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#like i still like that bit it is stimmy to me but like.
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Do you have any headcanons for Foras maybe? I'm relying on Chapter 5 to give me more crumbs. He's just my favorite non-King, rose-haired sweetie with pretty opalescent horns. I just want to squish his face but also make him hot and bothered at the same time--
He’s my favorite subordinate!! He’s so cute and submissive! He’s so cute and HORN COLOR ON HIM IS SO STIMMY!! Like mans I’m sorry I’m going to lick your horns when I’m bored are stressed. Sorry I cant stop myself
God I cant wait to see him in the main story I’ve seen bits of him and he’s such a push over! He’s so sweet and adorable! 🥹
So I didn’t know if you wanted just nsft bc so I did that since it seemed you wanted that!
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Foras
cw: objectifying, h*nging (consensually), horn play, edge play
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Canon kink: Scopophilia: a paraphilia of watching, observing and objecting an individual (in most depictions woman)
He likes to be objectified, or do so to others, not dehumanizing but degrading, make him seem like an add on for your entertainment and he’s blushing and smiling
He does to a odd extent enjoy when you hang him if he’s been bad, he can hold his breath for a while but you never test it, he does enjoy it this way
He’s sensitive and he’s protective of his horns (since Leviathan threatened to break them off he’s still scared) but when he’s calm enough to let you touch them, he melts. They leak so much his jewelry might slip off if you don’t secure it in place
On note of the jewelry, he like it when you tug it to get his attention, it feels so good and he doesn’t mean to lose focus while you squeak but…it feels so good!
He might actually cry if you yell at him in the bedroom, he’s self conscious of his skills since he knows who you’ve slept with before him, including his own king. Yes it makes him jealous but the fact you seek him out too, he feels relived
He sometimes tries to hold out longer to compare since he thinks his stamina is bad and unless you tell him too he tries not to cum
Foras mainly whimpers, he doesn’t know what to say so he keeps himself as quiet as possible unless you give him permission to make noise
If he gets too flustered, (especially during edge//ing sessions) he uses his ability to go invisible to hide his tears and flustered face. Of course with your hand still on his dick you can just tease him until he’s ready to show himself again
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yippieitsarvensart · 1 year
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Tweels hc doodles + notes!
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Goodness me, I've not been working on these for very long but here's all of what I've thought of within 2 days of thinking about them!! I basically started writing about them the moment I finished drawing "the fuck you brothers" post (9/24) (and today, 9/26) I totally have been thinking about them more after I wrote all this, so I will be continuing on with my hcs right here, under the cut :3 (keep in mind I have not yet played twst! If I get anything gravely wrong correct me!) (9/28, edit: I downloaded twst y'all...)
Both of the twins are autistic, just being on very different ends of er... intensity? Idk how to word that. I just mean that Floyd is someone who has trouble regulating his emotions and stims a lot. Jade doesn't stim as often, he probably would if he were infodumping about mushrooms/his terrariums or whatever else. I think I mean. That Jade suppressed his autistic tendencies by a lot to seem more like a gentleman, while Floyd doesn't really give much of a shit and probably doesn't even know he's autistic.
on that note they both have ADHD. AuDHD brothers.
Anyways as I way saying abt Floyd stimmies; He stims a LOT. Just, all the damn time. It gets so annoying for a lot of people and everyone knows he can't control it. His clingyness is also stimming, he's very touchy. A lot of stim toys don't actually help him but he does calm down significantly more when he's wearing headphones and listening to loud music. That's what stimulates him the most.
Jade only stims when excited, yeah I mentioned that. But did I mention he also stims a lot when stressed. In front of costumers, if he was stressed he might only fiddle with his fingers behind his back. But as soon as he gets away it's full body stimming time baby. Mans is not okay but he cannot let that mask slip!! (I forgot the word before, but I meant to say in my first dotpoint that jade is better at masking than Floyd!!)
Floyd mcr liker >_< (songs about depression and drugs to think about violence to!) Floyd also likes shit like "41 mins of roblox music" or any spongebob music. skull emoji.
Jade Laufey liker :33 (calm songs to think about violence to!)
Floyd likes dancing around in his room to music. Like really getting into it. Putting one song on loop and doing the same dance moves over and over again. (stimming) (oh my god I'm PROJECTING AGAIN stop....)
Jade likes drawing mushrooms. He's really good at drawing nature and when I say "good" I mean if you looked at it, you'd think it was a picture. Like abnormally good for someone who used to not even have paper available...
I saw this from a moot once on twitter I think, but they both (+ Azul) probably had a hard time adjusting to walking around everywhere instead of swimming when they first came onto land. And I think there was something about holding on to bars on stairs WAYY too tight because they feel so wobbly going up them. Same with like, escalators? and elevators? didn't fucking trust them. And they still don't sometimes... Adding onto this I think that they'd both get really frustrated at first with it. Like genuinely really upset; Floyd dramatically falling to the floor and flailing around on the verge of tears while Jade punches the ground over and over... They obviously got better at land things after a long while but for a bit they were just so. not okay LOL
I think for casual/home clothes they'd both be really into big fluffy jumpers. massive fucking huge fluffy shits. They'd be all over the texture and it would be so so texture /pos drooling emoji
I had a little thing that I thought of where I would give Floyd Heart shaped eye shines PLUS an extra smaller not heart eye shine. And giving Jade a square shaped shine with no extra shines. It just makes so much sense to me. Like I can't explain it very well but if you get it, you get me. Do you get me...
WHICH leads me to say then that when Floyd gets MAD he would have NO eye shines. Do you get me. I totally make sense right/. And Jade getting happy about anything even if it doesn't show on his face it would totally show in his eyes... Which also brings me back to something I wrote in my doodle notes with the pupils being like cats... OUGH I'M GOING INSANE DO I MAKE SENSE
another thing my twt moot said !! Floyd would hate necklaces/rings/other accessories and jewelry! It relates back to my point about Floyd hating the feeling of tight clothes, and things touching his skin too much. I feel like if he had say, a necklace on for like 0.1s he would rip it the fuck off, destroying the necklace in the process
Floyd: :3 (aggressive)
Floyd loving to squeeze people but hurting them is 90% of the time on purpose hurting and 10% accidental hurting and when it IS accidental he gets so upset about it. I like to think Floyd is the more emotional out of the two... just so many emotions in that boy. like he just !! wants to give you love !!! but he's so strong he breaks ur ribs !!!! many of ur ribs!! ur honestly surprised you haven't punctured a lung yet!!!
On that note they BOTH are extremely touch starved. Floyd would fucking LOVE it if someone were to lay down on top of him for hours he would feel so squished!! and warm and nice!! and comfy!
Jade on the other hand, LOVES holding hands. holding ONTO something holding onto someONE.
Jade is a gift giver (love language) I bet you can't guess what Floyd is
His love language is Physical touch. Yeah
Jade getting people way too many gifts when it's a special occasion for them because he thinks they might think it's weird if he gets them a gift on any other day.
Floyd hyperpop liker (just overall really likes loud thrashy music or whatever)
Floyd also really got into those games where you have to beat the shit out of a dummy. He doesn't like ones where you have to TIME a hit to make it work (makes him annoyed bc he can't do it) Games like Pou I think....
While Jade enjoys colour by number or those hue games? just doing it in his free time.
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tireddovahkiin · 3 months
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🖤"Forever devoted to you."🤍
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Howdy yo, my people, and welcome to my realm of shitposting, memery, art and fic dumps, and endless amount of pining on my fictional blorbos!!! ^^
Here's something about me :]
(INFP | Pisces | Atheist | Maladaptive Daydreamer | hypersomniac | selective mutism | stimmy | energetic | sensitive)
I'm an [age regressed!] adult with ADHD/who is Neurodivergent! I consider myself a hikikomori, asocial fella who suffers from social anxiety T0T also a bit touch starved hehe 👉👈
My regressed age is about 7-9! But my true age is 19 ^^
I'm genderqueer, and use any prns (She/He/They)! I'm also Cupioromantic, Aceflux, Polyromantic and Bicurious!
I'm in a constant state of sleepiness, and a bit of a softie, who likes plushies, fresh/flowery/soapy/baby scents, soft blankets, feeling clean and warm ^^
I love to draw, read, play video games and listen to music in my free time! Oh, and play with my favorite plushie lol XD
My favorite animal is raven! My favorite color is red, white and black! My favorite food/drink is pasta, chocolate and coffee! My favorite music genres are classical/dubstep/breakcore/vocaloid/electronic/rock/pop/osts (im srs yall i like everything💀)
Some of my icks/dislikes: feeling cold, being in public, talking when I'm sad/angry, bugs, feeling tired, (which is always😒), little children, people touching my plushie, feeling lonely, loud noises/yelling, people being inconsiderate/non-understanding/judgemental, feeling dirty
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This blog is mainly SELFSHIP/ORIGINAL PLOT LORE/AU oriented!!!
Here, you will often find self insert/OC relationships and stories with canon characters from other fandoms/my own AUs/gushing over F/Os and other stuff, as well as art/fics! Slowly but surely, I will be introducing some of my characters or new f/os as time goes, who I ship with and which fandom they belong to! The relationships could be either queerplatonic, romantic, just platonic, or familial!! There are also f/oes🤫
My artwork here will include selfship/ OC x Canon ship, fanart, mostly some doodlery and sketches and bit of fake edits/screenshots then and there! I usually draw traditionally, but I also recently started digitally, and I'm still practicing!
Fandoms I'm interested in: Transformers, Cookie Run, JJBA, OMORI, FNAF, Call of Duty, Sonic The Hedgehog, LOTR, Skyrim, Dragon Ball, Demon Slayer, Jujutsu Kaisen, Attack on Titan, Friday Night Funkin', Madness Combat, Deltarune, Undertale, Naruto, Chainsaw Man, Monsterverse, ENA, Marvel, The Stanley Parable, HALO, One Punch Man, TADC, Fran Bow, Little Misfortune, Honkai SR, Pizza Tower, Ace Attorney, Final Fantasy 7 (yes, a long list i know💩)
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Here is my F/O list!!!
(Please read it before you interact with me!)
My two main F/O's are Sephiroth (from Final Fantasy VII) and Hanami (from Jujutsu Kaisen!). I love them both so much <3
(if you selfship with these two + those labeled with '🖤' on my F/O list, please dni :( Im not comfortable with sharing at all.)
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⚠ I cuss a lot!
⚠ I can be quite forgettable (ADHD things)! If I happen to ghost you/forget to answer/don't remember some of the things you said, I'm really sorry, it was never my intention🙏
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RULES!!!
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⚠ If I didn't answer your ask, that only means two things: I deleted it because I felt uncomfortable answering it, or I'm too busy to answer it.
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cupidspup · 3 months
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hello! congrats on 50 followers!
#9 from your 20 questions game? as a queer disabled regressor i love hearing other people’s experiences!
~ @littletism 🎀
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Eeee hello hi! ^^ Thank you for your question I'm so so excited to answer! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა
The question is:
"If you have other marginalized identities (lgbtq+, neurodivergent, poc, ect...) how do they figure into your regression?"
And my answer is...
It incorporates into my regression in a lot of ways!! X)
I know you all don't know a lot about me so this is sort of a deeper dive into me along with being a fun lil game! :] So strap in its a bit of a long one x)
I'm a person of color, I'm in the lgbtq+ community (not straight and my gender identity doesn't align with my assigned sex at birth), I have autism and adhd AND on top of that I have other mental health/physical health problems that can take a huge toll on me too! :")
Regression isn't always sunshine and rainbows for sure. I come from a very troubled background, my regression comes from a place to heal that child that was hurt from that time. To give me back what I lost as a child or to give me what I never had.
I'm a trans guy and I'm proud, but online I get really finicky about it because I'm always scared that no one will respect it (or my pronouns) because I'm a hyperfem trans guy so I try to hide my gender/sex a lot which is something I'm working on ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
On top of that with the mental health problems I have, they make me incredibly sensitive and extremely clingy no matter what age I regress to. I have chronic back and joint pain which makes it hard to do a lot of the "typical" regressor things and sometimes it can put a damper on how I feel about myself as a little too (╥ᆺ╥;)
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This all translates to a very big crybaby little, who seems like nothing will satisfy them, very high maintenance along with the constant energy just MOVING!!! I'm not a skinny person either and my feelings get so confused too :< "why don't I look like that person? I want to sit criss-crossed too!! Wait I don't want to be a little prince I wanna be a princess!! Princesses are cute!! Oh I hope I'm not being too much...I'm too much...Oh but my cg loves me still!!" Most of the time when I'm small, my Pronouns change too because in my little brain the feminine girly stuff feels way better than all the little boy stuff!! It's a really hard thing to navigate but I'm happy the people around me are open minded and accepting of that 🩷
With all the trauma I've experienced certain words and actions can trigger me even easier :"] it can be a lot for a lil guy with anxiety. Not to mention that my regression doesn't look anything like my childhood (I'm Latin-Hispanic) so sometimes it feels like it's just a game of pretend or like I'm dressing up as a white person so that I can fit in with the "rest of the kids" ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟;;;ა (I, of course, mean no offense to anyone)
Thoughts and feelings are fast and troublesome.
But it's not all that bad either!!
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With the big thoughts come even bigger hugs and kisses! With the back/joint pain comes back rubs and tickles (With consent of course🩷) and soft pillows n plushies to rest on!! When I feel like stimming I (very luckily) have a cg who's willing to rock me n do all the stimmy things with me! ૮( ˃ ꒳ ˂)ა He's always willing to work around the stuff I like and don't like and knows what food is safe and not safe :3
I feel that because I'm so different a whole other world gets unlocked through my regression!! I want to experience so much and rewrite the story that little me had to live through. I want to bring comfort to those who don't exactly have any guidance or the means for said comfort.
My regression is different from most but also valid and very common! I love this community and I love that it's been here for me for my hardest times 🩷 I'd love to be an older figure in the community (since I'm so grown up now!! I grew from 13 to almost 21 in the blink of a eye!!) that guides the new generation one step at a time :] There's so much more that I can say about my regression but this is getting long and I think I've covered a good amount of it ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა
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Thank you so much @littletism for joining the game and asking me this question!! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა (also I love your blog its so so cute and it'd be so cool if we could be friends maybe ८,,◐⩊◐,,ა /nf)
Anywho until next time!!
- Kyupie ⋆。゚☁︎。⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。⋆
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scarefox · 16 days
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Had my first MRT (brain scan) today but I am a bit claustrophobic 💀 My therapist prepared me well for it tho. Explained everything and even offered an anxiety pill but I wanted to try without. Also she recommended me to close my eyes before I get shoved in the tube.
I opened my eyes one second inside and went nope. Eyes need to stay closed 💀 Bet I will get nightmares of this.
Anyways, had a few minutes anxiety going. And then asked myself "do you want to stay these 8 minutes in here with anxiety or try to do something about it??" And the only logical thing that came to me was going into my "mind place". AND IT WORKED!
It's a method a former therapist taught me for exam anxiety... which didn't help at all in the exam situation...
You have to imagine a place for yourself where you would want to hang out and feel comfortable and save. You do that before you get into an anxiety moment. Try to make it as vivid as possible in your mind, mentally sit in there for a while already to get used to it. This is now your very own place where you can do whatever and make it look whatever you want.
For me it's a misty cliffside with a lighthouse, the sea is filled with high but slow waves (little connection to a breathing method I also use sometimes... breathing in the rhythm of slow waves)
Yea and the point is to mentally go there in high anxiety moments. But I think it only helps if you are in a situation where you can close your eyes.
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When I calmed down I actually kinda liked the MRT sounds! Very stimmy, even scan and clicking sounds. That's almost like those binaural sounds you can find online... just so much louder and more intense.... Still feelt like a brain massage. lol. I would like MRT more if it was just that without the part where you have to be fixated and pushed into a small tube 💀
BUT also I take anxiety meds since a few days generally. And I feel that they muffle my anxiety symptoms a bit. I don't wanna know how high my anxiety would have been in the beginning if I didn't had those already in my system.
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minimujina · 2 years
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the stimmies and the shimmies !
hi i wrote a self-indulgent drabble about kuni (wanderer) where u do some happy stimming and he wants to know why!!
ᴄᴡ. written with a neurodivergent reader in mind, but anyone can read and relate as stimming is not at all exclusive to neurodivergency :] i do not at all wish to encourage harmful stereotypes or put this behavior on a pedestal—this is simply a silly happy drabble building from my own personal experiences and i wanted to share it for anyone to enjoy!!
ᴀ/ɴ. happy flappy happy flappy flip flop flappy pap :D also this actually turned out to be really cute and doesnt only have to do with stimming—its very fluffy and funny and i really like the dialogue!! not super proofread and im very proud of myself for not hoarding this in my drafts for months!! im really happy that it only took me an evening to write this!! WEEEE
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“…why are you flapping your hands?”
you stopped moving abruptly, staring at the wanderer with a blank face, expression unreadable.
it took you a moment to get the words out (because he was staring at you expectantly with his arms crossed, and that was rather intimidating), but you managed to squeak them by after some self-encouragement.
“well… im happy.”
kunikuzushi seemed to scrutinize you for a moment, and you were afraid that this had only given him another reason to dislike you. “happy? why would you be happy? i hate happy people.”
(…that’s what you imagined he would say.)
though, you obviously didn’t know him perfectly well, because what he said next was far from the venomous reply you’d feared.
he simply hummed, gaze softening a bit. “alright then.”
alright then.
you had finished your happy flapping due to the interruption, no longer feeling the urge to happy flap, but you still felt calm and content, and maybe even more so thanks to his almost… sweet response. sweet for him, at least.
the expression on his face made you feel a bit warm all of a sudden—he wouldn’t stop looking at you. it wasn’t hard to tell that his eyes were boring into your own even if you weren’t meeting them yourself. you felt like a little pot of boiling water under his gaze. a little soup. a soup of happy and confused feelings. happy soup.
what was it that had made you so very happy, kunikuzushi wondered? he kept replaying the past couple minutes in his head, trying to remember what had occurred just before this, but the only pictures in his head were of you, all bouncy and flappy and so very pleased.
perhaps he should’ve just asked you, he mused.
perhaps he would just ask you.
“what made you so happy?” he inquired, as blunt and flat as ever. but you knew him just enough to know that he would never ask such a thing if he didn’t really care—and the tone of his voice was irrelevant. he always sounded rather uninterested with anything.
you grinned, meeting his gaze. it looked as though you were holding yourself back, buzzing with a chained excitement again.
“kuni, i was happy because of you!”
a most incredulous expression crossed the wanderer’s face.
“me?”
what could kunikuzushi have done to make anyone so happy?
he studied your smile, your hands, your eyes—and he could not figure out how he could possibly be a reason that all of those lovely features of yours contained such absolute joy.
you nodded confidently. “do you want me to explain?” you could tell from kuni’s horrified expression that, firstly, he did not really believe you. and secondly, he held a deep-seated loathing for himself, which was why he could not believe you. he could not accept that there was anything good about himself.
“knock yourself out,” he murmured, still seeming dazed.
you motioned for him to sit next to you, looking like you would start jumping up and down at any second. seriously, why were you so happy?
“i was just thinking about how far you’ve come, kuni,” you began. you already looked like you were in the middle of one of your long spiels that the wanderer was so often obliged to listen to. “and it makes me really happy.”
he had to hold himself back from scoffing—not because he thought anything bad about you, but because he thought badly about himself.
“remember when nahida first made you come work with me in the nursery?” you grinned. “you were so mad. it was hilarious.”
kunikuzushi averted his gaze to the ground with a grumble, suddenly finding his shoes very interesting.
“okay, i was not mad.”
“yes, yes you were! oh my archons, you were so grumpy, kuni! you-”
“no, you are so delusional,” he retorted. “i was just-”
“grumpy?”
“no.”
“ooohhh, yes, kuni was feeling a bit grumpy, i think. you were a little grumper.”
the wanderer opened his mouth to retaliate—but he faltered, a new hint of amusement smothering his gaze.
“…you are incredibly annoying, did you know that?”
in any other situation you would’ve taken that very literally, but the faintest of smiles itched at his lips, and you knew for certain that that was his way of conceding.
you probably should’ve stopped there, but something inside you just couldn’t continue in life without saying this one last thing.
you feigned pity with a pout, widening your eyes and clasping your hands.
“...did nahida forget to give you a juicebox that day?”
kunikuzushi thrust his hat onto your head, shoving you and your hysterical laughter aside. if you could’ve seen from under the big ass hat, his glowing cheeks and sheepish grin likely would have sent you into a fit, and the wanderer just couldn’t have that.
“i am so funny,” you cackled, very obviously pleased with yourself (but you were still trapped under his hat, so your voice was very muffled, and it was much more difficult for him to take you seriously this way).
“yeah, yeah. whatever helps you sleep at night, flappy.”
“flappy?” you knocked off the hat with one sweep, an incredulous smile dancing on your lips. “you jerk!”
“yes, i know.”
“oh, you are so mean,” you grumbled, though your expression said the exact opposite.
“i’m well aware, flappy.”
“you just make me wanna—wanna—oh, why i oughta-”
“oh, please, do tell!” kunikuzushi drawled, resting his chin in his palm.
when you couldn’t seem to say anything at all, mouth agape, he closed it for you—pushing your jaw up with his pointer finger—grinning smugly like he always did.
“as auntie nahida says,” the wanderer murmured, “if you have nothing nice to say…don’t say anything at all.”
and with that, he grabbed his hat from the floor, exiting the nearly empty nursery with a dramatic flourish that was so characteristic of him. you were left sitting there for a few minutes, aghast at what had just happened, until you came to your senses.
you did a bit of happy flapping after that.
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thank you for reading :)
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pokemenlovingmen · 1 year
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Hello!! I keep reading your ingo writing and man I love how you write him;; I am so gay for this man the closet is made of glass. Also MALE READER BLOG!!! PUNCHING THE AIR IN JOY AND GOING STIMMY MODE RN!!! AND RUN BY A TRANSMASC MOD!! JUST LIKE ME FR!!!!
I wanna request while I have the chance, I was thinking Ingo and a s/o with an overprotective Houndoom? I absolutely love Houndooms because 1: they look like my dog irl, and 2: big dogy :] ;; i just think it’d be cute and kinda funny to see Ingo try and win over his boyfriend’s big and mildly threatening dog.
Tysm!! <33
I… have nothing to say for myself for my absence. Life has been painful. I’m so so sorry my friend, your request has been the one I’ve been sitting on all this time.
But omg you’re so sweet thank you for the compliments!! I’m glad that you like my Ingo, he and Emmet are both written by me to lean unashamedly into hard autism territory so maybe that’s what it is lol.
And wow tbh I was considering not including that I was transmasc (still a bit… nervous in gay male spaces as someone who’s transmasc. I know it isn’t true, but I’m so worried of being perceived as not a man or less of a man in those spaces.) but I’m glad I did because I’ve pulled so many trans guys in to visit this blog and!! Big solidarity!! I’m giving each and every one of you a Platonic Kiss on the head
Meeting the Real Boss — Ingo x male Houndoom trainer Reader
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⚫️ — Don’t let that serious face fool you, Ingo is just as soft and sappy as his more emotive brother. When he fell for you—that mysterious stranger who shook up the Super Singles Line that fateful day, he fell hard.
⚫️ — You were seen around Nimbasa the following days, but Ingo assumed you were just visiting, as he’d never seen you in the area before. So time to talk to you was limited, at least in his eyes. That was enough of an excuse to get him to give up and write you off as a passing fancy—but it was not enough of an excuse for Emmet who, the moment he found out his brother had developed a crush on one of the challengers, would stop at nothing to get you two talking. (Because he can lack all the social skills he wants and have as little confidence as any grown man could have in his speaking ability, but if it meant getting his dear brother a boyfriend, Emmet would turn into a social savant right then and there.)
⚫️ — So yeah, your relationship with Ingo started out interacting with Emmet more, mainly because every time Emmet not at ALL subtly dragged his brother over to talk to you, Ingo genuinely couldn’t look you in the eyes.
⚫️ — But eventually you guys got together via bonding through—how else?—battling! There was a love language Ingo could get behind, and after your repeat challenges became a constant thing at the Battle Subway, sometimes multiple times a day, he finally worked up the nerve to ask you out after telling himself he’d do so if he won your battle today. He did, and one nervous coffee date later, you two actually managed to start properly talking without needing Emmet (Emmet, of all people, even HE is shocked!) as the middleman.
⚫️ — All is well. You both share a great passion for battling—of course—and you find all his little quirks from his loud voice to stone face adorable. You definitely know you’re onto something real when you actually make him happily stim in public after saying he looks so cute and excited when he talks about the subway, something Ingo has tried incredibly hard to iron out through all the masking he’s done all his life. To be honest, you absolutely have him wrapped around your finger, but it’s okay, because you’re a total fool for him as well and would do anything to make him happy.
⚫️ — But as you two begin pondering how to define your relationship, wondering if it’s time to make things official, your Houndoom starts to realize Ingo is going to be more and more of a presence in your life as much more than a casual friend. And he takes issue with that.
⚫️ — Houndoom was always fine with Ingo before. The thrill of battling on the subway and having such worthy opponents was something you could tell Houndoom savored, which made it all the stranger that he began getting worryingly aggressive around Ingo.
⚫️ — You wanted to ask him to be your boyfriend officially a few times now, only for Houndoom to intrude by putting himself between you and Ingo, growling all the while as if he could sense what you were about to ask and did not like it.
⚫️ — Houndoom means well, he really does. He knows what happens when humans get close like this and knows that if you and Ingo continue down that path, he’ll be in your life all the time. Maybe even where you live. Maybe sleeping beside you. There to see you at your best and your worst and, most concerningly, your most vulnerable. But you only met recently, and even if his Pokemon seem to indicate he’s trustworthy, that doesn’t mean anything! You’re a part of the pack to Houndoom, and he is not about this total stranger (at least, a total stranger by his standards) being a permanent fixture in your life. How on earth could he earn the right to be by your side so easily? No, you’re part of his pack, and Houndoom is hellbent to keep you safe from the encroaching outsider.
⚫️ — (Does he completely miss how happy Ingo makes you? A bit—the protectiveness fogs up his perception, okay? And even if he does make you happy, Houndoom thinks the month and a half or so you’ve known each other for is not long enough to just welcome Ingo into the family with open arms.)
⚫️ — Ingo is… troubled, to say the least. He’s worried your Pokemon disliking him will make you dislike him, which you assure him otherwise. Even still, the Houndoom line is not native to Unova and Ingo knows very little about it, therefore he has absolutely no idea how to proceed. Unova has the Growlithe and Lillipup families, but they’re much more good-natured than this. Still, he loves you, and while he’s worried about causing friction with you and your Pokemon, your assurances that he’s fine are (relatively) enough to spur him to try and make peace with Houndoom.
⚫️ — Treats were some of the first things he tried, to minimal success. The only reason Houndoom let him into the house that day at all was because you begged and pleaded for him to lay off your boyfriend, and even then he watched you two like a hawk. Treats Ingo brought and Houndoom’s favorite snacks that you already had in the home did nothing to persuade him. Attempts to play? No. And Ingo knows better than to even think about petting him.
⚫️ — Eventually Ingo just starts rather desperately trying to exist around your Houndoom’s wrath. He loves you and doesn’t want to break the news but. Your Houndoom scares him.
⚫️ — You can’t say he didn’t try, though.
⚫️ — But then! One day, you get sick. It’s a pretty nasty stomach bug that lasts for a day but wreaks havoc while it’s there. You’re practically bed-bound from the severe nausea, but Ingo is there the entire time, fretting over you and caring for you like any good boyfriend should. Houndoom’s prerogative is the same. He’s worried for you and wants you to feel better. So while Ingo is bringing you plenty of fluids, nausea medication, blankets and pillows, Houndoom is there to cuddle up and keep you warm and calm. It’s just that… it’s very hard for Ingo to care for you when Houndoom won’t leave your side and growls whenever he gets close.
⚫️ — This time, though, Ingo doesn’t shy away. He’s too worried for you and even though Houndoom is being incredibly threatening and there is a part of him a bit worried for his own safety, he brushes right past Houndoom’s huffing and puffing to keep caring for you. He brings you water and helps lift the bottle to your lips while Houndoom snarls. He sits at the bedside and dabs at your face with a damp towel while getting death glares. His need to be wary of your Pokemon is greatly outweighed by his need to take care of you. Essentially, they’re both fighting for the role of your primary caretaker.
⚫️ — Time goes on, though, and Houndoom definitely notices how his snarling and snapping isn’t stopping Ingo from aiding you. And after all these negative interactions, Houndoom is finally stifling his concerns and instead just quietly watching. Then helping. He and Ingo have a common goal here. And while Ingo is certainly surprised to find the defensive Fire-type suddenly aiding him, it’s a welcome change. In seeing his dedication to you at your most vulnerable, Houndoom has at last deemed the Subway Master as a worthy partner.
⚫️ — While you’re sick, they continue working together to care for you until their own energy is spent. You wake up in the morning, a bit sweaty and nauseous, but otherwise feeling far better. And you look over to the foot of the bed where Houndoom usually curls up to see Ingo right there with him, resting his head on Houndoom’s side—the both of them are fast asleep, knocking out together after such long and dedicated day caring for you while you were sick. The hostility Houndoom regards Ingo with seems completely gone as he lets him rest against him to sleep. You can’t remember much of what happened last night, but you know both of your boys here were caring for you with all the love in the world…
⚫️ — And though you had been thinking this about Ingo for a while now, seeing Houndoom accept him at last really solidified the fact that Ingo was “the one”.
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Hi, Ether, I suddenly remembered your post about writing stories with Tarot. It's really an interesting and novel idea✨️. So I want to give it a try: "Give me a story, please"
And I will make use of this ask to also ask you 3 questions in the ask game you reblogged a while back (my mind kind of working in a backwards way 😆), if you don't mind answering.
5. What made you start your blog?
17. Name three things that make you happy.
28. Do you collect anything?
Thank you for sharing your gift 🫶🌌
Hey River ⭐️
I have just finished writing your story (it was SO much fun) but seems I have escalated a bit over the word count, at least that's what Tumblr tells me when pasting it into here n_n' Ether from the Future: It was a simple formatting issue 🫠
So I will focus on the questions first (so cool of you to remember, I'm flattered!) and then figure out how to get the story on here.
➡️ Here it is!
5. What made you start your blog?
My yearning for recognition. My Chiron is in Leo and I have to accept about myself that I like being seen, being praised, being liked, being recognized for my talents. The first aspiration was a YouTube channel, but I don't feel ready yet to show my face and/or voice. And my current lifestyle in the flesh realm (lol) is very Hermit-style, so no audience there either.
I live in a quiet small town, only with my partner in an aro-ace connection, since my latest spiritual transformation (my Saturn Return) shed some light on my previously pretty bad taste in people, so I cut off a lot of connections. That was needed and healthy for me, I don't regret anything, and tumblr was a platform I never participated in, but was always fond of from afar, so when my first social buds started blooming again, this was the right mixture of new and manageable for me to share my newest passion, Tarot.
All my former "real life" connections never had such an emphasis on a spiritual component, so I wanted to practice doing exactly that. (I mean, my partner got me into spirituality, but he has the futile effect on my ego like a parent to me - "Of course he loves me and likes what I do. He is weird. Must see if strangers agree!")
It's still scary sometimes experiencing myself doing the woowoo stuff out loud, fear of ridicule and all that, but in a community already agreeing on accepting that it's far easier opening up about that and contributing my point of view than with random people in real life.
17. Name three things that make you happy
Blueberries, peppermint tea, feeding a forest slug and watching her little eyes droop in bliss (I had all three things today!)
28. Do you collect anything?
This is so basic, but - Tarot decks! My budget is keeping me mindful and intentional lol, otherwise I would have 400 by now. Saving bookmarks in my browser is my substitute drug to not have the lights go out after a spending frenzy. The combination of artwork, mythology, and it being a nice stimmy toy when shuffling just makes them too hypnotizing for my crow brain to not eternally want them all. I know this potentially shallows the individual relationships to each deck, but crow brain don't care. Shiny.
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Thank you so much for sending this Ask, it was a joy to spend time answering to it 🌼😁
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hyah-lian · 11 months
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Sorta stimmy links stuff, and also v inspired by @triforce-of-mischief and her fic series Overcome (about trypanophobic Lege) hoping that they like this fic and find comfort in it bc it sounds like it's been a rough few days.
⚠️Trigger warnings for mention of the cause of trypanophobia/brief discussion of it. Also some descriptions ppl may find claustrophobic bc I have headcanons of Hyrule liking very tight spaces. BUT this is primarily supposed to be fluffy and comfort-y
It got a lot longer than I thought lol
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"I feel like a blanket would be more appropriate, 'Rule," Legend deadpanned.
He stared as the other hero wiggled into the small triangular gap he made between travel-packs.
"Nope," Hyrule popped the 'p', "this is better."
Legend shrugged and reclined to support his weight on his hands behind him while Hyrule fidgeted into the small trap he made for himself.
Then he wheezed out what felt like all the air in his lungs as Hyrule's head smacked into his stomach unexpectedly.
"Oh. I thought you were still behind me, behind me."
Legend couldn't even be mad with Hyrule's big eyes and smile staring up at him. He wheeled again, still catching his breath, before motioning for the other Link to sit up again. Legend scooted himself forward in the same reclined position until his shoulder was roughly lined up with Hyrule's back.
"There," he bumped an elbow into 'Rules back, "you can lay back now."
Hyrule did so with a happy little hum, pulling the two bags around his elbows in tighter before relaxing back fully. He squirmed for a second, pulling out scraps of fabric left over from ruined clothes and began twisting and braiding them into a rope.
"Comfy?" Legend snorted a laugh through his nose.
"Yep!" Hyrule popped the 'p' once more with a huge grin.
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Legend had been on edge all day after yesterday's fight.
More like yesterday's after-fight.
Hyrule couldn't count the number of times Legend's hands went to pick at and worry the edge of the bandage around his bicep. How many times he took a wide berth around Warriors and Time. How quiet he had been all day. The quiver and bitter-sour blackberry taste of fear weaved into Legend's essence.
They stopped for camp a bit earlier than usual, only because the path ended up shorter than anticipated and they found the spot Four said he needed to visit quickly.
The minish woods were sweetened with magic like candied grapes that had Hyrule feeling giddy and recharged.
The clearing they were in was near what looked like a miniature temple with a vast flat of lush green grass on top that sung of little motes of magic. It gave Hyrule an idea and he sprinted off to jump the small gap and little trickling stream of water in front of it.
Twilight shouted out in surprise and reached for 'Rulie as he ran off, but Four stopped him.
Four smiled after Hyrule, taking a moment to... listen? to something before turning over his shoulder to shout.
"LEGE! Hyrule's gone off the path again."
Legend turned and glared at Four for a moment before taking a deep breath and shouldering both his and Hyrule's packs over his good arm.
Hyrule grinned as he bounced on the balls of his feet, hair whooshing with the motion before continuing to carefully run his way up to the raised area. Something about it spoke of warmth to him, and like everywhere else in this forest, he kept the feeling that light and careful steps were a must.
When Legend bridged the gap between them, Hyrule took the bags with exaggerated care. He avoided touching Legend's good or bad arm and instead of grabbing the other's hand like he wanted to, he held his own out in offering.
Legend hesitated. Hyrule smiled and turned to keep walking with his hand still an open palmed invitation.
He felt Legend grab the tips of his fingers after a moment. If that was all he could tolerate, Hyrule was proud he made that step.
Legend followed, cautious and confused at Hyrule's winding path. The slowed pace, though, he was grateful for. Ever since patch-up last night he felt cotton-headed and on edge.
Wars has needed Time to hold-
Legend shook his head violently, shaking the world onto a new axis. He felt his breath hitch and drew back his hand like the touch burned.
"There is a step up in front of you, Lege."
Hyrule's words regrounded him briefly. He took a shaky breath in and nodded. He climbed up the small slope to stand atop the flat of emerald grass.
Hyrule tossed down his bag and gently placed Legend's and fiddled with them to make a short a-frame gap.
"Sit?"
<I'm fine.> Legend signed. He hadn't felt like talking all day. Not even sure if he could had he wanted to.
"Please? Try. It is like a hug but nobody is really touching you."
Legend felt a stab of panic again, thinking back to his wounds getting tended.
"You can push them off or make it as small as you want. A safe hide. Just here, your stuff, and the grass and sun."
Hyrule was leaning back and lazily running his hands through the warm blades of grass as if that was the only thing to want in the world.
Of course it could be his world is near-dead.
Legend quashed the negative thoughts as they tried to bubble up.
<Okay. I'll try.>
Even with Hyrule facing away, Legend knew he saw.
He sat next to the carefully positioned packs and tried to scoot his way under the way Hyrule would. Elbows and knees protesting, but even with that and the sour mood he had been stuck in it felt silly and he couldn't help the faint flutter of a laugh stir in his chest.
<Nobody will believe you got me to wiggle into a bag-tent like an inchworm,> he joked.
Hyrule just smiled, and for a second Legend wasn't sure if the traveler had seen him signing. But Hyrule stood and held the packs apart just enough for Legend to wiggle between them much more comfortably.
Hyrule sat behind Legend. Close but not touching. The bags dropped to lean against each other again, pressing the faintest pressure onto his chest and arms. None of the fear of restraint or hands on his skin stirred. Deeper breaths settled behind his ribs, and Legend felt some of his tense discomfort ease away.
"You can lean on me, if you want. Take a load off and breathe. It is safe here. You are safe here."
Legend wanted to, badly, but his chest tightened again. A split second of emotion jolting forward to choke him again. His eyes stung.
He dipped his head back cautiously and found Hyrule's shoulder solidly in place. He took a shaky breath, and another. The sun was warm, it was quiet and smelled like sweet lemon grass and pine. His breath hitched again on a sob, loose items in their bags jingling with the movement.
"It's okay," Hyrule said, swaying slightly but still a solid presence behind Legend. "I've got you when you're ready."
Legend broke.
After some time spent in an exhausted haze, Legend realized he had fallen asleep and was now waking up. He was half buried under rucksacks with his head on Hyrule's lap, warm orange afternoon sun heating him, and a steady weight pressed to his shoulder.
He took an unhindered breath in, heaving a huge sigh-turned-yawn. The scrap-rope Hyrule was working on swayed in front of his eyes. The boy was still gently swaying and humming, short snippets on repeat.
"Thanks..." his voice cracked with the word after going all day without using it.
"Any time."
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It had been a good few hours since Legend and Hyrule had taken off. Four had separated himself after a lot of easing fears to go see the Minish.
They had spent those hours catching up with the small folk, and doing a few dispatches of pesky spiders or other favors.
After finishing those tasks, Four met with the Minish Elder in this village and they walked through the halls of one of the buildings Four liberated years back. They exited the doors into the warm orange glow of late afternoon to stand at the river's edge to finish talking.
Giggling and excited chatter tumbled down the slope of the building's walls, and Four climbed up to peek over the ledge.
Hyrule and Legend were leaning together, fast asleep, and a dozen or so minish were cuddled up to, or climbing on the two of them. Excited chatter about them smelling the same as Four and having the same soft aura to them filtered over.
Four scrambled back down and relayed the sight to the Elder before promising to come back again in the morning.
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sparrowsortadrawzzz · 11 months
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my take on Reverse!Omens :D
okay so before i share anything, I'd just like to say that it was my friend @leoontheair's idea to make the entire universe swapped instead of just the two! so thank you for working on this with me and letting me bounce ideas off of ya! ^^
so in the beginning, everything is the same, uNTIL the rebellion part- so in this universe, Lucifer actually won, so God is just kinda in Hell seething- so all the angels kicked God and Her supporters out. Aziraphale was a moth angel who attempted to defend God, anddd..yeah, he fell, taking the name Azarien. but, he still has a lilll bit of angel in him (cuz he just like. rejects the fact he's a demon shgjdj i mean whatever works-!) A: his eyes never change, so he made them look that way around demons, but eventually just started wraring contacts when they were invented, and B: whenever he gets stressed tF OUT, he tends to chew on the knuckles of his fingerless gloves, and two lil strands of his hair stick up like moth antenna! :D he also has shiny blue/black eyes, oooh, aaah ✨️
he wears paisley ("Paisley is stylish >:(") and thinks he looks quite dapper in his little moth bowtie! he also owns a crystal shop, with crystals in the front and forbidden tomes and cursed artifacts in the back (including all the same forbidden bibles from the original book/show, just...rewritten-), much like a cursed/haunted museum. (calls Barry "Bare" and "Deary")
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I LOVE HIM DEARLY. PROTECT.
now, Crowley on the other hand, is the archangel Baraqiel, Archangel of lightning and iii think stars? I'll look that up again* I just can't remember rn ajghshg anygays, he goes by Barry A. ("it's just an A, really" but..it isn't- it actually stands for Asterope, which is greek for "starry-faced" and "lightning") Raquel! they're an axolotl angel, and the actual fins appear in his hair when he is stressed as well. his eyes shine a burst of gold weaved through brown irises, and black scelera, so he wears orange-brown tinted glasses. they're still our stimmy adhd-filled star boy(gn), just tired from everyone's bullshit...and bro would absolutely say "bUt i DoN't wAnNaaAa-!" if one more nerve is plucked-
he wears a crystal tree of life necklace that Azarien gifted him, and wears a bit of a refined grunge, neutral-toned indie style. I have yet to draw out an outfit that I love on them, but until then here's the sketches he has so far!
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he drives a yellow original Volkswagen Beetle with black trim that turns everything into ABBA (it still has the James Bond window transfers)
(they call Azarian Zari, fiend[former], my friend[former], and darling ajfhd) and let's just say finding out Azarien's eyes were normal crystal clear blue-into-green was...a bit of a conversation-
more to come!!
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mousemilf · 29 days
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one time like a couple years ago when i was single and a big fan of stimmys i was at da club dancing w this guy who was really wasted and i was like hmm i am gonna need a bump soon. so he got in line for the bathroom w me and we were kissing a lil bit. then a stall opened up and he came in with me and im like okay cool. i was crushing up some ritalin on my phone screen and i turned around and he had his dick out. i realized that in the very loud club there must have been some miscommunication about the reason for our bathroom visit. and i was like put that away mister we're in here to do drugs. he was still tryijg to kiss me and i was like no! i am not touching that. snort this ritalin. and he took my phone from me and sniffed it all up. all of it. and then he looked at me like a confused puppy and said "whats ritalin?"
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perplexingluciddreams · 7 months
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Today basically the only song I listen to for a good chunk of the day, is Skogarna by kent. SUCH a stimmy song 😁. (Also still listening to Silver by kent on repeat, and also Dom andra by kent. I think I like this band!)
I actually understand some parts of the Swedish, through reading lyrics mostly, but also I find I can pick out words and phrases after I listen over and over enough times!
I try to read and pick out the words I recognise, then google translate extra words in between and try to "piece together". I only get a very vague understanding from this, but baby steps is what I need for learning anything. And this is a definite improvement from previously, so I am going in the right direction!
I also start to be able to make sense of the noises as actual words, with enough repetition of the songs! This is a big step for language learning for me (even if it is only a very tiny bit right now), because it is something I even struggle with STILL in my first language (English).
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florence-is-gay · 9 months
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hiii!!! im a fan of your work and was wondering of you could write some hcs of the mercs with an autistic s/o?? i struggle with autism and reading these things kinda helps. thx sm!!! :ooo
Absolutely!! I'm so glad you enjoy my headcanons, i haven't written any for quite a while lmao
--EDIT FROM YEARS LATER OML-- I had this sitting in my drafts completed with all mercs except for the last 3 listed, between procrastination and life and falling out of the fandom I guess I just eventually forgot... Once in a blue moon I'd come back to this post and think... "I'm sorry tomatosoopp... I will finish this for you one day. Maybe not now, or later, maybe not even soon... but... eventually. I promise." I hope things are going well for you, you've probably long forgotten your ask but I genuinely hope seeing this finally answered will bring you joy and make your day <3
I know it's late to say it, but Merry Christmas and Happy New year! Perhaps you can consider this as a long overdue gift, from me to you! I hope this year will bring you lots of wonderful and amazing things &lt;3 Love, Flo (P.S., I also added a bit to the shorter blurbs at the beginning... To make up for all that time! Now enjoy your long awaited post, my friend! <3)
SCOUT
Scout is pretty ADHD, and we all know how that's the peanut butter to his S/O's jelly. He gets excited with you about the things you love! And stims? Oh yeah. Leg bouncing, pen chewing, and the likes. So he won't judge you when you excitedly flap your hands or smack your thighs/any available surface. In fact, he'll share his fidgets with you when he notices you're feeling nervous or stressed. Sometimes he forgets you are extremely empathetic and sensitive to high energy or strong moods, so if he gets too excited or angry or anything of the sort he will do his best to calm himself as to not overwhelm or overstimulate you!
SNIPER
Sniper's not much of a talker, but he loves to listen to you ramble! Sometimes just the sound of your voice makes him smile! Also since he knows how tactile you are, he doesn't mind letting you feel his scars, tracing your fingers along and across them. He also lets you scritch his stubble, and he finds your reaction both amusing and adorable! Also, if you love nature, Sniper is your perfect guy! He'll take you for long walks in the woods or along hiking trails, not minding if you are slow or simply taking your time to stop and observe every little detail <3
ENGINEER
Engie loves all your little quirks!! He thinks you're the cutest darn thing on the planet! He'll definitely build you some fun fidgets and stimmy things! He also has earmuffs for when he's working with machinery, if you're feeling overstimulated he'll let you borrow them! Additionally, he enjoys relaxing with you by a fire just to chill out and play his instruments! He knows you have a fondness for music, so he tries to learn your favorite songs! He is also the type to always check on you to make sure you eat and drink <3
HEAVY
Like Sniper, Heavy isn't much for words. He doesn't mind silence, so he's perfectly okay with you zoning out, staring into space, or just lost in your thoughts. He also understands when you have a hard time wording things. He still struggles with English. And if you're feeling anxious or overwhelmed, he'll scoop you up in his big arms and hold you like a lil baby, and gently whisper words of praise and comfort. He'll also let you take naps in his arms <3 Like Engineer, he likes to make sure you don't skip meals. He doesn't always understand that some food textures are unpleasant, but he tries his best to find something you like!
DEMOMAN
Demo LOVES cuddles. He won't admit it to the other guys, but he finds it soothing. He knows you love to lay your head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat. He also gives great hugs! You told him once that you enjoy physical pressure on your body, so he'll give you extra-firm hugs, and sometimes he'll lay right on top of you to take a nap! He definitely will gift you some weighted blankets, along with some fun beanbags just to mess with. He also makes sure any touch on you is firm and grounding. Additionally, if you have a habit of sleeping a lot, it's no worry for this man! He's perfectly happy to pass out with you for 12+ hours and STILL have room for naps! As long as they are with you, he is happy <3
PYRO
Pyro themselves are nonverbal autistic, so honestly to them, you are the most normal person out there! They have hyperactive tendencies and struggle to pay attention to anything too long, but when it comes to you, you have their full attention! (To the best of their ability, anyway!) They will happily share their love for fire and cute things with you, though they also love when you share your hyperfixations with them! Not only that, but they will often bring you gifts relating to the things they know you love! Should you ever feel sad, touch-starved, or understimulated, just know Pyro will always be by your side to give you the best cuddles and hugs you could ask for!
MEDIC
If you are someone who is always psyched to learn new things, Medic is your perfect guy! He knows a lot about physical and psychological health, including autism! He will take time out of his day to educate you on your brain and why it works the way it does! He will do his absolute best to keep you informed so you can better understand yourself! (Even if at times you get tired of his lecturing) He also knows that you are very hands-on when it comes to many projects, so he will allow you to assist with simple tasks in his lab! He also knows you struggle with your health habits, aka hygiene, sleeping, eating, drinking, etc., so expect this man to be on your back! He wants to make sure you take good care of yourself <3
SPY
Spy is a bit of a tricky one. He seems completely unbothered by all of your quirks, almost to the point where you wonder if he even notices them. Rest assured, he certainly does! But he does his best not to bring attention to it unless you are the first to bring it up. He wants you to feel as though your autism doesn't define you, after all, you are more than your disability! At times he may challenge you to break from any bad or unhelpful habits, such as nail biting and pulling hair, or more serious matters like harmful stims when you get upset. Unrelated, he knows you are a person of the senses. So any gift to you is always a high-quality item: scented soaps and lovely colognes/perfumes, clothing that is soft and pleasant to touch, weighted blankets, and any type of small heavy object that may be grounding. Not to mention foods he knows you'll eat, since taste and texture can sometimes be an issue. Of course there is more, and if you don't like scented things and find soft textures on your body displeasing like some, he will accommodate for that as well! And lastly: Don't let him catch ANYONE making fun of you! They may not live to see the sun tomorrow.
SOLDIER
Honestly... He might also be autistic. No one knows for sure, but even if he was, he would loudly and proudly deny it. Loudly seems to be something the two of you do well-- you may find yourself struggling to control your volume in your excitement, but that's okay! He does too! Though he may also partly be hard of hearing from all of those rocket blasts... Regardless, the two of you seem to match each other's energy to near perfection- Yelling and screaming about nonsense, singing loud and off-key, even just making animal sounds or random noises incomparable to anything on this planet... Still he enjoys your company, neither of you really seem to be able to get a handle on social cues, but to heck with those! They're all confusing anyway! At least you understand each other! Additionally, the two of you may also struggle to remember things, especially short-term. But you're a good dynamic, always reminding each other what was forgotten! (...Just don't act surprised when he wants to recite to you the Declaration of Independence by heart for the 5th time that day.) And lastly, if you ever tell him you're autistic, surely he will tell you that you are American. And should you attempt to explain what autism is, more than likely he will assure you that you aren't (even if you clearly are-) and that you're perfect! He sees a lot of himself in you and he thinks you are the best thing since the birth of America <3
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Helllooo~ Dona 💜🧚
It's moonie again🌙🤍
First of all I should say that I'm profoundly grateful for all the nice and caring words you told me last time") you may not be aware of the amount of butterflies you gave me that day;)🦋💜
I definitely did not take a screenshot of that post and reread it several times from the beginning. who?me? Scoff!
Any.way.
Recently, I had a bit of a problem with maths , no absolutely not. I'm not panicking Because it wasn't like this in the past. And I think maybe it's because of the way I study... to be honest I don't have a specific way to study math, it makes me think that maybe all my problems are because of this... To be fair now that I'm thinking about the past years I never had a great interest in mathematics ( well I never loved it the way I love biology or chemistry and the related subjects) Aaannddd also it might be because of my teachers. In all these years of my education, the most intorolable teachers were my math teacher-_-
Humph- enough nagging*
I was wondering if you have any advice or tips on how to not panic- I mean study maths So that it would stuck in our head?it would be very helpful and life-changing for me.༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
Why do I feel and sound so miserable and shity-?? ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽
Sorry for all the naggingT^T & Thanks for everything Dona<3 💜🌙🤍
Hugs*🫂💜 only if you feel like it-
And if you don't| Air Hugs* 💜🧚
Greetings, Moonie! 🌙
I am very pleased to read that my words gave you comfort! Don't be embarrassed of having screenshoted them - it means a lot to me!
I have to admit that I feel jittery & stimmy EVERY TIME I see you turtle heads appreciating my infodumps!
Mathematics is a wonderful field of science, though many students are not fond of it.
This may be because of the way it's taught & how rushed the topics get in school.
So I absolutely understand everyone who struggles with it! /g
Let's change the point of view:
✨️Math is a language!✨️
Math uses its own vocabulary, including symbols you don't see anywhere else.
However, it can help if you think of it like learning a language.
Practice reading symbols like they're words—you might read "divided by" when you see a fraction line, for instance, or you might say "square root" whenever you see "√."
My personal tips for studying math:
Repetition: Solving problems over & over is the best way to get those problem-solving-methods of math in your head. Someday you'll see the problem & immediately know how to solve it. Best feeling.
If you solve a problem, WRITE EVERY STEP DOWN. I know it sounds boring, but if you look back at your notes/ work, you'll be able to understand what you did.
Get a notebook for writing down the rules & for creating pages for topics - it truly can help to have summaries for various topics in one place - especially when YOU made them. Creating these summaries also trains you: Did you truly understand what you need to do? Are there still questions? Are there things you didn't understand?
Visualise the problem (if possible): It can help to draw a picture or diagram illustrating the problem. Include any quantities that are listed in the problem. If the quantities aren't named, use a variable like "x" (or you could make up your own, like using "a" if you're solving a problem about apples). It can make understanding easier!
Comprehension is better than memorisation: Learn the meaning behind what you're doing. Don't just try to memorize everything in your textbook. Instead, focus on understanding why you need to do a certain process at a certain time or where a formula comes from. When you can do that, it will be a lot easier to memorize it. If you can't visualize that, it's going to be harder to memorize it.
🌙But the most important thing:🌙
Do not pressure yourself.
Don't panic about not being able to solve a math problem.
It isn't a failure to not understand math.
Mathematics is difficult.
Sometimes, you don't get enough time to understand how certain operators work & that is sad, but it can't be helped (unless the school system changes, that is).
Also, you're probably really good in other subjects, aren't you? Try to embrace them, try to embrace your strengths as much as you can 💜
Side note: If social skills were a subject in school & if I went to school, I'd have straight F's.
;)
*hugs back, of course!*
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arctic-hands · 1 year
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There is like zero point to this post I was just reading up on Beanie Babies and felt like rambling a bit.
In like fourth grade I made hell school a bit more tolerable by taking the Beanie Buddy (a much larger spinoff of the Beanie Baby) Darling with me and just carrying it around everywhere and setting it on my desk while I was working. I had long since thought I had passed the comfort object phase of my childhood, but idk if it was the texture heaven that was the silky fur or if because it gave me something to clutch/hug under the guise of carrying it around as my life turned to shit or what. I even dressed it up for Halloween.
Surprisingly my fears about being called a baby never manifested, and my classmates–even some of the boys–would often ask to hold it because like I said the fur texture was sensory bliss.
Eventually Darling disappeared from my memory and I have no idea what happened to it as I got older, and no one in the family recalls my selling it in the yard sale or donating it to Katrina relief like what happened to most all my other toys, so who knows. BUT I did get a new one in a fit of nostalgia last year and I still have that. Seeing the Buddies line had long since ended and we were and are in the era of the Beanie Boo, I thought it would be expensive but I found a great condition one–tag and ribbon still intact (I had torn my tag off and the ribbon had become tattered in the later memories I do have, so I just took it off)–on ebay for like seventeen dollars free shipping so I was like hell yeah and snatched it up and I still have it and the fur texture is still stimmy
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justaduckarts · 1 year
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for SH lunar: #1, #2, #15
for SH eclipse: #15, #17, #22
Hello!
1. What’s the lie your character says most often?
"Don't worry about me." Lunar acts like he's a goofy minor character with no bearing or stake in the war. :)
2. How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’?
Lunar reserves the word friend for those he knows he can trust. So, you and Pluto. That's the list.
15. What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they’re alone?
At home, Lunar is pretty quiet. He... doesn't know who to be when he's by himself. He's the most loud and obnoxious at work. Some of it is genuine stimming, some of it is intentionally being annoying. Lunar doesn't go to school. With friends, he's still stimmy and goofy but it's more genuine. He feels the most at home with Pluto, like he can just exist and doesn't have to put on that face. Deep down, Lunar IS a playful, silly guy.
15. What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they’re alone?
Again, again!
At home is too quiet for Eclipse. It's just him and Julian and some sundry staff in his manor. He usually only goes home to sleep. Work, though, isn't all that much better? At least he can bury himself in his paperwork and push his thoughts to the side for a bit. He's quiet, but friendly. Though he knows when he needs to be intimidating. :) Eclipse isn't in school anymore. With friends? Eclipse is a pretty warm fella. Likes to lovingly tease his friends, not that he has many left.
17. What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?
I think most people are usually immediately drawn to the four arms- Eclipse, however, usually notices how tired he looks.
22. What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?
Hmmm. Eclipse isn't shaken by much. I couldn't think of anything that would scare him that's 'normal'. I suppose you could say the way mortals are affected by illness bothers him, but it's less fear and more pity.
I hope you enjoyed these <3
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