#male witch lockscreen

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𓆩⟡𓆪 pairing: jeno x fem!reader

𓆩⟡𓆪 word count: 1.6k

𓆩⟡𓆪 themes: angst, breakup

𓆩⟡𓆪 warnings: cursing, cheating

𓆩⟡𓆪 suza’s note: can i just say i’m proud of this one…

𓆩⟡𓆪 requested by some of you!

𓆩⟡𓆪 this is an additional part 2 of jeno’s texts in “when will you leave me?” post, but it also works as a separate oneshot if you don’t want to read the texts.

It hurt.

Your heart, your mind, your body. No part of you was able to keep itself strong, to have any kind of energy to be. You were tied to your bed, sinking into the cold sheets with each move like a lifeless animal on its last breath. The breath that hurt so much, grabbing your sore heart and squeezing it violently as you shut your eyes with tears down your cheeks because no matter where you looked, Jeno was there.

The sheets you were lying in wore the scent of his musky cologne. Most of the pictures on your wall were with him, of him, or the moments spent with him. Hell, even the wrinkled t-shirt you were wearing was his. But the worst of all, you only had him in your mind.

No matter where you went and what you did, he followed you like a spell that had to be undone by a witch to let go. In a way, he did put a spell on you—the moment that caused all of this replayed in your head like a broken record, mocking you ruthlessly until you begged on your knees to stop this madness.

The words you’d never imagined to hear, the situation you’d never imagined to happen.

It was a pretty day. Clouds formed what you could call a shadow of blinding sunlight dodging the skyscrapers to reach and lit up your face. A perfect day to surprise Jeno.

You did most of it almost automatically, like a routine. A takeout from his favorite restaurant in one hand and a bag filled with your clothes and skincare products in the other; everything needed for a sleepover.

After three years of calling yourself boyfriend and girlfriend, you were bound to have some sort of security in your relationship and maybe even further and more serious plans for the future. Jeno had suggested first to add your fingerprint to the doorlock of his apartment. You didn’t mind not having it before, but the offer made you smile. It sounded like the next, although tiny, step in your relationship.

You unlocked the door and entered quietly, hoping he wouldn’t be anywhere near the entrance. Just as you were about to put the bags down and take your shoes off, you heard two familiar male voices, but the words were more distant than ever.

“Wait, so you cheated?” Mark asked, voice cracking slightly.

The silence was excruciatingly long. Your heart froze, bruising with each second passing.

“We talked, then she kissed me.” Another pause, shorter, yet more damaging. “It was good… I felt something I never felt with her.”

Her.

He couldn’t even say your name properly.

You were a fool. A stupid, hopeless, desperate fool.

You were now just her, yet you still waited and hoped for him to reach out to you, explain himself, and apologize.

You damned yourself over and over and over again. You were the one who got hurt. Why did you want him back if he stabbed you right in the heart and twisted the knife inside?

Why did you want a cheater back?

Those words wouldn’t leave your mind even for a moment, trapping you in a self-pitying bubble that was too strong and too painful to break through.

You checked the time on your phone. It was still early afternoon, but time wanted to torture you, slowing down and rolling at its own distorted pace to make sure you took a hit with every thought that crossed your mind. Your phone was dry. The only notifications were a daily reminder from a mobile game you haven’t played for a good week and a text from Jaemin you were not ready to deal with yet. Swiping your fingers on both, your eyes clung to the lockscreen for a moment. Just yesterday you would smile looking at it; you and Jeno, beaming to the camera in a cat cafe. He was always so sweet, then he decided to ruin you in the worst way possible. You opened settings, quickly changing the photo to something that would sting your soul a little less. Now it was an old photo of your family dog that never liked you that much to begin with, but dislike was still better than betrayal.

The doorbell sound rang in your ears, forcing you to get up from your bed. You dragged your feet on the cold floor and made your way to the door. Your hand reached for the handle, opening it slowly, not expecting anyone. The sight knocked you down more than any bullet ever could.

Na Jaemin with a firm frown and behind him, the reason for it all.

Lee Jeno.

You wondered if this was how you’d looked like when you’d found out. Eyes glued to the floor, hunched back, arms limp, head down… Did you also look so lost, like the ground was sweeping from under your feet brutally slowly, letting you fall and bruise your body, letting your body take the damage for your mind? Did you also crumble to the ground, looking for any steady thing to hold onto, because hope wasn’t one of those things anymore?

You’d thought you would feel if you saw him. You imagined yourself over a hundred times screaming your lungs out at him, ripping the skin away from his bones, ending his world just like he ended yours.

You should’ve been mad. You should’ve grabbed him by his hoodie and torn him apart to pieces. You should’ve made his heart bleed slowly and painfully, blood dripping on the floor one by one, drip, drip, drip until he was drowning in it. You should’ve ripped your throat yelling every insult you could think of into his face.

You were static. No screams, no cries, no choked-up laughs. You just looked at him, trying to meet his eyes for once. You wanted to get into his arms, cry into his chest, silently blame him for all the pain he had caused. You wanted to understand, but you have never wanted his pain. You have never wanted him to be the same wreck you were now, because nothing hurt more than seeing someone you love being hurt.

“I’m sorry for bringing him,” Jaemin glared at his friend, “but I think he needs to explain himself. It’s better for both of you if you do it immediately.”

Jaemin bowed his head to you, eyes softening in a mix of pity and compassion when he looked at you. He didn’t say anything more, opting to leave you both alone with no choice but to face the inevitable.

“I’m sor-”

“Take your things please.”

Serenity was the look on his face when his eyes met yours. It was clear, clearer than the day you’d found out, that he already knew and expected.

“You won’t even let me explain?”

“Get inside and take your things.”

You didn’t want to let him talk. If you did, your mind would listen to your heart and you would let him stay a little longer.

You watched him get past you into your apartment, muscle memory leading him to your bedroom. You followed him, but stayed at the door. He was quick to start shuffling around your room, taking any belongings of his he could see.

Jeno had always been careful. Those little details you forgot about, like leaving your jewelry in your bathroom after showering or losing your phone somewhere in the sheets every time the alarm went off, Jeno had never missed out on. He almost knew you better than you knew yourself. He knew how to wound you and he still did it, even adding salt to it, making sure the suffering was obvious.

You watched him throw his clothes into the bag he’d once left at your place, arms crossed and a sour frown on your dried face. His back was facing you, thankfully, because you wouldn’t be able to say the things you wanted to his face without shattering your soul entirely.

“I thought I knew you,” you started. Jeno halted his movements, but didn’t turn around, “I thought you were…” the one? No. You wouldn’t say it to him now, he didn’t deserve to know. Choking the tears inside, you continued, fists turning into stone, knuckles white, hiccups turning into venom on your tongue, “You were so casual saying it… You don’t even regret it, do you? You don’t fucking care. You never did.”

Jeno’s voice was hoarse, barely audible even in the uncomfortable silence. “I did.”

A scoff and a single laughter. “No. If you did, you would think about me at that moment. You would think about hurting me, you would care about me, but you didn’t. You don’t care… You know what? Nevermind. Leave, Jaemin will take your shit.”

The bag dropped on the floor with a thud. No words were said anymore, nothing needed to be said; it was over. You met Jeno’s eyes for the last time, stone cold, as if you were a burden or a meaningless obstacle on his way. His shoulder was harsh when he bumped into you, and for a short moment when he’d reached for the door, you hoped.

Maybe a simple sorry would do, maybe it would only crush you more. You wouldn’t know, you let his actions speak instead of words.

The door slam was your goodbye.

Tears flooded your already swollen face, your whole body shaking uncontrollably, sinking into the floor. At that moment, a memory echoed in your mind. A piece of conversation with Jeno you would’ve never thought about, but now, when it was all you could hear, a bitter smile barely creeping up to your face, realizing you always knew.

“When will you leave me?”

“I won’t, baby.”

“Don’t lie, everybody leaves. Some just do it later than others.”

[hardheartshere]

moodboard inspiration - Male Witch

💁🏻Ezra Miller in that photoshoot is just A+++++

✨Lockscreen size. Reblog & Likes are much appreciated x

Moodboard Requests

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Subtle Transmasc Witch Lockscreen for anon

[ashedsnow]

Looking for more witch friends and pages if you're a witch post witchy content please give me a like and reblog so I can follow

[viohra]

Tagging game

Rules: Answer some questions and tag 15 people you want to get to know!

I was tagged by @princeofnerds

Name: Vitja

Gender: Male

Star Sign: Capricorn

Height: 188cm

What image do you have as your lockscreen: 

^go figure, right?

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: Not really; but there’s a Palestinian teacher who’s literally the same age as me and it super pretty, but I would never call that a crush lol

Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Still in the AF doing my thing. Degree in linguistics, maybe in Arabic for kicks. Hopefully married.

If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?: In a cabin by a lake with a superb internet connection

What was your coolest Halloween costume?: Never celebrated until ~6ish years ago / I guess when I was in mascarade with running makeup and bloody hands

What was your favorite 90’s TV show?: Stargate SG-1

Last Kiss?: Like november last year

Have you ever been stood up?: Sorta? I had a date, but she sleep in past it.

Have you ever been to Las Vegas?: No

Favorite pair of shoes?: Black leather biker boots with zippers on the side

Favorite fruit?: Peach

Favorite book?: Either Ночной Дозор (Night Watch) or Ender’s Game 

Stupidest thing you’ve ever done?: There’s a veryyy long list of dumb shit I’ve done. Here’s a few

Skated on thin ice unsuccessfully

Called the West Bank “West Israel” to my tester because I forgot the word for “bank”. He was already annoyed with me… and from Palestine

Paid for the same movie 3 times because I forgot I already saw it

Said quote “I always follow the fuck’n rules, I exude excellence in everything fuck’n I do, сука” when joking with my friend as we blew past a captain without saluting (whooooops)

Started a relationship with my very toxic friend despite the multitudes of warning signs

And got back with her after we broke up the first time

I tag @umnaya-devushka, @nnorsea, @dee-the-witch, @cowboy-communism, and @bozhya-karovka

[nnorsae]

Tagged

Rules: Answer some questions and tag 15 people you want to get to know!

I was tagged by: @viktor-zhjarnek

Name: Kristýna (for now, i would like to be renamed to Lukas)

Gender: Trans-Male

Star Sign: Libra

Height: 167 cm

What image do you have as your lockscreen:

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: No, never and don’t even understand how people get crushes on them...

Where do you see yourself in ten years?: Hopefully doing r have done university, have a job, live in an affordable flat (or cabin/house), have a cat and just enjoying life in general, also manage to finally make money out of my art lmao

If you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?: Somewhere in the woods or near mountains, on a rainy morning just enjoying the view. Or somewhere near the sea, where is not so hot...

What was your coolest Halloween costume?: I did the one aph norway had, and honestly it was so on point and cool. I will never be this cool ever again.

https://www.deviantart.com/matryoshka-ruth/art/APH-Halloween2013-Norway-s-ghostly-monk-colored-507117552

What was your favorite 90’s TV show?: Friends, cause i probably didn’t watch many TV shows from 90′s

Last Kiss?: never had a kiss

Have you ever been stood up?: No, but I remember I stood up a guy because it just wasn’t working out (many years ago)

Have you ever been to Las Vegas?: no and don’t really want to visit it

Favorite pair of shoes?: converse (those short ones, never really liked the sneakers), pastel blue, worn out.

Favorite fruit?: Strawberry and blueberry

Favorite book?: Smolná sezona or just the Křišťály moci series

Stupidest thing you’ve ever done?: 

trying to tolerate toxic people

sliced my head on glass and after few years a rock fell on my head because of my fault

hanging around people who simply don’t care for me

trying to make shit equal even if it will never work

listened to some bad friends for advice and took it seriously

not being myself in general honestly

tried to taste ink (or any kind of stuff you would never try to taste)

promised on learning finnish (and i will still do it)

also trusting people i should’ve never trusted

I tag @pui-de-papiopopilcarita, @treflev (do it), @dee-the-witch (youve been tagged i know but its a need. you must), @kampaby @theannoyingquestionsblog (im not tagging 15 ppl thats too much)

[kirk-doodle]

I was tagged by @masked-fox-creations

Name: Kirk

Gender: Trans Male

Star Sign: Virgo

Height: a little taller than 5'8" but shorter than 5'9"

Sexuality: Aceflux and Demi-panromantic

Lockscreen: it's a collage of AOS and TOS Leonard McCoy pictures I found on like google.

Ever had a crush on a teacher?: Not really. I found some teachers physically appealing to look at or I looked up to them and thought they were really nice, but never actually have I had a crush on a teacher :/

If you could go anywhere where would you go?: Cop out, but I literally want to visit a lot of places.

What’s your coolest Halloween costume?: uhhhhhhhhhhh I think when I was younger there was a witch costume I had. Which is to say I wore all black and had one of those cheap purple costume wigs that was attached to a hat.

Favorite 90s show: ... listen. I don't recall the 90's.

Have I ever been to Vegas: Nope.

Have you ever been stood up: Pffft. I mean by "friends" yeah.

Favorite pair of shoes: I wear like one pair of shoes always and it's my all black shoes I got from target. (They had been on sale)

Favorite fruit: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. How dare I have to choose fruits. I love all fruit! Even the fruit I'm allergic to! But I guess currently would be like nectarines.

Favorite book: I'd guess the entirety of The Raven Cycle because friendship, dead Welsh kings, and so forth.

Stupidest thing you’ve ever done: Ohhhhh boy. What haven't I don't that wasn't stupid? I jumped out of a church window, I've smoked in a church supply closet, I so proudly proclaimed "I'll take my chances" as I decided to take a shower while it was storming, and that's just the things I can recall off the top of my head.

Tagging: @ravencourt @sfw-twister @naknaknakadile any other mutuals who wanna do the thing.

[respect-the-king]

Tag Game

Tagged by @faiththesinfulslayer

Tag 10 followers you want to know better.

Name:

IC: Crowley

OOC: Bekki

Gender:

IC: Male

OOC: Female

Sign:

IC: Virgo

OOC: Scorpio

Height:

IC: 5′8

OOC: 5′5

Sexuality:

IC: Pansexual

OOC: hetero/bi-curious

What images do you have as your home screen and lock screen:

IC: LockScreen: *shrug* Homescreen: that photo xD

OOC: LockScreen: default HomeScreen: Team Free Will

Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

IC: no.

OOC:: yes lol too mANY >.<

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

IC: “Wife, kids and..”.*bursts out laughing* “What do you think?”

OOC: um i like to think i’ll be living with my partner and my acting career will be going well.

If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be?

IC: Somewhere away from all the morons, which is everyone but me.

OOC: um i ave no idea

What was your coolest Halloween costume?

IC: Myself.

OOC: Probably a witch when i was like teeny.

Favorite 90s show?

IC: None...

OOCPokemon?

Who was your last kiss?

IC: Bobby SInger. Oh wait... that was just a dream.

OOC: my partner <3

Have you ever been stood up?

IC: Unfortunately, yes. their loss.

OOC: nah

Have you ever been to Las Vegas?

IC: Yes

OOC: No

Favorite pair of shoes?

IC: black and smart.

OOC: anything comfy lol

Favorite fruit?

IC:bananas ;)

OOC:bananas ;)

Tagging: @cornelthecursed @hellsmother @dontfxckwithbaby@lilahemorgan

[that-was-not-supposed-to-happen]

Harry Potter Mobile Masterlist

Imagines

Draco comforting you

being in a secret relationship with Draco

meeting Draco in a muggle bookstore

One Shots + Series

Family

Hermione’s sister

A fateful bet / part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6

Drabbles

part 1 / part 2 / part 3

Headcanon Game

part 1

Imagines

cheering Scorpius up when he feels down

having night terrors and Scorpius comforting you

Imagines

talking to Lily about Snape

going to Hogsmeade with Severus

One Shots + Series

Love Potion

Potions Assignment

Back to Hogwarts

Drabbles

part 1

Headcanon Game

part 1

Imagines

Remus walking in on you changing

Remus accidently hurting you when he changes into a werewolf

Headcanon Game

part 1

Imagines

Sirius asking you out on a date

thinking Sirius forgot your birthday

you and Sirius always teasing each other

waking up next to Sirius

One Shots + Series

Christmas Tradition

Never have I ever

Prankster / part 1 / part 2

You’re an idiot

Change of heart / part 1 / part 2

Drabbles

part 1

Aesthetic

part 1

One Shots + Series

Sectumsempra

One Shots + Series

Zoning Out

Aesthetic

part 1 / moodboard

Imagines

going to the yule ball with Ron

Drabbles

part 1

Aesthetic

part 1

Imagines

winning the Quidditch cup together with Ginny

Imagines

kissing George

Would Include

dating George

Aesthetic

part 1

Aesthetic

moodboard

Aesthetic

part 1

One Shots + Series

Christmas Break

One Shots + Series

Helga Hufflepuff

Aesthetic

male student / herbology / art / part 1

Aesthetic

lockscreens / part 1 / dark witches and wizards / royalty / herbology / lockscreens / moodboard / dark witch / Salazar Slytherin

Would Include

Slytherin / Hufflepuff friendship

Aesthetic

moodboard

Would Include

Slytherin dating a Ravenclaw

Would Include

Slytherin / Gryffindor friendship

Would Include

christmas with the marauders

Hogwarts Houses

Aesthetic

Ginny + Hermione / Hogwarts / marauders / beauxbatons / mahoutokoro