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— a little handsy now, aren’t we?
characters: nagumo yoichi (sakamoto days) x gn!reader contents: sfw, slight hint of suggestive, this is corny ngl, they’re in their jcc years, use of petname once, tension ? reader is from weapon’s dpt, possibly ooc/canon divergent as i haven’t read the manga yet wc ~ 900 (no beta!)
a/n: crowd boos and throws tomatoes at me sry idk what this is honestly
“Hey, you.”
The seat underneath you is starting to feel uncomfortable as you tuck yourself closer to the table, lifting your gaze up from the tools you’d been using a few hours prior. Your arms tense from where you have them propped up on the hardened surface, an effort to look the most casual as you can be as three girls walk further inside the laboratory.
“Did you see Nagumo-kun anywhere around here?” The girl in the middle questions, propping her hands on her hips right as they approach your little secluded corner. The other two shift on their feet, looking around the lab like it’s their first time coming here– it probably is– before they both turn to you, anticipating your answer.
You glance down at the little paper bags they’re holding in their hands, already knowing there’d be a bunch of gifts and letters in there if you were to check their contents. You raise an eyebrow at them, “Nagumo? You mean that lanky guy from the Assassin Department?”
There’s a ghost of a touch on your calf from under the table, and you freeze in your seat before straightening your back as the girl narrows her eyes at you. “Lanky?! He’s not– ugh, anyway. We saw him round the corner just outside this lab a few minutes ago. Are you sure you haven’t seen him at all?” She presses, leaning close to your face as her haughty glare directs at the recent project you’re working on.
She’s probably right. The lab you’re currently using is at the end of the hall, and there’s no other place he could’ve gone to unless he jumps out the window just outside the place (you wonder why he didn’t do that instead).
You tilt your head, hands fully pausing from your work, “Well, I guess…? People have been in and out of the lab a lot. Maybe you can check around–”
A warm, large palm rests on the inside of your thigh. Then there’s a squeeze, blunt nails digging into the soft flesh and causing you to flinch, your knees almost hitting the underside of the table. You bite down the surprised yelp bubbling at the back of your throat as heat courses through your veins at the indecent touch.
The girls slightly draw back at your sudden reaction. “Whoa, you okay there?” One of them asks with a perfectly arched brow. You let out a laugh, though it looks more of a grimace than anything. “I’m fine, sorry, sorry. It's nothing.” You try to convince, all the while kicking away the filthy hand that has been creeping up your leg as silently as possible.
Your irritation slowly simmers under your skin as you glance at the saw machine at the edge of the table, suddenly having the urge to use it on something. Or someone.
“In any case, I’m sure he’s somewhere outside since I’ve only seen students from my department here. Until you three, of course.” Eyeing them with a pointed look, you nod towards the entrance of the lab with a flat grin. “And it’s already late. This gun won’t finish itself, you know. So if you’d kindly leave.”
The girls grumble under their breath, the middle one clicking her tongue in annoyance at your abrupt dismissal. “If I ever find out you’re lying to us, you better start checking what you eat next time,” she points an accusing finger at you before they eventually turn to leave, footsteps resounding through the space around you before the lab goes back into silence, save for the low murmurs from the students in the distance.
Fingers drumming on the piece of steel in front of you, you let the growing stillness settle into the air before muttering, “Girls from the Poison’s Department are persistent as ever, huh… Disguising yourself would've been easier for you, no?”
“Eh… I guess you’re right,” A drawled out voice comes from the minimal space under the table. Your eyes twitch at the indifference in the tone, and you finally push your seat back to look down at the raven head sitting criss-crossed on the floor.
Nagumo peers up at you while nonchalantly trailing a finger up and down your shin, his tall frame making the place look even more cramped than it actually is. “But don’t you think this arrangement is more… interesting?”
You instantly deadpan, shrugging his touch off. “You think this is funny?”
He chuckles, waving a hand beside his head. “No, no, not at all! I’m grateful enough that you agreed to let me lay low for a while,” his voice then drops to an octave, those dark depthless eyes shamelessly staring at your legs. “Though I do admit that I enjoyed it a little too much.”
Your arms cross on your front as an imaginary tick mark appears on the side of your temple. “You’re lucky those huge piles of scrap metals are there to hide you, Nagumo.” You lift up a leg, the heel of your boot pressing against his chest while your own voice turns to a deathly lilt. “Pull shit like that again and I’ll crush you under my foot like you’re nothing.”
“Yeah?” The corners of his lips tug upwards as his tattooed hand gently closes around your ankle to rub figures on your skin. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. I expect nothing less from you.” Nagumo's ever so obnoxious smile grows into place as you clench your fists, holding back from landing a punch or two.
Preferably on that goddamn pretty face.
stepping on that man and putting him in his place is an essential need actually
©🅁🅈🄴🅂🄲🄰🄿🄰🄳🄴🅂. do not steal, translate or repost my work anywhere else !
#posts and hides in shame#what is he doing to me i need to get a grip#sakamoto days x reader#nagumo yoichi x reader#nagumo x reader#yoichi nagumo x reader#🥣 rye works#divider by saradika-graphics
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Love and Deepspace + Tumblr Text Post ↳ Sylus: No Defense Zone
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace sylus#x ; edits#lnds edits#lad txt#tumblr text meme#ummmmmmm#this wasn't supposed to have happened#😭😭😭#at least i wasn't planning on making a set for sylus until after reading the new chapters and memories#but the trailer for no defense zone was something else#i'm in my era of shameful sylus posting#and we all thought my zayne one was bad#this just feels feral#🫠#i'll do another one for his character once i'm more familiarized with him#this#i will not discuss any further#*hides*
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jayce and jinx as ballister and nimona cause someone on twitter made the comparison and i liked it a lot !!! :v



#arcane#jayce talis#jinx#arcane jayce#jinx arcane#jayce fanart#jinx fanart#fan art#hiding in the tags#nimona#kind of#i had to completely change the way i usually go at art for this#my usual style with lineart wouldn’t have worked#i posted to twitter like before going to sleep but no one cared so bad i privated my account and deleted the tweet do not test me i am full#of shame#maybe ill try again later#ok dawg#art#redraw#poster redraw
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*sighs*
🎨 @erineas (obviously for that kind of things 😮💨)
#undertale oc#esha#not my art#post ovulation shame#she's normal again you can't stop hiding#or not...
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Does tumblr like speedpaints ? Cuz this was so chaotic ...
I drew the silly horrorpod guys that are rotating in my brain like rotisserie chickens
Short gif animation (cw eyestrain) and closeups under cut !





#tma#the magnus archives#magpod#tma fanart#gerard keay#michael distortion#michael shelley#doorkeay#gerrymichael#magpod fanart#sorry tkluts moots Im hiding in shame#not posting in weeks and I come back with . this .#my art#artists of tumblr#odd art
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LISTEN
If you know you know
#I’ve been thinking about her for 24 hrs#I’m posting this late at night to hide my shame#but also I’m not#madame odile#my beloved#this isn’t spoilers right lol#isat#let’s go lesbians!!#she’s just so neat#ok bye#isat odile
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Me sitting here trying to figure out what the heck Eggman should be calling tails in this comic writing “tails” and “fox” and then realizing just now that HE SHOULD JUST BE CALLING HIM MILES WHY AM I SO FOOLISH IT SHOULD’VE JUST BEEN MILES THIS WHOLE TIME-
#knox rambles#i am outrageous by myself not thinking of the MOST OBVIOUS OPTION#ofc he’s gonna be formal call him by his name FACE IN HANDS#WHAT DO I DO NOW GO BACK AND CHANGE WHAT I’VE ALRADY POSTED?#I’m too lazy to do that#please just assume he’s been calling him miles this whole time while i hide my shame
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I'm sad these Adam and Eve designs were only ever used in one super niche game I really like them. It kinda evokes like diagrams of musculature to me
#03#smt posting#i really love the posing on eve too like having her hang her head and hide her face in shame
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(I found this old draft from like, early December! I remember it was a practice at writing dialogue and a bit of angst? I just remember sitting in an art class and typing it out lol, But I decided to clean it up a bit and post! Since I haven’t been posting often and I have about 60 drafts lined up, lowkey I can’t tell if it’s any good or not, since idk if my skills have grown since my wattpad days. I would’ve fully rewritten it, but I knew it would’ve been a pain so I just spell checked and replaced a few sentences.)
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(First scene takes place before lesson 16, second scene is during lesson 16. Also this is just a thing I thought of a while ago)
•CW: description of blood and dead body at the end.•
Mc has been staring at him for a while, hugging onto one of their pillows tightly, completely lost in thought. Mammon had brought them an extra cup of noddles, they had both just gotten back from RAD a while ago so they were reasonably hungry, and he apparently made two “by mistake” and just didn’t wanna waste it.(Mc thought it was a dumb excuse, but didn’t want to mention it and just accepted the food.) Though Mc had finished theirs a while ago, mammon was taking his sweet time, awkwardly staring down at the floor and occasionally flicking his eyes over at the human sitting no less then four feet away from him. It doesn’t cross their mind that he may be acting so awkward due to the fact that they have just been staring at him for the last ten minutes, but how could they really tell? Ever since they had made a pact with him, he’d been so awkward that it made levi look like an extrovert. As the seconds go by he wonders if he should question them, maybe there’s something wrong with them?? Why else would they be staring?? Or maybe there’s something on his face? Is his hair a mess? Is his shirt wrinkled? Why in the three realms won’t they just look away???
“do you like me?”
as they finally break the silence mammon chokes a bit, he coughs as his cheeks almost immediately get red,
“H-wh- I- What?!” “do you like me?” They asked it so casually, as if they were asking him if it were going to rain soon.
“O-of course I don’t!”
“then why do you hang around me?”
“because I HAVE to!”
“even at home?”
“yes!”
“how come?” They set their pillow to the side as they stare at him, he stammers
“I- well- because.. it’s… dangerous for you to be alone!”
Mc tilts their head slightly and furrows their brows, ”do you think your brothers would be a danger to me? Am I not safe here?”
“NO! I mean- uhm- obviously you’re safe here, I just.. you know I need to watch you!”
“but if I’m safe.. then why would you need to?”
“well-“ he pauses, his face somehow gets redder,
Mc smiles and scoots closer to him,
“you wanna know what I think?”
he side eyes them as they slowly start to smile,
“I think we’re friends,”
“PFFTT WHAAAT! NO! No. No we aren’t.”
“I think we are!”
“No” ”yes,” ”no-“ ”yes!” ”no!”
“Then I’ll ask again, How come you hang out with me?”
“I-“ as he pauses again to try and think of an excuse that wouldn’t cause anxiety or worry, he doesn’t want them to believe his brothers would hurt them- but he doesn’t want them to know the painfully obvious truth!!!! mc grins and wraps their arms around one of his,
“we’re frriendss~” they say in a sing songy voice, pressing their cheek against his shoulder. at this point he was so flushed you’d assume someone had came in and slathered red paint all other his face.
a bit of frustration creeps in as he yanks his arm from their grasp, and pulls them in for a tight hug as he avoids eye contact with them. If he can’t deny it, he might as well own it.. right??
“Well. I guess you WOULD want to be friends with the great mammon! It’s only natural!!”
a little surprised, mc giggles and wraps their arms around his torso in return,
“oh yeah, that’s totally it.”
“A- hey! Don’t be gettin all sarcastic!”
They turn their head to look up at him, at this point nearly laying in his lap. They stop giggling for a moment to smile at his face red face, they didn’t really mean to tease him, but he didn’t seem to be taking it to harshly. though still they apologize,
“I’m sorry, you’re right. Though you are a pretty good friend.”
“… really?”
his response surprises the both of them for a second, honestly he didn’t mean to say it, that was just an inside thought that managed to sneak out. He adjusts his arm to support the back of their head as he stares down at them.
“yeah, of course, I think you’re amazing mammon… and you’re doing a fantastic job… keeping me safe, that is.”
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That moment almost immediately enters his mind as he stares down at them, pulling their body closer into his chest as their blood slowly begins to soak his arms and lap.
he wasn’t doing a fantastic job. He didn’t. He hasn’t. Why would he let this happen? HOW could he let this happen? He’s holding his human, his mc, as his youngest brother laughs.
He can’t look away, his mind re-memorizing their face, their eyes looked straight ahead with no sign of life, unblinking. He cups their face, shaking them gently, wanting them to do something, anything. To laugh at him being so worried, to make a comment about all the commotion, to mumble something about Lucifer, to blink, to BREATHE, To do ANYTHING. he could feel their warmth fading away, they were so cold. They didn’t deserve to be cold.
His brain was so clouded that he hardly took notice of the door being opened and his brothers arguing coming to a stop, his head finally jerking up when someone spoke their name.
#obey me#obey me mc#obey me mammon#obey me one master to rule them all#obey me lucifer#obey me belphegor#obey me angst#obey me angst fic#Just something a bit old#Is it good? Idk#If not I’ll just post other stuff to hide from my shame lolol#There’s still probably spelling mistakes
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oh hey look i actually bothered to make the tickly version to this piece!! this is what was going on in my head when i drew the og
kink/nsfw/fetish blogs dni please!!!
#tickle art#my art#lee!blitz#ler!striker#i love that my striker 'redes' looks exactly like canon with almost no changes#and blitz is virtually unrecognizable. how it should be i think#im sorry you cant make me draw his fuckass forehead id rather die#helluva boss tickle#um. runs away and hides foresver#stri//ker is my biggest tkle crush.......ever#so this is shameful. im literally posting this and then immediately going to sleep LOL#sorry i havent drawn in a whilleeee ive been busy graduating college :)#also my birthday is tomorrwo so this is kind of a birthday present To Me
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apologies if youve had this asked before but i struggle sooooo fuckin hard to draw matts hair and you do it so well how do i do this arugh

for reference this is how i draw his hair and its just not great
(IGNORE THAT ITS HOMESTUCK IM ON MY KNEES IGNORE IT PLEEEASE)
MATT HAIR TUTORIAL!!!
ok first off I'm taking liberties with his design, obv his hair in canon is not as curly as i draw it. but ive gotten a couple asks like this so here is How I Draw Matt's Hair!!
Step 1: Bald Matt.
its always good to have a base to work off of. i cant imagine drawing the hair first lol

Step 2: Give him brain freeze
the general shape i like to use for matt's hair is like.. a cloud. or some ice cream. this is probably about what matt would look like if he didnt style his hair (ice cream drips nonwithstanding)
Step 3: tug
with the general shape language down, its time to shear it (in the mathematical, graphical, transformational sense). basically the hair goes up and forward, but still retains the fluff.
Step 4: misc
then its just the bonus bits! the puff on the back of his head, the semi-mullet, and the cute lil sideburns!
aaaand there you go! you look beautiful, matt.

....if it wasnt obvious, i tend to do most of the posing and visualizing in my head and just get straight to the lines. but ive also spent a lot of time just figuring out what shapes combine to make everyone, both for body types and their heads. everyones just made of shapes. thats how 3d objects be. including hair!!

also. you know i cant.

#hahaha i ramble#sketch#ask#is it obvious i havent found a way to stylize lips yet#every time i draw any character with visible lips i get ick#idk why#hiding my homestuck shame at the bottom of this post#ew matt#yeah sure ill tag her#FR THO I LOVE UR HOMESTUCK AU....#i swear i remember drawing them as trolls in high school#but i have not found it.#....probably for the best
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Just realised I have about 60k words worth of old-timey cowboys AU written that I have not drawn a SINGLE thing for
#Besides the piece that started it all of course#I really like this AU but it's so self-indulgent idk of anyone else would like the premise as much as I do#Noah is a little softer in this one but he kinda has to be#Martin is the son of the owner of the biggest ranch in a small town#Everyone knows him and think well of him type deal#He's his dad's golden child until he has an accident that ends up with him being bed bound#To which his father responds by hiding him away and never speaking about him again out of shame over the state of him#Cue Noah with a crush on him since he was a teenager#Until Martin vanished off the face of the earth#Years later he's still thinking about him and wondering what happened to him#He ends up taking a job at the ranch partly to help out his own dad but mostly because he's still drawn to the memory of Martin#While there he buys an ex-bucking horse to turn into his own working horse (Tansy) (She breaks Gabriel's hand. It's great)#Noah eventually figures out where it is they must be hiding Martin if he's still alive#And of course he has to break into the room in question to find him#They hit it off#Noah starts coming by in secret to keep him company or to bring him treats from town he hasn't had in years#And it all sort of spirals from there#Without revealing too much#I might post the very start on here cause it's one of my favourite things i've written#But i might have to do some art for it too#Not art#Outlaws AU
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alright listen. let the record show i do have oc art i could post but im soooooooooooooo estranged with art right now we're having a temporary divorce.
but i did manage to draw these after many a week of drawing absolutely nothing
sorry for getting into spn in 2024. you jump in to your friends' watch party (in s6, in some of s6's worst episodes) for funsies and then three days later youre watching s1 "just to have something in the background." and then you watch spn for 20 days straight from start to finish. and then the tragic little gay people haunt you
#spn#spn fanart#destiel#deancas#uuhhhh yea i do not know.#im hiding my shame via posting this at 2 in the morning#just kidding. i actually harbor very little shame. i just feel awkward everytime i post fanart#but spn grabbed me by my [i suppose the word is balls. i cant think of a word to put here besides balls. sorry] and pulled me in#so maybe i will draw more fanart idk maybe its what i need right now to get over my artblock#anyway. i think castiel should just be greying straight up. but dean also deserves to have some grey in there#dean winchester for a man who faces the horrors for always you have beautiful eyes and lashes#sols art#domestic destiel you will always be real to me
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okay but seriously all jokes aside I really do understand ivan. like having a schedule so packed and busy is so insanely draining no matter how long you've conditioned yourself to endure it. sacrificing certain things like lunch or sleep just to gain the slightest bit more time for yourself is something that feels almost essential to keeping yourself together and not feeling like you're losing yourself in the cycle completely. it's like its own little act of rebellion in a way, something along the lines of you can drown me in work and monotony but I'll keep carving these little spaces of time for what little I have for myself, even if I have to carve them out of my own chest. I will sacrifice parts of myself to ensure that I don't fully succumb to whatever you're trying to make me into. I am human, this is the proof, I will make time even if it ruins me. you know?? yeah. you get it
#man you know life is getting TOUGH when you read “skip lunch for personal time” on a fictional characters fictional silly interview#and then feel so empathetic and impacted by that fuckass sentence that it makes you emotional#sorry guys this is another para loser moment#its been rough man. like. i need to stop projecting seriously#“its not that deep!!!!!” you know what is though? my fucking eyebags man. ivans too i know he's hiding them somewhere somehow#anyway yeah. ivan you are so real.#i too indulge in unhealthy behavior just to feel the slightest bit in control of my life again#if ivans way of coping and keepin it together is to stare at till from across the cafeteria table and lick blood instead of lunch#well who i am to judge him man like. do what you gotta do#post of shame sorry guys im embarrassed to tag this#alnst#alien stage#alnst ivan#alien stage ivan#is this dramatic? yea. sorry#he ws just so real for that. do whatever you gotta do to cure that hashtag work life existential crisis king#PARA STOP PROJECTING CHALLENGE#para.musing
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I do wonder what Jericho and generally any android that has ever worshipped/followed/looked up to Markus would react like, finding out that he has had to kill fellow dying androids and rip them of their compatible parts at the scrapyard in order to walk the Earth again
Those were difficult circumstances, so I wonder: Would they blame him? Would they not be able to see him the same again? Or do they empathize and know/think that they would do exactly the same to survive? Do they maybe even know about the whole thing already? Did someone start telling the story of how Markus came back from the dead? Or do they sense it somehow? Has he talked about it to his close friends? Does he think about it? Or was it easy for him to move on because he knows it was the only way? Is that part of why he took on this role of helping all androids? To make up for it? Or does he 100% believe that it was justified?
#I don't stand behind *all* of those rhetorical questions btw#For example I kinda don't think that this has played a big role in his decision to lead them out of hiding#Could make for a nice concept though idk#I kinda like the thought of them just knowing the most#Not by a story but just by seeing him and sort of sensing it#Without that making them see him as a traitor or untrustably dangerous or any less Markus though#Maybe it sends a shiver down their spine whenever someone first meets him though#And then they realize that doesn't actually represent what he does#I also find it hard to believe that he'd regret it or feel immense shame about it though#I do think he'd think of them every once in a while and honor them though#Being thankful for the parts that let him continue living#Love how half of my thoughts are in the tags now lmao I'm not sure if I should take them out of here and place them in the actual post🥸#Detroit Become Human#detroit: become human#Dbh#Dbh thoughts#Dbh ramble#Ramble#Thoughts#Dbh Markus#markus rk200#Markus Manfred#Jericho#Dbh Jericho
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returning to my low quality meme roots. have this while i cook up something.
background from @art-of-arcane's post about stillwater
#arcane#arcane destroyed my life#all i think about is arcane#jayce talis#league of legends#jayce league of legends#he terrifies me#also tysm for giving my last post way more attention than i expected?? idk if this is okay to say in the post so im hiding it in the tags#out of shame because i dont know tumblr ettiquette
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