#sabaw post

[mishiimochi]

gaano ako ka-sabaw? Bumati ng “happy birthday” sa isang happy monthsary post 🙄 buti nalang close friends at sanay na siya sa pagiging sabaw ko lol

[annecocoa]

Malt Milkshake [ White Rose Cornetto ]

So yummy. Sharing to you a new found flavor from Cornetto. Ate this in silence with my bomby ｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡ [ at 7Eleven, after we had our meal at Silog, na natapon ang sabaw ]

Welcome back to Tumblr

• Seeking serenity

I hope this can be something that I can continue doing.

I just want a place where I can put my thoughts into writing, post pictures that I took and edited, share reviews of the books that I have read, or anything that comes into my mind.

[enlokitty]

ghurl wala tayo net??? so yung update ko na mahaba na madaming sabaw, ende na post???????? paano ako mag bback to werk kung iniisip ko yon????? ahhhhhhhh kklka

[lizzieblabbers]

wake me up when september ends . . .

this late is post this post is late (so sabaw) because someone forgot to wake me up,,,

KIDDING

hallo, people of the tumblrland ;)

remember when i said in the previous post that i was in the province again? yes, ya girl came back <3

i always say to my friends (or whoever may be there to listen to my nonstop blabbering) that i feel like im a plant--na it is hard for me to adjust once i've developed my roots somewhere. i can't really explain it right now but you get the point (hopefully). and this one's particularly a huge thing because it's my first time travelling without any adult (as if im not an adult myself) supervision :D

the ride there was fun and exciting, i was relaxed the whole time and the travel time was shorter than i've expected, so i was estastic when we arrived hehe

i stayed there for twenty-one days, and i really cant put into words how relaxed i was there. well, there were some instances when the world has required too much of me. but i would very much like not to focus on those because it would just obscure how happy i was with this vacation.

looking back now, i think that in a way, it has changed something within me. i don't know, but know i feel less dependent towards other people (especially my parents; everyone knows im a big babie) and i think it's an achievement because hello??? i think i was still stuck to the seventeen year old me who's supposed to be enjoying her last year free of real-world responsibilities. the pandemic robbed me three years of my life that was intended for me to explore and slowly make my way towards adulthood.

so, yeah. that's a little realization from me.

im not really by myself there, my aunt (whom i call mommy because she's literally one of the mother-like figures i have in my life) is there and her family, i also have the father's side of relatives. i have a lot of people there taking care of me. but there's this certain feeling of independence--that i need to look after myself because no one will do it for me.

i don't know if any of these would make sense because while i am writing this, my lids are slowly becoming droopy, like it was begging for a 15-minute nap.

anyway, i won't really dwell much on my province journey because i promise (PROMISE) will write a separate post, maybe within the week? but i will

the ride back was the most heart-wrenching for me. i was crying for the first thirty minutes (or more, idk anymore) of the ride because i was so sad that i had to leave the little life i had there for twenty-one days. some may say im overreacting, but its twenty-one days!!! i have learned in high school from my mapeh teacher (hi mam cess) that it takes a person twenty-one days to be accustomed to a habit to the point that beyond that, they would already do it unconsciously.

imagine my horror when i was only given a day of rest after a fourteen-hour bus ride before i was forced to be an adult and do errands for the rest of the week?????? like???

anyway though, i pushed through, and now its the fifth day of october and school has started :( vacation is over, but the longing is still here

i guess this is longer than i have expected,,, maybe because i have missed writing in freestyle form :D and also because i think i have a lot to say at the moment as i am avoiding a certain academic task that requires me to think

all in all, september was a happy one. its a huge thing for me to call it happy because ive never felt that happy the whole month. i feel like the universe really gave me my well-deserved break from the world and let me realize things on my own.

i think that's all? i'll blabber more on my vacation post which, hopefully, would be really up this week hehe

babye, world! i'm going back to hiding :D

[pampamtiger]

alam mo ba may nakita akong post tapos yung caption is; “i cannot pursue you yet, and i might never do. i may be starting to like you a lot, in more ways than i had expected. but, i cannot give you false hopes.

medyo sabaw na utak ko at this time so sorry if hindi ko nagets hahahahahahahah

bakit? are you trying to pursue someone or are you waiting for someone to pursue you? i don't know which between the two are you trying to do but all i can say is if it's meant to be, theb it's meant to be. beri noice hahahahaha jk sorry talaga my brain is not braining right now 😆

[karismaganda]

March 16, 2023

Hello My Dearest Bebi,

Ulitan na naman di ba gusto mo yorn? Haha ikaw na naman laman ng tumblr ko, ikaw na naman nasa blog ko.

I saw your mom's post, a photo of you. Na-hurt ako ba't naman ganon? Bumigat pakiramdam ko to the point na I want to cry, as in asap, right now ganorn. Hinahanapan ko lang ng schedule haha pero iiyak ako sure na sure na.

Ikaw pa rin pala pinakamatimbang sa lahat. Ang sad no? Ikaw, happy ka na sa kanya. Ako, eto happy naman, travel goals pero kulang ng isang ikaw. Nuxx, drama yarn.

May secret ako, kami ni mama mo hehe. They miss me, same as I miss your family so much. I miss you. I miss us.

Ikaw ha, hinahamon mo pa si tita na papuntahin ako diyan kasi miss nila ako pero baka mamaya magulat ka nga pag nakita mo ako diyan. You know I'll do everything pag ginusto ko even the impossible one.

Singkamas nga nauwian kita kahit di season e. Ako pa ba?

I just want you to know na sasama ako sa Banton kay tita. Ako muna ang anak. Hahaha. Chos, I still have my respect sa taong kasama mo ngayon. I still respect your relationship kahit in reality, di niya ako nirespeto. Hmp.

Ayun lang, bottomline lang naman is that, I still miss you. Grabe yung buhok sa kilikili mo ha, super lala ng gayuma sa akin. I miss you cooking "nilagang beans" for me as in nilaga kasi maraming sabaw for me. Oh, how I love your cookings. Miss ko na rin yung paghihimay mo ako ng galunggong while telling me paano na ako kung walang taga-himay. But you left me. 🙄

Life has been different since we parted ways. I have been discovering a lot with my self right now, tipong doing things I've never imagined to do. Ganorn. And it's fun. Honestly, naging super gala ko hehe. Grabe naman pala kasi, ang hirap at ang gastos magmove on. Nakakaloka ka. Salamat sa heartbreak, I discovered traveling. But would it be better, if I have you by my side? Hmm. Basta ako, you're still the bravest yes and the hardest love I ever fought for. I still believe that what we had, is the purest and realest feeling.

I want you to be happy even if I'm no longer part of that happiness. Sana lang no, wishful thinking lang na di mo ako binaon at all sa limot. Na part pa rin ako ng life mo.

Ayun lang, humahaba na eh hahaha. Magtatrabaho na ako. Hindi na muna ako iiyak. *flashback* Tinry naman natin di ba?

[littlebub17]

You saved everyone but who saves you?

[gagolangako]

Dahil uso mga grad pic ngaun. Isang patunay na kayang kaya lumandi at magaral. Time management, chos hahahahahahahaha 😂✌🏻️

Kidding aside pagbutihin nyo ang pagaaral kasi yan lang ang tanging regalo na maibibigay nyo sa magulang nyo at yan lang din ang ka isa-isang hindi mananakaw ng kahit sino sayo. Pero ang tanong grumaduate ka bang may natutunan oh grumaduate ka lang dahil para sa diploma? Magkaiba yun.

After nyo matapos ng kolehiyo dun pa lang talaga mag sisimula ang buhay nyo. “The real deal” dito masusukat kung may natutunan ka talaga sa labas at sa loob ng eskwelahan dahil alam naman natin na hindi lahat ng pinagaralan natin ay ma aapply natin sa mga magiging trabaho natin.

May kilala ako consistent honor student siya simula grade-school hanggang mag highschool kami, magaling talaga siya di ko lang alam if ano nangyari sa college pero alam kong nakatapos rin siya ng college. Nag ttrabaho siya ngaun sa probinsiya namin sa isang money remittance center. Nanghihinayang ako para sa kanya kasi magaling talaga siya no doubt, mas marami pang opportunities na naghihintay sa kanya but don’t get me wrong di ko minamaliit work niya it’s just that ang dami-daming mas magandang work para sa kanya pero nag settle na siya sa ganon.

May mga kabatch ako nong highschool na kung tawagin “problematic students” sila ung mga tipong mga loko-loko talaga halos lahat ng teacher inis sa kanila lagi silang na gguidance kasi talagang mga gago. Akala nga nong mga teacher namin non wala silang mararating sa buhay dahil nga ganon sila, laging nasasali sa gulo, nag ccutting, mga bagsak ang grades nasa lowest section etc. Pero ngaun nakikita ko mga post nila sa fb na kung saan-saang bansa na ang narating nila. Ung isa nag papagawa na ng bahay, ung isa naka bili na ng sarili niyang Van. Natutuwa lang ako sa mga achievements nila mapapasabi ka na lang ng “tingnan mo nga naman”

Meron talagang di naituturo sa school isa na dun ang diskarte sa buhay ung “street smart” kung tawagin ng mga kaibigan nating banyaga. Di ko naman nilalahat pero aanhin mo ang talino kung wala kang sikap at diskarte sa buhay? Dapat meron ka ng lahat ng yan kahit konti lang payong gago lang (wag kayo makikinig sakin di ko alam sinasabi ko hahahahaha)

Tanungin mo ang sarili mo: “Sa ilang taon mong labas pasok sa eskwelahan may natutunan ka nga ba talaga?”

[sctir]

love my little circle of mutuals who are also currently reading and or inconsolable over orv

[nothing--is--everything-blog]

That sabaw moment when you try to light your cigar using a usb flash drive.

tunginah!

[cinderean]

ily, flaws & all.

Nu'ng nagsabi sa 'kin ang ate ko, couple years ago, na gusto niya magpa-helix piercing pero nagdadalawang-isip siya kasi baka magalit si inay, sabi ko:

"Sige girl, go. Wala naman na magagawa ang inay kapag nagawa mo na. Hehehe. *wink wink*"

At pag-uwi niya nu'ng araw na magpa-piercing siya, nagtampo nga ang inay.. Pero syempre, wala na rin sya nagawa. Hahaha! Mahal ka namin, inay! (Ayoko sana magpaka-hipokrita kaya inaamin ko pong apaka walang kwenta nu’ng advice kong ‘yon :( hahaha! So this is a friendly reminder na ‘wag nating i-push gawin ang isang bagay dahil lang alam nating wala nang magagawa ‘yung tao kapag nagawa na natin..)

Bale, wala talaga 'yang masyadong koneksyon sa sinusulat ko. Hahahaha! Gusto ko lang i-highlight na habang walang kwenta 'yung binigay kong advice sa ate ko, nu'ng time na nag-rant ako dahil may sinabi 'yung crush ko na ang yabang ng dating at gusto ko ma-turn off, sabi naman sa 'kin ng ate ko:

"Hayaan mo na. 'Yung iba din, may yabang. Eh di 'yung crush mo na lang, diba?"

It was an unsolicited and mediocre advice. Pero nu'ng pinag-contemplate-an ko, it made so much sense.

Naalala ko, oo nga pala, kapag pumipili tayo ng taong mamahalin, kasabay nating pinipili 'yung flaws ng taong 'yun. Kumbaga, oo nga, mayabang nga si Juan, ayaw natin ng gano'n kaya iniwan natin siya.. 'Yung bago natin, si Pedro, mayabang din pala. Baka nga, "mas" pa.. I mean, just when we thought we dodged a bullet, here comes another bullet - na magpapa-realize sa 'ting, hindi natin pwedeng takasan na lang lagi ang mga bagay-bagay dahil lang hindi tayo komportable dito. O hindi natin ‘to gusto. O hindi tayo sigurado.

Bakit nga ba madalas kapag may nadi-diskubrehan tayong ayaw natin, gusto nating umalis? I mean, I get that we tend to look for someone better, perfect pa minsan. And it’s okay, naniniwala akong pipiliin natin who we believe is the best for us. Pero sa kabilang banda, paano kung mapupunta din pala tayo kay Pedro, hindi ba sana niyakap na lang natin nang buo si Juan? Gaya ng kung paano rin natin gugustuhing yakapin tayo ni Juan? Kasi at the end of the day naman, we are all flawed, diba. But.. we are all valuable. And we all need someone who won’t take our flaws against us. Instead, gagamitin ng someone na ‘yun ‘yung flaws natin upang mahalin at alagaan tayo lalo.

Sabi nga, love is not a feeling daw. It’ s an everyday choice to stay, for better or for worse.

Kasi ‘yung mga shortcomings and imperfections naman, inevitable eh. Masasaktan at masasaktan talaga tayo kasi nandyan talaga ang mga ‘yan even when we're doing our best. But in spite of that, choosing the same person everyday just proves that love is stronger than that person's imperfections! And how comforting it is to realize na we are loved by someone,

flaws and all.

[poleeeng]

𝘼𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙖 𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡 - 𝙉𝙞𝙧𝙫𝙖𝙣𝙖

[saradesuchiha]

Chicken spag with pineapple juice (or or or Choco Float) is the best comfort food after finals (hell) week. Lol.

YES YESSSS DEFINITELYYY!! C3 SUPREMACY 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[abibiyuki]

Shorter 💇🏻

[innosen]

@taskfocused​ said: random pabaon ng pagmamahal galing sa lola/ninang/ate wahaha labyu labyu ❤️❤️

akong apo/inaanak/bunsong tila nanalo sa miss universe nung nabasa ko ito: 

[masokistangadventurer]

ang sad lang kasi although its finals week, nagagawa parin namin tumawa on our most sabaw times. like sobrang sabaw kakareview, tinatawanan na lang namin. then it suddenly hit us na hanggang sabado na lang pala class namin kasi wala ih tapos na :< sadt although we have misunderstandings sometimes, it can never compare dun sa mga stressedt/ sabaw moments. oki yun lang, bye.