#only gw3 i want really...

[anzalias]

guild wars crpg. can anyoen hear me

It’s me and the theoretical singleplayer rpg set in Tyria that only lives in my head against the world

[corrodedroses]

intro ∴⋆✭⋰∘⋄✯✰✩⋄∘⋱✮⋆∴

a little about me!!

so ive been on edblr for about 2 years now but ive never really posted anything beside reblogging so i am going to hold myself accountable!! ive struggled with ana for 4 years now, and really want to get better motivation to reach my ugw. i was pretty underweight as a kid, my step mom would call me “malnourished” and tell me i was going to get taken away by cps for being so skinny. i was a very picky eater and only liked certain things certain ways which didnt help the issue. but i from what i know i was healthy. when i was around 10 or 11 i got sent to foster care. the fact i was getting fed a lot more frequently and that i was in the beggining stages of puberty caused me to gain weight. now i wasnt overweight, i still had a healthy bmi but ive always been very very short so the way it showed up on me was shocking compared to how i used to look. i was called “chubby” by all my family members and “fat” by the kids at school. i started restricting when i was 12 but didnt really get good at it until my freshman year. that was the first time i got sent to treatment. from my hw to the time i got sent, i lost about 35 pounds. the problem was i was so good and knew i couldve pushed more but people got in my way. ive been in and out of treatment since then and reached a new lw in december 2024, but again got sent to res and progress was ruined. since then ive been trying to get to where i want, but i cant seem to do it like i did before.

now im ready to get back on track. but i NEED people to help keep me motivated plsssss!!!!! maybe some advice, or even just encouragement or meanspo. i will start posting updates, and if anyone has any ideas on what i should post im open to anything. lets keep each other motivated!!!!!

stats:

hw: 115 (lbs)

lw: 77

sw: 101

cw: 81

gw1: 90 🔓🔓🔓!!!!!

gw2: 85🔓!!!!

gw3: 76 (also would be new lw!)🔒

ugw: 65🔐

[staystrongtoday]

About me:

Aduld, strugeling with an ED for over 15 Years now. Nonbinary, she or they

So here i am again.

How it started?

I worked a high active job in the medical field. I was able to eat what ever i wanted, since i burned so much calories in my job. Downside? I "learned" to eat as fast as possible. But bullying gave me depressions till i couldn't work any longer.

So i changed my level of activity, but not my eating habits. I gained 50lbs and got fat.

I hated myself for it and started to loose weight. lost 65lbs and gained an ED.

My grandma died and my depression got worse. Gained all the 65lbs and aditional 10 lbs again.

I hated my body and started loosing again. Lost 45lbs.

My mom died, depression got worse. Gained 60lbs to the highest i ever was.

3 months ago, my doctor told me, i really need to lose weight, since i experience some weight related health issues. I tried loosing weight "healthy and slow". Nope. I just can't. As soon, as i start thinking of weight, calories etc., my ED is back.

Guess, i am just not the person for a "healthy middle way"

So... now i am back.

I was around 15 years ago, when we had forums and WA-groups, but i guess times have changed. I liss the old days, whit the highly securde safe spaces, that only alowed you to get in, when you already had an ED.

Feel feee to DM me, if you just like to chat or know any other ED community safe spaces.

Stats:

Age: to old.

Hights: 5"9/1,80m

hw: 243lbs/110kg

cw: 204lbs/92,9kg

Goals with timing:

Gw1: 196lbs/89 for september (probably not possible

gw2: 80kg for end of the year

gw3: 75 kg till 6/2025

gw4: 152lbs/68kg (hope to reach it or get close to for a friends wedding in 08/25)

Ugw: 120lbs/55kg

[k-unknown-m]

Intro post ig:

Ion share my name like that you can call me Akira.

I’m 22

I’m not hugely deep in any of this this is my own personal shit and motivation.

Always looking for legit @n4 buddies but don’t come with the drama.

Huge stoner fighting the. munchies one zero sugar monster at a time

I don’t use tags because I literally can’t be bothered there’s too many 3d tags

Been fat all my life and hate it. Only time I’ve ever been happy with my appearance I was in college not eating/OMAD and running 8-12 miles followed by weights daily, and keep in mind I was still obese at the time.

I believe I can really do this and I don’t have beliefs in myself much so a win is a win.

This isn’t even a “blog” this is more like a diary and to interact with a few people if I happen to find any that really motivate me, mainly for a buddy.

SW: 240

HW: 260

LW: 190

CW: 212.6

GW1 🔑: 200

GW2 🔑: 185🥳

GW3 🔒: 160

UGW1 🔒: 150

(These are my goals if you disagree I don’t care Lmfaoo so go away🤣 I’m not looking for a bonespo look for myself even tho it’s motivating for weight loss, I want to be my standard of perfect.)

[skinny-rose-petals]

Day 2

1/14/24: Yesterday was tolerable but I did have cravings, not because I was hungry but because food is the most 'pleasurable' aspect of my life (my break from work, cooking is also like therapy for me). I am told today will be the hardest of all the cleanse days but I think maybe the worst is behind me? I did have a dream I was on a date with Nikola and ordered duck before remembering I couldn't eat it so even my subconscious is cleansing it would seem! I really wanted escargot last night, I guess I miss French food. Its only 12:47pm as I write this but so far no cravings today. Hopefully the remainder of the day will be just as easy.

This is definitely TMI but I doubt anybody will ever read this so this documentation is for my own recollection: I've noticed that bowel movements are very 'regular' today (i.e. more than normal) which is probably due to the increase in fruits. Unexpected positive benefit I guess?

11am: Dandilion Liver Detox Tea (0 calories)

11:30 Cool Greens juice (180 calories)

3:00pm Sweet Greens juice (140 calories)

7:00pm Tarte Greens juice (100 calories)

Snack/Dessert: 1/2 Sweet Roots juice (75 calories)

Total: 495 calories

CW: 116.8 (morning, no clothes)

GW1: 110

GW2: 104

GW3: 100

[sirensav]

Looks like I’m losing 1 lbs a day. Not bad, I miss losing 2 lbs a day as a teenager lol. I didn’t have as strong will power back then as I do now tho. I’m proud, confident. I only bought my scale 2 days ago. I wanted to lose at least 10 lbs and see if I can fit into the dress. At this point, imma aim for 20. I can lose 20 lbs in 20 days. That will be I c o n I c. No one is stopping me. No one can stop me. I don’t even have to hide this. I’m so fucking excited. I’m watching eurphoria too which is a huge distraction. I would go on ED tumblr and then just forget I’m even hungry. After euphoria I can watch those ED movies again bc those are always inspiring. Heck by my birthday I can be so small and skinny.

I start to look good at 114 lbs. we will get back to 100 lbs. for now let’s focus on 10. I started earlier but I didn’t know my weight. So let’s say we started at 135.

SW: 135

CW: 133

GW1: 125

GW2:115

GW3: 105

GW4: 95

GW5: 85.

We will cap it at 85lbs for now. It’s a long road ahead but I believe we can get there.

I have noticed that sometimes it will take a day and a bit to lose 1 lbs. I want to start fasting by 7. Deff have tea n all but no food after 7 so I have to eat dinner at work. Maybe I won’t have to tonight bc it’s the weekend tomorrow. It was hard throughout the week bc I couldn’t sleep on an empty stomach. Which then effects the weight loss in the AM which can get frustrating. You’re doing everything right Sav. Eating one small meal a day. Yesterday was sushi. I have pasta in the fridge I can eat when I get home tonight. Will I have a non alone today? Goodness no. I might ngl. We will see. I’ll be strong and won’t. I’ll have a mocha instead. The mocha isn’t very sweet which is nice. Maybe a regular coffee. Idk I’m not big on americanos. I bought the Godiva coffee so that really helps when it comes to fasting. I haven’t started fasting yet but I think I’ll get there soon. I just love an ice latte in the AM.

Fingers crossed we are down to 132 tomorrow. It’s a waiting game. If not at least I have the weekend to workout and clean to burn those calories. Maybe I’ll fast. I can go to the beach and walk or south lands. I dunno but it will be nice either way.

[quintiliusheartripper]

Ive been haunting arenanets job listings and theyve been hiring for the last 2+ years for a "well funded" "established fantasy IP" "mmo" "story enriched" game while talking about "guild wars 2 and beyond" it also helps for their gw2 has been doing great for the company that owns arenanet. For example just this recent quarter gw2 was there 2nd top grossing pc game. EoD rocked ncsofts profits in pc gaming when it came out and continues to do so. Its probably why they are open to a third game being developed. Arenanet is still hiring for key positions (just in January there was a directaor position up so its no where close still) but it does put into perspective why im feeling, like with lws5, the recent expansion and story stuff is a filler for what they really want to move onto. I personally just fear whether or not gw2 will have its plug fully pulled since it doesnt have the same structure gw1 has to make it a much easier experience to play past its prime. Hoping there will be updates that will keep gw2 playable whether its by adjusting difficulties when there isnt anyone on maps or if they will have companions incorporated to help with dps when your the only one on the map and need something for an achievement. Obviously gw3 could be cancelled but we will see. So far its a unreal engine (been seeing UE5 recently) game that will have linux support (launching with steam access perhaps. The devs loved the idea of playing gw2 on steam deck when they got their hands on it)

Guild wars 3???? Is that a real thing? Did I miss something? Aren't we not even close to done with 2 yet?

[konig-varorson]

I feel people are too tunnel visioned on the comment of Guild Wars 3 that they're missing the entire remaining portion of that shareholder meeting in regards to ArenaNet and NCWest.

NCWest has been in deficit for 8 years now, and apparently(???) early last year NCWest consolidated its six US companies into ArenaNet. On top of that, NCSoft's Korean moneymaker, Thrones & Liberty, isn't doing nearly as well as they wanted. There's a lot of shareholders outcrying over the CEO/CSO of NCWest.

Guild Wars 3 is greenlit, with or without ArenaNet's consent for all we know, but this is basically a ploy to get money for the shareholders. There's no guarantee it'd work, and we know what happens when rich shareholders become slightly less richer - costs cut in the form of massive lay-offs, projects being canceled, and servers shutting down.

I am not one to doomsay in the community, but I read the original Korean article (via google translate) and all I see are red flags.

From game player me perspective and not inner investigative journalist me, though, GW3 is a mixed bag announcement - when it'll be announced - because I have 4 live games I "actively" play and 2 more I want to play but have no time for (I really only have time for 2 live games so I end up swapping between the 4 of which ones I'm active in every few months). Even disregarding all the time and money spent into GW2, I would not have the time to play GW3 alongside GW2 which is promised continued development - and I'm not of the opinion that ANet would cancel GW2 development just because they did for GW1. For two reasons - first, GW2 has been around much longer than GW1, and players put a lot more investment in it. Second, and perhaps more critically, Colin Johnson and other ANet vets have stated regret over not continuing GW1 development (as if they couldn't just return to it).

This goes double so if GW3 were to be a second MMO - though given ArenaNet's habit of chasing trends to innovate them, I do not expect an MMO, as the modern trend lean more towards Warframe-like or Genshin-like. I will definitely follow GW3's development, if it goes past pre-production, but I think ANet would be better off doing a non-live service game (hah! That's all they've done so any other game they launch will be too, no doubt). I know I'd be more invested in GW3 if it were something more akin to Dragon Age or Baldur's Gate in format.

Even though April Fools Day is upon us, it seems Guild Wars 3 is all but officially announced by Arenanet.

I doubt I will play it. I've played Star Wars Galaxies, City of Heroes, and Guild Wars 2. I don't want to start over in another MMO.

To all that are waiting for Guild Wars 3, enjoy. I hope you have a fantastic time.

[listenupb]

Wow okay its almost been a year since I’ve been on here. So I’ll give a little life update!!

In the past year I-

1. Graduated from university

2. Moved to a new city

3. Started my first “big girl” job

4. Got vaccinated!

5. Restarted my weight loss journey

At the start of the year, i had gotten up to 204 pounds. I was struggling with making sure i was eating appropriately while trying to get used to working full time. Needless to say i did not go well.

I remember sitting on my couch bored out of my mind and thinking that i wanted to work out. So i signed up for a gym membership a few minutes later and that started the kick off of my weight loss journey again.

I currently use noom to track my weight loss and get in the right frame of mind and really to have an accountability group. I keep track of my food in Carb Manager and tend to stick around 1300 calories each day.

For my lunches, i found a place in the town i live that makes pre-packaged meals so i can have something different for lunch each day. These range from 200-450 calorie meals.

I meal prep one dinner each week and eat the same thing each night! I made sure to include ice cream in my meal planning because it’s a small reward at the end of the day.

For breakfast i really dont eat much in that space! Ill have a kind bar and a fruit cup. And then have popcorn for a snack or I’ll make these apple energy bites or have deviled eggs.

I go to the gym 3-5 times a week and do interval training on the elliptical followed by 20 minutes of walking at 3 mph to cool down. And of course i take my dog for walks in the evening! The place i moved to has a beautiful lake in the middle that we walk around and an empty field that she can run around in off leash.

Yes i still go out to eat every now and then. Ill treat myself every other week to a cheat meal (only one, usually dinner). And I’ll go out with coworkers for lunch during the week but i make sure to stay within my calorie goal.

Here are my stats!

Start date: 06/18/2021

Start weight: 204 lbs

Today’s date: 07/30/2021

Current weight: 186.6 lbs

GW1: 185 lbs 08/13/2021

GW2: 175 lbs

GW3: 165 lbs

GW4: 155 lbs

GW5: 145 lbs

UGW: 120 lbs

Height: 5 feet

[tek-info]

iqoo z3 5g all details | iqoo z3 all information.

 So, IQOO has launched their latest smartphone, IQOO z3 5g smartphone. This phone is just excellent under the price of 22k. In fact it is the best phone under 20k. iqoo z3 5g official launch date is 8 June 2021. 

Also, this phone will give a good competition to the Oneplus upcoming phone Oneplus nord CE 5g. I think that the IQOO z3 smartphone(flagship killer) is better than the Oneplus nord CE. IQOO's last phone IQOO 7 is also a very good phone and their new IQOO z3 is also a beast in the midrange market. The IQOO 7 launched after a year of the last IQOO phone but the IQOO Z3 5g launched after only one month of the IQOO 7.

IQOO z3 comes with very good specs and features that have everything. Also funtouch OS has also been really good since last some months so this phone is absolute value for money. 

So without further ado, here are the iqoo z3 5g specification , iqoo z3 5g price , iqoo z3 5g all details iqoo z3 all information.

iqoo z3 5g full specs. 

This is the first phone on the snapdragon 768g this processor is the best in this price range. Processor is based on a 2.8Ghz clock speed. This processor is 15% faster than SDM 765G and Yes it is the 5g processor. 

RAM : 6/8GB LPDDR4X. 

ROM : 128/256GB UFS2.2 fast storage.

iqoo z3 battery

Phone has 4400mah Battery. 

Chargers comes in box is 66w , although phone only supports 55w super fast charging. 

Phone can charge upto 50% in only 19min. 

IQOO Z3 OS. 

Phone has funtouch OS 11.1 which is based on Android 11 . 

As we all know that how much funtouch has been updated, if we compare it to 2 years ago. 

Also Funtouch OS is very smooth and close to stock Android. You will get some pre installed app but you can delete them. 

Also, you can set 120hz display to 90hz or 60hz to save some battery. 

In this phone you can increase your virtual RAM in the time of need upto 3GB. This feature is very cool. 

IQOO Z3 Performance. 

iqoo z3 5g antutu benchmark score is more than 45000, which means that this phone is really good in performance sector. 

Also phone doesn't heat, because of its 5 layer liquid cooling which make phone very cool. 

IQOO Z3 Sensors. 

If we talk about sensors phone has all the necessary sensors. 

Phone has side mounted fingerprint sensor on the power unlock button. 

Also phone has face unlock feature which perform very well and fast. 

IQOO Z3 Connectivity. 

Phone supports 5g network. It have two 5g bands. 

Dual 4g 

Wifi 6

Bluetooth 5.1

Also have wifi calling. 

IQOO Z3 Features. 

Phone have widevine certifications so user can enjoy vedios at high quality. 

SAR value with in limits. 

But don't have FM radio and notification light.  

Another interesting feature is the phone comes with "No Question asked policy" means you don't need answer any question if you want to return the phone. 

iqoo z3 display and Multimedia. 

Phone has very good and bright IPS LCD display. Although may be IQOO can give a amoled display in this price but the screen will not Disappoint you. 

Screen have 120hz refresh rate. 

iqoo z3 smartphone have mono speaker but loud so you will have Decent Experience. 

Also iqoo z3 smartphone have a 3.5mm Jack which is quite good. 

camera iqoo z3. 

Phone camera set up is very good it give very modern and premium looks to the phone. 

Phone have 64mp main camera. If we talk about camera sensors it is Samsung's latest GW3 64mp.

8mp ultra wide and 2mp macro camera. 

16mp selfie camera. 

Over all camera performance is really good. If you want a phone under 20k for photos you can absolutely go with this phone. 

Phone also focus very fast and detailing is very good. Even in low lighting conditions it click very good photos. 

Selfie camera is also very good. Also you can shoot vedios at 4k 60fps, generally in this price range you can shoot vedios at 4k 30fps, but this phone is different. 

iqoo z3 5g price in india. 

6+128GB-19,990

8+128GB - 20,990

8+256GB - 22,990

Overall iqoo z3 review. 

Overall the phone is really good and worth buying , under 20k segment you don't need to think a bit. Specifically the processor under 20k is just the beast, only the poco x3 pro has better processor than this phone under this pricing, but poco x3 pro don't have a good camera. If you want a phone with good camera and powerful processor under 20k to 25k to can got with this phone. 

iqoo z3 5g india launch date is 8 june so iqoo z3 smartphone will give a very good competition to the OnePlus Nord CE 5g. Phone have everything from fast charging to a good display. The only think is that in this price may be IQOO can offer a Super AMOLED display, but they didn't. But you don't need  to think about it this IPS LCD full HD+ display is also good and color, contrast , everything is well balanced. 

iqoo z3 smartphone is a 5g phone, nowadays every one want a 5g phone in but no one knows when will 5g comes in India? 

Thanks for reading.

[fmlfpl]

Lineup Lamentations - GW3

Our Transfers, Captains, and Starting 11s for the week!

—

WALSH

TRANSFERS:

OUT: Aubameyang

IN: De Bruyne

Pretty straightforward swap here removing Aubz after the Wet game was always the plan before GW1 and feel fortunate to be in position to execute the plan. Kevin on pens was the deciding factor over Raz as I had it down to them two as my City guy to get.

Not sure what Raz will be up to with Jesus out now...up top or same spot, but either way Kevin still should be doing the same shit. Hopefully that bonk on the head was nothing much and he's ready to go this weekend.

Probably not a spot I will play with too much unless he gets injured but it feels nice to just get Kevin in nice and early here. Debated many different hit options and in the end nothing looked too attractive. .5 in the bank for a rainy day...we'll see where that belongs next week.

GK:

Ryan (MUN)

Maybe he'll get some saves in this game, unlike the previous. Never feel good for a clean against ManU so I'd take a 3 pointer or something.

Brighton dominating Newc was very promising though - pretty happy that I stuck with Ryan GW1. Could see owning him for a long while and possibly even through my first WC whenever that time comes.

DEF:

Dier (NEW)

Welp.

A clean would be most, most welcome here after no cleans through their first two. They look genuinely all sorts defensively so far and seem to just be all hands on deck throughout their games. Wondering if the disruption of the Thursday games is really fucking them, and I will be watching this one closely. Letting in two to Soton was kinda lucky - it could easily have been three or four - so it would be nice to see a suffocating performance against a team that just managed 0 shots on target last weekend.

Realistically, as long as Dier is starting, I probably won't bin him.

Shaw (bha)

Dunno how I seem to end up with thiccboi in my GW1 team every year but it feels like I do.

He's a really tough player to watch when you own him...very frustrating and just a bit shit. The rumors with Telles intensifying doesn't fill me with hope for the future. Again, like Dier, as long as he's starting I probably won't spend a transfer here and just need to back my preseason thoughts that Mou and ManU would be good for cleans.

Brighton looking a pretty tidy outfit so far this game should be good. Not really expecting a clean, unfortunately, so maybe get lucky with an assist or something.

Trent (ARS)

Trent looked back to being Trent against Chelsea. No Hendo is a bit annoying again so we'll see who is starting on his side.

Arsecast been pretty conservative setting up but we know how teams like to overload Trent to neutralize his attacking impetus which may well happen here.

Either way a win to nil is always on the cards for Livp and Trent is a great player. Good boy Trent.

MID:

De Bruyne (LEI)

Great player gets to play a shithouse team. Love it. One of the few (only?) things I got right last year was picking Kevin early and holding him. Will try to replicate that now. To the first of many happy returns Kev.  

Salah (ARS)

Still a livewire despite his blank last weekend I'm pretty happy to have Mo.

Definitely my safety blanket in FPL and hauls are always around the corner. Looking good and primed to bang. With the sudden increase in penos makes him even that more attractive. Not an easy fixture by any means but it doesn't really matter. Let's go Mo.

Trossard (MUN)

Spent a lot of mental energy on this wee lad this week. Done nothing but impress through two and return in both with the post last weekend away from a huge haul and yet I still am looking for reasons to sell him. I came full circle and despite the rough immediate fixtures I'm going to stand by him. He looks dangerous and even though there are f0dens and podencios around him, he's the one I have and he's the one I shall hold.

ManU were utterly diabolical last weekend and if Matic is out they could still be got at.

Andre-Frank Zambo Anguissa (AVL)

Zambo did the business for me last weekend with the assist and with no better options he gets to go again against Villa. Dunno if Lemina comes in or something with Reed maybe he gets to push up a little more but ultimately he seemed to have a more or less free roaming roving role in the center of the park last weekend...and he bossed it. Absolute class player, Zambo is, and I really enjoyed watching him. He's definitely not showing much to be an actual starter in FPL...but needs must.

Certainly need to upgrade my 11th man soon, but with this good fixture maybe he gets something again.

Fernandes (bha)

Come on Bruno. Nothing would calm me down and my feelings about my team this weekend more than with Bruno points. I am expecting space so hopefully he doesn't get hockey assists but gets actual assists in this one. Feels weird that they played 90 and didn't get a peno as well.....time to revert to the mean with one this game probably too right? Yes.

FWD:

Werner (wba)

Werner been looking good and rested during the midweek so should be raring to go as he still searches for his first Chelsea goal. Hopefully Jorginho is out so he has pens in his locker this weekend as well.. but really just feel good with him in this fixture.

West Brom are bad and I am backing Chelsea to find some goals this weekend. Werner has been looking good, even if his team has not, and I'm just hoping that they click into some sort of gear against the weakest opposition they'll be facing in the league to date.

DCL (cry)

Tough fixture against the team they are tied for first place with in the table.

We will probably do’em but DCL, with the way he's looking, always a shout for getting in and around it. Not expecting a ton here, but am keen to see what Woy does with the lineup at home now that Eze and Bats have been around for a couple weeks. Maybe we play some attacking stuff and are there to be had? Who knows. Either way, DCL - great pick great guy.

BENCH:

Mitchell (EVE)

Brewster (ARS)

Ferguson (lol)

CAP:

Werner (wba)

I'm trying this new thing this year where I back myself for captain picks. I was on him last weekend when I looked at the fixtures and the games so just going to stick with that.

West Brom are bad, and a lot worse than Leicester (even tho Leicester suck), so I feel better about trying to expose heem than go with Kevin. 4 or 5 is possible against WBA and Werner could fill his boots. Playing the fixture here, we'll see how it goes.

—

ALON ON WILDCARD

TRANSFERS:

OUT: wildcard

IN: wildcard

I don’t even know what to write here. I’ve done two pods and a three hour stream today largely dominated by my Wildcard team. I’ve said all that needs to be said! Ended up here and feel pretty ok! Let’s go.

GK:

Martinez (ful)

Like him and rate him and hoping the Villains can be a tight ship and get some cleans. Duno.

TBH didn’t put much thought into this spot just gonna go Emi and not use a transfer until maybe second Wildcard popping 30 gameweeksish from now. GLHF Emi!!!

DEF:

van Dijk and Alexander-Arnold (ARS)

Great guys, great friends, and the epitome of set ‘n’ forget geniuses. Also planning on no transfers here until second wildcard. Keep dominating boys. Up the reds.

Dunne (SOU)

Temporary start over Lamptey’s much worse fixture in my opinion. Hail-mary of a Duon clean here and I think Lamptey ends on 0-2 points. Lamps is also sorta knocked so who knows what goes on there.

Maybe Burnley will sell Tark and Dunne’ll be a guy but mostly just fodder for rest of season...

Lamptey in general is my start every week guy and he is the “pressure point” of my squad for sure but also I’ve LOVED the fuck out of him since he came on the scene with Chelsea. He’s just great. Backing the boy.

MID:

De Bruyne and Sterling and Foden (LEI)

Going in big dick swinging with the City triple up for what should be back to back thrashings in Leicester and Leeds where I know I’ll want as much of their attack as possible and, crucially, the arm-band.

Foden minutes should get a large increase with no Kun and no Jesus and Kev and Raz are world class, not much else needs to be said. Going aggressively for the best attack in great fixtures and then we’ll reevaluate going to other premiums etc for future captaincy and what not.

Rodriguez (cry)

Did fuck around with Rich instead of Hamez but I’m just sticking with the extra 0.5 and my guy... I think it’s possible Rich distances himself from Hamez and has the best season of his career but also just Hamez is such a FML FPL player... oozes class, so confident and smooth and sick, just love him, and love owning him. Sticking by the guy. He’s coming for the assist crown lookout Kevin :P.

FWD:

Werner (wba)

Rolling with Timo and the incredible fixtures. He has a three match window to decide what to do with him and I love him for wba, CRY, SOU, so just letting it wash over me. Still rate him very highly and the goals and hauls are just around the corner. We’ll see if they come now or they come later. Willing to risk it for him before moving to maybe Tony or others.

Calvert-Lewin (cry)

So much love for DCL <3<3<3... Don’t think I need to add much he didn’t leave one single tinker for one second. And hasn’t left a tinker since the game opened pre-GW1. Good sign.

Wood (SOU)

Ole faithful. Not sexy. Not new not shiny not smooth or slick or an attacking team or anything. Just consistent and good... If you’re after MoTD highlight reel Vine merchant legendary screamer thunderbastard kinda guy then Wood isn’t the guy for you... But if you’re looking for a cheap guy to just blindly hold for 30ish GWs then hey Chris Wood is your guy. Good numbers, good consistency, great guy. His cheeks are just soooo red. Let’s go.

BENCH:

Anguissa (AVL) - Nailed and good.

Lamptey (MUN) - Gonna start almost every week for me. Great kid, looks incredible, is incredible.

Mitchell (EVE) - Hey. Whatev.

CAP:

Sterling (LEI)

I guess that I’m the only one concerned with Kev getting an elbow to the head? Fine with that.

Maybe Kev gets swaddled up in bubble wrap and subbed off early once this one is done and dusted? I don’t know man it’s enough of a reason to not captain Kev for me... If both guys were 100% fit I’d probably go Kevin here but Raz is also incredible and is actually 100% fit so I’m going Raz.

I expect complete domination and destruction and yeah that’s that. Didn’t really consider anyone else.

Go on City do the thing.

Wildcard team... ya got this.

[becominglittlelola-blog]

Day 1 - 12.1.17 - 299

So no one really follows me at this point, but if you do, or ever do, I’m probably one of the fattest girls you will follow. Comes with being an ex-feedee, I suppose.

Anywho, I am 299 for today, which although high is good because it means this week I managed to make sure I undid any damage from Thanksgiving and even lost a pound I had on beforehand. I know I had to be more - before Thanksgiving I weighed in at 300+ 🤦🏻‍♀️

The number doesn’t bother me as much as my health does. Like I said I don’t feel uglier or like I have less meaning or anything of the sort. But I will admit it is uncomfortable. As a feedee, you want to gain - and those goals just scare me. Now that I don’t hate my body, I’d much rather see the numbers and my size go down. I want to feel better, and I certainly do not want to be associated with that dreaded “D” word. So here are my goals, trying to keep them realistic:

I’d like to start the year under 290. This May or may not be doable, but it’s a goal. If worse comes to worse I would like to see 292 (that’d be if I lost exactly and only 2 lbs per week).

SW: 299 GW1: 289 GW2: 250 (about where I started this whole stupid feedee journey) GW3: 215 (pre-accident weight) GW4: 180 (pre-first marriage weight) GW5: 159 (would be a new low!) UGW: 140

As you can see I have had a lot go on, and I’ll talk more about all of that the more I’m on the blog. (As is people care! Haha) But my goals for the next few days are just to really watch my diet and try to cut out as many sugars and carbs as possible to start. I want to be as far away from the “D” word as possible!

I’ll start going to the gym either over the weekend or next week. But for today I’ll just try to get natural movement in there as much as possible.

Until next time, loves. xx

[commander-ledi]

is it too late to play gw2 and get really invested in it?? i tend to get obsessed+hyperfocus with stuff (i have add), but because it's guild wars TWO then i'm worried maybe i've already missed out on too much and it's just a matter of time before gw3 comes out?? it looks like one of the few explicitly lgbt friendly mmorpgs too!!

its not too late! literally only thing ur missing is living world season 1 (which will be eventually re-released. also the story gap has been taken in account with a npc who gives you summary of events and then asnwers to your questions) and getting living world story content for free (you have to buy them from gem store if you dont unlock them when they are released).basically they keep occasionally re-releasing retired items (if you play it like an year, chances are that the retired thing you want will pop up in gem store at least once). also since the new expansion is getting released next month, release of gw3 within next six months is highly unlikely. and all story content (except for living world season 1) is fully avaliable for you no matter how late you come.

[lostandfallenstar]

I'm just so disappointed in my lack of self control. Also have to reset my targets for when I'll reach a certain goal.... Again.

Gw1 130 by July 9th

Gw2 127 by July 13th

Gw3 120 by July 21st

Gw4 115 by July 27th

Gw5 110 by August 3rd

Gw6 100 by August 15th

Gw7 96 by August 20th

Ugw: 60 by well idk be hopefully one day

So I'm not sure if I can actually keep this schedule. It's gonna take a lot of self control but I really want to get skinny. And if all goes according to plan I could be 96 before I leave for college. And since I'll be starting a new life somewhere people don't know me. I don't want to be stuck being the fat friend again. I want to be seen as this person who is skinny who people have only ever known as skinny. So even if they see a picture of me now they'll be impressed but that won't be how they think of me all the time.

[hardlicore]

1 hour ish until i have to go to work

kind of happy I have work but also kind of not because i really can’t sit and focus on homework whenever i know i have somewhere else to be so i’m pretty bored right now - tempted to go to wal mart and get snacks again - i’m struggling with wanting to follow through with my plan to lose weight rapidly and then struggling with the thought to entirely recover and concern that fasting and dieting 2 months will set me back - but purging is what set me back. That I know. What i don’t know is if just allowing myself to eat what I want - working out 6/7 days a week - and just living my life is better than ‘the plan’ i came up with - but let’s focus on how i got to this point to begin with: i was unhappy with my body and did not do what was necessary to fix it. I tried to be ‘cheap’ and that got me no where except backwards. Worse off than I would have been had I done nothing. I will say my stomach has been bloated a lot since beginning my bulimia recovery and it’s not fun but I have accepted it for what it is. It’s not permanent (the fear of that it being so is there but) being rational I’m OK. I just am struggling with how to get things under control entirely - To be at a completely comfortable weight (aka not fat) - I have to lose just 19 pounds. JUST lol. but in order to not consider myself overweight that is how much I’d have to lose -  anything beyond that is vanity weight loss and I should give my body time to lose it naturally* in theory... in reality - I want to be my 5 pounds away from my goal weight the end of October. Essentially 6 weeks to lose 35 pounds - roughly 6 pounds a week - which considering I have been purging for a year - I think that it’s incredibly possible to lose that much now that I’m not purging. I honestly thought I wanted to be a bmi of 13 but now I’m wondering if maybe I should be satisfied at like 15 which would be 90 pounds - 30 pounds less than what I am now. It would have only been 20 pounds less had I not been bulimic :( But I don’t know even a bmi of 16 is only 25 pounds away. 17 (My comfortable/not fat weight) is 100 pounds - only 20 pounds away which I could potentially drop in just 2-3 weeks. I think I’m going to focus on that: I think I’ll just stick with my weight loss plan and get down to my gw5 - and then after that I can decide how much or if I want to gain a little back :)

100 gw1

95 gw2

90 gw3

85 gw4

80 gw5 - final - no less!