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thatdeadaquarius · 1 year

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Imagine everyone in genshin could physically see when you lag. Collecting some sunsettia then my ping sky rockets to 999 and im frozen for a good minute in the middle of doing an attack 😭

SOB bro ive gotten caught in some DOWNRIGHT SILLY lags before- i would pass away if they saw that

Esp since i get them stuck then just start laughing my ass off 💀

This gif took me out this is so funny 😭 i had to put it here LMAO

I accidentally made Venti jump on top of a Aranara house when I was first exploring Sumeru and did that "flying in the air/jumpin down pose" but just. Through a palm leaf, he's just fluttering in the wind it was painfully ironic 😭

BRO

Bro.

What if u were isekaied to Genshin but it still has game rules, and so now ur like a character too,

SO U CAN ALSO LAGGGG STOPPP 😭😭😭

I would constantly be omw to the Backrooms 💀

Glitching thru magic shit bc im inpatient and wanna hurry (lagged myself thru some domain steps once)

OH MY GOD-

IF THEYRE AWARE

OF EVEN JUST YOU LAGGING THEIR BODIES

DUDE 😭

So this is unrelated to lag shit, but Ive just done so much silly ass things in game that they would find just as funny or dumb 💀

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So, When i first started Genshin I was on some Shit.

I had only rlly played one or two open world games before, and even then not for a long time, so I just like did the stupidest things

I was fighting in those early domains in Mondstadt right, and I had just gotten to the cutscene with Lisa and Traveler, I think thats all who were there

And I had just finished the last battle in the chamber, so I had just deployed Baron Bunny from Amber but killed the monsters before it could go off-

SO IN THE MIDDLE OF LISA TALKING- JUST AN EXPLOSION HAPPENS STAGE LEFT OFF SCREEN AND INTERUPTS HER LMFAO

I LITERALLY APOLOGIZED TO LISA I WAS CRYING LAUGHING SO HARD

(no pls dont make her aware of that for me she would bully me forever)

I FELT LIKE I WAS JUST CAUSING THESE CHARACTERS PROBLEMS RIGHT OFF THE BAT LMAO

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And I also didnt know about boss monsters yet (i didnt watch anyone play genshin/know where or what they were lol goin in blindfolded essentially)

So im running around Mond. and I start fighting a Cryo whopperflower for a little while, im not high level yet, and deadass MID SWORD SWING-

I GLITCH THRU A TINY CRACK IN THE ROCKS BC ITS OPEN ON THE TOP RIGHT??!! SO IT WAS JUST SOLID GROUND TO ME AND IM JUST FALLING-??!!

AND THEN I LAND MY ASS THE GIANT CRYO FLOWER REGISVINE AND I STG IT LAGGED AND WAITED FOR A MINUTE BEFORE IT STARTED MOVING LIKE IT WAS CONFUSED TOO-

AND ITS LEVEL IS LIKE IN THE RED

AND THE FALL KILLED AETHER (which I also didnt know could happen 😭TRAUMA) SO I JUST SUDDENLY HAVE AMBER OUT- !!??

BRO THAT WHOLE SITUATION MADE ME THINK I HAD ANGERED THE TINY FLOWER SO BAD IT JUST BECAME HUGE-

I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING AT MY SCREEN "AMBER FUCK RUNNNN OH GOD AETHER'S DEAD???!! "

BC I WAS LIKE LEVEL 14 VS. ITS LEVEL 36

Talk about an all-knowing creator god 😭😭

Thatd be so embarassing if they remembered that 💀 aether would literally bring it up all the time to get to me

AMBER WOULD PITY ME AND HAVE SYMPATHEY NOO

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Then later on in Liyue, theres a chest underneath these guard statues hidden by a bush right? And one of those Geoculus star things too, and i have my compass out trying to find all the Geoculuses(?)

And Im like, " ok towards the statue??"

THEN I JUST PLUMMET- AND I IMMEDIATELY INSTINCTIVELY LIKE, SO HEARTBROKEN AND DISTRESSED SOUNDING "nOPLEASENOTAGAIN- oh, ohhh my godd" my heart was racinggg i literally sighed and I sat there for a minute breathin heavy 😭😭

My team wouldve had a heart attack and field day with me doin shit like that, theyd be like

"This our god? This you?"

Aether has so much blackmail on me 🥲

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If I had a mora for everytime I fell on a boss monster in Genshin Impact, I would have 3 mora.

Which isn't a lot of mora, but it's weird that it happened three times.

Cheers,

💀♒️

(we updated the logo bc im stupid and didnt realize i couldve been typing that the whole time)

♡the beloveds♡

Srry figure it was close enough id tag yall anyway

@karmawonders / @0rah-s / @randomnatics / @glxssynarvi / @nexylaza / @genshin-impacts-me / @wholesomey-artist

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leupagus · 11 months

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So I'm sure there's different versions of this

But the one my cantor* told us when we were in Sunday School was this one:

Two rich men go to a cloth merchant's shop. This merchant is known for having beautiful silks, even though he has but a small humble store in the outskirts of town — so small that his infant son is sleeping on one of the chests!

These rich men want to buy these silks, so they demand to see them at once.

The merchant says, "I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow and I would be happy to show them to you."

The rich men, knowing that this merchant is a Jew, think "ah-hah, he wants more money!" So they offer him a tremendous sum.

"I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow, good sirs."

The rich men are puzzled, but they double their price. Quadruple it. Anything this merchant wants, they can give him.

"I am sorry, they are not for sale today. Come back tomorrow, if you please."

So, the rich men leave, annoyed, but they present themselves the very next day and sure enough, the merchant goes to a chest and pulls out the most beautiful silks that these rich men have ever seen. And when they offer to pay, he will only accept the price that he himself has deemed fair — many times less than even the first offer these rich men made.

"But why would you not give us these silks yesterday?" they ask, happy but baffled as they (or more probably their servants, but the cantor didn't get into that) pack up the silks to leave.

Just then, the merchant's wife comes in from the back, carrying their infant son. The merchant smiles and says, "Because my child was sleeping on that chest, and I did not wish to disturb his slumber. His peace is more precious to me than all the money you, good sirs, could ever provide."

#I am tagging this as #ted lasso #because I've been thinking about this parable in the context of Ted and Henry and Rebecca's offer #and I'll admit that this is an incredibly Watsonian interpretation of the text — treating Ted as a person rather than a character —#but I do think that it's relevant to how Ted thinks of Henry #as needing peace and rest and above all HIS FATHER #and how Ted coaching at Richmond would still be Ted very much absent from Henry's life #even if Henry and Michelle did move to London!#like yeah football coaches are usually dads and probably some of them are good dads!#but I don't think Ted thought he had it in him to do both #and I think the show REALLY fell down in not making that more clear #that he was choosing because there HAD TO BE a choice #I loved season 3 but I loved my interpretation of it — and the show did not do enough groundwork for pretty much anyone's interpretation #and that's a failure of the show's creators #(the people who claim that Flying dutchman was a rapist are a notable exception — in that case they are the ones at fault because WHAT THE #anyway #believe mothereffers #* to explain: my childhood temple was very #very #VERY poor #and could not afford a rabbi #and in the end we couldn't even afford a cantor #but man those songs were great

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chloeseyeliner · 1 month

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oh my god.

i am never getting over young royals.

#like #ughhhh #it may sound weird or silly #but i woke up some hours ago #and i realised once again that it's over (i haven't watched the doc yet but the story is over)#and i loved it. i love it. i will love it forever. yes.#but #it was much more than a show #not only for me i know #just i for one 1. fully realised and embraced my identity through yr #2. had comfort and company during the worst times in my life #3. fell in love with the writing of all the characters and the acting and. EVERYTHINH #and i know it couldn't have been any other way the story was written for three seasons #but i believe i am allowed to miss all of the above and also the fandom #the fandom and their wonderful analyses and silly memes and everything in between #it's all so bittersweet #and i wouldn't have it any other way #<333333 #**imagine simon's song playing in the background**#thank you lisa ambjörn #and everyone #they are fucking stars #young royals #anyway #ignore me #i am almost twenty mourning the loss of my favourite show #as if it's not going to be there #(which is nothing to be ashamed of in general!!! i specifically am just embarrassing from head to toe)#disclaimer: i am on my ✨period✨ so naturally i have been crying at random times since yesterday

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captaintrio · 5 months

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Night Wolf dir. Jonathan Glendening

#av posts #peter gadiot #night wolf #as promised (and dared!)#scaring the hoes with images from 2010 #this movie had everything #bad cgi #siblings that hated each other for no reason #a spoiled little rich boy who hated his mom and had a like #unhealthy fixation with his older sister #HORRID dialogue #Tom Felton was there for some reason??#in the above images his character's gf has just finished calling him a coward #and then tripped and fell and blew her own head off with a shotgun #and in response he chose to do THIS with his face #which was the closest thing to compelling or scary that happened the entire time #as always I thought peter was fantastic but like #such a 2010s B-movie lmfao

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snakesinsocks2005 · 2 months

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Skating was fun wooo

#i did about two and half laps around the rink #i slowly got a bit better! from hugging the wall two handed to one handed to doing a few steps with my hand hovering above the wall #but at the last lap i slipped in a wet spot and banged my knee lol and decided that was that #pretty good bday trip all things considered :)) makes me respect people who do this professionally #like figure skaters. ESPECIALLY figure skaters wow #snake hisses #i only fell three times which couldve been worse lol

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lamphous · 5 months

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so there's this inexplicable 2 second exchange from the former late night comedy show @/midnight (btw just learned colbert is backing them bringing this show back and replacing james corden with it) that has inexplicably been stuck in my head despite not even really being a joke* and I just spent several hours whittling down which episode exactly had the joke (december 4, 2014)** and it turns out that, for some reason, the nightly nerd comedy from 2013 does not have the most organized presence on illicit streaming sites, and the episodes are all out of order and a bunch of them aren't even on there

so my options*** apparently are:

use the $37.64 of itunes gift cards I still have from my youth to purchase this episode of fucking at goddamn midnight (horrifying prospect, but ever so slightly funny)

look through every single unlabeled episode on every streaming site and hope it isn't one of the ones none of them have (hasn't been going so well tbh!)

hope the dude who uploaded it 9 years ago to 1337x decides to log on so I can download it (this person is literally the only peer)

OR apparently I can borrow the episode from archive dot org ON A USB DRIVE. WHICH THEY WILL MAIL TO ME. FOR 30 DAYS. for a processing fee. and I'm fairly sure this recording is just straight up someone's TV. (frankly now looking like the best and funniest option, but costs non funny money)

* the exchange: person 1 (in answer to a question I have wholly forgotten): chris lavine [several beats of silence] person 2 (fairly sure it's chris d'elia): ...ADAM LEVINE? end transcript

** "how were you able to figure out which one without actually watching it?" good question! the only things I remembered were chris d'elia was in it (I know) and that I had previously been able to find it on dailymotion or some shit because, again, this line has been stuck in my head since it's airing in 2014. of course, I didn't remember the airing date or anything, but I /did/ recall enough to recognize the vague shape of the thumbnail of this episode, and upon finding another clip from it on youtube, recognized the jokes enough to know I'd found that clip the last time I looked too

*** note that there is not an option to do nothing, because I have never given up an opportunity for pedantic niche research in my life, and also I have to send it to my friends because they will get a kick out of it solely bc I will send with the caption "me and nya" because that is literally how every conversation we've ever had has gone, in which instances I am always the chris d'elia, and I wish I had never typed that

#did you guys know the internet archive sells swag too? im so buying these socks. or maybe the fingerless gloves.#i woke up at 8 like usual and then inexplicably fell asleep from 9:30 am to 4:30 pm today can you tell #just kidding all of the above including the formatting of this post is extremely on brand for me. this is regular degular keaton antics ngl #txt

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moregraceful · 1 year

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I did so much today and none of it was homework but I DID sign up for ice skating lessons again and this is it I can feel it, this is the year I do a forward crossover without eating shit.

#local blogger sucks shit at ice skating but has a can do attitude!!!#i took lessons for almost two years and never managed and my teacher eventually passed me from her class bc it was so demoralizing for her #for someone to fail that many consecutive classes but still show up each week #but then my insomnia got really bad and i was just physically too weak to take lessons at 8am and had to quit #and then the pandemic hit and all the rinks closed for like almost a year and then i just never went back #but my body is atrophying and i hate going to the gym bc it's boring. my friends were like well do something that will keep you accountable #and so i'm back at it ready to fail for another two years!!!#sadly it is at sharks ice and not my little community rink that closes during the summer #which is horrifying. if i fall in front of the barracuda again i am never going to a game again #did i tell you all abt the time i was walking out of sharks ice after going to a public skate #and they had a big crane in the parking lot and i got distracted looking it at it #and tripped off the sidewalk and nearly fell #and then turned around and it was literally the entire sjsu hockey team walking out of the rink just staring me #i was like damn sorry you're too cool to be interested in construction equipment #like find your joy. it's a big crane with a huge ass piece of steal. how is that not worth looking at 😤#similar to the time i was skating at a public skate and tripped and looked up and members of barracuda were just there. watching from above #the opposite of a meet cute. a meet fail #i was like well this will be funny when i retell it to my uncles #and i told my uncles later and one of them laughed so hard he had to stop eating dinner bc he was afraid he would choke #and that's on san jose hockey!#fresno oilers.txt

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lover-of-mine · 1 year

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I've always been sympathetic of Shannon and we always speculated that she got pregnant right out of high school but now we have proof. She was 19 with a special needs baby and no support at all because her in-laws didn't believe she was fit to raise her own child and her husband was in a literal war. She was 26 when she died. She had a hard live and she cracked under pressure.

#i am curious about what Shannon being Buck's age means for Eddie's age #because i know we always assumed he was a few years older than Buck #but now theres a real possiblity that he's not?#he could be from 91 #like keep him in the same hs class as Shannon? make the whole they fell in love in school and she got pregnant right out of it thing canon #maybe 90? keep the thing but make him a year abover #but like? theres a real chance? that eddie was 19 while out in war?? 23 winning a silver star and PTSD #26 WATCHING HIS WIFE DIE #like #this is #wow #they were so young #911 #911 spoilers

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monotonous-minutia · 7 months

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dress rehearsal on Friday and performance on Saturday. I'm excited and nervous to be on stage again. been listening to this on the drive to and from the rehearsal space.

#title comes from a post the director made describing the cast and referring to 'the lovely rosina' which i shared on my page #i love my costume too #it's a bit like joyce's in the sher one (as seen above)#i get a great wig #and a fan that i use to great effect #(though one time i got a little too into it and one of the beads on the tail fell off along with the tassel)#this director is not my favorite director i've worked with but it's still been a fun experience #anyway #random #personal #Spotify

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xeneric-shrooms · 1 year

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I can and will make you believe it's the wrong day of the week

OH I FORGOT TO ANSWER THIS ASK--

How dare >:[

#you would not believe your eye if ten million fireflies lit up the world as i fell asleep #'cause they fill the open air and leave teardrops everywhere you'd think me rude but would just stand and stare #its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when im asleep 'cause everything is never as it seems #'cause id get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs as they tried to teach me how to dance #a fox trot above my head a sock hop beneath my bed a disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread thread)#id like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly #its hard to say that id rather stay awake when im asleep 'cause everything is never as it seems (when i fall asleep)#leave my door open just a crack please take me away from here 'cause i feel like such an insomniac please take me away from here #why do i tire of counting sheep please take me away from here when im far too tired to fall asleep #to ten million fireflies I'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes i got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)#I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly #but I'll know where several are if my dreams get real bizarre 'cause i saved a few and keep them in a jar (jar jar)#its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when im asleep 'cause everything is never as it seems (when i fall asleep)#(I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly)#(its hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when im asleep) (because my dreams are bursting at the seams)#xen.asks.grem

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harmonizewithechoes · 11 months

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#2022 was such a long and grief filled year #ever since I became an adult I’ve felt like an acrobat on a tightrope far above the ground #I thought I’d die if I fell #if I made any mistakes it would be over I’d have ruined my life #and then it happened- I fell #dropping out of college seemed like a really big failure at the time (though it has since proven to be one the best things I’ve done)#and my parents were there to help me pick up the pieces #they were the safety net below me that I couldn’t see #and then when I became a mom I felt like I was failing every single day #and every single day I knew I could at least call my parents and they’d be there to cry to and ask for advice #over and over again they caught me and I became less afraid of falling #but last year my dad died and it changed everything #it completely yanked the safety net out from under me #sure I have my mom but she’s a completely different person now #she tries so hard and does so much for us but losing my dad has had a profound effect on her and I can’t ask her to catch me #I worry it’ll break her #so there I was on the tightrope without a net this time #and then we found out we were having our third child- not unwanted but completely the wrong time #I fell again and this time it felt like the world came crashing down #suddenly my life was far too big and I had to shrink it all the way down so I could get out of bed #I didn’t talk to anyone except my partner and my mother #it was the only way I could give everything I have to my kids #but I didn’t have the capacity to maintain friendships and I lost them as well #and now I’m doing a lot better but I don’t know how to grow my life again and be okay inviting people back in #partly because I’m not sure if I may have hurt anyone and if I did then I don’t deserve to just come back #but also because I don’t know that anyone actually noticed or cared and it would be pathetic to draw attention now if no one cared #I’m comfortable with the world being small right now- it’s safer- but my kids deserve better #they deserve friends and they can’t have friends right now if I don’t socialize #I’m not sure how to do this #but I hit the ground and I didn’t die and now it’s time to climb back up and try again

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britneyshakespeare · 2 years

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The funniest diary entry I wrote as a freshman in high school was shortly after my friend from health class broke up with her boyfriend of like a year (so a very serious relationship for being that age), she was talking one day at lunch about how she wants to get a new boyfriend.

And she and our other friend were like "Well, who's cute?" And us all having been in the same health class (which had just ended, thos was early in the second semester) they brought up the name of this sophomore I sat next to. And he and I had a kind of... teenage social anxiety romance. We both clearly thought each other to be cute because we'd chat and smile and giggle while saying absolutely nothing, but we were so shy. But anyway since I had never had a boyfriend or felt I'd experienced even a mutual crush before, this was a very big deal to me.

But they brought him up first of ALL names, and I felt VIOLATED. My turf was being walked on. She didn't know I liked him I'm sure. But the two most iconic sentences from this day in my diary are:

"But damn. I thought I was actually almost sort of close to having a chance with him maybe. Damn."

"Come on, Hannah, I mean... you just had a boyfriend."

#tales from diana #i think i posted the 'you just had a boyfriend' thing before. i read it maybe a year ago & realized how funny it was #kaily and i quote it all the time #mom says it's my turn to have the boyfriend #like she's fuckin cuttin in line for seconds at the boyfriend buffet #and it's like some of us haven't even sat down yet!!! you pig!!!#save some cute boy for me!#selfish of her #but also that first sentence is hilarious for all the qualifiers in it. it's more qualifier than sentence.#i thought. almost sort of close to. a CHANCE. maybe.#i couldn't write that now as a comedic line of dialogue. that was how low my self worth was. this is what #i thought to be the odds of someone liking me.#COME ON HANNAH #neither of us dated him that's ok #i know he was afraid of girls he probably didn't have a girlfriend the rest of the school year #but i fell out of contact w him bc he was a grade above me #i actually did have another class w him two years later. and that crush did NOT revive.#i was in that long period of wondering why i didn't like anyone anymore #after having one serious sustained romantic interest that was like nothing i ever had before #and then by my senior year i realized i was (gray-)aromantic. i was like oooooooh #fuck. i don't wanna be that.#but now it's ok bc im hot and cool. happy ending yay

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woolydemon · 1 year

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tf:p is popular and probably better quality media in comparison to the rest of the tf catalogue but also everybody is annoying about it and the cgi faces are kinda ugly so I don't like it

#rando thoughtz #i am petty enough to just dislike things bc the fans are annoying i am not above it <3 #for example i hate tf:a blitzwing bc ppl are annoying abt him #i also have a bit of distain for megatr.on & starsc.ream for similiar reasons #(though i cant say its hate its more indifference and slight annoyance which is p good considering im a massive hater)#tf.p i will be honest i havent finished but its kinda bc i got bored at a point and fell asleep and couldnt keep up when i woke up #my sister loves the show though (i was watching it w/ her btw) so i will grant her that grace #she also rlly rlly loves . all the characters from it that annoy me a bit #bc of fandom oversaturation to be clear not bc of the character themself #like tfp starscr.m 🤢#and k0bd which ok i am indifferent towards idc. i did buy her k0bd stuff for xmas bc i know she likes them #its just. idc i dont care for the show that much its hard for me to watch #bc again their faces are so weird to me i cant get over it #tf:e got the cgi faces down a lot better like thank god for innovation #yeah i think my problem is. its not earth.spark i just like earth.spark more #OH ESPECIALLY since theres less focus on op & megs And Instead focus on a well written bee and new fun characters #plus a rlly nice plotline abt unity and solidarity between earth & cybertronians which is one of my fav parts of the franchise ok #i know this is like The Opposite of what the typical tf fan wants out of the franchise #but i think we established by now i am not the typical tf fan #so tf:e is my fucking bread and butter this is the ultimate thing i want out of the tf franchise #so yeah to summarize i am just a hater in the tf fandom and i dont like any popular takes on anything here

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haemosexuality · 1 year

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i have. the worst/slash weirdest dreams sometimes

#its either ''something horrible that i never wanted to see and thats going to make me keep having intrusive thoughts for weeks'' or #''???? what the fuck''#just remembered todays dream: i was staying in a hotel or smth w my family and went i went to lie down on bed i saw that directly above it #someone had tied. animal guts to the ceiling? like. stretched it across #and it was dripping blood on me #i went under the covers and put a pillow over my face so the blood wouldnt drip on me and Cried #mostly cuz i didnt know who tf did that??? and then i fell asleep #the next day after i had woken up my parents were. taking it down. and whem they did a bunch of blood rained down on me #and when i started crying again i thought like. ''crying from this?? thats not very tumblr cannibalism gore and blood and guts of you :/''#in the dream. why is my brain like this JDBDJFJJEJR????????#anyways turns out it was a. gang member or smth. targeting us?? for some reason? and my dad fucking killed him #my family has never had snything to do w gangs idk where that came from????#foi o CV KKKKKKKKK POR QUE #DE ONDE SAIU ISSO #its just bizarre like. i get the gore part its something i think about a lot during the day and seek out in media and stuff #but where the fuck did the fucking gang aspect come from????? ainda mais o fucking comando vermelhonrbjekkd??????#and the. ''not very blood and guts and rot of you''.

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guubiiz · 1 month

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trein...

#i want to write beautiful romance of him falling in love again #with some angst as he still loves and cherishes his wife and awaits their meeting once again #but maybe he comes to realize that his wife would want him to be happy... and that is all he feels with you #the heavy guilt.. he doesn't want to leave her and her memory behind #and it leaves him unwilling to pursue you #eventually though... eventually trein would let his guard down #maybe at first he's done nothing but compare you to his lovely wife (not aloud) but he comes to see the two of you are different #but both wonderful in your own ways #maybe it'd just end in him staying as your close friend and confidant.. he feels as though it's wrong to even think about loving someone els #trein is such a complicated character to simp for given his wife #and the fact he is canonically still very much in love with her #would he ever be able to accept the fact he may be falling in love again?#would he be scared that he is betraying her? would he be scared that you could go dying on him too?#omg imagine if he fell in love with you but you've only got so much time left to live..#the trope of knowing the person you love is going to die.. yet still loving them anyways #makes me so weak!#or knowing that you will return to your world.. between that and his wife.. he decides to leave you be and admire from afar #up late at night talking with the moon (his wife) and asking her what he should do #is she okay with this? would she be angry once they reunited?#or maybe she sends him a message from above and lets him know it's okay to be happy even if it's not with her #he loved her once.. and still does.. but that doesn't mean she's all he ever has to have #trein should be happy even if that means it's not with her by his side #omg and imagine meeting his daughters at one point somehow and they just absolutely adore and fawn over you #they cherish you just as much as he does... and seeing you fit in so well makes him love you all the more..#theyre trying to set their father up because they want him to experience the joy of love once again #he doesn't have to live in and reminiscence on memories he can still make new ones #maybe you give trein that feeling of youth once again.. and when he first meets you it's like the first time he saw his wife and he has a --#-- crisis about it #might be going into the WIPS cause i have a million more thoughts on him #all the staff for that matter really. abt to blabber in rb's to this post later

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troglobite · 1 month

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me before last night: yeah i've had panic attacks before

me after last night: actually i've had only One panic attack

#brought to you by a two hit combo of 1 smallish spider on the ceiling above my head abt which i was calm & collected #after dispatching it w some help i got comfy on the couch again only to be hit by #one two or three times as big coming out from the blinds in the window directly to my left #screamed fell off the couch & BOOM legit panic attack #no amount of deep or careful breathing got rid of the heart attack feeling or numb limbs #i had to start SOBBING to release the surging chemicals to even remotely begin to feel okay #felt like i was legitimately LEGITIMATELY having a heart attack #i could do nothing & i was dripping sweat

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