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shoku-and-awe · 2 years ago

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Not where I'd normally post about this but:

I have a semi-abandoned OFMD fic that I would really, really like to complete and post before S2 starts (Oct. 5), but need help becaaaause

(1) This is my busiest season at work (2) I have NOT been writing regularly for months and the tap is dispensing only rusty brown shitty water (3) I haven't finished/posted a fandom work since uhhh 2016 and am intimidated/have brain wall about it

So. Does anyone have any tips on how to remedy points two and three above, or how to hold myself accountable for point three? Community? Shaming? Treats?

#brain wall. is that a thing???#see this is part of the problem #mind wall... mind block... mind block?#mental block???#mental block!!!#hah! got that one at least

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thewordsarestuckinmyhead · 2 months ago

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how it feels as a writer to refrain yourself from sharing anything about a WIP until it’s fully done.

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duncanor · 6 months ago

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I love how No 6 couldn't be written without Shion's queerness. Every important characters in this story are people who deviated from the norm in one way or another. It's an integral part of the story.

Shion's fascination and attraction to Nezumi is what sets the entire story in motion.

It's what forces him to see through the veil of dreamlike safety, it's what awake his needs for truth, for humanity. It's what will inevitably free them and cause the fall of the perfect city (amongst other things...)

No, No 6 is not a simple BL with a side of sci-fi. It's a genuine queer revolution and I must say, I'm fascinated by it to no end.

#dunkar rant #no 6 #I started to read it again for the second time #With a more analytical mind #And I really like it man #It's smart #It got it's faults sure #But just like the west block it's deeply human in spite of it #It's hope in a sea of despair #It's a crack in a expensive prison wall #I can only love this truly #And to think that bad bitch is almost as old as I am #And the queerness I not the only interesting as well as essential aspect of it #The voice of the unheard those who have been massacred to establish the land are just as important #But I will need to advance in my lecture to speak more precisely on this

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captainseamech · 6 months ago

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//and this is why I sometimes consider going on an indefinite hiatus again

#anon hate tw #[ I blocked their ass but still. I just logged on my pc and saw this. ]#[ first thing I see mind you. ]#[ I know I shouldn't pay attention to this wall of text but ]#[ yeah ]

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thegreatcrowdragon · 1 year ago

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I’ve been seeing quite a lot of pureshadow hate recently and it’s bumming me out a lot. So, I wanted to ask you guys, why do you enjoy pureshadow so much? Go ahead and make a big wall of text if you’d like, I don’t mind!

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run #shadow milk cookie #pure vanilla cookie #pureshadow #shadowvanilla #vanilla milkshake #really takes me out of wanting to write #I tend to be a people pleaser and I can’t stand the idea of making someone hate me #edit: don’t respond with any type of ‘I dont like it but…’ or ‘I prefer…’ it will result in an instant block #also I’m not demanding you make a wall of text I’m only saying I don’t mind if you do

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beatcroc · 2 months ago

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tangentially its really funny how it took me thinking digital circus is really mid to realize how much i actually fucking love ena

#previously i'd been more of a passive enjoyer of ena. like i'd thought it was neat but it was a thing i'd just like see get posted #in the group chat and be like 'oh cool it's another one of those' and watch it and then forget about it #and then digicirc came out and everybody started losing their minds about it and i was like. its just ok.#and the elements i liked the most about it --the surreal medium-blending self-aware game abstraction type beats--#i was like. this really just feels like worse ena. maybe i have not appreciated ena enough.#digicirc is of course not nearly as focal on those elements and is a lot about actual characters and storytelling and shit just as much #as feeling out its weird world and its rules.but like. i dont care about tadc characters that much[or at least not their current direction]#[it's showed hints of stuff i genuinely think is neat but i don't think it's really the place the story is interested in heading]. anyway #ena is very overwhelmingly about being surreal and off the wall and it is very very very very very good at it #& now with the game.....fans of OFF and hylics rejoice we got a new kid on the block and it's the best it's ever been #bweeeaaahh

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pfffsfic · 5 months ago

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it'd be messed up if stanford made a deal with bill in the finale and then bill found himself unable to leave his mind afterwards because of the metal plate

#gravity falls #the way i see it is that the deal would give him permission to bypass it on the way in.#but in a rules lawyer situation you could say he's still blocked by it on the way out #probably not the canon intent on how it would work but I make do #we know he can't get through particular metal walls because it's mentioned three different times in the BoB #postfallofit #maybe at that point he'd be stuck leading the henchmaniacs in Ford's body as it succumbs to sleep deprivation? with no powers I guess?#or if the new deal doesn't give him possession credentials again it'd just be a “ford and his imaginary friend” situation #bill is talking to me right now and he changed his mind & wants to give up on the apocalypse. -ford to the henchmaniacs #(bill screaming in background)

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mothbeasts · 2 months ago

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sometimes I wish I wasn't a hater over such stupid things but like. it all builds up and boils over and if I can't be a hater about stupid fandom drama I'm vaguely involved in I know it will actually ruin my life. c'est la vie.

#bee's buzzing #i feel so mean and evil for it and its like. i do noooot want to like. Make Callout Posts and drag people through the dirt by name yknow #but when ppl have consistently talked shit about my friends and also theyre just annoying as fuck #and do not understand anything or think with their brains.#i cannot take it. it drives me up a wall.#true centi fans know exactly who i am talking about but 1) they both have me blocked lmao. 2) i dont wanna be Overly Cruel by naming them #even if i hate them soooo much at this point.#anyway this is why i dont post much i/eytd content publicly it lost its charm when i TRIED to join the fandom and like #got my friends with me #and they got dragged through the fucking Dirt over a stupid joke and ive been made to feel like #idk. a bitchy lesbian (true) because i cannot fathom how theyve characterized this man the way they have #and how theyre fucking hypocrites.#and how this fandom makes me fucking Terrified to actually speak my mind lest i be turned to viscera #though maybe this is the paranoia and anxiety speaking i dont know. whatever. what fucking everrrrrr.#idk last time i tried 2 open discussion in the main tag about how i as a weird dyke just feel left out of the fandom #it just left me feeling worse than before. and got me blocked by someone i actually was trying my hardest to have a real discussion with #like im sorry for being abrasive and coming off badly i guess? im deeply mentally ill and also autistic idk.#whatever.#nobody look at me im having a moment

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marshbarks · 2 months ago

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i'm being very Normal and Sane right now, btw. i have mined out a huge area in the middle of ck because i just. sometimes when you have adhd you have to pick a task and do it for hours on end.

#pine prattles #context. every light spot is an open/mined out tile. blue is water.#most of the game is solid walls. there are only some breaks for scenes/water/void.#the orange quartercircle is a boss arena. dont mind her.#every pixel is one block in the game. so that huge open area. i have mined that much

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svtskneecaps · 1 year ago

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FRIENDS I HAVE BEEN PLAYING WITH SOME OF THE QSMP MODS AND I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH

BEHOLD THESE THREE PARTICULAR BLOCKS FROM THE FRAMEDBLOCKS MOD!!!!! FROM LEFT TO RIGHT, THE "FRAMED SECRET STORAGE", THE "FRAMED DOOR", AND THE "FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW"

FRAMED SECRET STORAGE, A BLOCK WITH SOME STORAGE THAT CAN BE CAMOUFLAGED TO LOOK LIKE WHATEVER BLOCK YOU DESIRE!!!! WANT TO BUILD YOUR WHOLE HOUSE OUT OF CHESTS AND STILL MAINTAIN AESTHETIC?? GO FOR IT!! HAVE SECRET CONTRABAND BUT NEED EASY ACCESS? HIDE IT RIGHT IN YOUR WALLS!!!

THE FRAMED DOOR, ABLE TO BE CUSTOMIZED TO LOOK LIKE A WALL!! THE TOP AND BOTTOM CAN BE ASSIGNED BLOCKS INDEPENDENTLY!!

SECRET TUNNEL!!!!!!!!!

THE FRAMED ONE-WAY WINDOW!! ANY ONE SIDE OF THIS BLOCK CAN BE MADE TRANSPARENT, INCLUDING THE TOP AND BOTTOM!!! the transparency can also be REMOVED, so if your friend forgets to look at the name of the block their crosshair is on, YOU CAN TOTALLY PRETEND IT'S A TOTALLY NORMAL SOLID BLOCK AND ADD THE TRANSPARENCY ONLY WHEN NECESSARY >:D

NEEDLESS TO SAY, I AM SO EXCITED FOR WHEN THE PARANOID MEMBERS WITH MANY SECRETS AND MANY THINGS TO HIDE DISCOVER THESE BLOCKS HEHEHEHEHEHE. AS SOMEONE WHO LOVES AND CHAMPIONS ESPIONAGE THIS CONSTITUTES AN ABSOLUTE WIN

#qsmp #I LOVE ESPIONAGE I LOVE SECRETS I LOVE HIDDEN PASSAGES #HOHOHOHOEHOEHOEHOEHOHEHOE #reading through the mod notes apparently if you use phantom membrane on a block it allows you to walk through it like ghost blocks #how FUCKIGN DOPE IS THAT #THIS MAKES ME SO FUCKIGN EXCITED LIKE ACTUALLY I LOVE ESPIONAGE AND SECRETS AND HIDEY HOLES SO MUCH #if mr badboy 'paranoia incarnate' halo stops being deceased i hope he discovers these blocks bc he'd go CRAZY #cellbit would also like DAMN like DAMN #imagine if he'd been able to conceal the security door in the fear room behind a door that looked the same as the wall #jaiden being able to see through the fog using the waterframes couldn't have revealed the door >:D #this is so COOL this is so DOPE i'm in tears i love espionage i hope someone finds these blocks soon #also don't mind that you can't see my hand in any of the screenshots i found a scarf that gives me invisibility #WHICH IS ALSO FUCKING DOPE #the artifacts mod is actually so OP like genuinely #i have bunny slippers that make me jump the height of three fences and take 0 fall damage (i make bunny noises when i'm hit too >:D)#i have a snorkel that gives me 15 seconds of water breathing every time i surface for air #i have night vision goggles AND i have a CLOUD IN A JAR that gives me a DOUBLE JUMP so combine that with the bunny slippers and :DDDDD #and NONE OF THESE have durability and i can have them on AT ALL TIMES unless they conflict in slots ofc like no two in the head slot or smt #tho this is assuming that i downloaded the correct mod (i would have grabbed it from seeing it in a tooltip on a stream so jury's out)#(i don't remember what stream either lmao)#but yeah assuming these items exist on the server they're so fucking cool; i'm assuming they'll pop up in a shop later #since i haven't seen people find many yet #anyway not to be a fucking nerd or anything lmfao just got a lil excited #long tags #shut up vic #block game brainrot

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adolins-heart · 1 month ago

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I don't even understand why I'm so resistant to the idea of people seeing me cry. Like. I hate when people see and experience me having a meltdown. I just cant let them see. It's like . Like I will be so close to breaking I fantasize about finally cracking in front of a loved one and them comforting me. Then the time where it seems like that'll happen comes and I hold it in til I'm alone. And for some FCKING reason I'm incapable of just asking for a hug or comfort or whatever even tho I'm craving it basically constantly

#jasper rambles #as stupid as this will sound ots like the block i had abt brushing teeth #thefe was nothing to scare me away from it. i dont mind the sensory feeling of brishing teeth. flavors dont bother me that much and i know #which ones to avoid bc im not a fan but like i can tough it out. my mint allergy developed AFTER my aversion to teeth brushing #even now where i considtently brush my teeth twice a day i couldnt tell you what was keeping me from being able to do so for years #like i couldnt identify the problem so there was nothing TO change to try and make it easier #its similar with this. i KNOW im allowed to be weak and hurt. i KNOW my loved ones will support me and help me. i KNOW my value isnt based #in my ability to hold it together. but i cant #i cant break thru that wall and reach out when i need help

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sygneth · 1 year ago

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Nnghhhh have been fighting the "I am too old to start" attitude for years, finally got over it.

Now I am too anxious to practice because. Neighbors.

#(i got a violin and wanna learn to play but. violin's loud)#i mean. i don't want to bother them too much #idc about being judged i just don't wanna be an asshole who can't yet play well but all the building has to hear him practice #BUT #i won't get better without practice #girl help #how do i play in a fucking multi-family post soviet block #these walls are so acoustic that many filharmonies should be jealous #conversations with the void #rant #don't mind this post

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corazondebeskar · 1 year ago

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december really kicked down the door like “who ordered the seasonal depression with a double side of imposter syndrome?”

#it wasn’t me #you have the wrong house #fuck off #imposter syndrome immediately starting building writer’s block walls like #help I’m trapped in the prison of my mind