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gonna copy off other peoples answers here because I'm having an identity crisis LMAO-
How do other Natives that are indigenous to different parts of the world answer the race question box found in most U.S applications?
theres only
White (or the fun Caucasian), Black, American Indian or Alaskan, Hawaiian or Pacific Islander, and Asian.
Like, I'm PurƩpecha and Chichimeca. I'm native to Mexico. But I'm American. I live in the US and identify as 'Merican. So, like, am I Native American? I am indigenous to the Americas so like, does that count? But I'm not Native American as in, my tribe lives in the territory that was decided to be called US and is federally recognized as a Tribal Nation.
So...
WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I CHOSE LMAO FUCK
#i bet real caucasions struggle with this lmao#as well as Natives that live on the borders of countries with different race labels#I'm so glad i can skip out on the race question usually#its just that its so fucking conflicting#this shows that race is a stupid social construct and that its not inherently ābiologicalā holy shit#i have never been able to respond the question without feeling guilty or worried i answered āwrongā#native#native struggles#mixed struggles
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I think we need to utilize multilingual Sylus more. He admits to knowing so many languages and learning them to have less loose threads, but you cannot tell me he would not charm you with them
Sylus speaking lowly in your ear when you're waking up, soft things, sweet names, but it's all just sounds that roll off his tongue like music to your ears
Teaching you a language so he can speak with you "in private" during business meetings. Holding you in his lap and asking you while still in the room with the dealers/clients if you like something, if you want something more, etc
Purring foreign words of lust against the skin of your shoulder as he pulls you close, his mouth sucking, biting, teasing your neck with delight
Visibly lighting up with excitement when you learn a new language without him knowing. If your first words in the language are something teasing him, he'll smirk and tut and respond back in that language that "You should be careful what you say, sweetie. You never know who'll understand it"
You purring foreign words of adoration into his ear while sitting in his lap. Sylus groaning and pulling you closer, encouraging you to say more
Sylus translating things for you when he takes you on vacations in different countries. Teaches you the proper etiquette and manners there, too, though he may just let you fall into a blunder or two first for his own amusement
Sitting on Sylus' face and he's speaking five different languages as he moans and praises and begs for more because he's so drunk on you he can't remember how to speak english
Sharing a phrase of endearment or affection between you two, something simple like "I love you" "I can't wait to see you" etc, that you say to each other all the time for no reason than to say it
#no of course im not procrastinating rn haha whattt#but imagine dragon sylus or hell even modern day sylus teaching you his native draconic language#smiling softly when you struggle to pronounce something but gods hes so in love hearing his language on your lips#you teaching him your own language (assuming he doesn't know it already. or maybe he'll play along just to see the way you light up when he#gets something right)#wait fuck im kinda cooking with this i need to write some shit#sylus#love and deepspace
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controversial take but I truly think that if you are using indigenous status in the i/p debate, you need to be able to look at the officially recognized definition for indigeneity and explain how x fit that
#funny enough its really easy to prove jews as native to the levant#palestinians not so much#but! does that mean they don't have a right to life and dignity? no of course not#but words mean things#living somewhere for a while does not make you indigenous and indigenous status does not just expire because 'well its been a long time'#throwing myself to the wolves with this one#being indigenous to a region also does not suggest moral superiority and purity but what do i know#+ at a point it doesnt matter who is indigenous bc everyone should have basic human rights#like genuinely if you pull up the recognized definition from the UN and are struggling or reaching to fit a group into something then maybe#perhaps they arent native#again reiterating: not being indigenous does not mean we should just blow them up on the spot#antisemitism#arab colonialism#i/p
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saw this, and the text about error made me think- if nightmare insulted error in spanish, he would know from all his hours watching undernovela. maybe he wouldnt be able to translate it, but he'd definitely have picked up on some fighting words.
if he HAS actually learned some though, he could pull the power move at throwing spanish insults back at him. if he can pull nightmares mom into it too, we're getting into a fistfight for sure lol
Wheeze omg
I actually really love the idea of Error knowing a lil bit of Spanish, he kinda picked up on some phrases and words but isnāt fluent in it
Nightmare is definitely fluent on the other hand (his native language), and I can see him getting so frustrated he just switches to Spanish, Error would definitely pick up on insults if they do happen and he definitely wouldnāt shy away from insulting back
The image of Error pulling Nightmareās mom into it is hilarious and very much possible fhhchchchf
Translation:
Nm: I canāt stand you. Youāre very childish, you have to grow up.
Error: says the mamaās boy.
#letās hope that *looks at calendar* the week of studying spanish is at least showing a bit hxhdhdhdhdh#i struggled with putting Errorās dialogue together than Nightmareās which is so fucking funny actually#youād think itād be the opposite#anyway if you speak spanish natively and notice mistakes donāt fear correcting me#iām still learning and would definitely love to be corrected#i actually put these sentences together myself Iām very proud of that even if theyāre butchered xhhxhxgxg#like#a week ago I couldnāt even put two words together without getting confused bxvxvxg#anothers ask#anothers art#error sans#nightmare sans
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Happy Native American Heritage Month
admittedly, when 'Indigenous People's Day' or 'Native American Heritage Month' come around, i can't help but feel a little angry. millions of my people suffered and died at the hands of this country - and they think one month of remembrance is enough to make up for it?
but as i've gotten older, i've started to feel more appreciative of the fact that i am even here to celebrate these holidays at all. because the truth is, i'm the survivor of a genocide. i think that i should try to celebrate the fact that i am alive today, rather than only being angry about moments in history that i can't change. not everyone is as lucky as me - especially right now, on the other side of the world where such horrendous things are happening all over again to someone else..
but i can't exactly stop the anger completely (especially with current events in mind) so maybe meeting halfway would be acceptable.
I lived, bitch!! they tried to kill us, but i'm still here! and that's worth celebrating.
#native american#native american heritage month#native american art#indigenous#indigenous art#my art#i struggle a lot to organize my thoughts...#i hope this reads well#theres a lot more that i wanted to say but#i'm not great at words y'know?
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"My friend, Jefferson's an American saint because he wrote the words, "All men are created equal." Words he clearly didn't believe, since he allowed his own children to live in slavery. He was a rich wine snob who was sick of paying taxes to the Brits. So yeah, he wrote some lovely words and aroused the rabble, and they went out and died for those words, while he sat back and drank his wine and fucked his slave girl. This guy wants to tell me we're living in a community. Don't make me laugh. I'm living in America, and in America, you're on your own. America's not a country. It's just a business."
- Jackie Cogan, "Killing Them Softly"
(Pt.1)
#united front#meme#anticapitalism#communism#socialism#imperialism#capitalism#free palestine#memes#anti imperialism#antifascism#free sudan#free congo#free yemen#class struggle#donald trump#united states#united states of america#usa#america is bad#slavery#native americans#indigenous#indigenous american#sports#rome#healthcare#healthcare is a human right#anti war
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Thank you so much for replying to my previous ask in such detail (I loved it and really, really appreciate your efforts š)
I just started rewatching the anime and I saw the focus they kept on Lisanna hence my doubt. From Erza I felt it was more of a sibling type dynamic (that Erza sees Natsu and Gray more as her younger brothers) but they really pushed the Lisanna narrative in the beginning. And given the way he reacted differently to Lucy and Lisanna like becoming flustered with Lisanna I wondered.
Please do talk about the killing himself part too.
I love reading your analysis!! Thank you so much for your hard work ā£ļø (Feel free to push in NaLu scenes that show it their bond more obviously)
Hi!! I'm happy you liked it, I'm going to try and talk about Natsu and Lisanna a little bit more and then I'll start with the whole killing himself thing. (following this post)
I think the reason they focused on Natsu and Lisanna at the beginning is because a lot of studios/mangakas have the need to create a couple, even better if it's an MC. And pairing Lucy and Natsu up from the beginning doesn't make any sense, they just met and didn't know each other.
Lisanna is a really important person to Natsu, although they hardly interact anymore.
She supported Natsu when he first came to the guild and became his first friend. Not only that, she helped him with Happy, hence the whole wife and husband thing, they represented a family.
Natsu is not as stupid as they make him out to be, he knows what marriage is, exclusivity to a partner
and things only adults are supposed to do.
He knew what Lisanna meant by "we'll get married in the future," and if she had never "died," NaLi would have made sense.
But it happend, Lisanna "died" and Natsu had to get over her. This doesn't mean forget her tho, as I said, Natsu LOVES his family and friends, forgetting about lisanna just because she died would not make any sense. It takes time to accept death, and after Igneel's disappearance, the death of lisanne hit him, HARD.
The only thing he could do was getting over her, but not forgetting her.
And that's when Lucy comes into the picture.
She keeps bumping into him, buys him food for "no reason" and talks all mighty and good about his family, basically, she gives him good vibes. He takes her to FT and for some reason she follows him everywhere and before he knows it, he wants to partner up with her.
This is development by natsu's part, he is ready to open up to new people (Lucy) and pretty much they become attached to the hip, because "she is nice", yeah, that's his reason.
Lisanna wasn't meant to come back, mashima himself said so, the only reason they brought her back was because the animation staff preasured him to because they liked her. NaLi is not happening because Mashima never had anything planned for her, and I'm not saying this because I'm a NaLu fan, it's just facts. Thats why she is so useless in the manga, because mashima doesn't know what to do with her. She is just there.
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Let's beging with the whole suicide thing
I want to clarify that this is MY PERSPECTIVE, you might agree or disagree with me and thats completely fine.
Let me beging with one thing, and that is that natsu IS NOT SUICIDAL.
He wants to live his life at the fullest and he looks forward to the future.
Then why do I say he wanted to kill himself? because when lucy "died", he was so full of grief that he just didn't care any more.
One thing that they make clear is that the demons of zeref, once awaken, have only one thought in their minds: KILLING ZEREF
Lucy's "death" is what awoke END, Natsu felt so desperate and he was so full of grief that he literally abandoned his humanity.
She was gone and he blamed zeref, because if he had never started the war, she would be alive, that was enough for him to abandon his morals and look forward to kill someone.
Now comes the important part: his confrontation with grey
This part is really important because it shows that Natsu is aware of his actions.
If he really was completely possessed by END, then he would not have hesitated and warn grey about getting out of his way, he would have just killed him and keep going, but Natsu warns him several times
Until he doesn't give a damn anymore and attacks him.
Natsu was adamant about going after zeref and killing him, but he is also aware that if he does so, he will die. Zeref told him so himself.
But lucy is dead, so he just doesn't care anymore.
Igneel talked to him about looking at the future
But Lucy wasn't in that future anymore, so he can't look forward for it, because it died the moment Lucy did. if she wasn't in it, why bother? He knew that killing zeref was killing himself.
Gray literally saved Natsus life confronting him
This whole panel is foreshadowing to Lucy dying and Natsu wanting to die because of it
#shiro's nalu analysis#I apologise if i wrote something wrong#the struggle of not being a native english I guess lmao#natsu dragneel#fairy tail#nalu#lucy heartfilia#fairy tail nalu#natsu x lucy#nali#fairy tail nali#shirotalks
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Tim I noticed a lot of indigenous patches on your jacket, are you Native?
Idk what my dad was 'cause I never knew him, but yeah my mom is (or... Was.. I guess..) Muscogee, the tribe native to the part of Alabama I'm in.
If I remember correctly she came to Alabama from Oklahoma (where a lot of Natives were displaced to in the 1800s) to "get back to her roots."
But yknow, I was separated from her in childhood (which tbh is upsettingly common for Native families) and I was raised in a very white very Catholic asylum so I'm not as connected to the culture as I'd like to be.
-Tim
#OOC: Olea speaking#this is kind of a self-indulgent headcanon but HEAR ME OUT it adds a lot to Tim's character specifically#we're talking about a character who was separated from his mom in childhood and locked up in a psych ward#suffers from chronic physical and mental illness made significantly worse by the institution that was supposed to be helping him#forced to regulate his emotions more than other people have to so he isnt misinterpreted as a threat#struggles with addiction#had to work twice as hard as anyone else in his friend group just to be given the same opportunities#a much more common experience inside BIPOC communities#and he clearly has ties to the land (especially the park) nobody else has#you know how in season 2 Alex starts yapping to Jay about how the park is cursed?#maybe he was right#maybe that *thing* has been here for hundreds of years#and nobody was ever able to settle the land so eventually the Department of Conservation turned it into a state park#and Tim isnt some random āpatient zero��#but he has ancestral ties to the land and was more receptive/at risk to Operator Sickness (but was also more resistant to it long term)#JUST SAYIN š#im half Katu and I desire my comfort character to be a halfie with me we need more non-white rep in mh#ask.txt#marble hornets#mh#tim wright#afterlife au#slenderverse#Native!Tim
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"Being poor is a choice, you can get out of it if you work hard."
I live with 4 people, one of which is a child. I work a full time job. So does another. And the third works two part times.
We have no heating. Our electric keeps getting shut off. We didn't have anything AT ALL to drink for 3 days.
You REALLY fucking think we choose to live like this? You think I want to fucking FREEZE right now as I type? FUCK all the out of touch lucky people saying this shit.
Is it possible to get out of a poor family? Yes. But the majority of the time your area of living is what predicts your wealth.
#I am white and am lucky#but my mother is native american (i am her only white child) and she has been treated like jack SHIT.#Her race had a lot to do with her status as I was growing up#My sister (the child) is already getting called the N word#Fucking hell I hate these motherfuckers#personal#classism#class struggle#class war#anti capitalism#anti capitalist
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What makes German a difficult foreign language to learn?*
Phonology / Pronunciation & Comprehension
ā³ļø accent-based language (accent isn't fixed, rhythm isn't as melodic and forseeable)
ā³ļø 16 vowel sounds (lots more than the average 5-6!)
ā³ļø complex syllables
Morphology
ā³ļø Case system (Kasus) - allows for variable word order but requires lots of inflection on articles, pronouns, nouns and adjectives
ā³ļø Kasus-choice changing the meaning (esp. Akkusativ/Dativ with movement verbs)
ā³ļø rule-governed fusion of article and preposition (z.B. zur, zum, hinterm)
ā³ļø 9 plural markers for nouns
ā³ļø 3 grammatical genders (with mainly only probabilistic rules of which is which
Vocabulary
ā³ļø very frequent use of
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composite worde (z.B. das Rathaus, die Weltkarte, die Mitternachtsformel)
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derived words (z.B. laufen -> verlaufen, günstig -> ungünstig)
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conversion of words (z.B. laufen -> der Lauf, hoch (adj) -> das Hoch (N))
Syntax:
ā³ļø word order is very variable, but there's still lots of rules (keywords: Verbklammer, Satzglieder, topologisches Feldermodell)
ā³ļø the verb is often split in two with stuff in between its parts
Miscellaneous
ā³ļø localizing verbs
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mode of movement often in verb itself, direction often in separate word
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position verbs vs. contact verbs and static vs. causal location (I sit down & I sit on the chair vs. Ich setzte mich hin & ich sitze auf dem Stuhl)
ā³ļø variety of prepositions (on the table & on the wall vs. auf dem Tisch & an der Wand))
*Disclaimers:
Furthermore of course difficulties that language learning generally has (like vocabulary as a whole, various registers, dialects, etc).
I'm not saying German is more difficult than other languages, just that these are typical difficulties in German (other languages will have many of these as well).
This is also not only from an English-native perspective! (German has 16 vowel sounds + 3 Diphthongs, English 12 vowel sounds + 8 Diphthongs, but Russian, Greek and Spanish for example have only 5 vowel sounds each! so 16 is a lot more in those cases))
#i hope this list is understandable#otherwise ask!#what do y'all struggle with?#german#langblr#deutsch#language learning#learning german#deutsch lernen#german language#german learning#language#german vocabulary#i swear if sb is going to react with#'oh but my native language has x y z as well!?'#duh#German isn't special
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Trying to write a succinct explanation of whatās going on in HtN and how it qualifies as a āMindfuckā story is truly difficult. Im overly verbose at the best of times and 450 words max is torture
#harrow the ninth#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#why is school like this#taking intro courses in topics you know shit about is hard#but this was one of the few classes in English and my German is not good enough to take a class in German#so like#I get that this class is designed for non native speakers who probably will struggle to articulate 350-450 words#but I am a junior in a class for freshman and sometimes I want to vibrate out of my chair
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(Sorry about the weird angle of the photo)
So this as after Neil asked Mr. Keating what the dead poets society is. Charlieās trying to get others convinced and the boys just talk among themselves, Todd probably didnāt say anything and just stood there in silence. Maybe deep down he wanted someone to notice and involve him.
I just love the effort Neil puts in to understand Todd. He also asked Todd for the second time if he wanted to join their study group (in the book first one was Charlie, understandable as Mr. Perry spoiled everything for Neil). + he asked āa penny for your thoughts?ā. It may not seem like a big thing but he mightāve just ignored him and treated him only as a roommate, but heās actually acknowledging him and he wants to understand him. Heās encouraging him to open up, to speak up, to find his voice. Canāt imagine how much it meant for Todd. Iām so proud of both of them.
#i know itās nothing new but thinking about this makes me so emotional#and happy in a way#i love them#dead poets society#dps#neil perry#todd anderson#dps fandom#also sorry if i couldnāt express myself properly english is not my native language#itās sometimes (most of the times) a struggle to say something proper in this language for me
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mob Ibuprofen pose sticker that I put inside my laptop. We will get through this paper together
#I am struggling so so sooooo baddddddd on it#self reflection based for an indigenous studies course (sometimes emotionally exhausting for me as a native person)#brings my imposter syndrome up one billion percent + canāt articulate my thoughts well on a Good Day. so terrible comboā¦ā¦#I really like the class itās just. well you see. My Issues#I WILL PREVAIL!!!!!!!
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By the way, Iām sure itās very obvious to everyone WHY Woody Harrelson is the top fan contender for this (at least my top contender LMAO) but still
Iām mega biased though (please please please let it be Woody Harrelson let us have one good thing in this wretched timeline)
I mean?? Without delving too much into celebrity culture and my thoughts on it, all Iāll say is that I make exceptions rarely and this is one of those moments where Iām riding the hype train. Woody Harrelsonās voice? Again, Iām biased, but in my subjective opinion Iād love to have a narrated book (possibly my new favorite novel depending on what happens/how it all goes down because: Haymitch Abernathy being arguably one of my top favorite fictional characters for years) done by him.
#Iām really not a fan of publicly praising public figures#but I think I can allow it for funsies#anyway#thg#woody harrelson#sotr#Sotr narrator#sunrise on the reaping#Haymitch Abernathy#Like listen#I struggle with keeping my thoughts simple and contained#because now Iām thinking about the Haymitch casting ādiscourseā#which I also think that in a better world we mightāve gotten some great Native/Appalachian rep#but we have a Texan(?) who slayed (imo)#and I wouldnāt mind him narrating the new novel which centers around a character he portrayed#anyway 2x#donāt read the tags LMAO#I like having a separate discussion down here
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Btw im like full on blocking people who defend the live action Lilo and stitch lol
#I WILL DELETE THIS LATER BC IM DRUNK LOL#but like godddd anyone who defends nani literally giving lilo up to to the state is missing the fucking point#and is also probably white ITS NOT ALWAYS ABOUT LIVING YOUR DREAMS#i bet u hated encanto too like jesus christ#SHES 19 ITS UNREALISTIC AND UNFAIR TO HER UHH. YEAH DUH HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF A TEEN MOM............#like its literally the point oh my godddddd AND THE NEW ENDING AND EVERYTHING STRIPS AWAY THE COLONALISM/TOURISM MESSAGE LIKE......#obviously nani deserves a happy ending but guess what. in the og movie SHE GETS THAT. SHE DOES GET A HAPPY ENDING#WITHOUT GOING TO COLLEGE AND WITH OUT A PORTAL GUN#LIKE I KNOW THE MOVIE HAS ALIENS IN IT BUT THE PORTAL GUN IS SUCH A DUMB JUSTIFICATION BC ITS LIKE.....#if LA nani was struggling so mucj she could have give lilo to her neighbor in the first place that shes so close w#in the og SHE WAS ALONE AND HAD NO ONE TO LEAN ON and pushed david away bc she saw that as selfish#and SHE. WAS THE ONLY ONR WHO UNDERSTOOD LILO IF SHE WAS W ANYONE ELSE THEY WOULDNT UNDERSTAND HER#AND THE LA MOVIE STRIPPED LILO OF HER WEIRDNESS SO IT LIKE JUST ALL FALLS APART#like ohhhh. my god#il drink and tis is apst hyperfixarion fro me so im very passionate abt it#but u have to he so dumb. to defend the new movie like. i csnt even fsthom#like im so baffled at the overall letterboxed rating. cmon guys i thought we were better than this#I KNOW THIS MIGHT SOUND EXTREME LIKE NORMALLY I WOJLDNT SAY THIS ABOUT MOVIE OPINIONS BUT LIKE.....#if u think a version of a movie that removes its colonialism/tourism message. has an actress do brownface. sanitizises the hardships native#hawaiians face daily AND LIKE GENERALLY TEENAGERS WHO HAVE TO GROW UP TOO FAST. and removes any queer and neurodivergent subtext is anywher#near as good as the original movie. uhh then. youre wrong and probably have other bad opinions about either POC neurodivergent people queer#people or more than one or all of the above#and i dont wanna be around ppl who think like that
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I would like to propose "geistvoll" as the german equivalent for "brills" cause the words literally translates to "ghost-full"
#dead boy detectives#the struggle is real#Like I'm talking with my mum and suddenly I say āoh brillsā#and she looks like I lost my mind#I have but that's not the point#And now I have to say them quietly in my mind while thinking of an alternative way for saying them out loud#thank you charles#charles rowland#non native english speaker#german
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