"From morning to night,
And from a single day
To extended weeks,
Your fear of me leaving
Seems to be an unstoppable force.
I'll say this:
From the moment I have met you
In that secluded part of the world,
Still finding ourselves,
I think I was ready even then,
As I am now,
To completely let myself fall,
Rapidly increasing speed,
With not a one thing on my mind
Except the embrace of myself
Into your warmth.
The truth of course,
Which will never be accepted,
Is the fact
I don't feel deserving
At all
Of a person
Like you."
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I hate that I have to deal with things that aren’t my fault, and heal from the traumas that I’m not the cause.
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—but dearer are those who reject us as unworthy, for they add another life: they build a heaven before us, whereof we had not dreamed, and thereby supply to us new powers out of the recesses of the spirit, and urge us to new and unattempted performances.
— Ralph Waldo Emerson, from “Compensation” in “Essays: First Series”, which was published in 1841 by James Munroe and Company.
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Seeing my reflection,
I am not sure of who I am anymore,
I don't like what I see,
I am not familiar with the stranger that stands before me,
I don't even feel worthy...
©️randik86
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Hai guys i hope yall liek my eli redesign uwu!!
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Because no matter what, nothing ever works. That it doesn't matter what I feel.
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Gayle Berry
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"The room had smelled of sex and sweat and dust and, perhaps only in Severus’s imagination, his own cowardice and bitter, reeking shame.
Maybe it wasn’t the room. Maybe he carried that odor with him wherever he went, exuding from his person and causing others to wrinkle their noses and keep their distance."
From First and Last and Always by Virmoulian
Wanted to share some love for one of the best pieces of writing to grace mankind.
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I fucked up, I hurt him and now I've lost part of his trust.... why do I do this every fucking time! why can I just make it work once in my life!! I'm such a fuck up, I'm not worthy of him in any way, shape or form
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It’s becoming so hard for me to open up to anyone again.
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Has this been done yet?
This is something Dazai (15) would do, right?
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Dilute me, I tell them. / Make me easier to love.
“Let someone love you the way you are - as flawed as you might be, as unattractive as you sometimes feel, and as unaccomplished as you think you are. To believe that you must hide all the parts of you that are broken, out of fear that someone else is incapable of loving what is less than perfect, is to believe that sunlight is incapable of entering a broken window and illuminating a dark room.”
"I don't want your love unless you know I am repulsive, and love me even as you know it."
You can have my heart if you have the stomach to take it.
Nobody is worthy to be loved. The fact that God loves man shows us that in the divine order of ideal things it is written that eternal love is to be given to what is eternally unworthy. Or if that phrase seems to be a bitter one to bear, let us say that every one is worthy of love, except he who thinks that he is. Love is a sacrament that should be taken kneeling, and Domine, non sum dignus should be on the lips and in the hearts of those who receive it.
Love is holy because it is like grace—the worthiness of its object is never really what matters.
Not worthy of love but loved nonetheless
Franz Kafka
Idk
Stephen Adly Guirgis
Alain de Botton
Mark Hack
Lucy R. Lippard
Tumblr
George Bataille
Rune Lazuli
Yves Olade
George Bataille
Oscar Wilde
Marilynne Robinson
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A vibe...
These showed up and brightened my day. Thank you, friend. 😘
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Seriously. I’m going to stop reblogging these ‘send me this’ posts because I never get any.
It’s incredible humiliating to realize that you’re not even worth a moment to send something in but clearly not busy enough to reblog it in order to get these post yourself.
Feels great. Not.
Rant over.
Might delete this later, we’ll see.
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