#creator of my reality

[highpriestess13]

May forecast

“Ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone” is what I keep hearing for you guys! There’s HEAVY energy of someone coming back from the past to apologize/ reconcile. Someone finally noticed/ or realized or is currently realizing the mistake that was made on their part.. this may also be the both of you but I’m feeling more on someone else. Someone had to go through ego death, transformations after transformations, enlightenment and everything else in between in order for them to come back. I see someone sleeping or dreaming about something and all of a sudden they jump up and make a move. Someone may jump a lot in their sleep too. A message is going to come to someone which will trigger them to do research or go within themselves. In the month of May, I’m also seeing someone fully stepping into their purpose… this could be following a long awaited dream OR this is literally someone’s calling but it does dive into the supernatural/ the spirit world. Someone may commune with the dead… I’m hearing both the living and the dead. I’m also hearing “reach out”. This may be you reaching out to someone that crossed over or the other way around. I’m also seeing entrepreneur energy but I’m also getting undercover boss 👀. Truth and clarity will be coming in as well, “mistake” is what I’m hearing. Someone may confess their mistake or a mistake.. or someone had made mistake a mistake is wanting to correct it. Make sure you proof read, or read the details of some kind of paper work because I do see an error or errors being made. Someone may break a contract. Third party energy is here so be mindful, some of you may find out that someone has or had a sneaky link. “Mascarilla” is what I’m hearing.. covering it up. Please were a mask at this time especially if you’re around a lot of people… however I’m also getting someone trying or wanting to cover something up. So pay attention to what’s happening around you!

[vixeneptune]

Daily mantra

I AM OPEN TO RECEIVE BLESSINGS

I AM OPEN TO RECEIVE MY DESIRES

I AM OPEN TO RECEIVE LOVE

I AM OPEN TO RECEIVE MONEY

Repeat 108 times a day

[audreyassumptions]

HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM REALITY IN A DAY

WHAT I MANIFESTED:

- name change

- trilingualism

- 5”10 height

- thin and slender body

- a RAGING golden tan

- face like adriana lima’s

- top grades + intelligence

- dp has a FAT crush on me

HOW I DID IT:

- robotic affirmations in my head (for example repeating ‘I have everything I desire’ over and over in my head whenever I’m free throughout the day)

- visualizing

- law of assumption

- the belief that I am God and I am the creator of my own reality

- PERSIST, PERSIST, AND PERSIST SOME MORE I SWEAR TO GOD THIS IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING

- being crazy delulu

I never actually used the void state for this, because I found that putting the void state on a pedestal was limiting my beliefs. Please refrain from thinking too much about the void or from putting it on a pedestal because this can really hinder your progress. Remember, you are the void. The void is inside you. You don’t need to ‘enter’ it because it is already there!

That’s it, just remember to have a positive mindset and be literally as delusional as you possibly can be. Worked for me!! This took about a whole day to work, and the next day I woke up and it was all manifested (sounds crazy but it’s true and I literally started jumping and squealing like a five year old when I realised it worked). Most importantly, remember that manifesting is supposed to be fun, so go have fun and enjoy yourself!! :)

[byeolgirl]

HOW TO HEAL AFTER A BAD DAY ৎ୭ ॱ ₊ . *

“ It doesn't matter what anyone says. If there's something you want to do, don't mind what others think and just trust yourself.” -Lalisa manoban

Healing after a bad day is essential to maintain your well-being and resilience. Here are some strategies to help you recover and find peace after a challenging day:

by: ★﹕byeolgιrᥣ﹒

1.Acknowledge Your Feelings:

Allow yourself to feel your emotions without judgment. Acknowledge what you're feeling, whether it's frustration, sadness, anger, or disappointment.

Journaling: Write down your thoughts and emotions to process and release them. Writing can help you gain clarity and perspective on what happened.

2.Self-Compassion:

Be kind to yourself: Practice self-compassion by treating yourself with the same kindness and understanding you would offer to a friend in a similar situation.

Positive affirmations: Repeat positive affirmations or self-compassionate statements to counter negative self-talk and boost your self-esteem.

3.Physical Relaxation:

Deep breathing: Practice deep breathing exercises to calm your nervous system and reduce stress. Focus on slow, deep breaths to bring relaxation to your body and mind.

Progressive muscle relaxation: Tense and release each muscle group in your body to release physical tension and promote relaxation.

4.Engage in Self-Care:

Take a warm bath: Soak in a warm bath with Epsom salts or essential oils to relax your muscles and soothe your mind.

Engage in a hobby: Do something you enjoy, whether it's reading a book, listening to music, painting, or going for a walk in nature.

Healthy meal: Nourish your body with a balanced and nutritious meal to support your physical and emotional well-being.

5.Connect with Others:

Reach out to a friend or loved one: Share your feelings with someone you trust and feel supported by. Talking to others can provide comfort and perspective.

Social support: Surround yourself with positive and supportive people who uplift you and make you feel understood.

6.Mindfulness and Meditation:

Mindfulness practice: Practice mindfulness by focusing on the present moment without judgment. Mindfulness can help you calm your mind and reduce stress.

Guided meditation: Listen to a guided meditation or visualization to relax your mind, release tension, and promote inner peace.

7.Reflect and Release:

Reflect on the day: Take some time to reflect on what happened during the day, what you learned from the experience, and how you can move forward positively.

Let go: Release any lingering negative emotions or thoughts through activities like meditation, visualization, or simply taking a few deep breaths and letting go of what no longer serves you.

You are capable of overcoming any challenge that comes your way. Remember that setbacks are just temporary roadblocks on the path to success. Stay focused on your goals, believe in yourself, and trust in your ability to rise above any obstacle. You have the strength, resilience, and determination to achieve great things. Keep pushing forward, stay positive, and never underestimate the power of your own potential. <143

[shy-mama]

The Dream

There once was a girl who grew up with a family of immigrants, the youngest out of the bunch with memories of blue and confusion. Since young shed looked up at the sky and make wishes, having complete blind fate it would happen. The young girl was beaten by life backstab after backstab, her audacious smile was gone. Turned into a edgy pre teen who was just trying to take it day by day. The dreams were still there but wrong encounters with the wrong people cut the strings of the balloons and made them float into space. Then there was nothing, nothing but love, so she clung onto the little she could conjure up, and there was so very little so she turned desperate. Drugs and visions, visions and drugs. visions inside and out. The love that she had summoned started to consume her until she couldn’t even tell who she was or what, or why. Then after several dark nights of the soul. She sat up. she remembered the wishes she made to the sky. In fact she didn’t just remember, she had always remembered, this time she FELT those wishes once again. She was going to do what she wanted to do because what the hell with it. What she desired was what will make her happy and thats all that mattered to her at that point. She wrote down a list with the cadence of a kindergartner. Become model aka prettiest girl in the world, get cute and popular boyfriend, travel. And for the first time in a long time all of these seemed possible. She just had to get the ball rolling. That day she had completely gained trust in herself. She started with the weight loss she did a juice cleanse which jumpstarted her weight loss. Then got a juicer and would mostly drink juices. Then she applied for about 10 modeling agencies and was accepted to the one she was most hoping for. She knew she would get in since this is what she had been destined to do since she was 3. Thankfully she had the right encounters with the right people and quickly moved up in the modeling world. Her skills and looks were also a testament to that. She was traveling the country and world doing photoshoots and runways and drinking hot chocolate in a cafe with Bella Hadid. First part of her list complete. She had a fashion award ceremony to attend to in Seoul, south Korea. She had been informed from her agent that she would be winning a big award. After she had received her award. Thats when she met the 2nd part of her list. Boy A, he approached her and was visibly in awe of her. The two love birds hit it off immediacy and started dating. Things were moving fast between them, they said its because they feel like they knew each other in several past lives. After a few months they had been caught on one of their outings together. The photos were posted all over and boy A’s fans were outraged, some were sad, and some were happy for him. The blogs were all talking about boy A’s mystery girl lover. She was thriving with this, reading all the jealous and shocked comments had her vibrating she had craved this. It was one of the reasons she wanted a popular and cute boyfriend anyway. Oh and for item 3 on the list that was already accomplished. Because of work she had to travel frequently, she had also gone on friend trips and lover trips as well. 

So the sum of the story is just sit up, you don't have to stand up just start somewhere. Make a list of what you want and I mean truly want. If thats hard for you to find out try to pretend a genie came and gave you three wishes. Then break down those wishes and how to practically get there. honestly along as you start on wish 1 the other wishes will come rolling easily to you, why? Because the universe loves when we have desire. Because love and desire is the creators one true will. And also drill into your head that its impossible to fail. Because the universe has a billion safety nets on every side of you. And if you are like me and really hate this universe talk just remember the universe is closer then you think. Ps the universe is you!, yes when all those manifesters on YouTube are talking about trust in the universe they mean trust in yourself. I don't want to get into the whole quantum physics, astronomy, and spirituality logic of it but I had a hard time trusting the uni. Primarily because it was a source outside myself. Then I learned that universe is literally inside everyone and myself and things got some much easily to understand.I know that at the end of the day if no ones got me I got me. Ive only been alive for 22 years but I, myself, has brought me, myself, out of some much chaos and darkness. So I really have no other choice but to believe in myself and make shit happen.

[lecklect]

To endless summers! 🥂2️⃣0️⃣2️⃣4️⃣

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

*tries to organize my thoughts*

*remembers i'm not in school and therefore beholden to neither heaven nor hell nor any man's grading system*

*joyously shredding & tossing all my carefully arranged 3x5 mental notecards into the air like so much beige confetti. raising my arms in victory, cheering raucously until i accidentally inhale bits of homemade confetti*

(*coughing up itty bits of paper like a cat evicting a hairball with a firm understanding of tenants' rights*) wait wat happens next

[murk888]

BIG SHOT! BIG SHOT! BIG SHOT!

(i can't find any other words right now. no thoughts only big shot. he occupies my mind. lives there rent free. leaves no free space at all. the big shot is very big indeed)

[bittwitchy]

you're awful.

[thesoupisburning]

right so you guys ever think about the spectre telling the narrator that hes more similar to her than to a person?

what "her" was she referring to? the fragment we call the spectre? the way he can only be perceived, not perceive himself? the ghost of him, the ghost of her? all of her?

im just. thinking. i always think about spectre. she has. a lot to say that i think is overlooked in favor of more common favorite routes like moment of clarity and the tower, but shes one of my favorites, and shes one of the only ones who SEES the narrator, save for wraith, who is. also her. or nightmare. and she says that hes not really a person. like her.

of course, that makes sense, we think shes a ghost and dead, so she is. but him. is the echo a ghost in the classical sense? is that what she meant? or are there layers?

she says he's not really like a person. what is a person to her? is she comparing the narrator to the "shards of broken glass on the floor" are her interactions with us and the voices the only "person" she knows?

i love love love when this game separates the narrator from us and our voices. i love it so much i think about it daily. props to tower for "layer of grime" that fucks so hard.

i don't have a thesis im just. thinking. how much of the narrator is left. really.

[vixeneptune]

See yourself being perceived by others in this light bc you already are such a remarkable beauty to witness

Pov : everyone who sees you says this about your looks

"Omg you're drop dead GORGEOUS 😍 "

"HOW are you so pretty 😭😭 what's your secret"

" you're literally the prettiest girl I've ever seen I'm not even kidding"

"Your eyes are so mesmerizing wow😍 ..I'm in love"

"U have the most perfect lips"

"Ur eyebrows are always on fleek"

"I love how long and thick ur eyelashes are"

"You're so beautiful I'm obsessed"

"Ur skin is literally FLAWLESS"

"I'm convinced you're a real life goddess"

"I looove ur hair it looks so healthy and soft and luscious "

"How are u even real? U look so ethereal and out of this world!"

"Ur beauty has me daydreaming and writing poems"

"Ur beauty alone leaves an unforgettable mark on everyone"

"I can't fathom how pretty you are"

"Everything about u is perfect, like youre unbelievably stunning"

"What's it like being the most beautiful girl in the world?😍"

"U have this kind of beauty thats so captivating, haunting and addictive to look at"

"I love ur stylee u always look so chic"

"You're such an eye-candy I could look at you forever"

"Ur face is literally my desired face, ur beauty is the standard"

"Girl I would kill to look like u"

"Ur beauty leaves me speechless everytime, how do u have that effect?"

"I don't think anyone who looks at u can resist falling in love w you"

"Has anyone ever told you how powerful your beauty is? Like it's dangerous how beautiful u are"

"Do you model? U literally have the body and looks for it"

"I love ur fashion sense , u give off IT girl vibes"

"Stop looking at me with those siren eyes 🫠"

Pov : people say this behind your back

"She's def the kind of girl who steals all the attention with her beauty when she walks into a room"

"Y/N had a huge glow up, she keeps getting prettier everytime I see her"

"She looks so stunning in pictures but wait till u see her irl its even better"

"I genuinely think she's the prettiest girl in existence"

"There's something about her beauty thats so hypnotic it sticks in ur mind"

"My heart starts beating so fast when she looks at me. Her beauty makes me nervous"

"Have you seen Y/N? she's the prettiest around here"

"She has that kind of beauty that everyone wanna copy"

"She's naturally beautiful like she doesn't even try"

💌💌💌

Let me know if u want more like this 💫

[audreyassumptions]

AUDREY’S VOID METHOD

This worked for me after a couple nights and I successfully entered the void. Here’s how I did it <3

1. Lie down in a comfortable position (it’s rlly hot where I live so I didn’t have any covers on me or anything, I was literally just lay there with nothing covering me)

2. Listen to Edward Art’s ‘I am’ meditation on YouTube :)

3. Put on brown noise (I put the meditation and the brown noise in a playlist so it would play automatically after)

4. Focus on the black behind your eyes and continue to imagine that everything surrounding you is just empty blackness

5. Repeatedly affirm for the void, don’t keep checking if you’re there, try to distract yourself

6. You’re in the void!

This worked for me after a couple tries, but that’s not to say you shouldn’t get results earlier. It’s all about mindset. Persist and I promise you’ll get there.

Love from, Audrey <3333 ;)

[byeolgirl]

How to stay disciplined while studying for an exam:

“I would rather suffer in studying than rather suffer in grades i don’t like.” -jang wonyoung .!

Studying for an exam can be challenging, but with the right mindset and strategies, you can achieve great results.

Here are some tips to help you stay disciplined and motivated:

1.Set specific goals: Break down your study material into manageable chunks and set specific goals for each study session. This will help you stay focused and track your progress.

2.Create a study schedule: Plan out your study sessions in advance and stick to a consistent schedule. This will help you build a routine and make studying a habit.

3.Eliminate distractions: Find a quiet and well-lit study space where you can focus without interruptions. Turn off your phone and other distractions to stay fully engaged in your study sessions.

4.Take breaks: It's important to give yourself regular breaks to rest and recharge. Use techniques like the Pomodoro Technique (study for 25 minutes, then take a 5-minute break) to stay productive.

5.Stay positive: Keep a positive mindset and believe in your ability to succeed. Use positive affirmations to boost your confidence and stay motivated throughout your study sessions.

6.Reward yourself: Set up a reward system for reaching study milestones or completing challenging tasks.Treat yourself to something you enjoy after a successful study session to stay motivated.

Remember, consistency is key when it comes to studying. Stay disciplined, stay focused, and keep pushing yourself towards your goal. You've got what it takes to succeed! 143 !

[gloriousrunwayninja]

HOW TO PUT YOURSELF ON A PEDESTAL

cr to @thespiritualgyalss

Table of context

what does it mean to "put yourself on a pedestal"

Everyone is you pushed out

How to put yourself on a pedestal

Things you can add to your routine

Affirmations

What does it mean to put yourself on a pedestal?

🩶 …Putting yourself on a pedestal means putting yourself before anyone else. It's like putting your desires on a pedestal before your mental health which is why you usually obsess over it. It's not the best to do this by the way which is why I'm gonna teach you how to put yourself on a pedestal.

🩶 …If you put yourself on a pedestal during your manifesting journey it could make it go smoother so you wouldn't obsess over it as much including when you manifesting a specific person this is one of the most helpful thing to do (THIS IS NOT REQUIRED IN ORDER TO MANIFEST A SP BTW)

Everyone is you pushed out

When manifesting a specific person

"If you act like the prize, the world will believe you"

🩶 …You prolly hear this a lot but it's true everyone is you pushed out so if you put yourself first you won't be so obsessed about others and not having to put them on a pedestal.

🩶 …Once you focus on putting yourself on a pedestal than others will chase you including your specific person.

🩶 …The main reason people aren't able to manifest their specific person is because they obsess to much to the point where they think it's not working and they give up but whole time you could be obsessed and still manifest them you just need to be able to persist. BUT if your a person who's been stressing over their specific person than you should focus on yourself by putting yourself on a pedestal and he will be chasing you in no time.

How to actually put yourself on a pedestal

Self concept

🩶 …Self concept helps A LOT when it comes to putting yourself on a pedestal.

Self love affirmations for example like:

"I put myself before others"

"I don't chase other I attract them"

"I am beautiful inside and out"

"I am worthy of everything"

"I am loved"

"It is easy to attract everything that I want"

"It is natural for me to be confident"

Mirror work

🩶 …Mirror work really helps to tap into your divine feminine energy and your self love journey. 🩶 …How to do mirror work is by simply going into the mirror and reciting self love affirmations. 🩶 …You can also listen to bad bitch songs and dance in front of the mirror.

How to put yourself on a pedestal pt.2

Insp. @111infinity on tumblr

Inner self conversations

🩶 …Remind yourself that you are limitless And that NOTHING can get in between you and your desires. You can even remind yourself that everything is going to be ok.

Spoil yourself

🩶 …Spoil yourself with gifts like how you would want someone to spoil you. Buy yourself flowers maybe even go on a date with yourself.

Self care

🩶 …Even though you can manifest good skin and all of that you can still take care of yourself by buying skin care stuff and having self care days.

Find hobbies

🩶 …You could join classes to improve on stuff or even learn yourself how to do some stuff, having a hobby could help you put your mind onto other stuff.

Things you can add to your routine

Meditation

🩶 …Meditation has many benefits and clears your mind I recommend doing guided meditations and start with 5-10 minutes.

Yoga

🩶 …so when doing yoga I recommend asking your body what it needs for example Just simply saying "what does my body need" and doing that position because some yoga vids might not be for you. Not to mention you don't have to do yoga for long you could do it for how much time you need to for your body.

Working out

🩶 …You don't have to do to much of an extreme workout you could simply do dance workouts and do workouts that you would be consistent with. I recommend doing it with someone or even FaceTime your friends while doing it.

Journaling

🩶 …You could start with simple journal prompts or even just journal when you feel like it, Journaling helps so much omg.

Self love/self concept affirmations:

…I am the prize

…I attract good people in my life

… attract peace in my life

…my beauty is irresistible

…I am so magnetic

…I always attract who I want

…I deserve it all

…I am divine

…It's is natural for me to receive love

…It is normal for me to get what I want

…I am so blessed

…it's natural for me to have a charming aura

love, jade

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[ A Coffee Break ]

The day after the Group Date…

Part 1 of 5 ☕️

[jeepers-creatures]

Anemoiapolis 🔦