#life fucking sucks

[squib-2006]

I just loooovvvveeee it when a franchise that causes you genuine mental distress cuz you associate it with past bullying experiences in elementary school gets a resurgence in popularity because it’s getting a movie that’s going to be in theaters and now it’s every where and you’ve had 90% more panic attacks and despite you trying to filter it out of your online feed you still get adds and fan art and you can’t really get mad at it cuz you know it’s making a lot of people really happy and bringing people together and that the hype around it will hopefully die down once the movie comes out but you swear the next time you see a stupid ad or mention of it you are going to snap and scream at somebody.

Tdlr: a popular game causes me panic attacks and I don’t know how to avoid it.

[aegonx]

I will gladly take any requests right, because I need the distraction right now. 💜💜

[kiw-ee]

got used again1!!1!!1!2!2!!2!!2!1!!!1!2!2

we gucci though

[cables-and-wires]

d/nation post

hi so um apparently my mom isnt sure if we’ll be able to continue living at our current home for much longer (within the next two months she says) and i genuinely cannot work due to my disabilities and she is now trying to find a job but we don’t know if it will be enough money coming in

i have several disabilities and am unable to work. my mom is a middle-aged stroke victim who is my sole caretaker. neither of us have any significant amount of income other than a small amount from disability. its so little that my mom is getting another job soon.

i might have to work some form of online job when i can just to earn enough to get by but for the time being we do not have sufficient income to live at our current place.

i’ve never made a d/nation post before, nor did i ever want to. my mom refuses to accept donations but i’m doing this because i’m doing what i think is necessary

please if you have any money you can spare, you’d have my eternal gratitude. 

p@ypal: paypal.me/scrump444

0/250

(my paypal is under my mothers name since i’m not legally allowed to own one entirely on my own)

[mrd-gvf]

I looked into invisilign because I just wanted to try and fix my teeth. They’re not horrible but I’ve never really liked my smile and hated smiling with my teeth. Basically I have an overbite and my two front teeth are pushed in. So I checked out the price and it’s over $3000 min. So I decided against it but I’m just mad that something I had the shit luck to be born with costs a fuckton to correct

[n1ghtw1ng-scp]

guys i am currently going through all The Horrors right now

[justatiredlesbian]

Switching between tumblr and twitter because I can't be left alone with my Villanelle/Villaneve thoughts but on these apps, Villanelle/Villaneve is all I see 🤡

[kwop-kilawtley]

Twilight is my coping mechanism and the only thing that allows me to escape

[writing-fanics]

i legit hate being enrolled in college like i don't want a further education. my mom is like this is what I prepared you for like bish!

i've told you many times i dont want to go to college. i don't want to further my education. literally I just wanna do art. find a job and do art. get better at art maybe even start a pateron once I get better

and do art like comics post them on webtoon and get better i don't wanna be in college and I've only been in college since sept 14 I hate it so much and its so fucking boring

and now registration for spring 2023 is starting and I don't wanna do it anymore

like i don't even want to do a certificate program cause my mom will have to pay and I don't wanna waste four years of my life on free tuition getting a degree.

i don't wanna do this anymore

god i tried college mom the semester is almost over and I fucking hate it. get over it I'm 19 gonna be 20 in spring 2023 in MAY

let me live my fucking life im a grown up I'm not a child let me live my own way god!!!!

[the-stray-pup]

When the sad boy hours are hitting and you don’t wanna sleep/aren’t tired but need to wake up in 6 and a half hours 🥲

[liquidstar]

Yes, Greece still exists, we didn't all die 2000 years ago. Yes, people speak Greek. You people are so fucking stupid for real. So many of you claim to love ancient shit but can't even acknowledge the actual living culture of the people whose mythology and classics you romanticize. You keep leaving annoying comments about how you just forget Greek people still exist, thinking you're being quirky because you love ancient stuff soooo much that you forgot about the people it came from. You think about it so little you don't even realize that an actual Greek person has to read this shit, making it clear how little you actually care about the culture beyond the romanticized (and westernized) mythology. Don't claim you love Greece, don't use our mythology anymore if you can't acknowledge that we're still around without making it about how little you think about us. It's mind boggling that you'd think a Greek person would read this and think you're anything but obnoxious. Explode.

[deltarose]

I.

Deserve.

Someone who loves me, hard.

Someone who puts in effort.

Someone who’s consistent.

Someone who is kind.

Someone who shows they love me.

Someone who actually cares.

Someone who listens.

Someone who values me.

Someone who pays attention.

I deserve the love that I’ve desperately put out, hoping that if I just love and keep loving. They’ll realize and love me back.

There’s many paths I could go. I don’t know which I want to take. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t want to struggle. But I can’t keep fighting for someone who clearly doesn’t want to love me.

[darkmothsy]

I don't want to miss out on anything but they'd be so much happier without me

[blueberrys-and-strawberries]

I flew to far

From a moment

Now there is only open sky

But no ground to find

They say follow the sun

But the sun sets

Who shall I follow now

There is no ground

I left it behind

On purpose

Sometimes on accident

My wings are tired

The bright blue smudged with the blackness of exhaust

I can no longer sing

The ground swallowed my voice

My hope

I feel so free

More free then ever before

Yet I’m still trapped in this ever expanding blue

I flew to far

I’ve lost you

[ohsoteary]

i have a headache and the lights r so bright and i’m so hungry and im at the dentist

[daniegraceg]

I'm in serious need of a friend right now. I'm at my wits end. This has been the absolute year from hell and I thought things were looking up but they took a dump again.

The depression is winning hard today and I don't think I can do this anymore