#not feeling okay

[enii]

I feel everything too deeply...

[reelovesbuckybarnes]

I am in tears right now and i honestly hope that anons won't attack me over this...

You all know that it's never, ever a nice feeling to get bullied, laughed at or being made fun of ...

Tonight while i was checking if my mom's car windows are closed and the doors are locked, then the neighbors said something very harsh and extremely cruel about me. And then i got laughed at too. I felt the tears swelling up in my eyes and before i had went in i had said "fuck you, just fuck you. Don't think that you are perfect than anybody else so just fuck off you ugly bitch, check yourself in the mirror before judging people on how they dress and wearing glasses* then i had went back in the house.

Then i had went into the bathroom and cried my eyes out for a half an hour.

Sometimes the neighbors are always nasty with me or laughing at me or has something to say about me. I don't do anything to them, AT ALL but yet they hate me so much and making me feel like i am a nobody , like i do not belong in this town.

Sometimes i wish that i never existed...ever.

Tonight i feel crushed..and sad .it feels like the tears won't stop falling... but i will try to get some sleep tonight and also hoping and praying that tomorrow will be a much better day...

[sloppykyuu]

Just found out about cowboy ghost…

[caramelapplesauce]

i shouldn’t expect you to try harder when i don’t try at all

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The math just adds up!

[catskullery]

[suiheisen]

fascinated/horrified by this set of tweets…

[catmask]

does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

[satanicdollx]

they should invent friends that do not live so fucking far

[artsietango]

This Google Drive AI scraping bullshit actually makes me want to cry. My entire life is packed into Google Drive. All of my writing over the years, all of my academic documents, everything.

I’m just so overwhelmed with all the shit I’m going to have to move. I’m lucky to have Scrivener, but online data storage has been super important as I’ve had so many shitty computers, and the only reason I haven’t lost work is because Google Drive has been my backup storage unit.

My partner has recommended gitlab to move my files to - it seems useful, and I can try and explain more about what it is and how it works when I get more familiar with it. I’m unsure if it’s a text editor, or can work that way. He was explaining something about the version history that I don’t quite understand right now but might later. I’m just super overwhelmed and frustrated that this is the dystopia we live in right now.

[mroddmod]

everyone be quiet i'm manifesting

[enii]

🐱💕🐱

[reelovesbuckybarnes]

Lately i...just haven't been feeling like myself.

I sometimes cry ,for no reason whatsoever.

I really don't know what's going on with me these days. Tears just rolls down my cheeks some nights. It's just... i honestly don't know.

It's been happening ALOT lately. Me crying.

I can't take it.

[thatbarricade]

noo don’t cry about july ending and the time passing, just remember the july poem :)

[wigglybunfish]

ALL ABOARD FOR THE MASTER EIJI FAN CLUB

inspired by this post. Immaculate, @aye-of-newt

Best father and son-daughter-stupid-lost-boy duo. that’s her Dad of Steel your honor.

ID by @princess-of-purple-prose

[ID: Blue Eye Samurai fanart of Eiji and Mizu. Eiji is smiling and wearing a shirt that says "I'm not the step father, I'm the father that stepped up." Mizu smiles and does a thumbs-up. End ID]

[the-phantom-peach]

skyward sword… yeah <3

Crimson Loftwing

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