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anyone else ever get overwhelmed when faced with having to put groceries away or is that just me
#if ur ever wondering why i'm slow at or not replying to messages#or doing much of anything really#this is the reality of why. i am paralyzed while standing in front of all the bags of groceries.#i am overthinking it and overstimulating myself and it's just the worst this is literally why i can't function i overcomplicate EVERYTHING#existing is hard. why is just existing so hard???#shouldn't it be the easiest thing ever??#anyway i'm. yeah idfk where i'm at mentally tonight lmf i'm gonna try to poke at those asks in a while but#i might also just end up in existential crisis like i did last night (':#grateful as all hell once again for all your guys' patience with me idk why any of yall put up with me atp aksjfhds#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw
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pwyw thingy from previous opening 🌸
#my art#anthro#furry#jackalope#artists on tumblr#illustration#these colours were super fun to work with....gummi colours#need to post more of these cause my personal projects are taking 500000 years to finish#i'm working on another post for next opening and also dogsitting and also doing a bunch of stuff because it's school holidays#in other words i'm SO BUSY!! which is FIIINE and i'm having a good time or whatever but oc brainrot is killing me rn#and i can't do anything about it really#also there is nothing like dogsitting clingy dogs that makes me realise i am a cat person and will never have a dog#they are SO cute and i love them but my god......the high-maintenance.....not for me#anyway much love!!!! sorry i've been so absent.....i'm trying.....there is an allure to posting online but also not posting is good too#like no pressure at all. just drawing
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YOU KNOW S3RK3T TH3Y R34LLY L1K3 YOU AROUND H3R3
YOU SHOULD V1S1T SOM3T1M3, YOUD G3T 4 K1CK OUT OF 1T
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S33 YOU 4ROUND, 1 GU3SS
#I FORGOT TO POST THIS ONE#I DONT like it that much but I am proud of the Vriska stained glass#I think about their god status on Earth-C a lot#That’s gotta be a crazy thing for them to live with#Vriska is this ancient lost thing#The god that died at the genesis of the world#Or however the mythology’s bloomed over millenia#And Terezi just saw her the other week#She can’t really be gone can she?#She’s coming home? Right? She was just ehre#DO NOT TALK ABOUT BEYOND CANON I dont have anything against it#I am just not familiar#This is not meant to be about beyond canon#It’s just terezi doomed yuri hours#homestuck#homestuck fanart#vriska serket#terezi pyrope#vriska x terezi#vrisrezi#earth-c#Homestuck earth-c#art#digital art#procreate#doodles#HAVE YOU EEEEVERRR STARED DIRECTLY AT THE SUUUUUNNN#HAVE YOU EVER SHARED A CLOSENESS SO EXPOSED AND HAD IT SPIT BACK BY SOMEONE#SO FORGIVE ME IF I JUMP#AT THE RATTLE OF YOUR KEYS
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THIRD LIFE GACHAPON ❤️💛💚 第三人生のガチャポン
i've always wanted to make this since forever, and after a lot of pondering and research, it finally went from inception to fruition!! i'm really proud of what i made here, because the process has actually been really labourious and it took me many months. but still!!! seeing it all come together has been really cathartic !!
they will be available for preorders coming this june on my shop alongside with the grumbot bags, see you there <3
#third life smp#grian#goodtimeswithscar#impulsesv#bigbstatz#bigbst4tz2#tangotek#scott smajor#rendog#renthedog#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#ethoslab#zombiecleo#bdoubleo100#skizzleman#martyn inthelittlewood#trafficblr#咸鱼.jpg#idk if i forgot to tag anything but if i did ill just do it tomorrow... i need to sleep.......#really quick note: im not affliated with anyone so this is just pure fanmerch#and ill just be individually assembling each charm and put them into their capsules#ALSO BEFORE I FORGET: HUGEEE thank you to jonny who helped out with the translations!!! you have nooo idea how much this means to me
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I loved your drawing(and I love your style in general) with Leia in your recent post! If/when you have time can we see more of her in your style? I get so happy whenever I actually see people mention/talk about her and she’s not just forgotten because we didn’t get to see much of her. 😭
thank you! 💙💙💙 Leia/Leah/Lea/whatever is fascinating to me. she is the ultimate unknown. what was she like? how involved (or even aware of any details of the invasion) was she? Silver's basically a physical carbon copy of his biodad, so what did he get from her? like, I understand why the two of them kind of have to stay as these super vague and mysterious figures -- the whole point of them is that their story ended 400+ years ago and they're not really relevant anymore (and. well. the more that gets explained about them, the less that can just kinda be handwaved as "oh the politics were Very Messy") (we can sit here and theorize all day but let us acknowledge that, ultimately, canon gave us almost nothing about them post-Meleanor and we'd just be making things up). I do still wonder about her though! RIP Lea, we never knew you and we probably never will.
actually you know what, as long as we're here, I think I WILL go ahead and just make some stuff up about what Silver might've inherited from her instead.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#there may be answers somewhere that i just forgot about so uhhh if so#whoops ( ᐛ )#having one of those art days where chances are good i'm just gonna wake up and throw this post out the window so be warned#but yeah idk. i've talked before about the parallels between silver and dawnatello and how i see him as basically bad end silver#he chose the easy option that let him stay loyal and fulfill the obligation he felt to his adoptive family#he knew it wasn't right and that he was being manipulated but he went along with it anyway until it was too late#i think he ultimately had a good heart but my man folded under the slightest bit of social pressure like a wet mcmuffin#so while i'm continuing to make things up out of whole cloth i wanna say that by contrast#lea never had a chance to do shit but if she had i like to think she would've had a spine like galvanized steel#like just personally i don't think she knew much about what the silver owls were actually doing#seriously does henrik seem like the kind of person who would tell her shit about anything#i think he basically took advantage of their dad's failing health to go off and be a warmonger#and if he thought about lea at all it was to be like :) you stay here and do boring domestic princess stuff#while i tell your husband to Do It For Her#i mean this is 100% me writing baseless fanfic here#i just think it'd be fun if the part of silver that was IMMEDIATELY like 'actually no. we aren't doing this.' might've come from her#she just never got a chance to show it#(it didn't seem to come from the knight is all i'm saying)#lilia might've given silver a billion complexes but at least he raised him to do the right thing#man someone left a reply or reblog on an older post and i cannot find it so i apologize for the lack of credit BUT they pointed out#that one of the big differences between silver and the knight is that the knight's family did not really seem to like him very much and lik#yeah i think so. lea might've been the exception there for him.#rip ma'am we'll never know if you deserved better or not
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did you guys ever drag your siblings on a blanket?
#oh woaw this one has proper colors#havent done that in a hot sec#also only after i finished it i realised there isnt anything on the beach to crash into#it was originally gonna be in the house but that seemed way harder to do#also i was planning on animating this but nope that was way too much o_o#gravity falls#stanford pines#my art#stanley pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#young ford pines#young stan twins#young stanley#young stan pines#not sure if i really like how it came out#but whatevs#finished piece
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Soap "dog-coded" MacTavish my beloved
(This took 5 weeks help)
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod soap#john soap mactavish#call of duty modern warfare#cod fanart#call of duty fanart#Partially blame forestshadow-wolf for making me unable to see soap as anything but dog-coded#this painting really pushed my anatomy knowledge aka it made me realize how much i dont know lmao#i downloaded new textured brushes and had a lot of fun with them especially on the face#the bg is kinda inspired by wombywoo as you can tell#i wouldve given him more chest hair but it took too long to get it to look decent and i didnt feel like doing more#this is my favorite soap i've painted <3#edit tumblr absolutely killed the quality rip
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appreciation post for the second half of dungeon meshi where senshi clearly starts treating chilchuck more like an adult. and also how the two of them start looking incredibly married
#you don't need to tell me they're just standing next to each other. I know <3#listen. I tried to be selective.#like obviously OBVIOUSLY these panels were never meant to be romantic or anything I'm just having fun here#but I do wish people would appreciate how much senshi treats chilchuck like the adult he really is as the series goes on!!#I love how often laios says Some Shit and they just make eye contact#looking at each other like they finish each others sandwiches#dungeon meshi spoilers#chilshi#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#photos
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LORE | REKINDLED EPISODE 71 - HADES' HOME (MIDSEASON FINALE)
Previous episode | See you soon! <3
This was admittedly a very long wait for the last episode we'll get for a while (and I'm super, super sorry for that 😭) I'm hoping to have things rolling again by the fall, but in the meantime, Banshriek and I will be taking some much needed rest (and time to focus on other projects and real life obligations).
As always, thank you all so much for your support for this series and everything I do here. It's really come so much further than I could have ever anticipated, but I couldn't be happier <3
That said, while the comic won't be updating for a little while, I'll still be working on lots of cool stuff for it. Sketches and scripts for the remainder of this first season which I'll definitely be livestreaming over on my Twitch channel, bonus content for my Patreon lovelies, responses to the VERY long and growing list of asks gathering dust in my inbox, and even some sneak peeks of other projects I'm getting off the ground! <3 (if you know you know ;33) Hell, I might even be able to put out some new LO analysis essays ;00 (I've had some interesting ones I've been sitting on for a loooong time LMAO)
Rest assured, though we'll have to go right back to waiting for the next episode, it won't be without new stuff along the way <3 Peace y'all 💓
#lore rekindled#lore rekindled update#lore rekindled comic#lore rekindled ama#anti lore olympus#lore olympus critical#lo critical#ask me anything#anon ama#ama#anon ask me anything#god i really hope any sicilians who are reading this have read LO#i do have readers who apparently didn't read much if any of the original comic#i'm gonna get cancelled on twitter for this callback :(((#oh well at least we can blame rachel lmao
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When in doubt, Soup it out.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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Given that you're the de facto person who comes to mind when the Odyssey is mentioned...thought you should know Christopher Nolan is doing an adaptation
I'm just kind of giggling about it to be honest. Like Nolan is great I'm sure, I've heard lots about his movies. But the idea of Tom Holland possibly being like Telemachus or something (god forbid Odysseus) is so funny. Who's playing Odysseus here? Matt Damon? Robert Pattinson?? I think Pattinson should be able to do whatever he wants
#wolfy tedtalks#im like apprehensive of it but theres little they can really do about anything#the odyssey scene at the moment is Saturated with adaptions so its unlikely itll make too much of an impact#but i dont run in those circles (film) so i may be wrong#i hope tom holland is elpenor#my biggest wish is all the big names are random side characters that get killed off#i hope pattinson is either polyphemus or a random suitor
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Wait, the tsun event has a whole bit dedicated to Malleus bragging about what kitchen appliances he knows how to use? Twst EN just got the milk culinary crucible, which means at the same time Malleus is showing off, the entirety of the EN players are learning Leona doesn't know how to use a microwave. The timing really just makes it feel like Malleus is flexing on Leona XD
it's in Mal's card story rather than in the event proper, but yep! after teaching his tsum proper microwave usage, he takes it on a tour and very proudly shows off his extensive knowledge of household appliances. (except when he thinks his tsum fell into the washing machine and doesn't know how to unlock the lid, so he just. explodes it instead. hashtag just diasomnia things. 🤷)
I do think he and Leona should get into a fight about who has done a better job of learning how to use kitchen tools! Leona has the advantage of having grown up in the modern world, but Malleus has the motivation to actually do literally anything. who will win
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tsumsted wonderland#guest starring leona tsum for no reason other than i felt like it#i really should do more with leona and malleus tbh#because i do love how leona tries so hard to not care about anything#but mal just annoys him SO MUCH he can't help it#and on the flipside malleus is (all things considered) remarkably chill#except when someone is a dick to him at which point he instantly becomes the world's pettiest asshole#it's all so excellent#also there's one bit where leona calls him a coathanger and i will never ever get over it
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Very late to the party, but that MA thesis on Jonathan and Mina's gender presentation that circulated on Tumblr some time ago (Jonathan, Mina, and the Holiest Love: Intimations of a virtuous queerness in Dracula (1897) by Viktor Karlsen Hessen) really is so, so good. From a deep dive into Jonathan as a Gothic heroine, complete with step-by-step comparisons with an actual Ann Radcliffe's heroine as well as the other female characters he's paralleled with in the text - Scheherazade and Lenore - to an exploration of how Mina's masculine traits are treated as positive throughout the novel and survive into the ending. Also, the author is very careful and rational when talking about Stoker's personal views and sexuality, neither jumping to conclusions based on a few facts nor disregarding those facts at all.
Also, there's a section comparing Mina to other female characters in Gothic literature who do not act in accordance with the Victorian gender norms but are punished for that - Helen Vaughan from The Great God Pan and Marjorie Lindon from The Beetle, and I personally am 1) always there for some The Great God Pan talk, 2) always there for dragging The Beetle.
#the only part where i thought the author was wrong was mentioning renfield & the last voyage of the demeter as the examples#of recent movie adaptations that exclude jonathan. they do but that's just bc they're focused on other parts on the story#they also exclude every other crew of light member. it's not some specific jonathan hate. otherwise incredible work#it's been some time since i interacted meaningfully with anything dracula-related#but this paper really reminded me how much love i have for this book#dracula#bram stoker#jonathan harker#mina harker#jonmina#the great god pan#arthur machen#the beetle#richard marsh#talk talk talk#gella talks dracula
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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.
#and that goes for every type of growth#backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident#it was easier making friends and walking up to people#i took more chances#and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed#this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well#but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again#there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say#if i should even say anything#we were all sitting at the same table#not one person even glanced my way#it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before#was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people#especially in my first week!#but you know what#i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch#and bikes i knew nothing about#as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually#and even so#people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either#my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet#it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones#it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built#you’re doing fine#after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief#growth in the self#self love#positivity
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the strength it must have taken for illario to not immediately go full 'lmao since when have you even had a kiss hello lucanis' sibling violence mode during the café talk. inspirational. rook and lucanis really were doing all that right in front of his salad huh
#lucanis is being SO cringe with that line right out there in public and I would die for him. it's just such a weird thing to say#tbf if anyone in the world is used to the insane things lucanis says and would go 'yes yes lucanis waxing poetic about coffee#in ways normal people reserve for trying to get in someone's pants (the roast won't fuck you lucanis)#we've all heard it' like it's all normal I suppose it would be illario. and also he's too busy with the 'shit fuck shit he's not dead#he's not dead of the family members 'supposed' to be dead we're at two definite failures out of two and woe me if the twain should meet#if that IS a demon in there it sure talks exactly in the same bizarre way only my cousin does#does that mean anything what the fuck do I do who do I kill about this' internal monologue I guess#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#I mean he does very much say that to a non-romancing rook too which only makes it all the more delightfully odd#is it a very lucaniscore way of testing the waters. is it just how he always talks about coffee. many plausible approaches here#no one forced him to bring up kisses and 'you should try it' out of the blue like that is all I'm saying. he could have acted normal#(theoretically)#i feel there are reasons to read some stuff into it lol#lucanis when rye says he prefers tea: it's so over cautious overture I don't quite understand myself yet gently rebuffed#lucanis when rye takes him up on the 'so what should a first kiss be' theme: oh we're so back!!!! wait. what. what do I do now#what is this#it's kind of really sweet that rook answers with their own playfully florid beverage based barely hidden metaphor at the end too#matching freaks and having fun with it#as far as lucanis is concerned rye's only true flaws are 1) prefers tea to coffee (oh well. no one can be perfect. cross-cultural love#can conquer all even in this) and 2) weird taste in interior design (did we really HAVE to bring your 15 foot tall corpse statues#with us home rook. I can understand a tasteful skull here and there but this seems excessive. well if it makes you happy I guess)
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literally cannot stress enough how much i like drawing ingo sleeping. can we HEAR IT for "don't let yourself be lulled to sleep by the afternoon sunshine" ‼️‼️ CAN WE GET THREE CHEERS FOR ONE OF THE REAL NAPPERS OUT THERE!
i also personally think that emmet is a guy who likes to work out. in my mind his love of battling translates a little as him being a guy who cares about getting good exercise LOL. his team puts so much energy into training and being the best they could possibly be! and as their trainer and the man who's working with them, he should put in that effort too! because it's something he's very passionate about! + i do just love drawing him holding his pokemon and they are heavy LOL
#ingo has heard him say ''ok! i'm going to go the gym! be back later!'' like one billion times#and has not made the connection that working out -> you'll be able to lift heavier things#pokemon#submas#emmet#ingo#this isn't with each pokemon but emmet doesn't strike me as much of a napper and i've already drawn ingo having a nap with like#all of his pokemon LOL#i couldn't really think of anything for emmet to be doing with gliscor or chandelure sorry...#i wanted to think of something cool and i had a lot of sad ideas i like. didn't wanna commit to because i am lazy. maybe another time
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