Twice Upon a Ponte: 3/13 Pas de Deux
Pas de Duex - A dance of two
When Percy stepped into the coffee shop closest to Lincoln Center, he spotted a familiar mess of blonde curls carrying a black dance bag with the initials AEC monogrammed on the side. He smiled and listened carefully, confirming that she was still ordering. He slipped up next to her.
“Hers is on me,” he said, handing the barista his card. He started to order his own coffee, as Annabeth tried and failed to put her own card forward. The poor barista looked confused at how to proceed, but thankfully, Annabeth gave in, accepting the free coffee.
“You didn’t need to do that,” she said as they stepped back out into the cold New York winter, now with hot coffees to keep their hands warm.
“What kind of prince charming would I be if I didn’t buy you a coffee every once and a while?” Percy asked as they climbed the stairs to the studios.
“I don’t remember the ‘buying coffees’ part of the ballet. Or any fairy-tale for that matter,” Annabeth.
“Slaying a dragon, buying a coffee, it’s all the same thing really,” he said.
“Well, next time I see a dragon, I’ll be sure to throw a Starbucks gift card his way.”
Percy smiled and pulled the door open, stepping aside to hold it for her. “After you,” he said.
“Charming indeed.”
~
Percy wasn’t quite sure where he stood with Annabeth. The two of them plus Piper were enjoying their lunch break together, small talking and complaining about sore muscles and sewing pointe shoes. He was good at making her laugh, and she was able to keep up with his wit. They worked well together, but when they left the building for the day, well, that was the end of whatever new friendship they were building.
Percy laid on his bed, trying to decide if he should send Annabeth the link he’d found. It was a personality quiz: Which classic Barbie Movie Barbie are you? He didn’t know if she’d ever seen the comparisons of her to the animations. He didn’t even know if she’d ever played with Barbies. Annabeth was so intense sometimes she might have been the girl cutting their hair and pulling off their limbs.
He’d spent all day dancing with her, kissing her, and looking lovingly into her eyes, and now he didn’t even have the courage to send her a text message.
He texted Grover “ I think I forgot how to talk to women”
His best friend had met a girl his first week of college, and now they were married and living in some sustainable cabin near Lake George. Percy had always thought of himself as the suave-er of the two, but now here they were. Percy could spend all day surrounded by beautiful men and women and not have a date in over a year, and Grover could be happily married by 25.
Grover texted back soon after: “ have you tried ‘hey’”
He had not.
He went back to his texts to Annabeth. All their other messages were confirming rehearsal times or choreography. “ Hey ” he tried.
“ Hey” she texted back less than a minute later.
He smiled.
~
Percy was sore all over. It was a good kind of sore, the kind he only achieved six hours into an eight hour day, the kind that reminded him with every agonizing step up subway stairs that he got to work his dream job. It was also the kind that made him long for his bed, an ice bucket, and any music that wasn’t classical. With two hours to go, he was in fantasy land, imagining his couch, a Nina Simone record spinning on his mom’s old record player, and giving Estelle ten dollars to bring him whatever he wanted for the rest of the night so he never needed to stand up.
Outside, the sun had already set, meaning that the light of their rehearsal studio was pouring out into the city now. They were a few flights up, giving Percy a view of other buildings with their windows lit up. It would be cold when he stepped outside finally, freezing even. But in the studio, the air was hot. He was able to keep his breathing steady after so many long years of dancing, but the athletic component of dance never really let up. His skin was sweaty, and the air around him seemed to almost cling to his skin. There was a long V of sweat down the front side of Annabet’s rosy colored leotard. She’d cut her tights off at the knee, so the lower half of her legs were bare. He was sure tey both wanted to double over and take a long, deep, heaving breath. But they had fish dives to do.
When he and Annabeth parted from their final pose at the end of the act two pas de deux, Chiron concluded rehearsal with a single, solid clap.
Rehearsals had been going on for a month, and Percy felt he knew every step, every movement of the Prince deep in his bones. He hadn’t needed to think for a moment during the pas just then. Annabeth’s weight and balance was as familiar to him as his own. His muscles knew what to do, how to step and when. His body took over for his mind in those long minutes. And for as much as his muscles and lungs screamed for a break, they somehow found the will to carry on. His mind was empty of anything but pure joy as he danced. He felt excited to share it.
“Good work you two,” Chiron said first before going into some notes, some missed steps, moments where one of them wasn’t square or turned out properly, little things to keep working on. Annabeth smiled wide at him as they turned to leave the studio for the day. He could tell she was just as happy as he was. It was going to be great. “Get some rest,” Chiron told him. “Dress rehearsal starts next week.”
Dress rehearsals. They moved to the theater in a week, which meant the show went up in two weeks. Percy’s heart began to race as he realized how little time there was left with Annabeth.
Before Percy got the chance to tell Annabeth how great she had done that day, Piper ran up between the two of them, throwing one arm over either of their shoulders.
“You guys looked so good up there!” She said. “Have you gotten to try on your costumes yet? Because I tried mine on yesterday and it is gaudy, and borderline camp, and everything I’d want in a fairy,"
Annabeth snuck her way out from under Piper’s arm. “I tried on my act one costume yesterday. It’s the big pink tutu with roses on it,” Annabeth smiled fondly. “I looked like what every little girl imagines when they think ballerina.”
As opposed to all the other days, Percy thought, when you’re just a regular beautiful woman in a tutu.
~
Piper spotted him by the door on her way out. “You leaving Jackson?”
Percy shook his head. “In a minute. I’m walking to the subway with Annabeth,” he said.
“You two have prince and princess stuff to work out?”
“No, it’s just dark. Don’t want her walking alone.”
Piper tilted her head and pursed her lips. “Oh sure, and just let me die!” She said dramatically.
She was about to offer to walk her as well -- no reason it needed to be just him and Annabeth -- but Jason swooped out from some dark shadow and said “I can walk you, if you’re heading out now?”
Charming, Percy thought, as Piper graciously accepted her hand. Maybe he was developing some pathological aversion to blond men. Maybe he just didn’t like that Jason was a year younger and already more accomplished than he was. It had to be the blond thing.
Annabeth walked up to him a few minutes later. “You ready?” She asked as if he had been the one to take extra long to change.
“Always,” he said, holding the door open for her again.
The station nearest Lincoln center only ran the 1 and the 2, so most dancers rode it, even if it was only for a stop or two. Percy’s train went uptown, though, to 104th street, while hers went downtown to just fourth street. This meant that they could never wait for the trains together, and always had to say goodbye just beyond the turnstiles.
Despite the bitter cold air, and the way that New York streets became violent wind tunnels in the winter, Percy walked slowly, trying to blame his pace on their long rehearsal. Which wasn’t a lie. He couldn’t take off into a dead sprint right now if there had been a gun to his head, but still, he could have walked a little faster. But Annabeth seemed to be keeping pace.
“What a day,” she said. “Can’t believe it’s almost over.”
“I know,” it feels like we just started. Which, in many ways they had. The company had a set repertory, so they usually worked in condensed timelines, learning choreography quickly, and doing only a handful of performances before it was all over. Most ballets only got two or three weeks of rehearsal, if it was something the company did often. The length and intensity of a work like Sleeping Beauty meant the company needed more time. But despite the added weeks of rehearsal, their time together seemed to be flying by.
“How’d you end up all the way downtown?” Percy asked as he spotted the subway entrance across the street. They waited for the crossing signal, disputing the lack of cars. Percy fought his instincts to jay walk, staying glued on the sidewalk to soak in every stray moment he got.
The yellow of the street lights made her hair look even more golden, and the cold had turned her cheeks bright red. She turned towards him to answer his question, her gray eyes reflecting the lights. She pressed her lips together, resisting the urge to lick them to temporarily alleviate the chappedness. Percy’s lips were dry and chapped too, he knew. It didn’t stop him from wanting, more than anything, from leaning down in that moment and kissing her, forgetting his own question, and letting train after train leave the station before they even thought to move.
They’d kissed earlier that day. Six times in fact, running the awakening scene over and over. There was no way to fake a stage kiss. He knew, technically, what it felt like to kiss her, the same way he knew, technically, what it felt like to hold her waist, to have her body pressed close to his. But that wasn’t intimacy. It wasn’t real. It was his job. His mind and own sense of professionalism didn’t let him forget it or conflate the two. He knew what it felt like to put his lips against hers, the same way he knew what it felt like to hold onto her for a lift. He didn’t know what it felt like to kiss Annabeth. He suddenly felt desperate to know.
But she started to answer his question before he could find his courage.
“I liked the area,” she said, “and … Luke wanted to get out of midtown.”
“You're still in the same place, then?” Percy asked.
“Yeah, my name was on the lease. I didn’t really see a point in moving, once he left. It’s a good space,” she said, like she had something to prove to him. “He’s never tried to come back and bother me.”
“Would he?” Percy asked. He still didn’t know what happened between them, but despite all the fallout company-side he never assumed Luke would be the kind of man to show up at his ex’s house unannounced and unwelcomed.
But he saw a flicker of fear in Annnabeth’s eyes under the streetlights. The walk sign clicked on and she took off into the crosswalk.
“No,” she said, her voice wavering. “Anyway, I kicked him out. It would be pathetic for him to come back now.” She tried to smile, but Percy sensed her uncertainty. She fumbled in her wallet for her metrocard. He knew that false confidence that barely hid fear more than most did.
Percy took her hands in his, stopping them where they walked for a moment. She looked up at him, gray eyes wide. They’d never really touched outside of rehearsal. It seemed silly, Percy thought, to be so nervous about some hand-holding when they’d kissed six times today for rehearsal. But this was different, he knew it. He could feel it.
“Hey,” he said, his voice gentle. He knew what it was like to live with a cruel man, the embarrassment and shame of it, even after he was gone. In the years since Gabe died, he hadn’t heard his mother mention his name even once. But Gabe was ashes now; Luke wasn't. “It’s okay.”
“He’s in Portland,” she said, as if she was reminding herself more than telling him.
“And if he does show up again --” he stated.
Annabeth smiled and started down the stairs. “Oh yeah, what are you going to do about it, Twinkle Toes?”
“Oh big words from Ballerina Barbie,” Percy said.
Annabeth scoffed. “If I had a nickel for every time I heard that one, I could get Mattel to craft a Barbie in my own image.”
“Pretty sure they already do,” he said. It was meant to be jab, an insult. Instead, he’s pretty sure he just called her beautiful.
They went through the turnstiles, and were about to part ways when Percy found a little bit of courage. “Well, if you ever get tired of being alone and want a good home-cooked meal, my door is always open.”
“You cook?” She asked.
“A little, but really it’s my mom --”
“You live with your mom?” She asked suddenly. He couldn’t tell if there was judgment in her words. Most people usually did judge him, and he’d gotten used to rattling off defenses.
Percy blushed. “Not in a weird Greek tragedy way,” he said, before realizing that made it worse. “Yes, I do. I help pay for my sister’s school tuition in exchange,” he said. “Plus my mom makes the best chocolate chip cookies in the entire world, so …”
“Text me the details,” Annabeth said. “I’d love to join you guys.”
“I’ll save you some cookies,” Percy said.
“Alright, but remember, you’re the one who has to lift me.”
Percy was about to say something clever when the downtown train rolled in. “Shit!” Annabeth said taking off towards the train without so much as a goodbye.
Percy smiled. He’d just text her instead.
~
“So for your date tonight –“ his mom started.
“It’s not a date,” Percy protested. “It’s just Annabeth.”
“She’s coming all the way from downtown to meet you.”
“Well, yeah.”
“She’s staying for dinner.”
“Yeah.”
“You two are dancing together.”
“Mom!”
She held up her hands in surrender, before she asked him to pass him some spices.
“Seriously, though,” he said, “it’s not a date. If I had asked her out, our first date wouldn’t be in our apartment with you, Paul, and Stella around.” He stood at the counter, his back to her as he chopped the vegetables. “Besides, I don’t think she wants to be dating.”
“Well, I’ll still try not to embarrass you just in case,” she said.
“You know, it’d be great if you tried not to embarrass me at all ever,” he said.
She walked over and ruffled his hair. “I gave birth to you; I can embarrass you when and how I want. That’s the arrangement.”
“To be clear,” Percy said, “I did not ask to be born.”
~
Annabeth arrived half an hour before dinner started, and when Percy opened the door he watched her try to carefully stamp down a nervous expression. It was the Sunday before dress rehearsal, but he figured that wasn’t what was eating her.
“Hey!” He said, ushering her inside. “Glad you made it. Dinner should be ready soon.”
“Can I do anything to help?” She asked as Percy took her coat.
“No, my mom’s got a handle on it.”
She reached into her tote bag and pulled out a bottle of wine with a bow tied around it. “For you,” she said. “I um …” she stammered, “I didn’t know what else to bring.”
Percy took it graciously. He didn’t drink much at all, and never this close to shows. But his parents would probably enjoy it. “Thanks!” He said, trying to hide his excitement that Annabeth Chase was in his house. “Can I introduce you?” He asked, gesturing down the hallway towards the living room and kitchen.
He saw her try to hide a nervous swallow behind a taut smile. “Yeah, of course.”
“Are you okay?” He asked.
“Oh, I just haven’t met parents in a while. And they tend not to like me,” she said, wiping her palms on her jeans.
“Who wouldn’t like you?” Percy asked, trying to pack his words with sincerity.
“Ha, I think if it were up to Luke’s father, I’d be laboring in a penal colony right about now,” she said.
Percy had a hard time imagining any of had gone down with her and Luke was Annabeth’s fault in the end. Luke had always seemed rude and unkind to him -- charming when he needed to be, but in that obvious facade kind of way.
“Apple doesn’t fall far, then, does it?”
“Don’t get me started,” Annabeth said, her tone joking, but her eyes a serious shade of dark gray.
“Well, lucky for you, my parents are great,” he said, starting them down the hall.
“It smells like they cook great,” she said.
“It’s the day before dress rehearsal. My mom’s gotta make sure we’re fed,” he said.
~
The introductions had gone just about as well as they could have. Annabeth graciously offered to help, but Sally politely shooed her away, insisting she had it under control. Percy had texted a warning to Annabeth about Estelle a few days ago.
PERCY : She’s ten & a dancer. She’s desperate to go on pointe Expect a lot of fangirling and questions.
ANNABETH: she sounds sweet <3
Annabeth happily joined Percy and Stella, where she kindly took the time to explain when a girl could go on pointe, and what it felt like to dance in pointe shoes. She even answered all of Stella’s follow up questions about how long it took to learn certain steps, or how she broke in her shoes now. These were the burning questions Percy had either never been able to answer himself, or that, when he did answer, Stella didn’t believe simply because he’d never worn pointe shoes himself.
Estelle rattled off details of her own training, offering Annabeth anecdotes about what kinds of pre-pointe training they were doing, and what her dance teacher was telling her about her development. Annabeth smiled, really listening to the girl, and offering input when she had it.
Soon enough, food started arriving at the table. Percy jumped up to help, while gesturing to Annabeth to stay seated. “You’re the guest,” he said.
They piled plates with lasagna and vegetables, and Annabet shot Percy a glance that read: remember, you have to lift me tomorrow. He tried to communicate back, I’m pretty strong, I can handle it.
“So, Annabeth,” Sally asked. “Where are you from?”
She hesitated. “The whole Chase family is from Boston. Most of my cousins are up there, but I was born in Virginia. I moved to New York for SAB at 14, though, and I’ve been here ever since. And my dad and his family now live out in San Francisco. So, all over the place, really.”
“Over ten years in the city, I think we can call you a New Yorker at this point,” Paul said.
“Eh,” Percy teased. “Still sounds a bit southern to me.”
“Only when I’m angry,” Annabeth fought back.
“I hope you’re not angry at Percy too often,” Sally said.
Percy shrugged as if to say I’ve always earned it. Admittedly, he’d never actually been on the receiving end of Annabeth’s rage. He’d seen it sometimes, most recently frustration at Leo, the young dancer who’d been put into the Rose Adagio. “Pay attention!” She’d snapped, a slight Virginia accent on her vowels, after another disaster of a run through. Mr. D, the ballet master for that rehearsal simply said, “She’s right. Do it again.”
Any fights between him and her had been little more than playful bickering, far away from rehearsal space. There, they were good at working together. Even in bickering fights, though, he sometimes caught the tail end of something not-very-Yankee in her speech.
“At Percy? Never,” she said.
Sally smiled at Percy. He could read her face loud and clear: Not a date?
“They took you into the company pretty young, didn’t they?” Sally said, turning back to Annabeth.
She nodded. “I was sixteen.”
“One of the youngest in the company,” Percy boasted for her.
Annabeth nodded.
“Was that hard?” Paul asked. “I teach high schoolers, and I couldn’t imagine any of them being professional anythings right about now.”
“Yeah, it was … grueling. I was pretty mature at that point. I’d been living away from home for two years already, but balancing company life with trying to finish high school …” she trailed off. “I’m glad most dancers are taken into the company later. I guess everything worked out for me, but it wasn’t easy.”
“Have you ever fallen down?” Estelle blurted. Percy shot Annabeth a sympathetic glance, silently apologizing for his family’s prodding.
Annabeth just smiled. “On stage? Oh yeah.” Estelle just stared at her, waiting for her to tell the stories. “I’ve fallen a few times, I collided with a dancer once, I once tripped my way off stage. I was even dropped once.”
“Did Percy drop you?” Estelle asked.
“No,” Annabeth said.
“She specifically told me not to,” Percy said.
“You need to be told not to drop people?” Estelle asked, an obvious dig. He loved his sister, but she was not immune to middle school girl meanness. Percy made an immature face right back at her, and she stuck out her tongue mocking him. When he looked back up, Annabeth was smiling behind her hand at him.
“I was dropped at the end of Romeo and Juliet,” she said.
Percy remembered the story. It was one of his first big ballets in the corps, no longer an apprentice. Annabeth was twenty and a newly minted soloist, also in her first big role since promotion. Although where Percy was an unnamed party guest, she was thee Juliet. Beckendorf was her Romeo, and they had been doing a fantastic job. They were a few ballets in of the run at that point, and the one night:
“It was at the end, and Romeo has just found Juliet’s dead body,” Annabet explained. “He’s supposed to lift me and carry me down a few stairs, then dance with my lifeless body.” Estelle was listening closely, far more interested in Romeo and Juliet than Paul had ever gotten her to be. “And all of the sudden, I was falling down the stairs. But I was supposed to be dead, so I couldn’t open my eyes to see what had happened. But the music was still playing, so I just laid there and waited. Soon enough, I was being lifted and the dance started.”
Beck had slipped going down the stairs and sent both of them to the floor. Somehow, neither of them got seriously hurt in the process, and the dance was able to go on.
“But after that, Romeo and Juliet don’t leave the stage at all,” Annabeth said. “So we were just stuck on stage, not sure if we were going to be yelled at or fired, for twenty minutes. I still didn’t even really know what had happened.”
“Did you get fired?” Estelle asked.
“No,” Annabeth said, laughing a little, “Chiron loved it. He just said ‘I like it, keep it in.’ I guess from the audience it just looked like Romeo was so full of grief he couldn’t stand it.” She paused. “One of the ballet masters explained that he couldn’t just have dancers dropped every night. Someone would get hurt. So we never did it again.”
Only Annabeth and Beckendorf could fall so gracefully Chiron would consider changing the choreography, Percy thought. He hoped some of her grace might finally rub off on him.
Estelle took in the details of the story, before turning to Percy. “So how many times have you fallen?” She asked. Percy knew the answer was three, he remembered every one and thought about them all in the small hours of the morning when he was reliving his greatest mortifications.
“Well, I’ve fallen so much I’ve lost count,” he told her.
“Yeah, you would,” she said.
“Give your brother a little more credit,” Annabeth said. “He’s one of the best.”
“Then City Ballet must be in really bad shape,” she said.
~
“Could you make my hair look like yours?” Estelle asked as dessert wrapped up.
Annabeth touched her blonde curls, before looking at Estelle’s straight black hair. “Like mine?”
“The twist you do! I’ve seen rehearsal pictures. My mom only knows how to do the bun.”
Annabeth looked a little relieved and smiled. “Sure, we’ll need some bobby pins and a hair brush,” she said.
Estelle bolted from the table, and Annabeth took that as her cue to follow. A moment later, Percy heard them in the bathroom, calling his name.
“You ask him, he’ll do what you tell him,” he heard Estelle say to Annabeth, trying and failing to keep her voice low.
“Could you help us with something?” Annabeth asked.
Estelle was right though, and he stood from the table. “Not sure how I could help with a hair problem.”
A moment later, he was standing behind his sister, holding a hand mirror, so she could see the back of her head as Annabeth worked. Annabeth walked her through how she twisted her hair, gathering it at the nape of her neck, before looping it around two of her fingers, and simply twisting up.
“Alright,” Annabeth said, dropping the hair. “You try.”
It took her a few tries to really get a hang of the movements, and Annabeth offered feedback where she could -- “Pull tighter,” “twist slower.”
Soon enough though, Stella had a pretty good twist. “That looks great!” Annabeth said. She tucked the loose ends of Stella’s hair into the twist, before she started to pin it. “Pin it until you’re pretty sure it’s not going anywhere.”
“It’s just pins?” Stella asked.
Annabeth nodded. “That’s why I like it. It’s classic, elegant. But super easy. Next time I’m here, I’ll show you how we do the Balanchine buns for performances.”
“You have special buns?” She asked. Annabeth made an mmhum noise as she hair sprayed their hard work in place. “Percy never tells me anything.”
~
After a cumulative few hours of charming Sally and entertaining Estelle with ballet stories, Estelle was finally sent to her room (with a fair few complaints about it), and Sally and Paul retired as well.
“It was so lovely to meet you Annabeth,” Sally said. “Come over whenever you want, and make sure Percy sends you home with some leftovers.”
She and Percy sat down on the couch, finally alone. “I’ll head out soon,” she said, “I wouldn’t want to keep you up for too long.”
Percy looked at the TV clock. It was only nine. Estelle had been sent to her room conspicuously to give Percy some time with Annabeth alone, and his parents had done the same. He could hear Estelle loudly watching YouTube videos on her iPad in protest. “Hang out as long as you want,” he said.
“Your little sister is --”
-- a bit much?” Percy said.
“She’s sweet. I never get to tell old ballet stories, it was nice.” Annabeth broke off a part of a blue cookie. “Can I ask about the color?”
“Old inside joke with my mom. The stepdad before Paul told my mom there weren’t any blue foods. We decided to prove him wrong whenever we could,” he explained. It was a little act of rebellion for the two of them, something Gabe pretended to not care about or even notice, but those blue cookies and bags of blue candies, for a while, meant everything to Percy.
“And we like Paul?” She asked.
“Oh Paul is the best. That dorky dad thing he’s got going on isn’t just an act to charm dinner guests,” Percy said, biting into his own cookie. “He and my mom got married when I was fourteen, right before I started at the school. He paid for most of it. Huge improvement from Gabe who said he wouldn’t pay for any ‘fairy boy bullshit.’”
Annabeth frowned, her brows knit together. “That was the other stepdad? The no-blue-foods one?”
“Yeah,” Percy said. He didn’t want to think about Gabe too much, but he opened the door himself. “He’s gone now. He died. We used his life insurance to get a better place, and it covered my lessons at a better dance studio than the local YMCA.”
“How old were you?” Annabeth asked. “When he …”
“Thirteen, about,” Percy said. “I’d been dancing for less than a year at that point.”
“I always forget how old you were when you started,” Annabeth said. Percy just shrugged.
“What about you, are you close with your family?” He asked. He didn’t need her to recount her career. She’d covered enough of it tonight, and what little she hadn’t shared, Percy knew already.
She laughed at his question. “No, my stepmom was thrilled to pay for my ballet classes because the more I danced, the less time I spent in her house. They couldn’t wait to ship me off to New York at fourteen, and I was happy to go.” She paused. “They moved to San Francisco when I was sixteen. Just sent me an email one day about moving, asking if there was anything I wanted them to ship to me. Told me I had a week before they were out of the house.” She laughed coldly. “I was so spiteful at sixteen I told them that whatever I hadn’t taken with me to New York I didn’t want.”
“That sucks,” Percy said. Annabeth just shrugged. “Did you have anyone to help you?”
“Oh yeah, I mean --” she cut herself off. “I … Chiron was understanding. And I had the company girls.”
Percy doubted that she had the company girls. He remembered that for years girls and women in the company hated Annabeth and her success. Jealousy wasn’t uncommon in companies.
“Well that’s good,” Percy said noncommittally.
“Yeah, and before long, I mean, Luke was a friend for a little while,” she didn't look at him. “I know it didn’t work out, but he was really important to me for a long time.”
Percy nodded. His dyslexia wouldn’t let him do the easy math in his head, so he chose to just trust her that he was nothing but a friend until she was older. They were coworkers, after all.
Annabeth cleared her throat, trying to change the subject quickly. “So how’d you end up doing dance at 12?” She asked.
“I was kicked out of basketball,” Percy said. “I was a troubled, angry kid a lot of the time.” He didn’t tell her that he’d punched a kid who was bullying his friend Tyson for having down syndrome. His coach had just looked at him, exhausted, and said Just go home Percy, just go home.
“I needed something to do in the afternoons. Had to avoid my stepdad as long as possible. And dance had a spot.”
He smiled at the memory of his first few classes as he told her. “I didn’t have shoes when I started, and it was a week before my mom got paid. The teacher found a spare pair of shoes for me. They were a size too big and pink, but I wore them until they didn’t fit anymore. My mom had to sew up where my big toe had broken through. My teacher was great. She really saw something in me that no one else did. She pushed me to get into a better training program, and helped me get scholarships for it.”
Really, Percy wouldn’t have gotten anywhere without Miss Hestia. She got through to him, finally offering the encouragement no coach or teacher ever had before. Dance was something he’d never experienced before. When he actually started paying attention and trying his best, he found it quieted all the noise in his head. His ADHD energy was refocused on learning combinations, his anxieties about his home life melted away. For an hour every few days, there was nothing else but dance. Even at home, he could hide in his room, slip on his shoes, use his dresser as a barre, and play music in his head.
“Dance kept me out of a lot of trouble. When I got to ballet class, it was this quiet room with piano music, and no one was talking to each other. We all just plie’d in peace, and it was just so nice. I realized that if I put a lot into ballet, I’d get a lot out of it. So, I started to practice every night, and after six months, my teacher told my mom that I had to be in a better program if I wanted to be a better dancer, because she really believed that I could go the distance.”
He still spoke to Miss Hestia, and got her tickets to every ballet he was in. She was there every time.
Annabeth nodded. “I know how you feel. I mean, not exactly. I know I had a lot of help. A lot of money really. But, even just those nine months away from the company were agony.”
“Why’d you leave then?” Percy asked. He always assumed she just needed a break.
“Avoiding the fallout,” she said simply. “Mostly recovering from the breakup and injury.” Percy nodded, still not really clear on what she meant, but not wanting to push it any further. “But I actually spent the last few months back in Virginia at the youth company I grew up in. I did some choreography, led some classes, and kept up with my own training. It was nice to get out of the city for a while.”
“Can’t stay away from dance for too long,” Percy said.
“No, I hardly know how to take a break. If I’m lucky I sneak away one weekend every summer for a trip to the beach.”
“Long Island?” Percy asked.
“Jersey Shore,” she said back.
“Ew.”
“It’s nice!”
“It’s New Jersey!” She rolled his eyes at his indignation. “This summer, I’ll take you to Montauk beach.”
“Well, then I’ll take you to the Jersey Shore,” she said.
“Deal,” he held out his hand. They shook on it.
~
They stayed up talking and enjoying a few too many cookies for another hour. When Annabeth caught a flash of the time, 10:15p.m., She gasped.
“I had no idea how late it was getting,” she said, standing up. “I should head home and let you get some rest.”
“Do you want me to come with you on the subway?” Percy offered. “It’s getting late and you’ve got a long train ride.”
Annabeth shook her head and smiled. “Charming as always. I’ll just call an Uber,” she said, taking out her phone.
Percy nodded, picking up the tray of cookies. “Sounds good. I’m sending you home with at least half of these, though, or else my mom will kill me.”
Annabeth smiled. “If I don’t fit into my costume, I’m telling Silena that it’s your fault.”
Percy placed a few cookies in a zip-lock bag and handed it to her. “I’m sure you’ll be fine,” he said. “Drop a few of these off at the costume shop, and she's guaranteed to forgive you.”
She zipped up her coat and forced her hat onto her head. Before she could say goodbye, Percy slipped on his jacket and shoes. “Let me walk you out,” he said.
~
They stood on the curb waiting for her car as snow started to fall. Percy looked up at the sky and smiled, watching the flurries fall in the light of the streetlamps. It was starting to stick to the cars, and by the morning the city would be covered in a pure white blanket, pristine and new.
“Thank you, again, Percy, for such a great night,” she said.
“Anytime, seriously. My door is always open.” He was suddenly very aware of how close they were standing and how beautiful he thought she was. There were times where he thought his crush on her was maybe just the result of admiration for her dancing. He thought that, maybe if he got to know her, he wouldn’t like her as much outside of the studio. But not after tonight. They were friends. He was sure of it.
Her Uber pulled up. “Annabeth?” the driver asked. Annabeth double checked the license plate number before confirming. She turned back to Percy to say a final goodbye.
That would have been the perfect moment to kiss her, as she stood under the snow, looking up at him, the yellow light of the streetlamp bouncing off her blonde hair. rehearsal kisses didn’t count. This would be an “I like you” kiss, a “let me take you out to dinner” kiss, it could be a wonderful, earth-shattering, life changing kiss.
But that kiss would ruin everything. Instead, he tried to memorize the way her eyes looked, and the way snow stuck to her eyelashes, and the way she waved goodbye to him from the window of her Uber.
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