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[npdkondraki]

hi and for the love of god hello. im ben / sawyer aka the worlds most annoying kondraki scholar. mandatory reading -> strawpage / "what's the prettiest you've ever felt?" / revamped girldraki analysis essay (old vers here) / the only book ever

i do not answer discourse related asks. dont send any. its annoying + thog dont caare

moar info & images we enjoy below

>in short: i am disabled and extremely mentally ill. in long: i am a schizophrenic, plural system w/ ocd, npd, chronic fatigue, and a myriad of other issues. if you see me posting like im insane its because i quite literally am

>im schrödingers christian. dont worry about what i mean by this. block the "#religion tag" and "#bibleshipping" tags if you dont wanna see that

>im a cistrans, aroallo, stone butch, hetdyke, faggot who loves xenogenders and neopronouns. do not refer to me as sapphic. dont worry about what i mean by any of this either.

>tag us in posts about : deer, christianity, scp, dialtown, dayshift at freddys, or posts you think are uscoded. please do not tag us in tag games or send us chain asks.

[aesethewitch]

When I was a kid, we moved into a house that had a huge lilac tree out front. It was mostly rotten, and it needed to be taken down before it fell. It took a while, but eventually, it was gone.

Mostly. A couple years later, little lilac babies popped out of the ground in its place. My mom was determined to get rid of them, because she'd planted a beautiful flower garden there, and the lilac trees would overshadow and kill the whole garden. I insisted on saving at least a few saplings. She said fine, but I had to dig them out and put them in pots myself.

So, I did. I spent days digging little lilac bushes out of the ground and putting them into pots. Some couldn't be saved, but some could. When all was said and done, I had five brand-new lilac saplings. Seven or eight years old, and it was my absolute pride and joy.

Three died due to sun scorching, severe drought that no amount of watering could save, and perhaps just being moved from their place in the ground. But two survived, and I was awfully proud of them! I'd go out and talk to them every single day. I watered them by hand and made sure they were fertilized properly. I learned all about their favored environments, and I was determined to make sure they lived.

One of my mom's friends saw what I was doing with the lilacs. She asked if she could have one to put in her backyard, and I agreed on the condition that she take very, very good care of it.

It's now fucking enormous. I'm talking ten feet tall and bursting with beautiful purple flowers every spring. My mom still gets updates each year as they start to bloom, which she forwards to me. And all I can think is, "That's my friend! Thriving some twenty years on, there it is."

The other tree nearly died, too. It lived in a pot for far, far too long. I wanted to plant it somewhere in my parents' yard, but my mom was reluctant. Eventually, we agreed to put it in the far back garden. It grew okay for many years, despite the shade, but in all these years, it's never bloomed.

Last year, the massive tree casting massive shadows over the lilac and the garden cracked in half and fell. It tumbled into the garden, crushing part of the nearby shed and destroying a few plants beneath it.

It missed my lilac by inches.

The clean-up is long done. The rest of the tree has been cut down, and my lilac has full sunlight for the first time in fifteen years. It won't bloom this year, I know. But it's got new shoots up. It's taller than ever. I spent half an hour a few weeks ago praising it for surviving all this time, dreaming about its future and telling it how I believe it'll become the tall beauty it's always been meant to be.

I think next year, I'll see flowers.

[t4tails]

this is the best album release of all time because where else are you going to get unironic takes like this and then even get a few hundred people to agree with it

[shadow-queens-blog]

hey does this make sense? am i reaching?

[divorce-enjoyer]

well have you considered that maybe the unstoppable force is in love with the immovable object

[jitterbugbear]

Brass ring of unimaginable swag, 2025 (reupload)

wip photos under the cut

I don't think anyone who reblogged the original post is going to see this but a couple of people asked how I made this so I just wanted to add these process shots here. I engraved the dragon with a micro drill/a rotary tool using a tiny ball burr!

[pathologictwo]

y’all remember we’re talking ab allegations of pedophilia and human trafficking and domestic violence right. real-life abuse. this isn’t fucking hannibal or Genshin or some shit even as a joke these posts are fucking weird

[redstonedust]

do u guys wanna see the mspaint art i was making when i was 11 because its really. special

[ink-going-insane]

post that made me think of them (act 5)

[baba-is-blog]

Baba like dragons?

DRAGON IS FAVORITE

[fraterimperatorr]

LEATHER JACKET!?

How are we feeling guys!?

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[bastardiando]

posting across the targetverse here bc it did numbers on twitter

[storytellering]

I dunno guys, I think he did nothing wrong ever

[enderspawn]

these have been in my brain for literal months now please just get them out of here

[nyxthedragon225]

bugs when you lift up a rock

[girlnut]

"boys will be boys" yeah boys will whine like a pup in heat while their pretty cock gets edged and overstimulated by a pretty girl over n over again until they cant take it anymore. boys will be boys though