#post-graduate

[ryan-waddell11]

Hi!! This is going to be just kind of a rambling post. It’s NOT my usual content!! You don’t have to read this!! It’s just something I need to get off my chest!!

It’s been officially a year post-grad and I just feel horrible. I’ve been scrambling around for almost a year applying to job after job and I haven’t been able to get anyone to call me back yet. Everyone is so fucking quick to say that they need to help and then never hire. I’m so tired. I put so much pressure on myself through school. I was told that if I worked hard and was a good person, good things would happen to me. While I’ve been able to go on adventures and meet some amazing people (and I’m so fucking grateful for that) I want to be able to say I was able to do it by myself. 

I’ve always had to work harder than everyone around me. That never was a problem for me. However, now that I’m older, it’s becoming more and more frustrating. I don’t understand why some of the most horrible people in my life, childhood bullies, just nasty human beings in general, seem to get everything that they want. While I can’t seem to get anything. Seeing everyone around you living what seems like a great life is hard. They have everything they want. They have a good job, they have a family they found her created end it’s hard. Why do these awful people get so much good? I don’t understand. I was always told that good things happen to good people and as I’ve gotten older, it just doesn’t seem to be true.

I wake up every morning just frustrated and angry at myself that I don’t have anywhere to go to better myself and grow. If I wake up slightly later than usual that I’m mad at myself because why do I get to sleep in while other people are at work? Same thing if I wake up early. You’re up early but you can’t go anywhere because you don’t have anywhere to go. I just want a chance. I don’t know what to do anymore. So much value is put on young people to get a job and to create their own lives but people just don’t understand how hard it is. I get so much judgment from people because I don’t have anything that’s just mine. Everything is connected to somebody else and I just want to be seen for me.

I don’t want pity. I don’t want people to just take me in somewhere because they feel like I need it. I want someone else to believe in me the way I know I can be if I'm given a chance. I don’t want people to see me falling apart and crumbling. I don’t want to be the person that can’t do anything. I’ve had the same part-time job since I was 14 years old and nobody seems to take that into account. I do have an income, but it’s not year round and it’s not a living wage is a seasonal thing that I do to make money and I’ve had it for almost 10 years. I just don’t want to get lost. I don’t want to ever leave this place without feeling like I’ve made an impact somewhere. It’s just so defeating. I don’t want to give up and I don’t have plans to give up I just want to give it a chance in any way. 

It’s hard expressing this because I know the judgment that comes with making yourself vulnerable. It’s hard being in this business. It’s so male-dominated. Everything I do is watched on a microscope. You can’t express yourself without looking insane or being an emotional wreck. I can’t mess up without people assuming that I have no idea what I’m doing and that it wasn’t just an accident. It is so much pressure to be viewed on such a tiny lens and for once I just want people to view me the same way as everyone else and just give me a chance.

I know this isn’t what I usually post, but it’s becoming so overwhelming to the point where I feel parts of my life are suffering. So, if you read this, I’m sorry you had to read through all my ramblings and my frustration. I just needed to get this off my chest and hopefully, it makes someone else feel less alone. Thank you.

[diptisinghblog]

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[thegreatpeanut]

senpai 🌸

[bottlehawk]

"this is my queerplatonic partner. if you didn't know before, a queerplatonic relationship is when - " it's okay. you don't have to explain it to me. they've already prepared me for this subject. i've been here before. they're your moirail

[cryptidmullet]

a little nostalgia for today

[irate-iguana]

Posts that would be found on the Sunnydale High meme account, in roughly chronological order:

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[boc-news]

এখন থেকে স্নাতকোত্তর স্তরে পড়াশোনা না করে সরাসরি পিএইচডির সুযোগ মিলবে

পূর্বে কোনও শিক্ষার্থীকে পিএইচডি (Ph.D) স্তরের পড়াশোনা করতে হলে স্নাতক (Graduate) পাশের পর স্নাতকোত্তর (Post Graduate) স্তরে পড়াশোনা করা জরুরি ছিল। কিন্তু এখন থেকে স্নাতক স্তরের পড়াশোনা করার পর কোনও শিক্ষার্থী পিএইচডি করতে পারবে। এমনটাই বলছে ইউজিসির (UGC) নতুন নির্দেশিকা। বর্তমান নিয়ম অনুসারে, কোনও শিক্ষার্থীকে তিন বছর স্নাতক স্তরের পড়াশোনা করার পর দুই বছর স্নাতকোত্তর স্তরের পড়াশোনা করতে…

[eskildit]

i feel like modern aus with paldulcie tend to place them as a well adjusted happy couple but ya know what. they are not innocent from the dyke drama. they've got an inappropriate age gap. ten years of long-distance letter writing. an unrequited marriage proposal. where are the aus where they're in a fraught on again off again situationship. they're in love. they're not dating. they're everything to each other. its not a relationship. camilla is also there.

[a-multifandom-mess12]

Everyone ever, mortal and immortal alike: Well at least Percy Jackson will help us with this.

Percy, who has homework: no the fuck I will NOT

[dollya-robinprotector]

I remember I did draw something like this, cuz Stelle and Sampo reminded me of Lumine and Childe. I remember I wanted to see Stelle top Sampo so so so bad I had to go draw some food for myself.

Sigh. This scam mf still hasn't given me his E6. Maybe I'll post my HSR stuffs here later.

[cattnipt]

drew a bit of a Jonathan Sims for a friend

[macksartblock]

beware of burnout it's so real i'm afraid

also bc ended up making my writing into a font to avoid killing my hand as much and bc I saw Caden do this, I thought it would be fun to see who y'all think it suits lol

[sqwampy]

just watched asteroid city i LOVE this little dude i just had to do a quick mobile doodle 🫨

[samipekoe]

commissionnn

[reineydraws]

so there's this post that talks about how people call jason's curved knife a kris but it's not a kris 'cuz why would he have a southeast asian knife? and op's tags say if you're gonna give him an 'exotic' weapon at least make him malay or something. a later reblog adds a filipino kris as an example, and then i was like, 'omg, jason in a barong tho.' SO i tried designing a bat-barong inspired by his hood logo, for a filipino jason haha. and now here we are! 😊✨️🇵🇭