#maybe i will and then relapse

[mainfaggot]

life is all about sitting in cafés with a latte and a cute outfit on

[ryllen]

miscellaneous

[chocochipclaire]

in honor of the all the times I’ve tried drawing geralt carrying regis out of tesham mutna, I just wrote a 9k fic instead - (this is) the thing

includes: survivals guilt, hansa remembrance, oblivious geralt, and a lot of touching

[bioethicists]

irt poverty/homelessness + alcohol use (esp with @butchfeygela‘s tags on my post)- people really underestimate the function that substance use/alcohol use can have for someone who is unhoused. being unhoused is boring, cold, painful, + lonely. substances can allow the 8 hours panhandling to get the $45 you need for a motel to fly by. alcohol reduces your perception of the cold + can knock you out whben you can’t sleep. substances can help you cope with the physical deterioration from malnutrition, constant stress, + sleeping outside. substances can provide social connection with others who you would otherwise not enjoy or help you cope with being alone.

not only that but- many unhoused people are stuck in a seemingly inescapable position. the pathway to financial stability or even housing is difficult or even impossible. in the wake of that hopelessness, the downsides of substance use start to seem insignificant. arrest? you’re getting arrested anyway for sleeping outside, peeing outside, standing in the wrong place, etc. physical danger? you’re already beat the fuck up, anyway, right? loss of relationships? you’ve lost most people already. inability to keep a job? nobody will hire you + you can’t stay employed, anyway, because you have no car + no shower.

perhaps for you or me, the cons of heroin use or binge drinking nightly greatly outweigh the pros. that isn’t the case for everyone. if we are really serious about ending overdose/addiction, we need to start looking at giving people lives worth recovering into instead of shaming them for their own hopelessness.

[lelet-draws]

I’m honestly really excited for Valentine’s novel. Ever since I read his diary he has been one of my favorite characters (not too hard considering that Why do ghouls fall in love was already favorite Monster High movie).

I don’t know about you guys, but I love villains and redemption arcs.

Valentine is a fascinating villain, a person who dedicated so much of his afterlife on finding ways to mask his own self hatred, on putting this whole facade, pretending to be another person who he thought was better. Hurting others and himself in the process.

It’s such an interesting concept for a villain. There are so many ways his story could play out and I’m here for it.

[bequiteanddriveeee]

It’s not just my body I am inherently fucking disgusting. Nothing I do fucking works, I ignore it, starve it, hell I boil myself still to give it a taste of where it’s fucking going

I am fucking disgusting I hate that I can’t get rid of those disgusting perverse urges, I wish I could just be normal I wish things like conversion therapy actually worked

I want to start bl00d letting again, gash every time one of those ‘fantasies’ slip my mind.

[nyrovie-ii]

Why not in this one?

[greeneyed-thestral]

[queenie-blackthorn]

sometimes i feel like i hate everyone

[peter1rose]

I want my presence to fade your loneliness away. You crave an obsessive friendship with no expectation on how to fill each other's lives, and my heart swells at the chance to fulfill it. Even if your desires are impulsive I would cherish that fleeting feeling of being needed by you.

[snixx]

rip fags the random self mutilating urge to text my ex in the middle of math won out today

[davyjoneslockr]

As a certified Nezhead I think the Monkees fandom collectively needs to talk about Micky more. “Nez goat stream Different Drum” “so Torkcore” “Davy Jones tboy swag” what about Circus Boy. What about the guy who just put out an REM cover EP for some reason. What about our king Micky Dolenz.

[casiavium]

I really need to be cleaning my room but. fanfiction I'd write if I had time but I Do Not

There are several ghiralink fic storylines that are along the lines of "Link gets exactly what he thinks he wants and turns out it isn't really what he needs" (whether real or a dream-state) that have him taking Ghirahim's sword and gaining complete control over him and the themes are of personhood and power and complacency. be careful what you wish for type things. A few that are Ghirahim killing Link/Link losing and realizing he would rather have him alive and fighting instead of dead/given up because it was more fun than way, but usually end up being sad. oh well I guess for the former and teaming up with Link to defeat Demise for the latter.

What I want to write is the themes of scenario 1 but role reversed so it's like scenario 2 with Ghirahim having the "this isn't what I wanted" moment. Ghiralink adds, usually as a joke, a level of "if I can't kill you, maybe you could join me ;)" and I want to write more or less Link doing that, Link being a perfect subservient extension that does everything he wants him to and he doesn't regret it (he can't), but Ghirahim having the realization that he doesn't want someone who is nothing more than an object for him to use. A doll. A sword.

And then, how Link has guilt over Fi and the Master Sword and his role as hero and how Hylia controls him but he's no better than her, Ghirahim realizing Link is now what he is to Demise and rethinking his own position. Is this what Demise thinks of me. Is that why he treats me the way he does. And he takes his anger out on Link but Link can't fight back anymore. Link doesn't want to fight back anymore, and not in a depressed it's hopeless kind of way, but in the same way Ghirahim accepted Demise pulling the sword out of his chest.

When Ghirahim is empty and goes isn't this what you wanted, Link can genuinely say no because he has a hero's heart and conscience and never meant for anyone to get hurt. When Link goes I am what you made me, Ghirahim has to face that fact that yes, he is, and he is made in my image, and I do not want this anymore.

[twwlacc]

Why are styros so addictive

[fallowtail]

going to. get. some fucking work done tomorrow if it kills me

[2-wuv]

i want to be good , i think