#monica posts

[astoryisaloveaffair]

So I have not been doing well, for a long time. I’m definitely better than I was, but yea. I feel guilt and failure, like I’m not producing content fast enough for people’s standards, even though I’m making up in my own head that those standards exist and they were never insinuated by any of you.

This is mostly just to vent. When I started writing Fix You and then everything else, I hoped people would like it, and I’m happy you do, but I set an expectation for myself that I would just always be able to pump out content. And I just can’t like I used to.

I work in a completely different field now, and I’m always running around I barely have time to talk to my friends let alone write. When I get home, I just want to lie down and play Skyrim, or watch Kitchen Nightmares, or sleep so my memory and attention span isn’t absolute shit the next day.

Some of my friends on here I used to talk to every day and now it’s every couple days and briefly if that. I feel like a shit friend.

I told you I wasn’t going to stop writing and I mean it, I’m not going to stop. I just…can’t do it quickly anymore. I hope you all understand.

[frankie-catfish-morales]

me, every time i see bella’s tiny hands in pedro’s:

HAND BIG

[chandler-monica]

MONDLER + their just friends era

[osatokun]

a commission of an absolutely precious cleric I did for CatonCoals !

[sparebutton]

The Marvels spoilers without context

[theravenlyn-art]

she was like an angel to me

[beingharsh]

Red Desert (1964), dir. Michelangelo Antonioni

[offonaherosjourney]

I love that Monica Rambeau took one look at Kamala and was like: "I know what you are. Fanfic writer"

[danversrambeau]

You are not the only thing standing between this and the universe.

THE MARVELS (2023) dir. Nia DaCosta

[sluttyhenley]

You'll have to contend with any planes already in the air. The moment those Tomahawks hit, the enemy will know you're coming. Your time to target will be two minutes and thirty seconds. Any longer than that and you will be exposed to any aircraft the Tomahawks may have missed. This is what you've all been training for. Come home safely.

TOP GUN: MAVERICK (2022) dir. Joseph Kosinski

[astoryisaloveaffair]

Alright I should be dropping the next chapter in the next couple days 😘

[frankie-catfish-morales]

I haven’t been on here much really but please know that I am Jewish and 100% support the freedom of Palestine and am doing what I can on other social media

[mycelebs]

Monica Bellucci

[lyricailove]

Does it ever hit you that because of Frank and Monica's emotional detachment, all of the Gallagher's seek out affection from romantic partners? But like to an almost obsessive degree.

Fiona's is obvious. She's hypersexual and falls in love easily. She will downplay her issues with Frank as something she's grown used to, but it's clear that it still affects her. She also does the same when it comes to Monica but I feel like her hostility towards other women comes from how she doesn't trust Monica, doesn't really trust herself, and sees those insecurities on other women. Ex: Her treatment of Mandy and distrust of her around Lip.

Lip is a classic case of a man dealing with his mommy issues by making it every woman's problem. He's hostile towards his romantic partners when they want a real commitment from him and he talks to women with so much disrespect that it's a wonder someone hasn't stomped his ass out yet. He's especially harsh towards his own sisters even though they've been the one's who have been there for him. He may hate Frank but he's noticeably giving and extremely forgiving towards men, even those he's only known for a short while. Almost like the story about the turtle was just as much about him hoping that he could fix Frank as it was about Frank crushing his hopes of a real father figure.

Ian being groomed is in no way his fault and is the fault of the creeps who pursued him. But I can't ignore the fact that Frank's abuse and neglect opened him up the further abuse he suffered at the hands of Kash and Ned. It's no coincidence that both Kash and Ned shower Ian with gifts and compliments about how impressive, smart, and mature he is.

Debbie 1. deals with comphet in the first few seasons, and 2. Feels ignored by her family so she tries to create her own family. Debbie is visibly the one most affected by Frank's issues and even when she for all intents and purposes gives up on him, it still affects her. Frank's hurtful words about her only finding love with someone "just as fucked up as she is" pushes her to put consider a dangerous situation with Heidi. She's also someone who struggles with control issues because she needs to help other people. She's a problem solver by nature. It's just that the two problems she wishes she could solve more than anything are out of her hands (Frank and Monica). She can't fix Frank's addiction, his selfishness, or his abusive tendencies. She can't fix Monica's wanderlust, her avoidance, or her aversion to long-term commitment.

Carl is so good at masking his emotions. It's easy to miss. But then you notice things like his attachment to Fiona, his absolute devotion to the girls he likes, and his need to protect. Carl is hypersexual, even though I've seen it rarely brought up in fandom, and longs for a long-term girlfriend. When he does get girlfriends he's all in from the beginning. When Carl loves someone he is all about them. He's so casual when it comes to talking about Frank and Monica, but that doesn't mean those feelings aren't there and they aren't affecting him.

Liam is still young so we don't get to see him in a relationship. He's the one Gallagher who's consistently treated like an actual kid. Probably the one who has the best chance at healthy emotional attachments. But then again, Fiona leaving most likely did a number on him and we weren't privy to what that looks like for him because the latter seasons forgot how to do long-term storytelling and emotional payoff. All we know is that he doesn't remember Monica, Frank being gone makes him an orphan and he's worried about where he's gonna live because Lip forgot that Liam was technically under Frank's care. We didn't get to see it, but I'd say Liam's first emotional crash is probably on the horizon.

[nexttopbadbitch]

Türkan Soray in Arim, Balim, Petegim (1970)

Monica Bellucci in Malena (2000)

[neo--queen--serenity]

I’m personally devastated that Mori and Fukuchi never got to meet. Not only would it be THE pettiest bitch-off the world has ever seen, poor Fukuzawa would be just sitting there in between them with no expression whatsoever as the Hunting Dogs, PM, and ADA just watched them with growing horror, unable to look away.