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I’m back bitches <3

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Hello River! What are some synastry aspects that you enjoy seeing between romantic couples, and are there any aspects you don't find as favorable in a relationship?

Hi, hope you have a nice day! Below are my opinions on some synastry aspects, take them with a pinch of salt since these are my personal preferences, some can be controversial.

The "need to treasure" placements in synastry

(Bonus points for double whammy)

✿ Trine/Sexitle and in some cases, Conjuction to Moon: Since romance is an emotional affair, feeling emotionally fulfilled, safe and nurtured in a relationship top the list of importance. There's a sense of love, understanding between two people and wanting the best for each other, treating the other person's softest part with care.

✿ Conjunction between Moon-Mars, Moon-Saturn, Moon-Pluto is not for the faint of heart. It can feel uncomfortable and too triggering or too restrictive. But it definitely acts as a glue that binds the attraction and adds more depth to the connection. I prefer the softer aspects like trine or sextile.

✿ Sun trine/sextile Saturn/Pluto: Only one word "Trust".

✿ Sun/Mercury/Venus/Mars trine/sextile/(sometimes opposite) Uranus: Create the "unique", "can't be seen anywhere else" feeling. Surprisingly, can aid the longevity of a relationship because both partners always find each other exciting.

✿ Sun/Venus/Jupiter in 8H: Bring love and light to the deepest part of a person. Instant sense of attraction and closeness.

✿ Mercury trine/sextile/conjunct other planets: A strong communication is the backbone of any relationship.

✿ Venus - Mars/Jupiter/Pluto aspects: "Opposites attract". The meeting of the yin and yang energy between two people. Long lasting romantic/sexual attraction. Without Venus, the relationship, no matter how deep, feels too platonic.

✿ Jupiter aspects in general: Fun, expansion, benevolence, and a sense of "good fortune".

✿ Saturn trine/sextile aspects: Tolerance and acceptance for each other, devotion and patience.

✿ 3H/5H/11H synastry: Fun, uncomplicated, good sense of camaraderie, companionship, understanding, compassion, emotional/mental connection that just feel wholesome.

✿ 6H synastry: Safe, comforting and peaceful, teamwork, general compatibility in habits, working style (which is often overlooked when looking for platonic/romantic compatibility but is really important)

The "need to work harder" placements in synastry

The opposite of above placements I guess.

☁️ Moon square/opposite Mercury/Mars/Saturn aspects: Deep hurt (even unintentional) & feeling a lack of understanding and compassion.

☁️ Mercury square/opposite other planets: Incompatibility in communication that is hard for long-term commitment.

☁️ Venus square/opposite Saturn: Insecurities and the feeling of being unappreciated, can lead to resentment, bitterness. The commitment is there, but it can feel tiring, like a responsibility.

☁️ Square between two people's Venus, or Mars: Incompatibility in love languages, values and tastes, physical attraction is strong but the fights and arguments are ugly.

☁️ Mars in 1H or 7H: Attraction and aggression. Heated arguments and competitive spirit can get out of hand.

☁️ Neptune square/opposite Moon/Mercury/Venus aspects: Over-idealisation, unclear communication, confusion & misunderstanding, attraction based on projections and assumptions, deception (alter oneself to fit an ideal).

☁️ Several square/opposite/conjunct aspects made between Saturn + Pluto and other planets: Restriction, possessiveness, jealousy, power struggle, corrosive on various aspects of the psyche, codependency.

☁️ Too many Uranus/Neptune aspects: Instability and confusion, sense of ungroundedness in the relationship.

☁️ Packed 4H/8H/12H synastry: Too triggering and heavy. While the bond is deep, issues like codependency, manipulation, jealousy are hard to avoid. If the individual experience and value of each person don't align with each other's, there can be one-sided feeling in the relationship even when the the love is mutual.

☁️ Packed 1H synastry: At first it can feel wonderful and the attraction is intense, but overtime, the shadow sides of the planets in 1H will rear their heads and reveal themselves, which is not a problem in itself but the expression can be too aggressive and in-your-face. The energy of the planet person can feel invasive for the house person.

[rassicas]

Weapon info from the Art of Splatoon 3, pages 97-109

There's more concept art for weapons in the book not shown in this post, but these are all the weapons that included descriptions. Translations under the cut:

Page 97 Splattershot Nova With long range, rapid-fire capabilities A new weapon by the manufacturer that developed the Splattershot and Splattershot Pro. This manufacturer is well known for its intense internal rivalry and competition, as multiple development projects are underway at the same time. This is also the source of the many weapon variants produced by this manufacturer. Page 100 Big Swig Roller Lightweight, mobile, and easy to handle Development was underway for a roller that could spread ink over a wide area, but it was difficult to strike a balance between weight and maneuverability. One day, the head developer's child was seen playing enthusiastically with straws and toys from a fast food restaurant, and the design was drastically changed. Lightweight materials and elastic straws were used to achieve both the desired weight and the wide spread. Page 101 Snipewriter 5H Capable of firing up to five times in rapid succession

This weapon gets loaded with hardened ink lead that can be fired off in rapid succession. In the construction of other pen-shaped weapons, the mechanisms for ink compression and firing take up much of the space, but this weapon lacks an ink compressor, allowing it to be equipped with a mechanism for rapid fire.

Page 104 Tri-Stringer Frozen ink that explodes at the point of impact This new kind of weapon was developed by a manufacturer that specializes in fishing equipment. The weapon is packed with unique tech, including strings with the strength and pliability of fishing line, and an ink freezing mechanism that's the same as what's used to rapidly freeze fish. Despite this weapon being full of intricate mechanisms, it's built to withstand the harsh environment of the Splatlands. Splatana Wiper A katana-inspired weapon

The speed of this Splatana's slashes is thanks to its lightweight frame and a durable, flexible shaft. It's popular among the youth who want to look stylish in both battle and fashion with a dashing slash. By swapping out the sponge, it can also be used as a cleaning tool.

Page 105 Angle Shooter Touching the line of ink is dangerous

A new Angle Shooter needs to be shaken several times before use, as the ink needs to get properly soaked into the marker's core. Accidents occasionally happen when it's shaken up too much, the ink splashes out and causes the marker to go everywhere. Many don't like the sound of the line being drawn. Page 106 Tacticooler Take a sip and feel refreshed and powered up

This special weapon was developed by a drink manufacturer that is also an official Turf War sponsor. The drinks that are deployed logo-side outward. This energy-giving drink is available all over the world, but the ones sold in the Splatlands are said to use different ingredients.

Page 109 Wave Breaker Damages opponents and tracks their location

A high-tech device that sends and receives active sonar, and shares that information to all players at once. It was developed by repurposing technology used to locate buried treasure in the Splatlands. The sphere contains a cooling mechanism to ensure the stability of the precision instruments, and is cool to the touch. Getting caught by the sonar will make one's head ring.

[bloomzone]

[ 3th february, 2025 • 3/20 day of productivity]

Today was a Lucky Vicky day! 🍀

I woke up at 5 AM, did my morning routine, and powered through 9 chapters of French I felt so proud afterward cuz damn I won't need to study it again! At school, my French teacher praised me, saying my brain needs to be studied (I was like 😧 ), and my philosophy teacher complimented me too. It felt so nice to be recognized!After my morning classes, I went to a parapharmacie to buy a moisturizer. I was lowkey nervous that it would be too expensive (because skincare prices in my country are on fire), but luck was on my side it was 60% off! I was so happy! And just when I thought I'd have to buy pens myself, my dad surprised me with a pack (which was great because gel pens are expensive too).Evening classes flew by, and when I got home, we had a delicious dinner. After that, I started tackling my Monday homework list, which is seriously so packed. I managed to complete only 2 out of 8, but I’ll find a way to manage everything.To end the day, I did my skincare routine and I slept ONLY 5H I need to fix my sleep schedule too lmao

Here’s to more lucky days ahead! 🍀

song of the day : attitude - ive . strategy by twice (feat thee stallion)

workout of the day : song jia full body pilates

@bloomzone

[kakiastro]

Your Mars Sign + Type of Fighter you Are

Hey y’all! You Good? Today, we’re going to talk about the type of fighter you are based on your Mars sign. The house it falls in is the area in life you tend to fight, defend or argue the most in

Aries/1h

-these people are on the battlefield field actual fighting. Front line and center. These are your Generals, Sargents and Lieutenants lol. These are the type of people who gives you prep talks and battle plans, “so this is what we’re going to do”

-headbutts, face punches, black-eyes are fighting injury types that they either give or have gotten themselves

Taurus/2h

-people think since Taurus is a Venus sign, they act all prissy. Wrong! Taurus is a chill sign most of the time but don’t get it twisted y’all, these people will fuck y’all up. Taurus symbol is the bull! Have you ever been to a rodeo, if not, YouTube one. Bulls be messing these cowboys up😅these are the type of people will fight you then go out to get something to eat afterwards lol these are the soldiers who will sing a song before the battle begins

-neck bruises, choking, broken neck are common injuries

Gemini/3h

-these people will cuss you out and make it mf rhyme you hear me! I’ll tell you this though, that cussing out only last for a few moments before they start throwing hands. They don’t need a weapon cause these hands will do baby 😅these people will insult your intelligence “are you smarter than a 5th grader bish?”

-broken fingers/fingernails/hand, punched in the chest causing breathing problems are common injuries

Cancer/4h

- Listen, I know Cancers mostly give this energy 🥺 and they are most times but make no mistake, they have no problems giving you this energy 😤. These people really don’t like fighting at all but let it be one of their loved ones, it don’t have to be blood family either. If a cancer see you as family no matter what, they become protective asf over you. Bears, Elephants and Wolves are ruled by the Moon. Them animals don’t play when it comes to family. They travel in packs and groups

-stomac kicks, breast punches and emotional trauma(these people know where to hit it where it hurts) are common injuries + fighting techniques

Leo/5h

-come on now, the lions of the zodiac. They’re similar to Cancer in protecting their pride(home) I tell you one thing, these people will hurt your ego and public image, they will have you standing there looking stupid. These people will literally pounce on you with claws out . Leo will come out for blood, don’t mess with Leo’s.

-like I said they coming for that ego and inner child wound. These are the fighting techniques and injuries (not all wounds are physical)

Virgo/6h

-oh hunny, virgos are about to read you your whole entire life. Virgoes pay attention to every little detail about you and your surroundings. I hope you have a clean house because if not because their bringing that up too “you want to start something with me but your house look like waste management headquarters?” 😂 remember Virgo are also Mercurial so they will cuss you out in a more chilled tone Lol Virgo’s really don’t like fighting and honestly their words will make you cry lol you better hope they don’t stick their dog on you lol

-gut punches, pets, and words are fighting techniques and injuries

Libra/7h

-these people are the social justice warriors! These people really don’t like confrontation and try to avoid it at all cost! However, they don’t mind being about that action. These are the people who stick up for the underdogs, people who feel like they don’t have a voice. These people are the mediators and peace negotiations. This is who you call when you need someone to find balance and a solution to the problem

-they’re not really physical fighters but when they do, the lower back, the groin are common

Scorpio/8h

- these are the assassins of the zodiac Lol. If you’re familiar with the video game Assassins Creed then this is the type of energy Mars Scorpios display. They’re not the type to fight you one on one Sparta combat style. No, they’re going to come up with a plan that will hurt long term. The revenge plots running through their head is in insane 😭it takes a whole lot of time for scorpios to trust so when you hurt/betray them, it’s soul crushing and it feels them with deep anger. They’re ruled by Pluto, planet of the underworld. Don’t try them.

-kicking your crotch, I know a few Scorpios that involved 💩 in their revenge plans lolol

Sagittarius/9h

-sags are a lot like their sister sign Gemini when it comes to fighting. The difference is they like to attack your ideals, beliefs and make you feel stupid lol. Sags mouths has no filter, everyone catching strays, you, your mama, your goldfish. These are the archers hunny, they shooting those arrows covered in fire at you. After the fight, baby they going on vacay to the islands and you won’t even exist in their world anymore Lol

-legs and thigh injuries

Capricorn/10h

-honestly, capricorns dont really have to fight because they’re ruled the planet of karma😅Saturn may be hard on his children but he don’t play when it comes to them okay! If they want to do something, they coming to destroy your image and career. Capricorns tend to know all the important people that can do harm to you! Similar to Scorpio, their fighting style is a long term thought out revenge plot Lol. I personally think caps should just let the universe do its thing cause it got your back.

-broken bones, teeth knocked out, hair pulled

Aquarius/11h

-they turning into Casper because they’re just going ghost ya ass😅 because “why even be bothered?” Is their motto. Aquarius ain’t got time for that! There’s only so much disrespect and insult they can handle before they just disappear on you. Similar to capricorns, they’re also Co-ruled by the planet of Karma, Saturn. The difference is they have a coldness to them like sub zero lol. If they don’t ghost, they’ll just start to become emotionally detached from you which is sad because it takes them a lot to open up like Scorpios . Also be careful because aqua have a large network of people who can mess you up. They know a guy who knows a guy lol

-the nervous system and twisted or broken ankle

Pisces/12h

-Ok Pisces don’t come for me cause I do love y’all but y’all are amazing at manipulating your emotions and putting on the victim card suit hunny! These people are not about to fight you if they don’t have too. instead, they’re going to cry and make themselves look like a lost puppy which angers their friends who will do the fighting for them. I’ve seen it with my own eye balls, Cancer placements does this too but Pisces know how to make it believable because they’re ruled by Neptune. The planet of illusions . In the words of Tupac “I ain’t mad at cha”

-drugs, broken feet and your mental health

So what kind of fighter are you?

[themedialmercurial]

Asteroid Novalis (8052) and your preferred literature choices

Asteroid Novalis represents our favourite type of books to read (hence "novel") and potentially our preferred writing style if we choose to engage in such a task. The House placement is indicative of the reason(s) why you actively engage in reading.

In other news, it's good to be back (kinda)! School's been really busy so I have to of course put my focus mostly on that😅

NOVALIS IN ARIES You have a preference for fast-paced, energetic and action-packed books as you tend to get bored easily if otherwise. You'll also like books through which you can find elements you relate to.

NOVALIS IN TAURUS You have a preference for predictable books, ones through which offer practicality. Also, you'll like books with an artistic flare and descriptions (makeup, furniture, architecture, etc)

NOVALIS IN GEMINI

You have a preference for books that challenge what you think you may already know. With your flexible mental nature, you'll thrive reading educational books.

NOVALIS IN CANCER

You have a preference for books that remind you of a cozy home environment and your family. You seek literature that is nurturing and tugs at your heartstrings.

NOVALIS IN LEO

You have a preference for dramatic books, ones by which there is a great plot twist. You overall love books that are fun (I know this isn't a book but Disenchantment comes to mind bc there's literally no rules, just fun lol)

NOVALIS IN VIRGO

You have a preference for books that serve of use for your personal likes. You like books that are deeply detailed and analyze whichever topic is being studied. Devils advocate comes to mind.

NOVALIS IN LIBRA You have a preference for harmonious books, ones through which the characters are all treated equally. You would also like bits of romance.

NOVALIS IN SCORPIO You have a preference for dark books (true crime and mystery come to mind), ones that aren't afraid to hold back. You enjoy the intensity and passionate nature of such literature.

NOVALIS IN SAGITTARIUS

You have a preference for books that make you feel hopeful, ones through which you can metaphorically take a trip to a new destination. You enjoy fantasy-like books.

NOVALIS IN CAPRICORN You have a preference for books that offer structure in your life. Self help books come to mind, ones in which inform you on how to become more disciplined in your life.

NOVALIS IN AQUARIUS

You have a preference for books that challenge the status quo and are rebellious in nature. Dystopian-style books such as The Hunger Games and The Maze Runner come to mind as not only do they challenge societal norms, they offer to help people in the process.

NOVALIS IN PISCES You have a preference for books that act as an escape from reality, such as magical and fantasy genres. You too could enjoy literature pertaining to spirituality and your beliefs.

~Why you may enjoy reading~

NOVALIS 1H

As a means of self-improvement, personality growth and glow-up opportunity

NOVALIS 2H

As a means of growing your finances, learning financial literacy and how to manage your belongings

NOVALIS 3H

As a means of improving communicative ability and to be more efficient in self-expression

NOVALIS 4H

As a means of gaining awareness of ones heredity (particularly the mother), traditions and roots.

NOVALIS 5H

As a means of unlocking your creativity, a side hobby (just for fun)

NOVALIS 6H

As a means of necessity (for work/employment), to improve health overall (nutrition, physicality)

NOVALIS 7H

As a means of recreating romantic opportunities (or manifesting such)

NOVALIS 8H

As a means of exploring topics considered as taboo, to transform as a person, or just smut lol

NOVALIS 9H

As a means of growth, learning about other cultures (places and languages), philosophy, religion, upper education, indulging in social media

NOVALIS 10H

As a means of developing ones reputation, improving career, involving authority

NOVALIS 11H

As a means of achieving ones dreams, manifestation tactic (imagining your dream life through the litterature)

NOVALIS 12H

As a means of exploring ones fears, secrecy and privacy.

I have Novalis in Gemini 9H and I find that it resonates. I tend to read smaller articles online and, since I'm very curious by nature, I love literature that goes against what I thought I already knew

What's your Novalis placement? Does it resonate? Let me know in the comments🤍🤍

[astrology-by-sita]

ON PISCES RISINGS ♓️

This is a part of a series on the rising signs not necessarily in Zodiacal order

Ruled by Jupiter the planet of wisdom, and stereotyped as too idealistic, submissive, dreamy and naive, they're actually way more intelligent than you think. They are good at acting because they are mutable water so they an change their image as much as they like. This flexibility is their superpower. I encourage every Pisces rising to explore the talent of acting. Jupiter their ruler (which also rules their 10h of career) exalts in 5h in Cancer - stardom!

They have Capricorn 11h and Aquarius 12h. What is 11h beyond social groups and friends ? 11h isn't all fun and games and friends. 11h is doing what society wants. 11h is succumbing to the wishes of the collective and subjugating individuality. We should not equate the sign with the house. Aquarius is not like the 11h. The 11h is succumbing to the will of the collective.

Aquarius is actually filling your role in the grand structure of society, after you have repressed the individuality back in the 11h. So in a way the 11h stuff preceed the Aquarius stuff. Pisces struggles with both.

Pisces risings do not fit in neither do they want to. Their friendships are tainted with separation and maybe even power struggles. Aquarius is the outcast who would like to fit in (albeit in a better society) so they transform society so that other outcasts like them can benefit and fit in. Pisces is the outcast who just doesn't care to fit in! Aquarius would reform their own society while Pisces would pack their stuff and start a new society in the forest somewhere!

Aquarius wants to shift the dominant paradigm. Pisces considers that succumbing to any dominant paradigm is restrictive. No matter what the dominant paradigm is. That's the difference between the rebellion of Aquarius and the rebellion of Pisces. No one is better than the other. Both ways are valid .

Aquarius is what you wish for. They have Aquarius in the 12h so they wish for all the 12h stuff - devotion , heroic martyrdom , sacrifice, annihilation of the self. Perhaps this is where the "submissive and idealistic" stereotypical description stems from.

It's true that they don't want to set aside their uniqueness/individuality for the sake of society. They want to maintain the individuality - inorder to annihilate it themselves! In 11h society annihilates individuality. In 12h, the individual themselves annihilates individuality. Pisces finds the former to be restricting, and the latter, liberating.

How to annihilate the self ? The best way to annihilate the self , other than indulgence, is nurturing the spirit . Cause we are not the ego. We are a soul. That's what Pisces is about. As the last zodiac sign , it does not represent material stuff like other signs. It's the spirit world that annihilates all the materialism we hold onto.

In Aries the sign after it (exaltation of ego - sun), a new identity and individuality is reborn. But the previous identity is annihilated first , in Pisces. One fish swims after the other , we shed one identity but later embrace another, the cycle completes.

You know the saying "there are other fish in the sea". It's usually about relationships and yes , we are all indeed fish swimming in this universal sea , we are a part of something bigger than all of us , and it's beyond human society , it's the whole universe , the spiritual world too. That's the essence of Pisces.

Annihilation of the ego is not supposed to mean "self sacrifice and victim mentality , or martyrdom for people who do not deserve it". These do not annihilate the self but destroy the mind and spirit instead. So dear Pisces, do not sacrifice yourself for people who dont deserve it, and victim mentality does not help. What helps is meditation,devotion to higher power. Pisces gave scorpio 9h so transformation occurs in spirituality and devotion. Turn the emotion into devotion and you'll see magic.

[whyalesbianstakingtestosterone]

I met a girl a week ago on tinder

She lives 100km away

We just FaceTimed for 5h and we decided she’s coming over tomorrow for the weekend cause I am home alone currently

She’s packing her backpack rn

It’s as lesbian as it could get

I am getting railed tomorrow chat. I am kinda anxious tho. It’s been like fucking two years!! What do I do?

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[queer-frenchmermaid]

Do you remember going on holiday before Spotify? Do you remember packing CDs for the whole drive and ending up with the weirdest, oddly specific playlist ever ?

Cuz in my family, we would drive 5h every summer, so everyone would pack CDs to play in the car.

My dad is a fan of Irish pop rock (Sinead O'Connor, the Cranberries, U2, the Dubliners). My mom loves pop rock too but mostly French or British. I had an emo phase at 5 yo (Tokyo Hotel mini fan). And back then my little sister (3 yo) was listening to a lot of nursery rhymes.

So yeah the mix was something.

[zeondraws]

I always wonder why I have been so busy the past months but then I remember all the things I'm doing with SWTD:

(this is more of a thought post about my life/thoughts/feelings than a lore post! Ignore if you are not interested in this, I don't mind)

Taking Screenshots

Multiple recording sessions (for audio or funny moments, and so on)

Multiple playthroughs of the game

Doing an AU for some reason

Drawing the characters (much art)

Also learning how to use procreate, while my big tablet is packed away until November

Working on a video project

Learning how to use OBS

Datamining the gamefiles for more info with fmodel

troubleshooting fmodel because it's showing me the middle finger for the billionth time

learning how to use a dumper to get mappings file (to view files in fmodel)

learning how to install mods and learn how to use them

troubleshooting my pc or laptop because of my silly shenanigans

rebuilding the models in blender while simultaneously watching blender tutorials to understand what the hell I'm doing

read about TCR's other games and play them (I still have to play Little Orpheus)

Trying to research movies or any blogpost/YouTube posts regarding the game

Other types of research that I can't think of right now

Sharing results with others and discuss the findings to figure lore out

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It has a lot of reasons why I am super determined and stubborn? when it comes to something I'm passionate about. (It's really hard to explain)

Family always dismissed my hobbies and didn't support me much for them. They often gave me false promises and made me wait for nothing

Often treating me like a baby, as if I can't think for myself. I had to fight a lot for my passions the past decade or so. Even dealing with a former coworker who was very manipulative and tried very hard to belittle me.

I can't even explain all the stress I had to endure because of my old job. Constantly monitored for mistakes, constantly shoved to a corner, freedom taken away, bullied, my feelings had been manipulated so much that I just.. had entire months where I cried every single day. And I'm not even kidding, I went to work in fear, I walked home in fear, I woke up in fear. I still remember that evening where I was so afraid of everything. I was so scared to even be in my apartment, I just balled my eyes out because it was too much at that moment.

Only thing that kept me going was my determination, hope.. daydreams. . and seeking out help (therapy, friends) and using the anger I felt for my coworker to work on my art/passions and show myself that I'm not worthless.

Sometimes my coworker would treat me badly on some days, so after I went home I used my anger and sadness to make art. Even if I sat there drawing for 5h. It did help me to improve a ton in my skills.

I think that event made me go through this journey of? self reflection and growth. It's wild how much happened after that.

Family wasn't helpful in this painful time period, one told me I'll end up alone, that I shouldn't talk to people online or that I should be happy to have a job (Talking to family is like talking to a wall). Or another family member who tries so hard to treat me like an object.

It fills me with anger, but they're all I've got. I thankfully have many friends I can go to when needed, but I wouldn't be able to fully abandon my family. It's probably because I felt so down when my mother passed away over two years ago. I haven't talked to her in years because of her mental condition, but her passing hit me badly.

I have struggled for a while to work on other skillsets because I was too afraid, doing videos, blender, drawing humans idk why, maybe no confidence in myself to try it out

.. Suddenly swtd gets released and my head does a 360 and is like "I'm going to learn all of this now, hold my bear". Using my obsession about this game to learn something new, which helped me overcome so many hurdles. Like the amount of times I threw myself out of my comfort zone while I tried to fiddle with the game.

Like, look at the difference in my human art

This is the first time I drew Muir like.. I forgot when I drew this, two months ago?

And then like this is from a few days ago

... *compares* I don't know how to explain the difference, I think there is one-

Like,. It's hard to compliment myself because of the sheer amount of stress I endured over the year. I've been out of the old job for 3 weeks now. I'm so glad I'm out of there.

I remember how I always wanted to draw an entire dragon, not just a bust. And look I ended up drawing one!! Ok with Roper's head but yea!

I think family difficulties and other events made me feel very detached from others. I never felt/feel like I belong anywhere. I moved so often that this feeling persisted. And it may persist for who knows how long. I only recently got a diagnosis, I have a form of depression, but it's somewhat mild. Hence why I'm still able to perform in daily tasks and work. Tho I don't want to use my condition as an excuse, I rather just want to show that I'm capable of something. That even people who struggle mentally can find success in what they do.

Life throws so many hurdles but I think I am slowly used to living in the chaotic environment. I keep drawing and work on my hobbies while I wait to move apartments.

I try very hard to change my mindset even tho my mind had been so used to the negative spirals. But I try to stay determined and keep on learning. I am not all knowing and I need to remember that mistakes are ok and that I need them to keep learning and have progress.

I've been pushing aside so many thoughts while I messed with the game. Even tho it's 2AM I needed a quiet moment to think about it all.

I am very open with my thoughts and feelings, it's what I usually do on my Instagram account when I post my art.

Tomorrow is another day to learn something new.

[namelessdeceased]

.🐌 D-27 ✧ tue ✧ 27.8.24 ✧ sawc day 27

ong sorry.....was so busy ystd i didnt post........went okay tho ystd. summary trng wasnt great but yanno it is what it is. posting after classes and hw; arnd 2 30. got cca today too... ive been sleeping a good amount recently tho! good mood.

.🐚 academic

science hw

english hw

作文5

maybe some MM2 T10

maybe some humans revision

.🗞 personal

set design on open house game

table push mechanics on open house game

sprite design on open house game

shower

pack for tmr

.☕ sawc

sleep: 5h

routine: morning

deep focus: 1h

body: shower :)

read: fanfic likely. maybe crime and punishment

.📜 goal productivity: 4h?

.🌙 23 30

.☀ 04 30

.♬ ~ euphoria 〢 late night drive home

.🤎 positivityposting (reposting old ones)

good afternoon!!!

╰ theo 🪐

[infernobloom]

HOW THE VENUS SIGNS SAY “I LOVE YOU”

⊹ ࣪ ˖ ARIES VENUS / 1H VENUS

“I don’t care what we do — just be with me.”

They’ll show up at your door unannounced, heart racing, eyes blazing. Love is action, chaos, and wanting you right now. No waiting. No overthinking. Pure passion.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ TAURUS VENUS / 2H VENUS

“Here, I saved you the last bite.”

They don’t say it — they wrap it up in cozy routines, warm touches, and slow, lingering glances. They love you like a favorite sweater: soft, dependable, and always there.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ GEMINI VENUS / 3H VENUS

“You’re my favorite notification.”

They flirt through voice notes, banter, and “did you see this?” links. If they tell you everything on their mind, congrats — you’re the chosen one. Love is a shared playlist and 3AM conversations.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ CANCER VENUS / 4H VENUS

“Text me when you get home, okay?”

They love like a lullaby — protective, tender, and quietly intense. Their affection wraps around you like a blanket. You’ll never have to guess if they care. It’s in every tiny gesture.

⊹ ࣪ ˖ LEO VENUS / 5H VENUS

“You and me — we’re iconic.”

Think dramatic entrances, candlelit confessions, and “look what I made for you.” Love is a performance and you’re the muse. They want to worship you (but also be worshipped, obviously).

⊹ ࣪ ˖ VIRGO VENUS / 6H VENUS

“I fixed it. Also, I made you a list.”

They love through logistics. Your charger’s already packed, your water bottle’s full, and they’ve memorized your coffee order. It’s quiet, behind-the-scenes devotion. Efficiency is affection.

[madeofcc]

The lovestruck pack discovery is fun so far ...

First date was epic ! Ready for the story ?

Let Min tell you everything about it

What I'm going to tell you happened the last 24h of my sims life ...

So, I found this cute guy on this new Cupid app. I love his hair and general look + he likes nature so that's always a good point for me ... We quickly matched together so I thought why not asking him on a date, a small one to learn more about each others.

Faiz Jaleel was his name. Fromage Tartosa, this handsome flower seller really did an awesome impression on that date ! Seriously, I was suuuuper attracted to him, but not him towards me 😅 The date went fine, so when I got home I sent him some kind of sexy selfie you know (wait a minute, I had my clothes on that pic), and I also thanked him for the date, hoping for another one. A minute later, he asked me on a more serious date. As the desire was strong for me, I accepted being prepared for a woohooing night 🙈

This date was 🔥🔥🔥 but I had to prepare for my next movie (I'm an actress) so I was happy to him gone in order to rest. 5h later, Faiz asked me on another date, I said no. 1h later, he asked if I wanted to move in with him ! No again . The next hour, he asked me if he could come over to hang out at my place, I said no again and again .

My friend Octavia Moon came to rehearse and we talked about Faiz. He must have heard it because he came to my house anyway and asked me to marry him 🤣 dude, we didn't knew each other 24h ago !

This new gamepack is going to be crazy !

[xia0ming56]

Js finished the worst 11h shift of my life n havta pack everyt for my flight in 5h! 😀😀 will b gone for a wk goodbye everynyan!

[dearestkong]

saturday, 23rd march

sleep: 11:45 to 7:45 (8 hours)

screen time: 5h 16m (?????????)

wins:

- long morning walk + cafe w my friend. bought fruit from the market asw! ♡

- history: revised old content, pre-reading and notes

- english: worked the entire afternoon and made a stunning presentation

- Had lemon poppyseed muffin, samosas, fresh plums, bone broth, bbq ribs. My haters are crying rn

- organised my sock drawer and started packing. Started thinking about it at least (half the struggle)

losses:

- relapsed

- and .. evening Flop. 2 hours on my phone continuously and I didn’t finish my to-dos…

☆彡

strong day weakish finish but I’m happy♡