#oh and also tomorrow is 3 months so i think im also just starting a fight for the sake of seeing how he deals with fights

[navysealt4t]

making a calender in my journal and deciding what days are deticated for working on what might actually help.

[southislandwren]

i am so desperately in love with boytoy. anyway i planned our trip to wyoming today and im very excited for that in two weeks

[be-good-to-bugs]

why can i not clean my room?

[love-belle]

i should hate u !!!

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which their post break-up era is them using shady captions to communicate and the media and fans being confused.

or

for when you loved them too much. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

social media au // max verstappen x fem!reader

sequel - today and tomorrow and every day after that ⋆·˚ ༘ *

warnings - language

author's note - hello!!! i really hope u like this <3 i was initially gonna do daniel ricciardo one first but i already had 1/2 of this done so i just decided to post this :) thank u sm for reading <3 i love u

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f1news y/n y/l/n and max verstappen called it quits almost a month ago and it seems like they didn't end on good terms at all. the singer, at her london show last night, threw shade at her ex-boyfriend, saying and we quote, "the next song wouldn't have been possible without this one dude who inspired it obviously. so — here's 'i should hate you'. spoiler alert, i do. thank you!" the reason for the split is still unknown but sources who claim to be close to the pair said that 'it was bound to happen — with their different goals and plans for the future," seemingly referring to the talks that y/l/n wanted to get married and verstappen didn't. both of them have yet to comment on the situation. for more details, click on the link in our bio.

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username WOAH

username pause.

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username OH MY GOD

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-> username YEAH LIKE SHE WAS SO CLOSE TO CRYING WHEN SHE SANG ISHY

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-> username STOP NO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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username I WAS AT THAT SHOW AND SHE LOOKED SO SAD AFTER SHE SAID THIS I FELT SO BAD

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-> username AND SHE SAID THAT THE LAST MONTH HAS BEEN HARD ON HER AND SHE APOLOGIZED IF THE SHOW WASN'T AS GOOD AS THE OTHERS

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username y'all saying this but not the fact that she ALSO said "in another life we would've worked but im grateful for everything i had because for a moment you were mine"

-> username MY HEART JUST BROKE WHATCTHEBFUCK

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maxverstappen1 i know i say that i am better now, spoiler alert, i am

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-> username not another word.

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username lando and daniel exposing max 💀💀💀

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charles_leclerc i swear i can hear you crying from my hotel room

-> maxverstappen1 WE'RE NOT EVEN IN THE SAME HOTEL

username the way im SO sure he heard y/n saying that she hates him and that was the moment he gave up

-> username nah bc he was one of the "my girl's mad at me i hope i die" kinda guys

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username I CAN'T TAKE THIS SERIOUS IM SORRY THE POST IS JUST TOO FUNNY

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landonorris "in love" alright.

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-> username no bc the way max and her meeting would definitely be more entertaining than the race itself

username NOT THE SONG LYRICS WHAT HAVE U PLANNED

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landonorris the post has reached the target and the target is currently eating ice cream while singing your songs

-> yourusername OH OKAY

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maxverstappen1 it's all better now

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username MOTHER?????? WHAT IS THIS??????

danielricciardo the most stressful week of my life if we're being for real

-> yourusername u can send m*x the therapy bill

-> maxverstappen1 don't. i did not agree to that.

username HER SONG LYRICS OH MY GOD

username SHE WROTE THIS SONG FOR MAX 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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-> maxverstappen1 demons thrive in chaos so

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landonorris mother father

-> yourusername child

-> maxverstappen1 no

-> username ah yes the four family members mother father child and no

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username they STILL don't follow eachother LMFAO

[maplesyrupsainz]

˖⁺｡˚⋆˙love is never logical | 2023 grid˖⁺｡˚⋆˙

pt3

pairing: 2023 f1 grid x nepo baby y/n prost reader (she/her)

genre: social media au, friends to lovers

warnings: spoiled nepo baby:)) 3rd & final part!! fluffy af probably

summary: in which everyone's favourite nepo baby finally feels ready to share her love story with the world ❤️

a/n: last part tehehe this was so fun to write LOL it feels so silly & ridiculous fr but hope u like it i tried to make it not super obvious who her man is but idk if it worked

request!!!: I would love a smau with reader who’s a nepo baby but is everyone’s fave nepo because she’s just living life aesthetically and the grid loves her and she’s hinting at a soft launch (idrc with which driver)

fc: gracie burns

my masterlist

part 1 • part 2 • part 3

instagram ->

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ynprostupdates an image of daniel ricciardo holding a mystery woman in an embrace from last night has been circulating, rumours saying it was y/n prost. could daniel be the mystery man that y/n has been soft launching on her social medias the past few months?

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user1 NO WAY

user2 i thought daniel was with heidi? 😭😭

user3 well that definitely isnt heidi 💀

user4 well duh

user5 where my y/ndaniel shippers at

user6 all rise

user7 nooo i really thought it was lando

user8 where's that one y/nlance truther from twitter at right now

user9 bit of an age gap

user10 you must be new here

user11 💀💀💀

user12 that could literally be anyone, also it's ONLY A HUG!!

user13 🤔

messages ->

instagram ->

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user14 obsessed with y/n subtly setting the record straight about daniel 💀

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danielricciardo since you became a danger to urself & others perhaps

heidiberger_ im on ur side btw y/n/n

yourusername knew i could count on you

user15 this feels like such a random group of people to hang out separately

user16 i dont think so they're all friends arent they?

user17 tbh i think everyone loves y/n but she does this thing every so often where she hangs out with wags & i think it's to make sure everyone knows she's not overstepping or anything

user18 y/n is my favourite (potential) wag

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twitter ->

instagram ->

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user21 was lance in ireland with her

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user25 THERE'S NO WAY YOU GUYS ARENT DATING

user26 OH MY GOD IM SCREAMING

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yourusername THIS WASNT MEANT TO BE A HARD LAUNCH

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twitter ->

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landonorris 🎉🥳🍾🎁🎈🎊

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THE END 🤍

[strawberrykisseslia]

Vanessa Shelly x F! reader

this was slightly inspired by White dress by Lana Del Rey :) not really the story of the song but the vibe(?) so yea! :D

TW: none; fluff, first love thing, harmless flirting, slight angst with alternative ending, waitress reader

A/N: this is my first work that I actually post so please be kind 😭 i already wrote ffs before but never posted them; English is not my first language so, sorry if I make any grammar mistakes, i dont bother to correct them+ im dyslexic but I'll try my best <3

have a pleasant reading time!

~~~

As always you were working in your favorite diner as a waitress. It was a pretty calm job so you liked it, not the night shifts though, because it was open 24/0.

In the few past months you noticed that a woman always came every morning and always on the same exact time. You never really talked to her more than taking her order, you were too busy. The woman was a police officer so she was also almost always in a hurry.

Today was different. It was pouring rain outside and there weren't many people in. However, your favorite costumer came though. She was wearing her raincoat and the hood was on her. When she came in she took off the hood and gave you a small smile. "The usual?" Your voice broke the silence. She slightly chuckled and nodded while leaning against the counter. "I think you already memorized it well, no?" You turned around and started to make her coffee. A soft chuckle left your lips. "How couldn't I?" She smiled before crossing her arms. You turned your head back and smiled at her. She extremely gorgeous and attractive, how didn't you notice this before? You did now.

Silence filled the almost empty diner, the only sound was the coffee machine. "I'm Vanessa Shelly, by the way. How about you?" Her voice was also soothing. You turned back and faced her while placing down the coffee, sugar and milk down on the counter before you and her. "Y/N L/N." You looked down and started putting the milk and sugar into the coffee. "I like the sounding of your name. How old are you? You seem pretty young." She tilted her head to the side while looking up and down at you. She noticed that your uniform were different from the other waitress's. Yours were white, it suited you just well. You were beautiful even in your uniform.

"I'm 19." You smiled and slided the coffee towards her and you put away the ingredients. She took a sip of her coffee. "Then I was right. You are still pretty young." You nodded, your sweet smile never leaving your face. "Can I ask how old you are?" You were slightly scared by asking her. She sounded more older than you. "I'm already 30." She chuckled and put the coffee down. You were slightly surprised by her age since she looked a lot younger. You would have guessed she is in her early 20s like you. "You don't seem like in a hurry like the other days." You mentioned. She looked at you pretty confusedly. "You noticed?" She smiled. "Today is a bit more chilling than the others. I only have some job to do during afternoon." You were slightly surprised by that but you were also happy that you at least got the chance to talk with her.

After the little chat you had with her, you had to go back to the other customers because finally people came in so it wasn't all empty anymore. Some time later you notice Vanessa wasn't there anymore. You sighed, feeling down because you didn't have the chance to say bye to her. You hoped she comes tomorrow like always.

~~~

"Baby! Look what I've found!" Your voice filled the house. You were in front of your closet. In your hand there was your old white dress that you wear when you first had your conversation with Vanessa. It was nostalgic to see it again after years of it being at the closets darkest corner.

Vanessa came up to you to your shared bedroom with a small smile. She walked up to your side and noticed the dress in your hand. A wave of nostalgia went through her and a bigger smile went on her lips. "Oh my god! Is that the dress you were working in when we first met? It's been so long since I last seen it!" She laughed lightly. You nodded and smiled. "It's been a while... Should I try it on some time?" You turned around and put the dress down on the bed. Looking down at it, it was still in good conditions, you only needed to wash and it would be better than ever. "I would love to see it on you again." Her voice was filled with nothing other than love. She put her arm around your waist and kissed your forehead. "I love you." You giggled and turned to face her. You put your arms around her neck and gently stroked her hair that was down. Her beautiful green eyes looking into yours and that loving and that gorgeous smile you fell in love with was smiling at you. "I love you too. More than anything."

I only mention it cause it was such a scene and I felt seen.

~ALTERNATIVE ENDING:

"Baby! Look what I've found!" Your voice filled the house. You were in front of your closet. In your hand there was your old white dress that you wear when you first had your conversation with Vanessa. It was nostalgic to see it again after years of it being at the closets darkest corner.

Your girlfriend came in with curiosity to your shared bedroom. "What is it?" She asked. Her voice was much different from Vanessa's. It was a lot harsher but of course, you loved your girlfriend so much but somehow... you still remember to Vanessa's voice and always fantasize about it.

You smiled at her. "Looked what I've found..." You repeated yourself and turned to face her. She came closer to you. "Oh! Was that your old uniform?" She smiled. "It must nostalgic to see it again. Probably it holds many dear memories to you, no?" You nodded and looked down at the dress in your hand.

"Truly. Many dear memories."

'I only mention it cause it was such a scene and I felt seen.'

[roseisbeautiful]

"You're safe with me"

Drew thomas x Female! Reader

Movie: The conjuring

Summarization: After your mother *Carolyn's possesion* you had been traumatized and always jumpy thinking bathsheba was still with you so you tell drew about the lately panic attacks and nightmares about the past events that had happened

(WARNING:PANIC ATTACKS, MORBID THOUGHTS, CONFESSIONS, FLUFF, AND KISSES.)

( Not very fluent in english sorry:) )

*One week after possesion*

I dial Drew's number to call him and tell him to pick me up for tomorrow morning. Me and Drew we're college students that had discover each other through mrs. and mr. warren's class. They had help through everything tough going on with our house which Im thankful for. Anyways lets get back to Drew.

I wait for a few minutes until he answered.

"Hello? Who's this?" Drew says quite confused that someone might have mistakenly called him

"Oh Hi drew! I just wanted to talk about how maybe you could pick me up for tomorrow I really have something important to tell you" I say, knowing my heavy feelings for drew it had been hard ever since I started admiring everything about him as he might like my sister.

(TIMESKIP)

I wake up in a scared state as I had another one of my previous nightmares. I stare at the clock to see it was already 5:30 am, I sat up and went to get my clothes ready now, since Me and Drew had class at around 7 in the morning.

I get my flared jeans ready, also with my tight polo,black converse and denim jacket.

(TIMESKIP)

I hear Drew knocking at the door so I grab my stuff and scurry through the door.

"BYE MOM AND DAD LOVE YOU!" I said so they know I was going to leave for school.

"Bye Honey, Stay safe!" My mother yells loud enough for me to hear. I open the door to see Drew standing there and smiling cutely.

"Hi Drew! woke up in the right side of the bed?"

"Yeah" Drew says smiling wider at me. I look at his cheek bones and I've never wanted to pinch someone's cheeks until Drew. I was snapped out of my thought's when I heard Drew say.

"Hey? Are you okay?" He touches my shoulder still opening the door for me.

"Yeah sorry, zoned out for a little bit" I say blushing when Drew touched my shoulder. "Sorry Drew"

"No its fine sweetheart, just get in the car." He says smiling at me. I get in the car and he closes the door for me. My cheeks turn into blood red as I just realised Drew had called me "Sweetheart".

I was looking out of the window so Drew would'nt see how bright red my cheeks had turned. I hear the engines turn on and soon we were on the road going to school.

"Sweetheart.. You called last night told me you wanna tell something? What is it? Everything going fine in the house? Are you fine?" Drew asks concerned as he remember's the past occurence.

"Right.. I just you know after the paranormal stuff, its just that I had been having nightmares and panic attacks about it, you know? I always dream about Mom when she was possesed, her eyes are still glued onto my mind like its a stuck bubble gum on a shoe. The panic attacks occur everytime I see them creeping onto me even if there is nothing anymore." I say ranting to him about the things that had been happening after the past events.

"Well sweetheart, you must have gotten pretty traumatized. Dont worry, the thing isn't gonna do anything to you anymore, I would never let anything get to you. Remember your mother fought this demon off just so she could protect you and your siblings. I know she'll do it again and again for you if she could" He says in a soft tone comforting me, his words had calmed me down from the thoughts of my mother and the demon's that had been around our house before even the events.

"Yeah, thankyou for being here for me Drew. Even if we had just met for a few months before this shit happened. I love you." Just then my eyes widen after I had realised I said those 3 words that I couldn't tell Drew before.

The car stops in the parking lot of he school,a huge screech could be heard. Just then I head Drew say "YOU LOVE ME?" he asks me smiling widely, I nod my head "Yes I love you Drew.." I say in a hushed tone. I felt his arms snake around my shoulder and waist hugging me. His face buried in my neck "Yes Yes Yes" I hear drew muffle in my neck "I love you so much too!" Drew says getting me caught off guard.

"I've always liked you! This past few months ever since we met I've developed such huge feelings for you.. I love you so much" He says confessing to me still muffled in my neck .

I hug him back "I love you so much too! Oh drew.." I hug him tightly like he was gonna disappear in my arms.

Just then I feel his hands cup my hands and he kisses me. Shock coursed through my body, but then I come back and kiss him back. We stayed like that for a while until we ran out of breath's.

We press our foreheads together cupping each other faces.

"I love you so much Drew"

"I love you too darling" He softly presses his lips against mine.

"I love you.." then the bell rung and we ran out of the car holding each other's hand to Mr. & Mrs. Warren's class.

(SORRY THIS WAS SHORT I WAS JUST BORED WHEN I WROTE THIS! T-T)

[askfallenroyalty]

Here's some more deleted scene panels that never made it in

sorry there's no captions, there's just too many panels to describe and i'm tired. hopefully i'll have the energy/rememebr to do so tomorrow ):

IM REALLY SAD THIS ONE DIDN'T GET IN. I even drew asriel shutting flowey in a box for this joke to work. There was going to be a visual gag of it being a "soap" box. Haha.

Asgore was originally going to tell Asriel to think of something nice to get his mind off of his panic attack.

Which, while funny, took away the feeling of intense panic the audience and asriel should have been feeling at the time. It just didn't fit the pacing/mood. It also showed that -well, i don't know if this is a legitimate grounding technique or if it'd be read as "its ok just think happy thoughts <3 then ur panic attack would end" which... is not.... how that works. Even if it was only to give Asriel a moment of respite, it's shown as effective until Asgore brings up a bad memory. So. bad comic sequence.

more stuff under the cut

I had a really, really hard time balancing the tone of the scene that is currently happening in the redraw. it's why i'm so behind in my drawings, so i'm only now sketching the next couple month's updates.

This chapter has gone through SO MANY changes. I feel that comes with it being the first chapter to completely diverge from the original tumblr version.

Asriel was originally going to have a very on-the-nose nightmare about Flowey feeling excluded from the family and fearing drowning. Now, the whole darkness/water metaphor for suicidal depression will be introduced when that stuff starts to come into play in chapter 4...

i mean, just to really hammer home how much i had to delete for this: i actually did sketch out the original tumblr version here. I had it all ready before chapter 2 began posting. But as I was finishing the color for the warship section I realized, shoot, I don't wanna repeat it.

When I first made the tumblr version, i was getting burnt out and the characters just became so much... meaner? rude? to each other. some bickering or annoyance is fine but I have a bad habit of going overboard. That's something I hope to correct in the rewrite -and focus more on less drama and more wholesome/loving moments.

(note the above scene is shown not in full. its jumping around a bit)

Even tho I was mostly keeping chapter the same the first time I sketched it for the redraw, I added this scene. The idea was that when the house was on fire, Frisk would of ran off to the right of the house to where you can see Old Home.

There, even tho Frisk can't verbally talk, the two have a nice heart-to-heart. Chara remember Frisk has [spoilers] issues. Chara was going to own up to their bad behavior.

Now well, hm. Chara's got a lot of shit going on. Frisk of course has forgiven them (like they do for everyone in the underground -_- oh frisk...) and it's going to be something that's addressed down the road. for now, they've held hands, and shown solidarity for each other. As kids, they're going to goof around and be buddies and not let the cruddy stuff chara did earlier matter. things are so much less of a big deal when you're a kid.

[angelst4re]

threat you better part 3 rn ash im begging

of course!! <33

Treat You Better (part 3)- Jamie Campbell Bower x Milf!Reader

୨♡୧ summary: your new boyfriend moves in and discovers something in your wardrobe...

୨♡୧ warnings: smut! please don't read if you feel uncomfortable my love!

୨♡୧ note: i was listening to lana whilst writing this <3 also do you want a part 4?? i have a few ideas already and it will just be pure fluff!!

“Please, y/n, we can make it work! I promise I’ll start putting more effort-”

“Save it, Rob!” You shouted at your husband, stuffing his belongings into cardboard boxes, “I’ve been unhappy ever since Max was born and you haven’t even thought to say anything. You haven’t even slept in the same bed as me since then! I’m not giving you another chance. You’re lucky I even took you back after you cheated on me!” 

“Look, I’ll change, okay! If that’s what you want me to do!” 

You sigh, turning around to face the man. 

“What I want you to do… is to leave. Go to your parents’ house or something for now, we’ll discuss our divorce later.”

Your husband frowned, reaching into the wardrobe to pull out his suitcase he took on his business trip and began to fill it with his clothes. 

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“Jamie, you don’t think we’re moving too fast, do you?” You ask, helping him bring boxes into the house from his car- of course he made you take the lighter ones, worrying that at two months pregnant heavy-lifting will be harmful. 

“You ask that whilst you’re pregnant with my child?” He chuckles, “I don’t think so. Unless you think maybe this is… wrong?” 

“No! Of course not! I think I’m just thinking about Rob again, I guess I’ll be doing that for a while.” You set the box down by the stairs, as it was labelled ‘bedroom’. 

“Of course you will, darling. You were married to him for… years! You can’t expect to have moved on in a matter of weeks.” Said Jamie as he put a bigger box beside yours, before taking your hand in his. “Whilst he has the kids, he’s happy, okay? He’s not lonely right now- and neither are you! There’s nothing to worry about.” He gave you a gentle smile, lifting your hand to his mouth and placing a kiss on your knuckles.

He was right, it ended as well as it could have done. And you were finally happy with Jamie, so you couldn’t ask for anything more. 

As Jamie left to collect another box from his car, you stopped. You were already out of breath from walking up and down the steps by the porch. How many more boxes were there?

“Do the kids know?” Jamie asked, another cardboard box in his arms. 

“Know about what?” 

“About me, about us? The baby?” 

“Not yet, but they get back home tomorrow as they have school on Monday. I was thinking about telling them then, when you’re here.” You smile to yourself at the thought of no longer having to sneak around with Jamie, you could finally be together, live together, hold hands as you walked down the street. 

“I’m down for that,” he grinned, “they seem to love me anyway!” 

“They do,” you chuckle, “Leah doesn’t shut up about your tattoos, she thinks they’re ‘so cool!’, and she isn’t wrong…”

“Really? Well I’m glad to be down with the kids in this day and age! I thought my time had passed-”

“Jamie!”

“What?” 

“There’s a box here labelled ‘kids’, you haven’t-”

“Oh yeah! That’s full of some of mine and Sam’s old toys from when we were kids! I kept them for when I have kids of my own. Teddys and cars and… there’s so much in there. I thought maybe Max and Leah would like them- and the baby, when it’s old enough.” He spoke with such love and thoughtfulness you had almost shed a tear. You were truly in love with him. 

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After spending all morning and most of the afternoon sorting through the boxes downstairs, Jamie had now moved on to unpacking the boxes upstairs. You helped when you could, of course. Like right now, you were helping him put his clothes away. 

“Shit, we’ve run out of hangers- it’s okay there’s quite a few spares in Leah’s room!” You climb over the boxes to your bedroom door and walk down the hallway to Leah’s room in search of the clothes hangers. 

You looked in her closet, searched the floor and then found them sitting on her chair on top of the pile of clothes she had chosen to get rid of. You pick the coat hangers up and turn around, heading back to your room. 

“Y/n, darling, come here…” Jamie says just as you approach your bedroom door. 

You furrowed your eyebrows, wondering what he could have found. You opened the door, putting the coat hangers down on your drawers and turning to Jamie to see what was up. 

Shit. 

“What on earth could this be?” He smirked, holding up the wand vibrator you had hidden in your closet. Suddenly, you were aware of your heartbeat and your tummy was doing backflips, he was holding it up so smugly, knowing damn well what it was and what you use it for. “You poor girl, I thought that dildo of yours would be satisfying enough, but clearly not,” he begins to come closer to you, throwing the vibrator onto the bed as he places his hand on your cheek, “it’s okay now, love. You’ve got me. Although, I wouldn’t mind buying you a few more toys, make you put on a show for me.” 

The thought alone of using your toys in front of Jamie had your pussy clenching around nothing, sure he had used your dildo on you before but that was him, not you. 

You swallow hard before trailing his hand to the back of his neck, pulling him into a kiss as his hands lowered to your waist, holding your body against his. The kiss soon became heated and full of need, as his hands began pulling your shorts down along with your panties before lifting you by the thighs, and placing you on the bed. You groaned as you felt the clothed bulge between his thighs pressing into your heat, you began to move your hips, trying to create any kind of friction on your clit. 

Jamie’s hands came down to your hips to hold them in place, chuckling into the skin of your neck as you whined in frustration. Suddenly, he had pushed himself off of you, giving you time to take your (his) oversized t-shirt off, revealing to him that you had not been wearing a bra all day. 

When he returned to the bed, he had the vibrator in his hand, pressing the buttons on it to see the different speeds and patterns. He gave you a devilish grin as he turned it off and spread your legs, allowing him to kneel between them. 

“You wanna show me how this works, darling?” He asks, handing it over to you. You bite down on your bottom lip and nod your head. 

You place it between your thighs, and press the button down to turn it on. You gasp at the sensation, you had forgotten how lovely this feels and it left Jamie practically drooling over the sight of you pleasuring yourself. You turned the speed up and let out a pornographic moan your eyes screwing shut as your breathing got heavier, the vibrations on your clit felt delicious. Jamie took in your facial expressions, feeling an urge to slip a finger into you to add to your pleasure. 

“Fuck.” You groaned, throwing your head back against the headboard as you moved the vibrator up and down a little, before pressing it into your clit again. You felt your cunt pulse around nothing, if only he would-

Suddenly, you felt as one of Jamie’s fingers prodded your entrance, teasing around the dripping hole before pushing the tip of his finger in and pulling it back out again. Your hips bucked as his entire finger slipped in and curled up into the delicious spot only he could find. 

“You’re fucking soaked, baby.” He said, almost in a growl. His eyes were blown out in lust as he pumped his finger in and out of you, “you close?” 

“Hmm.” You nodded your head, too afraid of screaming in pleasure if you opened your mouth to speak. All the pleasure was becoming too much too quick, and as you felt your muscles begin to relax before hitting your high- “Jamie!” Your head shot up as he had ripped the vibrator from your grasp, taking it away from your clit. 

“You just looked so wonderful like this, love. I thought why should I let you cum so soon when I can enjoy watching this for a little longer, what do you think?”

“Fuck you,” you whine, throwing your back in annoyance. 

“Cursing at me isn’t going to get you what you want, y’know. But since I’m in charge…”

He pressed it back against you, turning the setting up to the most intense speed. You had never gotten up to this one before, and now you see why. 

Jamie held you down just below your belly, and the pleasure ran through your entire body like electricity, sending a shiver down your spine. You were back to clenching around nothing, you thought about asking Jamie to get your dildo back out again, but your mind was too clouded by the pleasure to even form a sentence. 

As you were about to cum again, Jamie took the vibrator away again. You whimpered at the loss of the wonderful sensation, a single tear slipping from your eye. Jamie’s thumb wiped it off and placed a kiss on your cheek. 

“I’m sorry, baby. That’s it now, okay? I’ll let you cum for me this time.” He tells you. 

Then you feel the vibrator come back to your heat, sliding it up and down, collecting your arousal onto it before turning it back on and switching the speed back to the highest intensity. 

“Shit, shit, shit…” you whimper, breathless. 

“Shh,” he hushes you, stroking your belly. “Cum for me, let go, darling.” 

And it only took you a matter of seconds for the pleasure to flood your body and brain again, your legs trembling as he sent you over the edge, keeping the vibrator pressed against you as he worked you through your high. 

When he finally switched the vibrator off, you were left gasping for breath, your thighs pressing against each other as Jamie went to the bathroom to get a cloth to clean you up with. 

“Holy shit,” you sigh, finally sitting up, “thank you.” 

“For what, darling?” He asks as he returns with the warm, damp cloth, spreading your legs again as he wipes down your messy cunt, being careful not to catch your sensitive nub. 

“I felt so… dirty when I would even just touch myself with my fingers when I was with him. I feel like I don’t have to hide or be so secretive with it now. It’s like you set me free!” You giggle, flopping back down onto your bed. 

Jamie also cleans up the vibrator a little before putting it back where he found it and throwing one of his tops over to you from the wardrobe. He smiled as he lay down beside you, letting out a big sigh as he slid an arm behind you and pulled you to his chest. “You don’t have to hide anything from me, my love.”

[acrux-jr]

Replete-P.2

Summary: Mike and you finally go on a date.

Word count: 990

Tags: fluff, chubby! Reader !, age gap (slight)

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Mike stared at the phone, almost burning a hole through it. All of Friday and no text, and now it's Saturday the mid afternoon and still no text.

‘Was I not her type?’ Mike's mood fell a bit but he shook it off. ‘It's also the weekend, I'm sure she worked all week and is probably relaxing.’ 

He was not wrong, you were laying in bed doing a facemask and reading a book. Your phone buzzed.

‘Have you texted Mr. Sexy???’

You rolled your eyebrows at your friends words.

‘No not yet.’

‘:( why not!?’

‘Bc 1 im still thinking it over okay? Hes a big brother of one of the student im sure that like taboo or wtv

2 im nervous okay jeez.’

:| stop being a pussy y/n so what hes a BROTHER, yes the guardian but its not as bad at a parent or a married one at that.

DO IT Y/N!’

The paper was right in front of you, acting as a bookmark. You bit your bottom lip. ‘I mean she has a point, he's not a parent, and not married.’

It still weighed on your mind though. The numbers were burned into the back of your head now from how often you were staring at them.

You huffed a breath out, ‘FUCK IT!’

‘Mike?’

There was an immediate reply. ‘Ms.L/N?’

‘Yes, but y/n is fine :)’

Mike's heart fluttered the tiniest bit at the smiley face.

‘Cool :) y/n it is.’

You giggled and kicked your feet. 

‘So Mike, what do you like to do?’

‘Relax mostly, nothing beats just resting’

‘Are you sure you're not actually over 40?’

‘I am waiting for that age to come so I can just spend it at home and blame it on my age.’

Hours and hours passed by as you learned more about Mike and he learned more about you. A thought popped into your mind as he told you his favorite cartoon.

‘Do you have any plans for tomorrow?’

Mike stared at the text. ‘Holy fuck,’ was what he thought. 

He typed and erased over 3 different messages before landing on something that was fine.

‘No, not much I was gonna run some errands while Abby was with a babysitter since she want to buy like everything.

Why?’

‘Um well if you weren't too busy, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the diner to hang out for a bit.’

Seconds passed, they felt like hours to you though.

‘Yeah that sounds good. 1 sound good?’

‘Yeah perfect :).’

The conversation died down a bit as it was nearing 10 pm, and both of you were busy with cleaning up. You said your goodnights to each other and both slept soundly, dreaming of tomorrow.

The next day rolled around, bright and semi early. It was 10 a.m. you sent Mike a goodmorning, and started for the day. No one was home, so you made a quick breakfast, an omelet, toast, and some fruits for right now before eating lunch with Mike.  

You put a face mask on as you listened to your cassette. You lounged around til 12 to get ready.

You did a brushed out fox eye, with mascara and a little foundation. You had a cashmere crop top and a dark brown folded skirt. You put on a leather jacket and your mary janes. You left hair down, put a soft brown lip liner and red with gloss. You opted for minimal jewelry, just a gold chain.

It was 12: 40, your stomach growled a bit. On your way down you grabbed a snack pack and headed out. You ran back in for your purse and keys, then headed out.

You got there at 12:50, as you looked to your ight you saw Mike already sitting at a both. He smiled and gave an awkward wave, which you found a bit endearing.

You walked to him, he stood up and offered to take your jacket off. You accepted and the two of you sat. 

The silence was a bit awkward. 

Mike tried to break it. “So how long have you been an after-school teacher?”

“Hmm I just started but I did do the summer program for the last years.”

“Oh do you like?”

“Um yeah mostly. There's some bad days of course but that could be said about any job.”

“Yeah that makes sense.”

“What about you, how long have you been a stockman?”

“2 months.” 

“Oh cool. How long have you been working in general?”

“Since I was 16, so about 11 years.”

Silence hung in the air.

“Wait. You're 27?”

Mike nodded his head. “Yeah… why?”

He huffed and laughed, “What are you like 18?”

His smile dropped and eyes widened as you gave a slight nod. “Wait, are you serious?”

Again another nod. “I thought you said you worked the summer program?”

“Yeah, as a volunteer the first year and then from there as a group leader.”

“Wow. Okay.”

You bit your lip. “I'm sorry, I didn't think our age gap was that um wide. I thought you were max 23.”

“I thought you were at least 22.”

The two of you were silent again. 

You're french toast was served as was his sandwich. 

Plates and forks were clinking, as the two of you ate. “So…” Mike trailed off.

“So… if you still want this to continue… I would  as well…”

“Are you sure? It's a whole 9 year difference y/n.” Mike said softly.

You shyly nodded, “Yeah I mean we're both adults, albeit I am newer to it. We can take it slower than usual, so we both feel comfortable.”

Mike looked at you, at your full face as you smiled and how your eyes turned into half moons. You warmed as you noticed his stare. He admired how beautiful you look. 

“Yeah. I'd like that. But slow like really slow y/n.”

You giggled and he smiled at you. 

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Taglist: @kxllanxtdoor @mintyymao @slut4pascal

Hey yall just came out the hospital 🤪 finished up part in the er

[kitthepurplepotato]

hey love!!! it's me! i dont know if you remember me, but i've been liking, reposting, commenting and following the series 'my weird roomate boyfriend' and i absolutly adore your work and writing, and for a while now i haven't heard updates from you, not about the fanfic but about you, and i just remembered you and wanted to ask how are you. i've been a little worried, and we really dont know each other and there's no reason for you to trust me but i really just wanted to make sure if you're doing any better or just need someone to talk to, im here if you need a friend!

im sending you lots of hugs and sweets and lots of lots of good!

i will understand completly if you decide to not answer this, but im really just worried for my favourite author and would be more then happy if you could give me an update for how are you doing!

have a wonderfull day and a wonderfull week and please please please dont forget to drink, eat, and rest and remember to not overwork yourself!!! love, me!

Oh my god, of course I remember you, silly! I absolutely adore you 💜💜💜💜💜

Also, perfect timing because I wanted to post an update on my situation but I wasn’t sure how to start or if it’s even needed?

Thankfully, things are getting better now, I just got sick from all the stress and the constant meltdowns I’ve had almost every day (yes, I just had Covid 3 weeks ago yet here I am, sick again, love my life.)

/warning for everyone - mentions of death, depression, suicidal thoughts and other bad stuff, also, a lot of TMI/

I’m not going to lie, this was the hardest week of my life and I don’t say that lightly (I lost my father suddenly a year before, and my grandma died in a house fire just a few months back.)

I had a really hard time understanding that all these terrible things do not mean that I’m not good enough to live and they aren’t signs that I shouldn’t exist in this world. I felt like life’s trying to force me out of its territory by terrorizing me until I break down, taking everything I love and cherish and it all felt so unfair. I really thought I’m old enough to not go back to that terrible place I crawled out of when I was 17, but this “thing” was the last straw.

With that said, I want to thank you guys for all the kind words and also my best friend @porusuniverse who woke up at 2 fucking AM when she had to wake up at 5, just to keep me company after having the worst nightmare of my fucking life and also for the ridiculous amount of hours she had spent with me and kept me fucking alive while this thing got sorted. She is an absolute legend.

I’m not going to lie and say everything is 100% alright, but I’m getting there.

/TMI OVER/

I am slowly getting back into writing, I have half a chapter of the Izuku one and the Aizawa one is almost finished! Also have a half chapter of the Bakugou one. I wanted to finish at least one of them tomorrow but then I got sick, so we will see when I’ll be able to post any of them. I’m trying to concentrate on the Aizawa one now as there’s only one chapter left and then I can give the other two the attention they deserve, but I’m also trying not to FORCE myself to write but rather just do what I enjoy so will see which one wins, eyy!

I can’t wait to be back. Like honestly, I miss Tumblr, your comments and writing in general soooo sooo much 💜

See you soon and thank you for being so kind! I’ll definitely bug you the next time I manage to go down the rabbit hole but let’s hope I won’t because I don’t think I have the mental energy for another round 😂

Cheers, everyone! 🥦

Kit 💥

[strugglingxinsomniac]

𝗥𝗼𝗯𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗼 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿: ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴄᴀɴᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ

disclaimer: in this universe the grabber doesn't exist and everyones still alive<3 also alot of cusing and bullying <3

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Robin has been yours for a little over a month now he’s protected you from bullies mostly moose and his stinky goons. But today was a different story Robin called you at around 6:00 in the morning before school while you were brushing your hair and he looked awful his face was pale his eyes are baggy and red around his eyelids and his voice was raspy. “Robbin what happened to you you look like a sick ghost but bad” you almost yelled when you saw his face through your phone screen. “Im a little sick right now i think ill be at school tomorrow but not today im sorry my princesa“ he say making it through his sentence, his usually smooth lulling voice now sounding dry and like he might start coughing any minute now. After a little bit of conversation and alot of “i love you do much get better love” and “im fine im fine just a cold” you have your backpack on and your walking to school with your childhood best friend finney blake you have know each other for ever and he and gwen played matchmaker with you and robin, as gwen bring your only female friend and robin being finneys best friend they figured out your crushes for each other prettty quick. “Wheres robin i thought he naver missed a day?” Finney said his voice laced with concern for his friend. “Hes sick, he says he just has a cold but he looks awful he said he will be back tomorrow” you said looking at finn with disappointment in your eyes. “ while on the topic, wheres gwen i hope shes not sick too!” You said worried that your school had a mini cold epidemic. “Shes walking with her 6th grader friends again” finn said rolling his eyes wondering why she would hang out with a group of gossiping blabbering teenagers. You chuckled at his remark but that chuckle soon turned into a dead cold terrified stare. Seeing your expression he looked up and said “whats wrong you look funny” “ Moose” you said as the crusty looking kid approached “oh shit” finn said under his breath as moose shouted out with his goons behind him “ hey wimps is your dream boy not here to protect you today huh?” He mocked in a baby voice to finney and you “DONT FUCKING CALL ROBIN THAT YOU SHITHEAD HE COULD BEAT YOUR ASS AND BREAK A BONE” you yelled furiously they insulted your boyfriend and yours and finneys best friend that could beat them with a flick of his finger. “Oh and what are you gonna do about it cry?” Moose spat out “shut up moose no ine wants to hear you opinion, come on y/n lets go their not worth it” finney said about to turn around but before he could take a step you charged at moose and socked him in his jaw and kicked his stomach while yelling profanities. “Oh u little shit you gonna die!” He yelled at you as he got up and hit you over and over and over your blood streaming down your face you dont even know where it was comming from anymore. Then a distressed voice yelled “stop cant you see shes got the point just stop” Finney? He was on the verge of tears and moose and his gang backed up “fine but dont think your getting off so easy next time” he doat out as a threat. “Oh my god im so glad your okay….well i mean your not OK but i just glad you survived ima bring you to robins house and then head off to class you really cant go to school today so ill let robin patch you up” he finishes as he hugs your sore body happy your alright.

~~time skip to when you knock on robins door~~

You stumbled up to your boyfriends house your knuckles were too sore so you lightly kicked it with the last bit of strength you had. Luckily he heard the door and came downstairs and opened it “OH MY OH MY OH MY PRINCESA WHAT HAPPED ARE YOU OKAY ONG WAIT NO YOU ARENT COME INSIDE SIT ON THE COUCH” he said in a worried panic “WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO YOU” “moose and his dumb goons happened” you managed to speak out even though he had busted you lip. “Ill fuck him up so bad he wont ever stand again but for now let’s get you patched up i hate seeing my princesa hurt” he said as he wrapped you up kissing every non bleeding or burning bruise or cut on you. “I love you so much please dont ever let them hurt you like that again..” robin said almost as a question “i wont I promise i dont wanna make you sad” you said as you were laying your head onto robins chest both you you laying on the couch. You soon fall asleep and beofre robin falls asleep he kisses your forehead and whispers “goodnight princesa sweet dreams” he’s the most loving person you ever knew even though he looks tough but theres no one else you would rather have in the whole world.

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okay thats the end sorry my grammar is crap and im not good at writing alot but thats the Robin fic no one asked for ik alot of things are probably mispelled but its midnight and i dont wanna read thru it

anyways pls suggest some things you want i have a list of what i post on my blog and if your not sure or cant find it just message me and if i can ill do it as soon as possible

[theficcafe]

𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐦𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭. - 03

↳ Genre: Angst, Fluff

↳ Pairing: college!gojo x fem!reader

↳ Warnings: unrequited love

↳ Playlist: (will link here!)

↳ Masterlist: 01 02 03 04 05 06 07 08 09 10

“Anyone whose goal is 'something higher' must expect someday to suffer vertigo. What is vertigo? Fear of falling? No, Vertigo is something other than fear of falling. It is the voice of the emptiness below us which tempts and lures us, it is the desire to fall, against which, terrified, we defend ourselves.”

“Did you pack our matching pajamas?” “Yes, Ie, this is the 5th time you mentioned that.”

Ieiri grinned, turning over to lie on her stomach with as she props herself up using her elbow, “I can’t wait to see you tomorrow! We have two months together!”

You rolled your eyes playfully, hands busy with folding your clothes to make sure they arrive in a good condition when you fly over to Tokyo. “Horrible 2 months—stuck with a total brat!”

“Hey! That’s mean!”

You laughed, making Ieiri smile more. She definitely loved making you laugh; with you being alone in Osaka, she worried for your well-being everyday, so despite her busy class schedules, she’d make sure to message you to check if you were doing fine on your own.

You’d been alone ever since the start of college. Your father—who worked overseas—came back to get your mother so she could work with him in Korea to raise enough money for your college fund. With no other siblings, they entrusted your life to Mei Mei and her family. You’re born an introvert, but even introverts need a little company sometimes. Ieiri knows how you preferred being on your own, but she also knows when you need someone to talk to.

Sometimes, Mei Mei’s brother, Yuuta would come over and accompany you in your dorm. He’s a year younger and studies in the same university, majoring in Chemistry. He’s a dear to be around because he cooks well, and makes a pretty good study buddy (he introduced you the Pomodoro technique) But he would only stay for a week since he also has his own unit to take care of.

Speaking of the devil, a text came in from Yuuta. You quickly grabbed your phone and checked the message.

yu: what time are u going to the train station? lmk so i can accompany you

You smiled, heart melting at how precious this boy is.

ramen provider: im leaving around 4 am. it’s just a 3 hour ride u don’t have to pick me up you know

yu: it’s okay so i also know you’re safe

Sometimes, you wonder why Yuuta is single if he’s this caring to you. You don’t dare to question his love life, but you see him around the campus around with random girls. He’d give you the finger from across the room whenever you caught him with one of his “french girls.”

ramen provider: k. pick me up by 4:30 am! thank you. as payment, u may raid my dorm room and get all my ramen packs 🙂

yu: lmao u bet

“Was that Yuuta?” Ieiri beamed, leaning towards the laptop camera, “I can tell by your smile. He’s literally the only boy you adore.”

“Ie, he’s like a baby brother to me.”

“He’s cute.”

“He’s a baby!”

Ieiri scoffed, rolling her eyes. “He’s 20, and we’re 21.” You shook your head in disapproval and glared at Ieiri. “You’ve been crushing on Yuuta since we were kids. You literally have university boys there—leave my son alone.”

Ieiri pouted, sighing in defeat. “Fine. And you’re right about the university boys.”

You nearly fell asleep on your couch when you heard the door unlock. If you were sane, you’d know that the only person who has the key to your room is Yuuta—but that’s not the case right now: your grogginess led you to think that you’re being robbed.

The first thing you grabbed was your canned iced coffee (which now turned into full liquid) and when the door opened, you nearly killed an innocently looking Yuuta who just wanted to help carry your baggages.

“Y/N!” He yelled, grabbing your shoulders to hold your frame away from his form. You were seconds away from smacking his head with the can.

“How dare y—oh,” You blinked, calming down. You rubbed your eyes and looked back at your clock. “What time is it?”

Yuuta looked at you weirdly. “It’s 4 AM. We need to go.” He took your bags and shoved you playfully, glaring at your groggy form. “You almost killed me, Y/N.���

“That’s such a stretch. It’s just a can. And I got scared.”

Yuuta snorted. “You never know.”

During the car ride to the station, Yuuta made sure to give you a full list on what to avoid in long train rides, good sightseeing places in Tokyo, and the best eats to try. He made sure to list his references in the 3-page booklet that he handed to you

“I don’t need this!” You groaned, closing your eyes in frustration. “I’m older than you!”

Yuuta briefly glanced at you and the road, “Okay? And?”

“I have authority?”

“The fact that you said that with so much doubt is exactly why you need this pamphlet.”

Groaning in defeat, you put the pamphlet away where it’s safe from crease. So extra, you thought. But you also thought it was thoughtful of Yuuta to search and gather all these information for you. 

You looked at Yuuta for a whole good 5 seconds and unknowingly smiled. Yuuta, sensing your gaze, refused to look towards you in fear of exposing his cheeks, which were now coated in crimson red hue. Despite his attempts in turning away, he couldn’t help but give you a subtle glance and monotonous “what?”

“Nothing,” you said softly, reaching your hand to pat Yuuta’s hair, “As an only child whose parents aren’t present, I thank God for having you.”

Yuuta didn’t move. But you didn’t miss the way the corner of his lips perked up.

It was during the first thirty minutes of the train ride when your phone vibrated. You were listening to your playlist when you froze from the familiarity of the notification tone.

There wasn’t much people on the train. Ieiri made sure to get the earliest ticket, so there’ll be lesser people (and you thank the heavens for her). She knows you grow awkward at loud crowds.

With hesitation, you pulled up your mailbox and clicked on the most recent one.

You weren’t sure if your heart was ready.

It has been 2 weeks his last email. In between those weeks, Gojo has sent only two emails in total. Some days you felt too guilty to read it, but most of  the time though, you’d feel brave enough to indulge yourself in another one of the memories he and Aki was letting you borrow.

You gasped at the first thing you saw in the latest email.

There sat a photo of a sunset—one that you could recognize.

You remembered Ieiri showing you a photo of her in this exact place a year ago; she rambled about how she skipped her battery exam and decided to join her friends in their driving (with no direction) endeavor. Ieiri received a handful of scolding from you for skipping the exam, and she didn’t talk to you for two days before she mustered up the courage to apologize for giving you the silent treatment for (all the wrong reasons).

You don’t really know how to react—for all you know this could be just a major coincidence. Anyone could’ve known this place; maybe it was famous. But you know this place, and the fact that you do made your heart do a back flip because this is the closest thing you can get to connecting with the heroine in your email box.

Your eyes began to scan over the letters.

“I’ve lost count of how many sunsets I’ve had to watch waiting for you. This is probably my 50th time going back here. Somehow, it still doesn’t feel like goodbye.

Tokyo’s been cold. I’ve been wearing sweaters and hoodies for the past weeks, giving me the perfect excuse not to dress up in class. Law school’s starting to get into my head, so for old time’s sake, I skipped my last period to watch the sun go down so in some way… I could feel you.

I really miss you. The last sunrise I saw was the one I saw with you. From then, I’ve only watched the sun set so I could remind myself everyday that maybe tomorrow’s the day where I get watch the sun welcome earth with your hand in mine.

Do you watch the sun there too, Aki?

When you do, do you think of me?

Or is it troublesome to look at now?

You know, when you left,

you took the it with you.

Now all I have is a dimly lit light.

Give the sun, back and come home, Aki.

Toru.”

The sound of the train doors opening snapped you out of your thoughts. You were reminded that you were just a mere spectator of the tragic tale unfolding right in front you: in no way is this your pain to feel. But somehow, the tight feeling in your chest couldn’t align with your rationality.

You looked out of the window and softened at the sight of a cotton candy colored sky. In three hours, you’ll be in Tokyo—in the arms of your best friend whom you haven’t seen in months. You could forget about the accidental emails and focus on your vacation in the city you’ve always wanted to visit. You remember Yuuta’s pamphlet; his effort shouldn’t go to waste printing an infographic so you could cherish your time in Tokyo.

But fate has a cruel way of twisting and forging paths you were never meant to walk on. If you only knew that the first trigger was stepping a foot in the city as alive as Tokyo,

you would have chosen to forget.

(you should’ve, in the first place.) 

↳  𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓪𝓸'𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓮𝓻!

hi everyone, it’s kao! 

surprise - it’s chapter 03  ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა  ! i know i basically implied updating lwjjk would be weekly (every monday) but here’s a secret..

... i have already written and revised chapters 1-5.

also, i feel like i need to publish chapters fast bc i have a feeling.. that this series will have 15-20 chapters!

(plus i have so many one-shot & future series ideas)

anyway, i hope you guys enjoy this chapter! loved writing this. i was waiting for my general check up while writing this chapter lol

a feedback/reblog would me a lot to me! thank you for the smol appreciation you guys have shown!  ପ(๑•ᴗ•๑)ଓ ♡

see u guys in chapter 04!

kao, out! ʚ♡ɞ

[elegyofthemoon]

im posting this before i forget and also sorta leave for the night cuz i gotta sleep a little early

• Posted stuff today ☺️

• I decided to do a bit of the writing tag game on my other account and it is WILD to see just how much i wrote the past few months??? im kinda proud tbh. I may be a little discouraged from posting these days but it's honestly really nice to see myself posting as much as I do - and esp to see how much ive written during all this time. this is aside from all the logs i do bc thatd just add further to my word count, but hdhfjdjd really despite the horrors, i'll always have writing. or well, writing's just been such a huge part of my life that if i cannot write then I'm not myself anymore. njdjrjd and my friend nick has mentioned this too that i dont seem like myself if i dont have a wip and all that jfjdndd

• i hate to say the rafayel birthday event made me embarrassingly happy but it really did 🙈

• speedwriting a fic. much shorter than something i wrote earlier but like !! idk i havent felt that surge of inspiration that was fun lmao wish that happened more often

• getting another message from a job i applied to that might be interested in hiring me. the positive is this ones a little more interesting than the one i did a recent interview with but same general position. still very 👀

• my friend finished london holiday and might start second key real soon and im so fucking sorry to him about the person i'l turn into when he starts liveblogging at me about it BUT ALSO im actually really happy and excited about it .3.

• OH FOUND OUT THAT MY SISTER WILL BE HOME EVEN FOR THE LITTLE BIT WHEN I GET BACK!! i thought i'd miss n entirely when she's back which made me sad but she'll be there for at least a day when she's back so !! i will beat my jet lag to hang out with her if i have to >:(

• n sending me something that reminded them of me was really sweet 🥹 it made me very happy tbh jfnfnddjj i was kinda shocked

•also saw new artist drawing characters from anti entropy that genuinely made me very happy 🥹🥹

• ngl thinking about tomorrow after the exam has me excited. i still have one more exam to go, but for once, i feel excited by the idea of saying goodbye. i dont really care anymore how i do for either exams, but it's one more step out of this life and one more step into the new one. i think thats exciting and im excited for it. i wish i could say the same about doing the practical exam but that one i just know ill go home dreading so ✌🏼 but tomorrow! lets have fun after the exam and visit the bakery ive been wanting to go to and finally get that silly plush ive been eyeing 🤧 let's give this life a nice farewell and send off before i go

[miutonium]

I can't sleep because i am lowkey nervous about tomorrow but also I just want to show yall basically my art progress (in terms of rendering) in the spam of 1 year contracting Utonium brainrot hhhh it's so surreal to see how different both of them looked like ahaha

(for guide, first pic to last, 1st week july 2021>3rd week july 2021>21st Nov 2021>9th Apr 2022)

Also witness me talking about each journey of my progress undercut lol

I cAN TOTALLY EXPLAIN THE FIRST 2 PICS. The first one is exactly from a year ago when my brainrot just started and I was like "well fuck I guess I have a new f/o now". If you ever see or feel familiar about the first art even though you prooooobably never see it,

its because it was an original picture for this redraw a few months AFTER that pic

Also if you notice, the art style for that one is totally different from others and shhh the reason it was like that is because initially I want to draw them in my actual artstyle around that time and I dont want it to follow the same artstyle like in the show. My friend said Utonium kinda reminds them of that guy from clo.udy wi th a ch.ance of meatb.alls and im like "oH SHITTT". There's more drawings of Utonium pre-brainrot era with this kind of artstyle in my folder but I don't think the world is ready for that yet lol

Anyway as I progresses to the 2nd pic, I changed my mind and was like "wait I actually WANT them to look like they're in PPG and not my own artstyle" so I slowly draw both of them to look more like the ppg style if you understand what I mean??? Althoughhhh in the 2nd pic I still want him to look a bit like my own style with my own touch and despite how much I don't like the reboot, I actually like his gray hair on his sideburns??? So if yall remember that phase and followed me from way way in the early days of this blog, I used to draw Utonium with those streaks before I gradually stopped doing that because of.... actually idk why I stopped??? I should totally add the grays back because I love it actually lol but anywayyyyyy the 2nd pic was also around july too me think? So there's probably like a few weeks gap between the actual totally real not clickbait picture of Chloe and Utonium 'together'.

That was how my render looked like for a few months until november (the 3rd pic).

So in the 3rd pic, I discovered this very magical spectacular magnificent function on CSP called t E xt U r e and holy fuck, let me tell you, I feel like I am a changed person. I was never the cringe person with mediocre render like I was, this legit marked a cultural shift in me, I just feel like I've been blessed by god himself. I spammed the fUCK OUTTA THOSE TEXTURES like it was MY BUSINESS. i pAID CSP FOR FULL PRICE I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO USE IT TO ITS FULL CAPABILITIES AND SQUEEZE IT OUT OF ALL IT'S WORTH. Although I must say, my render time after that significantly increases. By standard I used to render around 3 hours? Now this bitch took 6 fuckin hours to completely. It wasn't a daijobu era ngl 😔😔😔

And holy fuck do I have a fuckin field day with it. You think I was a changed man back then? I have ascended, I am now r e b o r n. My friends feared my, my peers stared at me, my teachers are baffled by the amount of brainrot I drew at that time. How am I real?

I rendered like that for around 4 months until I discovered something even more cooler:

B L E N D I N G M O D E

Okay jk but hhh anyway for my current render; it's kinda more like an accidental discovery? I wanted to look for ways to cut render time because it was really tiring for me to render with a fuckton of texture layers and I also wanted to emulate my fav artist's render style soooo bad (it was luoman if anyone asked) and I kinda figured out how they did it? I mean they still do it better but like I was really inspired to be like them and lemme tell you, I cried for 3 days 3 nights unpaid vacation time when I figured it out. I wasn't kidding when I say I feel like I am a new person. I am quite pessimistic tbh, I'm insecure about my art but like this is the first time in like 3 years ever I feel like I did a major progress and I feel really good.

Why did I made this post? I actually dont feel good about myself, maybe because I am nervous about my test tomorrow and I just need a quick mood boost from myself. I don't believe I did any progress. But now, after typing all of my thoughts at 3 am, after I just put art phases of my braunrot together, kinda believe I actually did progress and I am proud of myself ;w;

[meyhew]

its good that youre focusing on something else, i wish i was as strong as you :') if you dont mind sharing, how are you learning to gif? also for what its worth im truly very sorry for the loss of your stuff, i understand how devastating it is bc the same thing (save for a couple of minor details) happened to me and my way of dealing with it is to push it all away and try not to Think about it. even though its been months. anyway i hope you feel at least a little better soon, maybe try to take this as an opportunity to start over and write better. your stories are all within you, whether you physically record them or not, and absolutely no one can take that away from you. sending you love, youll be okay. 🥰❤️

yeah i'm give it one more attempt tomorrow and see if anyone at google.com gives a shit. if not... oh well. i've had worse things happen to me. but thank u i really appreciate this and so sorry it happened to u as well. it sucks.

and i'm using this tutorial as a guide but my beloved @delicatepointofview has been helping me learn! she taught me the basics first and pointed me in the direction of a lot of other helpful things. she's just a text away and i've been harassing her every time i get stuck on something silly that i cant figure out bc im not looking at the bigger picture. could not and would not do this without her <3