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The problem is. I feel like my writing is just so simple. Like. I feel like all I write is “this happened, and then this happened, and he felt this way about it and said XYZ and then this other thing happened and here’s how it happened and here’s how he also felt about that happening” and so on and so forth
And I read other peoples’ writing and they have just such beautifully formed prose with lines that really mean something. Other peoples’ writing is like a winding country road that gets you where you’re going and you really enjoy the ride where mine is the goddamn interstate that you hate every second of, and it gets you where you’re going too but now you’re not even happy to be there
It’s hard not to discourage myself when I’m writing because everything just comes out so bland. I don’t even know why people read my fic actually like you guys know you could be spending that time reading much better fic right
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i wish i never met you
i wish you didn’t take me skating
i wish you didn’t scratch up my board and
i wish it didn’t make me sick to my stomach every time i look at it
i really really wish i never met you
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Packing my bags to leave for home soon, we've been crying on and off for the last week 😭 this sucks
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You were so happy just a while ago. Now you're sad? Now you're tired? If you want to cry, you can cry as long as you want. I'll cry with you. You're not alone.
- R
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"I crawl into bed only for once I am not alone. There is someone between these sheets with me- bare and beautiful but entirely unknown.
This bed had only ever known myself and my friends, a pet or two, and a soft sort of sleepover. I crawl into it with someone else on the other side and it is entirely foreign to me, but at the very least it is still my bed; I don't know if I could see someones history so brazenly and still embrace all that I did not know.
I wonder what the college experience meant to everyone else, and if they too have felt soiled by this thing we had too long idolized.
I hope they have not, and it's all they've ever dreamed. Sleep has never been so cold."
-Pillow Talk Aik.
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The urge to rewatch black swan just to feel something
was at my worst, but i miss the dread
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I wanna be half of a relationship instead of two-thirds at least once in my life
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When you’re completely fine and your mood just plummets. Literally for no reason. Awesome
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