#maybe im just looking in the wrong place..

[artstatues]

I promise. - g.h × reader.

wc : 545

pairings : grayson hawthorne x fem!reader, from the inheritance games.

synopsis : in which you find your boyfriend in a situation where he thinks hes worthless, that you'll leave him one day.

warnings : nothing really, js angst and fluff, and grayson being grayson ( hes depressing so thats the warning ), also reader using "baby" bc i cant think of a pet name to call gray

a/n : wrote this as a drabble ish but think im happy with it. reader's kinda fine this time ngl

taglist : @never-enough-novels, @reminiscentreader, @urbanflorals, @kozumesphone, @reyna-obsessed, @lxvebelle, @shuhuaspookie, @off-to-the-r4ces, @pockyyasii.

You entered the room to find Gray sitting on your shared bed, staring blankly at a wall. “Gray?” You called, walking closer towards the bed. “Hm?” He softly answered, snapping out of his trance, finally looking at you. “You okay?” You sat down next to him, reaching out a hand to place on his soft cheeks. He slightly flinched at the contact before answering. “Mhm, I’m okay, love.” He gave you a soft smile and a reassuring nod, but you’ve known Grayson for too long to think any of  it was real. “Tell me? Please baby?” You pouted, looking up at him, eyes locked with his gorgeous icy ones. “I’m okay, really princess. Thank you.” He insisted with a soft peck on your lips. Any other girl would have thought he was perfectly fine, but you didn’t think so. It was a habit of his, to distract others and divert their attention to something else rather than himself. “Grayson. I’m serious, please, tell me what’s wrong?” You practically begged, trying to form the softest, most convincing puppy dog eyes ever. “Mmmm,” Grayson softly groaned, breaking eye contact. You moved closer, now straddling his lap. “Look at me, please baby,” The whine in your voice was now more evident. You’d know better than to push Gray, but you couldn’t see him like this. He was going to be distant, again. He was going to close himself off, again. He was going to lock his heart up in a steel cage, again. You gently reached for his chin before tilting it towards you. “Please, don’t close me off, not again.” You were becoming so desperate at this point, maybe too desperate. “I’m sorry, princess. I won’t close you off again, I promise, I won’t.” His eyes quickly returned to yours, but you could see the void behind those cold blue eyes. “Talk to me then?” You begged. “Fine– sure, yes, sorry. See this is fucking why–” He finally talked, before apologizing then harshly whispering to himself. His hands found his hair, softly yet aggressively pulling at it. His first sign of panic. “Hey, hey, Gray, breathe, breathe. Yeah just like that, breathe. Talk to me?” You panicked as well. “You’re going to leave, once you really figure out who I am behind all of these fucking layers, you’re going to leave, aren’t you?” He quickly sputtered. You were still trying to figure out what he just said. “You’re gonna leave, trust me love. You’re going to leave once you realize that I really am worthless below all these layers I display.” He took a shaky breath. “Grayson, please, look at me.” You gently pulled away the hands that were in his hair. “You mean so much to me, Gray. I’d never leave you. I would never. You mean the world to me, leaving you would be my biggest mistake.” You explained, some parts of you begging for him to realize it. “Really?” His Adam's apple bobbed up and down, so did his gaze. “Yes, truly, I mean it. All of it. I promise with my life that I’ll be here for you, baby.” You smiled up at him. “Promise?” He whispered. You extended a pinky in response before he interlocked his own with yours. “I promise, handsome.”

[hey-i-am-trying]

Dude, IM part of the Spanish community and I thought Roier was being a total ass to Pepito's OG admin. That anon cant speak for us all and I honestly feel like Roier was mean as hell to that poor admin the hole damn time. I remember when he started pointing out the admins were changing and thought it was so rude to call out the REAL PEOPLE who were playing and acting like they HAD to act a specific way (like RIchas) or else he would spend the hole steam yelling at him, hitting him, insulting him as a """"joke"""" I fucking hated watching Roier and Pepito interact and NOT because of Pepito thats for sure. I was so glad when other people started looking after him and I feel so deeply bad for that poor OG admin who didnt get to play THEIR FUCKING character. I hate seeing people be like "we liked the other Pepito cause he fallowed Roier's story better" what about THAT ADMINS story???? As if these arnt real ass people roleplaying but just characters you can rewrite and should fit to form every time. The other eggs can have bad days and bad moods but Pepito cant? Its not only unfair and mean but it proved Pepito's self hatred right till the very end. Pepito's story is "If im not happy and bubbly 100% of the time ill be hated by the people meant to love me no matter what" and thats just shitty. I guess I can understand there was a tonal misunderstanding because Roier is more jokey and non serious and Pepito's OG admin seemed to me more in deep rp mode at all times and maybe that wasnt what was best for Roier's play style, thats fine. But to blame it all on """cultural differences""" and that the admin was rude is honestly just not it.

Thank you both for sharing!

Well, I think I will be fully honest and say that at the time, I stopped to watch any Roier qsmp steam because of Pepito. I didn't necessarly believed ccRoier was a bad person, it was just that the route qRoier's and Pepito's relationship were going was triggering some bad memories. It is weird that we know now that the actors weren't allowed to contact the ccs because you would think the story lines that both Roier and the og admin wanted to tell should required a lot of communication between the player and the actor.

I don't think that is either their fault that they wanted different storyline, but

I think Roier usually is very light-hearted with his humor and jokes about "la chancla"/"o chinelo" are very common place in LATAM, many latino kids are spanked during their childhoods and using it in humor is not a uncommon thing.

I think the context that the og admin is not from LATAM and did not speak spanish as her first language, adds to why they crashed so much in rp/humor style.

I don't think Roier was trying to be insulting, at least not out of charcter, but it is okay to have your own feeling about it.

It sad that I think this could have been avoided if Roier and the admin had a chance to talk.

I do not think that the admin was rude while I was watching but for what others said it was a situation were Roier was trying out of character explaning events of the week when the admin cursed at him. Not having spanish as their first language may have caused the admin to not realize the weight of what they were saying, they probably pretended to be light hearted.

But, well, it wasn't, at least not for those that were watching. And while I will repeat what I said before that the admin shouldn't be treated as trash or if there is something personallly wrong with them, they were rude in a situation, that is it.

[hershpaw]

There's so few transfem nepeta content.. weeping!

AGH!!! if anyone finds any transfem nepeta content PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT IT!!

[miwtual]

im so fucking tired of the disrespect gifmakers get on the gifmaker website

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

"It's just you now. Take care of mother."

i have the normal amount of emotions about them (lying) <3

[port4shippers]

Idk guys, do you think he's lying again?

🤔

[neurotypical-sonic]

sorry not to start on another wave of sonic movie and fandom hate. but the way that I rarely see anyone talk about rachel but see a lot of especially fics about wade. okay "a lot of" is being generous, but outside of tom and maddie wade is the next human character I see talked about the most. Rachel had a whole Thing in the second movie that was plot relevant and the implications behind it are horrifying and I dont see anyone digging into her as a character and why she is the way she is, but ive seen that with wade. was wade even in the second movie?? cant remember

[jellyfish-grave]

MORE PUMICE :333

[toffeebrew]

y'know i really would've thought horrorfell (in a both /r or /p sense!!!) would've been more popular given the aus reflect eachother so much! both aus that fell into tragedy due to humans.... theirs that one person who is at top of the power and sorta evil (undyne for ht and asgore for uf).... red eyes! I mean hello? THEY'VE EVEN BEEN DRAWN TOGETHER!!

sigh well y'know what the say draw what you want to see!

(this is me joking around I'm not seriously upset)

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

[goofylittledoll]

Why is there a lack of chucky x tiff content??? Or am I just looking in the wrong places?

There’s like 140 fanfics TOTAL on ao3. For a series as popular as the franchise is, I’d expect at least a little more. And where is the fanart?? I’m starving 😭

[luyo-mi]

WHAT LEONA DONT SAY THAT OMG THIS IS MAKING ME SO SAD

[yellowheartz]

Now that S2 of Classroom of The Elite has been put on Netflix, I feel that it is safe to say that I've shipped Horikita's OLDER BROTHER with Ayanokoji. From the very start. Yes, I know that it's a suggested harem. Yes, the media is full of ships with Ayanokoji with literally any girl in the series.

But that doesn't stop me. The only thing that is keeping me at bay is the lack of Manabu and Ayanokoji content. And it only fuels my need for more.

[olreid]

its wild that more has not been written about medical horror in the wachowskis' filmography especially given that someone wrote a whole book devoted to trans readings of wachowski films... for me the most transgender part of their cinematic sensibility is the frequency with which medical spaces operate as sites of violation where characters are stripped of autonomy and made vulnerable to those they have been trying to outrun... like: the scene where they have to essentially pump neo's stomach in the car to get rid of an implanted bug after he's been held in federal custody / the scene where aliens kidnap jupiter in the middle of her egg extraction / nomi being taken to the hospital after fainting and narrowly avoiding forced lobotomy at the hands of the bpo who are masquerading as concerned physicians.... wachowski canon be like. institutionalized medicine will NOT save you it operates as another arm of the state

[deus-ex-mona]

anyways it’s chisa day~~ stream minikui ikimono!!

[br1ghtestlight]

my problem is that im so interested in worldbuilding and characterization and most cartoons that are being made today simply dont have the level of rhat that im looking for. like nobody is ever getting on infinity train's level

more than anything i want to care about the WORLD they're in and why its interesting and why is it that way and the flaws in the system and how that affects the characters etc but cartoons about Magic Witchcraft School just can't do that for me like. there isnt anything there tbh