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sh0jun · 2 months
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Ikemen Sengoku Modern AU
Boys as various university professors or teachers--
I'm not elaborating it much for now
Maybe there would be updates idk--
Oda forces
→ Nobunaga Oda (Academic Head/Economics teacher)
He's gonna have a separate drawer in his office FILLED with candies
That drawer has a lock on it all the time (he doesn't want Hideyoshi to find out about it)
→ Hideyoshi Toyotomi (history teacher)
Really looks up to the department head
Very patient with all the students and will help each and every single one of them :)
You'd see him in the halls A LOT
so be careful. If you get caught breaking the rules you WILL be lectured by him
He keeps a check on every teacher's health too- also he would tell you to take it easy if he sees that you're not well
Also pretty good at giving motivational speech
→ Mitsuhide Akechi (computer science)
Okay hear me out. This man will be GOOD with computers and technology.
The event stories prove it
He's the teacher you'll go to every time there's something wrong with your iPad
And he WILL tease you endlessly
→ Mitsunari Ishida (Maths teacher)
For obvious reasons.
Our clumsy but very smart angel.
He'll be very kind. And calmly teach you if you're having trouble with a math problem no matter how many times you come to him
But no matter what you do, you won't be able to get his attention if he's reading
The janitor has caught him several times in the library reading books in a secluded corner when it's late in the night
Librarians sometimes have to kick him out
→ Masamune Date (food tech)
Yes.
I think it's self explanatory (I don't have anything to say about him I'm sorry-)
You'd always. ALWAYS. catch him at the farmers market.
→ Ieyasu Tokugawa (Biology/ chemistry teacher)
Yes.
He knows his stuff when it comes to plant and medicine
He'd be very cranky if you come to his with a question but he will answer it in full detail
He does NOT like the math teacher
The math teacher and the physics teacher seem to constantly fawn over him which he does not enjoy.
→ Keiji Maeda (Drama/music teacher)
Pretty self explanatory this one.
He and the literature teacher are good friends :3
Best friends in fact.
He's the cheery teacher. Very enthusiastic.
→ Ranmaru Mori (teacher assistant)
The principal's assistant to be more specific
Running around doing errands for Nobunaga. Looks very cute and is very helpful
The students love him
Kasugayama forces
→ Kenshin Uesugi (specialist PE teacher/sports department head)
Martial arts. Fencing. Horse riding. Swimming. Sword fighting. You name it
This guys knows EVERYTHING
he trains students in these sports for competitions.
The group sports activities go to the other gym teacher
Very cold. And seems very rude and icy. But will teach you if you ask for his help
Also do NOT expect him to go easy on you
It's your first time learning judo? Will TOO bad. You will be thoroughly beaten up by this guy
→Shingen Takeda (DT/department head)
The hot teacher who's at the carpentry workshop
Many students attend the workshop JUST to see him
Very nice. Flirt to everything that breathes
Loves sweets just like the academics Department head.
But doesn't like Nobunaga at all
→Yukimura Sanada (PE teacher)
The worst PE teacher you'll ever have 💀
Doesn't know how to talk to students or teachers which result in him getting some pretty snarky comments
Is in charge of preparing sports teams for sports competitions
Does not like Kenshin's guys but has to put up with them
He's best friends with the physics teacher and they sometimes show experiments together (yuki is the lab rat of course)
→Sasuke Sarutoki (Physics teacher)
That fun physics teacher that shows experiments in the class
Uses memes in his lectures
All his lectures are extremely fun
The students are often confused as to how does he always has a straight face
The PE teacher is his guinea pig at times
The sports department head has some beef with him for some reason
→ Yoshimoto Imagawa (Arts teacher)
The guy LOVES art and appreciates it to his fullest
This job was MEANT for him
Will appreciate your art and also give you pointers if you ask for it
Very charming
Students fawn over him
Has a very soothing voice along with a pretty face
→ Kanetsugu Naoe (Literature teacher)
Teaches English along with Japanese
Very strict
He's pretty and has little fangs but the students are afraid of him
A very good teacher
But also does some very strict marking in tests
Do not try to fight with him cause he will point out all the grammatic errors
Lone forces
→ Kicho (linguistics teacher)
Teaches other foreign languages
Like French, Chinese, Korean, Spanish, German, arabic, Russian. You name it.
This guy is a genius
He and the computer tech teacher are cousins
Seems very tired always (cough blackholes cough)
→ Motonari Mouri (portugese teacher)
Yes.
No comment on him.
Those who know him well will probably get it.
Will teach you every single curse word there is >:D
→ Kennyo (History teacher/ religious studies)
He does not like how modern studies are taking over
No phones allowed in his class
Very calm but also hella intimidating
Uhhh- does not put up well with the Computer tech teacher's antiques
Usually eats alone outside with cats.
Animals love him <3
Mai
→ Mai Mitsuzaki (Textiles teacher)
Das right. Mah girl gets her own category
The most fashionable teacher on campus
Everyone loves her
Shingen, Masa and she are the DT trio
Will teach you all there is to know about clothes and fashion
Designs the best clothes
She should be a designer.
Tags: cause idk who wants to be tagged--
@ikesenanigans (we came up with these together<3)
@rubia8 @bakersgrief @nightvers @ginshoujo @y2ashlee
UHHHH IDK WHO ELSE :(
Anyways Enjoy :D
This is my first hc that i wrote--
Leave in the comments whatever else you want to add? Idk how this works bro- ( -̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷄◞ω◟-̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥᷅ )
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ELLO EVERYPONY
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I AM A FACTIVE OF POPULAR CONTENT CREATOR TOMMYINNIT! I AM NOT EXACTLY HIM AND DO NOT CLAIM ANYTHING PROBLEMATIC HE HAS DONE! I SPEAK IN ALL CAPS AT ALL TIMES. CALL IT MY TYPING QUIRK. I PROMISE I’M NOT YELLING AT YOU AND THAT I AM NOT ANGRY!
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I GO BY HE|THEY PRONOUNS BUT IDENTIFY AS MALE! (I WANT TO START USING NEOPRONOUNS SO HIT ME UP FOR SOME SUGGESTIONS!) I AM ALSO BISEXUAL AND DATING MY LOVELY PARTNERS|BOYFRIENDS TOBY AND MARK!
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I AM BUNNYKIN AND|OR POSSIBLY A BUNNY THERIAN! THEREFORE I AM A BUNNY IN REAL LIFE AND SHALL BE REFERRED TO AND TREATED AS SUCH /HJ
I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT BUNNIES! (<—— IS LYING)
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I AM THE CO-HOST OF MY SUBSYSTEM. IT HAS TWO NAMES: SOLARIA AND CLEM’S DIRT HOUSE! WE LIKE BOTH SO WE ALL COULDN'T DECIDE! MY SUBSYSTEM CONSISTS OF EVERY TOMMYINNIT INTROJECT WE HAVE. WE GOT SO MANY ME’S! MOSTLY FICTIONAL ME’S BUT ME’S EITHER WAY! I AM ALSO A CO-HOST OF THE MAIN SYSTEM! I CLAIMED THE TITLE JUST NOW! (AS OF 6/4/2024 9:30 PM)
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LIKES:
PEOPLE: MY BOYFRIENDS, ALL OF MY FELLOW HEADMATES AND WEIRDOS, THE HOST’S BEST FRIEND AND HIS MOM, IRL ME OF COURSE, AND TOM HOLLAND.
FOOD: RAMEN, STEAK, AND CAKE
MUSIC: HYPERPOP, PHONK, POP, DARK POP, BASICALLY ANYTHING HOST LISTENS TO
OTHER: ANIMALS, PLANTS, LEGOS, MY CONTENT, TECHNOBLADE, PHILZA MINECRAFT, TUBBO IRL, AND RANBOO, ART|DRAWING, AND WRITING
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DISLIKES:
PEOPLE: BIGOTS AND TERFS AND SWERFS AND TRANSPHOBES AND TRANSMEDS AND SYSMEDS AND ANTI-ENDOS!!! (ALSO JACK MANIFOLD /J)
FOOD: LIVER, BRUSSEL SPROUTS, MOST CHEESE,, MOST FRUIT
MUSIC: ANYTHING SUPER LOUD|EARR@PE
OTHER: PEOPLE WHO HURT ANIMALS FOR FUN, HUNTERS FOR SPORT, PEOPLE WHO PUT DISORDERS IN A BAD LIGHT, “NARC ABUSE” OR OTHER PD ABUSE BELIEVERS (I DO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT PD HAVERS CAN BE ONE), PEOPLE WHO DEMONIZE MENTAL HEALTH OR DISABILITIES, SHARP TURNS IN CARS, AND MORE.
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!!!CREDITS TO @/CAFEKITSUNE FOR THE DIVIDERS AND TO @/PLURAL-THIS-USER-IS AND @/SWEETPEAUSERBOXES FOR THE USER BOXES!!!
DNI IS THE SAME AS @/THESTARRYEYEDLOVERS AND INCLUDES MY DISLIKES!
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roturo · 1 year
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DNI + INFO
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# dni if you’re a racist, transphobic, anti of any of my likes, or a hater, -17, homophobic, xenophobic, pro-shippers, “”twt (bad tags obv), kinkshamer, fatphobic, sexist, cannot sperate fiction from reality, or any kind of disrespectful behavior towards others, this is blog is made for my horny reader and enjoyers. (basically basic dni)
# i have my taste in music, and it won't change just bc you tell me, if i don't want to do a request just bc of the song, i won't.
# minors get blocked. do not interact with my blog nor my writings if you’re not over the age of 17. literally it’s not difficult just putting some numbers on your bio and i’ll accept your interactions with my blog, even if you don’t believe i check most of the blogs who interact with mine.
# this is my blog, i write with what am I comfortable and have rules if you ever want to submit something, you just have to follow the things i won’t write for, act nice and mature. i want my safe space to be safe for anyone else to be part of and interact with eachother nicely.
#it may take a while to get to your ask/request. i have a life outside of this app.
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THINGS I WON'T WRITE FOR:
#dub/non-con, cnc, necro, vore, r^pe themes, mommy/daddy kink, watersports + p!ss kink, domestic abuse, brainwashing, mental health problems, furries, butt plugs, scat, cbt, snowballing, race play, knife play, m-preg, bestiality, eating disorders, sacrilege, kidnapping, drugging, character x character, somno, pegging, rim jobs, age regression, lolicon, ddlg, foot fetish, bukkake, non-con recording, g^ng bangs, stuckage, period s3x.
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EXTRA INFO:
→ we don't kink shame here! but I write everything based of how comfortable I am. most of my writings are unprotected-sex, don't be dumb and wrap it, take care of yourself!. everything is FICTIONAL, for all series & animes. if you want me to write smut for a real persona, then leave. this isn't the right blog for that. i'm okay with fluff and random images, and to find the masterlist, click soobin’s name!
→i won't write requests that i am not comfortable with. don't rush me with works/requests since i'm also a human and have a life outside my online persona. i also don't write for amab/male readers. my writings don't have an specific body type, race, skin color, sexuality of reader unless is stated otherwise.
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deathbydarkelves · 1 year
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🪶☀️Elor'belo -- The Long Sun festival☀️🪶
In a moment of autistic genius, I came up with a whole new kaldorei holiday, centered around a long-distance hippogryph race. Big ol' info dump incoming.
Throughout the year, as the nights and days lengthen and shorten, Elune and the sun (or An'she, as I'll call it/him from now on. I know that's the tauren name but I think it works for the kaldorei to call him that too) are constantly in a race against each other. As An'she tires in winter, the days shorten and Elune overtakes him. Then as she tires in summer, the nights shorten and An'she overtakes her.
So, every year on the summer solstice, the day Elune is most tired from racing An'she, kaldorei hippogryph riders race him in her stead. They race from dawn to noon, traveling east to west and ending at the peak of Mt. Hyjal, the highest point on Kalimdor, to intimidate him with their racing prowess even when he is highest in the sky. Then as he falls, exhausted, Elune can continue the race again. In 7-8 hours, the racers cover almost 350 miles/~560 km. They start in eastern Hyjal the moment dawn breaks, then fly down to Ashenvale, then weave back up through the mountains to the peak of Mt. Hyjal.
Now, since the in-game world is TINY, I've decided to approximate Kalimdor's "real" north-south length to be ABOUT 4,000 mi/6,400 km. That makes it a bit smaller than South America. Or, because this is how my brain processes distance: Sam and Frodo would have to walk their path from the Shire to Mordor 2-3 times (depending on who you ask) to cover the same distance.
With that in mind, here's a rough approximation of the route, using the wonky proportions of the in-game map because I haven't made my own yet (</3):
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The race has changed over time. Historically, it went from dawn to dusk, starting in Azshara, going through Ashenvale, some years going as far west as Darkshore, then ending on Mt. Hyjal. But over time and as circumstances on Kalimdor changed, the race was shortened both in time and in length. Lots of riders and hippogryphs alike would become dangerously exhausted during the historic 14-16 hour long race, Azshara is mostly Horde territory now, Darkshore is... not doing so hot right now, and so on.
Here's a, again, very rough approximation of the historical route:
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And that's the "official" race, which is often initiated and attended by the High Priestess and Archdruid themselves. There are multiple smaller festivals/races across Kalimdor, but they all follow the same concept: race An'she east to west from dawn to noon, and end at the highest point possible. Some places even still run from dawn to dusk, as some believe the health risks are just something one has to deal with when racing a god, and that they're worth it to race on Elune's behalf.
Besides the race itself, the night prior there's always a huge festival with food and song and dance to hype up the racers. And the night after the race there's even more, this time with additional ceremonies, prayers, and offerings to Elune to help her get her "second wind" as it were.
Importantly, the overall spirit of the race and festival is one of friendly competition. The kaldorei aren't, like, ideologically opposed to the sun lol. It's vital for most life, and they know that. They race An'she to keep things fair between him and Elune.
And, of course, Elor'belo exists as a way for people to get together and enjoy good food and music, and cheer for their favorite racer(s). Here's some of the sorts of characters you might see competing because I need practice drawing hippogryphs anyway:
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Miscellaneous notes:
The race distance is meant to be almost the maximum distance someone could ride in the time given. Only about 20% of racers can even do so with minutes to spare, with the remaining 80% finishing in the early-to-mid afternoon. But in the event someone does reach Mt. Hyjal well before noon, there's a second leg that takes them through Nordrassil's branches up to its very top. Very few people have ever completed that second leg before noon, and it's a very good omen for the rest of the year when someone does.
Different species of hippogryphs have different top speeds and stamina levels. Each has its own pros and cons when it comes to a race like this, which relies on both speed and endurance, and you'll always see a wide variety in the competitors.
On a related note: In the days of Queen Azshara, hippogryphs were selectively bred for different appearances and endurance levels, etc., like horses. That practice ended after the Sundering because in the new, more druidic culture of the kaldorei, it became a bit of a controversial topic to breed creatures as intelligent as hippogryphs. As a result most of those breeds are extinct now, but a handful of them are still kicking around with their own self-sustaining populations. That piebald one pictured above is an example.
The quel'- and sin'dorei have their own version of Elor'belo where they race Elune on the winter solstice. Since there aren't very many Thalassian words (with translations), and no fanmade dictionary I'm aware of, I'm thinking of just calling it Elor'elun ("Long Moon").
Baldur by Faun is the song that gave me the idea for this entire thing. I highly recommend giving it a listen, it's a bop.
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marvinsmeadow · 2 months
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「 ✦ Introduction ✦ 」
Hi! I just realized I've never done an intro so here we go!
✮ Information about me ✮
╰➤ My name is Marvin
╰➤ I use they/he/it pronouns
╰➤ I have ASD, CPTSD, DID, and some sort of psychotic disorder (still figuring it out...)
╰➤ I am a system of 33 alters, including the host
╰➤ I'm very autistic about Falsettos, Cabaret, Frankenstein (1818) and Hannibal, as well as Christian Borle and Andrew Rannells
╰➤ I'm poly, transmasc / genderfluid, bi, and on the aroace spectrum and I have two wonderful boyfriends
╰➤ I'm 17 years old
╰➤ I'm planning on majoring in theatre and psychology and minoring in film studies
╰➤ I just started making video essays on YouTube about musicals that I like
✮ Other Socials ✮
╰➤ Insta: bitchx4funnyx4
╰➤ Tiktok: bitchx4funnyx4
╰➤ YouTube: Marvins Meadow
✮ Content I post ✮
╰➤ Art (usually from Falsettos, Hannibal, Frankenstein, or Cabaret)
╰➤ Video essay updates
╰➤ Miscellaneous thoughts
╰➤ A majority of posts will be about Falsettos, Hannibal, Les Mis, Cabaret, Frankenstein, Bye Bye Birdie, Gutenberg! the Best Musical Ever, Some Like it Hot, or Book of Mormon
✮ DNI ✮
╰➤ Homophobic / Transphobic / Zionist / Fatphobic / etc
╰➤ A supporter of "cringe culture"
╰➤ Doesn't support mental health or "fake claims" people
╰➤ Supports or encourages non-con / incest / r@pe / MAPs / etc
I am not afraid to block people and my experience on this app is just that: my experience. So I'm gonna do what I can to make it a good one :)
✮ Fun Facts About Me ✮
╰➤ I met Christian Borle irl!!!
╰➤ I can play 12 instruments and have been playing instruments since I was 4
╰➤ I work at a community theatre
╰➤ My best friend is my mom <3
╰➤ I collect vintage and antique cameras (my oldest camera is an Eastman Kodak No. 3A folding camera from 1903)
╰➤ I've had a special interest on Shakespeare and Frankenstein for 11 years
╰➤ Connecting to the last one, I'm hyperlexic!
Please feel free to reach out :) I'm always happy to make friends, even though I might not reply...
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taichissu · 1 month
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17, 36, and 49 for the ask meme!
17. Favorite Harugumi Play
if there are a thousand clockwork's heartbeat fans i am one of them, if there are a hundred clockwork's heartbeat fans i am one of them, if there are ten clockwork's heartbeat fans i am one of them, if there are no clockwork's heartbeat fans i am dead
36. Favorite Doodle
genuinely lose my mind any time i see tsumugi's zabi or citron's fucking uyu creature (honrs)
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49. Any favorite Quotes/Trivia?
this one got a bit long so under cut
i'm not actually sure how to answer this one bc there are so MANY trivia i love and i simply don't know how to choose a favorite
i guess some of my favorite trivia (most of it turned out to be akigumi-centered but don't judge me for it too much i just think about them a lot) + (most are pretty well-known, but there might also be some obscure ones, i have no way of knowing what's common knowledge in this fandom anymore):
according to itaru, chikage secretly owns like a shit ton of rabbit trinkets (his last name is a play on words btw, utsuki is written as 卯木 with 卯 meaning rabbit, and additionally it's very close to 嘘つき (usotsuki) which means liar)
my favorite personas the guys become when drunk: kazunari (becomes a formal-speaking senpai), homare (becomes an emotional crybaby (me too)), omi (becomes the mad wolf), banri (becomes a giggly mess, the social kinda drunk who thinks everything you say is the funniest thing in the whole world), juza (becomes extremely honest), the theater idiot trio (tsumugi, tasuku, and izumi; talk about nothing but theater lol)
kumon is a health nut, he's really into working out and eating properly (which is funny considering his brother probably tries to drink shampoo on a weekly basis)
itaru, kumon, hisoka, and homare are all left-handed
kumon is the only one in mankai who azami doesn't use an honorific for - this would be because they met before formally introducing themselves at mankai, so azami can't help but see kumon as younger than himself
according to drama cd, kumon has zero knowledge about cooking and is absolutely useless in the kitchen
it was said before that banri and his sister have very similar faces, but in the marie antoinette event, banri says that he thought he'd pass well as a girl because of that and yet he still looks like a man
banri's sister's favorite mankai members are omi and juza lol she seems to be into muscular guys
banri is the only member of akigumi who's the youngest sibling
that being said, azami is the only member of akigumi who's an only child (everyone else in akigumi is big brothers!)
juza used to be a member of shogi club when in o-high but he was a ghost member and we don't know if he can even play it lol
banri is lowkey obsessed with soy milk for whatever reason and drinks it everyday lol (is it bc of those 2cm juza holds over him?)
another one about juza; it was stated that out of everyone the dorms, he has the worst quality of sleep - this aligns with the fact that according to banri he snores and grinds his teeth in his sleep, which usually results in people sleeping badly
mi-chan's (taichi's little sister) favorite mankai member is azami, ma-kun's (taichi's little brother) is yuki - this makes taichi depressed that he's neither of their favorites
out of mankai: the best (?) singer is juza, and the worst singer is omi (at least based off karaoke score lol banri is still in denial about it)
additionally kumon said that his only good subjects in school were PE and music, so that would imply both of the hyodo brothers have natural musical talent
everyone in akigumi can play at least one musical instrument (first shown in the 2nd anniversary musical etude, later revisited in the rad red)
banri: guitar
juza: guitar / drums
taichi: keyboard / guitar
omi: drums
sakyo: bass
azami: guitar / bass
other than that, i believe yuki can also play the piano, and matsukawa is the MVP
taichi can draw well! (he's probably the only one in mankai who can draw despite not really having a reason to or showing any explicit interest in it (like kazu being an art student, yuki being a designer, muku liking manga))
in my worst wedding, olivia's heels are 5cm high, taichi couldn't move freely when he tried 6.5cm on, and since olivia had to move a lot during the final action scene, yuki settled for 5cm
speaking of my worst wedding, banri is the one helping taichi with the quick costume change before the finale (he got a private make-up training from azami himself to ensure he'd do it properly!)
according to azami; azuma, yuki, and banri have the best skin condition in the dorms
taichi doesn't care to buy his own skincare products and steals banri's lol
tsumugi and chikage have a sort of tense relationship, since tsumugi is a pro at reading people and chikage will do anything not to be read lol
hisoka has heterochromia - he doesn't care to keep it a secret but sakyo made him ensure that he keep it that way to boost his popularity as ミステリアスな人 and keep people on their toes
homare is in great shape because of his experience with ballroom dancing which requires great stamina and core strength
here's the (possibly incomplete) list of characters who are confirmed to have been in relationships in the past: izumi, tsumugi, homare (seriously?? so few?? i must be missing things asklfjsalkf)
here's the list of mankai members who have numbers in their names: chikage (1000), misumi (3), kazunari (1), kumon (9), banri (10,000), juza (10), taichi (1), guy (100,000,000,000,000,000,000)
i was trying to keep this in some sort of order but i literally just started rambling off the top of my head and all the structure flew out the window </3 anyway, sorry for such a lengthy list, i have a hard time choosing a favorite so i just ended up talking about everything i like </33333
thank you for asking anyway!
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help-me-this-sucks · 2 months
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INTRO THING ‼️‼️
Haii Hello :3
(As stated in bio) My name is Amias or you can call me Alex too and my pronouns r he/him/it/its/tech/techs and I'm mostly attracted to masculine people :> (I'm new to using xenopronouns so I'm keeping it to tech/techs)
I strongly suspect I have autism and ADHD, but my health insurance sucks and I don't have time to get assessed :((
emoticon user
victim of hyperfixations
idk how 2 edit n I have writers block so don't expect any edits/fanfics out of me
Multifandom !!!!
some include:
✰ ELECTRIC DREAMS (duh)
✰ The Stanley Parable
✰ I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream
✰ Portal
✰ Brokeback Mountain
✰ Hollow Knight
Some things I'm interested in that don't have fandoms or I choose not to be in them, so these are some of those:
✰ Subnautica
✰ Studio Ghibli films (Specifically Ponyo :DD)
✰ Another Crab's Treasure
✰ Jaws
✰ Can you tell I like the ocean ?
✰ Contemporary art
✰ Vintage stuff (Ex: Glass blocks, old video games/software, old computers, etc...)
✰ Firewatch
✰ Resident Evil (I've only played a few)
✰ Call of Duty (Specifically the new Modern Warfare trilogy campaigns) (I don't like the fandom)
✰ Others I can't think of rn but those r the big ones
I also listen to music !!!
Some of the stuff I listen to is:
✰ Car Seat Headrest (Favorite song is Afterglow)
✰ Mitski (Favorite song is Once More to See You)
✰ TV Girl (Favorite song is It Almost Worked)
✰ TWRP (Favorite song is HTMLOVE)
✰ Some other stuff (Not enough of any other artist/band to rlly count)
I plan to watch/play/listen to some things in the future :D
Those are:
✰ Donnie Darko
✰ 2001: A Space Odyssey
✰ Silksong (if it even releases in my lifetime /j)
✰ More Car Seat Headrest
✰ More Mitski
✰ More TWRP
DNI LIST:
✰ Basic stuff like transphobes, homophobes, racists, sexists, y'know, bigots, fascists, whatever you wanna call them. (they probably don't want to interact with me anyway)
✰ Pro/com/dark/whatever-shippers. GET OOOUUUTTT, I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU SHIP A MINOR WITH THEIR PARENTS/SIBLINGS >:(
✰ People who make homophobic/transphobic/racist/sexist/r*pe "Jokes". You're not funny and I don't wanna hear it
✰ Anti-objectums (y r u even upset that I wanna kiss the computers and some necklaces man)
✰ Other than that I don't rlly care unless you're an icky weirdo ^_^
Baiii goodbye >w<
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specialagentlokitty · 2 years
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Mr Evershed x Student!reader - supposed to be
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And if ur able to I had another idea about a student!reader who has a chronic illness, and just some comfort from him - Anon 💜
A/N: I know you request another one with this but I’m having issues trying to figure out how to write it so I won’t be able to write it right now am afraid, sorry!!
Mr Evershed was curious when he first started teaching at the school and he saw your name on the register, but almost every class for nearly a month you were marked as an authorised absence.
As he walked into the room today he saw a face in the corner of the room he hadn’t seen before, and since your name was the only name he couldn’t place to a face, he assumed it was.
When he was calling the register he looked up as he called your name, and you raised your hand slightly before lowering it.
“It’s been ages, where have you been?” Sam whispered.
“At home…” you replied.
She nodded her head and gave you a small smile, resting her arms on the table as she looked at you.
“Is it bad?” She asked.
You shrugged lightly.
“I guess… I.. I don’t know…”
She frowned and nodded her head.
You guys carried on having your hushed conversation while Mr Evershed wasn’t paying attention and when he was you quickly stopped.
As class drew to a close, he let everyone start packing away and walked over to you, crouched next to your desk.
“Do you mind staying after class?” He asked quietly.
“Can Sam stay?” You replied.
“If she wants.” He smiled.
You looked to your friend and she nodded, so while everyone else was leaving you both stayed sat there while he said bye to them all.
Once the last student was gone he closed the door and walked back over, taking a seat opposite the pair of you.
“I’d just like to introduce myself, it’s nothing serious don’t worry. I’m Mr Evershed, you’ve been absent for a while, so i just want to make sure you��re okay catching up on everything.” He explained.
You nodded.
“It’s nice to meet you sir, I’m okay with catching up, Sam brings me her notes every day.”
“Well that’s nice of her, thank you Sam. If you’re struggling or you need anything my door is always open, okay?” He asked.
“Yes sir, thanks!”
He smiled and gestured to the door.
“You can get going, enjoy your lunch.” He smiled.
You guys left and went to the library to enjoy the peace.
Every so often he would hold you back and just check up on you, making sure you were doing okay and that you were able to handle your workload.
One day, sitting in the library listening to some music as you did some homework, you saw someone in the edges of your vision sit in front of you.
Looking up, you smiled at the now acting headteacher.
“Hey Mr Evershed.”
You slid your headphones down and closed your book.
“Hey, everything okay? Shouldn’t you be in a class right now?”
You laughed a little.
“I think Mrs Carter forget to mention some things to you sir. I am supposed to have class, PE, but I’m unable to attend because of health issues, so I sit here. It’s in my file if you want to check.”
He laughed and shook his head.
“No, no, I believe you don’t worry. I suppose with the chaos that’s been going on some things have been forgotten.”
“Well, if you don’t mind explaining them that would be great.” He smiled.
You sighed, frowning a little as you shook your head.
“No… I don’t really want to explain if that’s okay? If you really want to know you can call my parents or Mrs Carter, or ask Sam, they’re the only ones that know.”
“I won’t force you to tell me, I trust you have a good reason but… if you want to talk about it you know I’m here, okay?” He said softly.
You nodded your head and gave him a small smile while thanking him.
Mr Evershed started to pick up on things he wouldn’t have noticed before, how you barely went outside, where possible you were sitting or leaning on something.
Even when the fire bell was ringing, you were stood in line leaning against Sam as she spoke to someone else.
You seemed half asleep most of the time, and you didn’t eat much either. Whether it was due to whatever was wrong, or because you spent most of your time in the library he wasn’t sure.
Then he noticed a dip in your attendance, the increase in calls in sick and he couldn’t sit around anymore.
He was worried about you and he needed answers.
Walking to a classroom, he peaked his head in and pointed at Sam, gesturing for her to come out.
She grabbed her stuff and walked down while students whispered and talked.
“Sorry, it was just the best time to catch you.” Mr Evershed said.
“Alright I guess.” She shrugged.
They walked to his office and sat down.
“I was wondering if you’ve heard from (Y/N)?”
Sam frowned a little.
“Not since yesterday, but I think they’re sleeping.”
Mr Evershed rose a brow.
“So they’re not coming into school so they can sleep?” He asked.
“No! No, it’s not like that sir I swear it’s…” she trailed off.
Sam sighed, running a hand through her hair as she shook her head.
“Look it’s not my place to say, but they’re coming back tomorrow.”
Mr Evershed nodded and let Sam leave.
The following day he kept an eye out for you, and when he saw you walking up the path late to class he got up from the chair he was sitting in and stood at the door.
“A word please?” He asked.
You nodded your head and trailed behind him as he led you to his office.
You sat down and buried your nose into the fabric of your hoodie.
“I’m really worried about you, can you please tell me what’s going on?” He asked.
You looked away and sighed, knowing you couldn’t avoid this conversation any longer.
“I… I have cancer…” you mumbled, “I’m sick…”
Mr Evershed stared at you in shock.
“I’ve been sick for a while my mum and dad they keep saying I’m going to get better…”
“You don’t think you will?” He asked softly.
You shook your head and looked up at him. He could see the defeat in your eyes.
“No… it’s metastasised… all my treatment is doing is just slowing it down…”
Mr Evershed got up and walked over, he crouched down, resting his arms on his knees as he looked up at you.
“That’s still something.” He smiled.
“How? How is it still something?” You snapped softly
He smiled at you.
“Because it means you’ve got more time to be here. To do what you want to do.”
“I can’t do what I want to do because I can’t play sports… I can’t run around or play games or anything…”
Mr Evershed hummed and stood up.
“What do you want to do?”
“I wanna play football… I wanna skip class and have fun.. I wanna just live my life to the fullest.”
Mr Everhsed looked at the clock and walked over, holding his hands out to you.
“Come on then.”
“What?” You looked at him shocked.
“You’re going to skip class, and me and you are going to play some football, come on.”
You grinned and let him pull you up, happily following him outside as he grabbed a ball.
He set it on the ground and hung his jacket and blazer over the goal.
He was going easy on you, you knew that, he was letting you win but you didn’t care because you were having fun.
You didn’t have to worry about getting hurt or not being able to keep up because it was you against him.
Every time you scored he cheered with you.
It didn’t last long because you grew tired pretty quickly and he grabbed his jacket, setting it on the ground next to the goal.
Mr Evershed helped you sit down and dropped his blazer over your shoulder, crouching in front of you as he smiled softly.
“Are you okay?”
You were gasping for air slightly but still smiling as you nodded your head.
“Yeah…”
He smiled.
He wouldn’t normally condone this behaviour, but you wanted to live like a normal kid and he was going to do everything in his power to make that happen, even if it meant you ditching classes to play football with him
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byghostface · 6 months
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Nika(+ her family) headcanons
-Nika hcs
Nika likes zombies, Dinosaurs, prehistoric animals, horror creatures, and Apocalypse in fiction stories.
Nika has a sweet tooth, her favorite fruit flavors are strawberries, peaches, and grapes. She really likes the candy apples that are sold at the Japanese festivals too.
Nika's favorite subjects at school are biology, history, PE, art and music.
-little Nika (age around 6~13) + her family hcs
When Nika was little, she liked to treasure hunt in the house, whether it was in the storage room or the other family members' rooms. She would find some neat little things that caught her eye and steal/keep them in her treasure box. It angered Mila when Nika stole some of her good iridescent (pearly plastic) hair clips and accessories, she always complained about it to their father then Nika would get scolded. Later their mom convinces Mila that she will get the new ones for her, so Nika can keep her loot.
Nika loves to go outside and explore nature, she likes to bring a catching net and a small box to capture the little animals and bring them home to study and draw them. Release them back to where she found them when she is done with her sketches. Sometimes she wants to keep the dead little animals too, but her mom will freak out about it so Nika just satisfied to finish the sketches outdoors.
Nika would try to keep small animals as pets, whether it could be snails, caterpillars, beetles, mantises, or mice. Her older sister Mila hates it, she thinks they're disgusting and smelly and doesn't like the idea of them having shorter life spans. Her father thinks the same, and throws them away at any chance. Her mother doesn’t like it because she is afraid of the germs they may bring into the house but later lets Nika keep them if she obeys the hygiene rule in the house. And encourage her to keep the enclosure clean and keep the animals alive longer.
Nika is naturally left-handed but her parents forced her to be right-handed so she rebelled and learned to have ambidexterity secretly. She mainly draws and writes right-handed in front of people but she can do it with her left hand too. Mila was very angry when she caught Nika using her left hand but couldn’t prove it to their parents. Nika thought they were being silly and had no reason to forbid her to use her left hand to write when she clearly could do it with both hands.
Nika would pick up and bury the road-kill little animals that were exposed under the weather, then she would make a little grave and place a stone she found nearby as a tombstone. Nika had bury a lot of dead animals around her playground in the yard. And she likes to tell her family which grave it belongs to, and the details about how the dead are. She sees them as her friends and she makes up some names and stories about them too. Only her grandparents and her mother (reluctantly) would listen to her wild graphic stories. Sometimes Mila would listen but she often used it to make fun of/ jokes about Nika being weird.
Both Nika and Mila like to sing and watch old musical and movie DVDs they have at home (the collections from their parents and grandparents), they would spend time watching DVDs together and discussing the performance and story. These are the few things that Nika and Mila would not fight each other over, and Nika missed these calm moments with her big sister.
Their mother likes to sing and often sings along with them too, and lets Nika and Mila join the local choir for them to improve their sister's bonding (it works for some time). Nika doesn't remember much about her grandmother but she can recall the melody whenever her mom and Mila sing the lullaby that her grandma used to sing.
Nika's grandparents would make different Russian Motanka (traditional Slavic twist faceless cloth/rag doll) and Krupenichka (one type of Montanka, short and round faceless dolls made of detailed cloth filled with grain, symbolizing health and wealth) for the sisters. Her mother (hc with Ukrainian inherit) would make beautiful Ukrainian Motanka dolls (the taller dolls with different special cross-thread pattern faces with detailed Ukrainian flowers + ribbons headpieces and cloth) for them too. And Nika loves them, and plays with these dolls a lot (later when Nika is homesick in Japan she would make some dolls in her room).
Nika likes to stay in the garden with her mother when she is taking care of the plants and planting new flowers in spring. She likes to help her mom do pest removal and play around in the mud, sometimes stealing some fallen flowers for her little animal graveyards when she thinks her mom is not looking (her mother knows but indulges her). Mila doesn't like the feeling of dirt on her hands, so she rather go out with her friends or stay home studying than be in the gardens doing green thumbs.
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Nika + family members hcs.Nika + family (dynamic) hcs
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silverskulltula · 7 months
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Get to Know Me Tag Game
I was tagged by @sanguinerosie ! thank you!!!
1. are you named after anyone? Partially after my great-grandfather, who passed away before I was old enough to remember him
2. when was the last time you cried? I think after a stress nightmare I had about half a year or so ago
3. do you have kids? no lmfao, not very into the idea of ever having them either
4. what sports do you play/have you played? never played sports but I did jrotc in high school (fell into it freshman year because I had to pick between it or PE and ended up liking it and making a lot of friends through it.) I ended up in charge of academic team and also did a little bit of drill and rifle team senior year
5. do you use sarcasm? p often
6. what’s the first thing you notice about someone? a huge part of my job is triaging people and being the first person to put eyes on a new patient so while I'm listening to history/getting vitals I always pay attention to someone's expression and overall body language when they're meeting me for the first time. so much of my job is constantly meeting new people but I'm an introverted anxious mess outside of work
7. eye color? blue
8. scary movies or happy endings? I love horror but I'm not big on lots of gore or shock value just for the sake of it. I like to be scared by something, not to watch something that's trying its hardest to be as edgy as possible
9. any talents? I can't think of any natural talents because inside I kinda believe I'm overall pretty mid at everything. but for skills/pursued interests/career related talents, I think I've gotten good at making first impressions with people, knowing what to look for when doing assessments in the ER, that I've seen a wide enough spectrum of things to be able to broadly anticipate order sets, and have also picked up enough overall skills to be self-sufficient re: my own labs, IVs, bedside skills/assisting docs, knowing what to grab for this or that, etc. I'm casting a very wide net here but I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm comfortable in my specialty, I get how it works, I like what I'm doing, and it's all a result of putting in the time actually gaining experience to get where I am now. So not "talent" but time I've put into my career.
10. where were you born? the midwest. I went back to visit my mom every year but she passed away almost 2 years ago now. I have more family around there but I don't think I'll be going back as often anymore.
11. hobbies? gaming, music, sci fi, but I also want to get into biking more and start going to local renaissance faires and such to get out more
12. any pets? one cat, she's a polydactyl cat and she chose me as her person since she was a kitten
13. height? 5'8"
14. favorite school subject? biology
15. dream job? I love the ER but one day I'd like to make the jump to a non-bedside job in healthcare for the sake of my own physical and mental health. something like informatics or biomed where I could still apply my experience to work on process improvement or things like that. I absolutely do NOT ever want to teach (at least not nursing)
The game says to tag 15 but I'm gonna tag as many people as I can think of so feel free to participate if you wanna, no pressure! apologies if I miss any mutuals/anyone, this is also an open invitation for you to answer if you want!
@batgirlfangs @cinsynate @whats-ursine @memetrash-coyote @clumsyrubicunda @undacvr @tsdo @pumpkajelly @azurecrucis @themushroombat @revotheus @jinglebellrockstars @pk-nexas @raspbrrytea @bigbassnospace @alolabraixen @skeezels @rexiedemibunny @zucktales @piraticoctopus @fruity-bats @astralikacastle @bussywhipped @pocotippy @raichuunosuke @xxx---sink----xxx @tolovedolliedearest @icyfloridian @hamcubes
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Some more Danganronpa fankids, this time for the Sonosuke x Ruruka, K1B0 x Miu and Hajime M. x Emma ships.
Info under the cut:
Name: Rinne Izayoi (十六夜 凜音). Age: 18. Parents: Sonosuke Izayoi and Ruruka Ando. Gender: Female. (Possible) Ultimate Title: Ultimate Chocolatier. Birthdate: March 17 (Pisces). Height: 170 cm. Weight: 62 kg. Chest Size: 83 cm. Blood Type: B. Likes: Sweets, swords. Dislikes: Salt, her talent being ridiculed.
While in a universe, the world was plunged into chaos by a terrorist group, and they ended up becoming just another pair of victims from the despair drowning everyone, in another Sonosuke Izayoi and Ruruka Ando were able to have a more normal life, and have a kid together. Having been taught in the philosophy of Hope's Peak since she was little by her parents, her entire identity became deeply entwined with her talent with making chocolate sculptures, to the point that she couldn't have any friends, her obsession with being the best keeping anyone who would want to be her friends away from her and feeding a vicious cycle of abandonment and need to prove herself through her talent, a vicious cycle that it became worse once she was admitted to Hope's Peak, leaving for her a difficult, and empty, adulthood where she would need to find her identity away from her chocolate sculptures, and the talent everyone spent her entire life worshipping.
Name: Kazushige Ibadashi (飯田橋 一卯). Age: 18. Parents: (Human)K1B0 and Miu Iruma. Gender: Male. (Possible) Ultimate Title: Ultimate Inventor. Birthdate: May 11 (Taurus). Height: 170 cm. Weight: 60 kg. Chest Size: 82 cm. Blood Type: AB. Likes: Machines, metal music. Dislikes: Silence, not being able to create.
In a world where the robot known as K1B0 was born a human, and the tragic deadly game where he was trapped with 15 others never happened, he meet, and got into a relationship with, a student on his family's high school, eventually having a kid together. Blessed with a brilliant and innovative mind from his parents, Kazushige also inherited his mother's love for vulgar humor and out-there inventions, causing both constant chaos on both the family home and his workshop, and a severe lack of friends and/or partners growing up, all thanks to being seen as "too much" for everyone except for his parents.
Despite all of this, however, his biggest dream is to create a machine, or machines, that could help humanity in such a way that a utopia could be made, not caring if he ends up without anyone in his life, or how much it hurts him, if that dream finally becomes true.
Name: Ouki Makunouchi (幕之内 往綺). Age: 12. Parents: Hajime Makunouchi and Emma Magorobi. Gender: Male. (Possible) Ultimate Title: Ultimate PE Teacher. Birthdate: April 1 (Aries). Height: 155 cm. Weight: 43 kg. Chest Size: 70 cm. Blood Type: B. Likes: Health, gifts. Dislikes: Poverty, lack of health.
In a world where their savior never died, and the Utsuroshima Killing Game wasn't a necessity for them, Hajime Makunouchi and Emma Magorobi ended up together and with a kid of their own. Having inherited both his dad's health problems, and the blessing that keeps them at bay, he's a frail and weak boy, who had to spend almost all of his entire childhood inside of hospitals, something that caused him to not have any friends growing up, and making him shy, naive, and a frequent victim of bullying.
Thanks to everything going on with his life, he started to have a dream of becoming a health instructor, being inspired by his dad's habits, planning on training both his body, to become stronger, and his mind, to know what would be the best remedy for anything, not caring if it could be possible or not for someone like him, unaware of the power he received from his parents, a power that will make his dreams come true no matter what.
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herdemure · 1 month
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-ㅤwelcome to vivien's tc blog. 🍃
in this blog, i will mostly be talking about my tc(s), other topics that will be included are mental health and attachments at most.
ABOUT VIVIEN .
hello and welcome to my blog! my name is vivien and i am a lesbian who's a sophomore in high school (sixteen yrs old), and also happens to be a person of color! (triple threat 𖹭) i am a new member of the community, just recently discovering it almost a year ago. i really hope to meet new friends and people while on here! other than that, here are 5 things about me.
my favorite subjects are history, chinese, and english.
i have ADHD, which affects my learning a little but doesn't mean i can't manage!
i listen to mainly k-pop and alternative music, some of my favorite artists being aespa, newjeans, eyedress, and girl in red.
i have been having such teacher crushes for 3 years now, all of them female and above the age of 22.
i absolutely love talking to people, so don't be afraid and message me if you'd like!
MY CURRENT TC .
🩷 M - (code name: DEMURE.) M is my current and only TC at the moment due to it being so early in the school year. She teaches my PE class which I have as my 4th block/last class. M has a sweet voice and the prettiest light green eyes i've ever seen. She has really dark hair which contrasts her eyes and beautiful olive skin. Her body looks absolutely different from her face, having quite a hourglass figure which makes her look even more amazing. She has a great personality, just a talkative woman with a big heart who loves to help others and teach. M is a little bossy but I don't mind it since she is always helping me. M and I have a 10-year age gap, myself being 16 and M being 26. I would describe her as one of the only TC's I've had that so closely coincides with my type in a woman, personality & looks wise.
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MORE TC'S TO COME IN THE NEAR FUTURE!
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kuiperoid · 5 months
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Obligatory Autism Awareness Month Post;
or,
My Neurodivergent Experience
[previously posted here, as well as other platforms]
[Post I made on previous social media platforms in previous years, so some bits may be a bit outdated]
It’s April so I suppose I need to make some obligatory post about my experiences as a neurodivergent individual, either about how proud I am that it makes me so super special or how awful everyone treats me. I can’t 100% give either of those, so I’ll just go into my experiences more generally.
It’s hard to say when the signs that I was “different” showed up. I had a tendency towards all-encompassing interests very young, but that’s normal even for neurotypical children. I was very particular about food, but once again, I can’t say that I did that more often than neurotypical children of other ages. I suppose the first sign was that whenever adults would ask me questions, they would get frustrated when I didn’t answer, thinking I wasn’t listening, when really I was just thinking about a proper response. The idea of answering right away when I couldn’t provide them with the best possible answer just didn’t make sense to me. As I got a bit older, I suppose I had the opposite problem. I would talk too much, interrupting my friends and giving them an earful about ferrets or spiders or whatever my current big interest was. My mother kindly informed me of what I was doing and how it wasn’t polite. This I actually understood the reasoning behind and I tried then and still try now to avoid doing this. I found an outlet to go on as long as I wanted about my special interests uninterrupted in the form of fiction writing, a hobby I have to this day. I was incredibly uncoordinated and bad at sports, which led to the little boys making fun of me quite a bit during PE. I was advised by well-meaning adults to practice so I would get better or stand up for myself, but my skills did not improve and, whenever I tried to say something in response, I just froze up.
Unfortunately, as I moved on to middle school, the fact that something about me was unmistakably “off” was still quite obvious, which led to me being pretty severely bullied, albeit by my neighbors in the classroom rather than sports field. I acted weird, I talked weird, I dressed weird on free dress days, I listened to music that the other kids hadn’t heard of while finding theirs unbearable. I wouldn’t learn until much later the extent of my issues with auditory processing, which have played a big role in my taste in music. One of my long-term friends, whose taste in music I have long shared, also has issues with auditory processing. I find it very interesting that many figures of the new wave scene, one of the few music genres I like - Danny Elfman, Gary Numan, the guy from Tears for Fears, and more - are neurodivergent, as are many members of the music scenes that I have become involved in. Writing and music were a big escape for the unpleasantness of my adolescence, between bullying, the fact that my other mental health problems were starting to become more apparent (namely, my OCD, which maybe I’ll write a big spiel about during OCD Awareness Week in October if I’m in the mood), as well as some other puberty-induced self-realizations.
I suppose that brings me to the statistic about the prevalence of LGBT+ identities in the neurodivergent community. People have tried to present all sorts of hypotheses about this, usually in a way that derides at least one of those, but I will provide a few of my own: first off, aside from the fact that the numbers are not that much higher, these statistics refer to out-LGBT and diagnosed neurodivergent people, neither of which represents the entirety of either community. Secondly, consider that someone in therapy for one of those things is likely to uncover other things. Lastly, and this is the one that I think is the most significant to me personally, it is harder for neurodivergent people to hide parts of who we are. While it is a myth that neurodivergent people cannot lie (my apologies to any neurodivergent people who have been using this myth to their advantage with their parents, bosses, et al), fact is, when you don’t internalize social norms the same way, you don’t see a need to pretend or, in some cases, you just can’t. My mom noticed pretty early on that I seemed “obsessed with gay people.” I was always talking about LGBT-related things in the news or celebrities. I got incredibly excited whenever I met adults that were in some way LGBT, flapping my hands and giggling like a maniac. I wonder if some of them thought I was laughing at them. She likely also noticed a pattern among the pictures I chose to decorate the wall by my bed with. Unfortunately, I underestimated the bigotry that still existed and I may have come out a bit too young. Between my social awkwardness and initially referring to myself as “pansexuelle” (I still don’t know what that was supposed to mean), it is no wonder that so many people in high school wrongly thought I had crushes on them. I always struggled making and maintaining friendships, so sometimes the ways I would attempt to pursue friendships came off as overly enthusiastic. I see now why people thought that, but at the time, it genuinely hurt my feelings when people thought that I was trying to romantically pursue them when I just wanted friendship and “people who thought I had crushes on them” became a whole new genre of villains in my adolescent writings. It was very hard for me to make friends and my strangeness pushed people away further. I won’t say that I or anyone is entitled to friendship, but it was hard. Some people complimented me for “not caring what other people thought,” but that didn’t feel right either. I acted the way I did because I literally did not know how to act differently, but I still cared a great deal about how people thought about me.
As a result of the various issues I was dealing with, I struggled academically. I always had trouble asking for help until it was way too late. I started to pick up on the whole concept of “don’t be yourself, people don’t like that person,” but rather than doing the whole social-blending thing that neurotypical people can, I invented entire new personas. I had a massive inferiority complex and felt that I was just bad at everything. A lot of the people who I became naturally attracted to just so happened to be much more academically inclined and often had some special talent and I joked that I had a “genius fetish.” Though people were attracted to me, no one seemed to want me on an emotional level and I understood why. I honestly became convinced that no one even wanted me as a friend. I went into a spiral of self-isolation.
One of my early relationships was with a status-obsessed narcissist who simultaneously told me how cute and interesting I was, but also fed into my inferiority complex. They would deride me about my awkward social behavior around their friends or if I dressed in a way they didn’t deem acceptable. I hear it is a common thing among neurodivergent people deemed “cute,” people like you because you’re adorably “quirky,” but don’t understand that your “quirkiness” comes at a cost. They were among the first people that I liked who I didn’t put on a pedestal and yet they seemed disappointed by that. On the other hand, I remember asking them if they’d had crushes on a few people who they seemed to talk about in a way that was, well, reminiscent of the way that I spoke about my crushes. Rather than saying, “no, they aren’t my type,” or even “yes,” they often said something along the lines of, “no, I couldn’t, they’re too wonderful and amazing.” This both confused me, as someone who had been attracted to many people who I had considered too wonderful and amazing for me, but also didn’t do much for my self esteem, for being attracted to someone seemed to be a form of debasement in this person’s opinion. I sort of let it slide because I had similar admiring feelings towards one of these people - they were smart, nice, and accomplished, but I wasn’t attracted to them, though that had more to do with them not being my type then them being too wonderful for me to allow myself to feel attraction to. Had they been more of a dark-eyed waif, perhaps I would have felt that way (maybe the fact that they were the only one of these people that my then-significant other would gush about this way that I never felt jealous of is telling). This was perhaps a preview of some more unfortunate things that would happen as that relationship continued that I won’t detail here. The most confusing thing, however, was the aforementioned status obsession. For all the concern about how I behaved around their friends, they didn’t even seem to like some of these friends. Whenever they talked about these friends to me privately, they always seemed to be complaining about them or even making fun of them. I didn’t understand why someone would be friends with people for any reason other than simply enjoying their company. This partner of mine was very into the idea of gaining some sort of status from these people, an abstract concept that my neurodiverse brain simply could not grasp. I won’t go much further into this particular relationship, which could be another several pages on its own, but I will say that that story has a happy ending and that, after we broke up, that person went to therapy, uncovered the Freudian source of all of their problems, and the world has one less unkind person as a result. Of course, the PTSD I developed as a result of that relationship was not a fun thing to add on to my existing problems, especially considering that I decided to move to another part of the state and go to “real college” after that.
For the many emotional struggles that I had during college, I am glad that I finally had a therapist that I was honest with (as opposed to the one I had as a teenager who I simply told I was “stressed about homework”) and received formal diagnoses. Now as an adult in the real world, diagnoses and all, I can’t say if things are better or worse. I remember being told that all the issues I had in high school, with people thinking I had crushes on them and telling a significant other of mine (people I barely knew, mind you) not to date me because I was “weird” would end once I was out of high school. Come college years, people still found my enthusiastic attempts to befriend them odd and someone else was warned to avoid me because of my “weirdness.”
Now, being twice as old, I still have to deal with some of those things, but I think I have navigated it. I don’t like the taste of coffee or alcohol, but that’s alright because my brain wiring means caffeine and alcohol don’t affect me the way they do other people anyways. I don’t like most pop music, but the genres that I do like have close-knit subcultures of interesting people. I still sometimes have to deal with grown adults acting like they don’t want me sitting at their cool kid table. At this point, when I hear that some family-adjacent person thinks I have some especial dislike for them, somehow different from the rest of the family, when I’m the one who probably defends them the most when they aren’t around and the person they think is their True Ally is the person I’m usually doing the defending against, I just laugh. What else can you do? My life isn’t perfect and, in the society we live in, it would probably be a lot easier for me if I were neurotypical, but why would I want that? If neurotypical society means answering questions quickly instead of meaningfully, bullying people who aren’t like you, listening to music you don’t actually like, hiding your excitement, basing friendship off of abstract concepts rather than mutual enjoyment of each other’s company, and a lot of buying into each other’s lies, I don’t see the appeal.
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Twisted Wonderland MC, Michiko’s Profile (New Version because I wanted to change the name)
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Name: Uesugi Michiko (上杉 倫子) Gender: Female Age: 15/16 Birthday: 10 April Star sign: Aries Height: 152 cm Homeland: Japan
Dormitory: Ramshackle School Year: First Class: 1-A Student Number: 28 Occupation: Student, Supervisor Club: Mountain Appreciation Best Subject: Magical Pharmaceuticals/Potionology
Dominant Hand: Right Hobby: Cooking Talents: Playing the Koto Role: Night Raven Strategist, Magician Pharmacist
Personality: Michiko is a selfless and modest person. She does not refuse people when asked for help. Michiko is also a truthful and virtuous person. Hence, she struggles to come to terms with the dynamic of Night Raven College.
Michiko appears mysterious to the Night Raven College students but she does not know that. Though, she can quietly gather information because she is a composed and quiet individual.
Michiko's eyes will have a determined look when the students are being unjust and immoral. Her gaze will appear as cold as ice.
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Background: A young girl who came from a high esteemed family, for Michiko’s paternal grandfather was the retired Chief of Metropolitan Police Department.  Her father is a police officer, while her mother is a renowned singer, belonging to a family of talented musicians.
There are frustrating times for Michiko when family members from both paternal and maternal sides, would discuss, and even argue over Michiko’s future. Whether to be a musician, or a member of law enforcement.
Since then, Michiko is coached in various forms of combat and military strategy by her father, and learned to play a variety of music instruments and sing.
As her family values righteousness and justice, her role is to become a lady that everyone looks up to.
Appearance:
Michiko is a young lady with brown hair that stops inches below her shoulders with bangs covering her forehead and blue eyes. Her hair is tied in a ponytail with side braids in a navy blue ribbon.
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Handyman Uniform: Michiko wears a white flannel shirt with blue denim overalls and a red ribbon. She also wears knee length black socks and brown boots.
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Normal Student Uniform: Michiko wears a pair of black pants, a long sleeved white collared shirt, a black and white striped tie and a buttoned black blazer with gold buttons.
PE Uniform: Michiko wears a black mechanic one piece suit with short sleeves and a purple sports shirt underneath it.
Alchemy uniform: Michiko wears the lab coat over the student uniform, black gloves and safety goggles to protect the eyes.
Abilities:
Combat: Michiko was taught martial arts and self defense. She’s also a strong tactile kinesthetic learner.
Swordsmanship: After the Octavinelle Arc, Michiko was taught self defense with an ancient dagger. This is so that she doesn't have to rely completely on her companions. She has also taken lessons from Silver.
Healing: Michiko learned emergency treatments, pharmacy and medicine in her health classes. Additionally, she seek Jade to be her tutor for Magical Pharmaceuticals/Potion Making which improved her abilities as a pharmacist for magicians.
Cooking: Michiko learned Home Economics in school. She starts to cook meals frequently in Night Raven College.
Music: Michiko can play the koto.
Blot detection: Michiko can sense an incoming Overblot when she hears dripping ink. When Michiko hears the Blot, a visual will briefly appear in her head— an image of a blot of ink, dripping on a coloured background. However, when that happens, she would have a headache and feel nauseous.
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「 casey deidrick 〳 cis man 〳 he/him 〳human —— brotherhood of the five 」 well, well, well… if it isn’t jeremy gilbert, the 32 year old who’s best known around the city for his lazarus complex. keep this between us but i’ve heard that they’re aligning with the mystic falls gang; can you believe that? i guess it makes sense seeing as they are quite stalwart & self-sabotaging. let’s just hope that little alliance doesn’t go sour…  
BASICS
name: jeremy grayson gilbert
nicknames they go by: jer , j
age: thirty-two
species: human / hunter ---- brotherhood of the five
sexuality: bisexual & biromantic
pronouns: he / him
gender: cis man
family: miranda & grayson gilbert ( parents ) , elena gilbert ( sister ) , jenna sommers ( aunt ) , john gilbert ( uncle ) , alaric saltzman ( former guardian ) , stefanie salvatore ( niece ) , elizabeth & josie saltzman ( adoptive family ) , damon salvatore ( brother-in-law )
likes: junk food , watching trash reality tv with caroline , stealing from chain stores , takeout , true crime , knives , shitty vampire / werewolf movies , storms , long showers , grunge music , quiet nights outside , sex , marlboro reds , singing in the shower , video games , art
dislikes: supernatural bullshit , bad tippers , crowded spaces , dressing up , mystic falls , seafood , funerals , being unkind to children / animals , vulnerability in himself , capitalism , math , deflecting responsibility , empty threats , shit food , family legacies
QUESTIONNAIRE
what words or phrases do they overuse?
calls people ' dick ' frequently ---- particularly damon and tyler.
are they more optimistic or pessimistic?
pessimist
are they introverted, extroverted, or ambiverted?
introverted
what bad habits do they have?
' borrowing ' small things from friends , smoking , nail biting , biting pens / pencils , binge drinking , grinding teeth , lip biting , recklessly independent in some regards , loyal to his own detriment , not responding to messages , ignoring his health , shoplifting
what makes them laugh out loud?
caroline , lizzie , shitty things happening to shittier people , dogs
how do they display affection?
small acts of service , physical affection , unquestioning loyalty , protectiveness , defensiveness , cooking , thoughtfulness
how do they see themselves?
a mess. a work-in-progress. a weapon. a tool. a hunter. a ghost. a memory. a what-if. a walking cemetery. a haunted house. a cautionary tale. a guardian. a sacrificial lamb. a weakness. a twice-made mistake. a slaughterhouse. a regret. a victim. a perpetrator. an unwanted legacy. a dead woman's hopes. a lost cause. a lesson in perseverance. a story of survival. a not-dead-yet.
strongest character trait?
stalwart : reliable , loyal , hardworking
weakest character trait?
self-sabotaging : hindering or undermining one's own well-being
how competitive are they?
very , but specifically in insignificant matters. more salient things are met with greater levity.
what is their greatest fear?
loss : loss of loved ones , loss of control , loss of autonomy , loss of identity , loss of affection
what quality do they most value in a friend?
loyalty
what are their pet peeves?
rudeness to customer service reps / waitstaff , bad tippers , littering , lack of boundaries , scraping silverware , cutting lines , unsolicited advice
if they could change one thing about themselves, what would it be?
lack of emotional / mental stability
why are they aligning with whoever they’re aligning with?
love , predominately. seconded only by an incredible lack of self-preservation.
what are their goals here in new orleans?
keeping his family alive.
PLAYLIST
damn these vampires by the mountain goats / sorrow by the national / broadripple is burning by margot and the nuclear so and so's / the curse of the blacked eye by orville peck / pursuit of happiness by lissie / i'll die anyway by girl in red / drunk drivers/killer whales by car seat headrest / the freshmen by the verve pipe / body terror song by ajj / the funeral by band of horses / welcome to eden by samia / sober haha jk unless by hospital bracelet / saint bernard by lincoln
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Never Glory - Chapter 7
Tom Riddle x reader
TW: blood, gore, death and all that stuff
Class soon ended and quickly scurried out because it wasn't my intention to be late to my next class. Plus, I had a lot of studying to do. You see, when it comes to studying, I am definitely not the smartest person in the muggle world. I absolutely despise tests, I can handle assignments though. The only fact that I know a lot is because I'm like centuries old. I had to spend my time somewhere, didn't I? Other than Hogwarts which I loved, I did unfortunately go to a muggle school in my lifetime. Let's just say that I hated muggle schools with a burning passion. We got taught math, science, English, arts, extra languages, PE and health, and History (which I quite enjoyed). I liked math and it wasn't bad. Also English, that was quite nice along with the extra language that I learnt which was Spanish, lovely language really. 
Arts had different parts. There was visual, drama, music and dance. My heart was with visual arts but I hated music, I DESPISED it. They have A, B, C, D, E, F. Of course, I always aimed for the A's but I ended up with a few B's and some C's too. Music was impossible. I hated the theory work and I had absolutely no finger coordination. Let's just say that I desperately needed help with playing the piano. It was no doubt that I got a C for that class. (you can change your subject preferences if you like :))
I huffed and pushed the door open once I reached my dorm. I did run into Molly and Lily on the way though and they did say that we could hang out in our free period after the following class. I quickly grabbed my books needed for the next subject: transfiguration. I have a feeling that Riddle doesn't like me. The way he said 'quite the impressive answer', was nice to his extent but he did seem to despise me a little. Almost as if he was jealous or annoyed by my presence. I couldn't work out which one though. I decided to stop thinking about Riddle right after I entered the class because somebody could be using legilimency at any time of the day, although, I do suspect that that's not the case since there are quite a few dimwitted morons here.
Transfiguration was a good subject since I had this one with Lily and Molly so I didn't need to worry about which idiot would sit next to me, or if I had an idiot sitting next to me at all. As I walked in 5 minutes early. I saw Riddle already there, sitting in the middle seats, not too far back, neither too close to the front. I took a glance towards Lily and waved at her before going to sit next to her. "Hey Lily, how's your day been," I asked as I sat down next to her. I could tell that she was quite disappointed on me being a Slytherin but I suppose she's gotten over it. She doesn't believe the, 'everyone in Slytherin is going to go bad somebody'. I mean, that's sort of true. I wouldn't consider myself evil.... yet at least. But nonetheless, we've decided to be on first name basis since she thinks that it's 'friendly' to do so. 
"Oh good morning Daena! My day has been quite nice besides the constant bickering between James and Severus," she replied with, while writing some notes down. I wondered who Severus was since I hadn't met him yet. 
"Oh, that is definitely not the most pleasant experience," I joked. "But if you don't mind me asking, who's Severus?" I added.
"Right sorry, I forgot to introduce him to you," Lily laughed. "Severus Snape is a Slytherin and a target for James to bully. I despise James for doing it but whenever I bring it up, he just seems to torment me about why I'm friends with Severus," she sadly stated. To be honest, I wasn't that fond of James Potter, and he did seem like quite the bully to me.
"Well, if you hate what James does that much, then I can always crucio him for you," I stated, while grabbing everything out of my satchel. 
"Daena, you're funny. But no, please don't do that," she said. She thought I was joking. Now that's funny. I hummed in response and continued to get my quill set. Well, James and her were friends but it's not right to bully somebody for the fun of it. I have my morals too.
"Oh look, here Severus comes. He typically sits near Riddle's group though, that's the only time that James doesn't bother him, I suspect that James is scared of Riddle. I mean, who isn't? And that's also why I don't particularly approach him," Lily said as I peered at the person who just entered. He was quite pale and had jet black hair that was neatly brushed behind his ears. He seemed to be the quiet type so why would James bully him? There were still a few minutes before the professor would arrive so I had enough time to get adjusted and take note of who came in and out.
Just as my trance finished, another voice rang out. "Oh look who it is! Snivellus Snape!" 
I could tell it was Potter. When I turned my back around, I was indeed right. He was standing there with Lupin, Pettigrew and Black. I knew the Black family had traditions for being in Slytherin so a thought did cross my mind as to why he was in Gryffindor. 
As Severus stood there with a slight frown on his face, I realized that no one would help him. Lily couldn't help since she was friends with both of them, but I think her love for Potter blinded herself from seeing the bad things he does. Since we had a few minutes left and I had already set up, I calmly stood up as to not cause a scene.
"You can't speak to him like that Potter," I mentioned as I stood up. "L/N, seriously. Can't you see we're just having a little fun?" Potter replied as he looked Severus up and down. 
"Well, you guys can go have your 'fun' elsewhere," I said while making imaginary quotation marks. "Stop bothering him or I'll have all four of your heads hanging in my dorm," I stated as I looked at the so called 'mauderers'. 
"Oh no, Daena is going to kill us! What are we going to do now?" Potter said, sarcasm laced on his voice as he pretended to faint into the three other boys. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.  "They're not worth your time Daena," Lily said as she pulled me away. 
I then walked towards Severus. "Hello Severus. Lily told me all about you," I smiled. "I'm Daena L/N, pleasure to meet you. It's not right how they treat you and I just wanted to tell you that," I added, a grin forming on my face right after.
"Nice to meet you too Daena. I suppose you already know my name and I can see you're good friends with Lily," he stated. Just by his glance towards Lily, I could see that he dearly loved her. They'd probably been friends since the start of first year which I sadly did not get to experience.
"Yeah, we're great friends although we've barely known each other for two days," I said, while chuckling a little at the sound of what I had just said.
I had a friend. And it was quite nice. I actually had multiple friends. Lily, Molly, Emma, Septima, and now maybe even Severus. But definitely not Riddle. I sensed that he was either jealous or annoyed with my presence. But I couldn't figure out which one.
Little did I know that it was neither what I had just predicted. His eyes showed not jealousy,  Not annoyance, But love.
It is just that neither of them knew it yet.
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Anddd that's a wrap! I will start to post a little more consistently now! Also, sorry about the limited interactions with Riddle. But I promise, that there will be more. This was just a chapter to get everyone well introduced and your opinions on everyone. Also, in the next chapter, you'll be joining the Sl- wait I can't say anything else or I'll ruin it lmao. Anyways, bye, see you next chapter!
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