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clickityweasel · 11 months ago

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had a real life "and everybody clapped" moment and im still reeling. spent the rest of the ride comparing butterfly pics with the old lady next to me trying to identify it

#this was a little while ago and im. why do these things happen to me #clickity autobio #autobio comic #comics #u will notice my bag disappears halfway thru this comic #this is bc i put it and my coat on the goddamn floor of the tube #so i could jump around like a ninny without smacking anyone in the face #hall of shame

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jseagurll · 29 days ago

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i dont wanna live anymore

#not without u

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evercelle · 5 months ago

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#arcane #jayce talis #viktor #jayvik #ever makes art #big romance is when u and ur partner create a bootstrap paradox together bc defying space-time is easier than accepting a world without you

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biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 3 months ago

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forgot to mention, last year i taught myself to crochet and i made a stuffed whale

#not a shitpost #what is the point of having an infamous shitpost blog if u can't also sometimes show off your craft projects #(ignore the droopy fin that was fixed during troubleshooting)#'but gaud you're terrified of whales' i AM! irrevocably!#but this was a gift for my nibling who deserves to grow up without my (well-founded) anxieties #despise whales but damn i dig their aesthetic #in real life though? not to size shame but. TOO BIG #'what about the elephant in the background' ignore it that one's haunted

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jackietaylorsghost · 2 months ago

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YELLOWJACKETS 203. Digestif / 301. It Girl / 303. Thems The Brakes / 310. Full Circle

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers #yellowjacketsedit #mari ibarra #tvedit #96yellowjackets #yellowjacketsnetwork #**#i am fucking sad abt this pls the thought of s4 without her #mari u are so dear to me

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 1 month ago

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sentinel cant be a bad person

#because if he isnt #then why do i continue to live the way i do?#transformers one #humanformers #transformers #d 16 #orion pax #elita one #b 127 #bumblebee #fun is over im back to hitting u guys with rocks and bricks #i dont blame dee or find his behavior unreasonable #imagine some dude u literally just met and has been saying nonsense and lying the entire time tells u lebron james locked him in a closet #like wth thats my goat what r u on 😭#i love d16 #unfortunately without solid proof or evidence he wont be swayed as easily #but he is starting to second guess everything...

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stealingpotatoes · 1 month ago

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more merrical kids stuff bc its my art blog and i can draw whatever i want <3

(commission info // tip jar!)

#merrical kids #cal kestis #nightsister merrin #merrin #jfo #im not an 'every character needs a picket fence' person (bc thats dumb) im a 'franchise mcs deserve their uc4 epilogue' person #ie every mc deserves an in-character ending that bookends their trauma or catalyst for the story. and my god i love the uc4 epilogue #so i feel like a good ending for merrical involves some sort of safe-kids-as-hope (not nec THEIR kids tho!! can be kata or some younglings!#ALSO UC4 SHOWS THAT U CAN END UR FRANCHISE WITHOUT KILLING THE MC. IM BEGGING YOU RESPAWN PLEASE PLEASE #merrical #star wars #my doods #gonna replay uc4 now goddamn i love that game

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inkskinned · 2 years ago

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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?