#manincaffeine

[manincaffeine]

Hey, I hope everything’s well with everyone.

After two months of isolation, I realized something about myself, it wasn’t social media, it was my bad time-management skills. Somewhere along the way, I’ve been running from something, some memories, my intrusive thoughts. I kept myself so busy that I forgot I have a personal life to live. And since I had an entrance exam, it was actually good to take a break. But Tumblr became my go-to place for my thoughts.

There are moments when your heart suddenly feels so heavy, and you can’t even explain why. No loud thoughts, no new pain, just a quiet ache that wraps around your chest like a weight you can’t shake. And the worst part? You don’t have anyone to talk to. Not because you lack people around you, but because you’re tired of explaining your pain, tired of pretending you’re okay, tired of hearing “This too shall pass.” So you just sit there, quiet, with a lump in your throat, with tears you won’t let fall, with emotions buried so deep that even you don’t fully understand them anymore. I’m too exhausted to explain my soul again. But I will be fine soon.

Sometimes you run from everything in search of peace. I did too. But in the end, I discovered that peace lives within you, you just have to learn how to control your mind, stay positive, and devote yourself to God. It was only me, keeping myself so busy that I couldn’t think about anything else. Still, I had many breakdowns and sleepless nights, and slowly it started affecting my productivity. Then I realized: my mind is a death trap. I can be completely fine, on top of the world but one sentence can turn it all upside down. A single thought can send me spiraling into sadness and self-hatred. My mind treats wanting help as wanting attention. It’s an endless maze I can never escape. Every decision has a consequence.

But i’m still here. trying. starting over. working on myself. softly. quietly. i’ll post here again. not because i need to be seen. but because i want to feel something real. and maybe heal. little by little.

i’m not okay. but i will be. and for now, that’s enough.

[awaz-e-ishq]

I never wanted to let you go,

But you left me with no other option.

[minimalist-quotes]

My favorite love language is trying. like when people try to learn your hobbies or try to play the same sports that you play to get closer to you, people who try to love you the way you love people, people who will go to places you want to visit just for your sake, people remembering, putting in an effort. just. trying.

[textrovert-01]

THANK-YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SPAM 🫠💐

ig just vibed with your blog too much 😅

[manincaffeine]

Oh my goodness this is the sweetest message ever 🥺 The fact that you see us that way genuinely means so much. You have such a kind heart to say this, and it truly made my day 🫂, If we ever become CEO, we’ll do our best to live up to your faith in us , with lots of kindness, fairness, and maybe even some extra smiles just for you. Sending you so much love and appreciation 🫂❄️💕

If you were given a chance to vote for TUMBLR CEO, who would u have voted among your moots?

Wow mujhse vote kyu hi lega koi but okie I'll choose @aahanna di because even though maine baat nhi hi ki unse jyada but she just seems so nice, kind and the sweetest so I know she won't be an evil CEO. Also if there can be two CEOs then @manincaffeine bhaiya too. They both just give me that cool, sweet, sensible elder sibling vibes for some reason so I'm gonna choose them.

[celesteablack]

Happppy birthday fav mutual 🎂 🥳

Thank you sooo much bhaiyaaaaa❤️🎀🌻

[piyatosenainanalaagere]

Please don't date manincaffeine.He posts vulgar stuff like kissing horizontal lips and playing with vertical lips

Okay anon....?

[cowboylikesubai]

👍💗💗

pamper me to hell and back by hera lindsay bird / @ /bipdf / @/ manincaffeine / close to you by gracie abrams / love will find a way, by alivia horsley / @/tacobort on twt / fallingforyou by the 1975 / alfonsina storni / pinterest

[manincaffeine]

A hug from my best friend would really help rn.

[awaz-e-ishq]

You are gone, no longer mine, A distant echo in the corridors of time. I lost you… and in that endless ache, I lost myself—a soul adrift, opaque. In trying to accept, I came undone, A fading shadow, chasing the sun. Now, I stand, yet I am no more, Not who I was, not like before.

[taraaladkii]

5 Things I find comforting in no particular order:

1. Adrak wali chai (ginger tea)

2. Mumma's hugs

3. Singing

4. Sardiyo ki dhoop (apricity(yes I googles so what😭))

5. Chatting w my sakhis & sakhas (my friends 🩷)

Tell me yours too (finally working on my social skills don mind me 😚)

Tagging my mutuals : @dil-na-jaaneyaa @sanskari-kanya @zinda-hun-bas-kafi-hai @manincaffeine @thegreatsaiyaman03 @adambadeau @sokittykingdom @dukhiamrood @michaelgarnier

Or anyone who wants to!

[desigirldairies]

Let's make a thread!

Go on pinterset

Search *your name* + core

Mine: GANGA CORE

It's so pretty istg-

Tags: @desifemininewoman @desi-gurl-pihu @desigyall @thatstolenpayal @thatdeshigirl @tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora @aahanna @adrakwaalichai @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @sunshiinnne @siya-sayani @sumedhaaaaaaaaaa @swayamev @yoddhasblog @btw-its-tamanna @bishh-kanya @chand-ki-priyatama @celesteine @celesteablack @chaandkideewani @chandnihumai @eenameenadeekaa @itsviiii @itnibhisundarnahihunmain @kuch-toh-garbad-hai-daya @kaalboisakhi @kothabarta @keepitrealsblog @louiecoded @manincaffeine @mannbhaavnii @ji-jii-visha @ramayantika @premika-hu @natkhat-sa-shyam @husn-e-bahar @hi-avathisside @hum-suffer @vaidehi-raghunatha

[shubhadeep385]

Like...Happy Valentine's Day guys...👀✨🎀😁

@dewaniiiii @jeahreading @echoing-msbristi @urlocalbone @bhindesi-tara @mi-stress-of-chaos @misti-mithai @manincaffeine @meowwhuyarr @zeherili-ankhein @ramblingsfromthytruly @thoughts-locker @the-angry-acrobat @toomanyfanficsbruh @yappergfdotcom @yangthejeong @premikaaa @poetrycoreofus @peace-over-clarification @priestessofuniverse @preetrambles @akira-priye @aju-cher456 @arachneofthoughts @sunlonaplsaisha @shunrehihosumedha @shelovesskiez @desigirlbombshell @depressed-cucumber @depressed-bi-twerking @desikanya @fikaeeshtales @hireathlove @kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal @kanha-ki-fangirl @lilyallen7 @chaoticher @crystraniqelle @cheekybedbug @bookworm-fangirl1 @berry-notes @no-idea-where-i-am-lost @moonandstarshangoutinbars @cherries-in-wine

[natkhat-sa-shyam]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

To my desiblr family

@biharanbitch @aahanna @moonhymnss @aapki-shayara @hi-avathisside @pyaari-aurat @wizardcherryblossom @kabhi-kabhi-aditya @shadowseductress @talesinmyhead040122 @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @main-hun-hi-nahin-iss-duniya-ki @happyliving-blog @khudkifavourite @unhingedperson @alhad-si-simran @magic-shopp @hehehuhuhihi @nipsyyy @journalsofanaesthete @mishrisugar @anarkali-disco-chali @intellectual6666 @dillegaikudigujaratni @humapkehaikaun @kanha-sakhi @bluesuitcrusade @manincaffeine @vibewithhana @udankhatolaa @iluv4my @iluvthesky @saturnspeaksss @bandi-siddhi-sadi-si @vomentallyunstableladka @thatbrownchic @i-am-just-a-girli @whatsleftofdishaa @oldersiblingcurse @premika-hu @paisa-gaadi-mehenga-ghar @kyayarpriyanka @yourmomsahira @idk-anything-tbh @g0j0s @taurusmoon2008 @sweaters-n-socks @aurkitnarulaoge @linesandlattes @nainasfuneral

aur baki sare mutuals kyunki isse zyada mein tag nahi kar sakta. But you all are in my heart. Love you all and sending you hugs

अब सब आए है तो चाय पी कर ही जाना ♡

[tothemoonandbacklove]

Hello....

Your favourite blogs?

hellooooo

my favourite blogs are @sleep-and-rainbow, @itnibhisundarnahihunmain, @trashmeowcan, @acrypticmuse, @etherealmistt, @manincaffeine, @vomentallyunstableladka, @dominating-dino, @orgasming-caterpillar, @unethically-voiz, @desi-tumblllr-dot-com, @musaafir-hun-yaaron, @nothingiglesbian @wallflowerkays @lapetitebabydoll @seaweed-brian

there's many more but these are all i can remember rn :)

[celesteablack]

I realised that men, when alive, rarely receive any flowers and that's just soo sad because no matter what everyone deserves flowers and it makes everyone happy

So I want to give these pretty pretty flowers to all my pretty pretty male mutuals 🤭❤️🎀

@raindropsofloev @natkhat-sa-shyam @paapi @bandarrrrr @kafkaspupil @smile-unlimited @shadowchargertomyyoong @the-star-seeker-101 @manincaffeine @urfavdesiguy @hauxicrook @dreamboatt @delulululu-majnu @modernday-donjuan @encoreabj @masumaaziz @touchh-me-not