#randomly on a Monday........

[etourvol]

happy apollo justice port day

[martyryo]

Shinyyyyyy 🌟

I was in the car, wanted to play around with brushes and colors hehe. Have this rator while I schedule all the drawings I did on holiday 😼

[gummycube]

girl why are you looking at me like that

[silverfoxstole]

Photo from the Doom Coalition shoot I’ve not seen before!

[kindahoping4forever]

Ashton performing with Joshua and the Holy Rollers in LA last night

[chodzacaparodia]

Throwing water as courtship

Śmigus-dyngus (also known as Wet Monday) is a Polish Easter Monday tradition.

The festival is traditionally celebrated by boys throwing water over girls they like.

[fakeoutbf]

five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety

[hunsa-jars]

Dread be dreading

[valewritessss]

Holy fuck I was convinced today was Monday

[twinprime]

how i look reciting positive affirmations to combat the intense anxiety ive been feeling all week

[theraggedygirl11]

@anxious-witch your umbrella academy - Joker Out crossover meme made me think and now you'll help me decide which JO member is which original Hargreeves since I haven't seen the third season yet

Kris is definitely Five, the unhinged personality is there

Bojan might be Klaus, or Diego

Or Jure is Diego?

Jan...maybe Ben? Or, if we want angst (poor Jan), Vanya/Victor 👀

Nace is Luther

[olympain]

the most ridiculous plot point to have come out of the power of the doctor is still graham randomly being in a VOLCANO. have you ever seen a plot convenience be THIS convenient?

[lunarneo]

All Impulse, No Regrets!

[ace-dodo]

Tw for mentions of suicide 😔👊 (I'm not gonna kms, actually the opposite)

Two year anniversary of my almost attempt

Because life didn't end at 15

Sometimes I wonder if my experience even counts seeing that it was an almost attempt.

But it was real, it does count

Two years ago today I sat at the edge of my bed, with pills in one hand and water in the other. I remember I was crying and shaking so bad, then, I just left them to the side and watched amphibia's final.

I kept thinking about doing it again, but I kept finding excuses, oh I can't today I have scouts tomorrow, oh not today cuz tomorrow I'm hanging with friends. Then slowly, life went by.

I didn't process it, I don't think I have yet, but it happened, I still cry when I talk about it. Most people don't know, my parents don't know, my sister and friends forgot about it, and sometimes I also do.

Life kept going, I went to the camp I was preparing so hard for, I celebrated my birthday, I celebrated Christmas, I stared at the sky in new year's eve trying to hold back tears because I genuinely couldn't believe I was there to witness it.

And eventually the voices got quieter, they weren't telling me to end my life, they never did again, it's a thought that never crossed my head in such a serious way again. I don't think most people think I actually mean it when I tell them my story.

But I'm so glad that today I'm the one sitting down with a candle to celebrate something as stupid as a two year anniversary of me not doing it instead of my parents and friends sitting down at my grave for the two year anniversary of me doing it.

[stars-n-spice]

Oh boy...

thinking about the Bad Batch again,, thinking about Tech's supposed death again,, and Omega being taken away from them,,

thinking about how Wrecker probably blames himself for not being able to save Tech at the moment, how terrified he might've been because they were so high up and so much was happening, how much he probably beats himself up over it, thinking if he was somehow faster or stronger he might've been able to save his brother, thinking about how he feels over not being able to do anything, but he's supposed to be the strong one, the protector, he's supposed to be so strong, but he lost another brother, the one he was probably closest to, and now his sister, his beloved sister, and how he probably thinks it's all his fault

thinking about Echo and how even if he and Tech had their differences, it was clear that they had a strong bond together and one might even say something of what he and Fives used to have, how Echo has to go through the ordeal of losing another close brother and now also a sister, a sister who loved and cared so much, who didn't deserve everything that happened to her, who Echo loved and protected from the start, a sister he knows Fives would've loved, someone Echo wanted to be there for like he couldn't be there for Fives when he needed it and now? And now? Well, she's gone too.

thinking about Hunter, the oldest, the leader, the one in charge. The one who thinks these things are what happens to other people, not his team. Not his family. Not with their success rates, not when they were so close to getting that peace that they had fought so hard for. He failed to save Crosshair, failed to protect him like he should've done as a leader, but more so as a brother. Failed to save Tech, failed to save Omega. What kind of a leader was he? What kind of a brother was he? What use were his gifts if they couldn't be used to protect and save the ones he loved? What kind of fearless leader leads his people right to their doom?

[petrow1tch]

THEY'RE FINALLY HERE OH MY FUCKING GOD