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#raising kids is not for the weak
blueskittlesart · 1 year
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do u have any navi thoughts from your oot replay
i've been waiting to answer this until I actually beat the game in my current playthrough because navi is another one of those characters that i think of in like a "set" with several other characters who serve relatively the same thematic purpose; in this case that purpose being the "mother" character, and i wanted to have all the characters in that set fresh in my mind. it's notable that while oot shows us very clear and consistent instances of the ways in which the adults of hyrule fail to protect their children, there ARE several adults who DO go out of their way to both oppose ganondorf and protect and nurture the children under their care. All of these characters are adult women, and all of them explicitly help the children out of some sort of parental responsibility or sense of duty towards them. in this group I include link's late mother, impa, nabooru, and navi.
all 4 mother characters, despite being adults or adult-coded, reject the inaction mentality which characterizes other adults in the game. they become either direct supports or shields to their children from the conflict the world has to offer them, and they are always explicitly punished for their interference--link's mother is killed trying to protect her son, impa's village is burned, nabooru is brainwashed. The mother's fatal flaw is that she will protect her child above all else, even in a world in which children cannot truly be protected. however, with the exception of link's mother, these characters manage to persist even in the face of her punishment, and this is where I think navi becomes the exemplary character.
Navi, after a lifetime of being link's only support system, the only adult in his life he could truly, consistently count on, receives her punishment at the hands of ganondorf--in the final battle, she is pushed out. she is unable to reach her child. she cannot protect him. However, BECAUSE link has grown up with her at his side, he is strong enough to take ganondorf down. and when ganon rises again, navi is there to support link, promising not to leave his side, and the intuitive targeting of that battle (a mechanic which navi is inherently tied to!!) makes it a cinch to win. Navi, and the other mothers we meet, are a reminder to the player that the world doesn't HAVE to be the way it is. Their persistence when punished, their insistence that their children ought to be protected, is a reminder that good adults do exist, and that good adults raise good children. link and zelda are able to win in spite of the adults who refused to help them, but also BECAUSE of the adults who DID. It's a reinforcement of the core theme of oot--that childlike idea that the world SHOULD be good and fair and if it isn't, it should be changed until it is. The mothers of oot are examples of what the world COULD be, reminders that it is possible to grow up without losing hope or growing bitter, and they are examples of the next step for the children they've raised to change the word--to continue fighting even in the face of punishment, to refuse inaction, and to foster that same hope and persistence in the generations to come.
#one thing i've really been noticing this time around is the specific way in which navi's targeting works#because even though other 3d games have that targeting mechanic navi's targeting is noticeably different#in two ways. the first being that she specifically targets weak spots in enemies almost as if she is pointing them out to link#and the second being that she is capable of targeting things link himself doesn't see#whether it be invisible enemies or triggers that are out of his reach or scarecrow points or whatever#it's really reminiscent to me of the way you teach problem solving skills to a kid. you see them struggling with something and beginning to#get frustrated and you say 'hey let's look around. do you see any solutions?' and if they can't see the solution themself you might point#and say 'hey what's that?' just to get their attention on it and help facilitate that train of thought for them#because like in most other games targeting is sort of assumed to be link's own intuition in battle#and therefore it will usually allow you to focus on one enemy within a swarm of them but it won't explicitly light up the weak spot for you#navi does that for link because she's essentially the mother teaching her kid how to problem-solve.#and when she's taken away in the final battle link is able to fight anyway BECAUSE she put so much time and effort into raising him#that he no longer needs her to facilitate that problem-solving process. he already knows how to beat ganondorf#because he's done it with her before. and that's exactly the mother's role in her child's life#protect him and raise him as best you can so that when you can no longer be by his side he isn't afraid.#foster that sense of justice and encourage him to keep fighting to change the world even when it seems unchangeable.#god. ocarina of fucking time#zelda analysis#asks
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funkyboxofinterests · 2 years
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The people that raise us
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zenythycal · 1 month
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Me, who has had this condition since middle school where I get intense and debilitating migraines: Hey I don’t really feel great. I have a migraine and I already threw up…
My grandma, who hates me and gets mad everytime I express I’m in pain or feeling unwell: Okay well your grandpa and I have [list of horrible medical issues] and we’re still up
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dipyronegirl · 6 months
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thinking (and rewatching..) inside job again and i dont think rand is that bad of a father? i mean, he made a lot of mistakes and he doesn’t even feel bad ab it, even tho he traumatized reagan and a lot, but he was never absent. he acts like he cared ab reagan’s career just bc it could help his career, but that’s not true. he pushes her to be the best all the time and it’s bad, but he genuinely cares ab her so much. and the whole ‘creating crises to force her to hang out w him’ thing is fucked up, but it’s cute that he just wants to hang out w her that bad. most fathers literally don’t care enough ab their kids to do any of that. most fathers don’t even know their kids as much as he knows her. maybe my standards are just insanely low, probably, but he’s a better parent than 90% of the parents i know
#not just fathers. my standards aren’t lower for fathers than they are for mothers yk. they’re both low#he’s a better parent than my mom#he raised her being completely emotionally neglecting and putting so much pressure on her to be the genius she is#but i mean#my mom was just as emotionally neglecting as he was. i like telling the story ab how she had me stitch up my own wound when i was 8#and always mocked me for being ‘weak’. exactly like toxic masculinity except that we’re both girls. i couldn’t have feelings yk#rand isn’t as toxic as her when it comes to that. he neglects her feelings and even mocks them too but she still seemed allowed to Have them#if my mom thought i was being ‘weak’ she would scream at me ab how much she wished i had never been born. he doesn’t do that!!!!#like when she didn’t wanna skip 4th grade. if that were me my mom would have made me feel so guilty for being born#like i had to skip grades and actively pretend (i’m talking real acting here) to not be upset or she’d go on her rants#ab how life is difficult and depressing for everyone and i gotta swallow it and like it cause she sacrificed her happiness and health for me#cause my being born made her life so hard etc etc#i don’t think rand make reagan feel like her continuing existence kept him from being happy or healthy#my mom started blaming her diabetes on me when i was 10.#like im not fucking kidding#cause my expensive private school (that she forced me to go to all my life cause it was semi boarding so i had someplace to stay all day and#so she didn’t need to leave me home alone) made her work too much which made her stressed which made her eat more so being diabetic was a#sacrifice she made for my future#that’s just how it was#inside job#text
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sammygender · 4 months
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thinking about how one of the last things john ever tells dean is an admittance that the way he treated him was fucked. & of course this destroys dean and makes it so much harder for him to come to terms w his death right after and with his childhood in general bc he’s spent his entire life chasing after johns approval. he’s spent his entire life telling himself that the way he was treated was okay and justified and that their childhood was good because he could handle it and he was strong enough and that was how it had to be. he’s worshipped john as a hero and seen nothing wrong with any of it. because he’s had to. his entire life is built around this idea there’s nothing else. he’s his dads perfect soldier and punching bag and wife-replacement and suddenly his dads gone & he said he’s sorry and that he shouldn’t have treated dean that way. what the hell is he supposed to do now.
#augh. i don’t know i haven’t seen enough of this show yet but.#thinking about that episode with the abused kid who has psychic powers like sams and sam sees himslef in the kid a lot#but is horrified by the extent of the abuse and keeps saying like. Dean i never thought i’d say this but you’re right dad was pretty good i#guess we were really lucky to have him. it could’ve turned out a very different way.#and deans just like. idk there’s something about his face. like he wants to agree cause this is what he’s always saying but he Cant.#because. well. sams thinking about this kid with circumstances so similar to him who ended up entirely victimised by his father and#thinking Wow i had something that kid didn’t. i had MY dad who was so much better after all (despite kicking me out of the house and#always refusing to support me but wtv)#but really the thing sam had was DEAN.#dean as sam’s protector and john’s golden child and the adult of the family. dean as the person#john winchester comes home to after a hunt the person who tells him it’s okay#dean playing the part of his dead mom and still shielding sammy from the worst of their father and as a result internalising that this was#fine.#what the hell is he going to do now that his fathers dead? after his fathers dead and wrong and theoretically morally weak and admitted hed#raised dean badly?#IDK!!! i’m sure excited to see him continue to break down though#(have just finished s2e2 for future me ref)#supernatural#<- Sorry guys i’m batshit obsessed.#father by the front bottoms dean song of all time#spn#oliver talks
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walls-actual-ly · 6 months
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rereading parts of "take your pretty smile, tell them everything's fine." (the jhinhwei scene) and god damn it i m baffled at my own writing??
aka if nobody writes long ass analysis of my fanfic i ll do it myself xD (tw for very much sexual grooming, underage relationship, pseudoincest, i mean its Jhin lol)
i forgot the details and now i m rereading it and i lose my sanity one bit at a time. its so obvious how unhealthy their relationship is, i think its also one of the chapters that really brings out just how young hwei is and in a lot of ways their conversation feels like a talk between a parent and a child, both struggling to let go of each other.
and this is a turning point to an extent, if jhin was a better man he would ve rejected hwei, encouraged the boy to pursue kayn and start developing some sense of independence. but he doesn't do it, instead, he dives right in and makes his dependency worse. Instead of reassuring Hwei that he is alright, that Jhin loves him but that he doesn't care about the kind of sex he is having with his boyfriend Jhin makes clear that he cares, indulges Hwei's desire for him to do so, draws an obvious parallel between the bite kayn left and the scar he cut into him a few months ago.
And what makes this whole thing "worse" imo in that in a scene that is very much smut we also get their first actual conversation about what they are,
Hwei: “You are more of a father, or brother, or friend than I ever had.” Jhin: “You are the only son I will ever have.”
and then in the middle of making out, hwei calls jhin "dad" for the first time, and i think its then that Jhin actually realises the power he holds over this child of his.
like, jhin never planned to be a father for hwei, he never planned to raise a child, he was totally unprepared for the traumatised special needs kid he took in. he had no idea what was going on, just thought that this immensely talented baby artist will never have a chance to bloom if he doesn't get him out of the soul-crushing environment. so he does, their relationship grows, he realises that he begins to love this child, that he wants to give him the world, wants him to be happy.
but now, in the middle of making out with Hwei, he suddenly realises that this isn't right, that if he loves Hwei then he needs to at least give him the space to think this through, show him that he can love him without needing his body for it.
“Let me show you how much I adore you.”  Jhin moved up, took his hands and gently placed them to his side, smiling almost shyly. “Will you let me?”
and when Hwei agrees, fully expecting to just have emotional sex, Jhin stops. and i m so not okay with this, i didn't even expect this to happen, i thought it would just be a chapter focused on them having hot sex.
like jhin totally crossed the line, but he allows Hwei to step back and reassures his baby boy that he ll love him no matter what he chooses :(((
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bishonenspit · 6 months
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every time people fundamentally misunderstand the patalliro characters i lose years off my life
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akkivee · 1 year
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absolutely in love with the narrative that, similar to the way dice gets, this whole time otome’s been on a gambler’s high since she’s been on a roll with all that she’s gambled away and that the off arc is where her luck runs out because she didn’t know when to quit, also similar to how dice gambles 😭😭😭
#this is vee speaking#the most fun thing about hypmic is how the way people parallel each other gives them all depth man 😭😭😭😭#like the way everyone with parents issues all wind up very similar to their parents anyway (ichiro samatoki dice kuukou)#but that also in turn reflects what troubles said parents are facing#(rei feeling like he’s weak for not being able to protect his wife otome high on freedom)#on this vein i’ve been looking at the ‘kuukou’s adopted’ thought#thru the lens that he and dice also parallel in the sense that they were given up by their mothers#like i previously thought kuukou and dice paralleled because they’re both sheltered kids who grew up under high expectations#and maybe that still holds true!!!!! but i was wondering if the more direct parallel might be ‘given up by their parents’#hence why kuukou is also of the belief that ‘the only reason a man should cry is because their family is dead’#shakku consoled kuukou being given up by telling him this and it serves the same purpose as samatoki telling ichiro the same#there’s still a chance kuukou could meet her so there’s no point in crying thing#and that’s what i mean by they all parallel and it enriches them!!!!! 😭😭😭😭#i kinda wanna take it a step further and say team kuukou are bound by being passed around as kids#since we don’t know who raised juto afterwards and all three share youth delinquency#but that’s just my hcs for juto’s backstory coming in play lol#c: otome#c: daisu#c: kuukou👑
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thinking about dream daddy again and god brian makes me so mad
#random thoughts#dream daddy#HIS ROUTE ISN'T EVEN ABOUT HIM#okay so the thing about the fleshed-out routes is you can tell a lot about a character depending on how many people are around#like with craig his first two dates involve at least one of his kids and a lot of social interaction because he's so overworked#so his final date where you just spend time with HIM one-on-one hits a lot harder#while with joseph he surrounds you with people but takes little periods of time to be alone with you to make a move#before instantly surrounding you with people again so you don't have enough time to question if he just made a pass at you#which is why his final date with you on the boat hits so hard: he purposefully isolated you in a place you could not easily leave#so he could make his move#and with brian... all his dates involve daisy in some way#which would imply he's trying to maintain some sort of distance? but he's not. he actively wants to befriend you#daisy and amanda keep tagging along... and for what?#they're eventually sidelined anyway! each date involves a moment where daisy and amanda are gone and you get a moment alone with brian#brian is the dad whose kid is the most present in his route and it says. literally nothing about him#make it so your character keeps inviting brian out and brian keeps making it a 'bring your kid and make it a playdate' thing or SOMETHING#maybe he's been raising daisy by himself for so long he's a bit rusty on how to interact with someone he's interested in?#on the second date daisy and amanda could have stayed home. it would change nothing#have daisy be sick and amanda be otherwise involved (maybe imply they're both faking to get out of fishing/get brian and mc to smooch)#like i don't think i'd mind daisy being around so much if she wasn't such a nothing burger of a character#give her some flaws! have amanda think she's weird or creepy! show us why she has no friends!#why is brian's route centered around our mc's daddy issues. we don't know his dad. we don't give a shit about his dad.#brian's route's main conflict ISN'T EVEN ABOUT HIM??? WHAT THE FUCK#you're essentially forcing us to make a character choice based on a backstory you also forced on us. you fallout 4'd us.#like okay. there's a lot of 'here's a part of your backstory you didn't know about' in dream daddy but this specifically doesn't work#like the ska band? it's a jokey plot device that's kind of weak but also a bit whatever#alex? is an explanation for why you're a single parent. very sad. not very fleshed out.#mc's dad? IS THE FOCUS OF AN ENTIRE ROUTE?????? WHAT THE FUCJ#literally no reason to do that. it makes brian a flatter character whose whole purpose is to react to your daddy issues#GIVE HIM FLAWS. MAKE HIM THE ONE WHO TAKES THE COMPETITION TOO SERIOUSLY
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torgawl · 10 months
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the more we discover about dion's father and anabella the more i'm happy dion impaled the shit out of that motherfucker and the more frustrated i become anabella got an easy death by killing herself. not that i expected clive or joshua to do anything because i don't think they're those types of people but it would have been satisfying to me
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nickmillerscaulk · 1 year
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the emotional turmoil i’m in after rewatching the superstore finale for the first time in years
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reinabeestudio · 8 months
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Witnessing your tsundere journey with Blue has been fun, I can't wait to see it again with Proton (and we need more Team Rocket self-shippers)
ARE YOU GUYS JUST HERE TO SEE ME SUFFER
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bbqhooligan · 7 months
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masculinity and femininity are roleplay and sometimes foreplay its not your person its not who you are what you did and what you will do its not your fate its not your cage its the funny voice you put on to imitate a tv character its cosplay its facepaint, not like a makeup of a bride but like a clown getting ready for performance.
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medicinemane · 10 months
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Actually there is one thing I may legit start doing once I have my social anxiety a bit better tamped down on is when someone's telling me how their kid's just kind of a bum who doesn't have a job and hangs out in their room all day (why the fuck are you telling a stranger, once it was a nurse telling me this stuff and it's like... that's real messed up you're badmouthing your kid to a patient)
I think I'm gonna try and hit them with a "sounds to me like they may be depressed" (cause... it does)
Gonna take some work to feel like dealing with this stuff, but... I think I need to start basically trying to sound sympathetic to the parent, while also reframing it as "it sure sounds like they're struggling and could really use some support right now"
Cause once again... that is literally what it sounds like to me
You fools, you've got no idea you're talking to a fucking worthless loser. I will always go to bat for the isolated fuck up who can't get a job, cause that's just me. Don't bad mouth your kid to someone that's got more in common with you kid than with you, I know what it feels like to be in that situation, I'll always go to bat for them and think you're being a cry baby and need to grow up and actually parent
#shout out to the dental assistant who was like 'oh... you're 25? you've got plenty of time; I know you'll figure this out'#as opposed to they hygienist who was like 'oh you can't afford this toothbrush? maybe you should move back in with your mom'#like... what the fuck lady? you say that shit to a literal patient? ...you think that's good business#meanwhile the first lady... just can't express how much people like that mean to the world#I will always work to be a 'you're doing alright kid' kind of person rather than a critical jackass#and maybe some day I can work to lean on parents to make them feel a bit guilty about shitting on their kid instead of supporting them#cause they 100% should feel guilty#'but I feed them and I put a roof over their head'; yeah... that's called being a parent; that's bare minimum#I fucking do the same for my mom; and it sucks still playing parent; but even I manage to avoid guilting her#and I never had a kid; yet I'm pulling that off#you did... you can get on my level#and it's so sad you're not on my level when I'm fucking pathetic#you letting a loser be better than you? you've got less manners than some scum?#that's pretty fucking weak; that's my mom's parents tier stuff#and they were always feuding with a literal child and being made to look like fools when their plan always fucking failed#like... good job; you tricked a kid into eating banana despite not like it... and then they didn't like it and you looked dumb#that's who you people look like when you complain about your kids#I'm not saying raising a kid is easy; do I look like I want to do it?#but I'm saying once they're here... they kind of get priority now#and you never ever get to call them a burden#cause you had them; it's 100% your fault they're here; you have a duty now and you don't get to complain about them#now it can be a hard task; and you can be like... man... it's fucking killing me doing what needs to be done... it's a lot to deal with#but you don't get to treat them like a burden#...eh... I've got feelings on this#and the feelings are mostly just being pissed off about it
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deathgatesideblog · 1 year
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Haplo/Marit has SO many rights
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nehswritesstuffs · 2 years
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Baratie: Home to Chefs, Strays, and the Occasional Sword Goblin - Part 1
I am currently obsessed with the idea of Sanji being a good dad/uncle/parental figure just on the fucking fly and I feel like you can’t really have enough of that sort of fic out there.
3196 words to start, as this is going to be a few chapters at the least; I know who the unknown element is but I left it purposefully ambiguous, so go ahead and fill it in how you want (or try to guess—that’s up to you) it makes no difference to the story; so much of this is just my self-indulgent good parenting postulating so if you don’t like that I’m sorry but this ain’t the fic for you; I am directly pulling my image of Sanji at this point in his life from the Shokugeki no Sanji side story, and I ain’t sorry
Baratie: Home of Chefs, Strays, and the Occasional Sword Goblin: Sanji puts his search for the All Blue on hold to return to the Baratie and help out Zeff, because when Patty and Carne bother to write him, he knows it's serious. What he doesn't know is that he's going to find something out on the deck one night that will not only change his life, but make him face emotions that have been stewing for longer than he'd like to admit.
He likes to think he's handling it well, but, hey, it's not like he's had the best of luck when his childhood enters the picture.
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There was still so much that he hadn’t done yet, things that he hadn’t achieved, so he really didn’t need a distraction. He had been gone for years, and yet… he had been pulled in once again. The blond’s leg bounced as he hunched over the desk, working late as he dove straight into the minutia of the Baratie’s finances. Sucking down his cigarette, he rubbed his forehead, trying to make sense of the old man’s system.
It was at least a worthwhile distraction—Zeff was sick. No, the shitty geezer wasn’t kicking the bucket yet, but it was enough of a scare that made Patty hold the codger down while Carne wrote their celebrated sous-chef a letter, telling him the news. The younger man arrived three weeks later, with one of the world’s best doctors in-tow. Chopper gave Zeff a thorough examination and ran a bunch of bloodwork, the wee reindeer giving the hope-infused diagnosis that it was merely an upper respiratory tract infection as stubborn as he was, and—given his age and occupation—he was to remain on strict bed rest until it cleared up.
The only problem was that the infection was rather advanced and recovery times were slow even for younger, more robust, less stressed individuals. This meant that bed rest was going to be for three months, minimum, with physical therapy for at least another five afterwards. The elderly head chef of a celebrated restaurant being out the better part of a year wasn’t entirely unheard of, yet it was certainly a thing when there was only one person he’d entrust the daily operations to, and that person was his twenty-seven-year-old foster son of questionable origins.
Thus, Sanji put finding the All Blue on hold, because if there was one thing the shit-geezer deserved in life, it was a good son.
It wasn’t as though he was really getting anywhere; he was starting to imagine that the All Blue wasn’t even in the Grand Line after all. What was another eight months? Year? He’d been dreaming of it for most of his life anyhow, so a while longer wasn’t going to matter in the end. The thing that mattered when all was said and done was how utterly fucked over the finances were. How much of the missing numbers were in the old man’s head and not down in the ledger?! He was almost nervous to find out. It was a far cry from back when they first started the place seventeen years prior, when he was the only kitchen help and the old man the only chef…
The cigarette burning at his fingers snapped him back to the office, letting him remember where he was. Fuck… it was late, and he needed some fresh air—the last thing he needed when Zeff was back up and wandering about was a peg leg to the face because he let the office smell of smoke. He left the paperwork where it lay and dragged himself out, climbing the stairs up to the residency floors and quietly finding his room. Going straight to the balcony, he let out another cigarette and stared out at the dark horizon, right where the stars and the sea met.
After years of being in the middle of chaos—whether it be the Straw Hats or Kamabakka—there was an odd sort of comfort that silence brought. It was never truly silent, as there was still the salty breeze in his ears and the gentle waves at the ship’s lower-most visible deck, but the sort of silence that the Baratie afforded him was something that he never knew he could miss until he did. Customers were full and satisfied, the kitchens clean, the staff resting for another big day, and the promise of more of the same. It was a predictable silence, a reassurance that things had an order, and that life was not truly governed by the Pirate King’s whims or the tenacity of those trying to capture him. He knew it well before, when he was just a kid, but he didn’t value it then as much as he did now.
Another long day was ahead of them—might as well get some sleep.
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The ship was just beginning to wake as Sanji brought a covered tray up the stairs with him, heading straight to Zeff’s room. The blond lightly rapped his knuckles on the door, alerting the other man of his presence.
“Oi, you decent, ya piece of shit?”
“I would think that the term ‘decent’ is subjective,” was the growled reply. Sanji walked into the room and saw Zeff sitting at the table in the corner, sourly glaring out the window at the pale dawn. There was not much he could do other than sit there or sit in bed, and he’d prefer to not get crumbs in the sheets.
“You seem chipper.”
“You’d be too if you were stuck in here all damn day.” Zeff coughed grumpily as he watched as Sanji set the tray down and uncovered the food—fried rice for both of them. “You sure that reindeer knows what the fuck he’s talking about?”
“I have the utmost faith in Chopper’s diagnosis, and you should too,” Sanji reiterated, his answer well-practiced. “Don’t make me get him on the Den-Den—he will make the trip back from Sakura early just to beat your ass.”
“I’m quaking in my boot.” He accepted the bowl of rice and began to eat, watching as Sanji sat down and began serving his own portion. “Speaking of—hear from anyone else lately?”
“Not really,” he shrugged. “It’s mostly just been Chopper I’ve seen as of late. Most of the others are either too scattered to be reliable fonts of information or their updates are more rare.”
“Not even the ones who are from these waters?”
“Eh—Luff’s somewhere, though where exactly is a mystery considering no one’s been able to contact him since he wandered off after the wedding, Nami’s in the South Blue last I heard, and Usopp’s too busy raising an army in Syrup to do much else.”
“…and the mossy brat?”
“Marimo’s off doing… whatever the fuck he’s doing. I dunno.” Sanji shrugged; Zoro still wasn’t the world’s greatest swordsman, and the last time any of the crew had heard from him he was “going back to the beginning”… whatever the fuck that meant. Their relationship was strained anyhow… though the last thing he was going to let the geezer know was why.
“Nothing from your sister?”
A thick silence fell upon the room, one completely dissimilar from the silence Sanji had enjoyed the night before. That silence had been sweet and lithe, whereas this one was sour and heavy.
“No.”
“Huh… you’d think she’d want to at least write you…”
“Every letter she writes to me is dangerous, and you know this,” Sanji snapped. Zeff held up his hands in defeat—ever since the brat came clean about his origins, the topic was something of a sore point.
“She’s the only one of them worth anything, even if it’s not much in the end,” he defended. “Besides, I thought you’d read the papers.”
“If an article has the word Germa, I avoid it.”
“Then I’ll just let you figure it out on your own,” Zeff grunted. “Don’t come crying to me that I didn’t try.”
“You’re a sentimental old fool and it’s going to be the death of you,” Sanji warned. He shoved the rest of his fried rice in his mouth and scowled. “Do you have any requests for lunch?”
“Nothing too salty—feels like my arteries are hardening so fast it’s as though you’re trying to off me early.”
“You fucking wish.”
Once their breakfast was done and Zeff was set up with a book and a radio-snail, Sanji went back down into the depths of the ship to where the restaurant was really starting to hum with life. Varying chefs, waitstaff, and kitchen help were laughing and joking, eating breakfast, rolling silverware in napkins, bracing themselves for the day ahead. He deposited his tray and bowls in their appropriate spots, tied his hair back, and pulled on his apron—it was time to get going.
The Baratie kept busy all day long, with there being several wait-times for seating at varying points throughout the day. Fuck, Sanji knew he thrived on such days, putting out dish after dish with such precision and class that it would have been eerie in another establishment. Except there, at the world’s premiere floating restaurant, it was the standard. He even heard there were some in the crowd who were there specifically because they heard he was back from his travels, eager to get a taste of the world of culinary experience he had obtained.
“Don’t let it get to your head, you piece of shit,” Patty grimaced at the very idea. “Cook for one king and suddenly the kid gets uppity.”
“If we’re talking about kings in general, I’ve cooked for several, more if you make it just nobility,” Sanji fired back, a shit-eating grin plastered on his face. Patty was tempted to throw the remnants of his tempura batter at him, but luckily remembered that the shitty sous could safely light himself on fire—not entirely the brightest plan.
…and so, the dinner hours came to a close and Sanji once again found himself sitting in the office huddled over Zeff’s papers. He knew everything balanced… somehow… but he needed to get a hold of how before they made their next dry goods run, and not even his royal education prepared him for whatever piratical bookkeeping he was currently faced with. He couldn’t even ask the geezer, or else risk him foregoing his bed rest in order to forcibly take back his restaurant, saying he knew his stupid little eggplant was still too young to take over…
Shit… he needed another cigarette; trying to frontload before heading into the office hadn’t worked as well as he’d hoped. He grabbed for the pack of smokes in his shirt pocket, only for Chopper’s disdainful pout to appear in front of him instead. The little doctor had long been after him to stop, to at least cut back as a meaningful step, and he tried thinking of other things he could occupy himself with. Baking? No—they had enough leftover from the day’s wares that would taste better after a night’s rest, and the fresh breads were all to be baked in the morning. Nothing needed cleaning nor fixing, as his current staff was very on top of all those sorts of things. Maybe a walk…?
Yeah, a walk around the ship’s outer deck might do him some good.
Not caring that he still had an apron tied around him or his hair pulled back, Sanji went out onto the front deck and sat crosslegged at the edge. It was the same calm, gentle silence from the night before, washing over him in an effort to ease his mind. There was no one else out there, allowing him to sit and relax, leaning back with his palms against the warm wood of the deck…
…at least, there did not seem like anyone else was out there, with exception of a tiny pinprick of Haki. Soon as he noticed it, Sanji took a quick note of the staff’s quarters—nothing was terribly out of the ordinary, and everyone was accounted for, meaning it wasn’t one of them trying to play a trick on him. He stood and walked over to the outer restaurant wall, pressing himself against it so he could see if he could catch sight of the lurking Haki source before they saw him. Whomever they were, they were very inexperienced to let themselves broadcast like that, and he was ready to (quietly, mind) kick the bastard out into the open ocean if they were caught and didn’t vomit out a legitimate excuse within fifteen seconds.
Easing himself around the corner, Sanji saw that the beat-up crate he and other smokestacks usually sat on for their breaks had been moved slightly. Ah-ha… there was the culprit. He crept closer to the crate, suppressing his own Haki to make sure it was a genuine sneak attack.
Except, sitting there on the other side of the crate, sleeping curled up in a pile of blankets, was a small child. It seemed not much older than five or six, though considering he didn’t have much experience with children, he would not have made a bet on it. Next to the child was a small bag, and inside was a rather plain collection of clothes, enough for a couple days. An envelope addressed to him sat at the very top, however, the sight of which made his blood run cold.
His sister’s handwriting.
“Fuck,” he muttered lowly. He placed the letter back in the bag and slid the straps over his arm as he gathered the sleepy bundle. Moving slowly and silently, he carefully carted the kid back inside. He put him down on the bench of a booth in the dining room; only then did he open the letter and read its contents, his face growing paler with each sentence.
‘My dearest Sanji,’ it read.
‘I need you to do me a favor—please take Asido for a while. No one else knows about him. His Lineage Factor is unaltered by Father’s hands, at least not any further than what I naturally passed on. I know you’ve seen news of my engagement in the papers—his existence would be cause for war. A break of the engagement I can handle (and would not even mind), but war is an entirely different story. Besides, I cannot bring him into the life we had as children, for once Father is gone, our brothers will take his place. I thought I could shield him until I can figure out how to run as you did… but… it is far too risky.
‘When I saw intel that you had returned to the Baratie, I was overjoyed since I know that means you finally found the All Blue. I knew you could do it. Don’t let anyone make you give up the location until you’re ready. Now that you are back at the Baratie for good, they are going to stop trailing you. The Baratie is now the prefect safehouse—stable and minor enough to not need investigation, with the threat of your presence keeping Father from becoming too curious otherwise. He can be out of sight right under their noses.
‘I am so sorry, and I will be in contact soon as I can.
‘Love,
‘Reiju’
Sanji sat there for a moment, letting all the information wash over him, both what was written and what was horrifically implied. His sister had a child out of wedlock, which wasn’t that big of a deal if the parents weren’t royalty, but not only was she still very much royal, but she was also, apparently, one half of the most high-profile wedding of the year, if it had made the papers. None of that even touched the fact she had kept the child a secret for years, avoiding four of the biggest bastards-in-the-attitude-sense either of them had ever known, and was now at an impasse.
His biggest question was, however, glaring to the chef: where the fuck was the father?
Well, obviously, not in the picture, since she wrote that no one else knew about the kid, but he thought this could be a potentially crucial point where the sperm donor learned he was victorious at the whole reproduction thing and take some fucking responsibility…
“Huh… Mom…?”
Sanji looked up and saw that the kid was now awake. One hand clutched the blanket around him while the other rubbed at his hooded purple eyes. His hair was shaggy and brown, just long enough to start hiding the fact his eyebrows curled slightly at the same end his did. The boy stared at Sanji, the already-quiet restaurant growing silent.
“You’re my uncle,” the child observed, the North heavy on his voice. He pointed at his own eyebrow, as though it was evidence. “Where’s Mom?”
“I was hoping you could tell me,” Sanji said. He watched as the child pulled his knees up and wrapped himself entirely in the blanket, the only bit of him visible being his face. “Did you know you were coming here?”
“…no.”
“What’s the last thing you remember?”
“Mom said we were going on a trip. It was pretty fun, but…” The boy chewed on his lip and shivered. “I don’t remember how I got here.”
“I found you sleeping out on the deck,” Sanji explained. The boy began to sniffle, breaking his uncle’s heart. “Hey, don’t do that. You’re okay.”
“Where’s Mom…?”
“I don’t know—her note didn’t say,” he only half-lied. “You’re gonna stay with me until we know what’s going on. If I know my sister, she’s not going to leave you alone for long, nor would she leave you alone with just anyone.” The boy nodded, though his wet eyes suggested he was far from fine. “Asido?”
“Yeah…?”
“You hungry?” Another nod. “Right; let’s have Uncle Sanji get you something to eat.” Sanji stood and picked up the bag, holding out his other hand towards his nephew. Asido shuffled out from the booth and took his hand, allowing himself to be led to the back kitchen. Fuck—he was built the same as him, all limbs and angles that he’d yet to grow into or know what to do with. As the kitchen doors gently gave way, the boy’s eyes grew wide at the sight, making the adult chuckle.
Before long, the blanket-clad Asido was sitting at the small break table with a plate of omurice and a glass of milk. He poked at the food with his fork, looking at Sanji warily.
“What’s wrong?”
“Are… are you gonna get in trouble?”
“I’m the one who yells at troublemakers in this dump,” Sanji chuckled. “Now eat up—we do our best to not waste food here.”
The boy nodded and shoved a forkful of rice into his mouth. Once he chewed and swallowed, his eyes brightened and he began eating fast as he could, saving the milk to be guzzled down last. He looked up at Sanji in wonder.
“Can you teach me that?!” he gasped.
“Cooking? Maybe in a few years, if your mom says it’s okay.” Sanji watched as Asido’s face then fell—oh, yeah, that was right. Fucking hell, Reiju. “Well, how about we clean up and get you to bed, alright? It’s gonna be an interesting day tomorrow.”
Asido nodded and allowed his uncle to help him down from the chair. He stood patiently as he watched the dishes get quickly washed and set to dry, allowing the man to pick him up and carry him up the stairs. The boy was asleep by the time his uncle was placing him down on the couch, a worried expression on the adult’s face.
What in the hell was he going to do?
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