#med tw

[allrevvedup]

(Ibuprofen, NS, and Aspirin are all NSAIDs)

I am both curious and trying to figure out if what I use is typically most effective.

[new-squidbeak-gaytoon]

[Eights stares at the kettle for a few seconds then, still holding Autumn, walks towards it.]

[They've never heard something come out of a kettle so clearly before...]

(@saturntheocto :] )

[roadkillramble]

Having med troubles with Loxapac giving me restlessness so here's fatespeaker having med problems too bc i project my stpd on her

[xxbunnynyxx]

vent

things are becoming immeasurably agonizing again

I don't know how much longer I can deal with this

I've pushed away pretty much everyone I knew due to paranoia and making sure I'm not missed when my time comes

it's very lonely

but I don't want anyone to miss me either, so it's a double edged sword in a way

there's more I want to say but I don't want to process it right now

hopefully I can get some sleep soon, even if none of my meds work anymore

[pokemonveterinarian]

[A picture of Saint, smiling brightly. There's a blood bag in the back, connected to his arm via an IV.]

Doin' good! Don't even need strong pain meds today!

[wellfell]

tw meds / pills .

i accidentally took two pills from a very strong painkiller and jdkskaoa . if i die , contact hiro.yuki sana.da and tell him he looks beautiful today .

[formidophobia]

Okay that last post made me feel things but I don't want it to be the last thing I post if I literally die in the ER so here's a post

I'm in the er

[outpost-31]

ughh ok im out of my meds so im having trouble finishing the asks. they'll get done but give me a bit I can't focus. to be fair it's not like this is urgent and I'm not abandoning them but my mind isn't working with me here sorry folks

[curetapwater]

Me: omg it's been months I need my meds

My brain: but the front desk lady hates you and thinks you're annoying and immature

Me: what

My brain: she sort of maybe sighed last time you called so you should just never make any appointments for anything ever again. This is the most logical course of action. You get so flustered anyway, and you never understand how scheduling appointments works, you're wasting everyone's time.

Me: Ah see this is why I need my meds.

[arboretum-dome]

Medical trauma fucking sucks

It fucked me up

Its not just being in the hospital or surgeries or malpractice- its feeling the pain of actively dying. Its shaking violently as my body shuts down. Its screaming and crying saying I can’t breathe while a nurse tells me im having a panic attack and if I don’t calm down im going to lose oxygen. Its having no dignity and defecating in the hospital bed and needing to be moved and cleaned by strangers. Its wires and tubes restraining you to one area to the point you can’t move or sleep.

And even after…. Its the speckled scars from IVs and lines in my hands and arms. Its the crooked and oddly shaped surgery scars because i was so young when i got them. Its finding comfort in medical items and machines because those are what keep me alive. It’s wanting to look more sick so people will understand more of how i feel. Its becoming religious again to feel some sort of of sense of belonging and safety, like im protected. Its harming myself over and over again because if im not injured then i dont feel real. Its constant pain to the point i fall asleep immediately if relaxed or uncomfortable. Its a messy disgusting room because i can’t clean without assistance.

And for me…. Its DID

22 alters and never having a stable self. Forgetting things every day. Not remembering major life events. I hate it.

This life is torture.

[schizopositivity]

i see reminders to take your meds all the time and thats great but heres your reminder to get your meds refilled! to call your pharmacy! to pick up your refills while the pharmacy is still open! you cant take whats not there, its super important that you stay on top of getting your refills

[youngchronicpain]

It is okay to need pain medication to function with your chronic pain. It is okay. I promise. I know everywhere you turn pain medication is demonized. I know that it is scary to talk about. It is okay to be grateful that you have access to pain medication. Pain meds have greatly improved my quality of life and I wouldn't be able to live my life outside of my bed without them. And that's okay!!!

[klugpuuo]

me laying on my shot arm like Oh my arm feels jumb. Oh my leg feels weird. Ah my head is hurting.however my discomfort I s a nysey none can solve

[noiselessbuck]

hello hi why the Fuck are you not allowed to drop off drugs and illegal substances to the medical drop off box. i legitimately hate it especially because the box said illegal substances are only allowed to be put there if you got them legally. it's a Trash Can Of Safe Disposal what the fuck thats what it should be forrr

[xxbunnynyxx]

ah yes, a pulse of 160-180 at a party far away from any hospital, cool 💀

man!!

at least I had my meds switched out to shit that doesn't affect the heart so much

[basket-cas]

Come on.

Child proof cap,

Buddy,

Pal,

It's me.