#me and my hyper fixations are on point
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when you listen to a song and it gives you inspiration to daydream an answer to the plot hole in the story building inside your head

#best effing feeling#me and my hyper fixations are on point#hyperfixation#i am hyperfixating#spilled writing#writing and writers#writing humor#writing and poetry#writeblr#writblr#spilled emotions#spilled poetry#spilled truth#spilled feelings#spilled ink#maladaptive daydreaming#moodboard#dark and moody#dark acamedia#dark humor#meme humor#dank memes#lol memes#tumblr memes#funny memes#dankest memes#funny humor#funny stuff#girlblogging#witchblr
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Are we at a point in society where we’re ready to talk about how Eddie and Venom are both absolutely autistic and the movies double as a metaphor for nurodivergance as well as queerness and that we really don’t talk about it enough and also I need more fanfic of them being autistic?
Edit: I have now made and posted that in depth post about this if anyone is interested
#this is my roman empire#they’re so autistic coded#I need to make a full in depth post on this at some point#probably soon because the hyper fixation is strong#i’m unwell#they mean so much to me it’s not even funny#venom#venom movie#I’m going to be real cringe for a minute here and I don’t care#eddie brock#symbrock#Venom is autistic#Eddie is autistic#autistic Eddie#autistic Venom#veddie
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jerejean stardew valley au send post
#y’all i’m. so obsessed with stardew valley.#every hyper fixation i’ve ever had has at one point been transformed into a sdv valley farm#as in. i take my favorite guy and try to replicate them as a farmer with their own lil farm#and it has not occurred to me until this very second that jean would be PERFECT as my new farmer#omg next week im creating a lil farm house for jean and getting him dog named jabberwocky#and his favourite thing is jeremy OF COURSE#and the closest dateable character would be… maybe sam? blond guy with the military dad living with his mom and brother#feel free to disagree#personality wise i’m not sure it’s that close but i mean. at least a little bit?#anyway il gonna created a jean farm and it’ll be wonderful#jean is marrying sam/jeremy within the first year FOR SURE#oh i can’t wait to draw this#aftg#jerejean#jean moreau
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im gonna draw mouthwashing and im gonna draw it only Once and it will not become a new hyperfixation
#i have to kill this hyper fixation on the spot#it is the Worst brain worm#me for the past few days: curly ….. :(((((#im ngl they could never make me hate him even if i recognize dude srsly fked up#it also doesn’t help that he kinda reminds me of an old manager who i really liked even though he turned a whole ass blind eye to how the#tech lead was mistreating me…#like in the end when i left the team he recognized that was the worst thing he put me through#there is so my poetry around his character arc and how he ends up in the exact same situation as anya#losing all autonomy and being subjected to jimmys abuse#and then- i could keep writing this essay#the point is i need to make something#and not go insane
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thinking about her....
#kitposts#dbd#taurie cain#im getting such gender envy from her#was talking to my partner about dbd tonight#and after explaining how something immediately hooked me in her design to the point where i could sense i would for sure hyper fixate on he#i was like 'do you think i could pull off a buzzcut cause i think im getting major gender envy from her'#i love that her lore is like she was 5 minutes away from being pulled into the realm as a killer instead of a survivor#obsessed#i want more freak survivors that are just straight up bad people#also more females killers that arent victims who initially killed to defend themselves or were manipulated into becoming killers#but thats another post
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“Over and over he watched Ridley Scott's Blade Runner, fascinated by Rutger Hauer…”
Description of Armand in “The story of Daniel, the Devil’s Minion”/ The Queen of the Damned
“I’ve seen things you people wouldn't believe... All those moments will be lost in time… like tears in rain.”
Roy Batty (Rutger Hauer), Blade Runner
“Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn’t.”
John Irving, “A Prayer for Owen Meany”
Daniel Molloy: “Note to self, everything related to Claudia from this point forward is without written corroboration.”
Louis: “Just our memories of her.”
Daniel: “… However porous they come.”
Interview with the Vampire, S2, Ep. 6
#basically Daniel your Devils Minion past is showing in your accidental Blade Runner reference#something something#memory lost in the rain#I mean I had a thesis somewhere but it’s brain rot now#apparently my new hobby is bad edits and hyper fixation#interview with the vampire#iwtv#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#louis#Armand#claudia#memory and rain and tears#someone figure this out for me#or it could mean nothing#iwtv spoilers
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Happy Autism Acceptance Month!!!
Here’s Twilight Sparkle from My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
I relate to her so much
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#actually autistic#autistic artist#autism#autism acceptance#autism acceptence month#mlp#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#mlp fim#mlp drawing#mlp fanart#mlp twilight sparkle#twilight sparkle#autistic twilight sparkle#twilight sparkle is autistic and you all can fight me on it#I will win#don’t underestimate the power of an autistic person with their current hyper fixation#add adhd for 2x bonus points
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Pros: for the first time in four incredibly long years, I have my interests back! I can hyper fixate on things again! I can’t believe I’m having my first hyper fixation in FOUR YEARS again!
Cons: why did it have to be monster hunter, a notoriously difficult series of video games, why am I making dinner at 2:30 am.
#moontalk#juno hours#personal#don’t get me wrong I’m so happy to finally have my ability to hyperfixate back#didn’t even realize that’s one of the things I lost bc of this person until I realized#I was hyper fixating on monhun#it’s crazy bc I’m still trying to piece through all the things I lost for four fucking years#getting all these pieces of myself back has been so cool actually#Ive become closer to my coworkers to the point that they’re also my friends now#which is super cool#and it’s been wild finally letting them into my life more and letting people get to know me bc#I’ve been getting to know myself in the process#the person I lost four years ago#I missed me#altho I do need to like not let my hyperfixation overtake my entire life LMFAO#sorry to everyone who’s been patiently listening to monster hunter yapping#I owe you my soul and I love you forever
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Waugh. Forgot to charge my phone before bed so I have to charge it now and since Apple is evil and removed the headphone jack I can’t listen to a podcast to fall asleep :(
#I move a lot in my sleep so I can’t use Bluetooth earbuds cause I’d lose them#but I can’t plug in my corded earbuds while charging my phone and it’s close to dead#and my partner is a light sleeper so I can’t play it out loud#I struggle to fall asleep without something to occupy my mind because#my brain has too much room to worry and then it fixates on my health stuff and gets hyper vigilant about symptoms#and like. nausea is one of those things where the more you think about it the more you feel it#I’m very aware that I need to get my brain back to a point where it can tolerate lack of stimulation#and I am actively working on that during the day#but because my health flare ups tend to be worse at night my anxiety around them is also worse then#because it’s predicting a pattern#and I desperately need sleep because I already don’t get enough and am often fatigued so I’ll give in to my brain’s demands if it means#falling asleep faster#like it’s a difference of taking twenty minutes to fall asleep versus three plus hours#anyway. I like to listen to asmr videos cause they’re relaxing and they help me sleep#if I’m having a harder time managing the anxiety then I listen to things like q and a’s with creators of podcasts or shows I like#because it’s engaging enough to stop my brain from having room to worry#I frequently re listen to the TMA q and a’s and other behind the scenes stuff#can’t listen to the main podcast at night cause it’s horror but I think that#because it’s a big interest of mine right now and I’ve listened to it so much#I find Jonny and Alex’s voices really comforting#so I resisten to the behind the scenes stuff a few times a month#the wizard speaks
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Do you guys ever have so many hyper fixations at once you feel like you're going to implode?

(I'm going insane)
#i have too many things my brain is focusing on#smosh of course is on the list#my brain feels like it is imploding#greys anatomy has me in a choke hold sorry gang 😔#too many video games#amangela fic <3#i will get the third chapter out at some point guys#i swear#i know one of my favorite characters dies soon in greys though so high chance i stop watching it for a little#although i am hooked i binged this season alone in like 3 days but thats cause i know about the finale#i also cant stop playing powerwash simulator and listening to bo burnhams inside soooo....#too many hyper fixations people#TOO MANY#i may be going insane :)#someone save me#anyways im gonna start calling these raven rambles
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You know you talk too much/write about a ship when your non fandom friend but fellow writer has to text you, "I can't believe this, but I got a SoundStar idea because of you and now I need to figure it out for you."
Aka she said: can't believe i got so brainrotted that i have a soundstar idea. can they get out of my head pls i didnt ask for the robot life
#fish is just rambling whatever pops up again like usual#my level of written & verbalized persuasion to explain why two robots who miscommunicate should make up and kiss is amazing (kidding)#but really it only took 3 months to crack a non robot lover#well no shes thinking abt them bc we've always discussed writing ideas for the past 2 yrs like things or ocs before#and then SoundStar slapped me upside the head#so she sat through all my hc/ffs drafts everyday; this was inevitable because I love sharing#I make it a point for all my irl friends to sit through my hyper fixations when I get the chance to talk (fan or not)#they do the same to me#fair trade off tbh
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speaking of bobby marks, im curious if other people have fc’s for bobby, and if so who they are!!
for me personally— i have karolis inokaitis for my m!bobby fc & then lily-rose depp for my f!bobby fc:




#like!! also in my personal hc bobby doesn’t have any tattoos ( :( ) nor do they drink. but they are an occasional smoker#okay maybe a few drinks! but only when it benefits them ie to get someone to loosen up but never to the point where they aren’t in control#also bobby is incredibly fashionable impeccable fashion taste methinks#if anyone has any bobby hcs please send them my way i could genuinely talk about them all day……#i love me a good hyper fixation#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#bobby marks
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LETS ALL STOP AND THINK ABOUT HOW ANYA IS 57 YEARS OLD BY 2024. AND DAYUM DOES SHE LOOK GOOD!
mutuals may like & reblog.
#caffeine fueled hyper fixation 《 ooc 》#she's got her father's stare 《 visage 》#yes i did make these gifs to show my point#don't judge me
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I've had a headcanon with mocfiths in my head for a very long time (the audience knows, I hope). It came to my mind when Margoshka told me about the catfish version of Maysky (a character from a Russian TV series)
After that, I had the idea of imagining a situation where Thriffith decided to go fishing with El Moco. They didn't have a good fishing trip, though, and that was because the moment El Moco arrived at the appointed time, at the bridge over the big lake, Thriffith caught a big fish…. or rather, it caught him. When Thriffith wanted to say hello, the fish twitched so hard that the grief-stricken assassin fell off the bridge into the water. El Moco had no time to do anything, he wanted to pull him out, but Thriffith is very stubborn and eventually fished this "something" out of the lake. He was holding the big catfish in his hands.
Thriff is proud of himself, bragging to El Moco, saying, "Look what a huge thing I've caught"! And the Bandit King looks at him as if he had done something wrong, as if he had done another stupid thing that made him feel bad.
Thriff: What? Moco: Now you're going to catch a cold because of that worthless fish. Thriff: Oh, that's silly! I have a pretty good immune system! Moco: I wouldn't make such rash judgments if I were you! Thriff: Not at all! *sneezes* Moco: There! That's what I'm talking about!
The bandit didn't listen to him any further, he just took the dead fish from him, put it on the ground, and suddenly began to take off his outer clothes. Thriffith stares at him stunned, he was ready for anything in the world, but not such an action. He asked the Bandit King what he was doing and why he was taking his clothes off, but El Moco just gave him his shirt and jacket (he didn't give him his vest, he put it back on) and told him to change his clothes so he wouldn't catch a cold.
There was nowhere to go, and Thriffith did as he was told: he changed into his comrade's shirt, which was too big for him. In fact, he was a little embarrassed by it. Still, El Moko was right and did the right thing. Thriffith was pleased that he had taken such care of him.
But that wasn't so bad! The shirt was warm, the jacket was warm too, so Thriffith wouldn't catch cold. And in the evening they cooked the catfish together and had a delicious dinner (UwU)
#the adventures of puss in boots#thriffith#el moco#mocfith#headcanons#helen thinks#I've finally poured my heart out#Here I can at least finish some of the lines that I didn't include in my post on Telegram#I so dislike my sense of shame#but I just know that my partner is on the channel and he doesn't share my hyper-fixation on men as much#which makes me feel really bad about it#Someday I will realize zen to the point where I don't care about shame#I'll just do everything in spite of others#But not today--
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By accident of course.
It starts with a crossover that I don't notice, until I'm in too deep. I get attached to a character and or plot points I need to see the ending but the fic hasn't updated since 2012. I finish it and I'm left with a craving so I look for something similar.
I can't find it in my current fandom, I go back to the crossover boom instantly I find what I'm looking for as soon as I enter the new fandom. I get excited
I watch/read the original content.
I see deeply into these characters and the plot
I hyper fixate.
I need to know more.
I go digging, Where I discover so much about this fandom that I know nothing and everything.
Past fandom? I escaped its grasp the best I can but I'll be dragged back eventually.
I always am.
I read until I won't find any content on what I want to scratch the urge inside of me but when I do I find a crossover that I dont notice in my excitement and the process starts all over again.
Dragged into one hell after the other.
Forever
How about you?
Okay I have a follow up question from a poll I started today, which is tied into the concept of fic discoverability.
I would be fascinated to know how you normally find fics to read, and your reasoning about it, if any. Has your behaviour changed over time? What fandom are you in?
#By accident of course#It's starts with a crossover that I don't notice#Until I'm in too deep#I get attached to a character and or plot points#Then I finish it and am left with a craving#So I look for something similar#I can't find it in my current fandom#I go back to the crossover#Boom instantly I find what I want as soon as I go looking on this new fandom#I get excited#I watch/read the original content#I see deeper#I hyper fixate#I go digging#I need to know more#Where I discover so much about this fandom that I know nothing and everything#Past fandom?#I've escaped it's grasp the best I can but I'll be dragged back eventually#Then I get dragging into a new one#Later I can't find any content to scratch the urge inside of me#So I find a crossover#That I don't notice I'm my excitement#And the process starts all over again#Dragging me from hell to hell#Forever#What about you?#long post
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#the emo void is slowly killing but i aint complaining#but still no one irl gets me tf#my chemical romance#hyper fixations go brrr#like literally how many times have i posted w/ the word hyper fixation?? why cant i just obsess in peace#and the thing is that its like 92% more of a crippling self awareness issue than a issue thats actually effecting ppl which it isnt😭🙏#ive literally traumatized myself at this point like i gave myself a limit on how much i talk abt the same topic in one week. im going insan#why tf am i venting in tags#tumblr fyp#fyp#fypage#fyp tumblr#foryou#fypツ
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