#ry's stuff

[rysttle]

self indulgent oc doodle dump

here's hector and isaac who sometimes are sailors, sometimes a dragon and a half demon(?), sometimes divorced, sometimes suffering in tma au, sometimes just regular dudes, sometimes regular dudes with a tail

no further context just doodle dump nyeh-

ft arthur sometimes

Phew sorry for the worst compilation ever(jkjk unless),,,,

[portiascottgriffith]

plural trans person call that tr&nsgender

[itsdefinitely]

i wanna know more about the jerries/jeris

do you want to know the most horrific thing about them?

the lords did nothing to make them the way they are.

yes, the jerry jr was turned into the axeman because of the witchwood, which does what it does because of the lords, but everything leading up to that is just human nature. i see the "girl jeri is nibbly" or "they were influenced by a lord to do the thngs they do" and i need people to understand that that's just. not true. they're just like that. they were taught to be like that by their parents and, more accurately, their church. it's horrifyingly accurate how religion has shaped them into non-functional human beings, who would rather potentially lose their child to the many, many dangers of the literal woods than admit that they had sex outside of marriage.

it's only because it's hatchetfield that jerry jr grew the way he did. there was no lord's intervention in their decision to keep the baby, or to drop out of school to care for him, or to keep him seperated from any other people, or to revolve their lives around the idea that they'd committed a sin and needed to pay by pushing celibacy rather than. i don't know. properly raising their child. it was the way they were taught. the toxic pushing of overexaggerated christian ideals is what molded them. can you imagine being in their place? being a scared teenager and knowing that if you told any of the people you care about most your secret that they would shun you and disown you?

the only people they felt any kind of safe around were each other; of course they're going to be codependent. and even then, they're disgusted by each other for leading them to sin. they're stuck together unwillingly, because without the other, they're alone.

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

ryan's adventures in bookbinding

i feel confident to share my creations now that i have been bookbinding for several months, so here's one of my recent books that im very proud of

fic: let the world have its way with you by @shitouttabuck

inside artwork: by @bucksketch (and used only with their permission)

cover design: created by me

this fic is most beloved to me. roadtrip fics are a particular weakness of mine and nina wrote a phenomenal, moving, sweet, funny, sexy buddie roadtrip and i can hardly ever stop thinking about it. they write both buck and eddie so spectacularly well and examine their traumas and healing so beautifully and i just love this fic with everything in me

[ryttu3k]

This whole 'feeling safe' thing is. Pretty nice. Actually.

[redraw of this sketch]

[chevvy-yates]

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outfitted by @pinkyjulien and @johnau6ust (upcoming spiked boots) Fishnet Tank, Hacktivist Vest, Trashy Vinyl Pants

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took those pics for an upcoming boots mod I got asked for. Garnet seemed to be the right one for it. :)

Another one under the cut.

[disrealities]

Cyber system. ー Requested by @iv-ry :3

A flag for systems who feel a connection to, feel represented by, and / or just like webcore, and the old web!!

Webcore system. Requested by @/iv-ry.

A flag for systems who feel a connection to, feel represented by, and/or just like webcore, and the old web! .pt end]

[angelasscribbles]

Writers Life

[wuntrum]

going to actually work on a comic soon. right now its looking like its gonna be saints for girls, but i swear, actual comicing work is gonna happen <- saying this to convince myself as much as it is convincing you

[kiisaes]

a room in the house, through time

[rysttle]

Ahhh reposting this bc i dont want to mix up the replies with the op's post

Do reply if you want or also not that's alright too hehe just thought this is a fun thing to do

[rysko]

Just a quick FYI

Dramas and all are dying down and people are moving on, me included, but there's one thing i want to make clear because it's been bugging and hurting me for quite some time.

After "Killian" was exposed, some people, many who interact with me, have been calling him a "narcissist", diagnosing a horrible man with a legitimate disorder, also very eager to express how narcissists are incapable of remorse, are manipulators, and generally horrible abusers.

Fun fact about me, I HAVE Narcissistic Personality Disorder, I'm a narcissist. Every time i see someone armchair diagnose a bad person with narcissism a part of me dies, it genuinely made me less motivated to create and less welcome in this space (especially connected with some other people making the Killian thing about men being creepy in fandom spaces, which, hello! I'm a man! If you haven't noticed!) I'm not gonna dwell on my experience with npd here (but if any of you genuinely want to educate yourselves, or have any questions, my DM's/askbox are open, i'd be happy to answer them) but i just want to express how hurt some people have made me because of them saying this shit or interacting with this shit. If you have a problem with narcissists, you have a problem with me.

If your first instinct after someone hurts you is to diagnose them with an already demonized mental illness, FUCK OFF. Block me, get out.

-B

[one-piece-tiktok-au]

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

no one told me how isolating unmasking would be

[ryttu3k]

Astarion makes poor choices. It's fine to make self-destructive choices if it means others will like and want to protect you, right? ...Right?

763 for the night, 6,100 total.

Session quote:

"Oh," Karlach murmurs, and he can feel the hand rise to her - to their - lips. "Oh, damn." Astarion disconnects - detangles his mind from Karlach's mind, breaks the kiss with Wyll. Wyll looks back at him, wide-eyed, then to Karlach, a cautious smile edging around his lips. "You felt that?" he asks her, his voice soft and small, and Astarion remembers how how young he is. "Yeah," she whispers. Both of them. Both of them are still so young. It's not just attraction between them, it's longing, the desire to touch each other, to know each other, to share something of themselves with each other. And they can't. Not with Karlach the way she is. Her touch would only cause harm; there would be no way for her and Wyll to be together. Unless Astarion helped. Unless he offered himself up to them.

[chevvy-yates]

"Why I got a netrunner chair at home? Darum! — Am I a netrunner? Nein! But I think it suits me."

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⚠️ READ: Please do not repost/reupload any of my art here or to any other platform, or I will be forced to do anything to get it annihilated.

Netrunner suit by @gloryride. 🖤 Soon on Nexus. :)

Also Ry after his first time of netrunning:

Probably the last time also.