while I've been opening up more, allowing myself to be vulnerable and rejecting shame, I still find it extremely difficult, if not impossible, as a chubby trans man, to imagine someone loving me. The lack of media and artistic representation of trans men being loved is not insignificant to this. I cannot name a single book, movie, tv show, song, or other form of media (except visual art such as paintings) that explicitly depicts a trans man experiencing love. If there is clearly a lack of romantic sentiment towards trans men, why should I think I would be privy to such experiences? Why would I look at myself, someone who I am trying so hard not to hate, and think another person could look at me and see someone worth their heart?
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EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK, EVIL MARK!!! I want to be coherent about this season but please picture me foaming at the mouth and running on the walls. S2 being what if Mark's just like his Dad? Insanity. I love this show. Anyways, AU where an Evil!Mark tries to make Our!Mark worse, and Our!Mark tries to make the other better. Something something confronting your idea of the worst version of oneself. Plus, tweaked black and yellow costume because I saw it and immediately went murder hornet lookin' ass and knew I had to draw it. Evil ass Mark. Horrible. I think he should be dragged kicking and screaming into redemption.
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myth of the bare palm
text:
Our kind used to be hulking things of feathers and claws,
more gods than animals, roaming the snowed planes endless,
until we found each others
and in jubilant relief reached out
claws retracting,
feathers shedding,
so the moment of contact branded heat against bare skin.
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... is having marlene have a thing for the virgin mary going too far?
IN MY DEFENCE there's a whole cult of the virgin from the medieval period where they write slutty poems about her SO blame them for this
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When you love a lamb / you hold its neck while you bleed it. / Cain raises his arms & pleads: / ‘Close your eyes.’
― After Abel, Dante Émile
Hockey Poetry Post 58/?
(Photo credit: Jeff Vinnick, Derek Cain, Kevin Light)
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based off of this amazing mccann primer by @yamball (!!)
(x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x)
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it's so fucked up whenever i think about the fact that some people don't live anywhere near a mountain range. people are alive rn who have never seen a mountain. literally incomprehensible to me mountains are integral to my life and when im in an environment without them for too long i start feeling like a mouse in a big open field waiting for hawks to arrive
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