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fallstaticexit · 22 days
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Two fabulous queens spend a night out together...even though it's way past someone's bedtime.
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Bartender: Looking snazzy. Special night, Silas?
Silas: Yep! I’m hanging out with my nephew. He insisted on throwing me a bachelor party. I told him we can have a lowkey, uncle-nephew bonding moment over a cold one. Then I’m in my bed by 10:30 sharp, yes sir.
Bartender: [chuckles] Guess those party boy days are over, huh?
Silas: I wouldn’t say that. You know what, I may just stay out until 11:30, get a little crazy.
Bartender: Yeeaahh...a lowkey night, you said right?
Silas: Mhm! Lowkey. Just me and my nephew.
Amir: Heyyy Uncle Silas!
Silas: [chokes]
Amir: Uncle Silas? You ok?
Silas: [coughing] Who- who are they?
Amir: My pack, they wanted to help celebrate your upcoming nuptials with us.
Silas: I thought it would be just the two of us?
Amir: It was but then they found out I was going out with my favorite Uncle, so they wanted to come. They know how much fun you are. Is that ok?
Silas: [between teeth] No, that’s.. fantastic! The more the merrier.
Amir: Period. Let’s get some shots going.
Silas: Some what?
Amir: Don’t worry, Unc. We’re going to make this a night to remember.
[insert montage of shenanigans here]
Jacob: I know you’re having fun babe but, did you check on your uncle?
Amir: What do you mean? He’s having a ball. He loves a good night out.
Jacob: I don’t know...I think you should make sure he still has a pulse. You know, he’s older. Things are different.
Amir: Uncle Silas? Are you...alive?
Silas: [jumps awake] HUH? Wha??
Amir: Let me help you up.
Silas: No, no! I’m all good! Ready to party [yawns] allll night!
Amir: Oh I bet, Unc. Up and attem.
Silas: Sorry for smelling up the vibes, or whatever you kids say. Can’t keep up with you youngins like I used too.
Amir: No, I’m sorry. You said you wanted a lowkey night and I ruined it. I should have listened to what you wanted. This is your night!
Silas: [chuckles] Well, I’m an old fart now. My idea of fun is my massage chair, a glass of chardonnay and my telenovelas.
Amir: I never saw you as old or out of style. I looked up to you my whole life, Uncle Silas. I just wanted to share another moment with you before you...
Silas: Well, I ain’t that old!
Amir: No! [laughs] I mean before you settled down and got married.
Amir: Marriage feels like some serious shit at any age.
Silas: When I was a young queen, things like marriage and settling down and getting old terrified me too. I associated it with giving up my youth and well, I wanted to be young forever. You can’t be afraid to live and grow and change.
Amir: I hear you but...I loved how things are. Or were. I wish we could stay like this forever. No one gets old or leaves or...
Silas: Aww, come here! Look, my body may be aging but my spirit is still 25. I may not be able to drop it like it’s hot but I’m still a baddie, as you kids say.
Amir: [sniffles] I know that’s right. Love ya, Unc.
Silas: Love you too, Nephew.
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absolutebl · 11 months
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BL recs (from any country) that don't have any s*x scenes? I'm too ace to enjoy them at all. Happy ending preferred, angst v welcome:)
BLs Without Sex Scenes
Oof, this is a hard one. Is a dead fish kiss okay? I do have a heat sorting on the spreadsheet of doom, and there are some with no kissing at all, but a dead fish kiss is in most of the HEA ones.
BLs with No Kisses
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21 Days Theory (Thailand, YouTube) - the only thing I didn't like about this pulp was the fact that they don't kiss, so... yeah, this is my first pick for you. Very YA first love angsty, fantastic queer rep and side characters. RECOMMENDED
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My Esports Genius Brother (China, Gaga?) - it's hella odd censored bromance but enjoyable. No real angst tho.
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HIStory My Hero (Taiwan, Viki) - basically a BL with no sex or kissing, but also body-swap so is it BL? I can't remember the end but I think it's happy?
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Silhouette of Your Voice AKA Hidamari ga Kikoeru (Japan, ????) - this 2017 yaoi adaptation is a full on BL just no kissing at all. The source manga (I Hear the Sunspot) is a favorite of mine and the casting was decent. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED for you (but not in general). Grey only.
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Love of Siam (Thailand, ????) ALL THE ANGST, I'm pretty sure the most they do is hug, I could be v wrong though because too sad for me to ever rewatch. Very formative to the Thai BL industry.
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The Lover (BL cut) (Korea ????) sometimes you can find the BL cut on YT, it has slapstick comedic sexualized moments that are maybe a little homophobic (or something), no actual sex or kissing, but no angst at all. (Korea's working some shizz out with this early offering.)
Kabe Koji AKA Kabesaa Doujin Sakka no Neko Yashiki-kun wa Shounin Yokkyuu wo Kojirasete iru (Japan, Viki) - I watched this and I was excited about it before it aired, but I seem to have expunged it from my memory and kept no screen caps in annoyance, so that's all I got.
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Love in Spring AKA Spring of Crush (Korea, ????) - a crossdressing historical that flew utterly under the radar. I decided it just wasn't really BL, but it has BL aspects and it's kinda a little queer... or something. Grey only.
Evening Cafe (Thai pulp, YouTube) - No heat and no kisses, but a decent lead pair, about a boy who works in a cafe and the new employee who has a crush on him. That’s it, that's the whole story.
A Shoulder to Cry On (Korea, Viki) - Has no kissing and many people found it really good as @isisanna-blog reminded me, thank you). It certainly has ALL THE ANGST. (I did not like it at all, but I'm a terrible judge of this kind of BL.)
What Did You Eat Yesterday? (Japan ???) - this is such a lovely show, very warm and comforting and slice of life. There is very little angst, they too old for that shit, but little to no sexual content either. It's very warm and loving. A safe extremely yet queer show - and oh boy do we not get many of those. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
Censored Bromances
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So No Kisses (TM) for the gays but the hets might do stuff I didn't pay attention to. All these from China. Some happy, most not.
The Untamed
Word of Honor
Guardian
SCI Mysteries
Stay With Me AKA Addicted 2.0 (I never watched this so there may be rough play)
Mr CEO Falling in Love With Me
The Fairy Fox
Youth in the Breeze
Precise Shot
Advance Bravely
His Cat AKA His Cat Boyfriend
The Male Queen: Han Zi Gao
The "Ghost Boyfriend" series
Past Youth
I Go To School Not By Bus (Hong Kong short)
Recommended Shorts with no kisses, but cute & fun
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The 8.2 Second Rule (Japan YouTube)
One Last Order (Korea, Gaga)
Love Advisor (Thailand, YouTube)
BLs with Dead Fish Kisses (maybe? only one, if any)
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His the series: I Didn't Think I Would Fall In Love (Japan ????) - (NOT His the movie) this one has all the angst you could want in your whole life. ALL OF IT. Japan wins at emo, it's their THING.
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Cherry Magic AKA 30 Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard AKA 30-sai made Dotei Da to Mahotsukai ni Nareru rashii AKA Cheri Maho (Japan ????) - there's sort of some bed tussling and implied sex but you could imagine them just being snuggles for the mains, the sides have dead fish kiss. In general there's some angst but not much. It's fluffy and great. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
Bonus: overt ace representation for one of the side characters.
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Meow Ears Up (Thailand Viki) - sides may kiss? I enjoyed this pulp especially at the start, the premise is fun. I think my biggest complaint was lack of kissing.
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My Love Mix Up AKA Kieta Hatsukoi (Japan Viki), a case could be made for a demi seme in this BL. So much frenetic angst around bisexual identity crisis. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED
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My Ride (Thailand Gaga) - my favorite Thai BL pulp the sides have a good kiss and the mains do kiss but it's v dead fish, not at all sexual, and it comes at the very end. Otherwise extremely chaste, I HIGHLY RECOMMEND this BL, queer and complex and engaging.
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I Want to See Only You AKA Kimi no Koto Dake Mite Itai (Japan ????) - This is a beautiful piece of cinema well acted, about two boys who are opposite personalities and grew up together. The only kiss is the one pictured above, v dead fish. Full review here.
Nobleman Ryu's Wedding (Korea WeTV) - 12th Night goes BL in this cross dressing historical that ended up feeling like a Cinderfella fairy tale, lightly dramatic and utterly charming. Full review. There is one dead fishy kiss at the end but it's otherwise aggressively pure.
If you like this last style of KBL (with a kiss at the end being okay, I have quite a few more to recommend). Until 2022, most KBLs only had one dead fish kiss in them, so you are pretty safe with pre 2022 KBLs. They tend to be quite chaste and de-sexualized. Other good examples: Wish You, Light on Me.
That's all folx.
Some of the above I may be misremembering (since I don't rewatch this kind of BL and my memory is shit). And I may have forgotten some too, so I hope comments with jump in.
Others to consider:
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johnnysuhbmarine · 7 months
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My Favorite English Line for each NCT Member
Okay, this is something that has been on my mind for a while, but I think I've finally sorted things out enough to finish the complete list, so now I'm sharing it with the world (cause ya know, to the world, nct)
Before we get started: this is my opinion, and not what I'm claiming to be their most iconic or best line (because then we all know what Jaehyun's would be and it has to do with queso), but these are just my favorite lines to listen to because they make me transcend or something.
Also, I did not include solo stuff when compiling this because otherwise, some line from Horizon would beat out every other Jaehyun line and that's too much personal bias to feel like including - I just really love Horizon.
Now, it's time to share my most ambitious project yet:
Johnny: "ice on with no lights on, but you're still shining yeah" (faded in my last song)
you guys, you guys. the way he sings this is crazy. I love Johnny Suh
Taeyong: "multicolored diamonds like the rainbow yeah, yeah, yeah" (regular)
it's just so addicting I don't think you guys understand. especially with his little choreography, it's perfect
Yuta: "baby we go wild. 127 squad" (kick it)
nothing gets me pumped up like how this Yuta line gets me pumped up. it's so good. he's so good!!
Kun: "it was all out of my control but I really want you to know the truth" (on my youth english version)
the way this is sung, I could listen to it on repeat forever. fantastic job, Kun. wish I could give him a pat on the head for this.
Doyoung: "so stay" (promise you)
Doyoung biases don't come at me for my favorite line of his only being two words. Doyoung is my son, I love him with everything in me, and this is so soft and perfect of him that there's no way it couldn't be my favorite. he's the reason this song is so amazing.
Ten: "oh baby, give it to me" (baby don't stop)
yeah this absolutely raises me from the grave it's so aurally pleasing I can't even begin to describe it.
Jaehyun: "it's a cruel game, I cannot lose" (sit down!)
everyone go listen to this song right now I'm not even kidding. this Jaehyun line is so addicting and perfect and hot wow.
WinWin: "we should be together, you should know" (king of hearts)
I have ALWAYS loved this part, so finding my favorite english line for him was pretty easy because wow. what a pre-chorus this man gives us. thank you, WinWin.
Jungwoo: "hey, I see you" (ay-yo)
back to absolutely transcending this line is crazy. very good, Jungwoo. wow.
Mark: "skrrt pull up in the coupe beep beep. girl, I got your lovin' on repeat" (highway to heaven english version)
I actually cannot explain how much I love this line. my mom even listens to this song with me specifically because she also knows how FANTASTIC and addicting this part is.
Xiaojun: "can I be honest? I so hate to be controlled" (take off)
wow. everything about Xiaojun is just wow, including this line.
Hendery: "falling for a stranger, good gracious" (love talk english version)
you guys. you guys. it's the "good gracious." why is it so addicting and perfect? I love Hendery so much I cannot even begin to explain, but this line is surely one of the reasons why because wow. I am asexual, but when Hendery sings this...
Renjun: "I go round and around like a merry-go" (SOS)
again, if I was going for iconic, I would've put his bridge in ISTJ, but this line of his is so perfect and aurally pleasing that I physically couldn't not put it in this list. this one line is the reason I love SOS as much as I do.
Jeno: "you owe me sleep" (broken melodies)
CRIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. that is all I have to say about that.
Haechan: "you see my hope was all but gone" (superhuman)
okay this one is a very iconic line but can I be blamed for it also being on my favorites list? no. because this line is the definition of transcendental. everything about it, including Haechan, is perfect.
Jaemin: "shakin’ stirrin’ drinkin’ up" (smoothie)
this Jaemin line is crazy I really don't know what else to tell you. Actually affects every nerve in my body
YangYang: "she's a keeper, but I just can't keep her" (low low)
you guys. you know it's good when I pull out the "you guys" as my only coherent thought at first. YangYang eats here.
Chenle: "guess I finally get back to you" (broken melodies)
is my favorite line for my bias and bias wrecker in NCT Dream both from my favorite NCT Dream song? yes, but the fact that I am in love with how Chenle sings this line has nothing to do with the fact that it feeds into my delusions. I promise.
Jisung: "hate this distance cause I'm just left here singing" (broken melodies)
okay, Jisung isn't my bias nor bias wrecker but my favorite line of his still comes from Broken Melodies because NO ONE sings this part like he does and I have to make sure you all are aware of that. this line was made for Jisung.
Okay that- that's all twenty members. I have no clue what to do with myself now.
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indiekidsau · 1 year
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Chap. 20-Audrey’s Dream
Next chapter is here! Like I said in the last chapter we are back to some wholesomeness.
I worked on this chapter pretty fast after the last one I worked on, which was surprising. Currently, I’m taking it easy as I work on the next chapter as A LOT is going on in my personal life.
BIG thanks to @gigilefache for being my beta reader! As well as another beta reader joining the mix @mun-auroralore.
Enjoy!
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Audrey loved to create and draw. It was a dream of hers ever since her father and Henry took her to the movies, that she wanted to be just like them, an animator.  Another thing that drove her to draw was when her father gifted her a comic book full of fantastical pages. Since her earliest youth, Audrey's room had been covered in sketchbooks, graphic novels, and art supplies.
One Friday night,  Audrey had been putting the finishing touches to a comic she’d been working on since the beginning of summer. She was excited to get the first five chapters done, and was ready to share it with her friends tomorrow morning. 
Audrey heard a knock as she turned to the door and yelled, “It’s open!” 
Joey opened the door and smiled seeing his little girl finishing up her own comic. “I see you're working hard!” he exclaimed.
“Yep! I’m just finishing the outline and then I’ll get to bed,” Audrey explained.
Joey chuckled and ruffled his daughter’s hair. “Don’t push yourself, alright?”
“I won’t.” Audrey went back to outlining as Joey got up and left his daughter alone to work. 
After almost an half an hour, the comic was done. 
“There!” Audrey exclaimed.
Audrey put the pages together and set them aside before grabbing her phone. She texted Vanessa and Lucas separately.
Hey! Meet me at the local cafe tomorrow morning at 8:30! Have a good night! See you tomorrow.
Once she was done, Audrey got herself ready for bed. Just before she drifted off, her phone beeped and she quickly checked on it to see if Lucas and Vanessa had responded.
You got it! See you there! read Vanessa’s message.
Sure! Have a good night! read Lucas’s message,
Audrey smiled as she sent her friends a reply, wishing them good night before putting her phone to the side and getting some sleep.
The  following morning was chaotic for Vanessa. She woke up late and had to rush so she could meet with Audrey at the cafe. 
However, she wasn’t the only one who was running late, as Lucas was having the same issue.
The two were running so hastily that they didn’t notice they were running the opposite of each other. Lucas tried to stop, but it was too late as the two slammed into each other, causing them to fall.
The two let out a groan as Vanessa rubbed her head in pain. 
“Watch where you're going, idiot!” Vanessa yelled. 
She regretted her decision seeing she bumped into Lucas. “Oh Lucas, sorry!” She reached her hand to help him up. 
“Gah!” Lucas shouted as he slowly stood up as he held his head with his hand. “Vanessa! You should watch where you're going!”
“I said sorry!” Vanessa shouted back. “Besides, what are you doing here?”
“Audrey invited me here,” Lucas replied. His eyes widened in realization as he let out a groan. “Don’t tell me she invited both of us here.”
“Wow, you are a smart one, aren’t ya Lucas?” 
Vanessa and Lucas turned around to see Audrey had arrived. 
“Besides, you're both my friends so why not invite both of you along?” Audrey added.
Lucas and Vanessa looked at each other before deciding to go along with the day. 
“Alright. Morning, Audrey,” Lucas said.
“Morning!” Audrey beamed as she pulled her two friends into a hug. 
Lucas slightly blushed and Vanessa smiled as she hugged her friend back. 
“Well let’s go in! I have something to show you three!”Audrey said.
 The three walked inside the cafe, ordered their drinks, and found a place to sit.
Once the drinks were ready, Lucas grabbed his and the girls' before heading back to the table. “Alright, I got a vanilla iced latte with no whipped cream for Vanessa,” Lucas said as he gave Vanessa her drink, “I got a hot caramel coffee for Audrey and I got my iced caramel coffee.” Lucas sighed and sat down after announcing the drinks.
“Thank you Lucas,” Vanessa replied, taking a sip of her drink. “So Audrey, why did you call us here?”
Audrey smiled as she went to her backpack and took out her comic she was working on. “So before I met you two I’ve been working on my passion project. It’s not done yet but I figured I'll show you guys the first 5 chapters of it,” Audrey explained. 
With a smile, she lifted the cover of her comic that featured an anthropomorphic wolf and cat. The cat was cream in color with a grayish pink spot on her right eye while the wolf was white and purple,  welding a flaming sword. The two looked to be exploring a dark, spooky forest.
“It’s called Fireprint, it’s this fantasy story I’ve had in my head for a few years and since last summer I’ve finally got around writing it,” Audrey said.
“What’s it about?” Lucas asked, sipping his coffee.
“It's about a princess named Rosalie who becomes a knight to save her kingdom from an evil king and queen. She has to team up with a high ranking knight from her kingdom named Tyrian who takes no shit from anyone,” Audrey explained.
Lucas chuckled in excitement. “That sounds amazing! Anything else?” he asked.
“Well nothing really. I only got the first five chapters done, but that’s why I called you two here.” Audrey explained. She went to her backpack and took out two copies of her comic and held them out to Vanessa and Lucas. 
The two took their respective copies and Vanessa looked at Audrey in shock. “How were you able to draw this fast?” Vanessa asked.
Audrey giggled. “I didn’t draw the same thing three times, I used the copy machine back home,” she explained.
“O-Oh,” Vanessa replied, blushing in embarrassment.
Lucas snickered over Vanessa’s embarrassing claim, but stopped seeing Vanessa and Audrey glaring at him. He cleared his throat and asked, “So we can read this?”
Audrey nodded. “Yep, I’m giving you guys till next Saturday to read the comic and we’ll meet back here to discuss it,” she explained.
Vanessa and Lucas looked at each other before looking back at their friend. “Alright,” they both said.
“Perfect!” Audrey exclaimed, clapping her hands together.
The trio enjoyed their coffee and talked before leaving to enjoy the rest of their weekend.
However, something bothered Vanessa while she took a sip of her coffee.
Once back at home, Lucas was enjoying the comic. It made him feel young again as he read the adventures of Rosalie and Tyrian.
Meanwhile, Vanessa wasn’t reading the comic, but instead reading a novel. At times she’d look up from her book as she stared at Audrey’s comic sitting beside her before going back to her novel. Vanessa looked up at the comic one more time and sighed as she bookmarked and closed her book.
“It wouldn’t hurt to just skim through it,” she said to herself. 
Vanessa got out of bed and walked over to her desk as she picked up the comic. Hesitant, she turned to the first page and her eyes shined at how gorgeous her best friend’s artwork was.
The first page featured the setting of the story; the Kingdom of Prismiranda.
Vanessa giggled as she skimmed through the book seeing how Audrey designs from the setting to the characters.
“Vanessa!” a voice shouted.
Vanessa gasped as she dropped the book. She looked around her house wondering who made that voice.
“What are you doing?” the voice asked.
“N-Nothing, Mother!” Vanessa yelled in reply as she went back to bed and continued reading her novel.
But Vanessa didn't live with anyone but herself. She lived completely alone. Her mother wasn’t around, but Vanessa had thought her mom was scolding her like she was a little kid.
Monday finally rolled around. 
Audrey came in and unlocked the door to her classroom. Once inside, she put her stuff down and she heard a knock on her door. 
“Come in,” she called out.
The door opened and Lucas walked in smiling. “Morning, Audrey.”
Audrey giggled. “Morning, Lucas. You seem to be chipper today!” she exclaimed.
Lucas chuckled as he pulled up a chair and sat in front of Audrey’s desk. “Well, that’s because I couldn’t put your comic down!” he exclaimed. “Everything was amazing! From the characters, to the story! You've gotta tell me more!”
Audrey smiled hearing the compliments she got for her comic. The nervousness from before washed away like a tidal wave.
Vanessa walked into the school and passed by Audrey’s classroom, seeing her and Lucas talking, laughing about the comic. With a gulp, she kept on walking hoping to pass by her friends unnoticed.
Audrey saw Vanessa passing by. “Morning Vanessa!” she beamed.
“Fuck!” Vanessa cursed to herself. With a smile she turned and faced her friends. “Morning Audrey, Lucas. How are you today?” 
“Great!” Audrey replied. “Lucas was telling me that he enjoyed my comic.”
“O-Oh. That’s great.” Vanessa glanced at Lucas. She forgot her ex was such a bookworm and enjoyed any kind of book known to man.
“What about you?” Audrey asked.
Vanessa looked at her friend as she snapped out of her thoughts.
“What did you think of it?”
Vanessa bit her lip. She decided whether to lie about reading it or telling the truth. “Well. I didn’t finish it, but it looks great,” she lied, forcing a smile. Though it wasn’t really a lie as she did skim through a few pages.
Audrey smiled. “That’s great! I’m so glad you loved it!” she exclaimed, hugging her best friend.
Vanessa chuckled nervously. She hoped and begged that Audrey wasn’t gonna ask her what her favorite part was.
Lucas took notice of Vanessa’s expression and recognized that she was lying. He sighed.
“And don’t worry if you haven’t finished it. Reading and enjoying it is enough,” Audrey explained. “Remember, you have until Saturday.”
“R-Right,” Vanessa replied.
“Hey Audrey. Vanessa and I need to talk for a bit,” Lucas said as he took Vanessa by the hand.
“Oh, okay. See you guys at lunch?” Audrey asked.
Lucas nodded. He then took Vanessa to his classroom and closed the door and locked it. He looked back and sighed seeing Audrey was doing her own thing now. 
“Alright, tell me the truth, Vanessa,” he said.
Vanessa sighed. “Alright, I didn’t read it. I skimmed through it, but stopped,” she revealed.
“Why?” Lucas asked.
“My mother,” Vanessa answered.
Lucas’s eyes widened as he hadn’t heard Vanessa speak about her mother since the funeral. “Vanessa. Your mother died six years ago. Why do you still mention her if she’s not here?” he asked.
“I feel like she’s still there. Still telling me what to do and what not to do,” Vanessa explained. “I feel like I hear her.”
Lucas was about to reach and hug Vanessa, but he stopped, remembering the past. 
When Vanessa was like this she’d expect a hug from him to keep her sane and to stop her from venting. 
Lucas shook his head. He wasn’t going to hug her, but held her hand.
Vanessa’s eyes widened as she turned to see Lucas holding her hand.
“Van, remember what we talked about when your mother passed?” Lucas asked.
Vanessa went through her head before nodding in reply.
“Your mother has no control over you,” Lucas stated. “You don’t have to be scared to do what you want to do. I won’t say it again.”
Vanessa went quiet, but just as she was about to repeat the question something inside her made her close her mouth and nod. “Alright,” she whispered.
Lucas let go of Vanessa's hand and gave her a small smile. “I wish you luck Vanessa. I know you can do this,” he said before leaving her classroom. 
Once back at his classroom Lucas looked at his hand that held Vanessa’s which made him question what was that just now.
“Do I… still have feelings for her?” Lucas asked himself. 
He quickly shook it off as he heard students coming in ready to start a new week of school.
During study hall, the class couldn’t concentrate on their work as they saw Lucas reading Audrey’s comic.
Being the comic book collector he is, Kel was curious. 
“What’s Mr. Prince reading?” Kel asked, whispering.
“I don’t know,” Hat Kid replied, whispering as well. “Are you interested or something?”
“Hey when I see a comic I haven’t seen before I need to know!” Kel whispered. 
Mu sighed and turned to her friends joining the conversation. “Are you saying we should sneak into class and take a look at ourselves?” she asked.
Kel smiled. “That would be a good idea.”
“Or,” Elizabeth spoke up, tired of the conversation and decided to join, “you can just ask him. He’s just right there.” She pointed at her teacher.
Kel, Hat Kid, and Mu looked at their teacher before looking at each other. 
“But wouldn’t that ruin the fun?” Hat Kid asked.
“Yeah, it’s way more interesting to sneak in class and see what he’s reading,” Mu added.
Elizabeth frowned and turned away from the trio. She then looked up at her teacher and saw the biggest, goofiest smile on his face.
“Hey Mr. Prince! What are you reading?” she asked, raising her hand.
Lucas snapped out of his thoughts and turned to see the class, staring at him. “Uh… a magazine,” he answered.
“You sure it’s not a comic book?” Kel asked.
Lucas chuckled nervously. “W-what makes you think that?” he asked.
“The cover!” Kel answered pointing at the book.
Lucas turned to look at the cover and sighed. However, he wasn't defeated yet. “Alright yes it’s a comic, but I’m not telling you what it is,” he mocked as a smirk formed in his face.
The class groaned in disappointment as Lucas still kept the smirk on his face.
Kel and Hat Kid went to the front of Lucas’s desk and both had puppy dog eyes and begging for a chance to look.
“Come on! Please tell us!” Kel begged.
“Please! Let us read it!” Hat Kid begged as well.
Lucas sighed. “Alright, I’ll ask my friend this weekend if I can lend you guys a copy to read.”
“Yes!” Kel and Hat Kid cheered as they ran back to their seats.
Elizabeth and Mu looked at each other and sighed before going back to their work.
After school, Vanessa went back home and quickly picked up the comic. She took a deep breath and turned to the first page, lied down in bed, and started to read. 
As she read she smiled as she enjoyed the story. There were points where she laughed at Rosalie’s antics as the character almost reminded her of… well, her.
However, she felt sad seeing Rosalie’s kingdom destroyed, having to travel with Tyrian to find some ancient hero to save the kingdom. Though once it was just Rosalie and Tyrian she smiled seeing how they were able to work together and get along despite the situation at hand.
Vanessa sighed as she got to the end of the comic and almost cried as Tyrian got his arm cut off when battling against the villain, and trying to protect Rosalie.
Once done reading, Vanessa was ready to read the comic again. However, she decided to wait until the next day as she couldn’t grasp the fact Tyrian got hurt.
“DAMN IT AUDREY! WHY!” Vanessa screamed.
The week went by fast until it was finally Saturday. 
Audrey made it earlier than usual and waited for her friends to show up. It took a few minutes, but Audrey saw Vanessa and Lucas running late again.
Seeing her two friends about to run into each other, Audrey stepped back as she watched her two friends slam into each other again.
“Ah. Ow.” Lucas groaned, rubbing his head as a bruise started to form. “Watch it next time, Van!”
“Sorry!” Vanessa yelled back, rubbing her head as well.
“Morning, you two!” Audrey beamed.
“Morning, Audrey,” Lucas groaned.
“Ready to walk in?” Audrey asked.
“G-give us a second first.” Lucas waited for the throbbing in his head to settle down. Once the pain eased down he was ready to walk inside the cafe with Vanessa and Audrey. “Ready.”
Audrey smiled and walked inside the cafe with her friends. They got their usual drinks and sat down ready to discuss the comic.
“So it’s been a week since we last sat down and I wanted to know your thoughts on the first five chapters?” Audrey asked with a smile
“Amazing!” Lucas and Vanessa beamed at the same time.
The two froze and looked at each other with a small smile.
“In all honesty I never read a comic before and it was the best!” Vanessa beamed. “I never realized I could relate to Rosalie.”
“Okay, two things: one, you and I have to run to the bookstore after this because I can recommend some great series!” Audrey explained.
“That would be great!” Vanessa replied.
“Second, now that I can see it,” Audrey continued as she used her fingers to look like she’s taking a photo shoot of Vanessa, “you do give off princess vibes.”
Vanessa blushed at the compliment as she slowly drank her coffee.
“Technically, she was a princess,” Lucas replied after taking a sip of his coffee.
“You mean your princess?” Audrey asked.
Lucas almost spat out his coffee as Audrey chuckled seeing her best friend’s reaction.
Vanessa was blushing harder now as her face was fully red as a tomato at this point. She couldn’t even hold her coffee without her hands shaking.
“Audrey!” Lucas snapped.
“Sorry, sorry. I’m just joking around,” Audrey replied.
Lucas glared as he started to blush as well. He turned to see Vanessa, still blushing and trying to drink her coffee. “Well, if you want to hear what I think. It’s great! I love the characters and story you got going,” he explained.
Vanessa felt relieved hearing Lucas’s thoughts that the blush on her face faded away and she was able to drink her coffee normally.
“Though can I make one small request?” Lucas asked.
“What’s that?” Audrey asked.
“Think you can make a few more copies for my class? Kel and Hat have been bugging me non stop to read it, but I wasn’t sure if you’d be okay with it,” Lucas explained.
“Sure,” Audrey replied. “I actually wanted to wait till you two read it before giving more sample copies to the kids.”
“Really? Why?” Vanessa asked.
Audrey took a sip of her coffee before answering. “Well, because you guys are my two closest friends. I figured giving you two the honor to read my comic.”
“And I- ” Vanessa paused. “I mean, we thank you for that.”
Lucas smiled. “Yes, thanks Audrey. We’ll be supporting you all the way.”
Audrey felt like crying at this point. She loved her best friends so much that she wanted to hug them. Heck, this is why she let them read the comic first before anyone else.
“Thank you guys. You two are the best,” Audrey replied.
Vanessa and Lucas smiled and went to enjoy their coffee.
“Oh. I forgot to mention something!” Vanessa exclaimed.
“What is it?” Audrey asked.
“Why did you have to end the chapter with Tyrian’s arm chopped off?!” Vanessa cried.
“I thought that would be a good way to end off,” Audrey answered, smugly. 
“Is he going to be okay? Is he gonna live?”
“Van. Relax,” Audrey said. “I’m working on chapter 6 right now.”
Vanessa sighed. “May I see it?”
“It’s at home so you’ll have to wait till I finish chapters 6 through 10 to know what happens,” Audrey replied.
Vanessa sighed as she puffed her cheeks like a chipmunk. 
Lucas and Audrey both chuckled at her appearance, which made Vanessa loosen her smile, joining in on the laugh as well. 
Maybe this wasn’t so bad after all. This was a brand new chapter for Vanessa. And she was happy about it.
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FOLKS I'VE HAD ENOUGH. EVERYONE IN THIS GODFORSAKEN VILLAGE THINKS I AM A TEENAGER. THEY THINK I AM A LITERAL CHILD. THIS HAS HAPPENED THREE TIMES NOW
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About “I’m Not Starfire”…
So I’ve been following the drama with this knew YA graphic novel coming out called “I’m Not Starfire”.  This graphic novel has been the subject of debate for a bit because of it’s premise and use of characters (designs and use).
The premise of the novel is about a girl named Mandy who struggles with her sexuality, looks, and other superficial stuff.  Now, I say superficial because her mother’s motherfucking Starfire.  As in Teen Titans Starfire.  As in the bubbly alien girl that has to deal with learning about new cultures and is fiercely protective and supportive of her friends despite their origins.
From what we’ve seen so far, Starfire is depicted as a model-like social figure that doesn’t really care for her daughter and only wants to control her future.  She wears a courtesan-like outfit in one of her shown appearances and in another dresses like a model on the cover of a magazine with Mandy.  Those who know Starfire’s character know that she would be the BEST mother EVER, spoiling her child with affection and providing them with the same fierce protection and support that she gives her friends.  She also already has a daughter with Dick Grayson aka Robin named Mar’i (Mari? Idk) Grayson aka Nightfire in a short spinoff series.  I think she also has a son or two but I don’t really know.  What’s important is that Starfire already has a daughter.
Now let’s talk about the main character, Mandy.  She’s overweight, “goth”, emo in a way, hates the world, and thinks that everyone’s out to get her.  Now, I know someone that acts just like this, and I cut her out of my life because of the vibe arsenic that she leached into the air like spores whenever she disagreed with someone.  Mandy is NOT Mar’i, obviously, and is an obvious self-insert of the author.  Mar’i looks more like her parents than Mandy looks like her own mother.  She’s meant to appeal to someone, but fortunately only appeals to the author that made her.  Her personality mainly consists of “lesbian” and “it’s not a phase, mom”.
Now, the story.  She skips her S.A.T.s and wants to run away to Paris with her crush (which atm is basically a cardboard cutout but the outline of one).  Starfire, in what we’ve seen, is exactly how we’d think she’d be as a mom with this demon kid.  In one of the shown scenes that we’ve been shown, she buys a shitton of Chinese takeout and tries to help her daughter decide on which college she wants to go to.  Mandy completely ignores her, storming off to her room claiming that she “doesn’t understand” her.  I’m trying to figure out college right now, and I would be extremely happy to have help from my mom.  Starfire didn’t do ANYTHING to “pry into her life”.  She’s doing what any mother  of a hormonal teenage daughter would have done: understand her or reach an understand her.
So, obviously, this book sucks so far.  The story came right out of Hallmark or Lifetime’s corporate dumpster, the character should have the superhero name of Dumpsterfire because of her personality and design (I mean that outfit’s ATROCIOUS honey what were you thinking), and there’s nothing fantastical about this fantasy story besides Starfire herself and I think Blackfire?
Now we talk about how to fix this.
1. Fix the story.  Firstly, make the superhero part of the superhero aspect actually a thing.  Give “Mandy” a watered-down version of her mother’s powers to actually make her appear to actually be Starfire’s daughter.  She’s an alien for Christ’s sake, her daughter’s bound to have her genetics.  Have the main conflict be about how Starfire’s been protecting her from being a hero and how she’s been trying to push her to have a normal life.  But she can’t, because she looks half-alien and has powers regardless of how her mother and father have been pushing her in other directions.  Oh yeah, and add in Dick.  He’s her father and Starfire’s one true love, for the love of Pete!  You can make “Mandy” struggle with having to balance her life with her abilities and family history as well as the pressure of living up to her parents and extended family (the collective Waynes). This also adds in Blackfire as the villain, trying to fuck with her sister’s life because she’s bored or some shit.
2. Fix the main character.  “Mandy” should be more goth than emo. Goth is all about the style and mindset, which is more along the lines of seeing the beautiful in the macabre and morbid.  Think Addams Family.  Make her happy with life, but anxious because of life stuff.  That way, most teens can actually relate to her.  She should also have a different design. Make her more fit due to her parents’ lifestyle and that fact that her mom might not be able to gain weight (might just be speculation I might need to find a source for this).  Give her slightly darker skin because her mom’s FUCKING ORANGE.  Also, Nightfire’s RIGHT THERE.  Take elements from her design, like her naturally dark hair.  She can still be gay because the youths can relate and also with the fixed character this can be good representation. Because right now it sure isn’t. Also, give her a hobby.  Goth and gay isn’t a personality.  Make her an artist of sort.  “Artist” can mean anything, from painting to theatre.  Make us care about her and her struggles.  Also, that outfit can be fixed.  Like what is that on the top half of her body like wtf.  She should also have a personality quirk like a social thing because of how she’s treated by those around her.  If my parents were famous I’d feel like no one paid attention to me besides my accomplishments, making me really quiet and a doormat.  The main character is the main focus of the book, so making them appealing is the most important thing here besides a compelling story.
3. Make other characters three-dimensional.  This should be self-explanatory.  Make the side characters fit the story and have their own personality.  What makes the love interest so great? What’s her deal?  Make them almost if not as appealing as the main character.  Basic stuff.
So there you go.  Oh, before I go, here’s what I liked:
Starfire’s design besides her clothes and the art style, even though it fits better on WEBTOON than as an official DC graphic novel. 
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for years now I feel like I have been waiting for Ji Chang Wook to get out of some kind of rut and star in something that I a). want to watch and b.) might actually enjoy watching (because I do actually try or want to watch the things he is in) and maybe just maybe The Sound of Magic is the drama that will finally do just that.
It's a magical musical that's only six episodes long which is just an odd genre and a length for a kdrama (but maybe for the better so it does not drag like dramas tend to do) but that can also be beneficial to it. It will stand out. And once the first musical number started I had the biggest smile on my face.
the thing about kdramas that are only 8 or six episodes tho is that they have to do a lot in those episodes, and really pack a punch with the way they convey the story and build up to things and the character arcs which I have often found lacking in other dramas with similar length.
A lot of 16 or 24 episodes dramas do feel long and draggy, but I am not sure if only 6 or 8 episodes for the kdrama format ether because I often feel like things lack a bit of depth because things aren't explored enough and kdramas just have a certain way of telling stories that does need more room than that where six or eight dramas manage to do everything with the story that needs to be done and the story can feel a bit empty. 12 episodes dramas like Youth of May do however and seem to be able to get everything done.
But I am always ready to be proven wrong. There is an okay buildup in the first episode of The Sound of Magic even if it does feel a bit too much like a here is a brief setup of the characters, their situations and all of that sort of episode and by the end of it the story feels like it's just about to start rather than it started right away like The Killer's Shopping List that's only 8 episodes (I thought it was 16).
It's a pretty straightforward setup though, which helps. There is magic, people sing randomly (which you don't question because magic), there is a lonely magic man that steps in to help and is just a bit odd and a poor girl in some very bad situations that lives alone with her sister and is just about to get kicked out of her house. It feels very been there done that, but not in a bad way. It's not doing much that makes me go... oh this is new.
Except for the musical bits, which truly are great. I love those bits. I love Ji Chang Wook's singing. It's a great role for him, although a bit empty maybe.
I am hoping for no romance between this high school student and the magician. They might age her up or something later on, but it's still a trope that I hate in these sort of more fantasy setting kdramas. I would hate for the magician to be some immortal being and she being destined to cure him or whatever. I do not like those types of romances in YA books or in kdramas. It just makes me *sighs*
So far the drama doesn't seem to convey any romance whatsoever between Ji Chang Wook's and Choi Sung Eun's characters and the magician dude just seems to be very lonely and just strikes up a conversation with anyone that just stumbles upon him really. He just wants some human company. I could more see some high school romance between Ah Yi and her classmate Il Deung, which could be quite sweet.
The characters feel like standard kdrama characters at this point. The poor girl with a good heart, the reserved smart boy in cass and so forth. I am not getting too much depth from them at the start of episode one... but it's only episode one after all and a lot of time was spent on setup. And the same goes for Ji Chang Wook's character. They work well within the story but they are also just kinda there at this point. That would not bother me at a start of a story necessarily, if I didn't know that we only had five episodes left once that one ended.
The actors are great. It's just there isn't that much material for them... yet.
I do worry about this feeling fantastical, because the drama is pretty and well produced and acted, and fun and the musical aspects are neet. But it's going to leave a bit empty because the story just doesn't pack enough punch or get it's time to develop properly or build up (sort of like The Witch's Diner) and it's all going to be surface level in the end. Pretty and fun, but not much else.
I would love to be proven wrong tho.
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new written on the margins question!!! It’s Atsumu Time (though tbh i could also see this happening with best flower girl oikawa too but i’m Biased)
so you go to a relative’s wedding and you bring atsumu with you bc like why not?? he’s met your family already, might as well introduce him to your extended family too BUT you soon regret this so much because him and his charismatic big mouf are getting along TOO well with everyone and now your cousins and sibling(s) are telling embarrassing stories to him about you when you were younger OOGH i can imagine a lot of relatives being like ??? how’d you manage to date a famous volleyball player what’s ur secret?!?
but the Real Threat is with the older aunts and grandmas, who pinch your cheeks while talking about how small you were when they last saw you and how you’ve grown up so beautifully now that you’re older not to mention you’ve got yourself a handsome boyfriend—when’s the wedding?? at this question you CHOKE on your drink and atsumu snickers at your predicament and how flustered you are but still pats your back as you cough and try to recollect your bearings
BUT. you’ve got a little surprise that admittedly you’re quite nervous about!! this is based off of how a few years ago in 2015 i went to the philippines to visit family—my grandparents on my dad’s side had their wedding anniversary and they were renewing their vows i think?? anyways i was asked to sing a song for them at their reception (this also happened when i was younger, probably around 2007/2008 at the wedding anniversary for my grandparents on my mom’s side; all of us grandkids were tasked on preparing a little performance at the reception too)
you’re called up to the stage to sing a lil something and at first atsumu’s like eh? what’s this? but you’re like AH......WELL.....YOU’LL SEE....and when you start singing and playing guitar or something he’s just like :0!!!!!!!!!!! HE’S ENTRANCED......HE FUMBLES WITH HIS PHONE TO RECORD YOU SO HE CAN SAVE THIS FOREVER WHY DIDN’T YA TELL HIM YOU COULD SING OR THAT YOU WERE DOING ALL THIS HUH—🌸
— from elle ! aaah sakuranon ngl i saw “philippines” and my filipino self went 👀 oh? 👀 anyways, tsumu would be so so adorable when meeting family like this charming mf would just make everyone in the room fall in love with him <33 anyways, short lil scenario feat. yn and a very soft atsumu. thank you for this it made me v giddy aaaa i hope you are having a wonderful day <3 this also got a little too long i'm so sorry :<< 
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“please, just stop.” you groaned, fingertips rubbing your temples in frustration, elbows resting on the table. meanwhile, atsumu has been laughing it up with your aunts, letting them pinch his cheeks and swoon over how adorable he was. and of course, your boyfriend is eating all that attention up, giving out compliments left, right, and center, “aw, c’mon. ya don’t even look a day over thirty.”
you shut your eyes, resting your forehead on the edge of the table, truly wishing that you were anywhere else — trying your best to drown out whichever drunk cousin was singing his heart out on the stage, interjecting every now and then with some ramble on how “true love does exist. right, everyone?”
there’s hand resting on your back, rubbing slow circles, “what’s wrong, babe? ya alright?”
looking up at him, you sit up straight to gently shove his shoulder, “of course i am, my family’s fallen in love with my boyfriend and telling him every single story from my youth. i feel wonderful!”
atsumu threw his head back in laughter, grinning at the huff that escaped you, the pout on your lips, the way you crossed your arms in front of your chest, the complete tone of sarcasm that laced your words. is it possible that he could fall in love with you even more? part of him should feel bad that he’s taking in every word about the story of your first crush, or watching every single dance performance you’ve ever put on for the family from the ages 3 to 7. “that’s great, ‘m havin’ a lot of fun too.”
he kissed your forehead before returning to watch seven year old you’s rendition of the themes song of your favorite show, “d’ya have anymore of these and could ya send ‘em to me?”
your aunt grinned, “of course, sweetie. but how do i do that?”
you opened your mouth to retort, to save yourself from any more embarrassment, when you hear you name getting called. just like that, your heartbeat increases tenfold, placing a hand over your heart to calm yourself down as you release a shaky breath.
atsumu furrowed his brows as you stood from your seat. he grabs your hand before you could get too far from him, “babe? why are they calling’ for ya?”
a nervous smile forms on your face, “you’ll see.”
he lets go of your hand as the furrow in his brows just grew deeper, confusion only increasing even as you took the mic in your hands, voice trembling ever so slightly as you spoke into the mic, “this is for the happy couple. i wish you a lifetime of love and light.”
the second the music started to play, atsumu is standing from his seat, trying to get as close to the stage as possible. his hands fumbled for his phone, fishing it out of his pocket, almost slipping between his fingers before he could press record. 
you tried to keep your eyes away from him, knowing that it will only trip you up as your cue to sing finally came, “hold me close and hold me fast, this magic spell you’ve cast. this is la vie en rose.”
atsumu practically squealed, completely breathless from your singing voice. there are times where he had heard you humming around your apartment, but this was a completely different experience. how could someone's heart stop and speed up at the exact same time? he was transfixed, entranced, everyone in the room had melted away into nothing.
your heart fluttered at the sight of the newly-wedded couple slow dancing to your singing, closing your eyes every now and then as you took in the lyrics you sang, the air of love filling the entirety of the reception hall. 
for most of the song, you avoided atsumu’s gaze, knowing that he wasn’t all too far from the stage. but you couldn’t help but make eye contact with him as you sang the final lines, “and when you speak angels sing from above, everyday words seemed to turn into love song.”
tears pricked the corner of atsumu’s eyes, the hand that held his phone trembling slightly. perhaps, it is possible that he could fall in love with you anymore.
you took a breath, giving him a soft smile as you sang the final line, “give your heart and soul to me, and life will always be...la vie en rose.”
yeah, it definitely was possible to fall in love with you more. 
the crowd erupted into applause as soon as you ended; but truthfully, you couldn’t really care less about them, your eyes still trained on atsumu’s as he mouthed an “i love you” after the final strum of the acoustic guitar.
“i'm assuming you liked my performance?” you asked, nervous, as you made your way back to him.
“babe! if ya were gonna make me melt, can ya at least give me a heads up?” atsumu exclaimed, wrapping his arms around you, “why didn’t ya tell me about this? yer so so talented, ‘m so proud, can’t believe i'm with someone so amazin’...”
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a lil bonus :
you run into sakusa and meian at the gym they practiced at to meet atsumu for a night around town.
“date night with miya?” meian asked, raising a brow at your completely dressed up look. 
you respond with a nod and meian continues, “he’ll be down soon, he’s just changing.”
“listen, yn,” sakusa began, tone somewhat teasing — at least, you think it was. sakusa had always been friendly with you. “i think you’re an absolutely fantastic singer but if atsumu shows us that video of you singing at a wedding one more time, i'm shoving his phone down his throat.”
you step back in shock, unaware that atsumu had been doing that in the first place, “he shows you that?”
“every damn day.”
a voice spoke up from behind them, “and how could i not? i have the most talented partner don’t i?”
“someday you’ll get tired of my singing.” you mumbled, leaning into atsumu’s touch as he placed an arm around your shoulders.
“nah, don’t think i ever will.”
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hiya shannon! just so you know i came back on tumblr just for this ask game :) i’ll make it quick cos my last ask was looooong lol
could i request a moodboard for natia and joe toye please? (if you’re doing that i can’t remember if its just individual characters or not oops) i love their relationship so much 🥺 and possibly for george and natia? i’m obsessed with your moodboards honestly. i’d also be interested to know what playlist you have for agent mortem (still love him and hate him at the same time) and for natia as well. i imagine they’re pretty angsty 🤣 and lastly, what songs do you tend to listen to when you’re writing? i’ve been looking for some good music to get the creativity flowing and i’m drawing a blank at the moment :(
thanks again shannon! hopefully this ask won’t take up as much of your time as the last one 🤣
ROSE! HELLO MY FRIEND! how are you?!? i'm sorry this took so long to complete and finally get out (the semester, work, ya know the usual lol), but i am FINALLY getting to it today and i am *beyond* excited to! the second i saw it come in, i was extremely excited to get to work on it, so here it is! thanks again for sending this in (a few months ago haha!)! <3
[moodboard for natia and toye :D] this is more of a possible postwar perspective on these two, but i am beyond excited to write them again! (also, thank you sm for the love on these two, it means a ton!!!)
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[moodboard for besties natia and george] thank you for the love on my moodboards hehe!! i really enjoy making them and from the chaos of december, feel i lost my mojo a bit, but a nice long break has given me ample time to return to it! PLUS, i’ve had a bunch of pics for a natia and george moodboard for AGES i tell you! and these two really are like family to each other so :,)
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MORTEM'S TOP 3 PLAYLIST.
(Not to get long-winded, but here's a brief explanation!) Agent Mortem's top three songs for me are the ones listed below for multiple reasons. Sam Fender has a real Bruce Springsteen-like vibe to him, but it's more of a modern version of him ig(?), and a few of the slowed down versions have some really powerful emotion in the lyrics that really fit. Agent Mortem was still a teen, basically a child when the Great War took his parents and Bachrach took him under his wing, and that plays into multiple aspects of his life. Dear Wormwood is a song that I saw with a playlist that I listened to from Youtube and everything in it, even for different meanings, really encompasses the connection between Mortem and Bachrach; with how fractured and broken it became and honestly quite deadly, it really brings to light their connection. Achilles Come Down is just always really telling with Mortem, because in ways he does have that Achilles' Heel, in multiple aspects of his life.
- Seventeen Going Under [Sam Fender]
- Dear Wormwood [The Oh Hellos]
- Achilles Come Down [Gang of Youths]
NATIA'S TOP 3 PLAYLIST.
(Another brief explanation!) Natia's top three songs listed below, from what I've listened to when writing her, I feel are representative of her as a character since I've created her. Eight I feel will always be such accurate representation of Natia as a character. There's so many lines throughout the song that just speak to her in a way and relate her with different situations she's had to deal with (the lyrics just really work for her!). Landslide, quite obviously is one of her top songs; it's the number one song inspiration for Landslide beyond anything! I grew up on Fleetwood Mac and this song I always loved, and I knew I wanted to utilize it! Natia's firmly connected to her parents, even if they have passed and she constantly reminds us throughout the story of that, and this song really discusses those connections of having to grow up, and maintaining that familial connection in many ways. Underground!! Cody Fry is an absolute *genius* - I mean his Eleanor Rigby cover was just fantastic! Underground I feel really represents Natia, especially when she is alone - alone with her feelings and her thoughts and ultimately how she responds and copes (which is never in an entirely healthy way I must say). But this feeling of loneliness and trying to get to this light really describes Natia's relationship with her current situation and just really matches her vibes (especially with where we are in the fic!).
- Eight [Sleeping at Last]
- Landslide [Fleetwood Mac]
- Underground [Cody Fry]
MUSIC I LISTEN TO WHEN WRITING. Okay I will be honest with you; my ability to line up songs with the mood of writing is subpar lol. I usually just hit a playlist on Spotify that I want to listen to and go with that and write! BUT, that does not happen *all* the time, as there are just those scenes where you can't just have this really upbeat song singing about joyful things ya know?
2WEI if anything has been my go to. Especially for Landslide, it's a fic where serious topics are discussed, there's some action as well, and a lot of dark themes. 2WEI always gives the impression that you can imagine your fic as a movie scene playing out or something and for me, that's really helpful. I know for probably other people, it's not their thing, but for me it helps me best! I'm also big into classical music and soundtracks. I played trumpet for 9 years and that really got me into classical/soundtrack music on Spotify more than anything.
Soundtracks I rec; Interstellar, any Harry Potter soundtracks, HTTYD, anything with Thomas Newman, Hans Zimmer, or John Williams (ie, things like Star Wars, Saving Private Ryan, etc...). Also big fan of James Newton Howard and his word. And war movie/tv soundtracks in general ALWAYS are a hit!
For classical/orchestral, I am a MASSIVE Holst fan (my best friend knows that about me lmao), I also enjoy songs with adagio - it gives that slowed tempo and a solemn and mellow mood for sad scenes. But I feel like there are MANY MANY classical/orchestral songs that will help with focus and stuff as well if you just need that! Just looking it up on youtube really works out for me usually! :)
HOWEVER, a lot of the time, truly, I just put on music that puts me in a good mood - lots of Springsteen, Fleetwood Mac, CCR, etc... - and it gets me going and in the mood!
THANK YOU SM FOR THE ASK MY FRIEND! <333 i was beyond happy to answer all your questions (this was super fun truly!) and i’m looking forward now to making more moodboards haha! ☺️ thanks again! have a great day! <3
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k7l4d4 · 3 years
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Midnight Striga: Fairy Tail/Owl House Cross Fic Episode 6 Part 2
Hello, and once again, welcome back to midnight Striga! Thanks for reading!
With a shout, Eda gripped the arm, slamming the attached body onto the ground. Looming over the hooded figure now gasping on the ground, Eda growled. “Now listen here you sneaky bastard, I don’t know who you are but you caaaaaaannnnnnn!?” She trailed off from her threat, shock rising as the hood fell back.
“Oh, hello, Edalyn!” The old woman cheered, flipping herself up and onto her feet. In a blink, she rushed in, pulling a frozen-stiff Eda into a bearhug. “I have so much news to tell you about!”
Luz blinked, eyes flicking between the two, before the features clicked. Eyes widening, she shot Eda a look. “So… this is your mom?” She asked, pointing at the woman.
Shaking herself back into the present, Eda groaned, lightly shoving the woman away. “Yes, unfortunately.” Giving a deep sigh, Eda turned to Luz, gesturing to the woman next to her. “Luz, meet my mother, Gwendolyn Clawthorne, and one of the single most recurring pains in my butt. Speaking of which,” She turned to Gwen, scowling, “What do you want, mom?”
Gwen gave a beaming grin, tilting her head in apparent thought. “Is it really such a shock that a mother would want to see her daughter?” She asked, neither aware of the way Luz tensed at her question. Both Gwen and Luz reeled back at the response she got, however.
“Yes.” Eda bit out, intense bitterness coating her voice. Standing firm, she put both hands on her hips, head tilted up in anger. “Everytime… EVERYTIME!! You’ve visited me since I’ve been living on my own, it’s been to try some cockamayme cure for my curse. And they. Never. Work!! So yeah, I’d say it’s reasonable to be a little skeptical.” She finished, panting slightly at the exertion of her outburst, lightly covering part of her wrist, and the feathers underneath.
Luz desperately held in the urge to shout at Eda for talking about the woman before her like that, but she could grudgingly admit to seeing where she was coming from. However, neither of them were fully prepared for Gwen’s reaction. Gwen gave a tired sigh, a sad smile forming across her features. “I do suppose I deserved that.” She chuckled, reaching up to Eda’s face, tracing a hand across her jaw, much to her daughter’s discomfort. “I promise, Edalyn, I just want to talk. That’s all. Please?”
Eda bit her lip, conflicted. On the one hand, she was sick and tired of being burned by her mother’s antics… and on the other hand, she was sick of her family being in pain, and was honestly wanting to have genuine quality time with her mother for once. Deciding to take the risk and just bite the bullet, Eda sighed, relenting. “Okay, fine! We can talk.” She said, throwing up her hands in exasperation. Turning a raised eyebrow to Luz, Eda asked, “You want in on this, kid?”
Seeing the two witches giving her matching looks of inquisitiveness, Luz blinked, before rapidly shaking her head. “Oh no!” Pointing to Eda, she continued, “You need this a lot more than I do at the moment, and, if that brief back and forth was any indicator, the two of you have enough issues to work through WITHOUT me being thrown in.” She stated, stepping back, arms raised. Shooting Eda a brave smirk, “Don’t worry, I’ll just make a day of it in town. I mean,” she shrugged, “I’ve kinda got to get used to people being suspicious of me in public all over again, why not start now?”
Coming to an agreement (“If you die, I’m selling all your stuff!” “Love ya too, Eda!), the group headed their separate ways, promising to catch up later. Gwen giddily dragged Eda along, who was personally torn between annoyance at the manhandling, and amusement at her mother’s amusement. “Yeesh, calm down, Gwen! You’re gonna rip my arm off!” Eda half-joked. Gwen’s yanks actually did have a real chance of removing her arms, but it’s not like that was a problem with her condition, really.
“Oh, I’m sorry dear, I’m just so excited!” Gwen squealed, a sheepish grin filling her face. “I just…” Her smile turned sad, “I just really wanted to see you.”
Eda gave her own sad laugh. “Don’t worry, I can understand the feeling.” Her mind flashed back to how she was after she and Raine split up, all the nights she wished they were back, wanting to see them. A thought came to her. “Hey, I just noticed… where’s Hawksley?” She asked.
Gwen gave her a mischievous wink. “Oh, he’s just looking after our other guest.”
Eda shot her a look of bafflement. “Other guest!? What are- oh no.” She groaned, as realization set in. Turning her gaze, she was in no way surprised to see Lilith, glumly slumped over a table before them, Hawksley perched on top of her head. What did shock Eda, however, was the bottle of Appleblood Lilith was chugging. Turning accusing eyes towards an unrepentant Gwen, Eda shouted. “SERIOUSLY!?”
Cheerfully whistling to herself, Luz strolled along, using the noise of her whistling to tune out the whispers and muttering all around her. It was honestly a neat trick, but she was well aware it wouldn’t work forever, especially if she ended somewhere more crowded. Scanning the area, Luz was disappointed, if unsurprised, by the sight of parents tucking their kids behind them as she moved past. It hurt. It was understandable, but it still hurt.
Sighing, Luz slipped into the shadows, rolling her eyes when the sounds of the main streetside picked up in volume at her ‘departure.’ Still, the sheer amount of gossip was entertaining, if only for the wild speculations and rantings of the more… colorful members of the local communities. Seriously, her? A shapeshifting giraffe seeking to supplant the Emperor through a false army of Abominations wrapped in Illusions? Pfft! She was gonna have to tell Eda that one, preferably when she was trying to drink something!
Laughing internally at the thought of an Owl Lady Spit Take, Luz tightened her movements against the wall. Her ears pricked at the sounds up ahead; it didn’t sound like the usual rampant paranoia. And if she focused enough, she was almost certain…
“Look, I know things are… really crazy right now.” Amity’s voice sounded out, confirming Luz’s suspicions. “But I honestly think this’ll be good for all of us. The Moonlight Conjuring is an important aspect of our culture, and is a funtime all around. If you all show up while it’s still daylight, nothing should go wrong.” Moonlight Conjuring? Hmm… something to talk with Eda about.
“B-But what if those Oroboros creeps attack again!? I can’t put my parents through that!” An unfamiliar voice questioned, concerned murmurs of agreement sounding in response.
Amity’s voice sighed. “I… I know it’s scary. The things I saw at the Covention, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget, not entirely.” Her voice took a melancholy note, before firming. “But in a way, that’s why we have to do this!” At the sounds of confusion, she continued. “That attack was supposed to make us afraid, to make us all panic. Something that it’s managed in spades all across the Isles. But for all that Oroboros is powerful, it’s an organization with a finite amount of resources. They can’t be everywhere at once, and no organization would commit precious resources to attack a party for school youths!” The nervousness died down, replaced with cautious contemplation. Luz gave a little smirk; Miss Blight apparently had a way with words, and some serious charisma if they were already changing their tune.
“I’ll go.” A familiar voice said. It took Luz a moment to place it; it was the voice of that girl who Boscha had burned! Her voice spoke up again. “If you can find someone to protect us, just in case, I’ll go.”
“W-Well, that’s fantastic!” Amity said, faux-excitedly. If Luz had to guess, her friend speaking up had caught her flat-footed, and she was trying to get things under control. “And I know just the person to do so! If you all show up before sundown, I promise, on the Blight name, you’ll all have an amazing time!” At that, all potential opposition crumbled, a chorus of agreements and cheers going up. As sounds of footsteps headed off, Luz peaked around the corner. She saw Amity, jerkily waving goodbye to her… friends? Acquaintances? Her face stretched into a plastic smile. 
Suddenly, Amity rammed her head against the wall, knocking her forehead against the stone repeatedly, frustrated grumbles coming forth. “Stupid. Stupid. Stupid! Oh, I’ll find someone to guard us, everyone! Leave everything to Amity, everyone! I swear it on my family name!” She slapped her hand against her face. “Titan, what was I thinking!?”
“I don’t think you were.” Luz dryly noted, walking out from her pseudo-hiding place. Amity leapt back, startled. Luz noted how quickly she shifted into a ready position, one arm pulled back to cast, the other slightly pressed forward to defend herself, legs prepped to spring to either side and out of the way. She was honestly impressed, the girl had some athletic experience.
“Oh! It’s you!” Amity exclaimed, relaxing slightly, if not fully. “Luz, correct?” She said, more than asked, extending a hand for a shake. Smirking, Luz complied, giving the girl a firm grip, Amity’s eyes widening at the painless pressure. Schooling her features into a cordial smile, she grinned. “It’s a pleasure to see you again.”
“Really?” Luz asked, blinking rapidly. She had honestly not been expecting that. She cocked her head. “I kind of expected you to be some level of scared of me.”
“Oh, don’t worry, what you represent terrifies me.” Amity said frankly, the sheer honesty in her voice drawing a surprised snort out of Luz. “However,” Amity continued, her eyes focusing on Luz. “I gained a look into your measure during the Covention. You are wild, independant, and freely and liberally resort to violence even faster than Witches and Demons do. But you’re also loyal, caring, compassionate, and understanding, with a strong sense of duty. While I find you puzzling, your traits are those that I find commendable.”
“HA! Glad to hear.” Luz smirked. Her face shifted into a serious frown, contemplative. “You know, I overheard your little problem. So,” She grinned cheekily, “You need to find a bodyguard, eh?”
“Ugh! Please don’t use that phrase!” Amity near-pleaded, hiding her face in her hands. “My family has been going nuts over my safety. I am honestly lucky that they let me go into town without an armed guard of Abominations!”
Luz snorted, blinking at the mental image of Abominations skulking around Bonesburough, scanning for threats and hovering over an annoyed Amity. “Wow, over-protective, much?”
Amity exhaustedly nodded. “Yeah. My parents… aren’t the best, but they do care about me. Even if they care about our image more.” She said, muttering the last part spitefully. Shaking her head, she refocused on the original topic. “But yes, I need someone who’s willing to stand guard for me and those I plan on inviting to my Conjuring.”
“What about me?”
Amity blinked. “I’m sorry?”
“What about having me be your guard?” Luz elaborated, shrugging. “I’ve got combat experience, free time, and you won’t have to pay me!”
“That’s-!” Amity started, before pausing. She brought her fingers to her chin, eyes narrowed in thought. “That could actually work.”
“Really?” Luz asked, cocking her head. “The offer was serious, but I wasn’t actually expecting you to agree.”
Amity gave a grave smile, nodding. “Indeed, I’m willing to agree to this. If you don’t have any requirements?” She asked, eyebrows raised.
Luz paused, thinking. “If you could invite Willow and Gus, I’d really appreciate it.” She finally said.
“Done.” Amity said decisively, typing up the messages on her scroll. “That honestly works out rather well; ever since their actions at the Covention, their popularity has sky-rocketed and my friends have been wondering about meeting with them so this is an excellent opportunity. If that’s all, I will see you at my home before sunset; you can ask Willow and Augustus for directions.” WIth that said, she turned on her heel, marching off. Luz shook her head at Amity’s antics, before turning to leave herself. Neither noticed the group of individuals perched on a nearby building, the apparent leader’s eyes tracking Luz’s every movement.
“Of course,” Eda muttered, staring in resignation at the sight of her sister, chugging away on the table in front of her. Shooting an accusing stare towards Gwen, Eda moodily stomped over, plopping herself down from across her sister, glaring at her.
“EeeeDalyn?” Lilith blearily asked, words slurring slightly. She hiccuped, bottle awkwardly cradled in her hand, the other bracing her against the table. “Since when are you purple?” She muttered.
“Purple?” Eda said incredulously. She turned to Gwen, concerned. “Is it me, or is she…?”
“Absolutely wasted? No, it isn’t you, she really is.” Gwen noted dryly, casually yanking the bottle of Appleblood out of Lilith’s hands, ignoring her weak protests. “I dragged her out of her barracks, kicking and screaming. I believe a few of the Coven Guards who tried to stop me may be in need of Healing. Now, we are going to take the time to stop, think, and figure things out. As a family.” She said firmly, arms crossed.
The bitter snort came from Lilith, of all people, much to Eda and Gwen’s shock. “A-A family.” She chuckled, swaying lightly. “Is that what we are?” She laughed again, slapping the table. “And here I thought we were a bunch of strangers, pretending we CaReD about each other!!”
Gwen and Eda shared unsettled looks. Gwen hesitantly spoke up. “Now, Little Flea, I know I’ve been… distant, but-”
“DO NOT CALL ME THAT!!” Lilith shrieked, eyes wild, before calming down. “I-I haven’t been ‘Little Flea,’” She muttered derisively, “Since you abandoned me!” She accused, fist pounding against the table.
“Abandon!?” Eda exclaimed, confused and alarmed at her estranged sister’s behavior. “Sis, I don’t know what’s been going on with you, but how has Gwen abandoned you?”
Eda reeled back at the bitter anger in Lilith’s face. “She never came to my induction into the Coven, did you know that?” She said, “She never showed up for any of my promotions, any of my awards, anything!! She just, up and left!” Lilith laughed, a bitter, hollow sound. “And here, I learned that she’s been visiting you for Years!! Trying to cure you!”
Gwen’s eyes grew misty. “I have made mistakes, and I apologize for that, Lilybug.” She said, reaching out towards Lilith, unconcerned when she slapped her hand away. “You were always so strong, so independent. I never meant to ignore you. I’m sorry if I hurt you because of it. But that’s why I dragged you both here!” She pleaded, glancing at the two of them. She wrung her hands in nervousness. “I just didn’t want to fail the two of you again. I know I can’t fix the pain between the two of you, and I don’t expect to. I just wanted to get you two together to hash out some ground rules, if that’s okay?” She explained, a hesitant note at the end
Eda and Lilith shared a glance, a moment of grudging understanding passing between them.
Eda turned to her mother first. “Okay, I guess we can do that. But if you’re serious about being in my life for real, I don’t want you coming around with crazy cures anymore.” Her voice took on a tender note. “If you’re gonna come over, I just want it to be so we can spend some time together, okay?”
“And I’d prefer you to visit me AT ALL!” Lilith shouted, some of the slurring fading from her voice. Eda was honestly surprised at how quickly she was recovering; a glance at her neck, and the Healing Glyph tagged onto it explained much; it was forcibly purging the Appleblood from her body, getting her back to normal. Eda winced; Lilith was going to feel like HELL when that thing wore off. “I want you to visit me, ask me about my day, take an interest in my Life!!” Tears pricked at Lilith’s eyes. “I want my mother back!” She pleaded.
Gwen turned a watery smile towards the two of them. “I think I can manage those requests.” She said, a pleased smile on her face. She grew serious. “Now then, If we are going to act like a family, as a whole that is, I am going to be doing my motherly duties, and establishing some rules for the two of you.” She stated, nodding even as her daughters groaned. She continued, ignoring their annoyance. “The rules are simple; Eda, you are to no-longer deliberately antagonize Lilith. If the two of you run into one another, you are to keep a civil attitude and in no way try to anger or upset her. Lilith, you are to cease your attitude in attempting to bring Edalyn in under the guise of being cured. If Edalyn is brought in, it is to be because she is a criminal and flouting the law, not out of an inane desire to cure her. Besides, I strongly doubt Belos would do so in the first place.” She finished, feeling a smug satisfaction at her daughters’ matching look of dumbfounded shock.
“B-But! He promised me!” Lilith said, whined really. “He gave me his word!!”
Eda groaned, even as Gwen raised an eyebrow. “Lilith, Belos’ regime is built on his Coven System, something Eda’s very existence stands in challenge to,” She said gently, “There are no circumstances in which he will EVER cure her. If you bring her in, he will have her thrown into the Conformatorium, and nothing more. He has all the leverage, and all the authority, and you have nothing that could compel him into curing her at your behest.”
Lilith shakily pulled herself to her feet, staggering off, a mumbled excuse echoing as she rapidly walked off, tears in her eyes. Gwen sighed. That had gone about as well as she’d been expecting.
Eda turned an impressed look towards Gwen. “Well dang, Mom! Didn’t know you were such a rebel!”
Gwen shot her daughter an unimpressed look. “I’m not.” She said primly.
Eda had a look of disbelief. “Really? Because you didn’t have a problem calling out Bonehead on his crap.” She said snarkily.
“That is because I am under no delusions as to his nature.” She said, “Belos’ rise to power and initial rule was tyrannical and cold, utterly without mercy. I, and many others, chose to join his burgeoning power because it was literally either him or complete chaos and anarchy. Not everyone can survive it as well as you, Edalyn.” She said archly, almost daring her to protest.
Eda opened her mouth to do just that, but paused, considering. Ultimately, she sighed, pushing herself away from the table. “Yeah, that’s true. I still hate him, and I always will, but I can get why people shacked up with him, even if I disagree with him on principle.” She grudgingly, painfully admitted. Giving her mother a level look. “This, as short, weird, and awkward as it’s been, was nice. I really hope you keep in touch for real, okay?” She said softly, before walking away.
Gwen just smiled, tears of relief and sadness filling her eyes. It wasn’t much… but it was a start.
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Doc recommends novels ask: Hi, Doc! I enjoy a fantasy realm or two, but could happily leave the romance/love triangles/etc behind. Also, it would be great to get to know a world that has real impacts and consequences for their magic system, with logical and interesting world-building included. Any recommendations of novels that might fit this description?
This is hard because I don’t generally enjoy fantasy! Which isn’t to say it’s without merit at all, it’s just not something I personally enjoy, partially due to something you bring up, which is that the magic systems are incredibly flexible to the moment, and I don’t much care for that. That and I am less of a person who enjoys building out a fantasy or sci-fi world than I am the person who wants to get into the brass tacks of what people are thinking and feeling and what is the human element of all of it? 
"I stopped believing there was a power of good and a power of evil that were outside us. And I came to believe that good and evil are names for what people do, not for what they are."--His Dark Materials
Honestly the best fantasy series I can think of with this criteria is His Dark Materials. The fantasy is not a distraction from the story and emotions itself, any romance in the story is not something that the story needs or necessarily even wants you to give a shit about, and to some extent, I would argue that it’s there at all. It IS a YA book, which is my only stop point here, but I would argue its one of the more complexly written YA books, and has good prose, some nice grey moralities, and there’s no system in it so complicated that you have to sit down and pattern out the rules around it. It’s a world very much like our own, only slightly different. 
It also does a really good job with the nature of goodness and gets into some extremely weird and interesting shit about God that I feel a lot of ways about at once. Can’t recommend the series enough on that level. I have read it as an adult and stand by it, and that’s my Big Test. 
"The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword. If you would take a man's life, you owe it to him to look into his eyes and hear his final words. And if you cannot bear to do that, then perhaps the man does not deserve to die." --A Song of Ice and Fire
Ahahahah there was a time I would have recommended A Song of Ice and Fire in this, which, to a point, I LOVED, I started reading it as a ...middle schooler? Maybe young high school? When I started falling out of love with fantasy. I still think the first few books are good, but I think  Martin’s biggest problem is he simply took too long, and what is the feel of fantasy now, and what most fantasy readers want, is out of his grasp. Though HONESTLY, if someone took a series of mine I hadn’t finished and made me fucking millions, would I keep writing? Or would I be like, “Aw, I’m retired now, I’m good”? I dunno, it’s easy to pretend you have morals when no one’s giving you  ten million dollars. But it also didn’t rely SO heavily on magic or anything, it was mostly about political machination. 
"where the world ends is where you must begin" --The Gunslinger
I almost forgot that The Gunslinger would actually completely be termed as fantasy. The Gunslinger is a fucking fantastic novel by Stephen King. I avoided reading the entire Dark Tower series for years, because people kept telling me, “Oh it’s nothing like Stephen King” and well I happen to very much like King’s THING, even when it aggravates me, so why would I read something that is nothing like him? Fortunately, what they meant was, “It’s not a horror novel.” I don’t know if I can recommend the entire series even though *I* ended up fucking loving it--I read the whole series in a year and that was with a huge break, but if I said it didn’t have it’s occasionally aggravating moments, I would be lying. But when it’s amazing, it’s so amazing, and the first book is all killer, no filler, and if you just wanted to leave it there, that would be fine. If you DO read the series...read the cliffnotes on Wizard and Glass, it’s boring as shit, and it’s clearly all of King’s backstory notes on Roland while he was trying to get back to writing the series, and like, no hate, but also, it made me stop reading the series for months. Wolves of the Calla, the one that comes after it, is an IMMENSELY fun fantasy-western, which in many ways I guess the series as a whole is? But mostly Wolves of the Calla. 
“Time and I have quarrelled. All hours are midnight now. I had a clock and a watch, but I destroyed them both. I could not bear the way they mocked me.”--Jonathan Strange and Mr. Norell
This one is given with caveats--I haven’t read it since I was eighteen, and it might not be as good as I remember it being. I’ll look to reread it next year. But I know at the time I adored it! It has a really fun style to the writing that echoes the style of Dickens and the larger styles of the era, which makes the book an immense amount of fun for people named Doc, who are me. It is an INTENSELY English novel in a number of ways, and how both Strange and Norell can be so strangely (hah) fussy and so competent, and yet inept and caught up in their own petty backbiting drama (especially with each other--the story is, in many ways, about their friendship) just absolutely charmed the shit out of me as a youth. Now I want to reread it ahaha. It’s also, as I recall, a pretty easy read, though long. 
"What is the point of having free will if one cannot occasionally spit in the eye of destiny?" --The Dresden Files
Ohhhhhh boy does this come with caveats. This is a popcorn pulp series. It is a popcorn pulp series that at a certain point fails to deliver even on that promise. But for the first, oh, eight or nine novels, GOD did I love the Dresden Files. One of my favorite things was that it made me discover that though fantasy largely does not speak to me, I can quite love what I have come to find out is called ‘Urban Fantasy”. It had me from the moment where it was like, “Our world, but wizards are real, and they also have to go buy milk at the store” and I was like, “Oh fucking sold” because it allowed me to get into magic without all the “She was born of the CLydroffer lineage of witches, which took their power from air. She ran down to the village of Stratford-upon-Badger’s Nose and took to seeing the local Scriddonk” and anyway, avoiding the medieval setting made me enjoy it so much the more. They have a very fun lawful good character, Harry is that kind of smug asshole protagonist that’s JUST this side of enjoyable, and while there’s romance, up to a certain point at which I hope you abandon the sinking ship, you can ignore it.  Like I said, they’re not any great literary giant, but they’re immense fun in the way that like, Anita Blake was fun for awhile (for my mother at least) or Anne Rice.* 
*I don’t know what this counts as, but Interview With the Vampire is a hell of a book.  I can’t really recommend the others. I might, weirdly, have a copy upstairs in paperback? If you want it I’ll send it along, if I do.
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I feel like the SPN fandom as a whole, especially the fantastic people who make vids, songfics and aesthetics, are missing out on the near-perfection that is The Gaslight Anthem. GA is a rock band from New Jersey, and basically all their songs have this vibe of “I’m a little sad, could kill you, miss when we were younger, and I want to be loud”. I’m also of the belief that a decent amount of their songs fit SPN perfectly.
Examples(I also highly recommend listening to all of these, they’re great):
American Slang(Highly appropriate in my opinion):
“And they cut me to ribbons and taught me to drive, I got my name tattooed inside of my arm. And I called for my father but my father had died! While you told us fortunes, in American Slang”
“And here’s where we died that time last year, and where the angels and devils meet, and you can dance with the Queen if you need, and she will always keep her cards, close to her heart.”
“....and I called for my father but my father had died! And we called for our mothers but our mothers had died, and you told us fortunes in American Slang”  
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAqbnTKQBIY&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI
Boxer:
“You got your pride and your prose, tucked just like a tommy gun somewhere in the smoke just in case you need it son, I heard it’s been a ride rougher than the last one, what’d you use to say, oh the harder they come”
“You took it all gracefully on the chin, knowing that the beatings had to someday end, we found the bandages inside the band, and the stitches on the radio, and there was something that was holding you down, and there were whispers that were driving you crazy and now you hunt the heart of this town, remember when I knew a boxer baby”
“And your tattooed knuckles oh how they grind down, try to be a man tough just like your father, try to settle down, more like a calm down remember them songs and the reasons we were singing for”
“And he, he says he just doesn’t miss her and he, hey says it’s somewhere in his framework, but I have heard you never really lose it do ya, do ya?”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYMeWEGTOxA&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI&index=7
Bring It On:
“...Blue eyes and spitfire, I saw you walking back and forth, about another boy, thinking that you may wanna leave, so give me the fevers that just won’t break, and give me the children you don’t wanna raise, and tell me about the Cool, he sings to you those songs, if it’s better than my love, bring it on”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-ZN7NyPfb4&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI&index=3
We Did It When We Were Young:
“There are no reasons to believe, I buried my faith in another plot,Where your heart and your claws will not find, And I don't feel you or recall, I put your bones out in the yard, For someone else to be called and caught by” “And I cannot hold a candle for every pretty gun,We were strangers many hours and I missed you for so long, When we were liars, lovers in combat, Faded like your name on those jeans that I burned” “But I am older now, And we did it when we were young, I am older now, And we did it when we were young”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vw8WPJHajEY&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI&index=10
Old Haunts:
“And all along you knew my story, didn't you? And all night long I carried yours, Your blood was mixed with wine and robbery, baby, And left us always wanting more” “So don't sing me your songs about the good times, Those days are gone and you should just let them go, And god help the man who says "If you'd have known me when..." Old haunts are for forgotten ghosts” “Cherry Bomb, your love is surgery, Removing what you don't regard, And every breath felt like a funeral, baby, While you were packing up your car” “And with the window down, I hear you're tired now, You borrowed everything and wore all your old welcomes out, Well, shame on you, my love, you sold your youth away, Memories for sinking ships that never would be saved”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoDKQT7vXNA&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI&index=8
The Spirit of Jazz:
“The Cool is dead, baby, go on to sleep, Rest your weary head and love a better me, And in the morning we'll start over again,That's how they do it up on the screen” “Was I good to you, the wife of my youth? Not another soul could love you like my rotten bones do, So I will wait on the edges in between, These New York streets where you and I would meet” “For twenty-nine years we loved that line, And I would take it easy if I had your mind, But I'm a cannonball to a house on fire, And you're slow like Motown soul” “So what now, lover with your long black hair?, If I cut you open, baby, I can repair, Bandage your wounds with the salt on my tongue, And I'm the only one around here”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9KOUAmZ12w&list=OLAK5uy_np5CJdYInsAeogm56OsGNqLq0j1eBBzaI&index=9
Wherefore Art Thou Elvis?(Tell me that this isn’t the Sam Winchester song, I dare you):
“I cut my teeth on the stone of a teenage romance, I was the salt of the earth, I was hard, The last of the independents” “And in the breath from my chest I was blowing kerosene, My lips and fingertips were stone, I wore my heart on my jeans, I sang the blues like the dogs left too long in the street, I still sing the blues with the dogs” “And I got half a mind to let it all burn up in this fire, I've had burning through my veins since I first learned to cry, I'd watch this whole night come down and never miss her again,I never felt right and never fit in walkin' in my own skin” “Now I got scars like the number of stars, My mind's full of vipers, I got the dust of the desert in my bones, Comin' through the amplifiers, And in the minor chord fall and the fourth and the fifth, It's a broken Hallelujah and a pain in my fist, I wash my hands like the man with the blood on his teeth, Over and over without relief” “Walkin' in my old man shoes, with my scientist heart, I got a fever and a beaker and a shot in the dark, I need a Cadillac ride, I need a soft summer night, Say a prayer for my soul, Señorita”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UPdCP5f_gmk
High Lonesome:
“And Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand, I always kinda sorta wished I looked like Elvis, And in my head there's all these classic cars and outlaw cowboy bands, I always kinda sorta wished I was someone else” “There was "Southern Accents" on the radio as I drove home, And at night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet, It's a pretty good song, baby you know the rest Baby, you know the rest”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UErXgvNV3lw
’59 Sound:
“Well I wonder which song they're gonna play when we go, I hope it's something quiet and minor and peaceful and slow, When we float out into the ether into the everlasting arms, I hope we don't hear Marley's chains we forged in life, 'Cause the chains I've been hearin' now for most of my life” “Did you hear the '59 sound, Coming through on Grandmama's radio? Did you hear the rattlin' chains, In the hospital walls? Did you hear the old gospel choir When they came to carry you over?Did you hear your favorite song, One last time?”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zw3w1iKiq8M
Mulholland Drive:
“Did you sleep last night and do you remember dreams? Do I ever cross your mind and do you ever think of me? When you think about your life are there things you would reverse? I still remember holding you, just out of sight of her, In the deep, dark parking lot pressed up against my car, With your hands around my neck I felt the pounding of your heart, And the summer night was giving in to the lure of Autumn’s sway, I can’t seem to forget that night or how I heard you say, ohh and I’d just die if you ever took your love away”
“And I can still recall the hour when you first let down your walls, I thought I might've died right there floating up above it all, But it scared you love, to need someone, so you killed it all instead”
“And did you miss me when I'm gone? And the simple things we used to rely on? Who came to wipe your tears away? Who came to bring back your dignity baby? And who came to drive you around this town, Like I used to drive you all around with the radio on”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eR4-F-P-Y6Q
Film Noir:
“I'm all washed out by the side of the road, Broken bones Matilda left a note and a rose, Sayin', "Baby honey child, I've loved you so long, But you deserve much better than me."” “So I'm just burnin' all around all the miles in the road, And I'm never goin' back and I'm never goin' home, I've been gone too long, I've been less right than wrong, I lost so much blood in the fallin' out” “And I lit a fire that wouldn't go out, Until it consumed the walls and roof of this house, Until all I remember was burnin' away, And all I remember, you burned it away” “See, for ten long years I've been hustlin' around, Tryin' to wash the sins and the sweat from my brow, Just tryin' to find a better life for me and my own, Just some rest for these tired workin' fingers” “But nobody never gonna tell you the way, You gotta figure it out boys and suffer the rain, And the fools in the night and the heat of the day, When all you ever really wanted was for someone to understand”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KS9Cz1HgVs
She Loves You(this just gives me lowkey Destiel vibes):
“And if all was well, And your heart could find the words, Would we be for better baby, Would we be for worse, And if there was a way, To navigate your seas, If tonight my true love (Dared belong to me)”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHYY-_3Ft84
Boomboxes and Dictionaries:
“I took a drive today, I thought about you, I thought about a friend who passed And how much we just went through” “I saw the sun shine off the hood of a Cadillac, I thought about some things I said, And some I would take back, I thought about how fortunate I feel to be alive” “And if you're scared of the future tonight, We'll just take it each hour one at a time, It's a pretty good night for a drive, So dry up those eyes, dry up those eyes” “Because the radio will still play loud, Songs that we heard as our guards came down, Like in the summertime when we first met, I'll never forget, and don't you forget, These nights are still ours” “We should remember to slow down more often, And maybe we will, Now here's a lot of good things coming our way right now, A lot of bad has passed, But we survived the breakdowns, All is forgiven, water under bridges now”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V9zYLE6Em7U
Drive:
“In my head I am already gone, Side roads boarded up, decisions decided on, But in my nights there are restless hours, When 3 AM comes down and nothing else comes up “And the only thing we know, Is it's getting dark and we'd better go, And the only thing we see, Are the despairs of the day, And if you're too tired, Go to sleep my brothers, I, And if you're too tired, Go to sleep my brothers, I'm all right to drive” “And in my heart I'm the weary kind, I'm much tired to cry, Though it's sad enough for tears, It's been try, fail, try for years, And when the next year comes along, I don't know if I'll be home, I don't know if we'll survive”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClWHlXWSG9M
Biloxi Parrish(This is totally a Cas song):
“I've been fumbling with your heart strings, And that's good enough for me, And if I've rained on one of your hours, Then I know I must been working,Try it on for size my darling, See what a man you can make of me, I will eventually haunt you, And you'll eventually be my queen” “And I'll be with you through,The dark so that you do not, Go through the dark alone, Or on your own” “I've been down Biloxi Parish, And that's all the same for me, I found that nothing truly matters That you cannot find for free, I love you more than can I tell you, When you pass through from this world, I hope you ask to take me with you, Or that I won't have to wait too long, But until then I'll be with you through the dark, Yes, until then I'll be with you through the dark” “And who else can say that about you, baby, Who else can say that about you, now, And who else can take all your blood and your curses, Nobody I seen you hanging around" “And all of our heroes were failures or ghosts, Burned out in brilliant explosions alone, And all of the blood and the sweat that they gave, Well, we took it all and we threw it away”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o2RSKSYIXKY
Here Comes My Man:
“And how much time do you think that we have? If I wanted to, I could start over again, Let the good night decide who she wants me to find, And I'll never let you drop another tear in my eye, Singing oh sha-la-la, oh sha-la-la, Listen honey here comes my man”
“So I packed up my things and I faced up my doubts, You know I think I will grow my hair back out, Nevermind what you think, Nevermind what you like, I'll take it out to the streets for somebody else to admire”
“Maybe time will tell you, Why I got so much hell to sell you, Please, please understand me, Oh you can't just dance around me, Maybe your work will love you, When I'm just not there to hold you, Maybe your pride can be your companion, Oh but I just won't be there to stand for it, Not one more minute will I stand for it”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBkfHv6kc5o
Blue Jeans and White T-Shirts:
“We are the boys from Little Eden, We are the heart of Saturday night, We drink from the fountains off the fireworks, Sweat and bone for a better life”
“Still we sing with our heroes, 33 rounds per minute, We're never going home until the sun says we're finished, I'll love you forever if I ever love at all, Wild hearts, blue jeans, & white t-shirts” “Some things baby never told you, Some things papa done ain't right, Spent a lifetime just to get over, You always said my mama tried”
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u3sQsWuDHrw
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3, 20, 24 for the asks
3: Do you wear makeup? If so, favorite products?
The most makeup I do on a daily basis is concealer if my acne is acting up. If I have a performance or special event, I’ll also do eye shadow and mascara, but ever since I realized I’m nonbinary it’s made me pretty dysphoric to wear makeup. I use Neutrogena concealer if that means anything but I don’t really know anything about makeup products aksjfkajd
20: Favorite skincare products?
Ummm I use Neutrogena’s benzoyl peroxide rapid clear cream at night (again for my acne smh) and Aveeno eczema therapy moisturizing cream. But honestly that’s about it, I definitely need to up my skincare routine alsjdjakdhahd
24: Do you have a favorite place?
Yes! A few, actually.
One of them is a coffee shop in NYC that I would go to whenever I was feeling overwhelmed—the atmosphere there is so cozy and peaceful, they have amazing coffee, and the baristas there all knew me. It was my go-to place to get away from everything when I needed to!
Another one is my grandmother’s house. It’s one of those places that feels like the physical embodiment of a hug. It’s just the right amount of messy so as not to feel stuffy, and it has so much personality. She’s also one of my favorite people in the whole world, and her house just.... feels like her. I love it.
The last one is a secluded pond close to my house. It’s where I go whenever I need to get out of my house when things get bad, and it’s also where I’ve always gone to think over big decisions and self-realizations. I’ve spent a lot of time there recently! There’s usually not very many people around, which is rare for a city, and it’s really serene.
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4: Favorite terms of endearment?
Ah yes, this will make me yearn-y! I really love darling, sweetheart, and my dear/my love. Also any and all nicknames people come up with for me are fantastic, I love that so much. Fun fact, though! My ex refused to call me anything other than my full deadname, which was...... ya know, a little weird 😅 anyways, this basically means that anyone who refers to me in any affectionate way under the sun will have my heart forever lol
5: What is something you’d like to do before you die?
Ooh! I would love to go backpacking throughout Europe, especially Ireland, Scotland, and England. I love backpacking because you find so many hidden gems that you would miss otherwise! And you really get a feel for the countryside/the area you’re in. It’s incredible.
14: Favorite songs?
Oh this is hard! I have such a love-hate relationship with this question. I’ll do my best though!
In no particular order:
Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths
Still Into You by Paramore
I’m Not Okay (I Promise) by MCR
Welcome to Paradise by Green Day
Shrike by Hozier
Thank you for the ask Cosmi!! I’m sorry my answers are so long akdjfjakdj but this was a lot of fun!! 💜
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20secs+ Kpop chorus!
In light of recent events, it is advised for us to wash our hands for 20seconds! So here’s a playlist of kpop songs with chorus’ of 20seconds or more to help you wash better and with a kick to it!
These songs are give or take a couple of seconds...Because I went through all the songs and counted 20 seconds... and also, these songs are the ones in my phone playlist. This list is currently in process and I’ve only just reached my H!
More songs will be added onto this list as I have time to go through them.
1THE9
Spotlight
Blah Blah
24K
Bonnie & Clyde
Only You
Bingo
Still 24K
Secret Love
2pm
Again and Again
Promise (I’ll Be)
Comeback When You Hear This Song
Hands Up
My House
Go Crazy
ADTOY
Heartbeat
AB6IX
Breathe
Blind For Your Love
Moondance
More
Rose, Scent, Kiss
Astro
1 in a Million
Confession
Again (Should’ve Held Onto You)
Breathless
Puss in Boots
Real Love
Stay With Me
Love Wheel
All Night
Always You
Blue Flame
Hide & Seek 2nd Chorus
ACE
Take Me Higher
Cactus
Callin’
Undercover
Savage
ATEEZ
Answer
Pirate King
Wave
Illusion
Hala Hala
Say My Name
Treasure
Aurora
B1A4
What’s Happening
Lonely
Baby I’m Sorry
BAP
One Shot
Power
Voicemail
Big Bang
Bang Bang Bang
Bad Boy
Fantastic Baby
Lollipop
Haru Haru
Last Dance
Sober
Loser
Monster
We Like To Party
Fxxk It
Let’s Not Fall In Love
Lies
Blue
G-Dragon - Crooked
G-Dragon - Untitled
Black6ix
Call My Name 
Like A Flower
Swamp of Despair
Please
Blackpink
Playing With Fire
As If It’s Your Last
Block B
Don’t Leave
Toy
Boyfriend
Boyfriend
Bounce
Stay the Way You Are
Witch
BTOB
Pray (I’ll Be Your Man)
Monday to Sunday
Stand By Me
Shake It
Only One for Me
2nd Confession 
Remember That 
Red Lie
Beautiful Pain
Someday
Never Ending Melody
L.U.V
Yejiapsa 
Beep Beep
Dear Bride
Movie
The Winter’s Tale
Sorry
My Lady
Thriller
Way Back Home
WOW
Lover Boy (I Only Know Love)
FRIEND 
The Feeling
Yes I Am
Hello
Icebreaker
Insane
It’s Okay
When It Rains
Changsub - Shelter
HUTA - With Melody
Hyunsik - Dear Love
Hyunsik - Swimming
Hyunsik - Moonlight
Ilhoon - Fancy Shoes
Ilhoon - She’s Gone
Minhyuk - Purple Rain
Sungjae - Paradise
BTS
Pied Piper
Spring Day
Dope
So What
No More Dream
Not Today
Airplane Part 2
Magic Shop
Anpanman
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Boy in Luv
I Need You
Forever Young
Idol
War of Hormone
Just One Day
Jin - Epiphany
J Hope - P.O.P
J Hope - Daydream
CNBlue
Between Us
Can’t Stop
Cinderella
I’m A Loner
Hey You
Intuition
DAY6
I Loved You
Shoot Me
I Wait
Congratulations
Sweet Chaos
I Smile
Time of our Lives
Hi Hello
EXO
Growl
The Eve
Peter Pan
What Is Love
Lotto
Lucky
MAMA
Overdose
Monster
Universe
Lucky One
Love Me right
Wolf
For Life
EXO CBX - Hey Mama
EXO CBX - Ka-Ching
Luhan - On Call
Luhan - Skin to Skin
Luhan - That Good Good
Z Tao - Imperial Crown
Golden Child
DamDaDi
Let Me
GOT7
My Swagger
Call My Name 2nd Chorus
If You Do
Just Right
Sign
Skyway
Hard Carry
Lullaby
You Are
Just Right
JJ Project - Today, Tomorrow
BEAST / Highlight
Plz Don’t Be Sad
Fiction
Shock
Good Luck
Shadow
Can Be Better
Callin You
iKON
Love Scenario
I’m OK
Apology
Idol Producer
Ei Ei
What I Miss
Firewalking
Mack Daddy
Idol Producer/JolinTsai - The Great Artist
UNINE - Like A Gentleman
Qing Chun You Ni - Youth Has You
Nine Percent - Rule Breaker 
 Nine Percent - I Need A Doctor
Infinite
Be Mine
The Eye
Tell Me
Last Romeo
Kim Sunggyu - 60 seconds
JBJ
Fantasy
JBJ95 - Home
KNK
Day by Day
Lonely Night
Monsta X
Beautiful
Dramarama
Fighter
Find You
Shoot Out
Hero
Someone’s Someone
If Only
Who Do You Love
Middle of the Night
I’ll Be There
In Time
NCT
Dream - Chewing Gum
127 - Limitless
U - Without You
Nu’est
If You
Bet Bet
Deja Vu
Face
Good Bye Bye
Hello
Help Me
Pentagon
Can You Feel It
Shine
Critical Beauty
Violet
Dr Bebe 
Runaway
Humph!
Naughty Boy
Sha La La
Like This
Triple H - 365 Fresh
PRODUCE
Dream for You 
Pick Me
Nayana (Pick Me)
Nekkoya (Pick Me)
X1-MA
Boyness 
Open Up
Super Special Girl
Always
Show Time
Super Hot
Monday to Sunday
Oh Little Girl
Pretty Girl
Hands On Me 
To My World
U Got It
Chungha - Gotta Go
Chungha - Snapping
IOI - Downpour
IOI - Whatta Man
SF9
Roar 
Mamma Mia
Easy Love
Good Guy
O Sole Mio
Seventeen
Fear 2nd Chorus
Clap
Love Letter
Don’t Wanna Cry
Holiday
Oh My
Mansae
Home
Seven O’Clock
Echo
Nothing Better
SHINee
Get The Treasure
Super Junior
Sorry Sorry
Animals
One More Chance
The Crown
Super Junior DE - Growing Pains
Super Junior DE - If You
Teen Top
Seoul Night
The Rose
Like We Used To
She’s In The Rain
Sorry
TVXQ
Mirotic
Up10tion
Blue Rose
Victon
Victon - Remember Me
VIXX
Shangri-La
Take Your Hand
Chained Up
Error
The Closer
VIXX LR - Beautiful Liar
VIXX LR - Whisper
Leo - Dream 
Wanna One
Spring Breeze
IPU
Energetic
Light
Beatiful
ZE:A
Breathe 
Step by Step
The Ghost of Wind
U’re My Sweety
Others (will eventually have their own section)
MyName - Baby, I’m Sorry
24K - Only You
N. Flying - How Are You Today
Girl’s Generation - Gee
MUSTB - I Want You
Henry - It’s You
Sewoon - Just U
Lee Seunggi - Will You Marry Me
Rainz - Let It Go, Let It Be 
TST - Mind Control
SS501 - Love Ya
Varsity - U R My Only One
Spectrum - What Do I Do
FT Island - Wind
Blanc7 - Yeah
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Yeah I meant adult Legends Astra, I thankfully have never encountered kid Astra being shipped! I saw someone shipping him with adult Astra and was all nononono but again, everyone's free to ship whatever consenting adults they want, I have a back button and can choose not to read it lol I was just reminded of another no - Ava Sharpe, because she's a lesbian, but I sooooo want them to be friends/bros and develop more of a relationship. I love multishipping because there are just so many dynamics to explore, endless possibilities and pocket universes. I can't settle on one, even if I have favorites. Like I was rereading Hellblazer this morning and while Kit is my favorite of his partners and I adore their story I was reading a Dani issue and so super into John/Dani. Right now I am feeling John/Lucifer the very most, but I am sure once Legends is back I'll be all about John/Zari again - unless Hell freezes over and they give us some Constangreen but tbh then I'd probably just want both....and I loved the idea of John/Zari/Charlie (and Nate, I don't want Nate left out, just because the show keeps ripping his heart out with the ladies and ignoring that Mick is RIGHT THERE, which reminds me, I have also read good John/Mick fic...) I headcanon Gary Lester as his first boyfriend and cling to the NBC series version of his youth and Newcastle over Legends (give me Anne Marie, and a botched possession, I did not like or believe the way the story played out on Legends, I love Astra but it was sloppily written and out of character but I have ranted about this before...). I also headcanon him being mates with Klaus and Ben Hargreeves but I'll buy more if someone is selling it! I definitely see John as a romantic despite the gruffness and bluster and protestations - especially in the Hellblazer universe, but we can see it on tv too, with Desmond and Zari and how much he loves his friends - he loves sex, but he loves love too, and forging connections to other people, even if he's afraid he's going to hurt them or get them hurt. So I am most interested in reading that kind of thing (thinking specifically now of a fantastically emotional John/King Shark series), even if pure smut is also a lot of fun.
Yeah yeah, I get ya! Even if I don’t ship something I don’t get in the way of others. Hear you about Ava too, she’d never lmao. I kinda like her hating him, its a bit hilarious, but I could see them being bros, especially since He and Sara are so close and Ava would want her to be happy, like how she made friends with Mick. I admit I haven’t read many comics (no money or time, but I do own a few!!) So far I’ve only seen him with Zed and Oliver, love both of those. BUT I AM ALSO LOVING HIM WITH LUCIFER RIGHT NOW. I so want to know what happened between them in the crossover because honestly I love Luci but he is the most annoying person alive (in a good way, I love him) so how it seemed like he was the one pissed at John- Its impressive and I need to know what he did.  All of those are great Legends pairings!! I really also liked the idea of Ray/Nora/John, honestly, I feel like Ray in particular is the perfect archetype for John’s love interest. I’d love to see him with someone like that.  Oh see, I don’t really have a preference for one backstory over the other, but I will say his original series backstory sounded much more canon, as in, everything Legends does is really fanfic-y (in a good way, imo) so I get where you’re coming from entirely. Legends is a bit over the top and silly for John, and people complain about that, but I’m am one for pure self indulgence so I love most of it. But there are definitely things that deserve more time spent on them, especially last season.  And yes!! I’m all about John being a romantic, I feel like he falls in love super easy no matter what he claims. Ray specifically, it hurt how much he clearly loved him (romantically or platonically either one) and he was hanging ALL OVER Zari 2, it was the most adorable shit.  He gets clingy and affectionate, way more than you’d expect. It makes it all the more painful to know how hard he tries to seem cold and heartless just because he’s lost so much.  As impossible as it probably is to hope I’d really really love to see him happy with someone. Even if just for a bit.  King shark is also a good ship. And he did have a relationship with him cos he said “my ex” that means they DATED. 
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Day 1 of my self imposed challenge: shuffle your iTunes and pick ten songs, post your opinions and favorite lyrics.
1. Bitch Theme - Bratmobile
Onions: A really simple song, reminds me of a woman with internalized rage.
Favorite lyrics: “You’re such a bitch” (not many to choose from here...)
2. Public Image - Public Image Ltd.
Onions: Call me a bitch but I don’t like their more experimental stuff. Maybe it’s an acquired taste, as I’ve only given it a cursory listen. This song is an example of what I wish more of their music was.
Favorite lyrics:
“You only seen me
For the clothes that I wear
Or did the interest go so much deeper
It must have been
The colour of my hair”
3. Nowhere Fast - Lunachicks
Onions: Luxury Problem and Binge and Purge are the only good Lunachicks albums. The others fucking annoy me and I don’t know why. Maybe I’ll get over it someday. I mean I love the Lunachicks I just dislike most of their music lol. Anyways this song rocks.
Favorite lyrics: “We've seen every floor Of every motel six We got dirty clothes and lost guitars And we're all sick”
4. The Day I Was A Horse - The Vaselines
Onions: Simple, funny little song that gets stuck in my head sometimes. They’ve got a live version where they really get into it and I love the way Frances says “of course”.
Favorite lyrics: “I think I'm on a motherfuckin' trip!”
5. Garbadge Man - Hole
Onions: Oh, I love nearly every Hole song and maybe one day I’ll write my opinions about each and every one of them. Hell, every Courtney Love song. For this one, I’ll say I’ve always wondered about the significance of the misspelling. I mean, I know I have Google and all. But I’ll let it be a cool mystery until I stumble upon the answer one day and let it blow my mind. Anyways, great song as always! First album is so gritty and harsh. It’s not my preferred album or song but still a good listen. Interestingly enough, although Love is a fantastic lyricist I don’t think this song’s lyrics are her best work.
Favorite lyrics: “I spread my rot all over this town”
6. Miss World - Hole
Onions: Thank god I got another Hole song whose lyrics I was more in love with! Miss World is a classic song I’d recommend to anyone who wants to check Hole’s music out. It’s a powerful song, much like the rest of Live Through This, starting out with the line “I am the girl you know, can’t look you in the eye” like, already I’m hooked on her pain.
Favorite lyrics:
“I’m Miss World
somebody kill me
kill me pills”
7. Them Bones - Alice In Chains
Onions: All I’ve got to say is he’s got the voice of an angel. Not my favorite Alice In Chains song, but excellent nonetheless.
Favorite lyrics: “I believe them bones are me
Some say we're born into the grave
I feel so alone”
8. My Friend Goo - Sonic Youth
Onions: Goo sounds so cool and gross I want to be her friend so fucking bad lol. She has a real tattoo!!!!! This song is such a blast my absolute favorite part is when the boys go “hey goo, what’s new?” In their drab boy voices lmfao oh my god brings a smile to my face every time! Hands down best Sonic Youth song.
Favorite lyrics: “And the boys say ‘Hey Goo, what's new?’
My friend Goo goes ‘P.U.’”
9. Perfect Day - Lou Reed
Onions: I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t like most of Lou Reed’s solo stuff, and I’m not going to force myself to. That being said, Perfect Day is a masterpiece and one of the very few songs that can sometimes make me cry. It just reminds me of my boyfriend too much and how after perfect days we have to separate and go home and I don’t know, it just makes me sad? It also reminds me of Trainspotting and I’m like “hell yeah”.
Favorite lyrics:
“You made me forget myself
I thought I was
Someone else, someone good”
10. You’re a Million - The Raincoats
Onions: The Raincoats are amazing and I JUST REALIZED THEY HAD MORE THAN ONE ALBUM oh wow. I fell in love with every track on their self title. They’re magical. The lead singer’s voice is so unique, and the use of stringed instruments makes the music sound like it’s filled with heart and soul. It just sounds warm.
Favorite lyrics:
“You're a million and I've loved you
You're a million and I'm yours”
sorry this was late! but here ya have it!
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