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Although this looks very similar to the original QSMP announcement video, this video QSMP Global just posted has a different (glitched) ending. Is this meant to be a soft reboot...?
#QSMP#QSMP Official#???#Is this why people were saying they're not leaving the server but they're not RPing anymore?#Or is this supposed to be a lore continuation?#I'm a bit skeptical admittedly but I suppose we'll wait and see what happens#I wonder if this means YD will participate since it's not on the 25th anymore#I'll be real if it's a reboot idk how successful it will be since many CCs were unhappy about the admin thing (justifiably — as am I)#We'll have to wait and see what happens I suppose#That being said if this is a ''everyone has their memory wiped!'' or ''it's a time loop!'' thing I'm outta here#Edit: Tazercraft's Twitter just quote retweeted this with ''Jeez''#same buddy idk what to think about this
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the thing about trying to recommend fiction podcasts to someone who isn't familiar with them is that not only are so so many genres represented but also the level of production can fall anywhere from "basically an audiobook" to "major motion picture minus the pictures"
#original#idk just something i think about sometimes#you can read a description to get a sense of the genre/plot/vibe but you truly dont know What exactly youre getting into till you listen#with nonfiction podcasts it tends to be easier to get a read on whether its gonna be like. some buddies fucking around with a mic#or more like a whole documentary#or with fiction books there can be different framings but the actual makeup of the thing is almost always the same#idk what im saying at this point i need to stop putting so much bullshit in tags#whatever#audio drama
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OT3: casey stoner/his neuroses/the concept of valentino rossi that mostly exists in casey’s head
y'know I have this casey stoner... idk what it is. thematic mind map (literal), let's say, that I like fiddling with and adding things to when the mood hits me. and it does always strike me just how many of his struggles during his careers and issues with the sport can in some way be linked back to the valentino rivalry
casey's sense of isolation? super valentino related. casey's feelings of cultural alienation in a paddock dominated by europeans? even when it's not really related to valentino, casey is the one linking those two things together. casey's issues with other riders not being respectful enough on track? very obviously repeatedly about valentino. casey's discomfort with the performance and entertainment-related aspects of the sport? more valentino. casey feeling treated unfairly by the manufacturers, the media, the marshals, the fans.... keeps coming back to valentino. casey's mystery illness really shouldn't be as relevant to the rivalry as it is, but somehow through this combination of public discourse and whatever comparisons casey's brain is cooking up at any moment in time... there valentino is again
one of the most charming things about valentino's feuds is that in each and every single one, both participants end up being deeply weird about each other? just keep knocking off these banger quotes about the other where you read them and go. hm. what's going on there then. I don't want to make it sound like I think casey is the worst offender with this (not when marc and valentino have their whole thing going on, bidirectionally)... but I do think he's the most susceptible to conflating his valentino issues with like... everything else that was going on in his career. to the extent where his alienation with the sport as a whole, his extreme disillusionment from everything related to motogp, really cannot be meaningfully disentangled from the valentino rivalry. at times it feels like, to casey, valentino literally is the sport. and that's the thing casey dedicated his whole life to!! which means you do inevitably end up regularly going 'wow there's a lot to unpack'. add in a dash of neuroticism...
and yeah you're so right anon!! the neuroses are what end up creating the version of valentino that mostly exists in casey's head, a version that casey is just a touch obsessed with. I always think it's interesting how aware casey is that he doesn't know valentino as a person - and to the extent casey does know him, he gets on pretty well with him... but valentino the person isn't all that relevant to him. it's valentino the character who matters - and can you even really know a character? in the end, all casey can do is rely on his own understanding of that character, as imperfect as it is. and, well, in a way casey is trapped with that character forevermore. if one man comes to embody a sport to such an extent and if that sport has been your life's work, how can you not be a little bit trapped? as he tries to make his peace with the sport and his experiences within it, so too has casey settled on a narrative of valentino that helps him make sense of it all... a very specific understanding of his rival that casey has shaped in his mind and still trots out now when he sells his own version of events to the media. casey learned from valentino, casey learned to be a little more like valentino, casey learned to fight valentino with his own tools, casey tells himself a story of that fight. he still continues to do so - and in the end he will never be entirely free of valentino
#'do you ever talk to valentino' 'i don't talk to europeans' casey buddy what's going on there#'everybody's going on like he's a crippled hero' *pinches bridge of nose*#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#heretic tag#'x fell first but y fell harder' but make it about feud escalation#it is. interesting. how little the two of them engage in laguna '08 discourse for about two years and then rediscover it in mid 2010#casey's very similar to valentino in that regard in that he doesn't necessarily lash out immediately#but he remembers. and he resents. and he seethes. and then eventually lets it all out and you go 'huh'. very valentino#like it is SO important to remember that after initially losing his temper at laguna... *most* of the laguna quotes are from YEARS later#(apart from that one early 2009 interview with an italian paper where he was clearly just in a FOUL mood like it's dreadful)#I genuinely think casey's mystery illness contributed more to the change in tone of that rivalry than laguna did#laguna laid the groundwork in terms of resentment but you needed something for casey actually to be willing to go ALL in#idk in a way it's the only rivalry where valentino is the one on the receiving end of Remember That Thing You Did Thirty Years Ago#like they ARE similar!! they're ridiculously adept at holding grudges!! they relish twisting the knife!!#I think it's interesting jorge was talking about how valentino is better at him at knowing when to choose his moments to lash out#because you can say casey did the exact same thing. he'd learned to clamp down on his immediate irritable reactions#and instead get himself to a place where he could attack valentino from a position of strength#basically they're the two aliens i'd get to go on a revenge quest for me. like i think they'd be good at revenge quests#conspiracy theories and revenge quests. that's what i think they're good at
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god this was so cringey shut up all you've ever seen regarding women has been a smelly rat in the mirror and distorted photoshopped images of women with big boobees you know nothing
#first of all#spoilers#lisa spoilers#sorry for bullying buddy in this fine afternoon i know it's not her fault but i was thinking about this in the kitchen and laughing#but it feels so out of place cuz buddy's relationship with her gender is nowhere near positive she doesnt even know what gender is#she has the same concept of gender and sex as a cat where it's merely reproductive#all she knows is she is different from everyone cuz of her body#she has never talked to another woman in her life she doesnt know history of feminism#and i doubt so much that anyone told her about it when most people were just thinking about her womb#i think the concept of buddy familiarizing with her gender is AWESOME but we never see this happen we dont see the process#imagine if she said this before saying any opinion#as a woman...i can tell you milk goes before the cereal#god feminism is crumbling#why dont you say something you actually know about like#as an abuse victim. or anything that sounds more casual#which is another thing you can relate to lisa with if you care#(idk if she actually knew lisa's lore or was just messing with buzzo lmaoo)#lisa rpg#also as an additional i like nonbinary buddy...she is just buddy#put buddy in a conversation with queen roger and maybe i'll take this line seriously#lisa ramblings
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edmond olivine......... farm sounds edition
tiny tsun obsessed with girlfriend 4x his (cup_ ) Size....
#they're friends ur honour. maybe they can even boop snoots. let's give em some privacy#i wanted edmond horse to have a fancy braided ponytail (hah)-esque mane but the ref images all came up stuff like cornrows#and uh. no. no thank u. maybe i should start looking at cartoon horses instead#MASSIVE bunny olivine. bigger than a child. as big as a horse. capable of crushing kuya in his massive fur radius#when i think of hoof buddies edoli... i cannot decide on their sizes#yes horse is typically bigger than cow (at least taller)#but i want olivine to be a giant tank. and edmond to not look like a pubescent gangly mule next to him.#scratches chin#another part of me wanted to make em more . decorated. like design em with jewellery and whatnot#but if they are just animals in a boring ol zoo sanctuary#then they . . look like boring ol animals without all the cool decor?#actually what happens when they transform into their animal forms.#do all their clothes drop on the ground. free loot?#or do the clothes stay the same size and get all messed up and morphed on the new animal form#imagining poor oli transforming while still clothed and his clothes just rip from his Volume#and he's like aw man that's the 6th shirt this month :(#realistically(?) aster would prob provide magical clothing that appropriately shifts with the form or disappears somehow. conveniently.#idk. let's have inconvenient clothes only during the transformation sequences.#for the comedy aspect#edmond allows NO ONE to ride him. NO ONE! except olivine 🥰 eiden indeed gets kicked for even approaching and now he's in a coma#actually in the scenario where edmond is a horse he would probably allow anyone (small) on provided they are civil.#no foxes. no bears. no lions. maybe a hat.#guess i'm gonna have to start tagging this if i'm gonna keep posting about it. unbeliebabvle. it's become an actual tag#zookeeper au#nu carnival edmond#nu carnival olivine
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Do i,,, do i write a short fic of Bonnie-May meeting Jack on campus before the video premieres this evening???👁👁
#i been thinking about writing this for a while now#but now that mr. yuurivoice has brought jack back#and made a video for him with the exact same premise#idk if i want to wait for the premiere so i can then write my fic based on what's gonna be in the video#or if i just say fuck it and start writing it now and be as self indulgent as i want#yuurivoice#yuurivoice jack#yuurivoice buddy#listener oc
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Omg it would be way easier if my bff just ignored me and changed the subject but instead I have to wait like a week for him to just say “that sucks wtf” to my rant 🤦
#AUUUGGHHHH like we’re always in a conversation and he will be ranting and then it’s my turn to rant.LMAOO and then he just goes completely#silent.. EVERY TIME I THINK ITLL BE DIFFERENT TOO 😭 we’ll#ok to be fair he’s more thorough when he does respond like he’s not dismissive. but like. why does it have to take so long. T_T#and then I just end up not telling him anything about my life so he has no idea what I’m doing what’s going on lol#then I get comfortable enough to tell him stuff and the same thing happens.. AUUUGHHHH BUDDY#this sucks so bad. it’s been like this for over a year too but especially since december#I guess it’s fine I’ll find more friends but I’ve known him since I was 11 so I’m allowed to be sad..ok..#it kind of makes me feel like even more of a loser sometimes 💀 he’s very normal now. we have the same roots but he’s like.. well adjusted.#idk. so it kinda makes me insecure too which is sooooo stupid 🤦
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Guys why is rain world so good (<- rewatched some scenes and teared up on all of them)
#rat rambles#rain posting#god man. holy shit. fuckkkkkk#rain world may not be one of my token big interests but god does it just hit me so fucking hard whenever I do engage with it#I also think after rewatching some stuff that my general takes on how rain world's world works have shifted a smidge#which is also giving me some more ideas for saint hcs#I feel like the biggest thing Im seeing differently now is the concept that the saint has no beginning or end#one big theme of rain world is the way that all cycles eventually come to an end#societies iterators and even the lives of the animals that wander about#theyre trapped but within these cycles they still move forward and eventually fade just like everything else#but the saint doesnt. they never can. in that way they are a paradox#for when even time itself eventually fades what becomes of the being who will never be allowed to slow in their decent?#overlapping onto themself infinitely until what is and isn't them becomes irrelevant#have they lived many times or were they ever even alive to begin with?#at the end of the day they will never know. its a peace they wont ever find#as they are simply a lil guy who is stuck in a real mind boggling situation#anyways thanks pebbles dialogue for helping me get a better grasp on saint stuff have fun being dead buddy#it also makes me feel even worse for the echos because theyre likely in similar positions#not the exact same given Im sure none of them had the powers to fly and ascend ppl but still#in my minds eye tho theyre more themselves than saint is#for better or for worse#the rest of the echos are stationary. unable to move forwards or back#while the saint continues to spiral onwards and onwards in ways that break the very core of this universe#or smth like that idk. Im just rambling abt nonsense at this point lol#but yeah I imagine the sain to be both trapped and stretched across time#most things exists whinin cycles of cycles but the saint takes that concept to the extreme#most things much more so develop and change as time moves forward but the saint kind of just is#but like. is a lot. like there's a lot of them. but that them is stretched like super thin#they overlap themself and keep stretching to infinity#and with that sort of overlap it makes sense that in what conscious state they do have they simply experience each overlap eternally
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what happens if u die and get brought back after like 2 minutes and u just see sable standing there like 🤨 bc y’all were having a nice chat until u were revived and now ur very aware that Death Itself walks amongst us … what do u so then
#be its bestie and try to kiss him obvi :/#idk why im imagining a buddy comedy vibe#where’s hes the grumpy one and this person who got revived just hangs out w him all the time#he’s BUSY he has WORK TO DO please !!!#the amount of ppl who have medically been pronounced dead before being revived is Not That Small An Amount …#wonder if anyone recognises it when it happens to be wearing the same face it did when they met 🤔#also i think regardless of his appearance . death / sable will always have a vibe and an aura that only the dead / formerly dead recognise#its not a Darkness or anything like that but it … kind of is ?#i think it’s a void-ness about him but it’s kind of comforting#what is there after death? find out 🩷
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don’t be friends with reblog accounts, they’re just rude and biased 🙄
this is so ???
#asks.#from anon#i saw someone else get this same ask are you perhaps going around saying this to everyone#i don’t think i’m befriending any rb accounts?#a bit confused buddy please expand!#also the people i respond and interact with are LOVELY idk what you’re talking about sorry
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i always find my dad's taste in music so fascinating bc all he listens to now is korean stuff but the only musician he ever really talks about is bruce springsteen (because he had nerve problems & so do i) & the only song he's recommended to me is alice's restaurant (ten minute song about getting arrested so you can dodge the draft)
#actually wait no. hes mentioned beiber once bc he had a nerve issue too#but my brother asked me to ask him what songs he remembered liking as a kid/teenager#so he could reccomend our dad newer songs w the same vibe#& my dad was like 'idk i dont think i was ever too into music i just listened to popular stuff'#& a part of me was just like. but what about your buddy bruce springsteen#aster speaks
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i’m aware i’m getting into conspiracy theory territory here but the fact that the NYT regularly publishes transphobic opinion pieces but then also published p*yton b**chdeath’s louisa may alcott piece as like the ONLY pro-trans content or trans perspective i can remember feels like.......... deliberate. like considering the transphobic response it provoked, and the fact that it genuinely is a pretty dumb piece, there is a part of me that is truly convinced that somebody wanted to make trans people look bad on purpose
#r.txt#this is a risky one but like#idk the amount of responses of like 'oh so a woman cant have agency without secretly being a man??'#like what kind of response did you THINK this was gonna get#also like i remember his twitter thread about the same thing i remember people clowning on it!!!!!!#its just that p*yton is very often very confidently wrong about shit#and also just straight up lies about other shit#all the time.#so its like. why did anyone let this happen.#well nepotism shit partially#hes got like journalist buddies#but also like again#considering everything else they publish on trans people is like 'do they deserve rights? we're just asking questions!'#it feels weird!
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I always get self conscious when people talk about the amount of thought the goes/went into their art because there is.
there is no upper processing happening when I'm designing a character or background. my hand starts moving and my brain shuts off. I recognize there was probably a point in my life where this WASN'T the case but. like. it's why my art is like. mostly flat and lifeless. my art is never intended to tell a story because when I intend to I get angry/frustrated to the point of wanting to break shit because it's not going right. and I've tried to tell stories with my art both comics and stand alone pieces and it all feels fake or flat or.
idk.
I've TRIED to start and finish a piece where I've made conscious choices beyond "does this look good/right" and "am I being offensive in ways I'm aware of with anything here" but it just. makes me want to scream.
I learned people told stories with their art and I tried to and I stopped drawing for 5 years despite having. before that point been doing art studies for 8 to 10 hours a day for. 2 years.
I mostly just think it's because I have nothing to. say.
I can't add anymore tags to this post??? homophobia.
any way this post is useless idk I'm just sad because people do this thing so easily and enjoy it when it makes me break down crying. I don't get it. every person I've known regardless of neurodivergency has been able to do this consciously to some degree and enjoy it and meanwhile my stupid ass is asked how/why i chose something and I just. shrug. idk
looked nice?
#idk i probably say a lot UNintentionally#but like.#idk i feel like im just being. like. whining. for no reason. like boo hoo no one cares grow up if art makes you thay mad just stop drawing#like. man i WANT to think i WANT to tell stories i intend to tell along with the things i dont pick up on but.#i also mean like. if someone looked at a piece they could pick it apart comprehensively. like#but its like. idk. im like. i think im just to stupid for it.#im the same way with media analysis to be fair. which isnt like great but like.#why did someone choose this lighting? i dont know they thought it looked good ?#i have gotten 90-100% on every single analysis and opinion piece i ever submitted in HS for English#the only time i DIDNT get over 89% on an opinipn piece is when i tried to articulate my actual feelings on a topic to go along w researc#THAT got me pulled aside and told what i had written about was inappropriate and that i should think twice#before submitting a paper with that kond of content in the future#ao i did :^) and went back to bullshitting every single thing!#the curtains were blue in this scene to indicate not sadness but instead her deep love for uhhh fuck. flips through reading material and#lands on a random page. her dog buddy who is depcited in chapter (x) seeing as buddy is usually a male dogs name we can extrapolate and say#she chose these curtain colours after his death to remind her of the dog she had lost ÷#end sentence end oaragraph submit paper withoit a secondary proof reading and lie and say i left the roigh draft at home. walk away#how did i get high grades. dude. like everyone says teachers know when a kids bullshitting but like#the teachers ATE MY SHIT UP 😑 i got used as an example of comprehensive stucture and analysis on more than one occasion#this is not me bragging this is me saying i never actually learned how to domthis stuff because i was supported in faking it#some people can do analysis like yhis on their first read through like. and remember it. how? how??? what???#whay do you mean its because you read mote than thee sparknotes and random chapters because the book didnt interest you.#'we know when you dont actually read the book?' why did you compliment me on my comprehensive opinons of the parts i didnt readm#'We know when you write it the night before?' why did you laude me as an example of dedication put into an essay when i fucked around every#single in class wotk session past the first one and frantically typed and printed that in the computer lab before class 20 minutes ago?#why!! like DUDE#its like when they say they can tell when you use wikipedia to soirce things and then lie about it#and then compliment ur sources when youbl just used wikipedias sources. witout reading them urself.#which i also did#and when they tell you not to just use google translate because they can tell. when i did and then edited a LITTLE to catch names.
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hm .
#leaping at any opportunity to analyze whenever he talks abt boston#‘but that’s just how it was set up’ ✍️ by whom ✍️#i always think management should help literal teenagers get set up either living with an older teammate#which tyler had an excess of older married guys from the team to live with in boston#or like. help them get set up with another younger teammate. or even have them set up in the same building. Something#i just want to know what how it was set up Means !!#like did nobody want to house u. did nobody think to do it. did u want to live with a buddy#u probably did not really have buddies when u got here actually scratch that#idk ! im intrigued!!! i want this man to write (or have ghostwritten) a tell all about his career. i gotta get in there (his brain)#i was joking earlier . to myself. like girl u don’t have to tell this team u love them every 5 seconds#we get ur first nhl teammates did not like ur ass. but now im like. emotional abt it#as i am all things boston tyler#and he secretly has a really good memory when it comes to hockey related stuff at least so-#yap yap yapping
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I swear to god teenagers have some sort of telepathic superpower they use to reach into your mind to find things about you to make fun of because how else would that random ass boy have known that i like rock music and then started mocking me for it
#lizard-dumbass talks about stuff#text post#no seriously#i was in the library after school last week and there were no empty chairs anywhere so i leaned against a wall close to a group of kids who#were also hanging out in the library after school hours#i was legit just minding my own business‚ looking at my phone‚ headphones on‚#when this random boy comes up to me‚ does the devil horns hand sign‚ and mockingly says 'dark side!' while headbanging#he did this several times too during the circa 20 minutes i was in that library‚ each time getting closer in my personal space#i just ignored him cuz i didnt know what else to do#but what confuses me is how the hell he knew that i like that type of music#i wasnt even dresed particularly goth/punk/emo/whatever#maybe it was the fact that i was wearing all black and had headphones on#but i kind of think he just telepathically looked into my mind to find out what music i like /j#he pulled that same shit again yesterday#he saw me walking outside and said to his buddy ''hey its my friend!'' (the use of 'friend' obvs being sarcastic) and shouted DARK SIDE at#me while headbanging and doing the devil horns hands#idk man teens are weird#and mean#so very mean
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having buddy cole thoughts
#blorbo from my shows#yeah today has just been 90% me thinking of Him (buddy cole) and 10% sorting through other girls footage#anyway thinking about how that character literally changed my perspective on how to do comedy as a queer person and what's possible#and im like god i wish i had that confidence and i wish i knew how i could harness those same powers to do comedy about being nonbinary#bc i have a lot of frustrations with the way being nonbinary is portrayed in the media and i feel like comedy#is a great way for me to change that#but idk how to even begin satirizing that#and some tiny part of my brain is like ''well. you have paul bellini's email. he helped create buddy cole#and seemed REALLY supportive of your comedy. and you two agreed a lot on being frustrated with how companies will use progressive-sounding#language as an excuse for queer censorship. maybe ask him for advice?''#and im like oh my god what no i don't want to bother him#but also like‚‚‚‚‚‚‚‚‚#he did give off the vibe that he wouldn't mind being my queer comedy mentor‚‚‚‚‚‚‚‚‚#idk. i have a few other things i was planning on emailing him about this month#so i'll wait until i have another reason to contact him and maybe add it in if i'm feeling brave lmao
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