#pwease support this lmao

[shima-draws]

I’ve been having really bad toothaches the past couple days so I went to the dentist to see what was going on and. I have to get a crown. Not even a FUN crown. The tooth type of crown that is really expensive and has a time consuming procedure and I

[melancholysway]

TMNT unpopular opinion #3 (Mutant Mayhem)

Y’all might not like this one😬

But no cap if y’all make TMNT Mutant Mayhem SMUT or poly/tcest anything that’s smut I’m fr giving you a BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE. CRIMINAL OFFENSIVE SIDE EYE

because look at them??? They’re kids. Like they look like they’re barely pushing 13. Bffr.

Mikey looks 8.

To be honest, TMNT Rise & 2012 smut are no no’s for me personally, I just think they’re wayyy to young no matter how I look at it & Mutant Mayhem just got added to the list 😭🤌🏻

// UPDATE: someone wanted to be cute & anonymously send me their opinion on what I said, so let’s make something clear

1) say it with your chest 😭don’t be anonymous, I wasn’t gonna post it regardless but I will address it- I wasn’t gonna hate you because you said what you said, I respect peoples opinions, I know how to mind my business💀

2) I was thinking about answering it publicly so people can see it but I don’t want negativity posted on my page- we don’t do that here❗️❗️BUT (comma) I couldn’t help but notice the way it was worded, & when you word something a certain way and come across as aggressive or hostile, about how I’m insinuating it’s okay to write it about the others then I’m coming for your neck 💀

It’s merely stating that with this upcoming film that’s about the earliest years of their teens, we shouldn’t see it as an opportunity to throw it in the wringer like the other incarnations. I only mentioned smut/tcest/poly because Bayverse TMNT is the one that just so happens to have A LOT of that shit. It’s why I don’t like bayverse that much.

I’m not the fanfiction police though, at the end of the day, people are gonna write, and wtf are we gonna do? Tell them to stop?😭 “p-pwease stop writing that! It’s wrong!🥺🥺”😭they really don’t give a fuck let’s be honest LMAO

And it was definetely worded to where I’m the bad guy for saying how I felt about potential fics about MM. “you’re literally 20” Okay? You want a sticker bro😭?

Notice how on my request box steps & rules post, I said, (CONTEXT: the reasons why your After Dark request wasn’t fulfilled) : “5) (for my After Dark blog) you requested for the turtle(s) of your choice to be younger, as you may be a minor. I will only write for the OLDER turtles (2007, bay, you get the idea.)” (me, literally the first ever posts I did for my Masterlist)

2007 is the ONLY verse where I’ve written a smut fic about and it went hand in hand with my Serendipity fic, the turtles are older in the 2007 version, it’s literally stated in the movie 🤨 I clearly state that I’m NOT writing for the others. So if you wanna come for me come correct. I even bumped all supporting characters a year/2 years up to being around if not 20. I didn’t write the way I would’ve written when I was 15 on Quotev or 16 on Wattpad.

[lockandkeyhyena]

Tricks up my sleeves took YEARS to be completed and they want to pretend they didn't know about the drama until now? After admitting they unfollow anyone who DARES bring up what shitty things ppl in the community are doing?? It's such BS what are yall talking abt them acting reasonably. Have any of you read the actual comment they made, there's a reason they're being so vague about "problematic" stuff the artists did because both drew CP and one of them STILL HAS A PLATFORM. If you replaced problematic artists in their comment with "people who sexualize children" it'd sound insane hence why they're being so vague and weird about it. It's pure manipulation folks!! Also they supported JK Rowling with a drawing for her birthday on twitter and said they "didn't agree with her views" but were still gonna support her. This is that same attitude but for people who did something that is literally ILLEGAL what do u mean reasonable this is one of the worst responses I've seen in my life??

They made it all about "poor me the internet is so mean just bc I put some bad people who did bad things [they rlly don't wanna mention what was actually done LMAO] Im a grown ass adult who thinks I shouldn't have any responsibility to protect my mostly child audience pwease tell me I sound reasonable." We are not rewriting this narrative to be nice to them come on guys.

Their care about the victims to these people is SO PISS POOR, they won't even add A WARNING A WARNING a sentence in the desc saying 'hey these two people suck don't watch if that would upset you'. Then at the same time are telling people to just not watch it if they don't like it? HOW??? IF YOU WON'T WARN THEM WHAT'S IN IT THEY CAN'T AVOID IT?? Almost like admitting they have two abusers in their map would be like... A bad look or something and they care abt that more than others safety or comfort.

Also they deleted my reply to their comment saying all this so no, they're not "being reasonable" this is purely and simply protecting the horrible artists who did that shit. Let's not play devil's advocate for ppl who draw CP please-

jesus christ calm down i was just giving my uninformed opinion on the situation because people asked. did you not see my reply adding that if they purposefully blocked people warning about dangerous people in the fandom, they have no right to complain when people point out that they have unsafe people in their map?

how the fuck did you jump from that to me ‘playing devils advocate for people who draw cp’???

if i sound defensive its because i. am. obviously.

[ruvviks]

HELLO..... 1, 4, 10, 27, 38, 50 and 67 for lorelei pwease 🤲

d&d oc asks!

1) what drives them? what’s their ultimate goal?

lorelei is driven by her need to understand. she isn't necessarily after knowledge because of power or something like that it's just that she wants to understand how it all works for like, peace of mind i guess? i haven't worked out all the details of her backstory yet but especially considering she's a firbolg, time passes and she grows old so slowly and those around her age faster and well she's a chronomancy wizard because she wants to UNDERSTAND. why do her friends have to die so quickly while she herself lives so much longer. it's just not fair

on top of that she has difficulty working through things and grieves very long, especially the longer something or someone has been in her life the harder it is for her to let go. she knows it's not possible to make things eternal so to say and wouldn't be chasing after that but she's more just looking for a way to make things easier, and not just for herself but also for everyone else struggling with the same things

4) what one person, place, or thing do they love more than anything else?

now it would be very easy to mention vatha here because lorelei and vatha end up together BUT. i'm going to be honest with you here and say it's ward <3 lorelei and ward traveled together before they got the whole party together and lorelei cares about that dumb man so fucking much it's unreal. they're besties they're worsties they're partners in crime they're gay lovers they're homophobic to each other they would kill for each other they would kill each other they would die for each other. do you understand me

all jokes aside ward IS very important to her because they're each other's support system. they're each other's number one fan but in like a reliable way? if lorelei needs ward's honest opinion on something she's come up with or made then she knows that he WILL be honest with her. and that's very important to her. and to have someone who is like that with her and who she herself can be honest with too while knowing that it won't push them apart is SO good

10) what inspired this character’s creation?

i was building a new party to start writing a story for and i REALLY wanted a firbolg especially after critical role campaign 2 so that's what lorelei started as :) initially meant to be a sorcerer but then campaign 3 started and imogen was introduced and i was like Well i can't do that there's too many similarities then. so i went with wizard instead <33 i used to have another firbolg character at some point but that was for a school assignment so i basically grabbed the essence of her and used that as inspiration for lorelei LMAO

27) how do they usually dress? why do they dress the way they do?

lorelei mostly wears dresses with light armor over and under it! very flowy and silky fabrics but none of that very expensive stuff it's mostly just. cheap fabrics with some sort of magical enhancement to it to make it look shinier and stuff like that :) she often wraps the bottom part of the dress kind of sort of around her legs with special wraps to make it more like a jumpsuit sort of?? if that makes sense?? does the same thing when wearing skirts when the party needs to travel on foot for a long time. not a fan of actual pants but she will begrudgingly wear them when absolutely necessary

one thing about lorelei is she just loves dresses and loves being able to move around freely. which is why she mostly wears those :)

38) do they see themselves as an important part of their party?

lorelei does yeah! she thinks everyone in the party is very important and that would obviously include herself then, she's not the only spellcaster but she does have a lot of very powerful spells the others don't have. especially the ones that are more chronomancy based :) she's also the tallest of the party and when i say tall i mean TALL. which is very good for being able to see things and intimidation

50) do they have a go-to beverage, alcoholic or nonalcoholic?

lorelei will drink essentially anything but she is a sucker for warm mocha cream chocolate milk. i was too lazy to come up with a name for the drink but that's essentially all the ingredients <3 makes you very sleepy so it's perfect to drink after dinner

67) do they consider themselves to be special?

lorelei would definitely consider herself to be special but more subconsciously than actively so. she knows what she's capable of and knows that not many others would follow into her footsteps especially with how dangerous chronomancy can be and she also knows that she's not still alive because of pure luck. there's skill involved there. she's worked very hard to get to where she's at now and she's very proud of herself for that :D

[faerune]

8, 19, 22, 36, 40, 43 for ginny x logan pwease? 🥺💖

my brainrot for them requires medical attention lately

What do the like best about their partner? Logan admires Ginny's passion and defiant will to do right. Ginny is fucking stubborn and frustrating and a lot of the time is pessimistic except when realizing she can use herself to make a difference. She's the Chaotic Good to his Lawful Good. I think for a little bit (or maybe forever) Logan has been annoyed/coasting in his job as Seraph Captain. It makes him happy to feel that own rebellious spark in him reignited by her. She could do anything she puts her mind to and she makes him feel like he could do the same.

Ginny loves the stability Logan provides. Which is funny because she's so used to being independent it takes her a sec to like...accept it and lavish in it. She doesn't trust anything as far as she can throw it so trusting that Logan (who not too long ago the pair of them were...at odds to say the last) will be there to catch her when he falls is hard for her. But he is, time and time again. And he's home to her. Not only does he represent Divinity's Reach...all the good and bad is still her HOME and he's such a touchstone during the Personal Story of the OG game that she just...associates him with home so quickly. It's warm and safe and comforting with him. Something she's never had.

What do they fight about? What are their arguments like? How do they make up? Everything at first lmao. He's a guard captain and she's a thief it's kind of easy for them to be a lil...suspicious of each other. Plus he's noble and from a Prestigious (tm) line and she's just...a street rat. So they have differing views and aren't afraid to challenge each other on them (particularly Ginny).

Later in their relationship, most of their fights come from caring about each other. Logan is overprotective and that chafes Ginny. Particularly he worries about her work for the Order of Whispers. He's fine with it, he understands their value, he just doesn't like secrets and that's a hard habit to break. Especially when Ginny has always been a slippery person. Trust is a big thing with them and the wounds brought on by mistrust are big and need attention from them. Ginny hates being mistrusted by Logan and Logan hates feeling like he can't trust her. It's a cycle :') They work through it, it's just one of their Problems.

Does their work ever interfere with the relationship? Lmao to say the least yes. At least prior to Logan becoming Pact Marshal, then they're working way more in sync. Although, Ginny did like teasing him and playing into having the Seraph Captain wrapped around her finger I will admit.

What’s their greatest strength as a couple? Their weakness? Even though I said it's their biggest weakness, trust is one of their biggest strengths. They also motivate and support each other so well. Always encouraging, offering a place to fall back into if something happens. Like they have back up plans in each other and that offers a lot of comfort. Weakness....well see above.

Any special memories? Do they have a special place they like to go to? So a few weeks into Logan's recovery after HoT Ginny-No particular places that they're attached to but they're both secretly very sentimental and keep the letters they sent each other during Zhaitan's War.

Do they talk often? What about? Ginny talks quite a bit and I think Logan likes that weirdly enough. Obviously he responds and they do talk quite a bit but he likes not having to be the one to carry that because he spends so much of his time doing that and putting on veneers and a show. His job has become quite performative when he finally steps down and accepts position as Pact Marshal.

[risingsh0t]

🖊 🖊 + Nicole, Daeana and Willa pwease <3

Nicole

🖊️ her costume for tina's halloween party was ash from evil dead (but make it cute). her boxer/labrador mix is also named after ash.

🖊️ i haven't spent a ton of time on this, and idk if I ever will lmao, but since nicole is an occasional member of hellfire to support eddie...I like to think she'd play a half-elf ranger.

Daeana

🖊️ she loves to collect shells, dried coral, & other things found in and around the sea. she'll often make little sculptures with what she finds!

🖊️ she'd always been jealous of her brother daeron's ship, true heart. not to use as a warship, but just to sail. once she got wavebreaker she didn't need a ship anymore 😌

Willa

🖊️ before the outbreak, willa trained in several restaurants and went to culinary school (but had to drop out) before settling as a personal chef.

🖊️ she had a history with marlene which led her to joining the fireflies for a time, which is where she originally met tommy. she eventually leaves too, but it's quite a while after he does.

[raijinhasverybigpecs]

God Concept: Tu’er Shen, the Leveret Spirit 🐇

“While other gods may proclaim endlessly over the power they have over their domains, causing no end of trouble for their fellow pantheon members and their followers as a result, Tu’er Shen patiently and quietly tends to those who request his services with unmatched loyalty and dedication.”

(in-game appearance notes, voicelines & other links below!)

introduction (this part’s in the photo but it’s a lil hard to read so it’s here as well!)

this concept is super inspired by kaios’ concept for tu’er shen (which you’ll find linked below), i loved his ideas for rabbit lad and wanted to add more to the concept. my final kit concept is a lil bit similar but i think i’ve changed enough for it to not be a copy lmao. anyways, i’ve wanted a hunter support since i played tyrande a while ago in heroes of the storm. she was super fun and the mix of dealing strong consistent damage and still being able to support allies is something i’d kill to have in smite

tu’er shen is also a really cool god, and recently I’ve been provoked by my mutuals making lots of god concepts when i haven’t made any in a very long time lol (if you remember my other smite oc you’re a real stan). obvs i don’t think hi-rez would do him justice and gamerbros would totally complain about the Gays™ shoving their insatiable need for Representation™ down their throats and what not but it’s still a fun concept regardless!

the stats may not be perfect bc i have no idea about that stuff but best rabbit boy is here and now i can say i put effort into making something for myself lmao.

(also i know tu’er shen wasn’t THAT closely associated with rabbits as it was a slang word for the Gays(tm), hence the joke reference lol)

in-game appearance

bc i can’t draw I just made my boy in the sims lol BUT in-game he’s gotta be stylish as all hell. it’d probs be a cute red changshan embroidered w/ a rabbit pattern but I also want the outfit to have kinda magical girl vibes and also be Horny™ so I think something like this could kinda slay.

add a few changes like so:

fuck dragons, let’s get some rabbit detailing up in this bitch

make that boob window BIGGER and make it into a love heart shape ;^)

give it a sleeve on one side, cut it to reference ‘the passion of the cut sleeve’

probs make the shorts longer lol.

add some iconique high heeled boots and sexci stockings

and add a mask bc statues of him show him w/ a mask...

...and there’s nothing more gay than a good mask lmao. i think he’d wear the mask at first at then take if off as his introduction animation :) and now we’re basically done! just in general make tu’er shen’s in-game appearance thotty and semi-traditional (it worked for nu wa and daji lmao).

voicelines

god selection

“Tu’er Shen!” (duh)

introduction

“Is anyone in need of my services?”

“Let’s see what I can do.”

“Wonder if there are any cute gods around? Wait, no! Work first, then play later!”

“In their own ways, everyone here is fighting for love.”

(this isn’t an official one but as a joke it was highly entertaining) “Come on Season 6 let’s get sickening!”

abilities

ability 1 - passion arrow

“Fallen for me yet?”

“I’ve got you!”

“Coming for your heart!”

ability 2 - matchmaker

self/ally match - male gods only

“Our connection is strong.”

“Let your heart speak to me.”

self/ally match - general

“Together we’re stronger.”

“I’ve got your back.”

ally/ally match

“You’d make a good pair.”

“Another successful match.”

ally/enemy

“Swipe left next time!”

“This’ll end badly.”

ability 3 - bunny hop

“Excuse me!”

“Coming through!”

ability 4/ultimate - romantic rush

“Feel the love!”

low health

“I will not give in just yet.”

“I don’t mind playing rough, but this is a bit too much even for me...”

items

when placing wards

“Reveal their hearts to me little ward.”

“Any romantic confessions I should be aware of?”

when buying consumables

“Isn’t this interesting?”

“The colour is lovely.”

when buying offensive items

“I don’t want to harm others but if I must.”

“Love hurts indeed...”

when buying defensive items

“Will this protect my ears?”

“Hope this won’t slow me down.”

“Even the gods have to use a little protection.”

kills

when in a killstreak

“I can heal them later on, right?”

“Love never misses its mark.”

when killing a jungle boss

“That creature was awfully big...”

“Thank you for your sacrifice.”

when destroying a tower

“Love conquers all, man and structure alike.”

“Ack, that’s so loud!”

death

“You’ll never kill my spirit...”

“Love is eternal...”

links/resources

kaios’ super cool concept for tu’er shen you should check out as it’s cooler than mine lol. his art of tu’er shen goes full furry and it’s kinda cute ngl

other links you can read for more information about tu’er shen: 1, 2

a beautiful short film about tu’er shen helping a guy accept his sexuality, gore warning towards the end

(also thanks for reading this if you cared enough to get to the end lmao)

[dyrwoodan]

elearyc and ifan have been bickering the entire time on the nameless isle and i can’t tell if it’s just friendly bickering or if i said something at some point and now we are in some kind of a rivalry or if the atmosphere is simply tense and everyone’s nerves are a bit strained because of the whole ascension thing but :/ i don’t like this :/ What is going On

[glorywaited]

Yo. You're such a fantastic writer. I can /see and hear/ Cass when I read anything by you, and it makes every post overflow with emotion. Not to mention your art, which I only ever got to see one piece of, but it was enough to leave me in awe! And you're so easy to talk to, you make me feel comfortable to share the good and the bad, because I know you'll be supportive. I hope the next year lets us make some great memories, and brings you so much joy, because you deserve it. I love you!

2019 is almost over !! send what u want to tell me or cass !! || accepting

PWEAAAASE ur so sweet n welcoming n i was so lil bit scare of u at first but u approached me n talked to me ooc n u make me feel so comfortable too now n we both appreciate cass where so many hate her or disrespect her character n we share headcanons n i felt alone in my hcs before u so im so glad we just ended up on the same page so well weeps !! i always try to be very supportive cause people deserve that n it’s hard talking to people rly !! but u deserve that cause u extend same to me n tbh it’s nice getting to write with n talk to someone who also don’t speak english as first language it makes me feel like…less scared of messing up ?? if that makes sense… but aa i just rly like getting to write with u too n u have so many muses ur so obviously passionate about n i love seeing that passion on my dash !! n u give me cass.unzel n lance / cass rarepair n my guilty pleasure N DAD ANGST I CRY ?? n i adoooooore u sm !!!!!!! thank u for blessing me !! i hope next year it will be so shiny for u too n i look forward to much more time getting to talk to u n to write with u n develop our muses n relationships !!

this got rly rambly but bhdajksmd ily n would die for u pls kno this !! i hope ur anxiety will ease for u this next year n i hope u will experience sm more happiness because u deserve it njkasd n weeps thank u about my art aa i dont share often but thank u sm jnaksmd urs is so nice too n i love seeing it on my dash when u post !!

@grcwingstrcng

[vicholas]

The entire Bosse and Miranjo’s relationship is so hysterical to me. She killed his first wife, he didn’t kick her out or anything, and then immediately later she was like 🥺 pwease marry a new woman to have another son and also i’ll kill her later and he was like wow miranjo how can i say not to you...

The series is built on strong relationships between characters and I feel like these two are no exception, but they serve as counterbalance to the positive relationships in the show. As far as we know they have strong loyalty towards each other just as much as Bojji and Kage, but unlike how Bojji and Kage bring the best out of each other and help to make each other grow and improve, Miranjo and Bosse are like... What happens when two people are negative influences on each other and create terrible consequences while still caring about each other as much as those positive relationships do.

I really think Bosse’s genuinely wants Miranjo to be happy and that’s why he lets her do whatever she wants, because I really don’t think he’s doing it because afraid of her killing him or anything (especially not in present day where he’s very much not afraid of death), but because it lines up with what we’ve seen of them and it makes so much sense narratively for them to be what happens when two people care about each other but are nevertheless extremely toxic for each other.

Bojji and Kage, Hiling and Dorshe, they love each other a lot and support each other in any way they can, but also aren’t afraid to confront each other when the other is doing something they find wrong (Kage confronting Bojji for doubting Hiling, Dorshe objecting when Hiling asked him to execute Domas or when he stopped her when she tried to kill Bosse), I think this is the major aspect that makes their relationships positive unlike Miranjo and Bosse, in that Bosse go-to method to dealing with disagreements with her is to be nonconfrontational and just let her be and maybe boycott it in secret (like with Hiling’s first assassination attempt), but he never deal with her directly.

I just think it's the way of the series of saying look this is what happens when you're just nonconfrontational and enabling in your relationships lmao.

[jadedxrealityw]

-Big Win- Draco Malfoy x Female Reader

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   Request:  Hi! I know you’ve been doing a lot of Draco x hufflepuff reader recently so in case you don’t want to do this one, no worries💘 but I wanted to request another Draco x Hufflepuff reader and she’s on the Hufflepuff quidditch team and they won a game against gryffindor (or any house) and he makes it super special for her in his dorm and they’re like cuddling and he’s so sweet to her and so proud of her and it’s super duper fluffy pwease 🥺🥺have a great day and no pressure to write this💕💕

   Kody- this is hella cut ngl. Lets just see if i can live up to this magnificent plot idea lmao.

   House: Hufflepuff

   Warning: possible cursing, Draco being the most supportive boyfriend ever, and fluff all around. Slightly mature themes.

   ♡~🐍~♡

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   “Gotta be faster than that, Potter!” you yell as you zip past the chosen one on your broom. You can vaguely hear his laughter from behind you. Yes, both you and Harry Potter were seekers on your individual Quidditch teams and both very competitive when i came to the both of you.

   you spotted the shiny little devil a couple of feet before you. A smirk graces your lips as you fly towards it. Just as you were about to reach it, out the corner of your eyes you saw Bludger coming straight for you. Eyes widened, you duck quickly and snapped your head towards the direction it came from.

   “What the hell guys!” you snap. Both George and Fred Weasley give you a devilish smile and shrug their shoulders “Sorry princess! It’s just the game. You know we worship the ground you walk on!” George yells. You roll your eyes and turn back to the action. Shit. Harry potter was chasing the snitch.

  “Bye!” you yell to the twins and begin to chase after the snitch as well. You and Harry were both next to each other  “Hey Harry” you say casually and he chuckles “You know we’re head to head right now right Y/n?” he asked, pushing ahead of you. “No, not really actually” you say, a smirk growing.

  Harry’s face twisted in confusion “and why’s that?” he said, questioning your cocky attitude. You start to shift on your broom “Because i’ve already won” you send him a wink before standing up on the broom. Was what you were about to do dangerous and stupid, yeah.

  “Y/n don’t!” Harry shouts. Ignoring him, you jump off your broom and grab the snitch in your hand. You looked up and saw your broom catching up to you. ‘Shit, shit. Fall faster!’ you thought and reach out for it. You grab it in your hands and mount it again.

  you instantly fly up and stop in the middle of the field. You hold up the snitch and the Hufflepuffs roar in cheers and screams. “Y/n has caught the golden snitch! 150 points to Hufflepuff! Hufflepuff wins!” Lee yells into the horn. You hear your teammates cheering as well as they all fly down.

  you land on the ground and Harry follows as well. “Good job Y/n. You deserve the win” he says and holds out his hand for you to shake. You smile and pull him into a hug “Thanks Harry! You were great too!” the Gryffindor boy laughs and hugs you back as well.

  a cough intruder your guys embrace and you let go of the boy. “Hands of my girlfriend, Potter” Draco scowls at him. Harry holds his hands up in defense before walking away. Draco’s expression softened when he sees you and he rushes to lift you up in his arms.

  “I’m so proud of you, love. You were amazing!” he shouts. You chuckle and push away from him “I’m sweaty Draco!” he shakes his head and grabs the back of your neck, pulling you into a sweet kiss “I could care less, plus you look kind of hot like this. except i imagined you sweaty from something else”

  you hit his shoulder with your broom “Perv!” you shout. Draco rolls his eyes and grabs your broom from you “Alright, go shower and meet me outside the Slytherin common room okay?” he says, grabbing your hand. You nod giving him a toothy grin.

  “Okay, i’ll see you later”

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   your hair was still a bit damp from your shower, but you were standing outside the Slytherin common room nonetheless. You looked at your outfit and wondered if it was a bit to much, but it was Draco so it shouldn’t really matter. The portrait opened and you expected to see your boyfriend.

   but instead it was Blaise Zabini. He gave you a big smile “Good job out there Y/n, you were amazing!” he congratulates you and you both share a very manly fistbump. “Thanks!” he nods and looks towards the portrait “Waiting for Draco?” he asked and you nod. He turns back and whispers the password for you.

   “Well thank you” you say and he nods before taking his leave. You walk in and look around the common room. Draco was nowhere to be seen, but you did see another certain Slytherin “Theo!” you shout. The brown haired boy turns and makes his way over to you “Hey hey Y/n! The big winner!”

   smiling, you chuckle softly “I’m great thank you. Do you know where Draco is?” you ask. Theo looks like he’s thinking for a moment “His dorm. You know where it is right?” he asked and you give him a thumbs up. You wave to the Slytherin boy before leaving the common room and heading towards the boys dorms.

   you walk down the hall until you reach Draco’s room. Being the weirdo you were, you slowly turn the doorknob and kick the door open “Draco!” you shout, leaving the boy startled. He dropped the tape he was holding and jumped back “Damnit Y/n, you can’t do that!”

   you break out into laughter and hold your stomach. Soon it starts to die down as you notice that his room was decorated. A banner saying ‘Congratulations Y/n’ hung over his bed and there was a small basket laying on his desk, it looked to be full of sweets and cauldron cakes. 

   also on his bed was a two trays that had food on them. Your mouth gaped “Is this all for me?” you ask, your voice very small now. Draco rolls his eyes, picking up the tape from the ground “No it’s for my other Hufflepuff girlfriend named Y/n” he says sarcastically. You sigh deeply and stand up straight.

   “you didn’t have to do all this Draco” you gush, holding a hand over your heart. He shakes his head, sauntering over to you. “Everytime i win a match you go all out for me, so it’s only fair i do the same” he explains. You chuckle and shakes your head slowly.

   “everytime you win a match all you want me to do is to show up naked in your dorm” you narrow your eyes slightly. Draco smirks and raises a brow “Yeah, but it means alot to me so, let’s eat” you nod as you both walk over to the bed and sit down. You put the tray over your lap and smile.

   “Did you make this yourself?” you ask, picking up the fork and he smiles, nodding “anything for you, Y/n” he leans over and plants a firm kiss to your temple. You both begin to eat your food with occasional kisses here and there. He was surprisingly a really good cook.

   after eating you both ate some sweets and while you were licking a sugar quill. Draco decided to get handsy and began to kiss you all over. He gripped your waist as he licked your lips. Saying how sweet you tasted. What a perv, but he was your perv so it didn’t matter.

   ♡~🐍~♡

   his grey eyes flutter open and he’s met with your sleeping face, blanket up to your bust to cover your bare body. He smiles at you before leaning down to kiss your head. He watches you shuffle in your sleep and unconsciously cuddle into his chest. His arms snake around you “Congratulations Love”

   ♡~🐍~♡

   Kody- they said fluff and i did fluff and a bit of spice. Im terrible i know. Anyways, peace.

[kaminohana]

the meme man full analysis

Yeehaw here we go. Analysis of Mikoto Kayano’s video and song, along with some theories about the many themes and symbols in the video. Note: If there’s any other supplemental material for him out there, I haven’t read it. This is just an analysis with the music video we were given. If I happen to miss stuff that was mentioned before, I may talk about it in another post lmao

I was SUPER invested in this video as I watched it and soon realized “Oh shit, I think Mikoto’s plural”. Cuz, you know, I’m plural too (not disclosing what kind) and it felt SO good to see some actual parallels to stuff I go through- though of course not to Mikoto’s degree.

That said, I feel I should make a disclaimer in passing: yes, portraying your only plural character as homicidal ain’t the best representation. But, you know, we’ve seen other cases like that in Milgram so I’m just gonna leave it at that. Personally, I’m not that offended because the execution is SO top-notch. Though, hey, I totally understand how this can be very frustrating to other systems to see plurality depicted in such an unhealthy light- if it’s not for you, it’s not for you.

Keep in mind the point of the Milgram series is to make you uncomfortable in so quickly incriminating someone; if you’re hesitating to determine someone as guilty, hey, that’s probably intended and good! It’s about personal decision, so I’m not going to judge you one way or the other in voting. I just find it fascinating how these videos can put us in such conflict. This is all just my own perspective, BTW, so if you disagree with some of these points, good! I’m just hoping to share my thoughts since I can make a lot of connections. I’m by no means an expert in plurality or tarot, I just have some background in both and decided to try my hand at this analysis, so I really don’t the final say on what’s going on in the video.

Now, onto the actual video analysis.

I’m sticking with the basic idea that Mikoto is split into two parts; his more loveable, gentler side, which I referred to in another post as Softboy Mikoto, and the more violent side which may be acting as a catharsis to his frustrations. I referred to this side previously as the Devil alter, as he is depicted with the Devil major arcana tarot card. I can see how this could be taken badly, so for now I’m just going to refer to him as the shadow alter. There are many themes of duality in the video, most commonly with the symbol of the half moon which appears so many times. Shadow of the moon etc etc. I’ll be bringing this up several times as I analyze the lyrics. I’ll be breaking down the lyrics as evidence to support the idea that Mikoto is plural, and to show how softboy Mikoto (and shadow alter Mikoto) view this particular relationship and how this culminates in murder. Sometimes I refer to Mikoto (as a whole), softboy Mikoto, or shadow alter Mikoto depending on what I’m trying to describe in the below.

First piece: the title. MeMe. Me x2. A dead giveaway, like Umbilical. Also, it can be a meme, which is interesting taking the definition of the word meme in this context: “an element of a culture or system of behavior passed from one individual to another by imitation or other nongenetic means” (Oxford Dictionaries).  HMMMM. I know memes are generally within the context of a community, but I think it’s interesting to actually apply this to Mikoto. What exactly is being passed on? Could we argue that Mikoto’s frustrations from one of his parts is being passed on to the other? Interesting to think about, though it may not be relevant.

Going into the lyrics:

So from here I’m guessing there was a point in Mikoto’s life where his plurality was not an issue; or, potentially, there was a time before his split. These were the good times.

Playing dead vs. being alive – representing duality. May refer to how, when one side has their way, the other is locked away in the headspace with no control, thus feeling like being dead. In the context of “if only”, perhaps he’s wishing that he just didn’t do anything if only to prevent things from getting this far.

“If” I could end- I believe Mikoto (particularly softboy Mikoto) is saying “Hey, I have no control over my other side. If I did, would things still be the same? Would I still be ‘letting’ this happen?”

“Keep it” and “hide it away” I feel like are both representative of his shadow alter and of the desires that alter represents. Many words related to destruction are tied to this alter, so it could be seen as Mikoto trying to hide those urges as well.

“’I’ will save ‘me’”- this is a very interesting line that I think very well encapsulates the shadow alter’s initial motives; he’s saying “hey, I’m going to take care of us,” I believe to try and convince softboy Mikoto to let him out. As far as if softboy Mikoto can actually “let” him out is TOTALLY up for debate.

Part of the reason I refer to the other alter as softboy Mikoto is because there are softer words I notice used by him in the song; here’s I’m seeing “snuggle”, so I think this side of him is more vulnerable and soft.

SWITCH, shake up that brain- wow couldn’t be any more obvious here

This is where the chorus starts. This I think is from softboy Mikoto’s perspective, PARTICULARLY when he’s trapped in the headspace. There are many forms of plurality IRL in which alters cannot simultaneously front, so one or more are “pushed” back into the headspace. This very act occurs several times throughout the song in the weird minimalist vaporwave shadow realm room, where the tarot cards are. During this time, we can assume that is when the shadow alter is fronting. Softboy Mikoto slowly starts to become more helpless and fearful in this space as the song goes on, and this is where he makes his celtic cross tarot spread that quite frankly defines the whole song. I discussed that in my other post.

Another facet of plurality that is applied here is amnesia, which is common, especially when alters are pushed back to the headspace. Within the headspace, there may be a lack of awareness to the outside world, which Mikoto seems to express in his confused sentiments like the above (in the video, he is also scratching his head, which as a gesture can represent being confused). “Why am I here?” can act as a double entendre, both referring to “Why have I suddenly been pushed to this headspace?” as well as the whole point of Milgram- “Why am I in prison?”. He may not be aware of exactly what he did, hence why he feels it’s a mistake. He may be experiencing amnesia of what his shadow alter is doing, so he doesn’t even know what crime he committed. However, he at least has enough awareness to tell someone else is present in his body doing things, so he begs the viewer “Hey, just watch whatever my body is doing and it’ll all eventually make sense. I don’t have access to this information, but you do.” I thought this was an interesting fourth wall break.

The truth revealing itself could also be the truth coming to light from the particular tarot reading he does in the headspace; note that the cards only seem to be appear in this place and not in the outside world. So softboy Mikoto is trying to figure out what’s going on this way. If he can’t figure it out himself, maybe the cards can give him some direction.

Another duality- “I won’t forgive you if you reveal the truth” vs. “However I know I’m right when I say I’m innocent”. Or he could be right about something else.

I’m wondering if the breaking here is just reflecting the shadow alter or is softboy Mikoto actually wishing he could end the shadow alter. He at least wants things to change; the way things are right now is not something he’s okay with. Though, it sounds like he isn’t getting help with this and has no idea if he can even arrest full control again. It seems at this point, this has been going on for a while so he’s stopped trying.

In the video, the shadow alter is doing a GREAT job hiding the evidence; while of course probably just trying to not get caught, the shadow alter may also be trying to hide his crime from softboy Mikoto so he’s none the wiser.

He’s hoping he can be rid of the shadow alter side, but I think he also is dumping all his difficult feelings onto the shadow alter. Maybe he feels its some sort of release, even if he can’t control it, so he feels a lot of guilt over the shadow alter’s existence, even though that alter is serving a purpose as a conduit for those emotions.

I really really think though that there IS some connection between softboy Mikoto and shadow alter Mikoto. Maybe they are both truly aware of each other, hence the scene where they are viewing each other through the mirror. I think here, softboy Mikoto might be admitting that it feels good to let the shadow alter out, like a hug. The “minus energy” probably refers to the shadow alter.

“Maybe it’s okay that we’re separated like this?” he wonders. There seems to be a sense of feeling alive at least that is conveyed through the shadow alter.

SPLIT IN HALF- yeah, again, pretty encompassing.

In the video, I think this is when we have a switch, as Mikoto’s expression changes in the outside world mirror.

The chorus again, softboy Mikoto is shoved into the vaporwave shadow realm headspace. He’s asking the audience to investigate him here, but I also like to joke that he’s like “uwu look at me I could never harm anybody, pwease let me out”, which may be true only so far as softboy Mikoto is out.

I wonder if in “I will NEVER forgive you if this is happening to me” is directed at the shadow alter instead of the audience? Like softboy Mikoto is saying “I swear to god if you murdered someone im gonna be so pissed, but I also already kinda know it’s happening.” Just another take.

In the video, softboy Mikoto is THROWN into the headspace, where he is gifted with just one hint of what’s going on: The Devil tarot card.

You DARE accuse Miette of murder? Oh! 1000 years jail for Milgram viewer!

Now the vaporwave space starts to turn into a bloody mess; perhaps now softboy Mikoto is starting to put two and two together.

“Hurting it, holding it down, it doesn’t change anything, does it”- I definitely understand this being plural, like if your alters are causing problems, you may try and chastise them, or you may try and lock them away deep inside, but that often doesn’t stop them from existing. It’s really cool how that idea is present here. Like YES that’s how it is quite often. So even if softboy Mikoto TRIES to smother or accuse his shadow alter, that’s not going to change anything.

It being the same anywhere he goes makes me think he’s been putting up with this for a long time, that it’s not about what environment he’s in because his shadow alter is with him everywhere he goes.

“It’s like what’s wrong isn’t wrong”- may be referring to multiple things:

-the shadow alter having a different morality (hence why murder is okay for him, his indulgence in smokes and…redbull/alcohol, etc)

-OR, how softboy Mikoto’s amnesia isn’t letting him understand the full picture so everything is okay when he’s out fronting (shadow alter cleaned the place up and stuff, perhaps hiding all evidence of murder)

-“I’m already the fake one”- a very common sentiment for plural folks, worrying if you as an alter aren’t “the original” or if you’re not actually split and it’s something you’re making up, etc. I think softboy Mikoto is having these feelings. Poor boy, wish we could get you some therapy instead :/ (all of Milgram would be very different if only most of these people could get therapy, let’s be honest)

Now, what’s special here is that BOTH alters are in the headpace, with shadow alter Mikoto looming ominously behind softboy Mikoto.

During this next instrumental, just a side note: we see what’s going on through security footage. The security cameras reflecting a third person perspective is kind of neat in context of pluralism, where someone else fronting can feel like a third person awareness to another alter. I may be thinking too much into this one, but it’s a fun connection.

Another thing many plural folk go through: DISSOCIATION FROM REALITY. Ah yes, my good friend dissociation. Especially like in Mikoto’s case, where the consequences of being split have drastic consequences, he could be running away from the truth which may always be partially concealed to him. Something’s VERY wrong, he knows this for sure, and it may be at this point he really realizes “Oh shit. I just committed murder.” But instead of taking responsibility in any way, he’s trying to imagine that it’s a fabricated reality. I’m not going to say if this makes him bad or not, but it is a known coping mechanism.

I know I mention that the bad habits of smoking and drinking may be the shadow alters habits, but they could also be softboy Mikoto’s own methods of escapism, which definitely fits with the above lyrics. “I need to wake up soon”- but he still realizes that he’s going to have to face the harsh truth of reality soon.

Now this point indicates a marked change in softboy Mikoto and shadow alter Mikoto’s relationship: I believe there may be a time when softboy Mikoto expects to come back out to the front, but now the shadow alter is starting to take over fully and keep softboy Mikoto locked inside. This is supported by the Outcome card in his celtic cross spread being The Devil. Not only does this card have its own meanings, but here it may mean that the more violent side of him takes over.

Again, don’t know if he’s talking to the audience or his shadow alter in never forgiving this outcome. I believe softboy Mikoto does have a clearer morality in that murder is NOT okay, and if he were to fully acknowledge that he as a whole was capable of that, I think he’d break down. So he’s like “it better NOT be true” because he doesn’t know how he’d be able to deal with that.

Interesting in the video is when Mikoto snaps and the headspace turns red again; I would think this is when the shadow alter is entering the scene and taking over. The snap here is symbolic of the switch.

Now presumably softboy Mikoto is like “PWEASE WET ME OUT MISTEW OBAMA”, which, again with the double meaning, can refer to letting him out of the vaporwave shadow realm headspace OR letting him out of prison. Both apply.

“That it’s a lie

That I’m right”- a nice duality here. Mikoto is having difficulty separating the truth from reality.

Also NOW he is forgiving. Forgiveness vs not forgiveness (grudge)

I think it’s gotten so bad that he’s like “okay fine. Fine if I committed murder, fine if you’re accusing me of murder, but please help me understand what’s going on. Let me out”. Maybe he’ll forgive the shadow alter if only he fesses up to the murder.

Of note for the scene however is that shadow alter Mikoto is holding up The Fool card, which represents softboy Mikoto in this case. “I’m right” may be the shadow alter’s sentiment.

-THE CARDS AT THE END-

Then, all the cards show up in more detail, all depicting weapons instead of the standard minor arcana that you might see in your standard Rider Waite tarot deck (which these are based off of). The Wands are baseball bats, the Swords are kitchen knives, the Cups are…poison cans? Acid? The Pentacles are….records but I can see these being rotary saws if you squint. The Wheel of Fortune has car wheels with a snake….GTA time baby (the snake being hidden danger, the devil’s temptation, etc). The chariot is a really weird motorcycle death machine. I was thinking how like, people would drag people along behind them while driving a vehicle as a method of torture so there is that.

Now we see some cards not in the original spread- I think this represents shadow alter Mikoto inserting himself into the headspace and changing things to fit his goals. We see a couple placed in the original spread, but some don’t and are just free-floating, but you’ll see below we have enough context to decipher their meaning.

First, it’s the Page of Pentacles, which has taken over the position of the 7 of swords as the current challenge affecting the issue. This card indicates “Manifestation, financial opportunity, skill development”. I think this means the shadow alter is finally learning to take full control.

Then we see the reverse 2 of swords, which represents “Indecision, confusion, information overload, stalemate”. This could probably represent softboy Mikoto not suddenly understanding why the shadow alter is ALSO in the headspace. Maybe his dual presence in the outside world AND the headspace is indicative of exactly when he learned to take full control. This was NOT in Mikoto’s original spread.

Wheel of Fortune again, which was in the original spread. “Bad luck, negative external forces, out of control”. Yup, that confirms it.

Next, the Five of Swords from the original spread comes up. “Conflict, tension, loss.png, defeat, win at all costs, betrayal”. Softboy Mikoto is now being completely taken over. There is a facedown card on the chair. This might be the one that reads as Death later, so it may be that softboy Mikoto is…KILLED OFF?

Cup of Ace, “Love, compassion, creativity, overwhelming emotion”. I think this one is also meant to represent softboy Mikoto, but it could be that the shadow alter sees it as an act of mercy to take full control for softboy Mikoto. Maybe he feels his alter can’t handle reality and he’s going to take over full time. Or more likely he just has ulterior motives.

Reverse King of Cups. “emotional manipulation, moodiness, volatility”. Softboy Mikoto was lead along, thinking it was okay to leave things to the shadow alter or to exist alongside him. Now we see that isn’t a viable solution.

Reverse Five of Wands. “conflict avoidance, diversity, agreeing to disagree”.  I went over this more in the other post.

Chariot is the last one, WHICH ALSO WAS NOT IN THE ORIGINAL SPREAD. “Control, willpower, success, action, determination”. The shadow alter Mikoto has taken full control. Which is very quickly followed by…

Shadow alter Mikoto drawing Death. Also not in the original spread. Perhaps effectively “killing off” softboy Mikoto and betraying him.

Concluding Thoughts.

Now, I understand I do take most of these lyrics from softboy Mikoto’s perspective, but I’m sure there’s a layer of deception added on by his shadow alter. The Challenge card of the 7 of swords did represent betrayal. So softboy Mikoto’s only context into what’s going on outside may be his headspace tarot reading. If you want to question some of the lyrics, or even think one of the alters is lying, that would add SO much to the complexity of the situation, and I wouldn’t put it past the Milgram team to add something like that.

Common Themes/Symbols:

The mirror, both in the headspace and in the outside world bathroom

The Hanged Man- in a painting in the headspace and on Mikoto’s shirt. Indicative of being wrongly accused or martyred. Softboy Mikoto is likely represented with this, as well as The Fool. The Fool painting probably is there to show that he doesn’t know any better, that he is without the knowledge of what his shadow alter is doing (or doesn’t believe he’s doing anything wrong)

The Half Moon- a light side and a dark side. Pretty self-explanatory. Symbolically, it can also represent life and death. NICE.

Sorry if the conclusions end up being kind of vague. That’s the way a lot of this video is; what’s really going on, as it usually is, is up to viewer interpretation at this stage. I was just hoping to provide a bit of context into the images in the video, plural life, and narrator interpretation. I just really love this video and after this full analysis hope others can at least appreciate the work that went into it.

[charles-rxwlands]

🥇 🎤📱🌈💓[ tsc/pjo/soc, hmm facts abt me? im a soft bitch, love reading writing cooking doing art playing soccer and crying, get super obsessed and am kinda clingy. also im a dumbass. my gender is none, it died with me👀 ] ✉ [ frm the one and only magnus bane?👉🏽👈🏽 romantic? pwease?]

LYRA BESTIE HI im so sorry this took so long LMAO but !! enjoy !!

🥇 - im pretty sure you were one of my first mutuals on here! You were really fun to be around, and I was new to tumblr at the time so I was really grateful for you (i still am). And I really enjoyed all the rps we joined together :)

🎤 - willow by taylor swift. Perfect mood for crying, reading, writing, cooking, and doing art. Plus, your header has trees in it, and a willow is a type of tree, so.

💓 - For tsc, I ship you with Jem Carstairs. You and Jem would be so domestic. Cooking together, reading side by side, and you writing as he played the violin? Please, y'all would be adorable. And he wouldn't mind in the slightest if you were clingy.

For pjo, I ship you with, Annabeth Chase. Both of you share a love for reading and writing. I can see you two baking food in your favourite colour together. However, you two are also fairly active so frequent soccer matches will be in session.

For soc, I ship you with Nina Zenik. Once again, she would not mind if you were clingy. In fact, she would enjoy the attention. And she would love doing art with you!

📱 - basically my mood every day:

🌈 -

✉ - the letter's under the cut!

celebration 🎉

My dear Lyra,

Okay, okay, before I start this letter, I'd like to preface it by saying that yes, I *know* I could simply reach you with a quick text message. But there's a certain charm in handwritten letters, no? They're very romantic, and you know how much I love showering you in all things romance.

Chairman Meow has been missing you. I can tell because he's been particularly grumpy lately, and keeps attempting to scratch me. I would complain about him favouring you over me, but I can't really blame him - you're wonderful, after all. Do drop by sometimes; my cat isn't the only one feeling your absence rather keenly.

Right, my cat being irritable isn't very romantic. I can sense Chairman's judgement from here. "You are a disaster," he seems to be saying. "Lyra deserves better."

And you do, my dear, which is why I will try my hardest to make this letter worthy of you reading it. But will anything amount to your perfection? I doubt it. You really are the best of us. While I am obviously glamorous, you are significantly more so, even if you forget it sometimes. Try your best to remember it, though, alright?

But if you do forget it, I will always be here to remind you of your value. I don't fall in love with just anyone, after all ;) 

You are appreciated, and if I could admire you for hours, I would. May people remember you as the person who reduced the legendary Magnus Bane to a lovesick mess, and as a gift to us all.

- Magnus Bane, your biggest supporter

[nyehilismwriting]

hello! first off: i hope your april is going swell! i love the game so much (ms. eva.... hand in marriage pwease?)... it's got simp-worthy ROs AND an inventive magic system and urban fantasy setting?? your mind is incredible, author i give you a big high five. i do have a quick question tho: do you know what the game will cost once it is published. i see you are moving to twine (go you!) and I was wondering since you have more freedom about game price now, how that would affect price? thanks!

I haven't decided on an exact price - I don't want it to cost you guys any more than a game from cog/hg would cost, but itch.io does have the option to let people pay what they want which I do think is nice.

I've never been doing this expecting to make a lot of money off it, and while I do think compensation for a lot of hard work is important (support indie authors and game devs where you can etc) I realise that not everyone is able to do so financially, and its more important to me that people enjoy my game than that they pay me for it.

I can't give exact numbers and I'm not gonna guarantee anything rn but I don't intend to charge more than a few dollars ($5 feels like. pricey to me like thats the upper range of what I'd be comfortable charging lmao) and there's a good possibility I'll go with the "pay what you want" model so!! long winded way of saying I Don't Know, But It Won't Be Much

[soxftology]

ENHYPEN reaction to you cooking :

Heeseung :

He'd lowkey find it cute

The way your trying your best to make him something edible makes him lose his uwus

Compliments everything lmao

Heeseung : Wow, you put the piece of meat at an exact 90 degree angl-

You : CAN YOU EAT ALREADY?!?

Jay :

Literally films you, plays it on repeat like a billion times lol

Tbh he's kinda scared to eat it but he finally eats it and

Luckily it was good hehe

Jay : It's good *continues eating*

You : Really? Wow, I mean like I tried- FHCJGHJC THAT'S THE PLATE IDIOT!

Jake :

Literally so supportive

Keeps cheering for you, ends up helping you make the food

Jake : But let me help

You : But-

Jake : pwease *puppy eyes*

You : I- FINEEEE

Sunghoon :

Insists you to order something so you don't have to cook

Why? He doesn't want to burn down the kitchen sksksksks

But if you don't give up, he'd eat the food you cooked for him

You : How is it?

Sunghoon : It's great y/n

You : Liar!

Sunghoon : Stop playing among us, it's seriously effecting you so much!

Sunoo :

Excited AF

Takes pictures and brags about your cooking skills to the members

Laughs when you're confused about the ingredients

You : Wait I think I put too much

Sunoo : It's fine y/n *laughs*

You : I put in too much effort pabo!

Jungwon :

Proud AF

Like literally praises your skills even though you literally just boiled some noodles

Smiles at you a lot uwu

Jungwon : OH MA GAWD! LOOK AT YOUR SKILLS, MY Y/N CAN DO ANYTHING~

You : I'm sorry but I literally just turned on the stove

Niki :

This boy would tease the life out of you

Acts like the food is really bad making you panic

But the prank doesn't last for long once he bursts into laughter at your reaction

You : OMG! I'm so so sorry I-

Niki : *laughs* what no, it's great! I was just messing around hehe

Jay : Where's my top ten anime betrayals music?

[supop]

you are truly pathetic imagine being able to rant on end on a member yet you still keep up with the group, spend ur free time online because no one will ever care about you in person, the group doesn’t love you and you will never amount to anything

Omg anon stop it you’re hurting my feelings :((((

I cried when I read this. All the way to the bank bitch lmao. The truth is I have a lot of time on my hands. That’s what happens when you do something you love that also pays incredibly well. I could be on tumblr allllll day if I wanted and my bills would still get paid. But that’s dumb right? Because who tf spends all day on social media. What a sad life if you do. You give me “I keep up with BTS’s daily schedule” vibes anon. I hope you didn’t think I was your broke back mountain bitch ass who finds my only joy and happiness through bTs uWu. tHeYre my cOmfoRT. prOtecT BtS. i’M iN tHis BanGtan SonYeonDan sHiT 4LiFeee. Unlike your bitch ass I don’t put any of the members on a pedestal and expect them to love me. Are you dumb or are you dumb? Are are you insane? You don’t know these men anymore than you know a random stranger you’d meet in passing so the fuck are you on by bringing up love? Guide me through your logic anon. Is it because they say they love you? I mean I would too if I had millions of fans putting money in my pocket. Yea I’d LOVE YOU LOTS IF YOU DID (if there’s anything I love more than myself, it’s money, don’t judge me pwease :(

Let’s get back on topic. Will any of the members invite you to their weddings? Birthday parties? Family events? In the future would they even let you come within a single step of their spouses/children? Exactly. Try it and your ass is getting hauled into the nearest jail cell. You don’t even know a damn thing about their private lives because they don’t want crazy Armys like you all up in their business. Take the hint. Don’t let the whole “Army is our family” shit fool you. Sounds like it’s already too late for you though. You’re in too deep. Seek help, quickly. Because the moment the group “goes on an extended hiatus” and moves onto the next chapter of their lives (cough cough having actual families of their own) say goodbye to the entire “Army is the reason we live” charade. You stupid dumb bitch. Lol sorry I wouldn’t otherwise curse this much but it sounds like you need someone to knock some sense into you. Of all the things you could’ve sent me these are the words your brain conjured up? Seriously seek help, IMMEDIATELY.

Some of you love BTS more than you do your own friends and family. Some of you would defend bts before you even defend yourselves. It’s very concerning. Borderline sickness and delusion.

I’m not saying BTS only love their fans because of money. No. They’ve always been very appreciative and grateful for ARMY’s “love” and support. But let’s not act like some of the things they say and do isn’t entirely fanservice and part of the idol job description.