#please dont hate me i promise this isnt all i talk about

[destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart]

…oops…

[vixensbrainrotts]

Same old, same old — Sanzu Haruchiyo

Content: Angst to fluff

Tropes: bonten! Sanzu

Warnings: drugs and their aftermath, needles, cursing, (slight) description of wounds, crying, yelling

Summary: Can you really handle this again? Should you really handle this again?

Vixen's two cents: I have strayed from my typical hyper fluff for this one and I dont know how to feel about it, please let me know. I thought shortly about making this super angsty (I had a different ending in mind) so lmk if you'd like to see the 'bad' ending to this too! Im still looking for moots so please message me, I promise im not so scary. Also, REQUESTS ARE OPEN if you have any ideas for me! now enjoy...

When Sanzu comes into your shared high-top flat, he‘s loud. He stumbles over his own feet, curses loudly when his Jacket won’t come off his arms, and runs into the door that stands half-open to the kitchen- livingroom. You’re sitting at the kitchen island when he comes to you, and something about his entrance and the way his pace is erratic and a tad too fast to seem relaxed makes you a little wary. Something is off, you can feel it radiating off of him.

„Hey, you alright?“ you ask innocently enough, trying to look into his eyes but he won’t return your gaze. Instead he just reaches down into the lining of his suit and pulls out a slim packet, slamming it onto the marble in front of you before going past you. „I don’t want to talk about it.“ he hisses as he heads towards the master bedroom.

You‘re confused, and you try to call out after him but he doesn’t respond, so instead you shift your eyes to the item Sanzu had placed before you. It’s a small, dark grey opaque plastic baggy, and it seems to whisper to you in intrigue. You reach for it, carefully peeling back one layer of the tight wraps.

What greets you inside isnt shocking, but disappointing.

Three small syringes, all slim, and notably empty, glint in the lighting, sharp tips sparkling with a metallic, glitter like shine. You sharply inhale, covering the tips with the plastic again to hide them from view. Clutching the packet tightly you stand to rush after Sanzu, who you assume is now in the bedroom.

„Haru?“ you hate the way your voice breaks. You’re supposed to be the strong one, the one who can handle these types of situations. „Haru!“ you call out to him again when you see him disappear into the bathroom, lock clicking when the door falls shut behind him. You lay your hand on the door to the bathroom with the hand thats holding the packet, and the noise the syringes make when they clink against the door makes you cringe. „Open the door baby, please. I promise im not mad at you or anything but please just open the door!” You cry out to him, softly rapping against the door with your hand.

In response you hear him yell “Go away”, and his voice is hoarse- he’s crying - he’s ashamed. Sighing, you cradle your head in your hands, thinking that maybe you can talk him out of it, but you hear the tap of the tub start running- probably to drown you out. “Haru baby we can talk about this, please turn off the water and open the door.” You try to reach him again but it’s useless.

“Go away y/n!” He roars and you can hear him start to strip, clothes being pulled and thrown into the floor. “I’m not leaving you alone Haru! Not when you’re like this!” You pound on the door this time, expressing your urgency to him clearly. On the other side of the door the haste ends, a sniffle reaching your ears over the noise of the running water.

“And I can let you see me like this!” His voice is smaller, weaker than you have ever heard him, and it breaks you. “I’ve seen you at worse baby, and you and I both know it’s better if you’d let me in.”

There are a few paces of relative silence, only the rush of water marking the passing of time. Then you hear another wet sniffle and a sigh, and you hear him slowly coming towards the door, and you step back a little.

Your grip tightens around the packet still in your hands when you hear the lock click open, and you swore you felt yourself go lightheaded for a second out of relief when the door finally opened.

Sanzu reveals himself, and he looks like a mess and a half. Eyes red, from crying and the drugs alike, hair falling and jutting out in messy strands from where it sat in the short pony, shirtless, and as you let your eyes drift down his exposed skin, you saw the hitches. His elbows were bloody and bruised from the injections, and tiny little veins raked the surfaces nearby.

His dress shirt lay bundled up in a forgotten heap on the floor not too far from the bathtub. The water was still running and it was annoying you. With a sigh you reached your empty hand up to him, cursing yourself when he flinched back a little.

You looked at his eyes, but he wouldn't return the gaze. Disappointed, you took the step forward on your own, laying your hand on his chest and pushing him into the bathroom, allowing yourself entry. Your hand traced down his arm, and when it reached his hand, you held it tightly, turning to face him when you walked past him, and puling him along further into the room.

You tugged him to the closed toilet seat, half-forcing him to sit before you, and he let you, slumping down onto the porcelain weakly. You turned shortly, wanting to go and turn off the still-open faucet, but a weak grip held you back.

Turning to look at Sanzu, you heard him mumble something, but the noise was shrouded by the running water. "What was that, love?"

"Dont let go." his voice was frail as he croaked it weakly, and your heart broke a little.

Sighing, you leaned your body towards the tub, reaching the tap and shutting it off, careful not to accidentally let his hand slip from yours. Once done, you straightened yourself and faced him again, walking over to stand between his legs.

"Baby?" he said, eyes only half open, "are you-" his voice got caught in his throat, but you knew what he wanted to ask.

are you mad at me?

are you disappointed?

are you leaving me?

are you out of your mind for staying with me after I've gone to rehab twice and relapsed again, and again, and again?

are you sending me back to rehab?

A million questions lie unanswered between the two of you, and you choose to leave it that way as you guide his hand to rest on your waist, laying your own hands on his shoulders. You look into his tired eyes for a moment before pulling him forward to rest his head on your stomach.

Tracing his back and shoulders, you trail your hands up the back of his neck, scratching the nape a little before traveling up to the ponytail, pulling the holder out of his hair, and letting it fall open. You rake your hands through the sweaty strands, not caring about the grease.

You lean down to press a kiss against his head, hands now holding his jaw and you turn him to face you. "Im here for you, ok? I dont care what happens, I have your back. Always." you press another kiss to his forehead. "Through thick and thin, through good and bad." You kiss his jaw. "I love you baby, and nothing is going to stop me from loving you, not even yourself." Your fingers trace his cheekbones and lay your forehead on his, letting your eyes close.

"Allow me to love you all the way, please. Don't try and run when things get hard like this again, it's not good for either of us." you whisper, and you feel his breath hitch against your face.

His fingers curl around your waist, and you let him breath into you, and when you hear a weak whimper you straighten yourself again, pulling him into you again, letting him cry as you hold his head.

Looking at the wall you count the tiles. Blankly you hold your lovers head and think.

things will get better. things are better.

[smicksstuff]

welcome to the land down under. home to the poisonous snakes and many creepy crawlies. piping hot tea has been spilt, its brown liquid staining everything it touches. can yn wash the stain away or has become part of who she is ?

The Pitbox Crew Series

read Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 here

Upside Down, Inside Out

(f1drivers x yngasly)

⚠️ warnings: alcohol consumption, fighting, swearing, cyber bullying.

a/n: this is a work of fiction. i do not encourage this behaviour. also i apologise for the google translate french and spanish. please ignore the typos, i will edit them soon.

meanwhile on twitter .....

-

ynusername

Melbourne

liked by pierregasly, paulgasly, isahernaez and 739, 728 others.

ynusername im speechless. i have no idea what race i have just watched 😭😭😭

view 780 comments

scuderiapedrogaseoso i hope pierre is okay !!

yngaslyfans that race was a nightmare but you are still slaying in the paddock

gaslyfc can’t believe i woke up for this race !! all my guys are out 😫😭

formula1girls can we take a moment to appreciate the content provided by yn. girl gave us so many bts to cure our broken heats 💔🥺

formulauno her and danny ric !! we need more of them !!!

spicychilli i mean can we appreciate her and carlos too!!

piastrigirls miss gurl giving love to all the boys!! she and oscar is an unexpected duo. 🧡

oscarpiastri matey you need to learn how to send the photos 😐

yngasly i’ll send it now ! i promise 🤞🏼

oscarpiastri ill believe when i get it 😑

mickschumacher you post all this but not you surfing 🤔

yngasly you promised not to talk about it 🥺

mickschumacher just you wait till your birthday 😁

yngasly thats a threat !!! @pierregasly micky is threatening me with the surf pics 😠

pierregasly @mickschumacher i have more embarrassing ones, i will bring them to the next race for you 😝

yngasly HEY!!!! STOPPP

mickschumacher thats awesome! cant wait!!

pierregasly what are big bros for ❤️

f1fans i like how she is ignoring the obvious! why haven’t you acknowledged the tweets yet!!!!

username7 girl you already did all the shit why are you scared to admit it ?

yngaslyfc omg i made it! You made my year! can't believe I got to meet you.

liked by yngasly and 67 others

-

f1tea

liked by f1fans, username8, f1fanatics and 6,789 others

f1tea Pierre arrived in the paddock at 8.30am this morning. Melbourne walk was booming with fans having 1 last chance to get their merch signed by their favourite racers.

In non-driver news, the Gasly Princess - Yn Gasly arrived to the paddock at 9.00am alongside Joris Trouche and Charles Leclerc. As they walked through the Melbourne Walk, loud jeering and boos could be heard from the fans. Many were telling her to stay away from Formula 1 and its drivers.

Upon hearing the jeering and boos, Charles Leclerc alongside other drivers Alex Albon, George Russell and Lando Norris who were present at Melbourne Walk proceeded to try and defend their friend yn however their efforts were not enough.

Joris Trouche then took Yn tight in his grip and entered the paddock quick. Sources from inside the paddock say that Yn was in tears and Joris proceeded to walk with her to the Alpine Motorhome. Throughout the Race Day, Yn was not seen as much in the paddock.

What are your thoughts ? Does Yn deserve the backing of the drivers? Let me know in the comments

view 789 comments

f1fans She had this coming.

username8 hate to break it to you but after what she did, how could they not boo her.

username7 she is a bad influence in the paddock. she should be removed.

lordperceval Yall HAVE TO STOP !! this is cyber bullying.

chillichicas i agree! she doesn’t deserve this. yall dont have to like her but at least acknowledge she is human too

spicylovers she isnt your human punching bag

quadrantmania for petes sake. she is just a kid trying to support her big brother at races and yall are coming at her like she committed a huge crime.

landounited lando should ditch her! he doesnt need friends like her

landino and who are you to decide who lando can be friends with

pedromyman what she did was to herself. It does not affect anyone of yall. You dont like it, dont follow her. I for one do not want her to disappear from the paddock again.

vroomvroom why are the drivers even trying to defend her. im sure their teams will not support it.

estiebestie she should just leave. she is not that important anyways.

-

yngasly

liked by isahernaez, pierregasly, landonorris and 567, 903 others

yngasly i thought i would come here and address the information circulating online about me.

view 893 comments

pierregasly ❤️❤️❤️

charles_leclerc Ma petite sœur toujours ❤️ (translation: My little sister always)

lancestroll always gonna be here for you 💚

isahernaez ¡Mi mejor amigo! Estoy muy orgulloso de lo lejos que has llegado. ¡Siempre estaré aquí para ti! Te quiero. ❤️ (translation: My best friend! I am very proud of how far you have come. I will always be here for you! I love you.)

chloestroll love you baby ❤️

landonorris you can try to get rid of me but you will fail 🙃🧡

yngaslyfans i may not know you personally but im always gonna stand up for you. we all make mistakes in life. its what we do after that- the learning from it that matters the most.

paulgasly ❤️

arthur_leclerc Si heureux que tu sois de retour ! Tu m'as toujours eu ! ❤️ (translation: So happy that you're back! You will always have me!)

carlossainz55 Estoy muy feliz de llamarte mi familia ❤️ (translation: I'm very happy to call you my family)

estebanocon so proud of you 😃

alpinef1team we are proud of you Yn ! you will always have our love and support 💙💙💙

scuderiaferrari one of the strong ones ❤️

lewishamilton so proud of you kid! like i told you in the paddock “dont let the noise discourage you. they dont know who you really are!” ❤️

fernandoalo_official my kid 💚

-

pierregasly

liked by yngasly, charles_leclerc, f1, alpinef1team and 1,465,010 others

pierregasly Yn Julianna Gasly. My relationship with my baby sister is one of the most important in my life.

From all the pizza parties to celebrate karting wins and her football school team wins, to fighting over the PS3 controllers, to not talking to each other for months, we have gone through it all.

Yn has always been on my side through the thick and thin. At every race she be at the garage or along the fence cheering me on! (charles and anthoine too but thats beside the point) Good day or Bad Day she always made sure she was there for me. She even ditched playdates to travel with Maman to watch me race.

Anthoine’s Passing affected all of us differently. We handled our grieve separately. My biggest regret was pushing Yn away forgetting that she too was grieving the lost of her bestfriend. When I look back, i feel that the road she went down was partly my fault. But with an immense amount of help for her and the family, we got through it together. I hated that my sister was barely with us for those 4 months. But at that time i thought that was best. Looking back, I should have done more. But mistakes were made. Like I told Yn, “Mistakes are OKAY only if they happen once and you learn, and dont repeat it again.”

My sister made a mistake. It is something she cannot ignore. It happened. But she learned from it. We learned from it. Her past does not define who she is now. My Sister is my number 1 Supporter. She is my Person, My Best Friend, My Twin. What has been said online the past few weeks about her the jeering when she is out in public is simply unacceptable. It has to stop. Losing someone you love can make you do incredibly stupid things. But I know my sister, those 4 months was not her.

So please I am hoping that you can understand. The mistakes my sister made in the past is not who she was or is now. Please stop circulating the pictures and videos.

comments have been disabled

-

taglist: @fangirlika @threedalla @sticksdoesart @ophcelia @gothicwidowsworld @nmw-am @h0e-xoxo @inthestars-underthesun @tyna-19 @champomiel @pitconfirmbutton @clcspeonies @67-angelofthelordme-67 @xcharlottemikaelsonx @fulla02 @mehrmonga

credits: all pictures are found from pinterest and instagram

a/n: thank you for reading this far !! If you have any suggestions send them to me!! I would love to hear them ◡̈

if you would like to be tagged when new parts are released, drop your usernames in the comments!! 😁

[mapled-penitentiary]

thinking about them again (icemav 86)

hey babe wake up. top gun. watched a video about queer villany and oohuhhhhhhhhgllglggggg.ggg.

ice is, in the very since of the word, the perfect antagonist- hes rude, stuck up but in an obvious way, hes directly against everything maverick does while maverick is the hero (he has the same problems as ice though.) ice fits into the norm but at the same time we are only shown mavs perspective which is inherently different than almost all the aviators

you could argue "wow ice is evil" and like sure but its refreshing to see someone whos not entirely bad but rather misguided- we know icemans character is like this because of his father (ty val kilmer for this btw) , and hes trying hard to fit into a world that will never accept him. and that. honestly doesn't make him awful. even in arguably his worst times he still comes back, hes not an irredeemable character, nor is maverick.

they are such opposites that we never know whats the real "true" standard - mavericks not standard on being an outsider but iceman isnt either on being a hater with maverick

also funnily enough, iceman is one of the only charachters to actually have a big problem with maverick! slider, wolf, wood, sunny, etc etc dont shit talk him. but ice is constantly pushing back against those standards because maverick represents the wrongdoing to him.

DEAR G-D ICEMAN PLEASE STOP WITH YOUR INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA AND KISS HIM ALREADY!!!!!

however as he grows up he recognises those actions- at the end of the movie he doesnt see maverick as bad. he sees him as good, and promises that hell be there. MWAH eating this redemption arc UP.

and while maybe ice still has skills that have to be worked on its not entirely evil- and connecting back to the queer thing, to show a charachter who looks evil but also is capable of growing and changing and not being evil just for being gay

maverick is more accepting of his identity but yet they still falter but they can still pick each other back up

i hate these gay bitches so much its actually sickening someone please sedate me .

[nora-kano-rokii]

Haikaveh where kaveh is pregnant and when they found out about it he freaks out bc he read stories online where husbands wouldn't like the wives as much after postpartum takes over.

For days after the discovery Kaveh wouldn't eat or sleep as much, so far as to not talk to Haitham as much in fear of provoking anything that'll make Haitham "hate" him even more after the delivery

"Why aren't you eating?"

"Oh I'm just... not that hungry. I ate lunch earlier."

"But we always have lunch together??"

"Well something came up and I gotta change my schedule a bit. Sorry about that."

He'll just lie and lie and keeps on lying.

Kaveh isn't the type to wish anything bad happening on his pregnancy period, but he does severely dread the day of delivery. He'd get anxious and nervous (even more than he usually is) around Haitham and is always thinking about his next lie.

He loves the idea of motherhood. He loves the idea of having a child to take care of. He loves the idea of a happy family because that was something he didn't get as a child and is now more than willing to do anything to give it to his child.

What he doesn't like is the fear of Haitham leaving him if he's not good enough to satisfy his needs. The fear where he'll lose his worth as someone pretty and just end up as someone thats already been "used" and is not "perfect" anymore.

Haitham gets wind of what's going on and approaches him one day.

"Sweetheart."

"Yes?"

"Whats wrong with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"Dont play dumb with me, sunshine. Tell me what's going on."

And then Kaveh will freak out, thinking Haitham already knows about the postpartum fear thing and start crying and begging for Alhaitham to not leave him. He'll do anything, he'll be a good wife and stay with the kids and do all the housechores and stay in shape and-

A simple kiss shut him about for good.

"You don't ever need to be sorry about how you look like after bearing my children."

"But.. I've read stories... and surveys- about how husbands are more displeased with their wives' body image after postpartum-"

"You think I care how you look like?"

Probably not the best thing to say (he should've rephrased it better) as Kaveh starts to tear up again.

"You... you don't think I'm taking care of myself well enough..?"

"No, it's not that. Kaveh, sunshine. I fell in love with you because of your physical image. That was only one of the reasons why."

"You... did not?"

"You thought I would be like some of those freaks that ogles you shamelessly on the side of the road? Of course not."

"But.. you always said that it's absolutely important for me to keep being healthy-"

"Sunshine, healthy does not mean body image. Healthy means you are happy with yourself. Which you are mostly aren't. That's why I told you to be healthier."

Kaveh wells up in tears again as he realizes what Haitham is saying. He kisses Kaveh's forehead and rubs his belly.

"This baby is going to make us a family. Why would I care about how you're going to look like?"

(Again, probably should've rephrased it better)

"Everything will be a marker of your battles. I'd love every stretch mark it'll create. All the cellulites that you worry so much about will be mine to behold." Another kiss to the forehead, "Kaveh, please understand. I love you for just the way you are."

"I did not fall in love with someone who obsesses with their beauty. I fell in love with the Light of Kshahrewar, the person who brights up my day with just a smile. The person who makes me fall in love all over again when they laugh."

"So please. Don't be afraid of our children. I promise that I'll love you no matter how you look"

Kaveh sniffs, "E-even if I were a fungi?"

Haitham sighes and smiles, "You'd be my favorite fungi ever."

-End

---

i have not posted in a hot minute GAWD DAYUM anyways hi everyone ive come back with FICS instead of DRAWINGS isnt that COOL theres VARIETY now!! Also this fic was first posted on Twitter as i had a brainrot at 4am so if you're intrested in that please go support me on Twt! Thank you everyone!

[mr-aizuwu]

dabi headcanon of the week: he is a very picky eater and always has been.

:read more:

(please keep in mind im american without much access to non standard usa foods so i can't really comment on more popular foods and ingredients in japan)

after leaving his old home and becoming dabi, he hasnt been able to really be choosy with what he eats since his next meal isn't promised but when/if he has somewhere to fall back on and always has food available, he will be picky with what he eats.

theres also two ways i wanna go with this part as well lol first one is he has very little feeling in his mouth so he is the king of eating spicy and sour things even if he didnt like the taste/feeling of them before

i also hc he doesnt like anything sour, bitter, spicey nor most veggies lmao he isnt a fan of mushrooms or peas because of the texture and will refuse to eat them and pick them out. he also doesn't like bananas for that very reason too.

alt hc if you like some angst like me, his teeth and gums probs arent the best anymore from years on the streets and constant damage to his body so soft foods like peas and bananas are some of the only things he can eat without pain.

putting aside the fact he has very little feeling in the rest of his body theres also the hc of while dabi is constantly putting himself through unimaginable pain and destroying his body, I like the idea that he has a sensitive mouth that doesnt allow him to eat or drink harsh things so if he is able to he will avoid them at all costs. for example he also can't do carbonated things without pain and discomfort. pineapple is one of his his worst enemies.

as a kid he would always want to whine if meals were things he didnt like, that being said he didn't like to disappoint his father and would try to choke it down anyways.

i like the hc that end*avor had planned meals for his kids, they always had to be healthy and balanced and they had to finish it all. if touyas meals werent always planned and scheduled tho than he would try to get his mom to not add or make things he didnt like.

dabi x reader section: he will always make you buy things he likes to have on hand even if hes not always around. if you don't have a lot of money and don't mind him stealing, then dont be supprised when he comes home with lots of his fave snacks and things to make foods he prefers.

dabi would always be hesitant or straight up unwilling to try anything that he doesn't find visually appealing or really many new things in general. if you like experimenting and trying new foods make sure theres always something he likes around or else he just,,,, won't eat. not in a throw a little kid tantrum way but a he just says he doesn't feel hungry at the moment or straight up says the food doesnt look good

if you make something specially for him but add something he doesn't like or is iffy on without knowing, he will still at least try it, using the excuse he isnt very hungry right now or is busy and will eat it later if he really doesn't like it.

i like the hc he has a sweet tooth so he will be more likely to try new things with sugar or sweet foods like fruits and pastries. he hates dark chocolate tho and no amount of coaxing will talk him into eating it.

don't try to lie about or trick him into eating things either, for one that's mean and you shouldnt do that with anyone, and for two he is amazing at telling when someone is lying and he WILL find out and get pissed off at you, not so much about the food but the fact you lied to or tried to trick him when he explicitly set a boundary.

he will be more lenient in trying new things if you eat them with him or its your first time having it too. if you offer him a bite of something like you are just casually eating it and are seeing if he wants some too he will be more likely to try it.

'want some?'

'nah im good'

'you sure?'

'mh, fine, if it gets you to stop pestering me'

since he is a known criminal and can't blend in as easy because of his scars, going to restaurants aren't really options for you guys anyways, so he doesnt have to worry about getting there and finding something on the menue he likes, if you order in he will be more inclined to ask if you want something else for dinner if that place doesnt have anything he likes.

i dont think he would know how to cook very well seeing as he didn't really have many ingredients nor anything to cook with before he pretty much moved in with you. so he will always stand in the kitchen and pester you when youre cooking, especially if its something he doesnt like.

'you shouldnt add that'

'why?'

'because'

'???'

if you tell him to make his own damn food he will get all huffy lmao

if you try teaching him to cook or you arent very good at it either, than he will def always only make things you both like unless its a special occasion for you, like your birthday or youre celebrating something. if its something he doesnt like but you want it, he will make a little something on the side for himself if yours didnt take too long to make, or he just eats leftovers/snack foods instead

things like ramen, cereal and other quick prep foods are always good to have around with him.

its not uncommon to see him picking out parts of or eating around places its touched others he doesn't like, for example; if you have a fruit platter, he will only eat pieces that didnt touch ones he doesnt like.

hes the picks off and gives you the pickles lmao

[senseioftheseidiots]

Me with Canon Wu: You let your brother go get your stuff for you and look what happened. You made a 'friend' of a Serpentine and taught her something you shouldn't have and looked what happen ! You filled a young child's mind up with dreams and broke them down and look what happened !! And even now with the Ninja, you don't tell them a single warning before they go into battle and LOOK WHAT'S STILL HAPPENING !! And after all of that, I find myself-!! Me with Your Wu:...still coming back here even though I shouldn't because you really need help with your issues and everyone makes mistakes and your superior- Nah, nah, I'm kidding but in all seriousness, your version is kind of what I want to believe for the character now. I don't hate on the original Wu since you can't beat the original but you also can't beat the fanon ! So with lots of love, enjoy making more content for him !

This has been sitting in my asks because I completely forgot about it- so ill use this as a headcanon dump, thankyou >:) You throw out alot of points here on the segment for canon wu, so let me throw in things ive held onto in hc to all of it PLEASE NOTE MOST IF NOT ALL OF THESE IS HC ALONE/TIMELINE SPECULATION "You let your brother go get your stuff for you and look what happened." This happened AFTER the meet with aspheera I believe, after it happened the two were forbidden to go outside monastery walls without permission, completely isolating them from the outside world in hopes nothing like that would happen again. Wu at this point was incredibly afraid to disobey his father because if their punishment from last time was isolation from a world outside their monastery, what more could happen to them? [it only got worse from there, but we arent talking about that yet.] "You made a 'friend' of a Serpentine and taught her something you shouldn't have and looked what happen !" Wu genuinely just wanted to be friends with someone, being the sons of god the fsm was rather picky on who exactly got to see the two. And he's never made proper connections until now, through out the entirety of their childhood [before teens] im pretty sure all wu knew as companionship was his brother, and when he found someone willing to help them, he didnt want to think about the warnings for the chance that she might actually be good, and that keeping a promise was the way to gain a friend " You filled a young child's mind up with dreams and broke them down and look what happened !! " If were talking about morro here, ANOTHER HC TIME to fuel my delulu state, look- He didnt WANT him to fight garmadon, hear me out here- if you go back to the scene of morro being tested to be the green ninja, the sword of fire ISNT the sword of fire. My hc here is this is the ONE time he's tried to change destiny for the better. It doesnt mean morro was destined, no, this was going to happen either way, but he tried changing destiny because this wasnt morro's fight, and he was afraid of what may need to come if it DID end up being him that was destined. He didnt want that. But when he did do it and got his own student killed [he tried finding him. he tried getting him back, he didnt want to come back.] He gave up. And this is where his mindset solidified, he couldnt change destiny, people will die, and itll be his fault. This was his fathers punishment for him. " And even now with the Ninja, you don't tell them a single warning before they go into battle and LOOK WHAT'S STILL HAPPENING !! " This one is funny to me cause, one, wu doesnt know how to fucking trauma dump I dont think he would even be able to think about it unless someone asks him, its actually the 'it never came up' thing. BUT, he wouldnt want to say much too quickly due to Morro's incident. Hell he didnt even want the ninja to see the green ninja scroll. If he had said too much too quickly, well theyll either turn evil or die..or both-

" .still coming back here even though I shouldn't because you really need help with your issues and everyone makes mistakes and your superior- " Hehe, thank you!!! I hope you enjoy the buncha headcanons i have here for you

[romeowritesshit]

Cigarettes & a Fancy Dinner

WARNINGS!!- p in v (wrap it guys!!) oral (f), making out, smoking. minors can interact i literally cannot stop you😭 HES A CONSENT KING GUYS 🗣️🗣️🗣️

a/n- there may be slight spelling mistakes, and i do not auto capitalize my words unless i remember 😓. please leave requests, comments, questions and concerns! have an amazing day/night! remember you are loved ❣️

It was my first summer at Saltburn. Despite being good friends with Felix and Venetia, I never had the time, or opportunity to stay at Saltburn until now. Ironic, I know.

“you’ll love Farleigh and his attitude, I promise.” Venetia said with a grin.

"I'm sure I will, will Felix be at the dinner?" I asked, hopeful to see him. I always looked up to Felix, seeing him as an older brother.

"Of course he will. you know Felix, he loves his dinners." Venetia said I followed quickly behind her, eager to see what dress she had picked out for me for the dinner. I followed her into her room, where I waited about 5 minutes before she finally brought out this beautiful lavender dress that came with its own jewelry and hair set.

"Venetia.." I stared at the dress in awe.

"It's wonderful isn't it? I saw it in this shop and I knew it was perfect for you!" Venetia said with a huge smile on her face.

I got up from her bed and gave her the biggest hug "You're the absolute best Venetia, I love you so so much"

After me and Venetia got dressed and ready we made our way to the dining room, running into Felix and his new friend Oliver, whom Felix called Ollie. He was very quiet. I was shocked him and Felix were friends honestly, they're absolute opposites. But then again, Felix always has a new and odd toy every summer

"It's good to see you again y/n, i miss seeing you around since we hardly have time anymore." Felix said while he hugged me

"Its good to see you too Felix, i missed you dearly." I said while hugging him back.

"Gosh you talk so proper i will never get used to it." Felix said letting go of me and laughing.

"Whatever Felix, lets go we have a dinner to attend." I said, pretending to be annoyed.

When we got to the dinner the only open seats were next to Oliver and Farleigh, and obviously Felix went and sat with Oliver so i was stuck with Farleigh. I looked for Venetia and she was off talking to some new rich guy, i can never keep up with who shows up to these dinners.

I decided to sit next to Farleigh, he seemed bored so i figured this would be the perfect time to start a conversation

"Hi! you're Farleigh yes?" i asked he turned his head and looked me up and down, "Yes i am, am i supposed to know you?" he asked. i was a little taken back by his attitude but i brushed it off.

"I dont think so, im Venetia and Felix's friend, y/n. I dont know if you've heard about me but i've heard about you." i said. "Oh yes i've heard all about you from Venetia. Its your first summer here isnt it?" Farleigh said, a slight smirk on his face. "yes it is! i really enjoy it here so far, I've mostly been keeping to myself and staying with Venetia. so that is probably why we havent run into each other." i said, smiling at him.

"that's wonderful, im guessing you havent run into Felix's new freak boy toy Oliver?" he said

"i actually did! before me and Venetia came in, we ran into Felix and Oliver. im quite shocked they're friends. Oliver is so.." Farleigh cut me off before i could finish my sentence, "soooo freakish? creepy? unsettling? annoying? weird?" he said. i looked shocked, "what did he do to you? you seem to hate him." he giggled and said "oh nothing, i can just see right through him. i swear he has everyone wrapped around his finger but i know his true intentions."

"and his true intentions are?" i asked, curious so i knew how to avoid Oliver. for some reason my gut was telling me to trust Farleigh.

"i dont know yet, but, what i do know is i need a smoke." he started to get up and then looked at me "are you coming?" he said

i immediately got up and followed him out to the maze, we walked and talked while smoking.

we eventually stopped and settled at this giant statue in the middle of the maze

"so, Farleigh, Venetia mentioned you had quite the attitude." i said

"oh did she? yeah its not as bad as hers, just wait till she goes on a mental, it is crazy." Farleigh said, blowing smoke and handing me our shared cigarette.

"yeah, i will believe that until i see it. but until then, you have the worst attitude." i said

"fuck, chuck, or marry?" Farleigh said

"what?" i looked at him confused

"fuck chuck or marry? its a game. i give you three people and you choose to fuck one of them, chuck one, and marry the other." Farleigh said

"oh ok. give me three people then." i said

"me, Oliver, Richard the III."

i laughed at that last one and looked at Farleigh, "chuck Oliver, marry Richard the III, and fuck you mr Farleigh." і said, handing him the cigarette. he took the cigarette and asked, "are you serious about fucking me?"

"possibly." i cleared my throat, "now its your turn. Oliver, the headmaster at oxford, and me."

"chuck Oliver obviously, marry the headmaster, and fuck you." Farleigh said, putting the cigarette to the ground and putting it out.

"are you serious about that Farleigh?"

"i dont know y/n. are you serious about your answers?" Farleigh said, walking in front of me, slowly trapping me in between him and the statue.

i looked up at him and nodded my head.

"then you have your answer y/n." Farleigh said

and before i could say anything, he pulled me into him and started to kiss me.

after a rough makeout he let me go and began to take off his tux

i started at him the entire time, out of breath and in shock that someone could kiss like they were starved and i was their meal.

i heard him unbuckle his belt and that brought me back into reality, and when i looked at him he had undone his belt throwing it onto the ground next to his jacket, and he began to untuck his shirt and unbutton his pants.

he came and stood in front of me and asked "can i pick you up?" i nodded my head and he proceeded to pick me and up and sit me on the ledge under the statue

he got on his knees and put his head under my dress, his hands spreading my legs open for him. he moved my underwear to the side and ran his finger through my folds, causing me to gasp. "god you're so wet for my touch arent you?" he said. i moaned in response and he chuckled.

He grinds his nose against my clit, his tongue dipping in and out of my clenching hole as my hips roll against his face. my hand is clenched in his hair, pulling him closer and he moans, drooling as i guide his head to move faster against my pussy. He's mouthing against me, swallowing everything i have to offer and i moan, grinning, “You like that?” i ask, yanking his head back and away from my cunt. His face is shiny with my slick and his eyes are glossy, he licks his lips nodding as much as he could in my grip. It makes my smile grow, “You like eating my pussy?”

his eyes look up at you and he smiles, which is his version of a yes.

he starts swirling his tongue over the swollen, sensitive nerves of my clit and lapping at the dripping entrance of my cunt like a man possessed, i start to ride his face again, trying not too moan loud.

Farleigh suddenly stopped and stood up, standing in between my spread legs. “what are you doing Farleigh?” i asked, tilting my head.

“you’ll see.” Farleigh said, as he took off his pants, sliding his underwear off and lining his cock up with my entrance.

“can i?” Farleigh asked, looking at me for approval

i nod my head and he slowly puts his cock in me, stretching me a little bit in the process.

“god you feel so good” Farleigh said, as he thrusts into me.

“faster Farleigh please i need to cum” i beg him, my hands gripping his shoulders.

he starts to fuck me faster and harder, holding onto my hips while kissing me

“yes Farleigh just like that oh my god” i said throwing my head back as i cum on his cock

a few seconds later he slowly stops fucking me, groaning as he cums.

we both sit there, half dressed, breathing heavy.

Farleigh pulls his cock out, and helps me get off the ledge of the statue, and helping me clean up.

i help him gather his clothes so he can get dressed and then we start to head back to the dining party

“that was really fun y/n we should do that again sometime” Farleigh said as we walked back

“you’re making it sound like we just got done hanging out at shops” i say, playfully punching him in his arm

we both laugh and he then says “i mean it y/n, i really did enjoy that.”

i look at him and smile and before i can say anything i hear Venetia’s voice

“y/n!! i was so worried you disappeared i got scared for you!” Venetia said as she ran to me, grabbing my hands.

“im ok Venetia i was with Farleigh we just went for a walk and smoked” i said, trying to help her not to worry

she nods her head then starts to tell me about this new cute guy she met, while walking me back inside.

i look at Farleigh, motioning with my hand for him to follow, and he does.

when we’re all inside, i tell Venetia to give me and Farleigh one second so i can tell him something. she walks away and i turn to Farleigh, smiling at him.

“i enjoyed tonight Farleigh. i would love to spend more time with you this summer while i am here.” i say

he smiles and says “i would love that y/n. you should go spend time with Venetia right now though, i think she missed you.” Farleigh winks at me and walks to Felix.

i turn and walk to Venetia, prepared to hear all about her new obsession for the next three days.

A/N- i hope you all enjoy this fic :3 this is my first time writing and i am kinda inexperienced and i struggle to describe things sometimes. BUT! i did edit this (by edit i mean starting to capitalize what i needed to and then just gave up and only capitalized names) so i could get it out soon! i know i did say my sisters were going to proof read and edit but we have all been busy with exams and school and i finally had free time! so please feel free to leave requests, comments, message me if you would like! and critique and criticism is welcome :3 bye bye!!

[nijisanji-brain-rot-fics]

rating the fanbases in nijisanji en that im in 🤠🤘

also im not hating on yall im just talking about…… some colorful things about the fan communities im in

aight for one, kyomies. = FUCKING -18/10

im scared of like some of yall. like ongod 😭 either chill or so fucking down bad WW like oh god i watched the confessions stream YOU GUYS. ARE SCARY. PLEASE. I CANT TELL YOU HOW MANY TIMES MY JAW DROPPED WATCHING THAT STREAM. also we needa stop bullying kyo for being the shortest male in nijisanji en lmao hes coping already 💀AHEM… TO ANY OF YALL WHO GENUINELY LIKE ASTERS FEET CAM STREAM… DNI (jkjk but like keep a respectable distance from me pls 🧍✋ yall scare me enough)

kindreds!! = 5/10

yall horny as fuck. all i gotta say. we all know the gwak gwak incident, lets leave it pls. also yall are nice, everyone in chat is pretty nice, yk you get a parasocial chatter every once and a while but oh well wwww 💀💀 ehmmm theyre like the first niji en fanbase ive been in, i have a friend irl whos a kindred, theyre nice yk did not prepare me for the shitshow the online kindreds are

villions = 8/10

i know, we are all probably down bad for ber whenever he speaks korean, BUT CAN YOU BLAME US?? i wanna bet ver is half of his fanbases’ reason to learn korean (can vouch because i started to relearn kr bc of him 😭👌) ALSO HES SUCH A CINNAMON ROLL I JUST WANNA SQUISH HIM!! villions in general, yall r nice, like all i gotta say LOL

sicklings = 4/10

basically kindreds but like twice as horny and mentally ill 💀like goddamn yall listen to his yandere asmrs and go ‘he can fix me’?? is that like a thing in this fanbase? 😭 how mentally ill yall had to be to fall for a therapist [bullying myself rn] like holy shit also that one overlay incident 🫣 lets not talk about it but like anyways yall are ok, its a debatable topic also just wanted to say hex looks like the type of person to have a rice purity score of 53 idk

FaMillie = 10/10

OK SO IM BIASED BC IM ALSO A FILIPINO AND YK SWAGPINOS UNITE BUT YOU GUYS ARE FUNNY I CANT LIE, YOU HAVE GENUINELY MADE ME CACKLE SOMETIMES especially the hugot lines stream, my mom fucking got mad at me for laughing so much some of yall are unhinged like stop bullying millie LOL ik its for shits and giggles but damn, yall are being mean sometimes 😭

Quilldren = 6/10

personally, i havent been in the fanbase too much but most of you guys are chill so neutral score. havent seen too much stir from ike's fans so thats nice, good to know theres one fan base that isnt overtly chaotic [from what ive seen 👀]

scythekicks = 8/10

girl is this fanbase dead or am i just not active on twitter? probably the latter LMAO but like i barely see any doppio fans in the wild like where are yall come out come out you may be outta scythe but you aint outta my mind WWWW we all love doppio in the scythekick household, that man gets so entertained so easily

uhhhh shit ok pls dont cancel me WWWWW IM NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE I PROMISE THIS IS ALL FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES im in these fan bases too IM BASICALLY FUCKING MYSELF OVER

also posts are gonna be slow as fuuuck cuz schools starting and yknow we gotta COME IN DO YOU READ ME?-

im just kidding guys dont hate me for this WWW its for giggles so dont take it to heart

i think i did this wrong in so many ways but oh well LMAOO

[t0rturedangel]

Ummmm im sorry to bother but can we get some frank knight x reader fluff please

𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐃𝐔𝐓𝐘 - ♡

Frank Knight x Reader - fluff

A/N :: Sorry i havent been posting guys ! I havent had much motivation but now i'll post more i promise ! Also i have more new fandoms i'll write for <33 ALSO THIS WAS REQUESTED TWICE SO I HOPE THE SECOND PERSON WHO REQUESTED THIS IS HAPPY WITH THIS !!

" Y/n, my office now please " You heard the familiar voice of your chief, sighing you got up ignoring all the cheeky whispers from your colleges as you walked to her office, they snickered, eyes following you making you uncomfortable.

Entering the office you noted how your chief was clearly annoyed, sitting down she began to talk. " Thank you for coming Y/n " she sighed and in return you gave her a nervous smile " My pleasure Chief, so- uhm what did i do wrong now? " you asked thinking you messed up again as you did have a reputation of being a trouble maker, the only reason why she kept you with the team is because you're a relative of hers and she has a soft spot for you.

" You didn't do anything n/n, its Frank " your eyes widened for a second and one of your brows raised, confusion evident of your features " What about him? What did he do? " Leaning forward you held the end of her desk for support of your upper body " He's gotten really drunk again and i want you to find him and look after him- also please try to sober him up he has a new case " " So i have to baby sit him? " you deadpanned, disappointed you'd much rather be in trouble rather than look after Frank, you didnt hate the guy its just that sometimes he was too much.

" In a way yes, i do hope this isnt an issue, is it? " Her gaze darkened and you knew that you had no say in the matter so you didnt even bother to try and argue with her " Nope, it isnt an issue auntie, i'll go and babysit him " you groaned standing up and quickly leaving her office not letting her lecture you about calling her auntie at work

It didnt take you long to find Frank, he was by a pub laughing and singing his drunk heart out and bursting your eardrums out while he does. No, seriously, he sucks at singing. Getting out of your car you went over to the older man " Frank! Buddy hey, what cha doing ? " You grinned even though you knew what he was doing and wanted to create a conversation with him to distract him while leading him back to the car.

Frank 'huh-ed' in a slurred voice before turning to you a wobblily grin on his face as he registered who you were " Y/N !!!! " He yelled out swinging an arm around your shoulders pulling you into a hug to which you gaged " Ew- fuck Frank you reek of booze and vomit ! " you glared at him slightly pushing him as a way of getting away from him and his stench but he held on firmly " I dont fucking stink you little cheeky twat " he pulled you closer making you gag " Fucks sake Frank ! " you hissed " We need you to get sobered up ! You have a new case to work on ! " " Oh my fucking god " Frank groaned his grip loosened letting you easily get away from him.

" I dont wanna work on shit- " " You think i dont know that? You alway complain about it but you cant do anything about it so why dont you shut up and lets go get you some water yeah? " You grabbed the back of his shirt and led him to the car despite his and his friends' rebottle against you doing so.

Quickly you both sat down in the car, you being in the divers seat and Frank in the passengers, pulling out a cold water bottle you turned to him " This might not help- like at all- but still drink this, you need something different than beer " and as you chucked the bottle over he barely caught it, groaning as he gulped down massive amounts of the flavorless liquid. After he was done he looked over at you a small smile on his face as his eyes glossed over slightly. Was he about to cry? What for?

" Ya know kid, i like you " "Frank you have a wife " " NOT LIKE THAT !- I mean- you remind me of my girls ya know? you just remind me so much of them with your personality and all that other shit " You sighed and shook your head slightly " Thank for that Frank, now i think you should go to sleep might help speed up the sober-ing up process " that comment made you receive a scoff from Frank before he leaned back and immediately passed out.

Starting up the car you looked over to the sleeping man a small smile on your face " Thanks for that Frank, you know you remind me of a dad . . . " gripping the steering wheel you drove off not noticing the grin on Franks face

[brrooke-s]

Stay With Me?

Tate Landon♡︎Fluff/Angst♡︎American Horror Story

Desc♡︎Tates the master of skipping school ~ this is just me being lovesick over Tate ☺️ and Violet doesnt exist in this story the reader takes her place ~ Y/N and Tate are in a relationship😊

~

♡︎Tates P.O.V♡︎

I know she doesnt want to go to school, I know that its her lousy parents who just cant seem to understand that she isnt fucking happy. Of corse im the only one she talks to about how much she hates it because who else does she have. All those asshole kids arnt shit. which is why im hiding the the hallway closet right now waiting for Y/N to come downstairs. We’ve been hiding in the attic for the past 12 days and her parents havent even noticed.

♡︎Y/N P.O.V♡︎

Lets make this clear the only reason im doing this is because my peice of shit father is forcing me to. Hes the one who made us move across the fucking country and im finally somewhat happy and now hes trying to sell this house, and now he thinks im depressed which he isnt totally wrong about. Sometimes I wish I was like Tate. Dead and trapped here, but im not. I forced myself to walk down the stairs to the hallway. A hand reached out from the closet grabbing me inside I let out the start of a scream when a hand covered my mouth. My back was up against the bookcase I knew the person infront of me all to well.

I shoved his hand off my mouth “Tate! You asshole.” I said, playfully shoving his shoulder. “You scared me!” “I didnt mean to.” he said leaning down. His hands cupped my face and mine went to his neck. Tates kisses are always the best, like neither of us are really good at it but when you put us together it just works. “Tate,” I pulled away “I gotta go I promised my dad id go to school.” “But you dont have to though.” he said “whats one more day?” “Tate-“ “Please?” I swear I cant say no to this boy. “Fine.” I said I cant hold back my smile who wouldnt want to stay home all day with Tate.

“Uno or go fish?” Asked Tate coming up the ladder. “go fish? What are you 90 years old?” I asked “Hey dont be talking to me its your games.” he said “How do you play Uno?” He asked I stared at him “Tater tot how do you not know how to play Uno?” “Im a ghost, that kinda limits your card game range.” “Cmere” I said patting the floor next to me “Give me the cards.” I said holding my hand out. Tate sat down criss cross apple sauce next to me and handed me the deck of cards. “Everyone gets seven cards.” I said handing them out. “Hey whats this do?” he asked holding up a yellow four “Your not supposed to show me your cards.” I said pushing his hand down. “You showed me your card, and I took it” He said laughing at his own joke. “When you laugh at your own joke Tater tot that means its not funny.” “Cmon you know that was funny.” He said “Okay if you say so.”

♡︎A/U ~ I feel like its to short but I dont wanna add anything else because i feel like id rather make a different drabble about that so yea :/ also ISTG TATE IS LIKE A WHOLE NEW OBBSESSION BECAUSE LIKE SNSNBSSJSJNSSBSGJS FUCKME JSNSBDBDJ

[caseythebunnyboy]

Howdy!

Thank you so much for the drawing! It's amazing. I love your art. I apologize for bringing down the mood I know it bothers you not but last thing I want to do is make you sad! From now on I will only grace you with pure nasty truly deplorable thoughts from a lonely cowboy and my day to day life (aka more deplorable thoughts)! I'll fill you in (full pun intended) as my work will keep me busy soon. I'll describe myself more so you can have a general picture of me :] I'm 6'2 I have no clue on my weight but I am a large man. My thighs and calves are like tree trunks. My hands are incredibly calloused from working for 6 years nonstop. I am very skilled with my hands and fingers tying knots all day and playing the banjo (you can take a man out the south but you can't take the south out of the man) and I have no better way to describe it other than my hands are huge. I have short-ish curly hair and I have a tan almost all of the time when it's not winter. If you want to know anything more about me I am more than happy to oblige your request.

I must admit that while it may sound a bit creepy. I lay awake at night I have thoughts of you. I make up scenarios in my head. I look at your kink list and see how similar we are and can't help but imagine using you in thousands of different ways. Tying you up. bending you over and pounding your little boycunt over and over again until your brain is mush and you're full of cum. Then I untie you and hold you in my arms. Singing to you softly as we drift off.

I'll leave the fantasy there but I hope to hear from you soon. 🤠

thank you so much! but wuh 🥹 please dont feel restricted to only being horny on here! im fine with people talking to me about other emotions, since i know people arent just horny 24/7. its fine!! i wont hate you forever if you show any other sign of feeling that isnt being sexual, i promise.

(rest of the response is under the cut because again, dont wanna clog peoples dashboards 😵‍💫)

i shall also paint you a picture of me in exchange!

im 5'4, last time i checked i was 81 (?) kg, i dont remember the specifics but i was around that weight. my thighs are also big but in more of a marshmallow pillow-ey way than a tree trunk way! my hands are very small, clumsy, soft and frail, with my entire hand from palm to my longest finger (the middle finger) being around 7 inches 😊 the only "toughening up" they got is when i would practice my countrys martial arts, i still practice every once in awhile but very occasionally so they never made my hands calloused 🥹 iam... not skilled at all with my hands. my arm starts shaking and hurting if i draw for too long with no breaks 😵‍💫 i have black fluffy-scruffy hair that can never calm down or stay in one place, and my skin is just naturally always tan since im a person of color 🐇

if youd like to know more about me, id also be happy to oblige! what i want to know about you, is if youve ever cum to the thought of me, hehe 💜 just curious! you dont need to answer if youre not comfy doing so 💜💜 and also! can you claim an emoji and put it at the end of your asks? so i know its you and so you can have a little hashtag, like how 🗝️ anon has one!

anyways! i hope to hear from you soon as well! youre so sweet, cowboy anon 🥹 id love to kiss you all over your face, but thatll just have to wait 🥲 see you soon! (hopefully 💜)

honestly, it doesnt sound creepy at all to me... would it be creepy for me to say im flattered and slightly aroused that you think about me so often? if so, then i guess we're both "creepy", hm? 💜 and jeez, id actually really like that. i love people who can be rough and fast during sex, but the moment its all over theyre back to being sweet and caring 😊 would love to doze off on top of your chest, humming along to your song after you finish breeding my boypussy over and over 💜💜

also side note, ever since i read your ask i cant stop thinking about how nice it would feel for your rougher hands to rub and touch my softer skin... the contrast between their textures would made my head so much dizzier whenever you grab my parts 😵‍💫😵‍💫 make of that what you will...

[jaed1nzmogies]

heyy long time no see! anyways rant post. its cool to skip this :)

cw for queer discourse. which i hate, and this will probably be the only time i ever discuss anything like this besides the occasional reblog

just a little rant about my thoughts recently. and please dont try to change my mind. im autistic and i have a large sense of justice so its almost impossible to change my mind about things im very stubborn

of course, my rant is about trans men trying to claim the lesbian label. i want to be specific when i say trans MEN, not trans masc people, not “masculine-aligned”, not gender fluid or anything else. trans men that identify as men. and THEN try to claim to be a lesbian. listen, i am in no way advocating for those types of lesbians. the really weird terfy ones are bad. so terfy lesbians or whatever youre calling yourself that hate trans women i do not like you.

Anyways, its infuriating. How are you not disgusted by using the term lesbian as a man? how are you, as a trans man, comfortable in any way shape or form. you work so hard to fit in as a man, right? if you are a man in your head, why do you think a lesbian would be attracted to you? surely you KNOW they are not thinking of you as a man. ever. And, how are you even comfortable using the term that women and other non men carved out for themselves? how do you feel like you have the right to trample over everything like that as a man?

I genuinely do not care if you identified as a lesbian before you transitioned. That does not give you the right to infringe on that label that is not for you. I don’t care if you “have such a deep connection to the label” you are creepy. Can you imagine a cis man doing that? why are you any different? and dont even get me started with “sexuality and gender are not rigid” then dont use the terms when you mean something else??? along with “contradicting terms is what being queer is about” what?? that is literally not even true 😭😭 identifying as things out of spite of your OWN community is crazy. these peoples logic is so crazy. i want to open their skull and examine their brain to see how it works.

Contradicting terms were more popular in the past, with things like boy dyke or other examples i cannot remember right now (im sorry if that wasnt even right but you know what im talking about right) The community has obviously changed. And it’s definitely for the better. As it stands, the community has plenty of fighting as it is. There is nothing you lose from just admitting something that everyone else knows; Youre just straight.

This is just another stupid issue that can so easily be solved. If you are a man, cis or trans, doesn’t matter. You cannot be a lesbian. You can have a connection to past experiences when you identified as a girl. You can recognize its part of your upbringing and effected you as a person. That does not give you the right to infringe on the label.

The community has demonized the label Straight so much that their own men have cowarded in fear of it.

You can use the word straight. you are not any less part of this community, i promise. theres more to life than existing out of spite of your own siblings.

Im going to be honest, if you identify as a lesbian, no one will see you as a man.

Honestly, why is it always lesbians getting the butt end of everything? wheres all the trans women claiming to be gay? yeah i wonder.

also, i want to make it clear im obviously a progressive. this is just where i draw the line morally. ok thanks

Anyways! i know this isnt the important issue right now but letting things off your chest is a good thing, right?

anyways love u guys hope ur doin well

[hansrillow]

I'm currently the guy in front of red strings on a board but hear me out

alright mfs listen up im here to talk about davey and jacks characterization when it comes to leadership and how tl’dr: I think davey was meant to and wants to be a leader and jack is forced to and doesnt want to be a leader

now bear with me. I'm not saying jack is a bad leader. but literally the entire show he talks about leaving for Santa Fe and how he doesnt want to fucking be in new york with all these responsibilities and slaving away for pennies every day. I don’t think saying that he does not want to be a leader is unfair.

ok now that I have that disclaimer out of the way. I'm going to just ramble out some thoughts

when we get introduced to davey a kind of hate that he comes off so...ignorant about the newsies. like the whole “but you’ll buy what I dont sell right??” like I understand that he’s the put-in for the audience, that way everything is crystal clear about the newsies conditions to the audience. but his family is working class, if I had to guess, I'd say they probably barely afforded sending them to school. I really doubt that Dave had no idea about the newsies’ conditions

I also say this because where do you think davey got all his strike knowledge from? you think he just picked it up from the street? again I’m assuming, but I’d be willing to guess his parents taught him everything he knows about unions and striking

okay anyway

davey has unique knowledge about striking and unions compared to the other newsies. and when we get to the point in the script where the strike is being introduced, I assume we’re only a few days into davey and les selling. they’re getting to know people, but they dont know each other all that well. for lack of a better word, davey is still an outsider(this is relevant I promise)

so it makes sense when first crutchie nominates jack as president. they don’t know davey well enough for something like that. it would also make sense that you wouldn’t just put this outsider in a position of power over your entire group. this is one of the examples of jack being forced in leadership

davey also didn’t really want to be in leadership for the strike at first. and I don’t ever really thinks he has a huge desire to be in charge, but I do think he’s meant to (and is also forced to when jack fucks off after the riot/doesn’t show to the rally/etc). but honestly his family needed money, it doesn’t make a ton of sense logistically to then...not work

so thats the first example of this leadership dichotomy between them

next I wanna talk about their styles of leadership. jack is trying to please his kids, the newsies. he doesn’t want to let them down, in this aspect he is totally a people pleaser. and again that’s not a bad thing! I don’t think that not wanting to let your family down is bad. but it’s his style of leadership. davey is matter-of-fact. it doesn’t mean he doesn’t care, but he’s blunt like before seize the day

jack doesn’t want to tell race and mush and finch and everyone “no, Brooklyns not coming” and Dave says “lol if they’re not here, theyre not coming. this isnt a surprise” but I also think the “depends on how you look at it” is interesting because it implies that Brooklyn isn’t not with them, but like jack said, they wanted proof Manhattan newsies wasn’t going to quit when it got hard (and...I'd like to point out...if it were up to jack, they would have)

they lead in very different ways, and I do think davey is the better strike leader. we see it later, he can put aside the bluntness that can be off-putting and put on kid gloves (again, lack of a better word) with jack when he wants to give up. Katherine does it too after the rally.) I don’t think that jack’s immature, necessarily, but I think he leads with emotion and doesn’t think things through

I also think its worthwhile to look at the beginning of seize the day davey doesnt know how to motivate the newsies, so he turns to jack for help. and jack tries but it doesn’t really work. he doesn’t really know how to motivate them when they don’t feel the same way as him. jack plays into the similar emotions, and davey just knows how to convince them that the strike is what they need to do.

an AMAZING example of jack playing into the emotions is talking to the scabs.

like...he goes for the heart. I don’t know that the davey we’ve seen by then could've done that. he can motivate the newsies to the moon and back, but I also didn’t get the vibe that he really cared about the people not striking. it is their choice to strike or not, they can fuck off if theyre not is the vibe I get

maybe im projecting

anywho

another HUGE comparison is that davey thinks long term, jack thinks short term. when crutchie gets arrested, it means everything is over for jack because they lost once. if they’re not absolutely winning, its a defeat. davey is thinking about the long term, though. people get arrested with strikes, its absolutely awful but it happens. its better than crutchie dying. BUT he points out that them getting beat up means that theyre being taken seriously, they are a legitimate threat to these old guys. they are winning overall, but no one wins without taking a few hits. they have totally different outlooks (until Dave convinces him otherwise for the time being)

its the same exact thing after the rally when Katherine deals with jack’s ‘they have me cornered so it’s never happening’ mindset. 

this is going a little beyond the script, but I do think jack and davey have different relationships with authority. I think jack gets such strong emotions that he can’t help pushing their buttons and pissing them off, and it seems like davey continues the “if you’re not with us, fuck you” mindset. they’re not worth the time if they’re not giving into the strike.

okay I've gotten off track from my tldr. I love these two being foils though (shoutout to my 12th grade English teacher, I remember foils)

multiple times davey is forced into leadership when Jack is gone, but it’s the natural progression to everyone. he kind of takes a back seat to jack a LOT of the show. I get that jacks the main character so obviously he has main character syndrome...but davey gets fucked sometimes okay. Katherine doesnt introduce him to bill and Darcy, only jack. the question is always “where’s jack?” not “what’s next, Dave?” Davey constantly gets pushed to the side for jack. and that’s fine, like I said jack is the main character. but I'd also argue davey has equal importance

anyway, speaking of once and for all...

I think this is one of the most important songs when it comes to building up how different jack and Davey’s leadership styles are.

jack is one of the main (single) voices in this song. its a community-building song for the group, obviously. but jack has the most solo moments.

davey actually doesn’t have any solo lines until the end. literally the last few phrases

SO. this song. backtracking to the beginning and I'll loop back to why I pointed that out.

I think when the song starts, there’s a few different reasons its broken up the way it is. one could be the order that the trio was introduced, but I'm choosing to look deeper.

I think that where each of the three (jack, Dave, and Kath) jump in on that like...stanza (? idk if thats the right word or not) says a lot about them as a character.

so I'm not saying the entire stanza isn’t important to all three. but look at where they jump in.

jacks starts by saying there’ll be change, sure, but he points out that they are major news. they’re, like, famous and that’s something jack’s never even had a chance of achieving. the news is what he makes a living off of. he’s MAJOR news to be known in his field

davey is proving himself and this group. he’s showing the bosses that they have power, and he’s proving to everyone that you are stronger as a group

and Katherine is finally getting some kind of win. she’s been shit on her entire working life and has honestly found things that are important even outside of work. 

now for the rest of the song. Katherine leaves, but I wish they didn’t do that. I think it would've been cool to have her around.

but jack and davey stay. Davey has no solo lines until the end. he’s in with the kids, working his absolute ass off making sure this works. making sure they get what they need.

and I’m not saying jack isn’t working with them, but jack is more...front facing (again, for lack of a better word). davey is literally just part of the group, and I think that’s where their leadership styles REALLY differ

to jack, being a leader is out in front, doing those front facing things. to davey, being a leader is being in the trenches with your people, doing the same work as them.

and don’t ask me how this plays into the Jacobs being anarchists or socialists I'll keep going for hours

[ppnuggie]

hello ppnuggie <3

can i have a lost in space match up please :3?

i go by sunny, my pronouns are she/they and im omnisexual!!

i have short, curly ginger hair and a lot of freckles,, im planing on getting little solar systems tattoed on diffrent clutters of freckles which is not really relevant ig but,, freckles

my eye color is a mix of blue and green and people have actually argued over what my eye color is at school lol,, i dont really have an aesthetic but i do have these really cool pants with doodles on them and a little ufo on the back pocket that says "i need space"

i have a very cheery personality around friends and i would literally die for them,, i dont express myself around my family as much because they can be really judgy and im really sensitive,, and if im around someone i absolutely hate/someone who has wronged me significantly, i will let them know exactly how i feel - if i do have an issue with someone i will always try to solve the issue in a civil mannar without hurting their feelings,, i rely on communication a lot and its an important thing to me with different relationships

but other than that, im very friendly with new people and friends, im very open and try very hard not to be intimidating, because as an antisocial and socially anxious person ik how it feel when talking to knew people,, im definitely more confident over social media and texts than i am in person.

im an artist!!! im graduating a year early from high school and going to one of the country's best art schools!! ive had art set as acareer path in my brain since the 5th grade,, art is my life

i also dabble in creative writting, mostly fanfics but its just so incredible to come up with stories,, im a big book worm,, if im not drawing or watching cartoons/syfi films im reading, could be ao3, wattpad, tumblr fics, poetry, or a physical book i bought, i will read it

i love syfi and action that simmer in some romance ya know,, it just hits diffrent,, especially alien robot themed syfi,, idk my brain just eplodes when i see space robots

i hate being surrounded by clutter, my surroundings affect my mental state so i try to be as clean as possible to keep my attitude and motivation up :))

i have anxiety + social anxiety,, especially if im alone in crowded/public spaces- went on a college field trip once in middle school and i had a break down at taco bell because none of my friends were there and i was surrounded by strangers,, students or not,,

i hate broccoli and coliflower and public speaking/presentation assignments

im sorry if this is too much? ive never asked for a match up before but the ones ive seen are kinda lengthy so im not too sure :// i might do another match up ask in the future for tfp if its still open i love those funky dudes

anyways thank you for reading my tf stuff and requesting it was the highlight of my week !!! :D

ahh tysm for requesting !! 🥹🥹🙏❤️ im so sorry i havent been able to reply to the comments and stuff you make on my posts 😭😭 i promise im not ignoring you ,, its just this isnt my main blog but instead a side blog ,, my main one i dont bother or toucb anymore 😭😭 but my dms are definitely open if you ever wish to talk or so <33 and np !! i cant wait to see the finished result for the request :D i like your work so much 🥹 its rlly good !! heres you matchup <33 under the thing ,, and dw ,, you can request again for tfp bc no ones rlly requested so far 😭🙏 congrats on the art school tho ! :D hope you do have fun with that !!

𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 : robot !! :D

𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐒 :

• he would stay around you often ,, not bothering to spend time with others and instead stick close to you unless you told him not to

• hes very curious about you ,, lights swirling around inside the glass on his face ,, he finds you interesting and nice to be around

• whilst hes not all that sure about humans just yet ,, as they all act differently from one another ,, he does feel safer and more comfortable around you

• whenever he catches glimpses of your drawings he tilts his head to the side ,, wondering about them in his mind

• he loves to see your drawings ,, how each varies differently from one to another ,, it just makes more memories for him

• he has tried to draw something for you before ,, wanting to indulge in this littke artistic hobby of yours and make something ,, though it was only in the dirt as he doesnt know how to use pencils and stuff yet

• he’ll help you with public spaces and crowds and strangers as best as he can ,, making it known hes there for you shall you need some reassurance <3

𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐎

the small stick glided around in the dirt ,, shapes starting to form as he moved it about. he had his mind focused on a plant form ,, gazing back and forth at it as he tried to mimick its shaping. the lights swirled softly inside the glass ,, hand moving to make another shape.

once finished ,, he turned to look up at you. the lights never once stopped swirling ,, a soft hum coming from robot as he awaited for your reaction. laid there in the dirt had been a mishapened flower ,, the one just a little bit in front of you two.

he hoped you liked it somewhat ,, hoping you’ll enjoy his creation as much as he enjoys yours. the lights slowed their pace ,, blue gazing into your eyes as he awaited.

[wayward-wishes]

Yea so I had a post before talking about a 4 way polycule of C A Tand Z

Ive since come to find out more about how T treats her relationship with C post OG pre AC and no longer enjoy content of them as a couple or in a romantic setting at all.

That doesnt mean Im gonna attack you for liking it or anything, not unless you're genuinely a piece of shit human being about it, but suffice to say I now pair any combination of Zack Cloud and Aerith but personally prefer T with Jessie, Biggs, Rude, Reno, or Zack. Any and all of the above, but not Cloud. And if you'd like to know why I reccomend looking up the book On The Way to a Smile and how she tries to cope by forcing Cloud into a nuclear family scenario and taking away all agency he had about caring for Denzel to try to continue enforcing this toxic idea on him.

I dont hate Tifa as a character and the writers are ALREADY fixing a LOT about how she views Cloud and the framing of their promise and her already seeing how she copes isnt healthy, but I d o not care for their relationship. N o tp. Squick big time. So please unless you are a trusted friend (and those of you know who you are) do not discuss them with me in a romantic scenario or follow me expecting anything of the sort.

____

Addition, I do already have the tag and anything about them blocked. Im curating my dash and such accordingly. I just mean like if I see you following me and liking that old post (which you cant anymore I deleted it) and you have a bunch of CT stuff you're gonna be soft blocked because trust me ya dont wanna stick around. But if ya like the other stuff I have posted recently, then by all means stick around~