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noa-de-cajou · 7 months

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Let's talk about hyperfixation if you will.

The downsides of hyperfixations, actually.

Because something happened and I want to talk about it and it's gonna be a little venting but also a reflexion.

So my partner and I had this textual rp going on for a few days and I thought it was gonna be pretty long and I got super excited about it. Like, a bit overexcited.

"I'm gonna create two new characters and spend my entire saturday afternoon drawing them and I'll daydream about a secondary plot with them in it and it's gonna be super cool" kind of overexcited.

Thing is, since my partner was the rp master for that one, I didn't know that she planned to stop the thing soon and I got way too hyped and when she said "ok let's stop there!" I had a literal, physical, painful reaction and freezed for a few seconds. I'm not even being dramatic. It's just that the thing I had daydreamed about and planned for literal hours got shattered in an instant and I'm left with two characters that I didn't have time to develop and will never use again and their designs. Which is completely not my partner's fault by the way, I assumed all alone that it was gonna be longer than that.

We have another rp on the side so I'm not feeling too bad per se but that's what I hate about hyperfixations : it's taking over my whole brain, it defines my life for a time and if it's forcibly interrupted I physically feel awful. And kind of stupid because the expectations I had for this were actually way too high for what it was. And it lasted from tuesday to sunday. That's not even a week. What the fuck brain

But yeah this isn't the first time that I've been so into something that I was feeling immense pain when not doing it and oh boy oh man that is certainly an Experience™ because what do you mean my silly little rp came to an end and it gave me a literal headache from the dopamine drop

I have absolutely no regrets tho but I should probably go and communicate with my partner about this-

#hyperfixations #a vent sorta ?#vent #man I feel stupid #noa vents

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month

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Hello Madam. Sorry Madam.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #madam jin #jin zixuan #jiang yanli #'Hey what is WWX trying to do here?' some kind of grab-and-twist maneuver that would be very upsetting to watch.#I know LWJ technically assists WWX in this scene in terms of blocking someone's blow on his behalf -#- but let's be honest. Real friends stop you from doing the truly stupid things.#Or maybe it was envy. Penis envy. The non-freudian kind.#Regardless...man this whole scene was just full of “and then someone else walks in”.#I swear to god every cultivator who is supposed to be hunting ends up wandering into this part of the woods.#a bonus for me because it gives me several good joke opportunities.#Madam Jin gets top prize for best entrance and exit. I wish her all the best. And a divorce…madam please leave him…#And can we please address the horses? I love horses. But why...why do they ride in on horses when they HAVE FLYING SWORDS?#I can only imagine it is for the dramatic flair? It just feels so jarring hearing someone clip clop in #and then another person swoop in on a sword.#The rules of mdzs's world can get fuzzy and I have to nod in an impressed manner at how much MXTX gets away not explaining.#Maybe the sword gets tired after a while and they need to give it a break? Maybe there is a sword union that dictates working hour limits?#…Would that make Chenqing a scab? Oh god it would… unions *hate* this flute!

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backfliips · 6 months

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"Minsc," Astarion growled, his voice dripping with disdain, "Do you seriously mean to tell me that you came down to the Underdark with not a single health potion on you?"

Minsc smiled. "Why would Minsc need to bring a health potion when he is so strong, my friend?"

#my art #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate #astarion #astarion ancunin #minsc #minsc of rashemen #minscstarion #i swear to god i will create an audience for this stupid ass ship if it kills me #i dont think theyd ever harbor romantic feelings but spawn astarion would climb that man like a tree #do you see my vision #please

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puppyeared · 3 months

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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time

#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head #but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know #and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them #would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood #ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes #the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when #the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor #the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool #idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff #very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his #third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt #go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that #also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #the one who waits #cotl the one who waits #narilamb #art #au #myart #my art #character design #cotl au #false prophet! au

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98chao · 7 days

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i found this in the games files, can anyone tell me who this is ?????

#joke caption i made this #i was gonna make like an actual rig but Um .Im not smart #this stupid cookie has led me to places i wouldnt even go with a gun #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #crk #shadow milk cookie #blueberry milk cookie #my art #gif #animation #adobe animate #2024 #i just noticed a big error in this but man i dont feel like going back to fix it wtv

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fatyaoi · 1 year

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umm . l.eons nobody asked for in an attempt to get myself out of a rut 😃👍

#belly kink #wg #male wg #weight gain #ssbhm #man. i hate tagging shit can somebody do it for me i always feel stupid #WHO wants to send me fat l.eon asks so i can play toys in the car tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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b4kuch1n · 7 months

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THEE audiodrama disguised as podcast

#sherlock and co #s&co #sherlock holmes #john watson #mariana ametxazurra #Ive been thinking abt these design SO much lmao. even while doing other things #decided to take cues from acd/granada more. hence sherlock's headband to mimic slicked back hair #and I went with Colors bc. well first of all Im a clown. but second of all I recall some stuff abt victorian fabrics and uh. the wonder of #arsenic green etc #they were enjoying the colors I can commit to some #and. okay Im so real with u Im also a long haired john truther bc he has a podcast of course he'd have long hair but #I think its gonna take a Hot minute. currently this is still like the slightly-grown-out regulation cut #john's jacket is bc he and sherlock are 90s kids. this was a moment of enlightenment to me. I can give john every windbreaker on earth #mariana gets the jean jacket bc I like to imagine she's a y2k kid #(sherlock I think is only 90s kid in year of birth that man's childhood was skipping class to burn shit in the wood)#(but he canonically sews which I fucking love so much. he has not bought new clothes for almost a decade #if a shirt's disintegrating no it isn't. not on his watch)#a lil sad I cant figure out how to give them hats lol I feel like thats the most victorian thing there is. a stupid hat #I can at any moment give one of them a beanie. but I refuse #there are. like a Hoard of other scribbly sketches I did to get used to drawing them. but those are for me those are not for the public #and also theyre in my sketchbook and Im too lazy to scan them #happened mostly during lunar new year lol. I was getting Hard whipped then thank u s&co for carrying me thru #ok I do other things now. have this for a while ok? thank u #have a good night lads. enjoy motion

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usertoxicyaoi · 9 days

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"Tian is indeed older than you. So, it's right for you to call him Big Brother."

THE ON1Y ONE (2024). EPISODE EIGHT.

#the on1y one #asianlgbtqdramas #asiandramasource #twdramaedit #dramasource #tvedit #*#faiza gifs #GOD ITS SO NIIIIIICE TO SEE JIANG TIAN BE SILLY AND STUPID AND CAREFREE LIKE THIS MAN #and theyre REALLY pushing the 'ge' stuff LIKE. MHMMMMMMMM. BC WHEN THE FEELINGS /H I T/. OH ITS GOING TO BE SO DELICIOUS.

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verstappen-cult · 1 month

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me ever since i saw those videos

#gwen’s chit chat !#i feel like a victorian man seeing ankles for the first time.#i’ve got nothing better to do than make stupid pics like these.#never gonna be normal about this.#max verstappen

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royalarchivist · 3 months

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Pac: Oh man, what is this, what is this, what is this man? Where can I buy this? [Slaps his desk] I'll buy two.

Pac: [Laughs] It's very good man, very good. "I love you, Fítche!" [Laughs] You're going to think the worst, this is the worst phrasing you could think of. Like, I mean– a guy might say 'I love being fit, I love go to the gym,' but it was a certain way… I don't know, in English it seems wrong, right? "I love you, Fίtche" I don't know if that makes sense, right? Because it would have to be "I love fitness," right? There should be the 'ness' there at the end, right? Or am I crazy? My understanding of English there should have been an 'ness' at the end, right?

#Pactw #Pac #TazerMC #Could've been a category 10 Hideduo moment but it wasn't even on the server #Man did NOT have to say it like that he is a MENACE #insane that cc Pac said that before cubito Pac. Hideduo stays losing #July 9 2024 #Thank you (once again!) to Sebbs for helping me out with the translations!!!!#Had this clipped when it happened but really wanted to double-check the translations #*in the most resigned voice ever* A reminder that I'm being /j about this #Idk I feel like these disclaimers are stupid because at this point I feel like you guys know my vibe and my humor #but people are weird about things so *SHRUGS*#Translated

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angst-and-fajitas · 1 year

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I think loveless aros deserve a thousand dollars for every time someone claims that love is the meaning of everything or love makes us human etc etc

"by love we mean all forms of love, including nonromantic!!1!" You clearly Do Not understand. Return to start, do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.

There is no center of the universe, there is no unified meaning of everything, and there is no social or biological trait that "makes us human" besides the literal being humans thing, and any attempt to assert otherwise will other and alienate more people. There is no one emotion that you need to feel in order to be a good person or even a person at all

#i also think they deserve giant medieval spiked maces but y'all aren't ready for that conversation yet #i ain't even a loveless aro but man will I go to bat for them #such a big part of dismantling amatonormativity is decentering ALL love #to end this eternal pressure for people to feel and identify their feelings in the same ways as others #we don't all need the same outlook.... we don't all need to feel the same things in order to be good people #aromantic #i dunno man. i just Keep Seeing these stupid posts..... and I know people just don't even understand #but they should make the effort to understand!!!#i listened and I learned and I stopped talking like that! because I saw what that does to people and how much it hurts!

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wilsons-journey · 2 months

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