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escortingsecrets · 5 months
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What Ghost Haunts You?
you were doomed from the start, weren’t you? born to bend yourself to the will of a bloodline that sneers at every effort you take towards betterment. you are stained by the hand of your father, your mother, perhaps a family member that looms over your weary shoulders. the first grave is the childhood home, after all. you can escape all you wish. your body can leave the home, the state, the country, but you will always be haunted by what raised you. when chelsea dingman wrote, “i have been trying to go home my entire life.” when graham greene wrote, “from childhood i had never believed in permanence, and yet i had longed for it.” when oscar wilde wrote, “a burnt child loves the fire.”
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relic-seeker · 3 months
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before pride month ends anyone wanna become a gay bug with me /joke
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mudstoneabyss · 8 months
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actually. the specific phrasing that boy Kevin wants to kill older Kevin with "I must disassemble him, piece by piece, so that everything inside of the Old Kevin comes out. Only then can the New Kevin truly begin." is so incredibly the idea that to heal from trauma and "improve" you have to destroy every "wrong" part of yourself, that everything "tainted" by it has to somehow be replaced by something untouched (which isn't possible)
#reading back that phrasing I do think that'll be the way brinknor takes it#this arcs seeming like it'll be so. breaking the cycle of abuse and violence and coming to terms with yourself#and maybe understanding that you can never remove the parts of you impacted by trauma and start again completely ''pure''#but you can treat yourself with the kindness you should've been given#which i hope it is that because. and understand i am biased. but i'd love that direction for Kevin#it feels much more satisfying than any more. angsty way this arc could go imo#like he's been through enough!#because of the way Kevin is portrayed in fanon. not as frequently anymore but still pretty common. I worry about coming off as woobifying#by saying I want him to heal I want him to have nice things I think he deserves them#when he's also simultaneously Not A Good Person#yknow the poor little innocent cinnamon roll baby etc etc fanon#but. well for one im Not Like That about him. but my main point of bringing that up is. him not being a good person is why I want to see hi#get better and generally have a good life. why does someone have to be good to deserve to heal from trauma#especially when trauma is a big reason for the way they are#like its fiction yeah yeah i'm still tired of mentally ill people having to be ''good'' to ''deserve'' to get better yknow#i mean especially in fiction you tend to either see mental illness as the poor traumatized one who's allowed recovery because they're nice#or the insane psychopath who cant be ''fixed'' so ''deserves'' bad things-up to deserving to die!- for it#i didnt mean for this to be a rant erm. oops#wtnv#wtnv spoilers#joyousposting
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charm-u-laterarchive · 11 months
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A hoard of Raven Queen and Dexter Charming Headcanons <3
Raven Queen:
☆ Bi (Masc Pref) + Ace + Transfem (She/Her)
When her mom found out she was trans she was genuinely so glad she wouldn't have to hand her destiny down to a man
She's known since she was really little + her parents are really supportive (Even if the Evil Queen is kinda supportive for the wrong reasons, she's got the spirit)
☆ Started a band with Melody and Cedar
She's the lead guitarist + singer
I imagine them to have kind of like. TV Girl mixed with La Femme type music
It kind of started out of spite because of Sparrow- But they all really enjoyed it so they stuck together :]
Sometimes they get a gig at Briar's parties
☆ Dex fell for her first but Raven fell for them HARDER she loves her gf so much
☆ After Legacy Day she stays inside a lot more often
She HATES all the people looking at her and feels that staying inside is the only way to deal with it
Sometimes her friends can drag her out for a gathering but it usually needs to be a small one (Briar sometimes throws smaller parties on Apple's request so she can get some social time comfortably)
☆ She DESPERATELY needs therapy but whenever she tries they just try to get her to sign the book so she ends up just walking out + giving up
☆ She's around 5'11" and is one of the few that doesnt really like heels, she prefers more comfy shoes
☆ She's got kind of a whimsigoth aesthetic going, and she generally tries to wear minimal chain accessories (when she has more than a few it makes her think too hard about mirror prison and what she saw on Legacy Day, its a very vivid memory for her)
☆ 99% of the time she keeps her mirrors covered unless she's actively getting ready and needs it
This one is kind of canon?? She hates mirrors because she doesn't want to be vain like her mom
But I picture it to be mostly because she looks so much like her mom, she often gets kind of scared by it
She also probably fears that somehow her mom is going to break out through her mirrors or something along those lines
Dexter Charming:
☆ Bi (generally prefers girls) + Transfem (she/they and very rarely he)
Came out to friends (+ Siblings) late Legacy Year
She talked about it lotsss with Darling and still does
Daring had no clue what she was talking about but he got it eventually
☆ Tried contacts ONCE and she hated it (they almost got stuck because she couldn't touch her eye)
☆ She still wears the "Vote 4 Maddie" pin
Its exclusively because Raven gave it to her
☆ Can frequently be caught leaving Raven's room with a bunch of purple lipstick kiss marks on her face
"Babe PLEASE get something kiss-proof I beg you"
"Neverrrrr >:3"
☆ Since Raven prefers to stay in, she likes to bring Raven little treats from restaurants she likes
They spend lots of time having little movie nights and study dates in Raven's dorm (which Apple doesn't mind)
☆ Her fav free time activity is building computers for people + she's been paid to upgrade some school computers before (which she's very proud of)
I just KNOW she's got a great setup in her dorm and she put a lot of it together herself
She also built Raven something custom for her music + so they can play games together
☆ Her and Humphrey get hired to do a lot of tech jobs around the school
Helping Blondie with her mirrorcast
Thronecoming/Prom votes
Theater tech (if there is a theater club, I can't remember)
Headmaster Grimm's announcements
And probably more- They're the tech geniuses of the school
☆ Her side of the dorm is like. Really nerdy
Displayed comics, her fancy computer, action figures, movie posters, etc
Its a very big contrast to Hunter's side of the room that's for sure-
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hiiii mackerellll good morning gmm <333 did u know. u r so cool & good at writing forever.... ur stuff always makes me feel shrimp emotions every single time & u literally understand every character so good & ive been thinking ab ur ghostknife snippets literally all night.... <- im hitting the fic preview cheat code button 1 billion times but also literally so gensrs ur writing is everything 2 me dude
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PEACE AND LOVE AND BLOOD ON PLANET GHOSTKNIFE 🤞
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scarletslippers · 9 months
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Nace Countdown to Christmas - Day 18
(From this post of relationship milestone prompts)
On AO3
first major purchase together
“I have to take Florence into the shop. Can you follow me and give me a lift to work tomorrow?”
Nancy drops the case file she’s reading and looks up. “Again? What happened to her now?”
“Routine maintenance this time. I’m having Nick look at her.” He sighs and pushes his hair back. “I’m worried she might need to retire from long-distance road trips.”
Nancy feels the ache bloom in her own chest with memories of their trips in Florence. Ferrying her safely to New York to remove the wraith. That mini-vacation they took to Portland. Trips home from med school, with Christmas music blasting on the radio and Ace smirking at her singing. 
“Oh, Ace.”
“I know. We might need to think about buying a car. Still use our own cars for routine stuff, but to have one that’s in better shape for longer treks.”
Nancy quirks her lips at his implication. “Are you suggesting I also give up the Sunbeam? I made it up and down the coast catching sin eaters in that thing!”
Ace leans down to press a kiss to her forehead. “I love the Sunbeam, and I would never suggest you give it up. But I also wouldn’t complain about you driving a more nondescript vehicle when tracking criminals.”  He pulls back, catching her skeptical gaze. “Just think about it.”
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Her hands are shaking, even as she grips the wheel tightly and forces deep breaths, trying to tamp down the panic. Ace will be here soon, she reminds herself, replaying his words over and over in her mind.
Stay put, he’d said when she called, her trembling voice forcing out only his name. I’m on my way. 
She shudders out another breath at the flash of headlights in her rear view. She’d know them anywhere.
“Hey, hey, it’s okay,” he says when he opens the door, kneeling and tugging her into his arms. “It’s okay, you’re okay. I’m here. I’ve got you.” 
She slides her arms around his waist and presses her face into his chest. He’s a blanket of comfort—warm and strong, his heartbeat beneath her ear and the smell of their detergent in her nose. 
“I was tailing that guy, and…I got run off the road,” she mumbles into his jacket, when her breath steadies a bit. 
“But you’re okay?”
Nancy nods. “I’m not hurt, just panicky.”
“Okay.” His hand rubs soft circles against her back, soothing her tension. “Did you get the plate number?”
She snorts.
“Right, stupid question. I’ll text it to Tamura later.”
“Thanks,” Nancy says as she pulls back from his embrace, managing a weak smile and tucking her hair behind her ears. 
Ace’s thumb catches a stray tear at the corner of her eye. “Are you good to drive home? Or did you want to swap?”
“I’m good. You’ll follow me?”
“Yeah.” He kisses her forehead and stands, making sure she’s settled. 
Once she’s buckled again he moves to close the door, but she stops him. “Ace? I think we should get that new car.”
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I know you did Vilkas, but Farkas is not a carbon copy of his twin. He is gentle, Kodlak describes him as too softhearted in him journal. So, cuddly friend-shaped Farkas?
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"Some people don't think I'm smart. Those people get my fist. But you, I like."
Farkas moodboard
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snakeeyesdraws · 9 months
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♥ Luigi
♥ - family headcanon
I like to interpret Mario and Luigi as coming from a huge family. Parents, lots of uncles and aunts, plenty of cousins, two sets of grandparents, the whole deal.
Everyone in the family tended to be a lot softer and gentler with Luigi than they were Mario. Luigi was always sensitive and timid growing up, but he also rarely if ever acted out (aside from young boy shenanigans with his brother, of course) so there wasn't really a need to reprimand or scold him for being reckless or getting in trouble. He preferred to stay inside cooking and cleaning with his mama and other family members as opposed to being outside doing physical work with his papa. For that reason, he was a lot closer to the bros mother than he was their father, who secretly wished Luigi would a bit more proactive and social like his brother.
Mario technically "accomplished" more as a child, since he was more willing to take risks or try new things, but Luigi was definitely regarded as the "easier" child to raise between them.
(Luigi is also the one who's more saddened if you bring up their family from another world. After they found out the warp pipe that brought them to the Mushroom Kingdom couldn't bring them back to their world, both Mario and Luigi tend to only reminisce about their childhood family with each other. If you ask Mario about their previous world/life, he'll tell you, albeit with some sad fondness in his voice, but you'll find Luigi quickly changing the subject if you question him about their family. Some memories are too painful to unpack.)
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Currently struggling to figure out how on earth action scenes work to draw,
SERIOUSLY HOW TF DO PPL MAKE IT LOOK SO COOL I CANT- I just want to finish this raph animatic so badddd I have so many new things I wanna make but my brain wont start something new until I finish what I'm currently doingggg ahhhh!!
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crazywolf828 · 2 years
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New chapter of the Firefighter/EMT au is finally up!
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vampire-fanboy · 9 months
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theres two sides to me one where im so sad we didnt get branch as the one who got captured and had to be saved in the third, then theres another part of me thats happy he wasnt the one who got captured JNJGNDSJ
i feel it would've been so much more emotional if branch got captured? but at the same time idk how they couldve done it/made it work with how the current movie goes along w other stuff
idk theres a lot to it but im so YAAAY and NOOO that he isnt the one who got captured n it stayed a concept jNJGDJFS
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march32nd · 2 years
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HERE IS MINE AND RYLEE’S VIDEO I WAS TALKING ABOUT
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jackiedaytona · 2 years
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mmmm flayed steve
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not enough people talk about the fact that both Sausage and Scar have associated Pearl with sunflowers and its rattling around in my brain.
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ventus-selphus · 9 months
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do i draw a cute picture of the quietus gang for new years or angst hmmmmmmm
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that-bitttch · 2 years
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Me, writing another fic when I know full well I have an uncompleted one that people are waiting for updates on?
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