Rational me: Listen. You said something and your loved one responded confusedly and clammed up when corrected by others and they were already tired and influenced by many other factors that have absolutely nothing to do with you. It's not your fault they feel bad
Driven by traumatic precognitive outlines me: NO I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR EMOTIONS AND THEREFORE I MUST FEEL BAD TOO BECAUSE IF I HAD KEPT QUIET EVERYTHING WOULD HAVE BEEN FINE
Rational me: But you didn't keep quiet so why bother thinking about something that didn't happen
Driven by traumatic precognitive outlines me: BECAUSE THE SITUATION NEEDS A CULPRIT AND IT HAS TO BE ME SO I HAVE CONTROL OVER IT AND I CAN PUNISH MYSELF BY FEELING BAD
Rational me: Ah yes because feeling bad is a notorious way of solving situations
Driven by traumatic precognitive outlines me: I KNOW IT ISN'T I CAN'T HELP IT
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It’s crazy how many people just don’t understand why a lot of aro and or ace people don’t like that Alaster gets shipped. It’s not that hard to understand we don’t have a lot to let ourselves lose. I mean can you name 10 asexual characters? 5? Can you name two aro characters. There’s the guy from Archie who they made have a sex scene in a movie version. There’s a few books. I think a background character in Heartstopper? Do you see the theme here??? You’re all queer people, do you not get it? How it feels to have nothing? Is it so wrong to be upset that there’s finally an outwardly aroace person in popular media and instead of people embracing that they’re fighting on the internet about why it’s ok to ignore it? And I will never in my fucking life have anything against the people who are aro and or ace and portray him in THEIR experiences, even if it is a romance or sex favorable experience, but it is obvious that way too many of you guys are allo and it just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I don’t even like him as a character that much, he isn’t even made by an aroace artist. The show isn’t even that fucking good, I just want to keep someone like me for once in my life. If there were a million other aroace characters I wouldn’t care, but it just hurts seeing erasure coming from my own community. It just sucks, man, I don’t know. It just sucks
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Lil' bunny boy
(:
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Depersonalization + Family
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I think we should have a conversation about how people tend to portray Hornet as having a hair-trigger temper/being always just angry and how that’s both a disservice to her character and really odd considering how much of a stoic she tends to be in game about her feelings. She’s blunt and sharp but not explosive and straight up abrasive. She has tact. Just like someone who’s both a spider and born into a royal family has to be to survive.
And along with that, as a Lesbian myself, the way people write her as being always angry and pissed off mixed with the other defining trait of being a lesbian or sapphic in some way also rubs me the wrong way.
Like… I hope people realize that they are making her into the “angry/bitchy lesbian trope” right??? And by making her like be especially rude towards the men (who are written to hit on her) also plays into that? I doubt it’s intentional but it’s still offensive.
(Clarification too just in case: I love when people headcanon Hornet as being a Lesbian for obvious reasons that are not limited to me simply loving her as a character, but I do beg people to think more about how making the self controlled guardian that Hornet is into a lesbophobic trope that isn’t even adhering to her canon character is disheartening.)
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you ever just wanna go apeshit
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james potter as a line cook who blasts songs like Yeah! by USHER in the kitchen at 10 am every single morning and regulus as a server who's just trying to get through his shifts without crying in the walk in
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I feel empathy towards my abuser
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[sidles up to you in my shitty 2003 Toyota prius] Have you endured trauma of any variety lately?? You may be entitled to some fancy New Fuckers In Your Head! it’s a buy-one-get-seventeen-free sale right now, so don’t wait!!
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regardless, i wasn't built to be alone
part of this series 1 ; 2 ; 3 ; 4
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Little comic about Ink and XGaster receiving The News™️
The plan is not planning and these old gods are ANXIOUS. Ink especially.
sorry for the messiness of it, it’s supposed to just be quick.
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loving like a dog sort of sucks. i just want to be owned. i promise i'll be a good pup. i'll be loyal, loving, i'll run to your side as soon as your mood shifts, as soon as you need me. always. any time. all i want is to be your dog.
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my battery is draining.
i don't sleep, but there's nothing more i want now than to lay on a comfy port,
and just shut down.
he might have not admitted it.
but i know that all that blabber about space,
was nothing more than a deflection.
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Consequences
(full under cut, cw gore)
Fun fact: I wasnt even thinking about the bread tumors when I drew this
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ok chat i drew something-
!!BIG CW FOR SH SCARS!!
THEY ARE SCARS BUT ARE ALSO DARK SO IF YOU THINK THAT MIGHT HURT YOU TO SEE PLEASE DON'T RISK YOURSELF
and also a sad mindset about them
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just a personal lil hc that ghouls keep the scars of their mortal bodies and Dew was distracted during Aeon's summoning so they didn't see him before he was covered up so now that they've gotten closer Aeon is quite self conscious and doesn't think Dew will find him attractive
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