please and thank you#come back to complain at me once you're funny#jokes aside i don't care what y'all do#take care blablabla#if any of you even like listen to this then good for you good for you#also i can't believe i've been daily posting for like over 2 years already what...#2 posts today just cuz this one is 5% shitpost and 95% text lmao#i love yelling at the clouds
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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heheh~ yeah @kotikaleo i do have unnecessarily specific thoughts about the ring designs i did for this piece! lol firstly, these are ABSOLUTELY fidget rings. cuz i'd have done a more mechanical/gear specific design but any human who's worn a ring on the reg knows that having a bunch of little notches in it is HELL, so cute spinny rings it is. secondly, Viktor's has "in all timeliness" engraved inside of his and Jayce's has "in all possibilities". and thirdly, they HAD to have to round blue sapphires in them because every time i rewatch Arcane i get this gut wrenching feeling during episode 4 where i - very viscerally - feel like maybe the last beautiful thing they accomplished together, before anyone or anything truly started tearing their world apart, was fortifying the hex gems. in that moment, it must have felt like they were about to finally take the next big step towards everything they dreamed about~ but... we all know how that turned out. so! YEAH~! (O W O) those are my thoughts on my, Science Husbands, ring designs heheh~
#arcane#jayvik#pidgy talk#did i think about this too much?#maybe?#but imma say#no#lol lol lol#are you really fandoming hard enough if you're not thinking about stupid things too much????#lollllll~#<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3#and thank you for asking! X3 hehehe#i'm really enjoying other people enjoying the rings! X3#i really do find it cute#though i'm not even a romantic when it comes to weddings#i'm a cynic if anything#but there's just some OTPs that i feel like: 'yup. those bitches would be married' and they are absolutely them bitches#and i even have thoughts about how they'd get married too!!!#CUZ WHY NOT#LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL#i should learn to write better so i don't have to draw every thought in my head#lol#pidgy drew
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Voice actors are NOT the same as actors.
It takes a specific kind of skill-set and training to be able to warp and meld the voice. It takes a certain kind of talent and dedication to hone that talent into the ability to meld the voice and invoke emotion with one's voice alone. Actors are used to using their voice secondarily to their body language and their facial expressions. It's all mirrored back on camera. They do have nuance. But it's a different kind of nuance and a different kind of training to produce that nuance.
Voice actors might get their likeness transposed on their character's design, and maybe their mannerisms might seep into the character's animation. But when it's all said and done: their presence is in their voice. They are bringing a character to life, showing that emotion in their voice, trying to keep a specific accent, drawl, pitch, tone in that voice and keep it consistent for their recording sessions.
The voice actor is like a classically trained musician who can play first chair in a competitive, world-renown orchestra. The actor (who fills the voice actor's role) is like a moot who played violin in beginner and intermediate high school orchestra and thinks they can get into Juilliard with that 2-4 years of experience.
This doesn't mean that the HS orchestra moot can't play. They can even be really good at it. Maybe they won competitions and sat first chair. But they are not in the same league as the person who's been training their whole lives and lives and breathes to hone their craft using the instrument and all of the training they've ever acquired to perfect it. They are not meant for the same roles. They are not in the same caliber. You do not hire the HS equivalent when you want to play complex music in a competitive orchestra.
Actors are not the same as voice actors.
And furthermore, actors - especially big name actors - taking the roles of animated characters for big budget films or TV pilots makes no sense anyways when - at least in the case of TV pilots - there's not a point to hiring a big budget actors anyways. That money could be used elsewhere (like paying your animators), and the talent that is brought onto the screen for X character could then be hired on to voice said character no recasting required.
I wouldn't say voice acting as a profession is in danger exactly, but it's certainly being disrespected and overlooked for celebrity clout, and this has ALWAYS been an issue. Shoot, even Robin Williams knew that much - which is why he tried so hard not to be used as a marketing chess piece for Aladdin and got royally pissed off when it happened anyways. People shouldn't go to any movie (but especially not animated films) because "oh famous actor is in it". People should go because it's a good movie and the voice acting is good.
People who honest to god think that voice actors are replaceable because "oh well anyone can voice act" or "I like xyz celebrity so naturally it'll be good" ... Honestly I just wish you'd reassess your priorities because you're missing the point and are part of the problem.
Voice Actors ≠ Actors.
#(i am incredibly passionate about this)#(and seeing celebrity voice actors in what should be a voice actor's role completely burns my buns it doesn't matter WHO it is)#(hemsworth as optimus? someone tell me one good reason why they couldn't get a good v/a to replace mr. cullen properly for the future)#(ben shwartz as sonic? dude literally isn't even a good voice actor OR actor anyways-)#(- A N D jason griffith AND my boy roger craig smith are still RIGHT HERE)#(jason griffith IN PARTICULAR would have pulled back SO many sonic fans that went to watch the film anyways. if not /more/.)#(and on top of that he has the same tonality and energy they tried to force this moshmo to try and emulate anyways so GET THE REAL THING)#(chris pratt as mario? i can at least defend /him/ and say that barring his failure to do a NY accent consistently he wasn't terrible)#(but mario's new voice actor could've been used instead and people would've clearly appreciated that WAY more)#(vanessa hudgens as sunny starscout in mlp g5's pilot movie? literally why. they replace her and hitch's va in the show.)#(don't even get me started on the concept of hiring celebrity singers to do musical theatre roles or not letting musical theatre singers-)#(-dub the celebrity voice actors you just HAD to hire for your film bc you're so worried about not getting enough clout to get ppl in seats#(that you're putting it all in this (1) big name hire bc turns out that you have no faith in your writing ability much less-)#(-animation as a medium.)#(and no before anyone says anything : no this is not me saying that ALL celebrity voice castings are bad.)#(there are some that aren't that bad and others that are actually pretty good.)#(i especially appreciate it when actors are damn well aware they aren't voice actors and try to LEARN from voice coaches-)#(-and/or their va predecessors if applicable.)#(that does not change the fact that the celebrity shouldn't have been hired just because the film wanted to have bragging clout-)#(-oh look at this FAMOUS PERSON we were able to hire — yeah ok. sure wendy. i want to know if this film is quality or not.)#(and 9/10 times the SECOND there is money spent on a non voice actor to voice the main character especially)#(that usually means somewhere along the way animation IS going to get shafted. if not w the animators themselves then in the way of-)#(-the actual animation itself and ESPECIALLY the screenwriting because it's especially been so dogshit lately even before the strike.)#(a celebrity being hired to fill a voice actor's role is such an immediate red flag to me and it is VERY rare that i get to be proven wrong
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you know, i know there's some grumbling regarding how the drifter tends to have their very personal conversations in the KIM messenger rather than face to face with the Hex (talking about the Zariman Incident, talking about Duviri) and not to mention the whole animating, voicing, and playing out the scene in a development standpoint.
But. but. but.
Do you know how much easier it is to have a serious conversation about trauma when there's a screen between you and the person you're talking to? How even when you're baring your heart open to the other person, at least you can do it. How many times have you choked up, unable to speak the words that you know you can articulate but there's so many emotions just caught up in your chest and your throat and tangling up everything you say? How many times do you start to talk about your own trauma before you just break down into tears, crying and unable to talk about it?
I think the KIM messenger talks make sense for the Drifter (for mine in particular, at least) because they can talk about Duviri. We all know the Drifter downplays what happened to them, laces their words with sarcasm and laughs it off, but it still happened; the intensity of how it weighs on them is known only to them, and even though they could talk to the Operator, Ordis, or Lotus - why? Why bother? ("You're the me that got rescued from this shit. I'm the you that did not. Not sure which of us got it worse.") There's bigger things to worry about, more battles to get ready for, and honestly... who would care. The kid got their shit together, they've got a parental figure in Lotus, a caretaker in Ordis, and the Drifter...
Well. They're the Drifter for a reason.
So, the Hex are curious. They want to know. Why is the Drifter called the Drifter, what happened in Duviri, what happened on the Zariman. And the Drifter, so lonely and so sad, and so very envious of the counterpart that got to escape, to get to have a family, to get to be loved and wanted and adored - and the Drifter, so used to being forgotten and abandoned, sits down at their keyboard and says, "Well. You know the top level story."
It's easier to talk about Duviri when you know that if, at any point, you can't do it anymore, you can log off. Shut it down. A power plug on that trauma buried down so deep in your brain you tried forgetting about it - and how'd that go, kiddo? - and the other person can say, "Hey. I see this is hurting you, we don't have to talk about it."
Putting the ball in the Drifter's court. Giving them control over how they approach what happened to them. Giving them control over how much they want to share. Giving them some fucking agency and control over something in their life that is profoundly theirs. But the Hex - as the ranks goes up and the chemistry gets higher - won't let the Drifter hide in their pain, they'll push and pull and say, "Hey, I care about you. Let me help. Please, let me help. Please trust me enough to let me try to help and care for you."
So... yeah. I just think Drifter talking about their problems through the KIM messenger is pretty good and a good idea for delving into their character, because we've seen how they downplay their trauma when you talk to them face to face.
#also: I do think that the Drifter - later on the friendship/romance ranks - could talk about it face to face.#I think the Hex are so important for the Drifter and why I truly do think the Finale is the Drifter's version of the Second Dream.#This is what you're fighting for. This is a place with people where you feel like you belong. This is the place where you're YOU#You're not just the paradox. You're not just the fucked up version of the kid. You're YOU. And that's why the Hex love you.#I just truly love the KIM chats because you learn so much about the Drifter and the Hex#And you get to choose (with some limited choices between) how your Drifter truly went through Zariman#How they dealt with Duviri and the executions and the time loop and it just. It makes it more personal#in my head I dream of the voiced cutscenes with the Hex talking about Duviri but I truly do love the idea of#the KIM chat being a barrier just big enough for the Drifter to feel safe to talk about it. But not big enough to hide in it#Because the Backrooms are just above Arthur's office. You know the Hex will go drag the Drifter out if they're spiraling#OKAY HI SORRY FOR ALL THE YAPPING. I'VE GOT SO MAAAAAANY THOUGHTS#warframe#warframe drifter
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Just realised I forgot to post this, but this was a 'post Japanese test' sketch which I decided to refine :D
#zuko#sokka#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#modern au#hehehehehe#I do like learning Japanese btw#(in a lot of ways it feels more straightforward than English - not the writing system - the grammar)#But sometimes..#It's enough to make you want to headbutt a wall :D#Ye.#:)#Every language has its quirks~#And you're gonna find the 'this makes literally no sense.' parts at some point#No matter what you do#:) :) :)
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Zian! :D
#my secret finally revealed.... I really like drawing cat shaped monsters#have since I was like 12#ALSO:#If the wings look bad you're gonna have to forgive me on this one#I learned how to draw them in middle school then immediately forgot </3#dreamzzz#lego dreamzzz#Zian Dreamzzz#Zian#the hat's things#Also also: Her little cutie mark is most definitely wrong but I could get a good enough look at her back side on google to make it better 😔
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#you're not too old and it's not too late#growth#growth mindset#lifelong learning#unlearning#starting over#new dawn new day#healing#recovery#live your best life#you are not your past#you are not your mistakes#you are not your bad choices#you are not a failure#you are not stuck#self compassion#self forgiveness#self compassion and accountability can and must coexist#you are enough#you are worthy#doing the work#doing the hard stuff
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Raelynn came sweeping into the room like she owned the place. “Where’s my brother” she demanded when Evan made eye contact with her.
“Not here” he mumbled “how did you get in here?”
“Really” she huffed rolling her eyes. “That’s what you’re worried about? My life is in ruins and you’re worried about how I got in here?”
Raising an eyebrow at her theatrics “it’s a reasonable question. The last I checked the door was locked.”
“Fine” she raised her hand, a key dangled from a My Kitty key chain.
“Jayden gave that to you for emergencies only” Evan sighed with an air of someone resigning himself to something unpleasant.
“Weren’t you listening” putting her hands on her hips “my life is over. There is no bigger emergency.”
Snorting he got up to put his book away. “What is the emergency this time?”
“Emily dumped me” she swooned dropping into a nearby chair. “It’s so unfair” she glared at him when the silence lengthened between them. “Aren’t you going to ask me why? Aren’t you curious? Don’t you care? I am your sister after all.”
“Almost” Evan mumbled. He regretted it the moment the word came out when her face darkened in rage.
“I see how it is” jumping to her feet. “Fine. Be that way. See if I care.” With a dramatic huff she flung her hair over her shoulder and strode swiftly for the door. “Don’t come to me the next time you need advice.”
Slapping a hand to his head he sighed. “I'd never go to her for help. She’s the last person I’d ever seek out for advice” Getting up he shut the door his future sister in law left open. Groaning he saw her crying on Jayden’s shoulder. “Great. Just Great.” Wondering what new scheme Jayden would dream up to help his sister.
“Jayden no” he flung his hands in the air as he moved aimlessly around the room.
“But…”
“Don’t make me repeat myself," sighing Evan crossed his arms.
“It worked with our brothers. This’ll work too. I know it will” Jayden enthused ignoring the glare Evan directed at him. “They’re perfect for each other.”
“How many times do I have to say it” he asked with a feeling he was talking to a wall for all the effect his words were having. “No. I won’t help you set your sister up with some guy. I’ve had enough of your schemes. If you want to do this you’re on your own.”
“It’s not just some guy” Jayden insisted. “I work with him. He’s a good guy. Just broke up with his girlfriend of three years. He’s perfect for Raelyn.”
“Jayden no” he pleaded like a man going over a steep cliff.
“All you have to do is be here” Jayden stampeded over his protests. “I’ll do everything. Cook. Clean. Entertain. All you have to do is look pretty on my arm.”
“Jayden” shaking his head he put his hand over his eyes. Sitting on the bed Evan laid down “turn the light off I’m tired.”
Once the light was off Jayden laid down beside him “tomorrow I’ll ask Jasper to supper. I’ll arrange it for Saturday.”
Turning on his side Evan pulled his pillow over his had to block out the incessant sound of Jayden’s voice. After several minutes he sat up. Tossing the blankets to the side “Jayden stop. I’m tired. I want to sleep.”
“Sorry” he apologized “I’m just so excited.”
Evan got up, grabbed an extra blanket from the closet, took his pillow from the bed he moved towards the door. “Promise that when this fails that you’ll give up on scheming forever.”
“It won’t fail” Jayden assured him “Jonah and Ethan proves I’m good at this.”
“Yeah” he grumbled “keep telling yourself that while you’re sleeping alone tonight.”
Saturday rolled around. Evan was busy chopping tomatoes for a salad. He’d known he’d be roped into helping Jayden with his scheme. It was impossible for Jayden to organize entertaining guests and cooking at the same time.
“I knew you’d change your mind and help” Jayden hugged him from behind. “Wait until you meet Jasper. You’ll see I’m right. He’s perfect for Raelyn.”
“I sincerely doubt anyone will ever be perfect for her” he mumbled as Jayden went to get the door.
A few minutes later he came back into the room. “Evan I want you to meet Jasper” he introduced his co-worker.
“It’s nice to meet you” Evan said turning from the counter “forgive me if I don’t shake hands.” He held up his hands that were covered in tomato juice.
“I don’t mind if you don’t” Jasper winked holding out his hand.
Feeling somewhat self-conscious Evan glanced towards Jayden before shaking hands. He made eye contact with Jasper as the man gripped his hand firmly. There was something unsettling in his dark eyes that made him feel uneasy. Pulling his hand away he moved to the sink “supper will be ready in about twenty minutes.”
“Want some help” Jasper asked eyes following every move Evan made.
Turning from the sink where he’d washed his hands, his eyes sliding towards Jayden who just shrugged his shoulders leaving the decision to him. “No I’ve got everything under control. Why don’t you watch the game or something” Evan suggested glad for once to be stuck in the kitchen. “I’m sure Raelyn will be here soon. You wouldn’t want to be stuck in here with me.”
“I wouldn’t say that” Jasper smirked before following Jayden into the living room.
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#raelyn reagan#jayden reagan#evan o'neil#jasper hammonds#ts4#enough#simblr#sims story#in case you're wondering i did combine a few short chapters#this is the start of jayden's story but we'll see jonah in parts of it#this is the story of how jayden learns that he's not as good at setting people up as he thinks he is
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Pollux Chardonnay has an entire file dedicated to the Olympians' mental states in his college dorm and its so scarily accurate Chiron and Mr D made it never see the light of day because most of the Olympians would NOT take kindly to being psychoanalyzed and diagnosed with the several disorders they absoulutely have
@meepmoopmaap Pollux once tried to submit this as an assignment before Chiron and Mr D caught it😭
#PTSD Is on each one of the 6's document#Dionysus: On one hand. I am impressed as your father and god of madness that you're powers are honed enough to LEARN all this#Dionysus: But on the other hand I do not need Chiron to have more excuses to try to get ME to open up and none of my family will accept this#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo headcanons#pjo headcanon#Mostly joking but ngl anaylizing the gods' minds and how Kronos affected them is lowkey interesting#pjo pollux#pollux pjo#wolffox speaks
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No Grave Can Hold My Body Down snippet
“Were you trying all along?” Eris asked. “Tell me, when was the first? Last night was not in truth our first meeting, was it, Lady Archeron? I should have known. Did you hesitate, to see what I might give?” What he would sacrifice, how long he would look? Eris had use, no interest in such matters. Of course it was a lie- what was Elain but magic, magic, magic- Eris was weak, hungry, but not one who enchanted easily. Silence swelled. “What,” Elain snapped, voice a void. Eris had never wished to get his hands on another being his whole long life, but he wished to see her eyes in blind rage to a degree that could only have been madness, “I don’t know how to do it myself! Do you think anyone is interested in teaching me magic? You think I don’t hear what they call me? Poor Elain, broken Elain. If you’re just like every other faery in this stupid, wretched kingdom, I will do it myself. I will kill Cassian, and Rhysand, and Morrigan and”- Eris had to look. Gone was the controlled, vengeful glory- here was grief, shattering. He felt sick all over again, bile rising. It was effort, to swallow it down. “I thought you’d decided against slaughtering the entire gentry.” Elain blinked. Red-cheeked, pale lipped, a strange look like a smile flickered across her face. A laugh, made a ghost by circumstance.
"You think I could?” “Daisy will ensure no body is found, no magic unleashed,” Eris could not quite meet her gaze, “Start with the shadow singer. He’ll let you close enough to get the knife. That blade is not right. Will give you an edge against the others.” Caught, a moment of neither here nor there, Elain frozen. The future, doubtless. Eris took the time to rake back his disgusting hair. Fever sweat. He reeked of salt, arms a grey, hanging muddle, too much effort to move more until he’d regained his strength.
#Eris at loop 0 nightmare wedding purring and preening: ELAIN ARCHERON#Eris almost 24 hrs later having just been inadvertently poisoned puked learned their siblings are doomed embarrassed#and probably about to hurl again:#I never like ANYONE THIS IS ALL A LIE#BUT ALSO: yeah of course you could kill people? (gotta fix my hair) of course I gave you a murder dog? of course you're powerful enough#to have already started a time loop?#I think Eris and Lucien at their root mirror the way they think about their romantic interests a little bit#yet Elain and Nesta just. do not#this is whats happening while Nesta + Lu are in Dawn#no grave can hold my body down#timeloop au
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