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wheredidalltheusersgo · 7 months

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TW: Blood, gore, impalement

Ouch.

#total drama #td geoff #angst #tw gore #tw blood #tw impalement #made this in an hour of despair #and I felt overall terrible #but this is the best shading I've ever done in my life #my art #tw eyestrain

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vdshakh · 4 months

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Home is where my cat is 🐈‍⬛

#I made this render for 4 days due to a blackout. In Ukraine we have 4 hours of electricity a day and things are getting worse #all I feel for the last 3 years is despair. Please donate at least a little to Ukraine if you can #And remember that there are no small donations #Thank you for your time #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 render #ts4 simblr #sims #sims 4 #sims 4 screenshots #sims 4 render #sims 4 edit #my sims #my screenshots #the sims 4 #simblr #txt

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violetstrations · 9 months

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[ID: a digital painting framed like a photo taken by Xander Matthews from danganronpa despair time. It takes place before the series, inside a house with party streamers and balloons. He’s wearing a black shirt and fingerless gloves, smiling as he adjusts his neck shawl. In the background is David Chiem, who’s in a cyan turtleneck, smiling sleepily, giving a peace sign to the camera. His hair is messy. Teruko Tawaki, wearing a green jacket with a red inner fabric over a black shirt and green skirt, makes bunny ears on his head, giggling. Mai Akasaki, wearing a white shirt, hangs on her shoulder. Her face is smeared and obscured. The artist’s signature is on top of her. End ID]

a redraw of an older piece I did in July ! I'm having fun with my lineless art :]

original drawing is below the cut if you wanna see it

[ID: a digital drawing similar to the previous painting, with the characters wearing slightly different clothes and far more party streamers hanging off the ceiling. End ID]

I still like this one quite a bit :3

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jumioxox · 1 year

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drdttober day twelve - traditional clothing

#drdt #danganronpa despair time #drdttober #drdttober2023 #drdttober 2023 #hu jing #i passed out for 6 hours this evening are you proud everyone #11:50 BABEY #i did my best to see if this was culturally appropriate (in the like 20 min i had to check) so i THINK this is ok but i’m not chinese #so like. LMK IF IM VIOLATING ANYTHING!! Pls #other than that #i apologize for the lower quality in these past few days! iva had a lot more overtime and was also sick for a while so my sleep schedule #is. fine #(lie)#it’ll hopefully get better soon sorry again #i’m planning on doing a drdt general post towards after october ends as like a review thing #i’ll probably include like my favorite piece that i made #least favorite #ect #i’ll explain more there! thank you for reading these tags #often times i want to talk in the original posts too. but like. i’m keeping up the #format so..

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hyakunana · 2 years

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The Dark Future - Chapter 1 - Family Line

Watch me fulfill my own demise promise when I claimed to adapt one of my favorite lore books into a monthly comic series if I dropped Vex Mythoclast before the 100th VoG conclusion.

Enjoy!

EDIT: Link to the PT-BR version (link para a versão PT-BR)

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #bungie #destiny art #the dark future #exo stranger #elisabeth bray #elsie bray #ana bray #anastasia bray #comics #comic adaptation #comic portfolio #fanart #actually my promise was made hours before the weekly reset so it was like 'if i drop vex before the reset i'll do it' and then i did...#on my 93th run... you see i was in despair #me: if i cant get vex by luck i'll do it through my bad luck //hacks the universe to screw myself but different #important reminder: this is an adaptation so pls excuse some artistic choices if you dont agree - thats how my mind plays the lore #i mean- when i dont make it funny by playin mii theme on the background #for more details check my previous df comic where i was tryin to be funny with a sad plot #cracking stasis during a moment of anxiety and hinting desire for a family is my jam asdfghj #i absolutely adore DF lore much bc of full elsie's pov and her thoughts that tragically cant be well translated into pics #//cryin over the 'all the time / not really' passage while I beign to work on chap 2 #so I really hope I did some decent justice in this adaptation and for the following chapters as i work through #special thanks for the community people behind the 3d model archive bc no way i would draw that many NTTE #yknow what would be hella nice? comments here or on rb tags or inbox or twitter or anywhere but COMMENTS IM THIRSTY #i really wanna hear if my efforts are worth it! so yea pls dont shy away!

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a-blip-of-billdip · 1 month

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are you normal or do you cry for the entire 30 minute drive back from work over billdip?

#straight up sobbing #idek why i was so sad i was just straight up depressed #like literally that bone chilled level of depressed where it's like youre in a black hole of despair #like debated going into oncoming traffic for a small second #They are like Klance if VLD was an early 2010s show #they were made for eachother but the creators refuse to publically admit it #and they go out of their way to actively shit on the people who do ship it.#anyway #im gonna stare at my billdip wip docs for like half an hour before i just pass out from exhaustion #wish me luck #I WANT TO ITERATE THAT I WAS NOT SAD ABOUT THE CURRENT STATE OF THE BILLDIP FANDOM #i was just sad about them as a ship in general. they are universal to me. they transcend time and space

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myonmukyuu · 1 year

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Today's markers #6

They are gals being pals...

This is also my first bigger one!!

#i smudged some lead on ayumu's face and it like made the entire shadow darker than it shouldve #and fell into a pit of despair for hours #love live #my art #setsuna yuki #ayumu uehara #setsuayu #copic markers #myon's marker training arc

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curiosity-killed · 7 months

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not included here is the part where our graphic designer asked for my feedback and then told me i have bad taste in design. so

ALT under cut

[ALT ID: A horizontal comic in 13 panels showing the progression of the artist's day. The first panel shows them in a blazer and smiling, thinking, "Yay, I'm going to have a nice lil' in-person work morning and then, be done with work, go to a cool show, and have all night free!" The next 4 panels show time progressing as the person goes through various video and in-person meetings, all labeled "Stressful meeting." The fifth panel shows them in a car while the driver looks back angrily and is labeled, "working in uber while driver gets mad that I changed the addressed (I did not)." Panels 6-8 show them in various positions working in a theatre lobby before the show, during the intermission, and during the show. Panels 9-12 are labeled 4:30 PM, 6 PM, and 7:30 PM and largely obscured by a final panel labeled 8 PM, in which the artist is sitting in front of multiple monitors and turning back with a frown to say "I was supposed to have the afternoon off."]

#like an hourly comic but in the bad corporate way #anyway the usher was nice #and when i at one point cast my hands up in despair/rage started laughing and was like ''is that a prayer?'' and then helped me sneak back #into the theatre to watch the rest of the show #and my one coworker did eventually rescue me from excel hell #but still. i put this PTO block on my calendar a week ago.#i didn't get to take monday off because of this shitshow client #and now i have FULLY made up/not actually gotten to take my 4 hours off today #and i am. Upset #my doodles

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xx-vergil-xx · 2 years

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ch. 37 teaser – road trip shenanigans

#hounds #the sandman #dreamling #dream of the endless #hob gadling #matthew (the sandman)#delirium of the endless #despair of the endless #I would tag this zac brown band's chicken fried but then again #finally got a free hour to work tonight #behold: the fruits of my labors #road trip nonsense and terrible country music #but fr wrote a scene tn that was so like plainly visualized in my head it made me twisty inside #and it made it onto the page and I'm very happy #also inching ever closer to a bit I desperately wanna get to which is the return of one of my true best beloveds #which I think will be in this ch if intermediary things don't meander and get too wordy #this ch also features a waffle house #and patsy cline #excited to share it when it's done #in the meantime all my love <3 #sleepy tired going to bed #gnight <3

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asinglesock · 1 month

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just realized my fatal flaw and the great struggle of possibly the rest of my life. while watching a cdrama.

#a sock speaks #local construction #fundamentally I lack the confidence needed to be a writer or a teacher #on the one hand I can't brazen my way out of this by pretending to be confident. I need to actually have the knowledge and skills I claim.#on the other hand I can't just say I'll be confident once I have more knowledge and experience. I have a master's degree!#I want to get more school but more school on its own will not fix this #I've let opportunities pass by because I was depressed. I didn't see how I could be enough for them.#or I was too tired (because I was depressed)#but sometimes it's bc I'm not sure if trying would make things better or worse (that one's on the OCD more than depression)#it makes sense that I lack confidence because of inexperience. but I can only gain experience by going for it. doing things badly is good.#it makes sense that I'm scared to face criticism. I've faced my whole community against me.#I've been stuck at someone's house debating scripture for hours with a migraine and no food. I think that was mildly traumatic for me.#but in most cases I am physically safe and the physical fear is irrational. I can work on this with some gentle exposure therapy.#but I need to bring together the effort to organize my thoughts and the bravado to hold my ground in an argument #and I can only build up this confidence with practice. I need to write. I need to do public speaking.#I'd need a platform for speaking (I'd hate to do a podcast or vlog but it'd be good for me)#but I should write! why am I not writing more? I need to write. writing is the way forward #several years ago I was in such deep despair with life that in order to survive I told myself #that I just had to survive. I didn't have to achieve anything or prove myself in any way as long as I stayed alive #and I went to grad school in Georgia not because I saw a path to a career in biblical studies but because school made me want to be alive #(extremely bizarre case of grad school not being the problem. I know.)#I know I missed a lot of benefits I could've had if I'd been mentally healthy when I went. but it's okay because it kept me going #I can go back to school or not go back. do biblical studies or do something else. I don't have big expectations for myself #but as my mental health improves it occurs to me that I COULD do more if only I believed it was worth the effort #I don't need to fear failure when the alternative was not even attempting it #I need to write. I need to write. I need to write.#I'm thinking I might start a newsletter or blog or something. some Bible stuff and some church/social commentary. just kind of open ended.

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solomon-tozer · 2 years

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Reasons why Goodsir is Unlikely to have initially Inspired Confidence amongst the Ratings

Least experienced medical professional

Not a weathered naval man

Is the one to perform autopsies (no one wants to be cut open after death!)

Autopsied John Hartnell wrong

Was with David Young when he died screaming out in fear

Undermined the confidence the men got from Des Voeux's 'shoot it in the head and carve it up for supper' with his worrisome 'and if it's not alone?'

Couldn't save Silna's father (and wanted to try. See also: racism)

Made the men put the charms back, which were later realised to be probably quite important

Wanted a chaperone lol get a load of this guy he's scared of a bear

Chose to go to Terror with Silna rather than stay with the majority of men on Erebus (also after spending a lot of time with her)

Was the one who took over feeding Jacko, who died in agony not long after

Energy full of panic/not as practiced at hiding uneasiness or concern from the crew/not as stoic

#the terror amc #harry goodsir #my shit #my meta #.#terror meta #obviously he's a very understandable character to the audience #but just... what if we were one of the crew?#he's so other and not-very-military-at-all #but then he survived carnivale so that was lucky and they know they need him #his kindness is probably more reassuring later on #but also idk maybe his not being a 'proper doctor' made some despair #i'm just rambling don't mind my thoughts #so many of them but it's 9am i've been awake 3 hours and am exhauted now #disclaimer that there are very few points i ever stand by as hard immutable fact i'm just toying with things in my brainmush #canon is there to be stretched and squeezed and squished like some fun putty #also was thinking to start with about why he's kinda 'unlucky' re the autopsy fuckups and people dying under his care #honourable mention to my most favourite part of the book with the collins stuff #okay i'm going to nap

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despairforme · 1 year

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How do ya know if green apples are ripe?

#[ like you care if it's ripe or not you eat everything and anything ]#[ HELLO GUYS ]#[ i still have some lingering fever but you know what? i'm gonna ignore it LOL ]#[ i wanna spend the day with HIM ]#[ later on i'm gonna edit a process video of my artwork of him through the years ]#[ collected 260+ pieces yesterday 8) ]#[ made me realize that i used to draw A LOT MORE ]#[ but to be fair to myself that was back when i put 0 effort into my art ]#[ and i could finish something in like 20 min ]#[ now it takes hours ]#[ ANYWAYS i'm !! hyped to write today! ]#[ hope you're all doing good! ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.

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pepprs · 1 year

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i feel like i need to have another therapy session (with a different therapist) to process the therapy session i just had lmfaoooo

#purrs #it’s been an hour and ivd kinda calmed down from it now but…. wow. the despair and terror i was feeling there for a second. not bc of #anything my therapist did / said that was wrong or anything it was just the things we talked abt and like. being made aware of how #absolutely fucked my entire family situation is. the generational / hereditary trauma and the way idk if i can ever heal from it 😍😍😍😍😍😍

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leucoratia · 1 year

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I just finished watching the 2022 adaptation of All quiet on the western front and holy shiiiiit guys another movie that just changed me fundamentally

#like i'm pretty knowledgeable about ww1 and desensitised to violence so its not necessarely the content that hit but. wow.#the way this movie was shot and orchestrated is flawless #the loss of innocence. the camaraderie. the pain. the despair.#so perfectly encapsuled in two hours of pure misery #its not a faithful adaptation of the book but man. i dont even care it was beautifully horrific #i finished watching it 1h ago and have not made a sound or moved from the bed since #everything seems so far away #really shook me to my core. incredible piece of media #I'm so so sad about Kat #all quiet on the western front #id love to talk about it forever #lu speaks

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lucyvaleheart · 9 months

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#delete later #hey haven't made a vent post in a while that's gotta be a good thing right #I dunno. got an appt in like a month and hopefully that'll fix me but until then......#...sigh. tw for heavy shit for the rest of this don't read on unless you can manage with that kinda thing #is it like. nights? does my brain just shut down any level of dopamine response at night? is that it?#cuz fuck I spiral so fast. not 5 hours ago I was on cloud 9 cuddling a cute girl I may or may not have a-#anyway #now it's midnight.#and I just kind of want to carve my self awareness out of my body like a cancerous growth #and never be aware again #loneliness and jealousy and despair and self hatred and my god I can't really think of anything negative I *don't* feel #i just want it to stop #i wanna stop hurting every time I see them being so intimate with someone else I've already been rejected I need to get the fuck over mysel #ugh #I......#i usually try to keep these vague cuz I know people follow me and despite my best efforts do tend to read these #part of me wants that? that cry for help I guess? some way to reach out without having to be vulnerable #on the other hand I don't want to guilt anyone or to make anyone feel bad for being happy cuz that's toxic as fuck #I.... I don't fuckin know I'm just kind of rambling now.#....I'll be fine eventually #maybe #god I can't even say that for certain anymore huh #what do i even do why can't i see the solution anymore #all that's there is 'stop feeling x emotion' and thats just not a reasonable thing to expect myself to be capable of #you can't just turn off your emotions as much as I wish I could #.......want to be held close and touched a lot and told it'll be ok and complimented and. wanted #want to be wanted.#.....sigh #.......i am wanted. I know I am. I know so many people want my attention that it's nearly impossible to keep up #so what the fuck is my deal why do I still want it so bad? what isn't clicking? why doesn't it fucking work

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closedrop · 1 year

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I am out of ideas for what to post here so uh have a cake that I made for my birthday this year

I don’t think I’ve actually ever posted any of the cakes I’ve made on here. I think out of all the ones I’ve designed this one might’ve turned out the best, just my luck huh?

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