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May 26, 2015: Ok how funny is it that they both 1) tweeted at the exact same time and 2) happened to tweet things that completely sum up each of their personalities? Ohhhhh I love these boys DEARLY š„°š
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#phan#dan and phil#y:2015#via:twitter#10yearsofdnp#dan is so right btw - one of my favorite parts about commuting to college in the city#was choosing different albums to listen to on the train#really wish i could have a redo of that time in my life knowing what i know about myself now#maybe i could actually be in a career i love now#also throwback to 7th grade when my class got to watch home improvement as part of our achitecture/interior design unit#and i discovered the magic of property shows#that was my favorite class that year for that exact reason lol
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Mythological Inspirations: Matar Paneer Cookie Edition
So, where did Matar Paneer- nah I don't feel like making this joke again. Indian curry dish + crazy lion lady + demon slaying goofball pretty boy. BOOM.

Next installment of "Merchant rants about how far she went designing these fankids into a void for 10 hours"
Same as/with/for Pepper Jack, I researched and took inspiration from Egyptian and Hindu mythology while drafting up Matar Paneer. If Golden Cheese is Ra, and Burning Spice is Shiva, and Pepper Jack is the bennu bird + Ganesha... what does that make our little lady here?
Remember how Shiva has two sons? Jack is already one, so Paneer is, naturally, the other one. She takes after Kartikeya, second son of Shiva and Parvati, god of war and victory.
Kartikeya's primary color is red. So Paneer's is, as well. It's her favorite color and what she likes to wear the most. (It's also partially because of Burning Spice lol. Red will always = Papa to her to some degree)
Kartikeya is armed with a divine spear called Vel, which was a gift from his mother. Though Paneer wields and favors her katar, she will one day carry a spear alongside them, also a gift from her own mother (can't wait to tell that story haha)
One of Kartikeya's symbols is a peacock; this is because he has a giant peacock (named Paravani) as a mount. Likewise, I had Paneer befriend a peacock, which will one day grow big enough for her to ride around on herself (can't wait to tell that story either! I personally like my little interpretation of Paravani. Matar Paneer and her little bird bestie haha)
Kartikeya has a very innocent and playful personality; he's quite silly and mischievous, and likes to mess with things for fun (ex: messing with planets' orbits, stacking mountains on top of each other, stopping the flow of the Ganges river, etc). Paneer is quite similar (something else I didn't know beforehand, I swear. Paneer being a little gremlin just like the god she ends up taking after is another happy coincidence), going on little adventures and making messes and having... destructive tendencies like her Papa lol. (But she never means any harm. She's a good kid, she's just a bit impulsive and reckless)
Sometimes, Kartikeya is depicted with six heads (varies by scripture). Bit of a stretch, but I thought of having Paneer own six masks, each one wildly different from the other, that she'll often wear for fun. (I'll explain this better in another post)
Kartikeya is credited with defeating many monsters and demons, minor and major. So Paneer will grow up to become a renowned demon slayer, just like him (spoiling the end of her story there lol)
Golden Cheese is clearly inspired by Ra, Egyptian god of the sun and head of the pantheon (it's extra obvious with her Awakened form lol). The stories vary wildly from what I've seen, but the most baseline concept is that Ra has 3 daughters. Believing her to be the most fitting, I chose to have Paneer take after Sekhmet, Egyptian goddess of war, chaos, plague and medicine.
Sekhmet's primary color is also red. More red for our little lady. (All the war gods like red, so predictable smh)
Sekhmet is extremely violent and bloodthirsty, as her profession suggests. Born from the fire in Ra's eye, her main purpose in life is to protect him, help uphold cosmic order, and punish mortals for disobedience towards either. Paneer is... quite temperamental lol. Very strong-willed, very easily frustrated, very emotional. Fiercely protective of those she loves. And she can be... vengeful. Very, very vengeful. I will not elaborate further because it's spoilery as fuck lol
Like most of the other gods, Sekhmet is a furry part animal, with a woman's body and a lioness's head. Also a bit of a stretch, but... a certain young lady is getting a lioness tattoo on her back when she's an adult, as a nod/homage haha. Also, Golden Cheese's special nickname for her is "little lioness"
Sekhmet is often depicted with a lotus in one hand, and an ankh in the other. There, now you know why Paneer has a lotus in her hair lol (she's also getting an ankh tattoo when she's an adult, on her left wrist since that's the hand Sekhmet is always seen using to hold it (Paneer is getting a lot of tattoos when she's older, as you can see))
The Egyptians very much believed in names having power (common idea in the ancient world, really, but they were extra into it), so Sekhmet, like all the other gods, has like a billion names lol. To keep things simple (I counted 15 names the first time I looked into her and I'm pretty sure there's more), Paneer only gets a few: "Red Lady" (this one in particular), "Lady of Slaughter", "Mistress of Dread" and "She Before Whom Evil Trembles". The first three, people in general give her as a result of her actions/accomplishments (demon slayer, remember?) and are meant in a positive, reverent way (sometimes with a small touch of fear, admittedly). The last one is what High Priest Cheesenbird calls her. He has a term of affection/endearment for both children
Sekhmet can breathe fire; in fact, the Ancient Egyptians often credited/associated her with the hot desert winds because of it. I think I said this before already, but Paneer is a fire breather, too (she can light her hands and feet on fire, as well. Not a full-on firebender but not too far away)
In an interesting contradiction, Sekhmet is a goddess of both disease and medicine. She's bitter and wrathful, and causes plague outbreaks as a form of punishment for mankind... but she cures them, too. She's feared and looked to for salvation at the same time. She's even considered a patroness of physicians and healers. So... Perhaps our little firebreather has a hidden knack for healing, too. A secret power. One that's only noticed by another healer who would know how to spot and nurture such a talent *cough*Pure Vanilla*cough*. Maybe. Perhaps š¤š¤š¤š¤š¤
Also, here's some doodles of more general things just because

There's little Paravani lol. Hopefully I actually start improving as an artist eventually, so I can draw Paravani better (or more in line with how he looks in my head. I don't really want a regular looking peacock, that's boring)
There's the little cheese lotus Paneer wears in her hair. Just used the one in the Golden Cheese Kingdom decor set as a reference š
Ankhs r cool 2 draw. Also, fun fact: they symbolize immortality and reincarnation. Reminds you of her mom, doesn't it? Haha
Tried to draw her katar (Indian knives. Basically Wolverine claws). They were a gift from Cilantro Cobra (she's alive and well in my personal canon ok š«), and she went the extra mile to have little symbols engraved in both. Burning Spice's in one, Golden Cheese's in the other
She's supposed to have little green earrings that look like green peas ("matar" means green pea, "paneer" is the Indian cheese. Literally "green pea cheese" lol). Her design references the food she's supposed to be a lot more than Jack's, I think
Ok I'm done now. I'm sorry this post was so late. I'm also sorry this is all on paper and in shitty ass lighting, me no have drawing tablet. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk
#someone please tell me I'm actually getting better at art lol#I'd like to think I am... you can't improve if you don't try in the first place right?#please be patient with me regardless I'm trying my best here. Someday I'll be capable of more than grade school scribbles#cookie run kingdom#burningcheese#goldenspice#cookie run fankid#cookie run oc#matar paneer cookie#also I hope you guys like Paravani haha#can't think of a more... Cookie Run sounding name atm. So he's just Paravani for now
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fancy tittle blah blah. lowkey shitty timkon drawing bc i love them and they make me feel better. tumblr butchered the quality so click for better quality ig idk
sletches/process under cut :)





(i genuinely do not know how to do image ID's i suck so bad at them so if anyone could do one for me i would be eternally grateful š )
#rose rambling#*throws this into the void*#i love them... theyre my boys....#i hate doing digital art so muxh but im forcing myself to do it so i improve#(and also for the grade but. yk. im not submitting this.)#school is kicking my ass#timkon#timkon fanart#tim x kon#tim drake fanart#kon el superboy#kon el kent#kon el fanart#connor kent#connor kent fanart#kon fanart#superboy fanart#superboy x robin#kontim#kontim fanart#conner kent#tim drake robin#dc fanart#idek tbh this is kinda mid
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like my life is going a-okay (not really) and yet i am experiencing the fantasy high junior year kristen applebees crashout. being chaotic is not cute anymore sweetheart, you need to lock in, you're literally going to be done with college in 9 months you cannot afford to fuck around and be like... oh...there's too much going on and i can't even start on things so i'm just gonna do a bunch of other things that give me a little kick of dopamine for now and put off the laborious stuff for later because i perceive it as hard and maybe a bit of an annoyance.
#i say this during my second rewatch of fantasy high junior year#i have to reiterate#i was so mad at kristen applebees#and then i realized it was me#literally it is not that hard to get homework done#why are we contemplating different life paths when we don't even know another way#partly because we haven't put the time to look for it#by we i mean me#focusing and doing things ahead of time is so hard for no reason#i don't think i was like this before but maybe its because my mom used to manage my study/homework schedule thing and then she stopped#its been downhill since 6th grade but i kind of learned how to work around it so my grades are actually just fine and i seem really smart#but like i don't know anything#retention? 0#i need to shut up#this is like becoming a little whiny complaint about my inadequacies with no sight of actual self improvement#anyways#more tags#kristen applebees#fantasy high junior year#i do not want to be relatable in this way#but here we are
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Homestuck Is For Cat People
(page 928-941)
KITTEN UPDATE: Rose has picked up the kitten and is cradling it so gently.
The big development here is another APPEARIFIER, this one green (on theme with the lab) and perhaps a different model as it has this arcade cabinet setup instead of the big flat Playstation Portable that WV had (p.738). A coin-operated appearifier is a fun thought and Iām glad the idea was planted in the story, even if it didnāt come to pass.
This appearifier can be adjusted in time, but has been specifically locked onto Roseās childhood cat Jaspers, who is apparently a Very Important Cat ā thereās a special catlock symbol on the bottom of page 929. The funniest reveal is that Jaspers was always wearing a suit, and was fitted with a new one for the funeral, but not his first one.
And then we zoom out and see BABY ROSE. So small. Giant wet anime eyes way too big for her face. This is from Thursday September 7, 2000, and Rose was born in the winter of 95/96, so sheās 4 close to turning 5, and she is already a therapist and (according to unreliable present Rose) may have written the phrase ācharacteristically recalcitrantā in a notepad.
Roseās immediate instinct upon seeing this is to cause a time paradox. As though she doesnāt have enough problems already.
KITTEN UPDATE: The kitten is clinging to the trailing end of Roseās scarf.
Rose creates a slime-cat just as WV creates a slime-pumpkin (p.752), and then we get a MASSIVE lore bombshell. This appearifier is connected to a slime chamber/DNA sequencer, automatically sucking up the paradox slime which contains the DNA of whatever was/wasnāt appearified. (I can confirm from Real Life that molecular biology sometimes involves slime). Ā
If itās working, the machine then creates a PARADOX CLONE; an actual, living, non-slime embryo of the creature which can most likely grow like any other creature of its species. This one isnāt quite working; the kitten nibbling the scarf is actually a very close copy but the two-headed version in a jar is a step backwards. These are, apparently, āunsuccessful attempts to perfect the science of ECTOBIOLOGY.ā
āEctobiologyā is written in green in the narrative so we know itās important. And it is a very green and slimy word. Maybe a word that could describe a kid wearing a green slime ghost shirt. John is (or wants to be) someone who clones creatures through appearification, sequencing, and synthesis. Itās⦠weirdly analogous to how alchemy works in Sburb. Appearifying the slime = dispensing the cruxite, a raw material to work on. Sequencing the DNA = carving the totem, encoding the specific data. And synthesizing a clone = alchemizing an object, creating something physical out of digital data. It actually seems really easy, and like it doesnāt require any actual biology knowledge. But how does John know about this science when weāve never seen it mentioned outside this ominous underground lab? And does John have plans with this? Specific clones heād like to create??
Jaspers ātells Rose a secretā and again I am wondering if we are supposed to take this literally, if cat speech is possible via Skaiaās will or if this is a weird false memory of Roseās. And then heās appearified away, by someone who isnāt Rose at some point in the past/future. For exactly two weeks his location is hidden by static; then he returns battered, and then we get the Jaspers-centric animated page, something I wasnāt expecting for today but am thrilled to have.
KITTEN UPDATE: The kitten is blinking all four eyes in sequence, like a crowd doing the wave.
A funeral dirge filled with purrs and meows plays as we see Jaspersā extravagant funeral (complete with Momās martini glass and what looks like a funeral lab coat?), time in the mausoleum, and journey to the lab and transportalization today to somewhere with a gray square-patterned carpet. I donāt think weāve seen this specific carpet before, but we have seen some geometric gray carpets in Jadeās house (for example, p.914). This is intercut with moments of the new mutant kitten chewing on Roseās scarf, rolling around, and being generally adorable. Surely Rose is falling in love with this kitten as much as I am.
Rose appearifies Jaspers back and with āall this sorted outā (p.940) grabs both cats and transportalizes away to who knows where. I do not feel like anything is sorted out. I actually have nothing but questions. But Iām glad Rose is feeling good.
Thinking through all this. Someone ā presumably Roseās mom ā has been trying and failing to specifically recreate Jaspers. We know that resurrecting Jaspers via Sburb is a big goal of Roseās, even if sheās reluctant to admit it, so thatās a big parallel between these two characters who have a lot of distance and hostility. Rose was so young when Jaspers disappeared that losing him must have been a formative memory. Jaspers was likely Momās cat from before Rose was born; her cat plushies suggest sheās a cat lover in general. She might have been working on getting Jaspers back ever since the moment he disappeared. The question is, does she want him back for herself or for Rose?
It's also possible that this setup has been here even longer, and that Mom herself appearified Jaspers from Roseās therapist couch that day. Maybe accidentally, and it had bad effects, and sheās been trying to create a new Jaspers ever since as an apology (a real Dr Frankenstein way to approach interpersonal relationships but GREAT characterization) or maybe on purpose for some more nefarious/experimental reasons, considering the āno accessible feedā during the time between his disappearing from Roseās side and reappearing at the river.
KITTEN UPDATE: The kitten has been PRETTY DECENTLY ESCAPALIZED along with Rose!
> Rose: Check for additional cats in your new surroundings.
#homestuck#reaction#i got a 100% on my first big school assignment!!!!#which counts 15% of my grade for the whole year!!!!#i literally didnt believe it when i saw the number i was like 'that cant be real'#only bad thing is i didnt get given any areas for improvement. which would have helped. but im not gonna complain abt this lmao#just glad im on track and able to handle the material :D#chrono
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don't mind me i am just leaving some little treats for mutuals on the dash š¤ if that is okay! š„š«š„š”š„§š§š§šØš°š®šµš©šš„šŖšÆšāļø
#coucou coco!#happy timezone š i hope you will find lots of precious things to hold close about your day!!! just like you are to your f/os :D and meee!!#today i am resolved to improve my grade in tumblr mutual studies from a c- to at least a b+ (ąø ā¢Ģ_ā¢Ģ)ąø
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Anyone who does creative writing or research papers or is writing a thesis or whatever - if you write it on your own, yes you are automatically better than people who use ChatGPT instead of forming their own thoughts or doing their own thorough research on the topic. I've had to write a lot of essays as of late bc of my classes and the number of people in my classes (which require heavy writing both creatively and research-wise) that utilize ChatGPT to damn near come up with thoughts for them is asinine. Yes, I do think I'm better than them. Because I know how to write without AI. Because I want to work in a field that will require me to use my own fucking brain and write without the usage of AI. Why the actual FUCK would you be taking literal writing classes if you aren't going to write, and instead use AI.
#wlw#lesbian#ākennie's rambles#like i hate to sound pretentious but on this matter#i couldn't care less if i sound like an asshat#not to fucking mention the amount of times I've had to go out of my way to PROVE i wasnt using AI#because many professors now use AI TO FUCKING GRADE.#your writing ability will never improve if you can't do it without ai. all you're doing is being lazy<3
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"Focus on YOU, until the FOCUS is on you"
#mindset#self improvement#positive mental attitude#self care#grades#improvement#textbooks#future#dark academia#studyblr#study inspiration#night study#successful#studystudystudy#study#studies#study motivation#stunning#study success#success#dark acadamia aesthetic#dark aesthetic#mind aesthetic#qoute aesthetic#study aesthetic#aestethic#aesthetic#my hero academia#light academia#chaotic academia
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saw this on Bluesky and thought it'd be fun to bring here:
Share the oldest art you can find (or feel comfy sharing) vs a recent one you're proud of as a šš» to AI "artwork"

2009 vs 2025
no pressure tags @glamfellens @layalu @rookinthecrownest @bragganhyl @solas-backpack-mug @herearedragons and literally anyone else who'd like to play!!
#on bluesky it's not a tag game it's a qrt game which works a little better on there but is awkward to translate here#so literally if anyone wants to play feel free to do so and say that i tagged you (and feel free to tag me back so i can see <3)#i'm assuming the one on the left is 2009 bc i wrote my name in cursive on the inside of the sketchbook i found it in#and i learned cursive in 2nd grade (2009) so that's my best guess#anyway yeah fuck ai! not only is improvement possible it's very satisfying!!#my art#sun-marie art
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its so evil that i can't study theatre production as part of my bachelor of arts... like I thought it was supposed to let you do what you want..
#but noooooo i have to get a creative arts degree. listen i know I've said before that I can't do a graded class where i have to create thing#s. but im doing pretty well with improv. and plus ive always viewed it as less of that depressing gig economy creative outlet shit. and more#of a tafey type job. speaking of which there are tafe courses. but they're all expensive as fuck#like its basically like horticulture for lights and sound if you think about it. so you would think that you can study that for free. but#nope!#bc the government hates the arts.#i can't fucking lock in I'm thinking about theatre.#my posts
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Getting my sh!t together before school starts


hi everyone, happy new year!
my school starts on the 15th of january, or in 14 days! and i have plenty of things to get done such as...
ā” getting in routine (e.g being in bed early)
ā” start building healthier habits
ā” have a mini glow up
ā” organize all my supplies
ā” review my school materials
ā” plan my schedule
ā” prepare my uniform
ā” organize my study space
ā” get caught up with my writing and reading
ā” start practicing for hockey
so please come join my short journey to prepare for being back at school and my first day of grade 10!
#2025#pink#self improvement#it girl era#self love#focusing on myself#student#studybrl#high school students#studying#getting my sh!t together before school starts#it girl#self development#self care#high school studyblr#high school#grade 10
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Istg I'm getting my shit together and trying to write a fic. I'm being plagued by ideas but I haven't written for fun in almost a year and I'm terrified to write characters that aren't my own. How does a twst fic about Lilia and Malleus doing the "'Make it pink!' 'Make it blue!'" scene sound?
#I haven't attempted to write a fanfic since like 7th grade and trust me when I say it was Badā¢#I know that my writing has improved since 5 years ago but I still have that lingering fear of people yelling at me that I'm cringe#Also my writing always sounds like a Victorian because I grew up reading Edgar Allan Poe's stories as bedtime stories#So I feel like that side affect is good for writing Lilia and Malleus but no one else#twst#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#dahlia's rambling
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sometimes ya just gotta put a guy in some Outfits āØļøš
(these are all inspired by pieces from this post)
#one piece#op fanart#mihawk#one piece fanart#dracule mihawk#takanome mihawk#hawkeyes mihawk#the first purple one has sw vibes lol#i think one of my favourite things abt improving in drawing is being able to draw clothing better#i remember in grade school all my characrers wore tees + pants or skirts#and i remember realizing that most ppl dont actually dress like that and trying to expand.#im really proud of how much better ive becomes at drawing clothes since even tho i defs still have a lot of place to improve on :')
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Nekrowmancer (a very funny joke if you head over to my writing blog @outgridwrites and read the right thing)
#ghosts#necromancy#sketchbook#colour pencil#acrylic paint#artists on tumblr#illustration#my art#i don't know why I decided writing backwards was the vibe for aesthetics but you know#that's how i wrote in second grade so i guess things haven't improved much since the late nineties
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is this not an advanced class.

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VISION BOARD 2025
- by WitchyB-tchy67
source: Pinterest & Canva
#vision board#photo collage#picture collage#new year 2025#vision board 2025#manifesting#manifesation#good things are coming#love#peace#self improvement#grades#relationship#yoga#gym#gym goals#coffe#school#snow#friends#vacation#books#reading#ear piercings#girls with piercings#girlhood#girlblogging#self love#self development#loving my body
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