Why is it that all of the irl girls i know are really shitty and wont go into the forest with me naked and craft little articles of clothing out of cool shit and wont befriend animals and indulge in our urges (they don't haven the same urges as me) even though theyre all super hard and change to fast and cannot be accomplished and just say really mean thjngs but not in cool ways instead why do other girls (not on tumblr) judge me for things i can't control and why does every girl irl not share any similarities with me like the feeling of rot and wanting to date men that aren't real/are too hard for us to get and why don't girls irl wanna bake with me am i like not cool why is the only person that likes me just eugh and makes jokes about fucking kids and why am i too young for girls like me to hangout with me outside of tumblr this is so not fair!!!!!! I just wanna be in the early 2000s and shop at the mall, disappear into the fog, become a princess, become a sugar baby, become a thug, run an all girls gang, have an all girls sleepover, hangout with my gals in the retirement home, become cottagecore girls and be really good at cleaning and baking, make a cool rock/metal band and do a bunch of other shit with other girls like me and that get me truly but thats a lot to ask for. I just really wanna have friends that are girls that share my feelings even though i can't put them into words.
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I think the reason Benny designs are so varied and hard to pin is because some people remember the line that says he’s pretty and lean into it hard and others completely disregard it, do a 180 and make him like a Sopranos character.
It’s like he’s either someone’s uncles that laughs too hard at his own jokes while slapping you or random twink number 6. God bless those who have figured out how to merge the two.
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I'm so incredibly normal about Anthea and Concordia. Just like N they're orphans taken in by Ghetsis, and seemingly all they do within team plasma is care for N. In other languages they each have the title of 'goddess' or 'muse'. When you speak to them in Black and White they're both aware of the ways Ghetsis manipulated N, yet they did nothing - did they have any other options? Could they only watch? In both games they only ever speak about N. Concordia says that she doesn't "understand N's pure and innocent feelings", but she wants him to be happy and find his own goals.
They have so much potential!!! Did they stay with the members of Team Plasma who still follow N because they wanted to, or because they had nowhere else to go? They've barely changed over the two years between BW and B2W2, swapping their more goddess-like outfits for more practical but just as feminine ones. Do they stay like this they want to, or because just as N was raised to be a king, they were raised to be caring, motherly 'goddesses'?
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i wanna know more about the jerries/jeris
do you want to know the most horrific thing about them?
the lords did nothing to make them the way they are.
yes, the jerry jr was turned into the axeman because of the witchwood, which does what it does because of the lords, but everything leading up to that is just human nature. i see the "girl jeri is nibbly" or "they were influenced by a lord to do the thngs they do" and i need people to understand that that's just. not true. they're just like that. they were taught to be like that by their parents and, more accurately, their church. it's horrifyingly accurate how religion has shaped them into non-functional human beings, who would rather potentially lose their child to the many, many dangers of the literal woods than admit that they had sex outside of marriage.
it's only because it's hatchetfield that jerry jr grew the way he did. there was no lord's intervention in their decision to keep the baby, or to drop out of school to care for him, or to keep him seperated from any other people, or to revolve their lives around the idea that they'd committed a sin and needed to pay by pushing celibacy rather than. i don't know. properly raising their child. it was the way they were taught. the toxic pushing of overexaggerated christian ideals is what molded them. can you imagine being in their place? being a scared teenager and knowing that if you told any of the people you care about most your secret that they would shun you and disown you?
the only people they felt any kind of safe around were each other; of course they're going to be codependent. and even then, they're disgusted by each other for leading them to sin. they're stuck together unwillingly, because without the other, they're alone.
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